tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-197446352024-03-07T18:57:08.245+13:00EyelightOngoing N.Z. poetry language and art project. Includes art & text. It is 'constructed'.
A total poem. Indeterminate. History, process: total culture & not limited to any media or "perfect" isolated texts or "poetics". It rejects lines between poetry and prose or art and life. It struggles with the need for perfection. It can be everything. It is subjective as much as it is objective.Richardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10272507198753290435noreply@blogger.comBlogger277125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19744635.post-69123686689157011222020-05-25T00:41:00.024+12:002022-05-16T21:58:42.976+12:00The Infinite Project -- "'The Personal', more or less' including letters, diaries, journals etc<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-left: 40px; text-align: left;"><br />
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Infinite Project:</span> <span style="color: #f1c232;"><b><span style="color: #fff2cc;">Sub Section </span></b></span></span></span></span></span></span><b><span style="color: #fff2cc;">
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<span style="background-color: white;"><b><span style="color: #fff2cc;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-style: normal;">What
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<b><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">The Third Part of the
Second Part of the Diaries, Journals, Letters etc </span></span></b><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">(these are not all of my own family, I have included various letters -- again I have included 'famous people' but was looking also for letters by anyone, but these were hard to find, or have been so far, I may compensate for that as I have used a letter written to a man about a job application -- its success -- as part of a contribution to an issue of Brief magazine -- which seems to have finally stopped going -- something I expected for a number of reasons. [Since this I have found a possible source of ordinary women's writings])</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">However the main 'way' of the Inf. Proj. -- subsuming EYELIGHT and the Infinite Poem and other things -- that way is not changed really in its essence.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Before WWII my mother who was born in England in 1917 to J R Miller and Beatrice Gray (born in India) of Bedford and Northamptonshire. Mostly my relatives lived in Kettering or Bedford. But my grandfather had come to NZ in 1903 and joined the British Phosphate Commision. He worked on Ocean Island where Ellice had begun mining phosphate for fertilizer. Ocean Island was the name of the boat possibly of those who (or the Europeans) discovered the Island. It is very small, near Nauru and it's name is Banaba. My uncle Frank Miller was born on Banaba. As he served in WWII in the RAF it is possible he is the only pilot of the RAF to have both English and Banaban citizenship. Tragically the effect of the mining was basically to destroy most or much of Banaba. Banabans now live mostly in Fiji on Rabi (pronounced Rambi). In this post my mother's memoirs give a picture of her growing up on Banaba. It was like a paradise. Unfortunately my grandparents only had B&W photography so I will show some images of Ocean Island or Banaba. (But more later hopefully and more extensively, just some for now here):</span></div>
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________________________________________________________ _________ _____________</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: red;">FIRST</span>:<span style="color: #01ffff;"> </span><span style="font-size: medium;"> <span style="color: #ff00fe;">Some of My Father's, Leslie Stuart Taylor's, experiences in England, a Scout Jamboree in Denmark, and his Scout Group in Chiswick, London (the second Scout Group to be formed). </span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #ff00fe; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #ff00fe; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">My father was keen on art, drawing. In particular artists such as Turner, whose work he had seen at the then Tate Gallery in England (ca. 1923 - 26 or so). Later he did street scenes and </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">painted areas of Kent. In NZ he continued with scenes of Auckland and other parts of NZ. </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">He gave up art (in the Depression) but when I was about 9 or so he started showing me how to paint and draw. </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">My sisters also took an interest in art. I re-taught my self in 2010 and added that art to digital photographs on this Blog. I mixed these (text, my art, my art and art by others, graffitti etc) in various ways... I am theoretically interested in all art. But "big names" or "stars" I am not interested in. Nevertheless there is a mix through the Blog-Project of "High and Low culture" to put things simply. Among the subjects I studied for my BA was Philosophy, and the Philosophy of Art was one that interested me. However I majored in English. I should perhaps have continued but circumstances intervened, or I lost the drive after my mother's illness and then death. Not an excuse, there were undoubtedly other factors. </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">In the following I mix various journals with those of famous people -- but I wanted also if possible to get the writing of ordinary people. I still have some of that. I wanted to get a book I had once from a local library on how Maoir learnt to read and write and after the NZ wars they continued a kind of 'war of words' but I couldn't find that book in the library system.</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">In my Project I 'give myself permission' to move between varying degrees of absoption in the text to more ot less quote Charles Bernstein from his 'A Poetic'. (Perhaps one model of a writer might be Christopher Middleton whose work seems to move across or through or via mny modes.) </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">As I write thei addendum, I am reading an essay by Derrida on his Differance and various other books, one by George Steiner, but a wide range of books including those science philosophy and history, art, psychology. YouTube is also a great source of science and other information and ideas. Reading as widely and deeply as possible also recalling that reading is for entertainment....Pound's Cantos I am seeing as more a significant than I did before. He is sa poet wrieter one reads some of intensely then some more and so on. I miss Ted Jenner when I think about things to do with classics or indeed literature in general. Ted Jenner who was a poet, a great poet, under-rated, was also a classics scholar of Greek and Latin but translated from FRench (e.g. Ponge the modern French writer of 'detail and the near surreal) and lso some Greek poets. He also wrote some good poetry books. We talked a lot about literature and writers and writing. He died in 2021. Near the end, we both knew he ws ill of cancer, hhe kept sang froid and at my house complimented me on my beautiful hydrangeas. This surprised me. It was a little out of character. But Ted did have an eye for beautiful things. He was as he said a minimalist rather than some one who liked e.g. the 'looser' art of even David Jones, whose poetry we both liked. (I see Art in general as a a kind of total project, something that somewho gives validity to hiuman life, although even this is a dubious way of puting things, neverthe less we like to feel that wary. Art and culture etc add to our other needs and interests. Also science interests me and other things. </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">But back to my father and the journals and letters etc. (These are not all of my own family and other texts are interweaved on here.): </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;">.........................................................................................................................</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">......At
the Denmark Scout Jamboree 1924, where my father said: 'The Germans
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so...beautifully.'</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYHKctZgNXfs99LNKhk5eyn2VoKlY03ivzG5sXJaf-IfbKLs9l8x4tszRh-vMxAZjkrLQpQR5wzoEF_juO6gkuJhXsPkMopmoFRqkQvr-_avvUiAB-WxX7GdBm-Obv3hluznbT/s2048/Pictures+from+Dads+book+The+Scout+Jamboree+1924+004.JPG" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="307" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYHKctZgNXfs99LNKhk5eyn2VoKlY03ivzG5sXJaf-IfbKLs9l8x4tszRh-vMxAZjkrLQpQR5wzoEF_juO6gkuJhXsPkMopmoFRqkQvr-_avvUiAB-WxX7GdBm-Obv3hluznbT/w410-h307/Pictures+from+Dads+book+The+Scout+Jamboree+1924+004.JPG" width="410" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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Baden Powell is seen there with the Danish Commissioner. Above the Lithuanians.</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><br />
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A drawing by my father.<br />
At university studying<br />
for architecture at the<br />
University of Auckland<br />
around 1940 he got<br />
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="background-color: yellow;"><b><span style="font-size: medium;">That
which is understood gets Articulated when the entity to be understood
is brought close interpretatively by taking as our clue the
'something as something'; and this Articulation lies <i>before</i>
[liegt <i>vor</i>] our making any thematic assertion about it. In
such an assertion the 'as' does not turn up for the first time; it
just gets expressed for the first time, and this is possible only in
that it lies before us as something expressible. The fact that when
we look at something, the explicitness of assertion can be absent,
does not justify our denying that there is any Articulative
interpretation in such mere seeing, and hence that there is any
as-structure in it. When we have to do with anything, the mere seeing
of the Things which are closest to us bears in itself the structure
of interpretation, and in so primordial a manner that just to grasp
something <i>free</i>, as it <i>were, of the</i> "as",
requires a certain readjustment. When we merely stare at something,
our just-having-it-before-us lies before us <i>as a failure to
understand it any more.</i> This grasping which is free of the "as",
is a privation of the kind of seeing in which one <i>merely</i>
understands. It is not more primordial than that kind of seeing, but
is derived from it. If the 'as' is ontically unexpressed, this must
not seduce us into overlooking it as a constitutive state for
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Joy Darling,</span></div>
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I had a rotten train journey, I felt hot and stuffy and very</span></div>
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I was very glad to get into bed....</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.Gosh
its raining cats and dogs outside, has been all day, the factory
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<span style="font-size: medium;">are
a quagmire – a sea of mud – I very nearly failed to cash in my
benzine coupon</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">this
month, forgot all about it but managed to kid the local storekeeper
to give me</span></div>
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gallon yesterday morning before he had made up his books – I dont
often use the </span>
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but its a godsend in rainy weather.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I
really think loneliness is the worst of all human afflictions. I am
alone here </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">every
night after 9 pm, the family are early to bedders – and I sit alone
with my </span>
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and think of this long war and all the lonely women throughout the
world</span></div>
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the men in camps and holes in the ground tormented with hunger for
women.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This
is not a very cheerful letter I'm afraid. I am trying to save as much
as I can, </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;">but things keep popping up like weddings and income tax insurance. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;">Good night
Sweetheart. Love from</span></div>
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<span face=""><i>Above: The shot tower at the Mt Eden CAC where my father worked during WWII. He acted as a draughtsman there, redrawing the CAC technical drawings etc. During the war as is clear in one letter the entire factory was moved to Hamilton. Below are two examples of bullets made at the CAC, which was moved back to Mt. Eden after the war.</i> </span></div>
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There are enthusiasts who love guns and killing. My father, as can be seen from this letter, hated war and warmongers. But he was ordered to do war work at the CAC Mt Eden. Then they moved the entire operation to Hamilton which he mentions in a letter. My father had done or was doing a degree in Architecture so he got the old plans and redrew them, re-organized them. He had some examples of bullets in various states of manufacture. His friend, a Chemist (who had been a prodigy of maths and science) worked on finding why bullets were jamming in guns. This was because of a trace element in a constituent of the bullets. </div>
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Beside some pride (he was rejected for war service as his lungs showed traces of TB) : it is clear that for him both the war and the preceding Depression of 1929/30 etc and his own general melancholia did not add to any 'glorification of war'. Of others 'out there' he considered them 'morons'. He was tormented, perhaps by his mother's death and his general dispute with my Grandfather, who he never talked to after the latter tried to tell him how to raise his family.</div>
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He loved poetry and would quote various poems such as the short line from Gray's Elegy above. If the reader is not completely familiar with this great poem, God help him or her. We don't want to know such. He also got to know R. A. K. Mason. When he brought home a book of Mason's poems I was surprised. I used to read and re-read the poems in that collection many many times. It obsessed me: and it profoundly affected me.</div>
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<i><span face="">R. A . K. Mason: a great poet, a communist, and a deeply feeling man. My father had made his acquaintance. I became obsessed with his poems which had no political significance to me per se. Mainly they are about existence. </span></i></div>
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My father met (I think it was) Mason and Fairburn at the WEA possibly before the war. My father painted in those days. Mason was one of the few to purchase his paintings when dad gave and exhibition. Dad liked Mason's and Fairburn's poetry. He was sympathetic to some aspects of their ideas, he didn't like the obvious class system in England, but didn't share Mason's left wing views. When I joined the Progressive Youth protesting etc against the Vietnam War (in those days I met Dick Fowler who changed his name to Rewi Kemp. He died in 2016 (I will have to check the year, I think it was that year). I also knew a photographer called 'Ruffo' who used to appear mysteriously at protests or near and talk to us. He urged that I study photography. We took a photo of each other photographing each other. (Where are they? I cant find mine of him. Nor do I know what happened to 'Ruffo'. But he offered to get me into contact with Mason. It was about 1969. Mason had two years to live. For some reason, having moved into a kind of strange, semi-fanatical state, I turned the offer down. I have no idea why though. Protesting was very much something people of my father's background & generation (basically English working class, from London, but ambitious to get a "professional" occupation.) were not keen on. Putting it to him once that Mason was involved in left wing politics (I didn't know he founded the China Society, he must have known Ray Gough). My father said: 'But he was above violent and unruly protests.' Or something of that sort. Mason was a Communist. Of course he wasn't born as one! He gained a Classics Degree and wrote poetry from a young age. Some of NZ's greatest poetry.</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dearest
Joy.</span></div>
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I miss you very badly darling. I dont seem to be able to get any
enthusiasm</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;">for anything......life seems so pointless when you are not about.
I keep thinking about </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;">you and I was pleased that you got a little
fine weather
although it has now turned </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;">quite cold and I suppose it is the same at
Tauranga.</span></div>
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have started taking lectures at the University but I don't know for
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the faculty will agree to my working on a part time basis. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><i><span face=""><b>.....was before we came...into being......there is a hidden missingness in
all things, a skipping in the street, the cries of life, the moving
shadows, the light, the light: sometimes so hesitant that
light....but we came and we were and we are and we shall
be........into forgettment endless thrown and in dark remade and in
light...........sadness precedes
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[In
1954] the French parachuted a powerful force into a small town called
Dien Bien Phu in the north-west and developed it into a fortified
base, the strongest in Indo-China. It was inspected by an American
General and declared impregnable....the entire force was parachuted
in and it was supplied by air with both reinforcements and supplies
of all kinds. Although surrounded by jungle covered hills, the French
did not believe that artillery could be brought to bear on their main
positions....In the event, the People's Army mounted guns in
positions where nobody would have dreamed it possible that if could
be done. The did it by dismantling and carrying with them into almost inacessible positions by backbreaking manual labour. The French had
over 16,000 men in the fortified camp. General Giap concentrated
40,000 men to make certain of their destruction. This was another
thing considered impossible by the Franco-U.S. High
Command.....[How?]...the answer was that 120,000 peasants humped the
supplies on their backs over scores of miles of terrible country to
feed Ho Chi Minh's People's Army. To defeat the French Air Force
whole roads were dug out underground and camouflaged. Over these
roads thousands of bicycles and hand drawn carts kept hauling the
sinews of war forward to the scene of the battle....One of the most tremendous feats of human endurance and courage in the world's
military annals. In considering the fate of the French troops at Dien
Bien Phu, do not forget that they were the aggressors, and that
included in the force there was a large sprinkling of ex-soldiers
from Hitler's Nazi Army who had joined the Foreign Legion to escape
the consequences of their many crimes in Europe during World War
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<span style="font-size: medium;">On 13<sup>th</sup> March 1954 the attack
began...Throughout the whole of that period aircraft flew incessantly
over the battlefield, drenching the Vietnamese positions with napalm,
that terrible weapon which the United States still seems to regard as
the key to victory....[but] without avail. Towards the inevitable
end, in despair, the French appealed for massive aid from the United
States. They still believed that air intervention on a great scale
could trasform the situation. The offer that the United States made
was the use of the atom bomb. As early as March 20<sup>th, </sup>only
7 days after the beginning of the battle, General Paul Ely had
arrived in Washington and asked for immediate aid. According to
Georges Bidault, who was then French Foreign Minister, John Foster
Dulles on two occasions offered the use of the atomic bomb against
both China and Vietnam. China! A country against which neither
France nor the United States were at war, officially of unofficially!
No doubt this was because of their terrible crime of providing the
Vietnamese people with the means, scanty though it was by comparison,
of defending themselves against the French and winning an immense
victory for the freedom of their country. If this was indeed a crime
justifying the immolation of untold Numbers of Chinese people, what
would the same warped justice demand of the American people, whose
Government had been flooding war supplies of all kinds into Vietnam
in the aid of a foreign aggressor for over four years? For those who
still doubt that the Americans made this offer, I would refer them to
the book “Deal at the Brink” by Roscoe Drummond and Gaston
Coblentz, published in New York in 1960, pages 116-123. There are
many other references to it and M. Bidault has made it quite clear
“that the first offer was for one of more atomic bombs to be
dropped on Chinese territory near the Indo-China border and that
there was a second offer “of two atomic bombs to be used against
the Vietnamese forces at Dien Bien Phu.”</span></div>
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Bombs away!! Democracy will win!! The United States showing it's near infinite military power<br />
and the glory of its great mission...<br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This was the lunatic period of political and military bankruptcy which the United States had sunk in 1954...but since [in
the entire process of the Vietnam War, almost the most brutal war
which should be called American War which began in earnest not too
long after the French were defeated at Dien Bien Phu...in 1954, when
I first went to school at the age of about 6 as I had been ill all of
1953...but I knew nothing of this terrible war and, indeed, nor did
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Here for me the following poem I wrote is not about any particular war, although my sympathies was for the poor parachutists sent to (one of the Islands in the Mediterranean) by Hitler. But it could as well have been about soldiers sent by such warmongers as Churchill or Kitchener. The young German soldiers represent all victims of war everywhere. Instead of the drivel about the ANZACS I remember the poor young men. But THEY are reasonsible. Whoever holds a gun and uses it is the perpetrator of war. THAT is how wars are perpetrated: by those who participate. The real heroes refuse to fight. They are honest that they are in terror of being killed or maimed terribly.<br />
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<i>War Thought Dream</i> </div>
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[IMAGES OF MY MOTHER'S School in Melbourne. And related material.]<br />
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My mother at the RHS -- they spent holidays as an uncle had a car, at beaches, or blackberrying, went to the South Coast etc<br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUcEzZb4LQMjV3Zesos4bPm10hErOCwjgd5RhZwnK81yIMF_oUWaA66KsvvRIaxbF4F6S_vtHY3EWoDFXlLQxb04EvlACX6KsLSQnjohbJEc-SXErgbicGpy2VSDRAGl9Bamd3/s1509/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+007bf.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1509" data-original-width="1017" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUcEzZb4LQMjV3Zesos4bPm10hErOCwjgd5RhZwnK81yIMF_oUWaA66KsvvRIaxbF4F6S_vtHY3EWoDFXlLQxb04EvlACX6KsLSQnjohbJEc-SXErgbicGpy2VSDRAGl9Bamd3/s640/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+007bf.jpg" /></a></div><p></p><p>My great grandmother, my mother, Auntie Maud and Arthur Loveday in Cornwall.<br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="307" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6mwwBuOhA3cvwGX1IJum3dzY3-jlKw5DAIfH_9lGu188cSWZZRb2FCDfe0L-bzDi3eQEnySLQ4fzEYOihMJ5wPQBJbmRI4VcnhyX5Goxv6aXtfaIcUXO7ICLmw6br_bMPdMz9/w410-h307/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+024.JPG" width="410" /></a></div><p>Captain William Gray my maternal grandmother's -- Beatrice Miller bn. Gray's --- father. He lived in Bedford then Kettering, after serving in India. </p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1wUZ5z75DqdPwL4i1GyFE8FSImQ_IZKAF9Qrkd2l-M1MHPPOoA34HxwEpbcEG9pREgWY0nbUxldNnEaat3lw1DQ4pkPmLs-3qkjB67C6BOOf4bdSjUGojOajKFhYMWVUlD8xY/s1487/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+025+cd.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1487" data-original-width="1212" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1wUZ5z75DqdPwL4i1GyFE8FSImQ_IZKAF9Qrkd2l-M1MHPPOoA34HxwEpbcEG9pREgWY0nbUxldNnEaat3lw1DQ4pkPmLs-3qkjB67C6BOOf4bdSjUGojOajKFhYMWVUlD8xY/s640/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+025+cd.jpg" /></a></div><p></p><p>
</p><p style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> <span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span> Oreba. <i>"....</i></span><i><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: medium;">we all loved her."</span></span></span></i></p><p style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Oreba looked after mum and my uncle Frank: </span><br /><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: medium;">"When Frank
arrived they got a Banaban lady Oreba to look afer him (both of us).
She was a dear & we all loved her."</span></span></p><p style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"></p><p style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;">All the palms belonged to
the Banabans & that particular owner came to my father with his
complaint and Dad had to pay for the tree. I will not forget how
angry he was with me! My brother Frank arrived on 28<sup>th</sup> of
November 1921. We only had tinned milk so with a weaned baby my
father got some goats and he was fed on goats milk for quite a while.
</span>
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">A little kid arrived
and that was my pet – I loved him but he disappeared – I expect
they sold him. I also had kittens from time to time. When Frank
arrived they got a Banaban lady Oreba to look afer him (both of us).
She was a dear & we all loved her. When they went to Sydney on
leave Oreba went too. But she was not happy at all! – Too cold and
she had to wear large shoes. So did we and [also] hated it! Mother
made us some flat shoes to arrive in.</span></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">The Banabans were
divided into 4 villages: Ooma – & near Ooma were all the
phosphate driers [?], the machine & the carpentary and machine shop, offices, stores, and up the
hill a way houses for the white workers, mostly Australians. Yabwebwa
was near where we lived – the village a little way further inland &
up the hill. </span>
</p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">Our house was close to
the sea (Western outlook) and there was a way down to the shore
between the pinnacles – we called it 'Miller's Beach'</span></p>
<p style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">Puakonikau was near the
highest part of the Island North of Tabwebwa – & Tabiang was
about midway between Tabwebwa and Ooma – lower ground. There was a
Post Office & later a small school for white children; and
several of the Government officials lived near there....." (From my mother's 'Memoirs' which are sadly too short.)<br /></span></p>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">LETTERS & MEMOIRS OF MUM'S TIME AT FIRBANK HIGH SCHOOL, MELBOURNE, AUSTRALIA, in the Second Time of being at Banaba and (first time) at boarding school in Melbourne. <br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"> </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><u>From the school yearly journal and letters: </u><br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"> </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">THE CHILDREN WHO FOLLOWED THE PIPER.</div>
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Now have you heard of the
children's fate.</div>
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Who followed the piper thro' the
magic gate,</div>
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Into a land of joy supreme</div>
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Where the meadows are always green!</div>
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One boy a cripple was left outside</div>
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In the bitter cold on the moutain
wide.</div>
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But a fairy told him not to fear,</div>
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As their time for release was
drawing near. </div>
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He said that gold should everyone
give,</div>
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To get back their children and with
them live.</div>
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So the parents with joyful hearts
that day,</div>
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Asked the cripple to show the way.</div>
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For a path of gold they
had to make</div>
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For all the missing children's
sake.</div>
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“Because it was,” the fairy
said,</div>
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“The path that from the mountain
led.”</div>
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<br /></div>
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But the mayor was crafty, and he
was bold,</div>
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And did not give quite all his
gold.</div>
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So the path of money which the
people make,</div>
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Does not quite reach the magic
gate.</div>
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<br /></div>
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But the fairy said the mayor must
give</div>
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All his gold that his child might
live.</div>
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So the mayor laid down his
remaining gold,</div>
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And the mountain door did then
unfold.</div>
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<br /></div>
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Then the children came out of the
mountain blue,</div>
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Skipping and running two by two,</div>
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To their parents arms they run with
glee,</div>
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Shouting and laughing as glad can
be.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
The Piper smiled and nodded his
head,</div>
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And plucked at his coat, so blue
and so red,</div>
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The bidding the children O fair
good day,</div>
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He picked up his pipe and vanished
away!</div>
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</div>
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J.H. (Clarke)</div>
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Joy, DO YOU REMEMBER</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
When we cut Miss Longmates creeper
& then tied it up with string? When you fell over & got a
black eye while practicing for the the three-legged race?
</div>
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When you wrote “when I am dead my
dearest” for Miss Smith. When Sheila Wright adored coming to &
from school with you?</div>
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When we crept down the basement &
“pinched” a cloth or headdress with a skull and crossbones on it?</div>
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When Miss Longmates buried <i>her</i>
poor dead cat? ( i/n// m/is/t//a/k/e)
</div>
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When Miss Longmates house “....”
with the earthquake, & the articles she made for the school fate?
[sic]</div>
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When Miss Smith called you and
Margaret “the disgraces of lower <u>IV</u> A “ because you both
walked up to the games field without hats?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
Do remember “Latin is a
language?” and the “chocolate sandwich you made at Miss
Longmates?</div>
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The china ornament of Brenda
Nunneley's which we broke and & then threw the pieces over the
Chapel fence?
</div>
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Do you remember the “Lectures”
we had in the Hall at 6 o'clock or sometime like that, and we used to
stay to tea and play “hide and seek”?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
Do you remember Miss Knighton when
we were at Hillside in Form I, and the button hole Miss Collingwood
wore to hide the hole in her jumper?
</div>
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Do you remember the noise she
always made when drinking tea. And the two or three cows</div>
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which strayed into the Big School front
garden on Fridays, and of hundreds more things?</div>
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(And also when Miss Baskerville
sent you out of singing?)</div>
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c/o W Perry</div>
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Broad St.</div>
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West Maiden </div>
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[These two letters crossed.]
December 26<sup>th</sup>
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Dear Joy</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
Firstly congratulations and
love....receive the cake this week and I am terribly thrilled to</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
hear of your marriage....Personally I
think that Leslie is a very lucky man and do hope that one day
Lindsay and I will have the pleasure of meeting him.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
You have heard of course of
the probability of Lindsay being a prisoner of war – indeed I hope
that he is: but naturally will be glad to be officially notified to
that effect.</div>
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So much of my early married life
is associated with yourself [that] naturally I am longing to hear all
about the wedding; where and what you are living</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
…..Do hope that both she [my
Grandmother Beatrice Miller] and your father are well – are you
living anywhere near her? Also, how is Frank? I do hope that he is
safe. [My uncle Frank, my mother [Joy Taylor nee Miller] was in
England during the war. At one stage he joined the RAF and flew
bombers, but this was earlier than that. He trained in the US and
Canada. But I am not sure where he was when this letter was sent.]</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
You know probably that dear old Jack
Ross died suddenly following an attack of pneumonia, which he caught
while attending his brother's funeral the week before.</div>
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Well....I did not mean to fill my
good wishes with sadnesses but pleaase accept my love, and very good
will for 1943 and the years to follow.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
Naene [Naime / Naire] (?)
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January [~ 1943]</div>
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Dear Joy</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
Many many thanks for your
letter and snaps. Of course I was dying to hear of your wedding as
you may imagine ; receiving the photo was just too
marvellous.....was just thinking of you and Barbara, she has grown up
since we were in Auckland.</div>
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How strange being married at St
Margarets & living at Mt Eden.......</div>
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There is a complete blank regarding
news of the men at both places, which has been …..Somehow altho' I
get frightful qualms I feel that if the A.I.F. [Australian Infantry –
I think someone this writer loved, a friend of my mothers perhaps
when she was at school before the war at Firbank Boarding School,
Melbourne, is talking of a young man [a husband a lover or a or loved
one fighting in (or is somehow a “non-combatant” possibly caught
by the Japanese) the Pacific War] are taken prisoners, surely
non-combatants must also be taken prisoners and not shot.....</div>
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Your flat sounds a [?] I well
remember Valley Road [Mt Eden, Auckland}<br />
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Mt Eden with us?
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The Parnell Kiosk, is that near the
Rose Garden which is a heavenly spot.</div>
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Many thanks for the wedding cake
for which I did not have to pay any postage on, thank you, for your
thought of me. Am inclosing a snap of my son Justin
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Well my dear much Love...and all the
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Dear Joy.</div>
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Received your welcome letter a
few weeks ago, many thanks for the snap, I can hardly realise Joy
that you have two girls. It was a very good photo of them. Hope that
your teeth are all fixed up [I myself had forgotten that my mother
had false teeth until I made this out. The letter must have been sent
by a friend of my mother's who was on Ocean Island (Banaba a tiny
Island on the equater where my grandfather and grandmother (the
Millers) were up until about 1939 when they moved to N.Z. The Island
was exploited by the British, Australians and NZ for superphosphate
fertilizers derived from bird lime as on Nauru which is part of the
same group of Islands – Kiribati. So as my sisters were born
Gillian in 1942 and Susan in 1945 this letter came possibly after
WWII – but how the writer survived the Japanese occupation I don't
know. I am not sure of the date. My mother spent many holidays (from
Melbourne where she did part of her schooling, the rest was in
England (she was from Bedford but was at school partly in Kettering
Northamptonshire.) By this time she had had her teeth all out. I have
a friend who had that done. Why it was needed I don't know. ] ….by
this [time?]. That is one thing that I dread – going to a Dentist,
should have gone before I came up but just put it off. I am sitting
in my cabin in the [ ] writing this, we are on the recruit [?], so
far have had a very pleasant trip, been ashore at three of the
Islands & we still have quite a few to do, as they want about
nine hundred boys [workers, Melanesian or Polynesian to work in the
industry on Ocean Island or on the phosphate ships?], it is nearly
three weeks since we first left Ocean [Island?], did three Islands
then back to Ocean, put off the new boys and their luggage, then
started off again; we are drifting off Tamana* today, still have a
couple more Gilbert Islands to do, then we go to a few of the Ellice
Islands; it is a nice trip & we have a good rest, wont want to go
back to cooking again after being waited on, the weather has been
lovely which makes it so pleasant. There are five women on board, the
Doctor's wife and baby fourteen month old, Mrs Woods, Mrs Bill Allan,
Mrs Smart – her husband is in McBlackie's place at the Island &
then myself, some of the Islands they work night and day but that
doesn't seem to stop us sleeping.</div>
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Things are just the same at the
Island, I wrote a long letter to your Mother telling her all the
Island news; told her to let you read it as two tales too long
writing the same thing over again; I still hate writing letters;
when Jack came home I said I wasn't going to write any more, but it
is easier said than done.
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There was a baby girl born at
the Island a few days ago, to Mrs Peter Anderson, we got word through
the Captain, she wasn't due till late in November so hope everything
is alright, believe the nurse wasn't expected [I have a map of Banaba
(Ocean Island) and it is very small so there probably wasn't a nurse
there but I will check that map as there were quite a lot of
facilities there. The British were meant to replace every coconut
tree destroyed by their digging etc. My grandfather, Robert J Miller
(born 1883 in Bedford, England, worked on Ocean Island as a general
engineer, he told me once that, constructing jetties, he had been in
one of those diving suits with an air hose, walking under the sea
when he saw the frightening shape of a manta ray, but they are
harmless and eat only plankton despite being related to sharks. On
there I think the British attitudes to what my mother called 'the
Natives' was fairly good. My mother grew to love her 'nurse' and
hated returning to England where she refused to go to primary school
and was home schooled for a while as she wrote in a short memoranda.
I recall in the 50s as a boy of 8 or so going into town and onto
cargo ships [mum had worked at the British Superphosphate
Headquarters in the Dilworth Building in NZ about 1940 or so but she
also knew a number of ship's captains, who I met, then we would go to
the engine room where 'black men' (of what ethnicity I had no idea)
would explain to me what the huge machinery (the pistons and cranks
etc which were idling but still making such a noise that I could hear
nothing of what they were saying to me but those ships fascinated
me). This is not to say that my mother hated England as she talked of
great times blackberrying in the English lanes etc and it is a pity
she didn't write more about here own life.]...till the middle of
November so when she arrives it will be all over and nothing for her
to do.</div>
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We haven't any golf course
now. They are going to build houses on the old golf course so don't
suppose we will be getting one, it would be nice to have it going
again, they are fixing up the old tennis courts & they are going
to have open air Pictures on the [ ? ], should be started by the time
we get back.</div>
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The Island is getting back to some
thing like the old days now they have most of the women back, though
it will be a few years to get all the single quarters and the work
back to the old days.There is some talk of them building the New
Dance Hall & Picture Theatre out at Tapiwa as most of the married
people will be out there. There are more children on the Island now
than there has been, the school started for them just before we left,
one of the chaps who works on the Islands, his wife is going to be
the Teacher till they get one through the Government, wont the
mothers be pleased to have them off their hands for a while.</div>
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Jack Rudd is keeping well he comes
to our place every evening for a drink before he goes down to the
Mess Room for his dinner, still as big a tease as ever.
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Joy you will have to forgive me for
not answering every question you may have asked in your letter, I
forgot to bring it with me & I wanted to send this by the ship
and it wont be at Ocean long when we get back so I will answer your
letter next time.</div>
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I ….. hope you are all well
as it leaves us both in the best of health, heaps of love and all
from Jack & myself.</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Brushed from the gown of softly breathing dawn;</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Once more in Nature's crystal glass to read </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> The motions of my inmost soul, while stress</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="font-style: normal; margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Of pent-up Life flees on the wings of morn.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Come! Tire the long long morn with briskest walking</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> O'er the high downs whose hair the breezes play
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Till the church by the coppice tolls her Vesper bell.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Peace! Angel hosts o'erthrong the golden skies</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> And High Empyrean with wondrous signs;</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> And on this Harp so delicately wrought</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> The unseen Hand of God doth magadize,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> New songs of incense round His changeless Thought.
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<span style="font-size: medium;">By John Hawes ( picture below), 1919-1945 (died in WWII) the son of
Arthur Hawes and Gertrude Miller. My mother's cousin: he was also a
musician. He is stuck in a “Keatsian mode” although the book this
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The last stanza has something: 'magadize' either a
creative misprint or type or misread but it works. His poems caught
between (bad imitations of) the Elizabethan Metaphysicals and such as Shelley or Grey of his Elegy, or Keats. He was a
devout Christian it appears. And I would say a good man. A tragic
waste of life among the many tragic wastes of war. </span>
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Here at the wedding: top row: My maternal grandparents Beatrice & Captain Robert Miller,<br />
Robin Stokes (a friend of my father who was a brilliant chemist in research), my father's<br />
brother Geoff Taylor who also came from England c. 1927 to farm etc and became an<br />
Agricultural Scientist and later managed a Chemical Company.<br />
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Parnell baths etc); My father and mother, and I think the other woman is Barbara, possibly Robin<br />
Stokes' fiancee. Weddings are always a significant event for human beings. For women<br />
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four children. Gillian, Susan, myself and Dennis. We had mostly a womderful childhood. We</div>
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moment. They are so peculiar; so unpleasant. Partly T[ime] of
L[ife]? I wonder. A physical feeling as if I were drumming slightly
in the veins: very cold: impotent: terrified. As if I were
exposed on a high ledge in full light. Very lonely. L. out to lunch.
Nessa has Quentin; don't want me. Very useless. No atmosphere
around me. No words. Very apprehensive. As if something cold and
horrible – a roar of laughter at my expense were about to happen.
And I am powerless to ward it off: I have no protection. And this
anxiety and nothingness surround me with a vacuum. It affects the
thighs chiefly. And I want to burst into tears, but have nothing to
cry for. Then a great restlessness seizes me. I think I could walk it
off – walk ; walk till I am asleep. But I begin to like that
sudden drugged sleep. And I cannot unfurl my mind: apply it
calmly; unconsciously to a book. And my own little scraps look
dried and derelict. And I know that I must go on doing this dance on
hot bricks till I die. This is very superficial I admit. For I can
burrow under & look at myself displayed in this ridiculous way & feel complete submarine calm: a kind of calm moreover which is strong
enough to life the entire load: I can get that at moments; but the
exposed moments are terrifying. I looked at my eyes in the glass once
& saw them positively terrified. Its the 15th of March
approach[ing] I suppose - the dazzle of that lamp on my poor little
rabbits body: which keeps it dazed in the middle of the road (I like
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green. The petals are harlequins. Stalks rise from the black hollows
beneath. The flowers swim like fish made of light upon the dark, green
waters. I hold a stalk in my hand. I am the stalk . . .” ....'</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> What a lovely surprise to receive a piece of your
wedding cake. Congratulations dear and all the very best to the both
of you. Heavens knows when I shall meet this man of yours, we may
both be old women by then - horrible thought isn't it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I've completed my training and having 'a dam good loaf'
at present, it was a great thrill when results of the finals came
through and ten of us were proclaimed sisters, we donned our veils
and celebrated for a week. It was great. I felt rather sad leaving
the Hospital. I stayed for an extra fortnight...........Is your
brother married yet? My brother has returned from New Guinea wounded
he apparently is nearly fit again but is up north in a Hosp. so we
are all very disappointed not to have him nearer home....but young
Bill has so many girl friends I cant keep track of them, I hope for
Jean's sake he doesn't include her [her friend, an army nurse, who
looked after him in a field hospital.] ....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">.... Mr Jones is in the Merchant Navy again. Nam is very
well. Mrs Blight lives not very far away from us and & the Woods
are up north. I occasionally meet Island people around the place, its
very nice to renew acquaintances. I met Len Ravenstoft and Jack Munro
in the city some time ago both in different services. You remember
the 'Admiral', Adam Phillips - He married a Western Australian girl,
and is going to be a Daddie, cant imagine it, can you? His young
brother was killed in the Middle East. Its all very sad I know a
number of lads who have been killed and write to an old friend in a
prison Camp in Italy. Its a ghastly business - I'm just waiting for a
call from the Army myself. I hope to get one very soon now. Maybe I
shall go north somewhere. I hope so anyway. Its my one ambition at
present though a confirmed bachelor girl from now on -- after my last
effort. I believe I told you I broke off my last engagement. Anyway
he is well and truly married now. Well Joy dear I guess I had
better ring off now -- Daddie made some beer and after a couple of
glasses I begin to feel very sleepy. So until I hear from you again -
Cheerio and lots of love</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Congratulations! I was thrilled to hear
of the safe arrival of your lass [Gillian, my oldest sister, so I
think this is 1943. Gillian was born on the 22nd of Oct 1943]. And I
trust that she will bring you much happiness and joy. Actually I find
that ones joy in possessing a family grows as they grow. At first I
felt very elated about it all, then when one feels pretty weak and
the baby is fretful, one wonders just how much joy there is in having
a family & one feels just too weak and ignorant for words.
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Can imagine your father and mother's thrill -- what a
shame they live so far away. Perhaps one day your father will sell
the place [his farm in Oropi,Tauranga I think she means] --- yet cant
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Australia I am free of doctors and dentists. I think that perhaps the
new year is at last bringing me health. Do not think I will ever be
as well as I used to, I simply cannot walk the same, or do as much [
so tired I am ?] ... I am not going to grow into a lazy and irritable
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Well my dear. All my very best love in this new career
you have created for yourself -- that of being a mother, which I
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being in Australia. He looks no different & she no longer dyes
her hair but is lame through her stroke. However she looks the same.
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<span style="font-size: medium;">SYLVIA TOWNSEND WARNER to ALYSE GREGORY </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> December 23rd, 1946</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dearest Ayse,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Usually you begin a thank-letter by some graceless
comparison,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">by saying, I have never been such a very scarlet
muffler, or, This is the largest</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Horse I've ever been sent for Christmas. But your
matchbox is a nonpareil, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">for never in my life have I been given a matchbox.
Stamps, yes, drawing pins, yes,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">balls of string, yes, yes, menacingly too often; but
never a matchbox. Now that</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">it has happened I ask myself why it has never
happened before. They are such </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">charming things, neat as wrens, and what a deal of
ingenuity and human artfulness</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">has gone into their construction; for if they were
like the ordinary box with a lid</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">they would be one half so convenient. This one though
is especially neat, charm-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ing, and ingenious, and the tray slides in and out as
though Chippendale had made</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> But what I like best about my matchbox is that it
is an empty one. I have </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">often thought how much I should enjoy being given an
empty house in Norway, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">what a pleasure it would be to walk into those bare
wood-smelling chambers, walls, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">floor, ceiling, all wood, which is after all the
natural shelter of man, or at any rate</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the most congenial. And when I opened your matchbox
which is now my match </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">box and saw the beautiful clean sweet-smelling empty
rectangular expanse it was</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">exactly as though my house in Norway had come true;
with the added advantage</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of being just the right size to carry in my hand. I
shut my imagination in it inst-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">antly, and it is still sitting there, listening to
the wind in the firwood outside. Sitt-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ing there in a couple of days time I shall hear the
Lutheran bell calling to me to</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">go and sing Lutheran hymns while the pastor's wife
gazes abstractly at her husb-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and in a bower of evergreen while she wonders if she
remembered to put pepper</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in the goose-stuffing, but I shant go, I shall be far
too happy sitting in my house </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">that Alyse gave me for Christmas. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Oh, I must tell you I have finished my
book---begun in 1941 and a hundred</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">times imperilled but finished at last. So I can give
an undivided mind to enjoying</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">my matchbox. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Aerogramme
addressed to: Mrs L Taylor / 22 Court Crescent / Panmure S.E.6</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Auckland N. Z. and Senders Name and Address: Frank
Miller 137 Rockingham Road / Kettering / Northants (England) ]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Happy
returns of the day. I am sorry this is a bit late but you know the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">saying about better late than never. I had
intended writing some days ago but </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">forgot . I am very busy these days, my work at the
office makes a very full day, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and thus I am plodding with a correspondence course for
the final R.I.B.A. exams.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Life is difficult here in many ways, though I suppose
we grumble as a matter of</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">course, even if things are usually not too bad --</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I often wonder does Leslie spend 75% of his time in
the office filling in licence</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">applications, consent to build forms, W.B.A. and a
thousand [ ] others? It </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">seems here that one must go on bended knee to the
Little Tin Labour God and flap</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">half a ton of duly completed forms in his face, to
be told that you cant build, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">although the brick yards and timber yards seem to
be overflowing - Obtaining </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">glass is like going down a coal mine to find gold. One
thinks that all they seem to</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">find in coal mines is salt, if our coal store contents
are any criterion.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I went over to town on May the 7th for the R.I.B.A.
[?], the one subject which</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have taken many times.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Auntie M had a very nice letter from Dad, this
morning, saying they were hoping </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">for you and the bairns to join them for a holiday soon
- that would be very nice. I</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">am conscious of you being so near although you don't
seem to see such a lot of </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Mum and Dad - </span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">Jean is very busy writing letters and has her hair
up after washing it. I expect </span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">you look a bit of a "sight" for Leslie on
such occasions - </span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">I should very much like to see your family
particularly Richard. I hope he is </span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">as well [ behaved? beloved?] as Corinne Louise. I am
sorry Mother doesn't like our </span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">choice of names - there are so many Betty Anna Mary,
Joan, Susan etc that I think </span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">it is refreshing to have a name which is to say the
least not usual. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am very busy in my free time from my
correspondence course building a</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">workshop out of the shed at the bottom of the garden. I
have built a brick wall and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">made a bench top for my drawing board. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Here he has put a small diagram of what he was doing
on the letter, which was </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">written in his fine hand, very small. I detect a
strange "disconnect", a strange </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">wandering in this letter. The brick work was a bit
rough - and I think if a [ ] had</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">done it I would have had no [qualms?] about watching
him pull it out. The other </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">side of the room I have built a fireplace with a very
ingenious flue made out of 6"</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">earthenware drainage pipes. This may not be very
interesting to you Joy but you</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">remember what a little pest I always was as a kid for
writing letters - no change in</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">me yet. Auntie M and Jean are at me all the time -
anyway, what I meant to add </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">was - the odd sketch here and there does help to fill
up space - even if it is a bad</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sketch. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Jean sends her love and best wishes -- and all my best
wishes and love.</span></div>
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John Cheever is still perhaps the greatest American<br />
short story writer. At least for the mode or form of<br />
his stories. They always have a realist-surreal aspect<br />
which is difficult to define. Of course there is no one<br />
great story writer. There are (in the US) Hemmingway<br />
of his 'The Snows of Kilmanjaro' and e.g. 'A Clean Well Lighted Place' and his enigmatic, dialogue filled boxing stories (often the drama is in what is leading up to what might be a boxing match); there is Peter Taylor whose long and subtle stories put him in almost another planet; there is the enigmatic Eudora Welty or Joyce Carol Oates, Flannery O'Conner, Carson McCullers, Raymond Carver, Donald Barthelme (whose 'post-modernist' stories in their mode are almost unsurpassable), and even Richard Brautigan. There are many others.<br />
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I had Cheever's diary. At the time I was reading it I had a kind of melancholia, and the anxiety that I was feeling was increased by reading it, but as I had started with -- in fact, wanting to takesomething from one letter written by my father -- this entire 'chapter' of my Infinite Project began to involve very much one or indeed always all of, my general aims such as any aim or purpose can be allocated. But I was now looking for journals by anyone. But such are hard to find, so 'famous people' (such as Cheever) and also Herve Guibert (whose diary I discovered and red before I knew anything about him) and it included excerpts from Van Gogh's diary as I happened to have Irving Wallace's compilation of them -- the same went for much else. I missed a book I had had with letters by Maori who learnt to write around and after the NZ Wars. I recall getting it from the GI library but couldn't locate it again. I did get writing or recorded speeches from Maori around 1840 on as well as Richard Taylor the missionary and scholar whose work Te Ika a Maui I used. But I added stuff by Woolf, Bertrand Russell (who knew Joseph Conrad a writer I have been reading and re-reading for years) and others. I embedded it all in Heidegger's 'Being and Time' and that was interspersed with long quotes from 'The Waves' by Virginia Woolf. Also quotes from her diaries and also quotes from a boook of famous and sometimes tragic of comic letters (those really strange and indeed funny ones by Mozart but there were many others). But it wasn't the 'great' or the famous I wanted. I wanted language or images or anything by anyone. <br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> John Cheever the great short story writer.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Cheever's journal is also good. It is in the tradition of great journals as e.g. Pepys, De Quincey, Evelyn, Kafka, Woolf, Andre Gide, (Mansfield but I haven't read any of that although I like her stories, and I might have added things by NZ's Robin Hyde). </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Because I spent some time reading through and studying Wittgenstein's 'Logico-Tractatus' and because of his connections to Bertrand Russell I quoted from Russell's autobiography. With such people one soon gets outside logic or mathematics and philosophy to literature: and in Russell's case not only the strangeness of Cantor's theories of infinite sets but his friendship with Conrad is of interest. In the letters things the Rosenberg's write a last letter before their execution, to their sons, Helen Keller writes of 'hearing' a musical concert. Gerald Durrell whose many books about animals and his eccentric family my family read in the 60s, is here (or in another earlier section) with a love letter. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Then letters from my mother's collection which includes my own family and myself follow. One of the original ideas of EYELIGHT which I got via reading about and reading Louis Zukovsky's 'A' and other works and books about his work, was a work that contained say: The Personal, The Political, Art, my own poems, then my own and other peoples poems fragmented etc. But here, more obviously than my original 'The Infinite Poem' I have my own personal experiences or some of them as well as some of my own family and images of them. These are juxtaposed with other images.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Nothing in the Infinite Project though is really quite so concisely planned and "process" is as important as anything else. Nor is it a 'poetic' work or is it really Art -- it involves or tries to involve all media and all aspects of human life. In theory no thing is prioritized. No one and nothing is 'taught'. In this project Roland Barthes, as far as possible, materializes: the Barthes of say <i>Writing Degree Zero</i>, <i>Camera Lucida, Image Music Text </i>and most significantly <i>The Death of the Author</i>. [The 'death' is essential in theoretical terms to or for this Infinite Project.] Also an essay by Charles Bernstein that was the initial to my<i> ' from The Infinite Poem'</i>. The essay 'Writing and Method' Silliman and Bruce Andrews (to me hugely important work)<i> In the American Tree.</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> I have heard people talk negatively of NZ literature, I don't make criticisms of anyone as I see everything as potentially, in any case, of some value, or in a philosophical sense, of basically the same consequence. If there is a 'fault' it is in not paying attention to theory of all kinds and of not absorbing the lessons of the US Language Poets who of couse derive from the French and other traditions including say Mallarme, Apollinnaire and many others. But this is not to reject the Other traditions or processes. For me, as it seems it was for Leigh Davis, the controversial but innovative NZ writer, the word 'poet' is problematic. I have tried the word or name 'Neomaker'. </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>If there is satire it is more of the kind of Mennipean satire seen to a degree in Swift but essentially in Rabellais. Bahktin's great book on Rabellais is always in my thoughts. Of course all those writers and 'idea-ists' such as Lynn Heijinian, Hannah Weiner (her visual layouts), Charles Bernstein and indeed all those in the </i>In the American Tree <i>and all the essays seen in various places including say Bernadette Mayer's 'experiments' she unrolled for the St. Marks Poetry Project'. </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">But there are many other aspects and strands. Realism has its place beside say the writing of Artaud or the strange plays of Edward Albee, and then there is all the work of Strindberg. But do I neglect, say, George Bernard Shaw? No! All have their place. Beckett has his place beside Jarry and Shaw, or any other playwright.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This doesn't neglect the underpinning effect of such long things as WCW's Patterson, Olson's <i>Maximus Poems</i>, and Pound's<i> Cantos</i>. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">But this I.P. is not focused on such names (generated via many of them -- I could add some other NZ names -- as well as, say, Kenneth Goldsmith (of 'uncreative writing', Kathy Acker and even NZ's Wystan Curnow. Indeed also Scott Hamilton, Shane Hollands (yes, a completely different writer, but I point also to the many that have read live at Poetry Live), and many other interesting and innovative writers. But also to anyone. To people who just try. People who just are. Whitman tried to celebrate himself and through that America and by that humanity. Dickinson went in another direction as did Mina Loy, H.D., Stevens, Ashbery, Schuyler, John Berryman, Laura Riding, Marrianne Moore and again back to Susan Howe. Does this rule out Keats. No. Nor does it mean that poetry is what I am doing here.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">What I am attempting here is a kind of phenomenological process that embraces all things and tries to get rid, entirely of 'names' and competition and any particular media or 'way'. And to select if ever to select by a random process. I have read of a tribe of old times who had their kind of 'sports' -- throwing, running, jumping etc. If someone won too much his or her name was suppressed, and they were put out of that competition. They who won too much were disapproved of. I want to acknowledge the enormous potentiality of the people. In that we have to hope. But I cannot allow any philosophy or any one aspect take centre stage. You, anyone, you are it: anyone can make. Anything. All are valid. All of us have our place. So there is no program here. Having kicked off, we are all on our own. Make. Anything. In any way. The 'ethical' restraints will arise naturally. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Enough! </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">From
<i>The Journals by </i><span style="font-style: normal;">John Cheever
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<span style="font-size: medium;">1952 In middle age there is no mystery, there is
mystification. The most I can make out of this hour is a kind of
loneliness. Even the beauty of the visible world seems to crumble,
yes, even love. I feel that there has been some miscarriage, some
wrong turning, but I do not know when it took place, and I have no
hope of finding it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">..........Yesterday was rainy and deeply overcast.
At four B. and I walked up Holbrook Road to K's. The clearing wind
had begun to blow. As the overcast was displaced with brilliance and
color, as more and more light poured into the valley, the hour seemed
tumultuous and exalting. Backgammon and gin.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...The ice, contracting in the cold, made a noise
like thunder....There was no moon and the ice was black...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> ...World without end, I murmer, shutting my eyes.
Amen. But I seem to stand outside the realm of God's mercy....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">As I approach my fortieth birthday without having
accomplished any one of the things I intended to accomplish----without
ever having achieved the deep creativity that have worked toward for
all this time----I feel that I take a minor, and obscure, a dim
position that is not my destiny but that is my fault, as if I had
lacked, somewhere along the line, the wit and courage to contain
myself competently within the shapes at hand....that L.. walking in
the garden at dusk in the throes of a violent passion, is of no
importance to anyone. It does not matter. It does not matter . . . .</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...there is always, somewhere, this hint of
aberrant carnality. The worst of it is that it seems labyrinthine...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The park on a Sunday night. The light withdrawing from
the sky and the life on the walks darkening and intensifying. The
unrelieved sexuality of the experience. Small breasts in the
streetlight; breasts held in a black dress so the crease shows....The
round lights blooming, music, much-used, the ill-used music, music
that gad been played..., music to which people had eaten in
restaurants and on park benches, music used to swell a climax in a
radio play or to bring to resolution the terrible problems of a
movie.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Ethel and Julius Rosenberg to Their Sons</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">At New York's Sing Sing prison on the evening of June
19th, 1953, married couple Ethel and Julius Rosenberg became the
first Americans ever to be executed for espionage, sentenced to death
thanks to a testimony from Ethel's brother, David Greenglass, which placed them at the centre of a Soviet
spy ring. On the morning of their execution, Ethel and Julius wrote a
letter to their two young sons, Robert and Michael. Three years
earlier, whilst working on the Manhatten Project as a machinist,
David had been arrested on suspicion of selling atomic secrets to a
Soviet spy; keen to minimize his own punishment, he soon supplied
names to the FBI and specifically recalled recalled his sister typing
out the stolen notes he had </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">her involvment in an effort to save the real typist, his
pregnant wife, from imprisonment.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> June 10, 1953 </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dearest Sweethearts and my most precious children, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Only this morning it looked like we might be together
again after all. Now that</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">this cannot be, I want you to know all that I have come
to know. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Unfortunately I may write only a few simple words; the
rest of your lives must</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">teach you, even as mine taught me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">At first, of course, you will grieve bitterly for us,
but you will not grieve alone.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">That is our consolation and it must eventually be yours.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Eventually, too you must come to believe that life is
worth the living. Be com-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">forted that even now, with the end of ours slowly
approaching, that we know this</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">with a conviction that defeats the executioner!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Your lives must teach you, too, that good can really
flourish in the midst of evil; </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">that freedom and all the things that go to make up a
truly satisfying and worthwhile </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">life, must sometimes be purchased very dearly. Be
comforted then that we were</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">serene and understood with the deepest kind of
understanding, that civilization had</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">not as yet progressed to the point where life didn't
have to be sacrificed for life; </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and that we were comforted by the sure knowledge that
others would carry on </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">after us. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We wish we might have had the tremendous joy and
gratification of living our </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">lives out with you. Your Daddy who is with me in these
last momentous hours, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sends his heart and all the love that is in it for his
dearest boys. Always remember </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">that we were innocent and could not wrong our
conscience.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We press you close and kiss you with all our strength.</span></div>
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Lovingly,</span></div>
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DADDY AND MOMMY Julie Ethel </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">I
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Letter Addressed on reverse: Mrs. Joy Taylor, 22 Court
Crescent.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Susan was 10, Gillian 11] </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Devonport</span></div>
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5th Jan, 1955</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Mummy, </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
Thank you for sending the sticks balls and dress. How
are you</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Daddy and the boys? Gill and I are both well and Granny
and Grandpa too. We </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">went to see Bruce Dunnett the baby just now before we
went shopping, when we</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">came back we saw the parcel. Last Monday we had lunch
with Maureen and Mrs</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Lang. Yesterday it was dull at Devonport and was just
drizzling all day. Today it</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">is windy but fine. Robyn her brother and her mother went
over to Rangitoto last</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Sunday, to stay in Mr Luxford's bach. Mrs Luxford said
she went to see the man </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">who had taken them over, and he said they got there
allright but then had to tow </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a dingy piled high with gear. I think that's all the
news.</span></div>
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Your loving daughter</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Susan.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P.S. Mrs Luxford couldn't go to Rangitoto because of
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I, 8, am the next in front</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">of my English grandmother -- all my relatives were English. Beside her is Gillian about12 and Dennis<br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">is in front of my mother Joy who, in the convention of those days, Susan correctly addressed as Mrs. L.S. Taylor as women took their husbands names. Dennis was 5. </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEAxk8vBwXaFg3Qqsvl3Qys2Ulvx-eEt93ucbKJzEWjFk7aMVMwu9KKpTB32cpFyRVKAAvlG72J7ENjnKXoi-yypAuFcrRGnG5VSeQ2Ve5JbQl2DmNksdmE_f_8wITVcX7T9XN/s2034/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+034bc.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2034" data-original-width="1457" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEAxk8vBwXaFg3Qqsvl3Qys2Ulvx-eEt93ucbKJzEWjFk7aMVMwu9KKpTB32cpFyRVKAAvlG72J7ENjnKXoi-yypAuFcrRGnG5VSeQ2Ve5JbQl2DmNksdmE_f_8wITVcX7T9XN/s640/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+034bc.jpg" /></a></div> <span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> Susan earlier, looking wistful, about 5 or 6. </span> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZUjb2oM1sM3HlkAtkZF9CM42J2Cn_h0XOl3i5Pbpcfh0Bcg19wSiBwkRdp7aagOQNVkVnd4tsUUJF8ra2LoNGgzl2-_kVAUhU6IdElkpLPJaZof1KBOZHbR0NR9IknGNL_n1F/s2048/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+047b.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1605" data-original-width="2048" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZUjb2oM1sM3HlkAtkZF9CM42J2Cn_h0XOl3i5Pbpcfh0Bcg19wSiBwkRdp7aagOQNVkVnd4tsUUJF8ra2LoNGgzl2-_kVAUhU6IdElkpLPJaZof1KBOZHbR0NR9IknGNL_n1F/s640/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+047b.jpg" width="640" /></a></div></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span> </span> Susan, my grandmother (myself in front of her), Gillian and Mum with Dennis</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> in the front. We are in the garden. My grandmother died a few years later (1961). <span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span> <br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyC8EVZIVBrG3O6nJzuwSGY7vfIEiFJmuFRfSPsdKGBzbIa1KLeM53-Cm2wZWm-W5f4mLo9ByErd0zN0aykmdETxVAPCHNZwE1stye9Q2JCAvTsyZcVr-oodFLJarmJWpr35VX/s1920/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+048.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1537" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyC8EVZIVBrG3O6nJzuwSGY7vfIEiFJmuFRfSPsdKGBzbIa1KLeM53-Cm2wZWm-W5f4mLo9ByErd0zN0aykmdETxVAPCHNZwE1stye9Q2JCAvTsyZcVr-oodFLJarmJWpr35VX/s640/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+048.JPG" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5Nj43wpBQ1sxbrdwgX4P65IcoBJrB9NlTBwo6eA8Er-lTyzuIiflExMu_I_h2t-J_uTstWC5I8YW8JrbvbunVtFvwHEbc2URA5IAHeE29zuER_JDLTbnvQWHRjVYYsVTocpad/s2048/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+049bc.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="384" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5Nj43wpBQ1sxbrdwgX4P65IcoBJrB9NlTBwo6eA8Er-lTyzuIiflExMu_I_h2t-J_uTstWC5I8YW8JrbvbunVtFvwHEbc2URA5IAHeE29zuER_JDLTbnvQWHRjVYYsVTocpad/w512-h384/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+049bc.jpg" width="512" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7MwfdfZj0iuy-oCrmOL0CgC9e9tVILDJvQ_n7_AmogoKK9ePW5hCkg74742-ovfrnSrZyJO8EdCULVsWU08Wt5xMBM17vnBZrgejdhPNMAa1Rx_TmvcXuQSI_P61VZ7x4T4Lz/s1953/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+059b.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1344" data-original-width="1953" height="282" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7MwfdfZj0iuy-oCrmOL0CgC9e9tVILDJvQ_n7_AmogoKK9ePW5hCkg74742-ovfrnSrZyJO8EdCULVsWU08Wt5xMBM17vnBZrgejdhPNMAa1Rx_TmvcXuQSI_P61VZ7x4T4Lz/w410-h282/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+059b.jpg" width="410" /></a></div>Myself at Takapuna beach with Susan and a girl on the RHS. I recall this girl, their family was in my grandparents' flat by their house in Cheltenham Rd, in Devonport. Gillian recalled her name was Marte. She speculated she might have been Marte Szirmay. I think she recalled she was Hungarian. In any case Szirmay created some great sculptures. Susan is older here, about 13 or 14. We had great days walking up to the beach. <br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Sitting in a chair on the stones before the house
drinking Scotch and reading Aeschylus, I think then of how we are
gifted. Of how we have requited our appetites, of how we have kept
our skin clean and warm and satisfied our various appetites and
lusts. I would not want anything finer than these dark trees and this
golden light. I read Greek and I think that the advertising man
across the road may do the same; that given some respite from war and
need the mind, even the mind of the ad salesman, inclines to good
things....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">......[but]
I do not understand the capricious lewdness of the sleeping mind.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">1956 *
P70</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It is four o'clock and I am in Rome and I want a drink.
Out of the window I see an orange house that is being turned into appartments ...Mary and Susie have gone out to</span></div>
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Ben....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">1959 P100</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">How the world shines with light.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I dream of a better prose style, freed of expedients,
more thoughtful, working closer to the emotions by both direction and
indirection, feeling and intelligence. A pleasant dream, and I feel
myself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We cannot hope to cope alone with the devil; we cannot
cleanse our hearts and minds by our own devices. When we sin, and I
have sinned – I have indulged in lewd fancies and read the writing
on the public wall – it is not our own flesh and blood that we seem
to disfigure or our chances at immortality that we seem to damage,
but the whole picture of life, shining or dark as the case may be,
seems to have been offended by our lapse. </span>
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P119</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We run out of liquor, as I had planned, at noon. At
three I study the bar with its empty bottles. At four I drink four
cups of tea with sugar. At five I stuff myself with bread and cheese
and play backgammon. At six, when Mary returns, I drink the last of
the liquor in the house, two fingers of cooking rum This does not
make much difference and I begin to feel the symptoms of withdrawal.
I shout at Federico. Drying the dishes I think of my dead mother,
lying in her grave, and death appears to me to be a force of
loneliness, only hinted at by the most ravening loneliness we know in
life; the soul does not leave the body but lingers with it through
every stage of decomposition and neglect, through heat and cold and
long nights. Another symptom of withdrawal is anxiety. The oil burner
will explode. Thieves will come in and harm my children, etc. This
morning (9<span style="font-size: x-small;"> A.M. </span>) I have also given up smoking.
Walking down to the station I am pleased to fill my chest with the
cold morning air. I seem to feel it refresh my blood. How much better
is this for me than smoke. But in the last half hour I have begun to
feel the absence of a habitual stimulus. I feel sleepy – horny in
a disgusting way – my eyes are sore and my sense of things is faded
and dim. Here is the let down, the distortion. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Phone Y.M.C.A.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">855, Hunua Camp Adair
Hunua.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Family, </span>
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I arrived safely had lunch then lay down with other boys a/n//d</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I re//d/ read. Skip told us about Camp. Then we had Free
time. I played on the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">parallel bars etc Then I went in canoe fell out four
time and bumped into</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">other canoes. Then had a swim. but I didn't go on the
Flying Fox. I'll try it</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I'll
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Yours</span></div>
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Richard T. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>THE AUCKLAND YOU MAN'S CHRISTIAN ASSOCIATION</u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> <u>CAMP
ADAIR</u>, <u>HUNUA.</u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>AN INVITATION</u>:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Parents and friends of boys in camp are warmly
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Y.M.C.A. CAMP ADAIR at Hunua on <u>VISITOR'S DAY</u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>SATURDAY</u>: "26 of December"
[Handwritten by me.] </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Camp is open to visitors from 9.30 a.m. to 4.00 p.m. and
buses have </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">been arranged to leave the Auckland Y.M.C.A. at 9.00
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>THE FARE</u>:
Adults................................................8/6 return</span></div>
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Children 4 - 14 years ......................4/- return
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Seats must be booked at the Y.M.C.A., Pitt St.,
Auckland, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">(<u>Please note</u>: No telephone bookings can be
accepted.) </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Those who prefer to do so, may travel in their
own cars. Ample</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>CAMP IS CLOSED TO VISITORS ON ALL OTHER
DAYS. </u></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Please bring your own picnic lunch. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Hot water and milk can be provided free. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We are looking forward to seeing you. </span>
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Woke up 7 oclock had cold was in stream.</span></div>
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I learned for a while but was embarrassed by the music bag that had been my grandmothers. I had no real ability for music but I liked playing and played Mozart's 'Rondo Alla Turka'. I mostly liked drawing the base and treble signs. My mother played very well. She also sometimes played the ukele. These were happy times. </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> <br /></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitoZQqL8tIJwTNaWNRXRvqBpzDQlSAPhpE4hyC-LJfcNJHpKLh83TB3jXBtNxPulQTtI4Xq3VRq4VRYHATurIKN8SeOV73WnATMrFNE0YNzPQ5l3OuIRMguGQFVvyPNNDAV646/s2048/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+107.JPG" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="307" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitoZQqL8tIJwTNaWNRXRvqBpzDQlSAPhpE4hyC-LJfcNJHpKLh83TB3jXBtNxPulQTtI4Xq3VRq4VRYHATurIKN8SeOV73WnATMrFNE0YNzPQ5l3OuIRMguGQFVvyPNNDAV646/w410-h307/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+107.JPG" width="410" /></a></div><span> </span><span> I am in the centre about the time I went to Camp Adair. I can be identified as there is a tear on the photograph. I recall the children in my class. Not all their names. It is 2020 so this is about 1958, 62 years ago. To my immediate right looking at the photo is Dean, the Warren Murdoch. In the next row I recall the blond girl 2nf right looking at the pic: I think she was Linley, then there is Marilyn, then I am not sure but the last girl in the row is Erin McKecknie. Panmure was a state house area. Today or since about 1980 after Ponsonby was 'gentrified' more and more Polynesian people moved into the area. <br /></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQUue7wgUyx6nO2ZqL0XyB-4VlqthjqBolSnTAoimyI1RVsDQN8-QoLj30rH9NVMKlZsmxA43kXS-UR7MaAGtvqZoMZUqHbqaomTqpI6VTRixTXxNYXkWcA_o7FveYGbHTKtAi/s2048/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+072ab.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="384" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQUue7wgUyx6nO2ZqL0XyB-4VlqthjqBolSnTAoimyI1RVsDQN8-QoLj30rH9NVMKlZsmxA43kXS-UR7MaAGtvqZoMZUqHbqaomTqpI6VTRixTXxNYXkWcA_o7FveYGbHTKtAi/w512-h384/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+072ab.jpg" width="512" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj381vPMLzXkeDKuDmmwZzyIuMtcoQR4r6osM3SnBCT3-Dcy3l1lB271Lz-4pOT0aLSjP_aUnmPy-KmNJHYGLNDbeehfF0BCBt0mSqwSP6FcBlhyphenhyphen9uC1EJj7a0pVTfFtiwPWetP/s2048/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+085b.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="307" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj381vPMLzXkeDKuDmmwZzyIuMtcoQR4r6osM3SnBCT3-Dcy3l1lB271Lz-4pOT0aLSjP_aUnmPy-KmNJHYGLNDbeehfF0BCBt0mSqwSP6FcBlhyphenhyphen9uC1EJj7a0pVTfFtiwPWetP/w410-h307/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+085b.jpg" width="410" /></a></div><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>In the Mt Wellington Soccer Team, we won that year. I remember greatly enjoying my soccer. It was almost the most exciting thing I did. Our team won just about every game. The boy holding the boy is or was Hugh McKinley (Capt. and Centre Forward). Beside him is Kavali, I am above him by the coach. Beside to the right is Rutherford (I think he was). He and McKinley coordinated to get goals. Later another team was made. I was left out of the A team, made Captain of the B team. I took this as an insult and in one of those rages I used to get into I told my mother I was not going to play soccer or any other sport again. 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My brother Dennis played in the Mt. Wellington Soccer team for quite a few years. Gillian was very active in roller skating and Susan was in the girl guides and later played squash. She joined a church and married Kelvin McIntosh. Gillian married Leonard Priestley. Dennis was later the Dux of Tamaki College and did a degree in Chemistry and Cell Biology. He moved to Australia. </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span> <br /></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span> </span></span>…<span style="font-size: medium;">..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................Re <b>Camp Adair.</b> I wanted to go to this camp. I applied. I
urged my friend Graham Saussey at Tamaki Primary School (who I lost
contact with about this time). Of course we called him Graham
Sausage. He was a little fellow and lived closer to </span>
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predominantly European working class area in those days (50s to the
60s). Graham was a little fellow (I am not tall myself, as those who
know me know, but Graham was shorter, perhaps that was part of why I
liked him!) and we were friends for a while. I surprised myself
wanting to go on such an "adventure". </span>
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slept in little huts or cabins: I worried about spiders, and we got
up early for a swim in the cold stream nearby. It was exciting and
unnerving. 'Skip' told us that sheep cough, and never having seen a
sheep (I think) I was fascinated, and at night we could hear
coughing. One time we went on what I think was either a two or all
day tramp. We got to a hill part and to get up the senior boys showed
us how to grip each others arms by interlocking fingers and pull each
other up. I think we slept out somewhere.</span></div>
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the time at the Camp at Hunua I was ravenous. Now I think I know, in
recollection what it must be to be one of the starving. Or one of
"the wretched of the earth". At least to some extent. At
lunch time or dinner (for which we ached) I ate voraciously (we must
also have had breakfast). It was all exciting, but I was homesick.
Excited but terribly homesick at the same time! My parents visited.
We played soccer, swam in the nearby stream and slid down a mud slide
on a river bank. Homesick, energetically hungry and it was also quite
strange for me. The Skip in question told us that sheep coughed (I
knew nothing about sheep never having then or since, ever been on a
farm where there were sheep or cattle despite that NZ is supposed to
be a farming nation); and we heard the sheep, and to quieten us he
would whisper; "Be quiet or you'll wake the baby!"</span></div>
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and saying, almost crying, that he couldn't see. We all started
looking for his glasses. I was really frightened for him as I thought
that that meant he was going blind! All the boys around were
concerned as he was distraught. He must have found them. </span>
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at the dates I must have been 11 although from memory I thought I was
younger. I try to recall when I first learnt chess, and I think it
was around this time. Not long after this in any case I "graduated"
from reading <i>The Famous Five </i>by Blyton to Biggles and then I started
on Dickens and by High School I had read all of the books on the
shelf in our living room. I also read <i>Alice and Wonderland</i> and <i>Alice
Through the Looking Glass</i> (which got me to learn chess, which my
father and I learnt together first through library books etc then he
bought books. So it was around that time. And at that time in 1959 I
had started a garden. My father dug the garden. Our garden was
enriched as my father used to bury all food rubbish from a large bin
at regular intervals around the garden. This meant that the soil,
volcanic as much here is, was enriched. (We had a great garden as did
many around here -- and Maori many years before us and indeed the
Chinese Market Gardeners, I met up with Dick Lum whose family lived
close to the roundabout near Queens Rd and Kings when I was at Tamaki
Intermediate -- I had remembered him as though for many days he was
assailed by a mass of boys he fought back valiantly, he got into
commercial art. I caught up with him a few years ago [ca. 2016 or so])</span></div>
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any case I was disappointed and embarrassed that my father had done so
much work on the garden (I was supposed to do it all and I wanted to
do that). But still, coming home from Camp Adair, I was enormously excited to see the amount of growth of my garden: it had been fascinating seeing little bean shoots come
up and so on. In the end I had corn, pumpkins -- that seemed to me
like boulders and grew all over the fence towards No 24 in the bottom
left side corner -- broad beans, turnips, and others (Dad had grown
strawberries, I recall the family picking them, putting them in those
little soft-wooden punnets, and also passionfruits on the shed
(virtually all the State Houses had a shed, and ours was used for
that but on the other side we grew string beans, something I
continued to do until I think about 2006 or so as well as trying
broccolli, potatoes, tomatoes, carrots etc)...in fact as many of the
people in those days had fruit trees or indeed passionfruit, or
tamarillos, or other, one of the Court Crescent boys under a Brian
Mace (an extraordinary boy who was our really great friend, always
making up games and full of ideas in those days) who lived over the
road at what is now about No. 25 I think, used to rob orchards or
maraud and climb through fences or hedges (one day something seemed
to go in my ear, and thinking of "earwigs" I screamed and
with the the boys and possibly Jennifer Smith, we all went to Mrs
Somervilles, where, in her kitchen,she poured olive oil into my
ear!...I since have learned (she was kind but skeptical of the earwig
theory!); that earwigs have their name for other reasons than for
entering peoples' ears....); but there was my garden, or our garden,
and when I came back (I went back in a truck at night to the YWMCA
(that for years was in Central Auckland). For some reason it was night.
Maybe we stayed there until the next day. Coming home I recall my
father taking me to see my garden. He was pleased as punch himself,
as he loved gardening (if he didn't realize I needed to <i>do things
for myself </i><span style="font-style: normal;">(my parents and him
did everything for me in any case, we were not even required to dry
dishes, and once when I saw a rocket station (plans to build) in an
Eagle Annual I asked my father to help me make it -- I was deeply
disappointed when he proceeded to make it (even though indeed it was
very good) and I did nothing: there was my space station, and I soon
lost interest in it, he had not encouraged me to do things for
myself, at the age of 19 I had to ask how to use a hammer, and which
end was used to remove nails: not all of this, of course, was my
parents "fault" but I used to yearn for stricter parents,
even poorer (my father had become an architect during the war and we
were always well off in the 50s, with lots of food etc and good
toys)...and our parents were very kind and loving, and I loved and
love and remember them: but this part of it, and my father doing my
garden, was a problem)...In any case my father was excited and when I
saw the change in the size of everything I was also hugely excited.
Despite being "deprived" it was exciting to see this
amazing thing: growth of life. It was, indeed, like Jack in and the
bean stalk, with the pumpkins huge greenish boulders almost great
bombs of life heaving heedless over that bottom fence into the
neighbours yard (that was the Monroe's, Jack Monroe was a mechanic,
not much interested in gardening I think -- some remembered him as
people would come around from everywhere to get cheaper car repairs.
He liked booze, unlike my father, and with his stiff leg (damaged as,
as an aircraft mechanic, he jumped from the wing of a bomber or
bombers of transport aircraft, or many aircraft, during WWII...later
he would buy my first car to repair and resell for parts or whatever
when, a "mate" of mine ran it, after I said not to, as it
had come back from repairs, with no oil in it....that was Teale who I
used to take to the PYM (Progressive Youth Movement, he lived in
Coates Crescent) in 1969, but more or that anon.....</span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;"> </span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj88IROo08IZLqiohO_EPNXLi08Wq1nMcg26oCdFaz4RAXlMNMK-5ReDG_WcTizTxwYVKpcsCbZCKrHrdcEj5DVLAlTShAIjx5rgEy1oM2niIMWtD-85gdeKQPXaoLL-fTJbajy/s1866/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+190b.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1150" data-original-width="1866" height="252" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj88IROo08IZLqiohO_EPNXLi08Wq1nMcg26oCdFaz4RAXlMNMK-5ReDG_WcTizTxwYVKpcsCbZCKrHrdcEj5DVLAlTShAIjx5rgEy1oM2niIMWtD-85gdeKQPXaoLL-fTJbajy/w410-h252/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+190b.jpg" width="410" /></a></div>Mr. and Mrs. Monroe with their daughter Joanne (or Robin who was the younger daughter). The Monroes were good working class people. Jack worked hard fixing cars and his wife was very nice. As a teenager I increasingly retreated into myself and my room, reading books and so on. I became alienated and avoided young women. Once Robin who was then only 12 or so greeted me. In a panic I flew into a terrible rage, swearing and swearing at her. Mrs Monroe came out and protested. I apologized. It was strange. I didn't attend either of my sister's weddings. This I think was Gillian's. However, all my life I have disliked social groups of people, or concerts of any kind, or football matches or parties. I was worse then, I avoided people if I could. In 1967 when I was working as a Road test technician for Bitumix, hearing that someone had died of a heart attack I suffered a severe nervous breakdown. Anti-depressents and sedatives brought me right. Gadually I became more outgoing so to speak. My obsession was with death. This, death, has remained almost the main force or 'experience' of my life. It</span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;">is connected for me to the mystery of life. However the intense focus on death has lessened. </span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;"> </span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;">Mr Monroe (Jack) was a good man. I wrote a poem about him and included it in reading I gave with Joy Mackenzie in 1991. <br /></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;"> </span></span>__________________________________________________________________________________<br />
<span style="background-color: #fcff01;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><i><span style="font-family: "georgia", "times new roman", serif;"><span> </span><span style="color: #2b00fe;"><span><span>my sensations at this
moment. They are so peculiar; so unpleasant. Partly T[ime] of
L[ife]? I wonder. A physical feeling as if I were drumming slightly
in the veins: very cold: impotent: terrified. As if I were
exposed on a high ledge in full light. Very lonely. L. out to lunch.
Nessa has Quentin; don't want me. Very useless. No atmosphere
around me. No words. Very apprehensive. As if something cold and
horrible </span></span></span></span></i></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The corn had leaves that were somewhat yellow. I
think the corn itself was o.k. As it happens I won the competition
and was awarded with a bag of blood and bone (or was it
superphosphate [more about what that triggers later as my mother and
her brother were brought up as young children on Banaba Island (Ocean
Island) which was destroyed by the British, NZ, and
Australians....the discovery of superphosphate on that Island (from
millions of years of bird droppings etc and submergence in the sea)
sealed that Island's fate and that of the Banaban people....they at
first lost their language due to the influence of a missionary who
"converted" them away from their perfectly adequate life
and beliefs and tabulated their language and wrote it's vocabulary,
in a dictionary: so that even early in the 20th Century almost all of
the original Banaban language had disappeared, and Ocean Island or
Banaba, had effectively been destroyed, the last villages bulldozed,
thousands of coconut trees destroyed in a slow holocaust...the result
of the greed of men (Elllis who discovered the phosphate -- Ellis who
my grandparents knew, and via them as they knew the Hellabies,
enabled my father to obtain a job as an architect at Hellabys....But
more on him...and the Banabans are almost all moved off their largely
destroyed Island to Rabi in Fiji....)....</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="font-style: normal; margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">But of this in those days I knew nothing. I did know
that my mother had lived on an Island, my uncle Frank had flown with
the RAF in WWII, and so on, but I was reading Dickens and Victor Hugo
etc. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;">At the time of my
garden and the Hunua Camp Adair, I mentioned this yellow colour of
the corn. My father said that my uncle Geoff, as he was a soil and
plant diseases scientist (he had worked for the DSIR and also later
become the head of Chemical company in Nelson, or at least a
manager), would know. I should write to him as he would be "tickled
pink" to hear from me. He was it seemed and sent me a letter I
still have and a book he wrote called </span><i>Garden Pests and
Diseases</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> by G. G. Taylor. [It
was subtitled: 'How to control them in New Zealand]. It was
interesting to get his letter which talked of a lack of potassium, I
think it was in the soil, as the soil here is basically volcanic and
the heat of the eruption of Mt Wellington (Maungarei) burned out the
potassium (if that is what was or is lacking in the soil).. I had the
letter for years but have filed it somewhere I cant find just now.
That was that period of my life.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[The
Book <i>Maungarei</i>, by Mrs Holloway, gives a lot of the early history, including the
history of Maori here and the European settlers here. It was written
by a school mistress of the high school I attended (Tamaki College),
Mrs Holloway.] </span>
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Camp Adair Hunua, Auckland, 'Ph 855 Hunua'</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Family.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I received the Xmas cards thank you very much, my pen
does not work </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The night you left we had the beans. Did you see me in
the Herald at the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">far end of the bridge. On Tuesday we went for an over
night hike. I had </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">my ground sheet and 1 blanket. We had a campfire and
cooked tea. Minus milk</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">with condensed milk half a teaspoon full. At night I
froze in a shearing shed. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Minus pullover I got to sleep at 2 oclock. Before we
went to sleep we had a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">swim in the nic. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Today we had athletics I fell over twice and lost.
I've got 7d left. The names of the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">From John Cheever's Journal called <i>The Journals
</i> <span style="font-style: normal;">1960</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;">Memorial Day. A new
notebook. A man wearing a powdered wig and a tricorne carries a bass
drum past the liquor store. …... I wonder if this </span><i>cafarde</i><span style="font-style: normal;">,
this immortal longing, this mysterious and stupendous melacholy from
which I seem to suffer isno more than common alcoholism. So I look
yearningly at the soft stars, but they do me no good. I think of
moral crises, but when have I known the the taste of abstinence and
self-discipline?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">To describe all human misery in all its vastness and
intensity without creating an air of disqualification. To trim misery
of petulance and morbidity, to give pain some nobility. But can one
do this – can one handle tragedy – without some moral authority,
some sense of good and evil? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">29th March, 1965 Lake Terrace,</span></div>
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Taupo</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Mum, </span>
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We walked around the shops of Taupo this morning and on our travels</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">bought a paper and gazed fondly at our own picture. Did
you see it? Or is that a</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">silly question? I think it's a good photograph but
Leonard says it makes him look</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">like Peter Sellers as the President in "Dr
Strangelove".</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">On Saturday we stayed at the Great Nothern, and had a
lovely sumptuous room </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">with our own bathroom. All very modern. On Saturday
night we wen to see 'The </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Yellow Rolls Royce" at the Civic. We were amused to
see Susan and Kelvin walk</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in. We turned our faces away when they walked past us up
the stairs, but I was </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">giggling so much we were sure they would see us. However
it was an excellent </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">film as Sue and Kell will probably agree. We left The
Great Northern just before </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ten on Sunday and spent the day driving down to Taupo,
stopping at Hamilton for</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">lunch. We made other stops when we felt like buying
something to drink, or to </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">take pictures although the light wasn't terribly good
for photography. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Our room here isn't so luxurious The Great Northern,
but it is attractively </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">decorated in light colours and it has its own bathroom.
The Dining-room has wind-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ows for walls on two sides and gives a panoramic view of
the lake which is just</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">across the road. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The weather when we arrived at 5:30 last night was
cloudy & grey but today, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">though cold, is clear & pleasant. On our walk around
the shops we were side-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">tracked by a book-shop, and we bought almost the whole
series in paper back of</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the "Narnia" books by C. S. Lewis. A good
collection to have I think.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Leonard and I want to thank you and Dad for the
wonderful wedding you gave </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">us. Especially you Mum for all the work &
preparation you did. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I think all the rush and bother wasn't worth it as it
all turned out just the way I</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">wanted it. I hope everyone else enjoyed the reception
because I did - </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I had a marvellous time. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I'll have to stop, mainly because I have run out of
paper. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love
to everyone</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> from
Gillian and Leonard!</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJX-cllViotn327IlhSrpDdRiwSjKZIThyHZwNdYYvY1zhadZqNHUABY1ItI73VSXLNPKYhf1-ClIBfu50hjKwfgAQmReC6Zd81MzkEjaysT1CiUGA5FCLz_j4_pxcYfco-oOa/s2048/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+126ab.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="307" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJX-cllViotn327IlhSrpDdRiwSjKZIThyHZwNdYYvY1zhadZqNHUABY1ItI73VSXLNPKYhf1-ClIBfu50hjKwfgAQmReC6Zd81MzkEjaysT1CiUGA5FCLz_j4_pxcYfco-oOa/w410-h307/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+126ab.jpg" width="410" /></a></div></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span> </span><span> The family sometime of course before my sister's weddings. </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span> <br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> <span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwwlfkdtuZuG4AHwoGEvCcDbp6WK1OHGIgNQG-dt_48KiugBhraBx2uEWh5_pxF1gCKzD-f3i1aKxH7OVGO1pZ6IYWXOl0cUOTi4nu4nNEeGDGTaqOSr6Pd3Yq_nYquccb_XBk/s2029/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+121b.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2029" data-original-width="1519" height="512" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwwlfkdtuZuG4AHwoGEvCcDbp6WK1OHGIgNQG-dt_48KiugBhraBx2uEWh5_pxF1gCKzD-f3i1aKxH7OVGO1pZ6IYWXOl0cUOTi4nu4nNEeGDGTaqOSr6Pd3Yq_nYquccb_XBk/w383-h512/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+121b.jpg" width="383" /></a></div> Gillian possibly at the skating rink that was in Khyber Pass. She retained her interest in the sport for many years. I did some and could skate quite well. <br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4px1arVf6SLRKDJ1_XaXNm7rFbBUj42sdfSMT4o7J276WP_W-NhENRHx439eGswvYHrt__eF5wXo6Auf0pxigidIc_1m9OYaVTy3HqFqZR2vwu70US3wPpNVOwEqiGEqi5Zr-/s2048/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+122c.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4px1arVf6SLRKDJ1_XaXNm7rFbBUj42sdfSMT4o7J276WP_W-NhENRHx439eGswvYHrt__eF5wXo6Auf0pxigidIc_1m9OYaVTy3HqFqZR2vwu70US3wPpNVOwEqiGEqi5Zr-/s640/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+122c.jpg" /></a></div><br /><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span> Gillian, the winner probably of 'figure skating' on the podium.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDzjrifHxYbdzHX6x6OKBGaO6T3nw8fHA_PTOlz_JnMwqRkHoKcNFtCG0RSJSXADvQfCbkd1gm-LEXNcA2HKAQq_pskRyBYszn6KkPALsEzCtmXrNbKLOPZ5kBzaXcOFB3mlIu/s1932/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+180z.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1932" data-original-width="1430" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDzjrifHxYbdzHX6x6OKBGaO6T3nw8fHA_PTOlz_JnMwqRkHoKcNFtCG0RSJSXADvQfCbkd1gm-LEXNcA2HKAQq_pskRyBYszn6KkPALsEzCtmXrNbKLOPZ5kBzaXcOFB3mlIu/s640/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+180z.jpg" /></a></div> Gillian on Leonard's Lambretta. Len toook it completely apart and reassembled it before he sold it to me. He painted it red. It was 150 cc so I got a motorcycle license on it. <br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7fjUQTv_ighFyglw5YkMxiWfda6Fontd-XTi6VHZbQUb95epDfZuXhXuAAFEujTxvS8vNS4Qdc3WjAbQZh5Oy3613WRkiUgt8M5CKuD5-TSUvR8XgRJx2uMv_jrhHZzlhKFDC/s2048/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+173.JPG" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="307" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7fjUQTv_ighFyglw5YkMxiWfda6Fontd-XTi6VHZbQUb95epDfZuXhXuAAFEujTxvS8vNS4Qdc3WjAbQZh5Oy3613WRkiUgt8M5CKuD5-TSUvR8XgRJx2uMv_jrhHZzlhKFDC/w410-h307/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+173.JPG" width="410" /></a></div><br /> Gillian and Susan. <br /> <span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhK7K06VvauVbzkWjsZMzVJZBHB6fDy8o9QYdnd154nW-epucysF2IBpYVvK_wIasZLEFHhCkYjbfKydgTdnh_eJXlS6I5_2fDMExutY7O16tFfrw9JtQuqfJiP-odr0VYP_P-6/s1888/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+157b.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1073" data-original-width="1888" height="233" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhK7K06VvauVbzkWjsZMzVJZBHB6fDy8o9QYdnd154nW-epucysF2IBpYVvK_wIasZLEFHhCkYjbfKydgTdnh_eJXlS6I5_2fDMExutY7O16tFfrw9JtQuqfJiP-odr0VYP_P-6/w410-h233/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+157b.jpg" width="410" /></a></div><br /> Leonard and Gillian before their marriage about 1964. <br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghE3RgtJtixAbG8YLy1fVCDhunKBbavxnL5EMocVyqn3Fn-SDVQoA6QT-hx8FAC8i5OoMh_V8B-HgZGaPiECh65mrP7DwuNthVjTQOgOzEyOki23UM3irMlNtz4iLYQgH5dg-_/s2048/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+212.JPG" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="308" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghE3RgtJtixAbG8YLy1fVCDhunKBbavxnL5EMocVyqn3Fn-SDVQoA6QT-hx8FAC8i5OoMh_V8B-HgZGaPiECh65mrP7DwuNthVjTQOgOzEyOki23UM3irMlNtz4iLYQgH5dg-_/w410-h308/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+212.JPG" width="410" /></a></div><br />Fred Carr and Isobel Carr. Fred was a professional photographer. My father designed his colour-processing rooms. At the wedding. Bothmy sisters were married around the same time.<br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_WvM-fj_s_EwTEA4IwkNq_FbRbHBjgTc033zFSUH2FJ7rNfwyMctnHiAvW86bp_6WeQkJP3du_EPLbcDE5lHwbn4N59xpWK2V-KXea4KTlkiln0wv1F9X1FaErdjFpx2c1Q4G/s1916/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+188.JPG" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="1916" height="328" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_WvM-fj_s_EwTEA4IwkNq_FbRbHBjgTc033zFSUH2FJ7rNfwyMctnHiAvW86bp_6WeQkJP3du_EPLbcDE5lHwbn4N59xpWK2V-KXea4KTlkiln0wv1F9X1FaErdjFpx2c1Q4G/w410-h328/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+188.JPG" width="410" /></a></div>Mum and Dennis. Mum (Joy) with John Robert Miller.<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxkpQNwJn8q_FmgqLN5V-JyKU7IXrYK1V5LaK2T4ZIrYAZE6py_6Pf2cgTSLEqNYOoCMDciEX_gbJR0FpWT1Cb3vuXYr3-lVMBlp3dpitzLbHrVaIlBrYN4yW2lAaBF-_6TwOF/s1932/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+186a.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1407" data-original-width="1932" height="298" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxkpQNwJn8q_FmgqLN5V-JyKU7IXrYK1V5LaK2T4ZIrYAZE6py_6Pf2cgTSLEqNYOoCMDciEX_gbJR0FpWT1Cb3vuXYr3-lVMBlp3dpitzLbHrVaIlBrYN4yW2lAaBF-_6TwOF/w410-h298/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+186a.jpg" width="410" /></a></div> Leonard's friend, the writer & poet Michael Morrisey (best man), Len, Gillian, Mum,</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> Mr Priestley, Robin Monroe, Susan and the other Monroe girl. Or is that the Hoey girl who</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> lived near the once small dairy on Court Crescent about no.30? <span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span> <br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicOA8hBocgupbrhJVj4XFAIgw-kvbfbiJ3UqeYcT4ohmzj9Xb17oX-gzbyOMZISVn1OTGHYStjE1mrdbt-4SJcsSqau_Agd6bl1DA_vaHTzxEC2bO1o8fkzZBKhwcTQI8-XqfZ/s1633/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+184a.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1412" data-original-width="1633" height="354" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicOA8hBocgupbrhJVj4XFAIgw-kvbfbiJ3UqeYcT4ohmzj9Xb17oX-gzbyOMZISVn1OTGHYStjE1mrdbt-4SJcsSqau_Agd6bl1DA_vaHTzxEC2bO1o8fkzZBKhwcTQI8-XqfZ/w410-h354/Taylor+%2526+Miller+mostly+in+NZ+done+2020+184a.jpg" width="410" /></a></div>Mr Priestley, Leonard Priestley, Gillian, Mum and Dad <br /><br /><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">YOUR TYPE IS A DIME A DOZEN</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Hunter S. Thompson to Anthony Burgess.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Born in Manchester, England, the late Anthony Burgess is
best known - in part </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">due to Stanley Kubrick's big-screen adaptation - for A
Clockwork Orange, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the widely revered dystopian novel that first broke
ground in 1962. But this was </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">far from his only achievement. Burgess was prolific,
versatile, and highly </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">intelligent: he published 33 novels, 25 nonfiction
titles, produced poetry, short </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">stories and screenplays, composed three symphonies,
wrote hundreds of musical</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">pieces, and spoke three languages fluently. He also,
when time allowd, worked </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">as a journalist, and in August of 1973 found himself
in Rome struggling to </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">compose a "thinkpiece" owed to Rolling
Stone magazine. Defeated, he </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">suggested "a 50,000-word novella I've just
finished, all about the condition </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">humaine etc. Perhaps some of that would be better
than a mere thinkpiece." </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Unluckily for him, that offer landed on the desk of
Hunter S. Thompson. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> August 17, 1973</span></div>
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Woody Creek, CO </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Mr. Burgess,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Herr Wenner has forwarded your useless letter from Rome
to the National Affairs</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Desk for my examination and / or reply.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Unfortunately we have no International Gibberish Desk,
or it would have ended</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">up there.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">What kind of lame, half-mad bullshit are you trying to
sneak over on us? When</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Rolling Stone asks for "a thinkpiece,"
goddamnit, we want a fucking Thinkpiece</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...and don't try to weasel out with any of your limey
bullshit about a "50,000 word</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">novella about the condition humaine etc...."</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Do you take us for a gang of brainless lizards? Rich
hoodlums? Dilettante thugs?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">You lazy cocksucker. I want that Thinkpiece on my desk
by Labor Day. And I want</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">it ready for press. The time has come & gone when
some cheapjack scum like you </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">got away with the kind of scams you got rich from in the
past.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Get your worthless ass out of the piazza and back to the
typewriter. Your type is a</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">dime a dozen around here, Burgess, and I'm fucked if I'm
going to stand for it any</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">longer.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Sincerely</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Hunter
S. Thompson </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Joy,
DO YOU REMEMBER</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">When
we cut Miss Longmates creeper & then tied it up with string?
When you fell over & got a black eye while practicing for the the
three-legged race? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">When
you wrote “when I am dead my dearest” for Miss Smith. When Sheila
Wright adored coming to & from school with you?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">When we crept down the basement
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Then she moved with her parents to a farm my grandfather had in Tauranga, NZ. [I will check these dates.] <br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> <br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> <span> </span><span> </span>Pictures of my mother and events at her High School (Firbank, in Melbourne. Australia, although one might be Kettering in England.)</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJVe3AJVWdtskbkgcezx_j7dgNEceRAyVYod9pnZ-uJtJd4-FFFGd63i8MLT6caVoTtBmysUkuB3njxIaQlm88K2hJv7nnsPam7h770-oREHN71YeCqdlwWnQCganfhwFAOZxA/s779/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+019b.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="539" data-original-width="779" height="354" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJVe3AJVWdtskbkgcezx_j7dgNEceRAyVYod9pnZ-uJtJd4-FFFGd63i8MLT6caVoTtBmysUkuB3njxIaQlm88K2hJv7nnsPam7h770-oREHN71YeCqdlwWnQCganfhwFAOZxA/w512-h354/New+--+Family+Album+Millers+Grays+Ocean+Island+jan+2020+019b.jpg" width="512" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Granny</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Tommorrow
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to see all the houses that the Pioneer people built
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am up to my 5x and I can do my [sign for
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<span style="font-size: medium;">at maths. Mum was very pleased about the jumper.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[I think my niece, then Gina Priestley, was 8 then.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Granny,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I really think loneliness is the worst of all human
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<span style="font-size: medium;">every night after 9 pm, the family are early to bedders
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women throughout the world</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and the men in camps and holes in the ground tormented
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The sounds of evening in New York. A baritone practices
his scales and sings an aria – Italian, I guess because of the
sentiment and the G-sharp. Church bells. The only dog who lives on
the block has a barking spell.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Across the yard, …. She is wearring a housecoat and
looks hung over. I have never seen her fully dressed, or looking as
if she didn't need or have a drink. Then I think I hear some choral
music. One hears almost no music from these backyards. Knowing
absolutely nothing about music, I conclude that it must be
Puccini....I once had perfect pitch, but that was long ago. Then I
hear some dissonance and decide that it must be Berg or Sch<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">ö</span>nberg.
The soprano then hits a very high note and sustains it for an
impossible length of time, and I realise what I have been hearing is
the clash of traffic and a police siren amplified by a light rain. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I read Berryman on rehabilitation centers. When I wake
this morning the feeling of dislocation is very strong. I am nervous;
my vision is poor; I keep singing Dartmouth songs that I can't have
heard for forty years. I am a son of a gun for beeer/I like my
whiskey clear and if I had a son sir I'll tell you what he'd do/he
would yell to hell with Harvard as his daddy used to do.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Most frequent thought, during the funeral of my brother,
is that my thinking is superficial. Any tears I shed are facile. The
architecture of teh early-eighteenth-century church is splendid. The
smell in the vestibule of wood, the heat, and some salt from the
nearby sea is, I think, unique in this part of the world, and it
unlocks my memory. The high arched windows with their many lights
must make it a cruel place to worship in the winter, but on this
splendid summer day they make of the building a frame for trees and
the sky. I do not miss my brother at all. I think that he, like my
mother, regarded death as no mystery at all. Life had been mysterious
and thrilling, I often heard them say, but death was of no
consequence. Some clinician would say that, while I part so easily
with my brother, I will, for the rest of my life, seek in other men
the love he gave to me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Approaching my fortieth year, I had published well over
a hundred short stories that expressed my feeling of life as intense
and profoundly broken encounters. I then had two children and was
into my fiftieth year of my marriage and hoped, in my first novel, to
celebrate a sustained relationship over a long passage of time. I had
not lived in New England for more than a decade, and the past of my
family....[became significant]....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....I worked four days a week on the "Chronicle,"*
with intense happiness. On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. My
weekends went roughly like this. On Saturday mornings I played touch
football until the noon whistle blew, when I drank Martinis for an
hour or so with friends. On Saturday afternoons, I played Baroque
music on the piano or a recorder with an ensemble group. On Saturday
nights my wife and I either entertained or were entertained by
friends. Eight o'clock Sunday morning found me at the Communion rail,
and the Sunday passed pleasantly according to the season, in skiiing,
scrub hockey, football, or backgammon. This sport was occasionally
interrupted by the fact that I drove the old Mack engine for the
volunteer fire department....My happiness was immense...</span></div>
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I think four of his novels. He means <i>The Wapshot Chronicle</i>,
which was followed by <i>The Wapshot Scandal</i>. [My mother read
both of these and his Bullet Park, I have read mainly his (great
stories) and Falconer which I wasn't as impressed with as his
stories. I have the two books my mother used to type the books she
read often from the local library, or sometimes presents from my
sisters or others or books she had, but mostly library books. I have
made a point of seeing what books (of what are about 1640+ books. My
mother was intelligent and read widely. Not just 'serious' fiction
but also travel, sci fi, Sephen King, and many others. Many books she
may have read when young perhaps not recorded. Of course the number
of books is not important in itself. But it was also an appreciated
reading and as writers were chosen regardless whether famous per se,
a pretty wide selection of writers was covered. In her later years
she used to get me to get them, when she was less able to walk etc. I
would look for her signature on the then paper where books were
stamped in and out in those, better days, it has to be said. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Alienation seems to be the word. I feel alienated. This
is keen but not painful; no more than a premonition of physical pain,
which one has experienced and will again...The snow is like nothing,
like air; and yet it holds the light that comes from the windows of
the house. My daughter arrives in the middle of the storm after a
dangerous journey. I much love her, pray for her happiness, and go
to bed in my old bed, where I dream of love. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> THE MAUSOLEUM OF LOVERS </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Some of 'The Journals of Herv<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é
</span>Guibert 1976--1991</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Corner
of wind: empty spot where I will put the manikin of a child if I buy
it. But it seems I can already see it, in that empty spot, since I
desire it. I could live like this in a destitute decor, contrary to
mine surrounded only by desires and the suggestions of objects (I
continue to refuse to build a collection). </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This
notebook took some getting used to: the linage extends further. The
surface is less tight, less secret than those of the small notebooks.
The main thing is to have managed to give it a fate, to affix some
black at the top left of the page.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Evening
just the same. I would like for a hot body to crush me gently and
push into my ass penetrate me slowly, lick my neck, and only detach
from me after having come with a groan, and fall asleep: T.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
catch everything I read: I read an article on syphilis and am
immediately convinced that I have it.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">My
father had the idea that books, passed between hands, could transmit
illnesses.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">For
two consecutive nights I dream that I am crying because of death, and
they're a sort of unknown tears, an infinite sob, in which pure pain
is associated with pleasure, a very slow drift that nothing could
stop and that carries away the whole body, the whole soul, all of
life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
shall always refuse to be a photographer: this attraction frightens
me, it seems to me that it can quickly turn to madness, because
everything is photographable, everything is interesting to
photograph, and out of one day of one's life one could cut thousands
of instants, thousands of little surfaces, and if one begins why
stop?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="text-decoration: none;">What
strikes me on reading several German Romantics (Goethe, Holderlin,
Hoffman, Jean Paul...), is the incomplete, awkward, juvenile
character of their works, and beyond the "stunning perfection"
of Werther, and Kleist's short stories, their bewildering abundance,
their lack of construction, of linearity, that annoying way of
juxtaposing unrelated narratives, of garnishing, of deviating from
the initial story with tales, examples, long dialogues. The whole of
Novalis' oeuvre is incomplete, suspended; Jean Paul's is incredibly
unbridled, with neither head nor tail, and jumping from one subject
to the other: Hoffman's </span></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="text-decoration: none;">The
Sandman </span></i></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="text-decoration: none;">is
one of the obvious examples of this failure: after the perfection of
the first three stories, written in the form of letters, with
Freudian overshadowings (childhood trauma, the missed act etc.),
Hoffman admits to his inability to write his tale by revealing his
writer's recipes to the reader [although this might be called a
postmodern ruse, as with the diversions...cant resist commenting.
Since I "discovered" Guibert's diary at the local library I
have been picking it up and writing from it or reading it for some
years with hiatuses in between. In seemed immediately
extraordinary: his mix of these lit. observations, his own plot
ideas, cuts to his sex life and indeed to desire, his concerns, some
really dark stuff, to beautiful moments, to his observations about
his mother and father and sister I think, and his lovers, this is an
extraordinary thing that is endless. I can butt into it anywhere and
it fascinates: perhaps skip some really wierd stuff, or embrace it (I
don't share his homosexuality, nor have I ever had as such a great
sex life: nor written any novels, worked on movies or photography :
but his journals written up by his sister I think are from 1976 --
1991. It is a kind of source book of ideas and words and also an
insight into an often suffering but very alive mind and soul: clearly
a sensitive and alert mind like that of Proust, or Perec or some of
the writers he talks of here. I advise a reader toward his writing.
His end was tragic but it seems his life was mostly intense (not only
in affairs etc but in his minds continous creative and sensitive
play. As it happens I have read Goethe's </span></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="text-decoration: none;">Werther,
but no Hoffman, </span></i></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="text-decoration: none;">was
not impressed by what I did read (coming via Penelope Fitzgerald's
</span></span></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="text-decoration: none;">The
Blue Flower</span></i></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="text-decoration: none;">)
of Novalis's work, although I appreciated his importance, Kleist I
don't know. Holderlin I read quite a lot. Heidegger in Poetry
Language and Thought writes of him, Rilke (French) and Georg Trakl
(the last 2 more modernists than Romantics): John Ashbery was keen on
Holderlin also. </span></span></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="text-decoration: none;">]
...., breaks the fascination of the tale through this sort of forced
detachment, and returns to the story, where, after a fashion, he
imbricates two ideas, two characters and two different stories (the
alchemist lawyer Coppelius and Olympia, the false female, that
cold-blooded mannequin with a mechanical voice and a clockwork
organism) which end up coinciding with overly visible bit stitches.
Stifter, at the end of the day, appears, hitherto, with his short
stories (</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="text-decoration: none;">The
Bachelors, The Forest Path..</span></i></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="text-decoration: none;">.).
as a Romantic spin-off, as an efficient, classical author, who
reinserts the ddar magic of Romanticism into linear, faultless
narratives, without avowals of failure. But that is perhaps a
teacher's remark. </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ALL THIS I DID WITHOUT YOU </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Gerald Durrell to Lee McGeorge July 31st, 1978</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Gerald Durrell and Lee McGeorge first met in1977 when
Durrell, a respected </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">conversationist and author 24 years her senior, was
giving a lecture at Duke </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">University in North Carolina where she was a PhD
student. Her area of interest, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">animal behaviour, gave them plenty to discuss, and they
immediately became </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">close: two years later they were married. By the time
Durrell died in 1995 they</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">had travelled the world together on numerous
conservation expeditions and co-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">written two books. <i>A Practical Guide for the Amateur
Naturalist</i> and <i>Durrell in </i></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Russia. </i></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">In 1978, a year after they first met, Durrell wrote a
letter to his </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">future wife.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">My darling McGeorgie,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> You said that things seemed clearer when they
were written down.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Well, herewith a very boring letter in which I will try
and put everything down </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">so that you may read it and re-read it in horror at your
getting involved with me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Deep breath.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> To begin with I love you with a depth of passion
that I have felt for </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">no one else in my life and if it astonishes you it
astonishes me as well. Not, hasten</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I to say, that you are not worth loving. Far from it.
It's just that, first of all, I swore</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I would not get involved with another woman. Secondly I
have never had such a</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">feeling before and it is almost
frightening......[Durrell continues to extol her at </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Now let me tell you something....I have
seen a thousand sunsets and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sunrises, on land and where it floods forest and
mountains with honey coloured</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">light, at sea where it rises and sets.....I have seen a
thousand moons: harvest moons</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">like gold coins, winter moons as white as ice chips, new
moons like baby swan's</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">feathers.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have seen seas as smooth as if painted,
coloured like shot silk or blue </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">as a kingfisher or transparent as glass or black and
crumpled with foam, moving,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ponderously and murderously.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[He goes on, dare I say it, like Gide of <i>The Fruits
of the Earth</i> which is some- </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">times quite beautiful but one of those things one
drifts along not quite sure where </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">things start or end. But intermitted by beautiful
moments and phrases. Durrell's </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">letter works by repetition and the sheer mass of it
but it is too much to type up </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">entire. I read a lot of his works as a boy. His
collecting of animals and amusing </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and interesting adventures. My mother and others in the
family I think read him a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">lot. He mentions somewhere his brother Larry but I
don't think he was known then. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have his (Larry Durrell's) books, or a lot of them,
but although people wax </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">lyrical about some of them, I have to say I have never
started any of his books. I </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I have known silence: the cold, earthly silence of
at the bottom of a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">newly dug well; the implacable stony silence of a deep
cave; the hot, drugged </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">midday silence when everything is hypnotised and
stilled into silence by the eye</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of the sun, the silence when great music ends.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I have heard summer cicadas cry so that the sound
seems stitched into</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">your bones. I have heard tree frogs in an orchestration
as complicated as Bach </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">singing in a forest lit by a million emerald fireflies.
I have heard the Keas calling</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">over grey glaciers that groaned to themselves like old
people as they inched their</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">way to the sea. I have heard the hoarse street vendor
cries of the mating Fur seals</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">as they sang to their sleek golden wives*, the crisp
staccato astonishesment of the</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Rattlesnake, the cobweb squeak of the Bat and the
belling roar of the Red deer</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">knee-deep in purple heather, I have heard Wolves baying
at a winter's moon. Red</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">howlers making the forest vibrate with their roaring
cries. I have heard the squeak,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">purr and grunt of a hundred multi-coloured reef fishes.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I
have seen hummingbirds flashing like opals round a tree of scarlet</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">blooms, humming like a top. I have seen flying fish,
skittering like quicksilver</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">across the blue waves, drawing silver lines on the
surface with their tails. I have</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">seen Spoonbills flying home to roost like a scarlet
banner across the sky. I have</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">seen Whales, black as tar, cushioned on a cornflower
blue sea, creating a Versailles</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of fountain with their breath. I have watched
butterflies emerge, and sit, trembling,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">while the sun irons their wings smooth. I have watched
Tigers, like flames, mating</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in the long grass. I have been dive- bombed by an angry
Raven, black and glossy</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">as the Devil's hoof. I have lain in water warm as milk,
soft as silk, while around </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">me played a host of Dolphins. I have met a thousand
animals and seen a thous-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and wonderful things ... but - </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> All this I did without you. This was my
loss. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> All
this I want to do with you. This will be my gain.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> All
this I would gladly have forgone for the sake of one minute of</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">your company, for your laugh, your voice, your eyes,
hair, lips, body, and above</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">all your sweet, ever surprising mind which is an
enchanting quarry in which</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">it is my privilege to delve.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Gerald Durrell]</span></div>
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STANFORD DNGLEY</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">December 1980 Nth. READING </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy -----</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
I am afraid my overseas mail is never sent off in time, &
last year it</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">got missed altogether ---- am so sorry. You are so good
in having kept up the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the Christmas greetings for so many years! I must first
thank you not only for </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>this</u> year's card & letter, but also for
<u>last</u> year's nice little N.Z. Calender. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">So glad to hear you & family are well --
learning THAI sounds very </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">difficult, but you are rather nearer <u>that</u> area
(in N.Z.) than we are in England.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We only had a fair Summer this year in England --
more rain than is usual, </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">though this kept all the trees and grass nice and
green! I always remember </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">(even after all these years!) the <u>dark</u> Green of
the OROPI bush country & the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">pink roofs of the buildings.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Laurence
and I both kept going with our various interests. He has 2 Art </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Classes in the district, and I join in a few friends
for recorder practise every </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">few weeks, including an occasional CAROL Concert at
this time of the year.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We are hoping to have a modest exhibition of our joint
paintings some time</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">next year, in a Large Village Hall in a nearby village.
It is very difficult to find</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a gallery for art exhibitions, even the small ones we
are booked up for <u>years </u></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ahead, strange a s it may seem, in these time of world
depressions! </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">My local history researches are still continuing
-- I have traced the old </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">GLEBE LANDS of Stanford, Dingley church back to the
Armada year --- & if</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">one could only find the records, I think they would go
back much further, perhaps </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to the Saxon days! Things change so quickly these days
-- nobody in the village </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">here knows the old names of fields etc: and I feel I
have started to record certain</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">items only in the nick of time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am sure there must be many changes in N.Z. too,
I dare say OROPI has got </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">built up! One of the worst aspects of change in
England, is the increase in</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>noise</u>, transistor radios, motor-bikes, heavy
lorries, helicopters etc: & no doubt</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">this is happening all over the world. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> We
have more or less ceased to travel far away for holidays -- by car,
the roads</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">are apt to be crowded & <u>driving</u> manners are
bad; even going by train is <u>not</u> </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">what it was! It is far less worry to stay at home and
go out for day trips, & we </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">are lucky in this district in having some pleasant
country pubs that serve </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">bar-lunches etc. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I
still occasionally do a little home dress making -- as one can pay up
to</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">£</span>50 (!)
for something like a pure wool COAT -- & shoes are another item
that</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">presents problems to buy -- I was lucky in finding in a
small local town, a pair</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of BOYS "FELT"-BOOTS ( for walking around
here in).</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Under
a certain size ( 6 ) there is no V.A.T. tax, so I only had to pay
12, a</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a mere nothing compared to women's shoes!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I do wish you all good things in 1981 -- and am only
sorry this will not reach</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">you in time for Christmas -- better late than never
perhaps! </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love
from </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
Rachel </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> CHRISTMAS 1982 </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy and family, [hand written, most of the rest
typed]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We want to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New
Year. Our <u>1982</u> </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">was a good year and we would like to share part of it
with you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Photograph with hand written: 'Car & trailer
parked in front of our house.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">In January we started the year off by going to Dallas
to see the Cowboys beat</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Tampa Bay at Texas Stadium. First time we had ever
attended a pro football game. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Also got to watch Johnny Cash and his wife June tape
part of his spring special for </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">T.V. in our local auditorium. We did not get on T.V.
but it was most interesting gett-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ing to see how it is done.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Due to the growth of Kerrville our telephone number
will change in May to 895-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">2042. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Our family Christmas will be at our house on the 18th.
We are very thankful for all </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the good things that have come our way. Each of you
mean a lot to us.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">With our new Olds Delta 88 and new Aluma-Lite 23 ft.
trailer in tow we enjoyed</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a trip to the World's Fair in Knoxville, Tennessee,
then on to Indianapolis, Indiana</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">where we visited Mary Margaret's uncle, Kenneth Hall,
and his wife Julia, plus</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">cousins. Attended the Hall reunion in Paoli, Indiana
and visits with Auntie Blanche </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Jameson and Uncle Chester Hall and his wife Hattie
were enjoyed. Visited with </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">friends going and coming. Spent a few days at Amistad
Dam near Del Rio with </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">friends who have a neat boat. No we did not eat any
fish! We also made a number</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of other trips -- two of which were to the Coast. Saw
Shirley and family in Corpus.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">A new granddaughter, Kimberly Louise, arrived August
5th. Rob, Helen and the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">boys and Grandpa and Grandma Doyen think she is the
greatest. She is a doll!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Took part in only two Arts and Crafts Shows -- the
Strawberry Festival in Poteet </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in the spring and a big show in Corpus in November.
Glen worked at Camp Rio</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Vista again this summer. It is now a boy and girl
camp. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Went to Mexico with three other couples in April. We
crossed the border at </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Presidio, took a bus to Chihuahua and then took the
train through Cooper Canyon</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to Los Mochis. Was very interesting and an experience
we will never forget!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We enjoyed a week's visit with Glen's sister and her
husband from Michigan. Also</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">had a visit from the Molidors from California.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Several fun dances were attended and we have made a
number of trips to a dinner</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">playhouse in San Antonio with another local couple.
Have seen Van Johnson, Cesar</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Romero, Lana Turner, Joan Fontaine, Nanette Fabray,
Forrest Tucker and others.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Mary Margaret's mother turned 92 this year and is
still at Hilltop Village, She is so </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">frail and weak but is well cared for of which we are
so thankful. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> [The next hand written] Our loves, Glenn & Mary
Margaret.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Feb 18th 1982 L.J.BROADHOUSE</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> CEDARWOOD</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> STANFORD DINGLEY</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> READING BERKS</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> ENGLAND</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy Taylor</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It is with great sadness that I write to tell you
that Ray passed away on Jan 7th </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">last after a short illness. She had a stroke and died
in an Oxford hospital. She was</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Her usual fit self until Boxing Day. Her total illness
time was only 12 days, and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">thus any suffering was mercifully short. As you know,
strokes can result in some </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">cases in disability which it is distressing for the
afflicted one, and for her partner.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">But at least Ray was spared this. For I am sure she
would have like all people hated</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">any loss of active life she followed in country
pursuits, and in using her great talent </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">as an artist. You were aware of this talent in the
cards which she sent. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Ray was buried in this village churchyard within
sight of our house, and the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">church was v. full for the service with our many
friends.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have been given great kindness & help by
neighbours and friends, but of course</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Ray's loss is immense. Yet I must be thankful that we
had 38 years of happiness </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">together.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">She always appreciated so much your faithful care
in in keeping contact after v.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">many years since you both met. Thank you for this.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Yours, Laurence Broadhouse.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">21/11/89 2 Britannia Rd</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> First of all, please forgive the note
paper.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> .... Now, thank you very much for sending me the
card whilst you were</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">on holiday -- I was so pleased to receive it -- I'm
sorry I haven't replied sooner, but </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">we have had quite an eventful year this year -- </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Your holiday must have been lovely, and I am sure
you didn't want to leave -- </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Everywhere sounds so beautiful, with all the exotic
flowers and birds, and it makes </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Kettering seem so dull.....in comparison....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">.....Sadly, mother died.....we must be thankful she
is now at peace, & not suffering </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">any more -- As you know only too well, tho, it is so
hard to lose our nearest and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">dearest -- </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The other thing I have to tell you is that,
surprise, surprise ,Michael got married</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">on July 24th! He was 62....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....So I am sad and lonely now, as you must be
too, but I am still living here, so </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am very lucky....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Other than that, there really isn't much to
tell you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Poor Ida doesn't improve, in fact she seems to be
slowly getting worse, & I </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">really do believe she has given up -- She has
struggled for over 12 years to fight </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">against this thing, but I think it now beaten her --
She wont go out anywhere, and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">really wants to stay in bed all the time -- she cant
face anything -- it is terrible -- </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It is a kind of mental depression --- However please
don't say anything when you </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">write to her, will you, unless she has told anything
about it herself, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">which I doubt ------- / they try to help her, but no
one can ------</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> What will you be doing this Christmas? I suppose you
will be going to one or </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the other of the family ----- I, for the first time,
wont be cooking a big Christmas </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">dinner [her son, Michael, it is I presume who has
married and left home], because I </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Well Joy, I think of you often, & I hope
so much you are coping alright, & that </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">things are a bit easier for you ----- I will think of
you at Christmas, & I do hope you </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> With love, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> as always,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Grandma</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Hi thanks for the card its neat. I have hung it on the
wal in my bedroom. Good</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">luck with the curtians. I wne to my cousin Nicholas and
I stayed there for a week</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">now my best friend Joanne is just about to come here.
Because she's coming over</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">today from Weymouth (I may have spelt it wrong) anyway.
Before I went to my</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">cousin Nicholas I went to Joanne's house because she
used to live in Waihe (that's</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a three hour drive from here) and she moved to Weymouth
with her dad I hadn't</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">seen her in two years and it was exciting. She has
changed a lot in two years and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">she said I had too. About ten minutes ago my dad asked
me to get the mail and I </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">saw the envelope with your card in it. I was wondering
who it was from. Worse</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of all there was no sender's name on the back so I made
to guesses and the first</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">guess was from Mum and the second one was from you. I
didn't think it was from</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a child because none of my friends write like an Adult.
I would know if it was </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">from Joanne because she writes like me. Oh well I have
to go now. I hope this</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Good</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Bye</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love
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<span style="font-size: medium;">from </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Tam </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[A letter from my daughter Tam to my mother. It has a
picture of cats on and the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">writing is ebullient and confident. My wife Mary and I
had separated in 1989 and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I was then with Tam, Dionne and Victor at 8 Addis Place
in Cockle Bay, a large </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">house near the beach. It has several large bedrooms. The
move to their however </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">was in my view a mistake. I was pressured by my wife to
build at Maytime Street</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">then to buy another house. Despite having to reapply for
my job or take money I </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">decided to leave the NZED where I was a Communication
Tech, and try to start a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">business. I didn't work. Theereabouts I had started
writing poetry etc and studied</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a Stage One Paper in Mathematics (Linear Algebra),
toying with continuing to do</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">an Engineering Degree to work in Electronics, Radio,
Microwave Systems, or </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">High Voltage and associated Electronics etc but was
persuaded by Anne Kelly </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">who had known us in Maytime St. and was also separated,
to study </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">English Literature which I did. I did that, Philosophy
and Ancient History in </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">1990, getting my BA in 1994. I had passed my NZCE
(Certificate of Engineering) in </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Telecoms and Electronics previously, about 1995. My wife
Mary previously </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">obtained a BA in History and some Geography, Anthro etc.
Tamasin later gained a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">PhD in Psychology and Dionne a BA in English and some
Art History. Later in</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">1990 (May) I sold the house and moved into Mum's house
and have been there since </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">at 22 Court Crescent, Panmure (where I was brought up in
the 50s and 60s). </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Tamasin lived there with me until 1993 when she joined
Dionne and Victor at their </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">mother's. Later after my mother died in 1998, in 2006
Victor came to live with </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">me. He has been a huge help and comfort to me. At least
once he saved my life and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">we help each other. Of course I love him and my two
daughters also.. ] </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I dreamt about you two nights ago, so you can
see tyou are on my mnd because</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I know I owe you a letter. Your letter has just
arrived, & thank you for it. I hope all</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">your family are well & happy, and I hope all goes
well for Gillian. No doubt you </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">will miss seeing her. How do you keep track of all
your birthdays? Even witha little </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">book I occasionally miss friend's anniversaries. I
would like to thank you for the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">lovely needle case you sent me. I must confess, until
Margaret pointed it out to me</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I didn't realise it was your <u>own work,</u> (and
the little pink pochette you sent before).</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>You</u> <u>are</u> <u>clever.</u> This needle case
is particularly attractive, and I have thrown my old </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">leather one in the fire. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Christmas passed quite well, and I managed to
stay on my feet, but I do feel </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">rather fragile a lot of the time. Different tablets
have different, and sometimes dis-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">astrous, effects. I have felt like this a long time
now. I do hope you friend is feeling </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">better. Does B.P. stand for blood pressure? -- I'm
sure it does. I hope it </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">isn't troubling you too much. We are all growing
older. Margaret had news of Mary</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Bailey the other day. Do you remember her? And
Margaret sees Peggy & Ron</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Brown from time to time when shopping. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> There is a very strong, cold wind today but, but a few
snowdrops are out. Does</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the cricket interest you or Les? Edwin likes to
watch it on television. Is your </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Summer weather improving? My summer clothes don't get
worn out, either. I seem </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to live in shirts and pullovers of varying
thicknesses. Now I will brave the wind</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and go to the post. I don't think it is too late to
wish you both a Happy New Year, &</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">thank you again for my present.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> With Love, Ida.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Thank you very much for your card and Christmas
letter.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have read it carefully and tried to work out who
is who? -Or should it be</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">"whom". </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> It is a terrible thing to be left alone but I am so
glad you have your </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">interesting family. Tammy us good at school and
sports - as I well remember so </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">were you, and art as well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Margaret, when shopping, quite often meets
people who were at school with </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">us -- some I can remember perfectly and others not
at all. They meet in the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Supermarkets. But Edwin & I try, (quite
virtuously!) to support the little shops.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Our house too</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">needs things doing to it so I understood your
remarks. We just had the kitchen </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">& pantry decorated. Did you know we live
downstairs with just one spare </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">bedroom upstairs via a small spiral staircase? I
like being on one level especially </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">as I grow older. The flat is unoccupied now. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I sincerely hope you keep as well as possible -- not
too many aches and pains.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Old age is not much fun is it? The other day
someone said to me "The only way</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It was nice to hear from you & I hope you
will write again.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Good health to all your family. Have a nice
Christmas & a good New Year.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Edwin & Ida 5th December 1991.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><b>..This
heart pain is not a medicine.</b></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">tertius
said...</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">The
importance of joyce is the life given to the local dialect, accent
and dialogue, there is the nationalism... look at the place names of
the indigneous...his magnitude lies where the language begins to
break down, defragment and become isolated from the rest of the
universe and thus he uncovers the flaws in the political
activism...where ever it is applied...entropy again...</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">each
line...strengthens the picture but never makes it
final. </span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #ff9900;"><span face=""><i><span style="font-weight: normal;">.........................We
accept that as the method of the artist...</span></i></span></span><br /><br /><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><b>...But
what physics has done is to show that it is not the only method to
knowledge.</b></span></span><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><br /></span></span></span><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><b>There
is no absolute knowledge. And those who claim it, whether they are
scientists or dogmatists </b></span></span><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><br /></span></span></span><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><b>open
the door to tragedy.</b></span></span><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><br /></span></span></span><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><b>All
information is imperfect__________________________________</b></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">_____</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><span face="">but
I am not interested just now in the poem's meaning (meaning is
problematic in any case) interested here in the look of the totality
of his work as worked through and I then transform it - as things
constantly do in life - in fact I went "berserk" with it
almost in trance or a fever, a kind of "creative rage"
perhaps: creating a new "poem" or text as in the following
image-poem-text-enactment: an implication of an infinite and
progressive or degressive process ... I got very angry with
it:</span><br /><br />….............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Like Quincey's opium smoker, I'm starting to have
headaches every morning, after having wet my hair (but what would
resolve these aches? certainly not opium, then).</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I was eating nuts that were giving me mouth ulcers.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This evening G. said to me: "Tomorrow I'm
accompanying my mother to the hospital. She'll be out at 5 o'clock.
She's having an abortion. She's already had seven children. I'm
especially afraid for her vagina and her kidneys."</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Jean Genet also gives me absolute liberty (<i>The
Miracle of the Rose</i>).</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">My hair has become unreal to me: it still covers my
forehead, but is made of an improbable association, like molecules,
like suspension, like bellows, and it is totally false, in the way of
a wig, one could touch it, it would all fall apart, turn to dust, the
dry, almost transparent hairs, would stay in the hand. I am betraying
my world: I am still for them "the boy with the beautiful blond
curls," and myself that I am already the bald man. It isn't
possible to fix my hair: it's as though it were being decomposed.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Last night I kissed Mathieu on the mouth for the first
time, as I was leaving: desire for such small notations, and this
afternoon on the bus I saw Francois P. go by on his way back from
school with a friend, and he seemed to me to be almost beautiful with
the sun staining his face. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[This is all of Genet I have read. It is an amazing
book. Deeply beautiful despite or because of it's subject, setting
etc.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P108 Herve Guibert</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Questioning her on this subject, my mother reminded me
of something I had completely forgotten, of which I still have no
memory even though it goes back to a time well after my first
memories: I was three years old and she would take me, twice a week,
to an establishment in which I was submitted to ultraviolet rays,
with the hope of hardening my ossification: I was stripped naked and
outfitted with small round glasses that blinded me so that the rays
wouldn't burn my eyes, I grumbled and I cried, I was strapped to the
table to prevent me from writggling about, my mother had to hold my
hand, or stroke my hair. She tells me this with a sort of ache in her
voice, as though the memory of this scene aroused her pity, and
myself, imagining it at this moment, I catch myself pitying myself. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The people who suffer because they do not write. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I caught up with T. in the hallway to tell him: "I
would like my jealousy to become our secret."</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I wondered whether I would be insensitive to any death,
and whether my own death would be unbearable to me. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The sinister pink part that suddenly appeared, in my
hair, at the top of my skull, if I lean back between two mirrors.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The emptiness of this notebook at present; the trip to
Brussels; a bad dream. Nothing more seems important. I'm not working,
barely the desire to read.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am trying to read Herzog's<i> Of Walking on Ice</i>,
it's beautiful, but I feel as though I've already read it, and very
quickly it gets on my nerves.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am very attached to the dull sound of the record
player when it is turned on, but isn't playing any records, like a
dull hum, like a light.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">There was sometimes this sinister idea that the movement
of his life was a movement of arrangement, which had progressively
evacuated savagery.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">From the incessant reading, these three or four days, of
Hitchcock's interview with Truffaut, of Duras's interview with Kazan
in the Cahiers, of the issue of Education 2000 on photography, of the
morcellated reading of Kafka's letters to Felice, of Baby Doll
finally, I feel a sort of exultation, of satisfaction. And I know
that from there, I can only collide with another black hole, or else
do something myself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">While watching Baby Doll, I couldn't especially identify
with the characters, but with their desire, as never before. Their
desire pushes me to the end of my tether, as though it were my own,
and I beg the image for them to kiss, for the sake of my own release.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The boy dressed like a painter, at the cafe. His very
blue and distant gaze, divided by a defect of convergence. He quickly
drinks his coffee, then puts a coin in the juke-box, and he leans
against the column, in front of the window and the passers-by on the
street, and he listens to the music (first some very violent rock,
then a melancholic David Bowie), his blue gaze, very distant. I watch
him fascinated in the mirror: he offers me this music and this gaze,
he is wearing it. I would like to tell him simply that I love him,
perhaps this boy is in need of company.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I see only his eyes, and his eyes must be sadder than
the whole face...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">At the same time we were taking the sickness from the
body of the other (the scabs on his face, those wounds on his legs):
.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Fritz Zorn's book (Mars) is a slow demonstration,
convoluted, fastidiously fallible: he knows where he is going, the
movement of his writing closely follows the movement that gnaws at
his body, metastisizes it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The malady of always having something say about
something, to write, to lose nothing (a malady of malice or of
posterity?). The risk also, at a moment of writing, of sudden
poisoning, unconscious, perhaps worse than total loss (→ Rimbaud),
here the fear of intellectualism (set upon feeling). </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[I read Zorn's book: he spent his life in a state of
depression or an inability of feel for anything, and a lassitude or
<i>ennui </i>re his own life and the news he was dying of cancer<i>
at least</i> kind of “perked him up”. What Herbert is saying
here I have no idea but it sounds good...]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">A man who is reading <i>Le Monde</i>, at midnight, on
the subway, his wife by his side: at this time, the newspaper should
be creased, damaged, but the man handles it with loving and
precautionary gestures, slowly pinches the seam between two fingers,
folds it, weighs it in his hands, and the reading itself seems of
little import, it is this reverent relationship to the object, to the
paper, which must reproduce itself daily, like a supreme betrayal if
the wife, who solicits my gaze.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Discussion with T. of the purpose of publication, which
is incomprehensible to him, in which he sees only a superficial,
promotinal and rather ugly interest. I say to him: in horror
fantasies, the idea of not being published exceeds the idea of my
body being chewed on by worms. It isn't about posterity, but the
vague, almost abstract assurance, of an exncounter, in time, with
various time zones (not hourly either, bu annual, even centenary),
even if the book were never republished, even if the inventory were
pulped, even if most of the copies were destroyed in a fire, or
softened by sewer water, and most of the letters erased, with one
reader, a single reader, a young man or a young girl, an old man, a
child, of a salvaged copy taken into those hands, and that this
language, this voice will start to live again, for some time, in that
body, before congealing again on a dead, compressed, useless surface,
that it will once more be redeployed, and celebrated by being read,
the physical act of writing, this matter, this lost time, as in
prayer, and that the reader will love it, will be sensitive to love,
but maybe I am still explaining poorly, I am diminishing it. I would
be tempted to say: if there weren't that assurance, that hope for a
single reader, one day, I wouldn't write anymore, but would write
even less if there weren't a love to recount, because it is love that
I want the reader to be able to discern.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">On Christmas day, my sister, more than eight months
pregnant, announced to me that she intended to call her son Herv<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é</span>,
and that she was even considering calling him Herv<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é
</span>Guibert since she had recovered he maiden name. I had always
imagined my sister to be a balanced person.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[This is comical and gentle. Guibert was dying, of the
effects of AIDS. The journal is from 1976 to 1991, I think his sister
typed up all the journals into the one book: The Mausoleum of Lovers
which I discovered by chance at the Panmure library and have been
looking at on and off for about 5 years now.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Saw my mother again this very afternoon after two years,
she is visibly doing very badly, she too is her own skeleton, strange
that we are both dying at the same time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">To the question that I am asked practically every day on
the street or in public transit: “Are you Herv<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é
</span>Guibert?” Desire henceforth to retort: “Yes, but a little
tired of it.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Disturbance in the night, woken by anxiety: I was an
elephant having slid into my bed, my limbs were so heavy and enormous
that I could no longer move them, I was paralyzed iron.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I fear they'll make me sleep in paper sheets, under a
synthetic cover.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The marvelous or the sordid reflex of life?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Before I was told: “You have beautiful eyes” or
“You've got a gorgeous cock;” now nurses say to me: “You have
beautiful veins.”...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The blood running from the chest, drawn by a wound to
spare the veins.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Every night I want to die. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Herv<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é</span>
Guibert died on the 27<sup>th</sup> of December 1991. He had tried to
end his life earlier.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">He ua ki te po
he paewai ki te ao</span></span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">................................................................................................................................................</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;">Poor Ida doesn't improve, in fact she seems to be slowly getting worse, & I </span><span style="font-size: x-large; text-align: left;">really do believe she has given up -- She has struggled for over 12 years to fight </span><span style="font-size: x-large; text-align: left;">against this thing, but I think it now beaten her -- She wont go out anywhere, and </span><span style="font-size: x-large; text-align: left;">really wants to stay in bed all the time -- she cant face anything -- it is terrible --</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;">It is a kind of mental depression --- However please don't say anything when you </span><span style="font-size: x-large; text-align: left;">write to her, will you, unless she has told anything about it herself, </span><span style="font-size: x-large; text-align: left;">which I doubt ------- / they try to help her, but no one can ------ </span></div></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium; text-align: left;">.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> [From Australia ?]* </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Sunday 23rd</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> It's hard to believe it's your birthday
already, don't the years go quickly. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...........Jim was diagnosed...................</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">He had no symptoms so so it was a big shock to
us.......The specialist....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....but he is in a lot of pain, so I am not so sure.
Our life has certainly changed:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">no dancing or bowls....but I go to tennis
occasionally as Jim wants me to go out</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">when I can. Kaye has been a marvellous help but at
present has abad cold and is </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">not comming near. [Because of the danger of
infection: Jim had had </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">chemotherapy.]...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">David came over for a week and he's finding it hard
to accept.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Sorry to have to include this in your card but I had to
tell you, as, having been </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">through it your self, you would know how I fee.
Noel is stil doing well after</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">his by-pass opp.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love from</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Joyce</span></div>
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Dearest Joy -</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Herewith two more copies of the "Book"
---- I dont want any</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">more payments for books or postage --- As I told you in
my letter I have kept a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a slow [ ] on what it all has cost your
investment of a donation was a generous</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">one. I will drop a line to Dennis to see if he wants a
copy ----</span></div>
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are going into Redcliffe [?] to see Annabelle to-day and the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">house she has moved into. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Lots
of love from us both</span></div>
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Frank</span></div>
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28 -4 -93</span></div>
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141 Mill Dr.</span></div>
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Kirwan</span></div>
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Q. 4817 </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Mum,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I know its been ages since I last wrote (or
typed). Probably</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">last year some time. Received Susan's letter the other
day. She says you </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">have recovered nearly 100% from your slipped disc. That
is good news. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Suppose you will have to be more careful getting around
now.</span></div>
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I wrote to Susan to say Kent's stay will be no problem and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">we look forward to it. The weather should be excellent
: we have just started</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a long hot summer....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
I have both Australian citizenship and a new Kiwi passport! but
don't</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">plan to travel overseas yet.........I almost had a job
as a local manager of a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">minerals lab in town but didn't throw myself into the
interview as I was a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">bit suspicious of the place was run and the job. May
have to move west to </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">get a new job. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Richard's friend Raymond* got a job out west
in a small town called</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Richmond about 500 kms on the road to Mt.
Isa.....Before they left he asked</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">why doesn't Richard come to Townsville for a holiday.
Now he is at Richmond</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">he will be desperate for a visite from anyone.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
Tick's restaurant is in Graceville (Brisbane) is not going very
well </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">yet.... Tick, Yai and Dtoo [step sons and daughters of
Dennis, Ladda's children.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dennis married Ladda about 1977 after going to Indo
China and then back to </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Australia.] are share owners and they are running it,
but they ....are already </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">thinking of selling....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> But up here at QLD Nickel we are flat out.The
local mine is finished</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and we are importing all the ore, apart from a small
mine at Rockhampton,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and expanding production and exports....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
We went camping at EAster a few kilometres below the Burdekin
dam.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Although there is a drought in the area the dam is
nearly full and one gate is</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">open so the river is flowing strongly below the
dam....It was excellent at the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">river but away from the river the land is bone dry and
there is no vegation </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">between the gum trees tho' the gums themselves are
healthy as usual.This area</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">is the northern most part of the drought in QLD which
is in most of the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Midwest and southwest of the state at the moment
supposedly the worst this</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">century in this state. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Bye for now and look after yourself,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love
from</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Dennis</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">*Raymond was the borther of Anne Kelly who I knew
better. He was or is</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">an Electrician. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 7 October '93</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Grandma Taylor</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Neal* is asleep at the moment so I thought I'd
try & sneak a quick note</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to you & let you know Neal's progress.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> At our 6 week check up yesterday Neal weighed 13 pounds
11<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">½ ounces.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">His length is
60 cm and he is fine, fit, and healthy.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">The photo
enclosed was taken when he was only two days old & weighted</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">weighed 8
pounds 6 ounces. He has certainly grown a lot since then. His </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">cheeks are a
lot fatter & his skin has changed from olive to pale.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">He has
lots of smiles & grins. He tries to talk and copy Ivan and myself</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">when we talk to
him. He is very strong as he holds his head up & straightens </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">his back. He
stands on his legs and is quite tall for his age. People have comm-</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">ented that he
looks more like a 3 month old. </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Neal is
such a precious jewel & even though at times he can be a little </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">so & so both
Ivan and I love him very much. </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> Ivan is well if
not tired. He stuggles into work after helping me with baby</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">during the night
& early morning. His work is still busy but next year we'll </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">have a break for
his professionals in Auckland so you'll be able to see your </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Great Grandson -
by then he'll be even bigger. </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> Please thank
Tamasin for the card she made and sent. I loved it. It was </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">really
imaginative. I hope you are all well. </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"> Arohanui
Ivan, Paulette & Neal </span> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">*This was from Paulette, the wife of Ivan, my
nephew, son of Susan (my sister) </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">McIntosh. Reading this I am a bit sad I didn't get
to know her very well. More</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">recently (it is now 2019) Ivan remarried and has a
child to his new wife. With </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Paulette (and via other children of the McIntosh
family (brothers and sisters of </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Kelvin my brother in law, they married Maori so
there is some mixing. A good</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">thing. Hence perhaps a mixing of cultures etc. Neal
is now a Policeman and I</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">assume is now about 27. Neal's brother Daniel (not
sure his age) does gaming and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">does pretty well and even makes some money (in
competitions etc) I believe. Ivan</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and Neal etc are keen rugby enthusiasts.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 27.10.93</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Thank you for the birthday card. I'm afraid my
birthday didn't mean anything </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to me this year as Jim passed away Sept. 9th. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I am missing him terribly, I have coped fairly well,
but the last few days I </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">seem to be in tears all the time. I'm also finding it
difficult to cope with a lot of </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">things, the pool being the hardest. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I'm also very worried about Noel. While up here
for Jim's funeral he had </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">throat trouble and has since found it is cancer. He
and Kath have gone to Melbourne. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I'm going to ring his son tonight to see if I can find
out what treatment they can give him. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I feel so sorry for him and Kath. They are in for a
bad time.....I have bought a dog...[a German Shepard but it doesn't
seem to be much of a guard dog].</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I've had a lot of support from family and
friends but yet it's hard .</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Jim suffered very much but I'm glad I was able to look
after him at home & </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">held his hand right to the end. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">If I could erase his suffering I think I could cope
better.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Hope you and your family are keeping well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love from</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Joyce</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Mr
& Mrs S GODDARD</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> LONG
PARK</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
DODDISCOMBLEIGH </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> NR
EXETER </span>
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DEVON</span></div>
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Christmas 93</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span>
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We are now having our first real taste of real winter
weather.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It's been a funny old year and I shall be glad to see
the back of it, we had a fortnight in Teneriffe at the end of
January, which we enjoyed, but Stanley has been ill ever
since...myeloma....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">........................I
think our traveling days are over.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">......Billie
and I had a day in Exeter....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> With
love and best wishes to you and yours</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> From
Beryl and Stanley</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 24 Heather St</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Nth Geelong 3215</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 11<sup>th</sup> May 93</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Thank you very much for your sympathy & kind
thoughts, it was all so</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sudden, he went to bed on Thursday night after
pottering around doing odd jobs</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">all day & he must have just gone off in his sleep.
The Doctor said it would have </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">been just after seven in the morning just before he
was going to get up, and I can </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">tell you that I got a shock when I called him and he
didn't answer, one thing the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">doctor said it was a worn out heart, he lifted all
sorts of heavy things.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am living in the same house on my own as the
neighbours are wonderful to </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">me & my only brother & his wife and two
married children are great.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Life still goes on the same, will drop a line at </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Xmas, hope you are all well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> love Chris </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> _________</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">I
really think loneliness is the worst of all human afflictions.</span></span></div>
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141 Mill Dr.</span></div>
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Kirwan</span></div>
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Q. 4817</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Mum,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
Thanks for the birthday book. I haven't read it yet, saving it</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">for rainy days; hopefully there will be plenty of them
soon. I'm not much of </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a moviegoer. Jurrasic Park and Cliffhanger were the
first ones I've been to for</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">years but I get to see a few on video. The only Michael
Caine movie I've seen</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">recently was 'Dirty Rotten Scoundrels' and Steve Martin
was No.1 star of that.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Last August I sold my motor cycle and
bought a 4WD, an 88 Nissan</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Pathfinder. Ladda was going to go with me to the
Northern Territory but her </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">mother got very ill so she went to Thailand and Yai
(oldest son). Her mother </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">died a few days after she got back; she was 71. Yai was
unemployed as he had</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">left work at Tick's restaurant, which they sold soon
after. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> We went to Mt. Isa via Three Ways then north to
Mataranka. Then to </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Katherine gorge where we canoed the first two gorges.
Called into a mineral lab</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in Pine Creek owned by my former boss at Peko in Tennant
Creek (1974), before</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">going on to Kakadu N.P. Kakadu was dry and dusty and hot
in the daytime yet </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the creeks and waterfalls were flowing well from the
huge tabland of Arnhem </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Land and the water was cool and clear. </span>
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Jim falls and Twin Falls were magnificent gorges with sheer </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">rugged cliffs tho' there was not much water flowing.
Still had to swim up to</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Twin Fallls; most people paddle up in canoes or on water
beds but we had </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">neither. They told us to swim to the right side or the
fresh water crocs would</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">snap at our heels. Saw one at the falls only about 1.5M
long (most freshies </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">are small). Further towards Jabiru the road crosses Jim
Jim Creek where it is</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">wide and salty; it was we saw the biggest croc we are
ever likely to see swimming</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in the center of the river. When it saw us it dived and
disappeared. No swimming</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">round here! In fact we were scared to stand even stand
on the bank near the water.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Further East where the road crosses into Arnhem Land
smaller salties cruised up</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and down the river edge looking for food in the muddy
banks. They are very hard</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to see: just one eye and a bit of a head and back
sticking out of the water. The rock</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">art (and the rocks) of Nourlangie and Ubirr were great
too but the lack of the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">people themselves (the aboriginees) was surprising tho'
there were many at Jabiru</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the uranium mining town. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> From
Kakadu (southeast of Darwin) we went straight to Litchfield National</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Park southwest of Darwin. It has smaller but pleasant
waterfalls and creeks. The </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">main road thru' is sealed and very good but the dirt and
rock road off it to the Lost</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">City was one of the worst; the last two k's were so bad
it was just as quick towalk</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">which is what some people did. The 'Lost City' (one of
the many in Aust.) was an</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">area of weird rock formations. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> The
anthills in Litchfield are interesting. In Kakadu and elsewhere in
North- </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ern Aust. the so called anthills are termite hills
roughly rounded in shape, giant</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">versions that Gillian photographed in Townsville when
she visited with Susan.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The hills in Litchfield <i>are</i> and hills: housing
big dark red ants. Also they are flat</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sided so they are narrow looking edge on and the edges
always point north-south;</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">it is not certain why. We stopped at Porcupine gorge
(60K north of Hughenden) on</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the way back, another very interesting gorge. Had
difficulty dodging the roos on </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the the dirt road out there: they were bouncing around
all over the place. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I
got Ladda into the water witha snorkel at Green Island (off Cairns).
She is</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">not a good swimmer but can float around a bit. She
really enjoyed the coral and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">varied colours of fish. Despite being visited by
millions of tourists over the last</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">few decades there are still heaps of fish and patches of
good coral. We also visit-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ed the Daintree and Cape Trib coast rainforest.
Recentlty I've been watching birds</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">at Paluma Rainforest just north of Townsville. During
the nesting season the sounds</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">are incredible especially the bowerbirds and stagebirds.
I hadn't known about </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">stagebirds before. They are Toothbilled Catbirds; the
male makes an oblong flat</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">clearing and covers it with large green leaves all
underside facing up then sits on</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a branch above and sings till the female comes and then
shows off just like the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">bowerbirds at their bowers.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> QLD Nickel has another round of retrenchments last
month. I was thinking</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of volunteering but wouldn't have got it anyway as the
lab shifts are very busy </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">with a Cobalt Purification Plant being developed;
perhaps next time. The price of</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Nickel is low at the moment and they were going to close
down for a couple of</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">months if other companies agreed to do the same to lower
the glut on the world</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">market. But they didn't agree and so went ahead with
retrenchments and gave </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">staff a 7.5 % salary cut until the price goes up again
(that's the theory anyway).</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Raymond's sister* went off to Canada to get married.
She wrote to Raymond</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and said Riichard went off to New York for a while but
you didn't mention that</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in your last letter(s). Raymond got a 'permanent' job
bought a unit then lost that</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">job but now Pong has a job in a takeaway shop. It's
really hot and humid here at</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the moment. Had some good rain last month which cooled
the place down for a</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">few days but its hot and humid now and hopefully
building up to a good wet </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">season. </span>
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Bye for now and have a good Chrismas and New Year.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love
from Dennis [Handwritten.] </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">*Anne Kelly (not sure her birth name) who was a friend
of mine [Richard] about 1988 to 1993.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">........................................................................................................................................</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 1st
March 1994</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am so sorry for being so late in replying to TWO
letters, but I know you will</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">understand. It has been so hard since Edwin died., so
much to do and so little </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">will. How long since you married Joy? I am quite sure it
is something one never</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">gets over [she means of course the death of a spouse, in
my mother's case the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">death of my father in 1987 and Ida's husband a few years
previous to this letter.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We had 53 wonderful years together. Edwin looked after me
unfailingly and perfectly</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;">& I</span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;"> shall be eternally grateful. It was awful to see him
suffer so much.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Life has no meaning and is strange and frightening. </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Margaret has been very good, a real friend, but I have
discovered she likes to be</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">alone & live exactly to a timetable without
alterations. Of course she preferred </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">having Michael in the house. </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Margaret told me you were walking with a stick.
Is it because of your slipped</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">disc, sciatica or both? I do hope you have improved by
this time.* </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Neither
Margaret nor I can fully place your family, but it's lovely you have</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">them all. Probably it is just you and Richard together
now? At 15<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">½, going on 16,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Tammy will be sure
she knows all there is to know. That age is too far from us </span></span>
</div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">now. Can you
believe we are 76? Unfortunately I am experiencing the anxiety </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">state again,
(perhaps the best description), & trying not to take
tranquilizers -- for </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">therapy I am going
to "help" at a Day Centre for people with moderate senile</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">dementia, but I
don't know if it is a good idea. </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> Isn't there a lot
of suffering in the world?</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">The weather has
been very very cold & with snow. The snowdrops are out and</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">the daffodils are
peeping through. I think you know the upstairs of this house </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">is a self
contained flat, but it hasn't been let for five years. There is one
bedroom</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">upstairs, as a
spare, reached by a little spiral staircase. Naturally, I sleep on </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">the ground floor.
The garden is big, and I'm no gardener. </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">.
Thank you for your sympathy and nice letter. Keep as well as
possible. I </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">wonder if Margaret
has told you Audrey Gunn has died? </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> My
love to you,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"> Ida
</span> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">*Unfortunately my mother had had a stroke. At first it
wasn't critical, but it slowly</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">got worse, she had to have a walker and later other
aids. I had to help her so I </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">stopped my job at Ron Riddell's book shop (called The
Dead Poet's Book Store, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in Balmoral, near Dominion Road where there was a
Kentucky Fried. At the end </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of 1994 she called me home in a panic as the washing
had flowed over and </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">she felt frightened and helpless. It was terrible
from then on although I tried to</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">help. But once I found her flat out on the floor. I
was drunk. I got angry, saying</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">she was trying to limit me [!!]. She cried saying
that all she wanted was some </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sympathy. This shocked me. I couldn't believe how
terribly I had acted. I let my</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">mother down. I failed her. I failed very much in this
life. If there is another I</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">have no knowledge. I didn't show enough love. These
lonely, ill old people!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Christ save us. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 5, The Dell</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kempston, Beds</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> MK 42 7 DL</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 21. 10. 94.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> This is just to let you know that Don passed
peacefully away in his </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sleep on the 7th of July. It sees strange to be
living on in this house alone after</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">53 years together. You have been through it yourself
I know so I have thought</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">about you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I could not stand the silence although the two girls
have been very</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">kind but cannot be here all the time, so I have
acquired a little Yorkshire </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Terrier named Frankie. We got him at the Dog Rescue
Centre. He was found</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">wandering as his owner had become too old to look
after him. We are two </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">lonesomes together. He is aged 7 so not a puppy. I
wonder if you have your </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">cat, Shadow, still.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Mrs. Simmonds from 12 [Munro?] Rd*., has been over to
England to have</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a holiday and stay with her brother, so we went over
to Moulden and had a cup</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of tea with them, but the next day Don had his heart
attack, but we spent a pleasant</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">afternoon in the garden talking about old times in
Woburn. She always got on well</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">with her brother, Frank, but not quite so well
with Mrs. Simmnds as she has </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">has changed over the years. Frank is waiting to have
two hip replacements and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">having lost his wife two years ago, he has had a
rough time. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have applied to go into sheltered
accommodation, but people tell me not to</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">do anything in a hurry. It is the garden which is
too much for me but I do have a</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">nice old chap cut the grass and keep the borders
tidy. Also a Home Help who is </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a friend in need. You see I am 81 now and get to
feel a bit shaky at times and find </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the nights the worst thing as I do not sleep very
well. Do you?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We are lucky to have a family and also near
enough to be helpful. One of my </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Grand-daughters comes and stays the night when she
is on a late duty and an </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">early morning shift at the Hospital so I look
forward to that. Both my daughters,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Liz and Margaret, have jobs as I expect yours do so
I feel I must give them some </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">space at the weekends.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I am sorry I have been so long in writing, but it
takes time get sorted out with </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">such a big change in one's life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> All for now.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love from Molly.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">* This is puzzling but Mrs. Simmonds came from NZ to
England to live or stay.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 5. The Dell</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kempston</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> BEDS</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> MK42 7 DL </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I was so pleased to get your letter and photographs of
your daughter</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and her lovely family. What a joy a baby brings. I
wonder if she had a baby </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">brother or sister little Danielle.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> How like your mother Susan is as I remember her. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Christmas did not go down too well. I went ot
Elisabeth for Christmas</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Eve and Christmas Day but unfortunately Mrs. Roberts
(Elisabeth's mother-in-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">law) fell and dislocated her shoulder so Elisabeth
had a house full of oldies. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Mrs. Roberts 85, her friend Lizzie where she was
staying when the accident</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">happened agged 88 and me 81. We were all widows but
Liz cooked a lovely </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">dinner which despite everything we all enjoyed. I
went to Margaret on Boxing</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Day. Unfortunately I developed a chest infection
early in the New Year so that</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">is when I missed Don most. It has been such a wet
winter.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I thought you might like an up to date photograph of
my little dog, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Frankie and me. He is such a good pal and being
nearly eight years old does not</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">need a lot of walks and can run about in the
garden. By the way my chair cover</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">looks similar to yours on the settee!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I am sorry you are not in good health. Losing your
partner is hard </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">enough when you are well. It always seems the men
go first. I find I am </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">forgetful and do silly things. It is when I wake up
in the morning and realise</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">there is no one in the house that I get a bit
disorientated. I have a good Home </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Help once a week and the Health Care Nurse comes
and gives me a good wash</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">so I am kept clean. I am sure I ma very luccky when
you hear of some poor folk.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I shall have to buy a Lottery Ticket each week to win
enough to come</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and visit you. Wouldn't it be a surprise!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> All for now and the best wishes to all your family.
With love </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> From Molly. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 134 Rockingham Road</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kettering </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Northants</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> NN 16 9AG</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 18th March, 1993</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I know on the Christmas card I said I would
write to you, and now it is March</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and the daffodils are out. In England the councils
have planted <u>droves</u> of bulbs on</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the soft grass verges, (Northfield Avenue for
example), and between the villages.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">They look lovely. How are you, Joy? I do hope you are
keeping as well as possible.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Old age is creeping on, isn't it? When you are
young it doesn't seem posiible or </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">perhaps even likely, and here we are the older
generation. O.A.P.'s </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am looking at the wedding photograph you sent
-- probably we should all have</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">difficulty recognising each other at first -- seeing
that our memories are of school</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">days. Have you worn glasses for a long time? How
pretty the bride is, and a lovely</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">dress. "Off the shoulder" seems to be the
fashion now -- not in our day. You must </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">be a very experienced grandmother!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Something Margaret and I know nothing about.It
must be interesting following </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">their careers and fortunes. I hope Frank and Jean
are alright. They sent a Christmas</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">card. What a horrible shock your garage fire. I
hope you were not too terrified, but</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">as you say, your house was not involved. Were you
alone at the time? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I go to see Margaret on Tuesday afternoons just for
a talk. We don't do anything, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">but it is very pleasant. Margaret is still living in
Michael's house in Britannia Road </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">at the top of our garden. Michael lives in Rethwell,
but he usually comes to Sunday </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">lunch with Margaret. Of course, you know he is
married to Valma, and you will </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">know about his heart trouble. I know Margaret
worries about him but please do </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><u>not</u> men<u>tion</u> this if you write. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Edwin and I go shopping on Tuesdays and Fridays
bu no supermarkets. We try </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to support the small shops -- a losing battle, I'm
aftraid I will go across to the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">postbox now, and when I come back I will make a
cheesey cake.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Do you find keeping up with the housework quite
difficult, because there is </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">always something that should be done. It is
endless.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Do take care of yourself and enjoy your Arts and
Crafts. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I will you good fortune.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">With Love, Edwin and Ida. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 5 The Dell</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kempston, Bedford MK 4 2 7DL</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Dec. 1993</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We have survived another year., but I
must say it has been a worrying one,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">as the trauma of Don undergoing chemo-therapy at the
beginning of the year left </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">him very low and forgetful. He is much better than he
was and we hope will not</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">need anymore treatment. I think it will be the end of
him if he does. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I've been in the wars as well, as had some heart
trouble and had to attend the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Hospital where the specialist said I had a leaky
valve. I think it was stress did it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">But the tablets I take seem to have got it under
control. What can you expect at</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">80! </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Of course Don cannot drive now so I have to
depend on either Elizabeth or</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Margaret to take me to [ ] for our
weekly shop. We have always been so</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">independent so it comes hard to have to rely on
others -- I would like to move to </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sheltered accomodation but Don will not leave our
house.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We seem to have become acquainted with several
old friends again. who are</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">all in much the same position as ourselves. One
is Frank Harwood, now a </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">widower, whose sister, Mrs Simmonds, lives near you.
He has been to tea and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">showed us some lovely photographs. I hardly
recognised her from when she lived </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">in [ ] . Frank has taken up Bowls. Another of
Don's scouts has taken us for</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a drive around the villages in Buckinhamshire ending
up with tea at their house.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">They have two cats and a Labrador dog.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I often think of you and how your life changed.
I expect Tammy is quite grown</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">up now. I cant keep pace with our six grandchildren,
but they are all in work. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Louise takes her final Nursing Exams in the New Year
and we hope she goes </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">through as she has worked hard these three years.
Joanne, her sister, is still trying</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to get started up in the Nursing Profession but finds
the written side hard. Stephen</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">at [ ] has joined the School Army Cadets and
spends quite a lot of nights out</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">doors. We may have a soldier in the family again yet.
</span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We had our first snow in November -- cant
remember it coming so early before.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It was a horrid dull Summer and awful weather in the
Autumn. We have a nice old</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">chap comes to keep our garden tidy, so that is a
great help and Don loves talking </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to him as Eddy has lived in Kempston all his life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I hope you are well and not working yourself too
hard. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> A happy Christmas to you all</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> with love</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> from Molly</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> ______ </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> NN 16 9AG </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I hope all goes well with you and your family.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Also I wish you a happy Christmas & good fortune in
the New Year.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I expect, like me, you are lonely. I miss
Edwin dreadfully all the time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Friends are kind, & I see Margaret on a
regular basis.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Life is so different now I seem to struggle
on from day to day .</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am taking steroids (because of inflamation
to the arteries of the eyes), </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> and my face is growing more square or fat!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Frank & Jean sent a card.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Write if you have time. I shall like to hear to hear
how you are. Can you </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">believe we are approaching 80? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love from Ida</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[In 1993 Mum (Joy) was 76. I was 45. I went to
N.Y. in 1993 as Mary had paid back money I had lent for her mortgage.
The money was part of half of the money we got for the sale of 8
Addis Place in Cockle Bay, which happened in 1990 when I and Tam came
to Court Cres, Panmure in May. Perhaps this letter was about 1994 and
Ida's husband Edwin had died. I think she was a cousin of my
grandmother Beatrice Miller (born Gray) , or she may have been (and
or / also) at school with Mum around</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">1926 when she returned to England from Ocean Island.
Later she returned to Australia (Melbourne) and times on Ocean Island
(Banaba).]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Here is Christmas approaching - inevitably. I hope
you have a nice one with your</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">family. Of course when we lose our life long partners
life can never be the same. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">(There are so many widows around).</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I see Margaret quite regularly. She has various
ills, her other hip is troubling her </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">now. Occasionally I see Meg Joyce (Hakewill). She
often goes to South Africa to </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">stay with her daughter </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Are you keeping well Joy? I'm sure your family keeps
you intrested.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I'm still taking steroids because of inflamation
in the arteries to the eyes, & I</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">have to go for tests every three weeks. Just now I
have bronchitis - the first time </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ever, I believe. I don't usually cough. My doctor now
is young and trendy. , some</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">times he has his hair up, sometimes down, &
sometimes a bit of both. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We all find home visits are discouraged - not
like in the old days. Do you find </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the same in New Zealand? To-day is gloomy and
quite cold, & it is windy. I </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">don't like wind at all.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Going through the Christmas card list is sad, so
many names crossed out. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I hope to hear from you with your news. Take
care of yourself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> With Love,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Ida</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Xmas Post Card. Inscription (describing the picture
on the front):</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">'The legend of St. Christopher, from a 15th Century</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">French Book of Hours in the Reed Collection,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dunedin Public Library.'</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> [Written ca. 1995] </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> 45 Stirling St.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Dunedin</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Thank you for your card. Did I send you one last
year? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I went into Dunedin hospital straignt after the New
Year, for an op to remove</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">a cancerous growth from my bowl. Then I went onto
Chemotherapy injections </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">for six months -- stopped these in October just
prior to my 80th Birhtday. I am</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">feeling so much better, but it is now a life lived
trusting in God, for however </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">much longer he needs me on earth! At least you and I
are still able to live in </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">our own homes -- I still get so much pleasure out of
the rhododendrons and now</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the roses. I have help of 2 hours each week with the
garden. This will be late</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">for Christmas. I hop you have a blessed time and
keep well and are able to cope</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">still in your own home in 1996 -- and here's hoping
we both make it to the year</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">2000!! </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Love from Bennie. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Xmas
card from my Aunt Joyce. My uncle Geoff, brother of my father, Leslie
Stuart Taylor, had died recent to this I think around 1999 but I am
not sure.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">"To Joy CHRISTMAS GREETINGS AND BEST WISHES FOR
THE NEW YEAR with love from Joyce T.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear Joy,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I was so pleased that Dennis and his little
wife called in to see me --</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
was just coming home when I met them leaving here so it was lucky
that we met </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">up.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Life for me without Geoff goes on & I'm just so
fortunate that Alison and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Barbara also live in Christchurch -- they are a great
help and comfort & I'm </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">enjoying seeing some of my grandchildren grow up. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I do hope you are keeping well although I guess you are
finding, like me, that the advancing years are not all "fun".
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Yours, </span>
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Joyce. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">And
the tale was unfinished...the illusion of democracy...a greek
philosophy, an ideal but a reality not then or now...in political
terms there are republics with monarchies or military juntas or state
bodies...democracy you machiviellian tragedy...you evasive
woman...you
coy/virgin...democracy.......you........licentious............whore</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">maybe
a shadow sleeps in your hand, but it is not known to the divergent
multitude, who are cross with destiny. Our quarrel is not so direct,
or our bubbles so gloating in their rise.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I really think loneliness
is the worst of all human afflictions.</span></div>
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<span><br /><br /><span face="" style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">A
baby emits a cry of life on being thrust into a cold, bright
world.</span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: large;"><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><br /></span></span></span></span><span face="" style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">Gone
is the dark warmth of the mother's womb.</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: large;"><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><br /></span></span></span></span><span face="" style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">The
umbilical cord is severed and closed off.</span></span><br /><br /><span face="">
</span><b><span style="color: red;"><span><span face=""><span><span style="font-style: normal;"><span>tertius
said...</span></span></span></span></span><span face=""><span><span><br /></span></span></span><span><span face=""><span><span style="font-style: normal;"><span>Language
poets break down all meaning and strive to sleep with democracy...the
pillow talk bleeds all structure and the orgasm cries to the
progeny...whats left is the mumble and the ramblings of the vagrant
striving for food as he talks to the statute of david in the garden
of the church where he was buried a thousand years ago...</span></span></span></span></span></span></b><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span></div>
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loneliness is the worst of all human afflictions.</i></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><i style="font-size: large;">ichard,</i></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>
I collapse exhasted into my armchair, and begin to write to you ,
as </i></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>the wind howls around the house and the rain gathers
energy for another burst. The tiredness is not earned, as today I've
not done a great deal, but the builders have been knocking about all
day; they are making me a big workshop (garage and a laundry at the
back of the house. ) They're doing a great job, and are turning my
property into something much more attractive than it was, and they
are both pleasant characters. But I'm finding the process very
wearying, it's now in its fourth week. The dog finds each day
invariably exciting, but I can't wait for it to come to an end, which
it will do next week. Starting it off was trying, with the
legalities and bureaucratic hurdles, and finishing it will be a
strenous exertion or will in ensuring that the builders complete all
before they leave, or they will be making expensive and disruptive
visits for the next few months</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Your 'Intro. to Lit. Theory' by Eagleton rings no
bells wit e, and does not rest in my shelves, I think. Though my
shelves do have a knack of swallowing books whole, and then
disgorging them months later, & I have not managed to catch them
out with this one. I do send you another - 'A Wedding in Tintown', in
the hope that your patience is not too tried, and that you might make
the effort to read it and make a critique. Tintown was an old mining
town on the plateau near here, and only a chimney or two still stands
as evidence of it; this is an account of a wedding I officiated at
about two years ago in Millerton, and is suggested by William
Colenso's essay on the Maori People in 1867. It has lain on my desk
for about a year, as I lost confidence in it, but now I think it has
a defininite merit and have printed a few copies. Unfortunately, as I
now realise, I have not done it justice.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> The Buller Arts Council has offered to pay for the
publication of 'Things to do with [cant decipher or guess word].
They say they like the idea of doing something for 'a real poet' and
came to me with the offer. I find it gratifying, as poets are not
usually noticed in their own community. Apart from this, not very
much is happening to me, nor has done so. I'm very much of a local
fixture. to the degree that the newspaper published an article about
me in which it stated that I have been the parish priest at Millerton
for forty years. There was no interest in making nay connection --
that is how they want it to be, even though my whole recorded history
will have to be rewritten.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Kindest regards. </i></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Leicester.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>______________________________________________________________</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;">Leicester Kyle,
</span><i>Residential</i><span style="font-style: normal;">: Calliope
Rd., Millerton. Ph (03) 782 8608.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;"> </span><i>
Postal</i><span style="font-style: normal;">: C?O Postal Agency,
Ngakawau, Buller. New Zealand. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">The
loss of dialogue in philosophy has been a central problem since
Plato; Cavell, applying this to his own work, and that of Thoreau,
talks about the dialogue of a “text answerable to itself”.
Certainly Philosophical Investigations is the primary instance of
such a text in this century, and also a primary instance of taking
this practice as method. I can easily imagine more extreme forms of
this: where</span></span></span><br /><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">fingers </span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">like
leafic fingers –</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">And
the silence: you -</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">you
would never know that silence:</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">You
struggle toward the word,</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">but
it dashes thru time, spinning, and blurring;</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">-
and, I cant. I try though:</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">I
shove my hand into the Nothing Flower</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">contrasting
moods and styles of argument, shifting styles and perspectives, would
surface the individual the individual modes and perspectives, would
surface the individual modes and their meaning in individual ways,
and perhaps further Heidegger’s call for an investigation into
“pure thinking” (Thinking is also construction.) Indeed, I can
imagine a writing that would provide a philosophic insight but would
keep essentially a fabric of</span></span></span></span><br /><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">dance
– logopoeia – where truth would not be to the validity of
argument but to the ontological truthfulness of its
meaning.</span></span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><b>Richard
Comments – they don’t break down all meaning – there is still
semantic significance whether in the frame of what they say or in the
language potential of the multiplex utterances they devise and their
challenge to conventional “linear” meaning – the sign either
takes center stage or the conjunction of signs – as it is put –
“the materiality of the signifier” – and in the most exploded
text there is significance. By being conventionally meaningful there
is a danger of total absorption that tactics such as “ostranie”
counterattack…and there is much else.</b></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">There
is danger of too much meaning – too much coercive truth or
assertion.</span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">These
comments highlight some of the pitfalls.</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">But
even since Modernism –ambiguity has been essential for the
rejuvenation of intense and significant language that struggles
against the</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">ubiquity
of</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">The
Text</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">and</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">received
History</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;">–
</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">the
Fascism of Enlightenment struggles</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">with
the wonderful beauty of undecidability – the Humanist strangulation
of</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">creative
Anarchy.</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><b>...........The
immense power and Awe of the Vacuum into which the spider and the
shopkeeper equally peer….</b><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">.....................</span></span></span></span></span><span face=""><span style="font-style: normal;"><b>WHAT
AM I DOING HERE ?</b></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">tertius
said...</span></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face=""><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">The
revelation and dissemblence of the nobody..'i think therefore i am a
dinosaur'. Democracy spread your pillars and lets enter your
chamber...there is a gift here...ready to be opened...</span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-style: normal;">eternal
sections golden dark eye light black light light black eternal red
sections eternal eyelight thinking into black light white light light
eternal eternal quia sections who know dark light white eternal dark
eye golden black light sections sections eye light light red green
black light sections sections eye light light red green scream
section perpendicular dark redicular dark bipedal forked light red
who golden sections green light green gold black quia sections old
dark old gold black black black white ablaze sections</span></span> </span>
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Noon. Humid. A glass sky glaring, no
air. Shadows clipped, faded. The canteen empty. The tomato yellow. It
tastes of sun. Hard tack like musty hay. The road is dust white. I'm
walking. A bridge. Wooden. Under the bridge a river. No water,
dried-out clay. I'm walking. A bend. Huts. A well, empty.</div>
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In the hut, twilight. An army shirt,
sleeves rolled up, peeling potatoes. No words. I sit down - pressed
clay, giving off cold. I want to sleep. I think...who'll get these
potatoes? I want to eat. A hand takes a potato from the basket, in
the other a knife. Fast, skilled. A spiral-grey outside, inside whit
hangs from the knife and drops into a bowl. I think...for a pig.
Potato cut into quarters. I think...who'll get these potatoes? I want
to eat. The quarters drop into the bucket. In the bucket-water.
Pling, pling, pling...</div>
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I want to sleep. The clay hard,
cool. Bare feet. I think...why so many potatoes? </div>
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The bucket full. Pling, pling,
pling....</div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">We
are walking, night. The moon flat and thin, cut from foil. No sky,
only air. It is shining with moon. We are walking, she before me,
bare feet. I behind. She takes my hand, I think...why so many
potatoes? I want to eat. Under the bridge the moon again, but
spilled. The night is shining with moon, she was well. We are
walking. The bridge ends. Beyond the bridge, the moon. The road is
shining with moon. It's cool. I want to eat. The water tastes of
moon. It's cool. I want to eat. The water tastes of moon., the
potatoes of fried fat. I ask...where are we going? Home. We've
already passed it. We'll come back. She is walking on, I behind her.
She takes my hand. It's shining with moon. I'm looking at the sky. No
sky – moon. I ask ... where to? She is silent. I am walking behind
her, behind the moon. The moon is leading me, it takes my hand. I'm
walking...No road – as moon. It shines with cold. It's blue. So am
I. Translucent. So am I. I am floating. Over me – bridge. I am
floating... </span></div>
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'<span style="font-size: medium;">The intense
prolongation of a gaze into infinity.' Imogen Holst.</span></div>
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really think loneliness is the worst of all human afflictions. I am </i></span>
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here every night after 9 pm, the family are early to bedders – and
I sit alone </i></span>
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my books and think of this long war and all the lonely women
throughout the </i></span>
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and the men in camps and holes in the ground tormented with </i></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>hunger
for women.</i></span></div>
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years and six hundred thousand lives after the firing on Fort
Sumpter, the South was lost with cities burned – the worst, by the
way, being Richmond, torched by the Confederates as they evacuated –
its fields ravaged, its...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The
fact that I need to explain all of that tells me how much that awful
war still sears the soil and soul of the South. </span>
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“<span style="font-size: medium;"><b>I
never speak directly about the Holocaust in my work, but of course my
work comes from the Holocaust...The Holocaust taught me that we are
not better than we were in the past.</b>”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">.<span style="font-size: small;">..An
utter silence reigned where they stood. Not even the sound of water
reached them. ….The way was difficult and dangerous....,
undulating....mostly level. It was no wonder....for this surface was
everywhere crowded with shadows. It was a sea of shadows. The mass
was chiefly made up of the shadows of leaves innumerable, of all
lovely and imaginative forms, waving to and fro, floating and
quivering in the breath of a breeze whose motion was unfelt, whose
sound was unheard...</span></span></div>
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In this dream play...the Author has
sought to reproduce the disconnected but apparently logical form of a
dream. Anything can happen; everything is possible and probable. Time
and space do not exist; on a slight groundwork of reality,
imagination spins and weaves new patterns made up of memories,
experiences, unfettered fancies, absurdities and innovations.</div>
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The characters are split, double and
multiply; they evaporate, crystallise, scatter and converge. But a
single consciousness holds sway over them all – that of the
dreamer. For him there are no secrets, no incongruities, no scruples
and no law, He neither condemns nor acquits, but only relates, and
since on the whole, there is more pain than pleasure in the dream, a
tone of melancholy, and of compassion for all living things, runs
through the swaying narrative. Sleep, the liberator, often appears as
a torturer, but when the pain is at its worst, the sufferer awakes –
and is reconciled with reality. For however agonising real life may
be, at this moment, compared with the tormenting dream, it a joy.
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The priest peered short-sightedly
...and began the service in Latin. His thin, lisping voice seemed to
evaporate in the shimmering air. He was not of the island, and Latin
was not of the islanders. How could he know what the death of an
islander meant?*
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The bearers sweated and grunted as
they slowly lowered the coffin into the grave. There was a silence as
the priest prepared to deliver the oration, but as he spoke in
Spanish, very few would be able to understand what he said. He began
timidly, then paused for a breath. As he paused, a huge voice seemed
to burst in the air and descend over the assembly.</div>
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“By their fruits shall we know
them, that is my text and by this ye shall judge. By their fruits
shall ye know them. Some for this reason and others for reasons more
than one and yet another for reason simple. All like Graciella that
we now lay to rest that has lost confidence in men and Christianity
and form of vanity; they have departed from the true sense.</div>
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“They have departed and lost the
true image of God in their souls. Nothing can appeal to them. The
voices of the little children crying for bread? But no. I cant
understand it at all, how men can claim to be made in the image of
the Maker and Creator can be that instrument. Something is going on
radically wrong in our world.</div>
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“I don't know what to say, but the
Scriptures say in Revelations. Revelation – I wonder ye know that
book? I know thy work, that thou are neither hot or cold, but because
thou art lukewarm I will spew thee out of my mouth...The Catholic
translation says I will vomit thee out of my mouth. Lukewarm. The
Almighty God is taken to the heart. Spew him out of his mouth. That's
why he can become this brutal, hear now? That's the only reason how
they may become this brutal. The spirit of the living God is
imparted, that what's happening in our world, the spirit of the
living God is fast being withdrawn.</div>
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“They live in a state of concealed
iniquity and sin. 'They shall not prosper,' thus saith the
Scriptures. He that covereth his sins shall not prosper, but whoso
confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy.</div>
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“Well, the only thing can help you
is you're a prophet. Jesus Christ weeping over Jerusalem that killest
the Prophet and them that are sent. How oft would I have gathered
thee, as a hen gathers her brood under her wing. But he would not.
Behold the house is left unto desolation, and I was making a survey
to see whether Jesus Christ has returned unto that desolate place. I
cant find it. I can find Him. No wonder he can do all this and more
too. Led by the spirit of demons.</div>
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“Grassy is lying there, led by the
spirit of demons. She gave them much respect and she had a
reverential tongue. Now she is fallen into rest, but she has given
away councils to guide the mischievous footsteps and to shun the rut.
She said 'Son' – when breathing out her last – 'see these men
leaving their own wives, may you never enter into that.'</div>
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“The religion of our Lord and
Saviour Jesus Christ liberates men and dos not harness them behind
asylum walls, nor mash up their families. Nor like this sweating
priest here, the pirate of Rome and Government that speaks in
behind-the-back language. He must learn better how to adapt himself,
being a fool with the fools, and a fisherman, and in every way to
cooperate and operate.</div>
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“And maybe we'll divorce, we'll
separate till they shall find the right woman of their choice to
build a nation. God bless our sons with moral minds. This is their
privilege, but with mothers modelled whom their children children may
call blessed, their husband and father present, for they are the
best. By their fruits shall ye know them.”</div>
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so. He never spoke of Graciella, the funeral, or his oration....</div>
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Corner of the window: empty spot where
I will put the manik in of a child if I buy it. But it seems I can
already see it, in that empty spot, since I desire ir. I could live
like this in a destitute decor, contrary to mine, surrounded by
desires and the suggestions of objects (I continue to refuse to build
a collection.)</div>
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This notebook takes some getting used
to: the linage extends further. The surface is less tight, less
secret than those of small notebooks. The main thing is to have
managed to have given it a fate, to affix some black at the top left
hand of the page.</div>
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Each injection is nonetheless an attack
against the body, even if it doesn't hurt: I am afraid that as the
liquid enters the skin it will split the flesh, and that, contrite,
it will reject the liquid it is made to accept, that it will turn
blue, stagnate, that it wil no longer be able to assimilate it, and
that it will remain like a wound, a bruise, forever: after this scar
on my forehead, I imagine that I am fabricating my dead body (my
trafficked body: death pending).</div>
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the worst of all human afflictions.</span></div>
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...The original
fault</div>
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will not be undone by fire.</div>
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whether wickedness </i>
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soluble in art.</i></span></div>
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Let Bukki rejoice with the Buzzard, who is clever, with the
reputation of a silly </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Let
Michal rejoice with Leucocrutas who is a mixture of beauty and </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">magnanimity.</span></div>
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Let Abiah rejoice with Morpheus who is a bird of passage to the
Heavens.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Let
Hur rejoice with the Water-wag-tail, who is a neighbour, and loves to
be </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">looked
at.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Let
Dodo rejoice with the purple Worm, who is cloathed sumptuously, tho
he </span>
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meanly. </span></div>
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For Silly fellow! Silly fellow! is against me and belongeth neither
to me nor my</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">For
he that scorneth the scorner hath condescended to my low estate.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> For
Abiah is the father of Joab and Joab of all Romans and English Men. </span>
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Noon. Humid. A glass sky glaring, no
air. Shadows clipped, faded. The canteen empty. The tomato yellow. It
tastes of sun. Hard tack like musty hay. The road is dust white. I'm
walking. A bridge. Wooden. Under the bridge a river. No water,
dried-out clay. I'm walking. A bend. Huts. A well, empty.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
In the hut, twilight. An army shirt,
sleeves rolled up, peeling potatoes. No words. I sit down - pressed
clay, giving off cold. I want to sleep. I think...who'll get these
potatoes? I want to eat. A hand takes a potato from the basket, in
the other a knife. Fast, skilled. A spiral-grey outside, inside whit
hangs from the knife and drops into a bowl. I think...for a pig.
Potato cut into quarters. I think...who'll get these potatoes? I want
to eat. The quarters drop into the bucket. In the bucket-water.
Pling, pling, pling...</div>
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I want to sleep. The clay hard,
cool. Bare feet. I think...why so many potatoes? </div>
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The bucket full. Pling, pling,
pling....</div>
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We are walking, night. The moon flat
and thin, cut from foil. No sky, only air. It is shining with moon.
We are walking, she before me, bare feet. I behind. She takes my
hand, I think...why so many potatoes? I want to eat. Under the bridge
the moon again, but spilled. The night is shining with moon, she was
well. We are walking. The bridge ends. Beyond the bridge, the moon.
The road is shining with moon. It's cool. I want to eat. The water
tastes of moon. It's cool. I want to eat. The water tastes of moon.,
the potatoes of fried fat. I ask...where are we going? Home. We've
already passed it. We'll come back. She is walking on, I behind her.
She takes my hand. It's shining with moon. I'm looking at the sky. No
sky – moon. I ask ... where to? She is silent. I am walking behind
her, behind the moon. The moon is leading me, it takes my hand. I'm
walking...No road – as moon. It shines with cold. It's blue. So am
I. Translucent. So am I. I am floating. Over me – bridge. I am
floating... </div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> afflictions</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> worst
....</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Joy,
DO YOU REMEMBER</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">When
we cut Miss Longmates creeper & then tied it up with string?
When you fell over & got a black eye while practicing for the the
three-legged race? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">When
you wrote “when I am dead my dearest” for Miss Smith. When Sheila
Wright adored coming to & from school with you?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">When
we crept down the basement & “pinched” a cloth or headdress
with a skull and crossbones on it?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">When
Miss Longmates buried <i>her</i> poor dead cat? ( i/n//
m/is/t//a/k/e) </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">When
Miss Longmates house “....” with the earthquake, & the
articles she made for the school fate? [sic]</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">When
Miss Smith called you and Margaret “the disgraces of lower <u>IV</u>
A “ because you both walked up to the games field without hats?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Do
remember “Latin is a language?” and the “chocolate sandwich you
made at Miss Longmates?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The china ornament of Brenda
Nunneley's which we broke and & then threw the pieces over the
Chapel fence? </span>
</div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">We had 54 wonderful years together. Edwin looked after me unfailingly </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">and perfectly &</span><span style="font-size: medium; text-align: left;"> I</span><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;"> shall be eternally grateful. It was awful </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: large; text-align: left;">to see him suffer so much.</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span><span style="font-size: x-large;"> Life has no meaning and </span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span><span style="font-size: x-large;"> is strange and frightening.</span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span face="" style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif; line-height: 20.8px;"> </span><i style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif; line-height: 20.8px;">I will not be succumbent</i><span face="" style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif; line-height: 20.8px;"> . </span></span></div>
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The ventriloquised, cacophonic texts
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questions: are there
limits to poetic language? Is poetic language radically
heterogeneous, and if so, what is left of the form, (or <i>gestalt</i>),
of art? Does poetry give access to a hidden order of meaning, or is
it simply a play of surfaces? Is poetry finally more than a
collection of utterances under the heading 'poetry'? From Mallarme
onwards, the 'obscurity' of modernist writing challenges tacit
assumptions about the nature and function of poetry, eliciting
ontological questions about the purity or impurity of the poem in
relation to other modes of discourse. In Prynne's poetry, obscurity
is combined with excess: there is always more language, more
reference, more signification in an expenditure which may or may not
be concerned to recuperate some core of meaning from its riot of
utterances. Prynne's poems mime the signs of readability only to
withdraw them at the moment the reader believes intellectual
purchase has been gained...</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Then it was not as now....</span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>spot
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>what is
a mark, a spot?</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>why
do we link these points?</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Immense jump from straight lines to</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the
rich complex geometries of</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Riemann, Gauss, Poincare and others…</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I once
read about Poincare in the Howick library’s</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><i>Encyclopaedia Britannica</i> –</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>one of
my favourite books –</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>and his
(like Giordano Bruno’s) endlessly recurring Universes</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>It is
said that these men such as Einstein think in different ways:</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>“I
frequently find myself thinking in images” Einstein is said to
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>have
said…</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Bruno
was burnt for his ideas. (We kill for the Idea.)
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>vast
strange universe.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>so
many in pain.
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>But
Life, like a huge Engine –</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>pumps
on…things seem ceaseless…
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>vast
strange, vast strange:
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>grim old
bright grin Man</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>…things seem</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>night cap</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>i am relatively old</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>(everyone is)</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>i
wear a woolen cap or hat as
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>i am
now quite or nearly bald…</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>But I
am thankful for life
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Teeth</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I just
brushed my teeth -</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>This
too is a beautiful act.</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>life</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I am
reading <i>Is This a Man</i> by Primo Levi.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>He
survived hell, he survived Auschwitz.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>He, it is
believed committed suicide not long</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>After
that book was published in English.
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>We think
of the millions, and Celan, and Anne Frank.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>What,
except platitudes, are left us?</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Life we
must keep contract with.</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Let us
live as well as we can.
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>bells</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the curve, the silver, the gold</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the simple ‘clong’ or ‘tong’</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>of a bell -
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the endless seas (not far a Tui sings)</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>politics</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>all
men, all women, all: even</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the
‘good’, the reformers, the world changers:</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>all die</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>change</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>good - bad</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>poet</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I said I was a poet –
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>In fact I insisted vociferously:</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>But the SS men still kicked me to death</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I talk</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I
talk to myself, AND, yes, I do indeed talk back, for who else wants
to or who else would listen?
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>So I
have long discussions and disputations with myself: these</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>conversations go
on frequently – arguments ensue and great speeches</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>of enormous
historic significance take place. You have no idea.
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>And there is more
– songs are sung, and great bursts of sound, chuckles, mad
laughter, joyful mirth is heard – and comedy speeches – and
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Lashings and
lashings of verbals and verbals and verbals and –</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>such wonder!</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>It is great fun
– a kind of licit madness</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I make a
speech of great, nay, vast historical significance
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Here it is: “I was, I, well, things happened</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I ate things, I, I...lived...thank
you.”</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>“And once I wrote…”</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>…the last word shall want a word.</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>…<i>and</i>:</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>we beat strange
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>we beat strange
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>we beat strange
</b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the sky is above us
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fires</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> we are
transitory here: victims of our cleverness:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> have we sinned?
are we > sinned than singeing?
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> the song, the
Laugh </span><span style="font-size: large;">is lost in
futile greatnesses: and the longed for end </span><span style="font-size: large;">& amp; agony of
Not ness stupids our (my) writing doing doings...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> But these fires:
here <i>He</i> lies unloved forever</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> where the grinning
Zilch will soon preside: before</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> expungement of
'all that spittle', 'all that useless love'. (but <i>loved forever is</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i> Latin or
Greek or Welsh we cant quite.....</i>we recall a dim memory,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> of some one we
were, who was -- did the words begin
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<span style="font-size: large;"> with L or P? but
- you, you, 'shon, shon!' - undress;</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> we do,
obediently, quickly in the sheer terror of hope as the giggling
mind brings to mind a word like:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>Parapatheticationatis
</i>which seems as good as
anything to say, for it almost means... so, Dog Fire we obey, and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> we undress for
our showers: & amp; we begin our endings,
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> our Endarkments...as the Arrow goes back...and we commence </span><span style="font-size: large;">our slide into
mud Time's slime: pages of the burning Book </span><span style="font-size: large;">reveal ravaged
meanings, decaying forms, disconnects, and,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> say: this
unreliable speaking fragment:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br />
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this mud A begat this molecule B </span></div>
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who begat J who begat M who begat endless Begatness...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> but here we
leave off:
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<span style="font-size: large;"> for now the
Black Book shuts, burns as told:
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fires explode, inexorable, and unbeatably horrid</span></div>
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and rigid aridity as all unapposable things</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> all things of
chaos and vacant-faced fire</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> and the Illusion
of the Real and of Good:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> these total
Errors of Light, these Potatoes: leering idiot visages of </span><span style="font-size: large;">the inane
chemical ragings of Nolove Nohate NoMemory...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> in useless agony
the Fire Heros toil against the insane heat: </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> I say again: </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">'What horror does the smothered scream, the</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">My news of Joy is great today</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">With
Hone and Petie and Alex he played in the bushland round the corner
where the horses clopped along, or up around the dusty railway lines,
noticing the grains in things, the burning gritty overlay to
everything that could be called real. Over that, their words to each
other, like separate floating blobs.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The
ideogram, he explained, "means the thing or action or situation,
or quality germane to the several things that it pictures."</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">an
image was "an intellectual and emotional complex in an instant
of time."</span></div>
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Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart -- composer and writer of strange & amusing letters.</div>
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<span style="color: yellow; font-size: medium;"><u style="background-color: black;">OH
MY ASS BURNS LIKE FIRE!</u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Mozart
to Marrianne, November 5th, 1777.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">When
he wasn't composing.....music....Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart could often
be found writing shockingly crude and often baffling letters to his
family. The fine example seen here, admirably translated by Robert
Spaethling, was penned to Mozart's 19-year-old cousing and possible
love interest, Marriane - also known as "Betsie" ["little
cousin"] - in November of 1777, at which point [Mozart] was 21
years of age.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Note:
The term "spuni cuni fait" was used in many of Mozart's
letters. Its meaning is unknown. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dearest
cozz buzz!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
have received reprieved your highly esteemed writing biting, and I
have noted doted</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">that
my uncle garfuncle, my aunt slant, and you too, are all well mell.
We, too, thank</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">god,
are in good fettle mettle. Today I got a letter setter from my Papa
Haha safely into my paws claws. I hope you too have gotten rotten my
note quote that I wrote for </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">you
in Mannheim. So much the better, better the much so! But now for some
thing </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">more
sensuble.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">So
sorry to hear that Herr Ablate Salate had had another stroke choke.
But I hope with the help of God fraud the consequences will not be
dire mire. You are writing</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">fighting
that you keep your criminal promise which you gave me before my
departure</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">from
Augsburg, and will do it soon moon. Well, I will most likely find
that regrettable. You write further, indeed you let it all out, you
expose yourself, you indicate to me, you bring me the news, you
announce onto me, you state in broad daylight, you demand, you
desire, you wish you want, you like, you command that I, too, should
send you my Portrait. Eh bien, I shall mail fail it for sure.Oui, by
the love of my skin, I shit on your nose, so it runs down your chin.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">aprop<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">ó</span>s,
do you also have the spuni cuni fait?---what?---whether you still
love me?--I beleive it! so much the better, better the much so! Yes,
that's the way of the world, I'm told, one has the purse, the other
has the gold; whom do you side with?--with me, n'est-ce-pas?---I
believe it! Now things are even worse, aprop<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">ó</span>s.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Wouldn't you
like to visit Herr Gold-smith again?---but what for?--what?---</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">nothing!---just
to inquire, I guess, about the Spuni Cuni fait, nothing else, nothing
else?---well, well, all right. Long live those who---who---who---how
does it go on?---</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I now wish
you a good night, shit in your bed with all your might, sleep with
peace on your mind, and try to kiss your own behind; I now go off to
never-never land and sleep as much as I can stand. Tomorrow we'll
speak freak sensubly with each other. Things I must tell you a lot
of, believe it you hardly can, but hear tommorrow it already will
you, be well in the meantime. Oh my ass burns like fire! what on
earth is the meaning of this!---maybe much wants to come out? yes,
yes, muck, I know you, see you, taste you---and---what's this---is it
possible? Ye Gods!---Oh ear of mine are you deceiving me?---No, it's
true---what a long and melancholic sound!---today is the write I
fifth of this letter. Yesterday I talked with the stern Frau
Churfustin, and tommorrow, on the 6th, I give a performance in her
chambers, as the Furstin-Chur said to me herself. Now for something
real sensuble!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">A letter
addressed to me will come into your hands, and I must beg of
you---where?---well a fox is no hare---yes, there!---Now, where was
I?---oh yes, now, I remember: letters, letters will come---but what
kind of letters?---well now, letters for me of course, I want to make
sure that you send these to me; I will let you know where I'll be
going from Mannheim. Now, Numero 2: I'm asking you, why not?---I'm
asking you, dearest numbskull, why not?---if you are writing anyway
to Madame Tavernier in Munich, please include regards from me to the
Mademoiselles Feysinger, why not?---Curious! why not?---and to the
Younger, I mean Frauline Josepha, tell her I'll send my sincere
apologies, why not?---why should I not apologize?---Curious!---I want
to apologize that I haven't yet sent her the sonata that I promised,
but I will send it as soon as possible, why not?---why shouldn't I
send it?---why should I not transmit it?---why not?---I wouldn't know
why not?---well, then you'll do me this favor,---why not?---why
shouldn't you do this for me?---why not?, it's so strange! After all,
I'll do it to you too, if you want me to, why not?---why shouldn't I
do it to you?---curious! why not?---I wouldn't know why not?---and
don't forget to send my Regards to the Papa and Mama of the 2 young
ladies, for it is terrible to be letting and forgetting one's father
and mother. Later, when the sonata is finished,---I will send you the
same, and a letter to boot; and you will be so kind as to forward the
same to Munich.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">And now I
must close and that makes me morose. Dear Herr Uncle, shall we go
quickly to the Holy Cross Convent and see whether anybody is still
up?---we wont stay long, jut ring the bell, that's all. Now I must
relate to you a sad story that happened just this minute. As I am in
the middle of my best writing, I hear a noise in the street. I stop
writing---get up, go to the window---and---the noise is gone---I sit
down again, start writing once more---I have barely written ten words
when I hear the noise again---I rise---but as I rise, I can still
hear something but very faint---it smells like something
burning---wherever I go it stinks, when I look out the window, the
smell goes away, when I turn my head back to the room, the smell
comes back---finally My Mama says to me: I bet you let one go?---I
don't think so, Mama. yes, yes, I'm quite certain, I put it to the
test, stick my finger in my ass, then put it to my nose,
and---there's the proof! Mama was right!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Now
farewell, I kiss you 10000 times and I remain as always your</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Old young
Sauschwanz</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Wolfgang
Amade Rosenkranz</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">From us two
Travelers a thousand</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Regards to
my uncle and aunt.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">To every
good friend I send</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">My greet
feet; addio nitwit.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Love true
true true until the grave, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">If I live
that long and do behave.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Mannheim,
5 November. 1777 </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Richard Taylor</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><b> <span style="font-size: 20pt;"><span style="color: red; font-size: 20pt;">Te
Ika a Maui </span>by Richard Taylor</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"> </span>Or,
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Rev.
Richard Taylor (1805 - 1873) was an English missionary, who wrote
extensively on Maori culture and the plant and animal life of New
Zealand. Taylor </span><span style="font-size: medium;">graduated
from Queen's College, Cambridge in 1828 and was ordained as an
Anglican priest the same year. .... He was appointed as a missionary
to New Zealand for the Church Missionary Society. He arrived in
....... New Zealand in 1839. Taylor quickly became a peacekeeper
between the different Maori tribes in his district. This volume,
first published in 1855, provides a detailed account of Maori
mythology and culture with a description of the plant life, animal
life and geology of the North Island. Taylor strongly condemns
contemporary (nineteenth century) attitudes to Maori culture and
demonstrates the complexity of their culture in this book.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> CHAPTER I. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">CIVILIZED man
is too apt to look down upon the more unenlightened portion of his
race as belonging to an inferior order of beings; ignorance of
interest have given rise to many calumnies against the aboriginal
inhabitants of remote lands, especially against those who differ from
us in color. It becomes a sufficient plea with those who regard
themselves of the higher race to depress and destroy the inferior [as
they perceive other human beings]. This has been the fruitful cause
of the greatest enormities: man has treated his fellow man as beasts
of the field, and has bought and sold them as such: it is only in the
present generation that an effort has been made to efface this blot
on our civilization, and even yet the Anglo-American Christian
maintains its lawfulness. Whole races of aboriginees have
disappeared; they have not been considered as entitled to hold their
own inheritance [more horror was to come and is continuing in this
respect: this was written before the events in <i>Bury My Heart in
Wounded Knee </i>by Dee Brown
had taken place but not before the destruction and depredations of
settlers in the US and before that the holocaust of the Spanish
Conquistadors that Montaigne, in the 16th Century, questioned deeply
in his great philosophic and questioning <i>Essayes</i>. Taylor may
have known something of this also.] The entire continent of America
was taken away from its inhabitants and solemnly bestowed by the
Roman Pontiff, on those who went to plunder and destroy them; and
even in our own colonies how much have we to blush for! The
Australian [Aboriginal people] has been shot and poisoned and
plundered of his lands; the Tasmanian was hunted with dogs and
exterminated, and that too by the authority of the Government itself.
In New Zealand there is no doubt something similar would have taken
place, if the natives had not been too numerous, too warlike, and too
intelligent to be thus dealt with; otherwise the order to seize all
their wastelands, as they were [wrongly] styled, would doubtless have
been attempted; but even these qualifications would not have been of
any avail, had not the Almighty cast his shield over them as a
portion of the household of faith.*</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">To raise
a better and more correct view, of those commonly regarded as
savages, we must have a more perfect acquaintance with them, and the
more intimate that is, the more readily shall we allow their claims
to brotherhood [here Taylor reflects 19th Century views of the
liberal and "good" middle classes including clerics and
religious men including himself, and talks of the Maori of having
fallen (in not those terms per se but in meaning) so that they may
one day as (presumably they embrace good Christian values and beliefs
etc of the implied "better" civilization (Tim Shadbolt's
Syphilization)]...and when those causes are removed, they will again
rise to their former standing, and rank with the most favored
sections of the human family.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...we
become acquainted with their language, manners, and customs, we find
that they possess mind as well as ourselves adn only want similar
advantages to obtain equal enlargement of it. Our ideas are so
different from those primitive and isolated people, that theirs may
seem at first to betoken an inferiority of mind; but when we can
enter into the causes, which have operated in producing the
difference, we must allow the result to be quite natural.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...even
[the Australian Aboriginee], who has been cast in the lowest grade, and
been viewed as more closely allied to the brute than to the human
species, possesses mind, ingenuity, contrivance, and perfection, too,
in his way, far beyond what might be expected; and that were we to
place one of our own laborers, or even a more enlightened member of
society [why cant he see that this comparison is, paradoxically, part
of the problem: the assumption of spiritual or moral or other
"Progress"? Taylor is a part of his society and is 'better'
that those who simply did, and still do, dismiss, all such people as
inferior to those who are "civilized" -- and in Australia
[as he knew, he was there and new of some of the barbarities there
inflicted on the indigenous people, and indeed the genocide -- he is
very enlightened for his times. Very few, except such as he educated
in the English or other Universities could grasp the subtleties --
and he did a lot of good work. He is part of the System or of
History. And yet, in his good parts, and he seems a basically good
man, we owe him a lot as the history tells us.], in a similar
position, it would be a long time before he could attain, and equal
degree of knowledge in any of those arts, which are needful for the
support of life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This is
no fanciful assertion....[for example, in early 1830-60 NZ]; but in
obtaining food, how far is the boasted member of civilized life,
behind the despised savage. The native of New Holland [NZ, i.e. the
Maori people] not only knows where to look for it, but how to obtain
it; he can fabricate from the raw materials of the wilderness, the
proper snare or net; he can make his spear and use it with unfailing
success, and barren and unproductive as his country appears to us,
in furnishing natural food, it has a sufficiency for those who know
how to find and take it. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...the
subject of civilization. With us, society is divided to an
indefinite extent; one is brought up in one useful art, and another
in another; with a few exceptions there are none who can turn their
hands to any other, than their own perculiar calling. The New
Zealander [Maori or a member of the many tribes in NZ at the time of
Taylor's book], on the contrary, is acquainted with every branch of
knowledge, common to his race **: he can bulid his house, he can
make his canoe, his nets, his lines; he can manufacture snares to
suit every bird; he can form traps for the rat; he can fabricate his
garments, and every tool and implement he requires, whether for
agriculture or war; he can make ornaments of ivory of of the hardest
stone, and these too with the most simple and apparently unsuitable
instruments, sawing his ivory without loss, with a muscle-shell, and
his hard green jade stone one piece with another, with only the
addition of a little sand and water; and all these works,it must be
remembered, he could accomplish without the aid of iron, which was
unknown before Cook's time. It was not a single individual or a few
who were adept in these various arts, but every one....In the
battlefield they were warriors, in the council they were orators;
military men...it would be no easy matter to find any European who,
in so many respects, could equal the despised savage of New Zealand.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Taylor
points out the positive values of 'tapu' despite the negative
aspects, we might feel of 'revenge', Taylor doesn't say it, but
Richard Taylor I say as I have read that it was as much about
balancing nature as for revenge. Also Hone Heke's chivalry in dealing
with a defeated enemy and contrasted with the terrible massacres of
the French of the Oulad Riahs in their rebellion against the French
who colonized Algeria...basically, trapped in a cave '....the French
officer commanded his men to stop up the entrances with combustible
materials, and then set fire to them, and to keep those fires burning
the whole of the night. [The terrible result is described by Taylor
(his example is conveniently of a Catholic nation? The British were
also responsible of similar atrocities in varous places, and indeed
the entire history of colonization and European expansion, we know is
thus, more or less.]</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...but the
the soldiers had nerve enough to to plunder the corpses of their
jewels!" At one fell blow 800 to 1000 beings thus fearfully
perished!! And this too in the nineteenth century, and, as they eye
witness of this horrid holocaust states, the perpetrators belonged to
a nation boasting itself pre-eminently, as the most polite and
civilized in the world;" and, in addition too, he might have
said, professedly </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Christian,
as well. </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">After
Kororareka fell into Heke's hands, he allowed the inhabitants to
re-enter their houses, and carry off their chief valuables; he spared
the churches and the houses of the ministers; and after the battle
was terminated, he was not guilty of a single act of cruelty, but
showed great feeling and forbearance....</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[New
Zealanders -- Maori people as we might call them, or the more recent
term 'Tangata Whenua' -- were not saints, had customs & ways
Europeans might criticise or revile -- but they were human beings
with many good attributes.]</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">*But Taylor
was not to know the full extent of the slow and sometimes fast
invasion of Aotearoa by colonists, speculators and deforestors that
continued through wars and still is a factor in politics and protest
even today (November 2019 as I write this out from my namesake's
book. Of course, he evokes his religion over that of Catholicism. But
all such religions assisted in these destructions of culture and
people he talks about. But still this remains a fascinating book by a
wise and good man. </span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">** 'Race' was and still is
used erroneously here: it was particularly common a term in</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">the times preceding the
present. Of course there are different groups of people but defining
them as a 'race' was automatic as was talking about 'Man' rather than
people. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Is Taylor thus 'bad', a
racist? Could even he transcend that? </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: orange;"> Wiremu Kingi</span> to the
Governor.</b></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Waitara, 25th April,
1859.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Friend,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Salutations to you. Your
letter has reached me about TeTeira's and Te Retimana's thoughts. <i>I
will not agree to our bedroom being sold</i>. (I mean Waitara here),
<i>for this bed belongs to the whole of us</i>: and do not you be in
haste to give the money. Do you hearken to my word. If you give the
money secretly, you will get no land for it. You may insist, but I
will never argree to it. Do not suppose that this is nonsense on my
part: no, it is true, for it is an old word: and now I have no new
proposal to make, either as regards selling or anything else. All I
have to say to you, O Governor, is that none of this land will be
given to you, never, never, not till I die.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I have heard it said that
I am to be imprisoned because of this land. I am very sad because of
this word. Why is it? You should remember that the Maories and the
Pakehas are living quietly upon their pieces of land, and therefore
do not you disturb them. Do not say also that there is no one so bad
as myself.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">This is another word to
you, O Governor. The land will never, never be given</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">to you, not till death. Do
not be anxious for men's thoughts. This is all I have to say to you.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">From your loving friend,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">WIREMU KINGI WHITI</span><br />
<br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Wiremu Kingi </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kingi refused to sell land in Taranaki. This led to the First Taranaki War, which began on 17th March 1880. He led the Maori forces in that region.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;">This from Wikipedia: </span><br /><span style="font-size: medium;">
</span><br />
<br />
The stakes grew as Kīngi refused to budge. [Sell land in Taranaki, a purchase that a European Judge had declared illegal].<br />
<br />
Prominent settlers
called for him to be surrounded, deported and, if he fired one shot,
hanged. The Government pressed ahead and sent in surveyors, declaring
that once the survey was complete, the land would be occupied by the
military to prevent any Māori occupation. They were blocked by the Te
Atiawa people, so the army was sent in. The first shots of the First Taranaki War were fired on 17 March 1860. The war lasted a year and decided nothing except that the Māori were better tacticians than the Pakeha. There followed an uneasy truce when the government agreed to re-examine the question and, three years later, Governor George Grey renounced the purchase.
<br />
<br />
After the war Kīngi withdrew inland beyond the areas influenced
by the Pākehā with the people of Ngati Maru at Manutangihia, in the
upper reaches of the Waitara River. In 1863 Kīngi went to the Waikato to
take part in this campaign. He was at Rangiriri Pa after the defeat at
Mere mere by General Cameron. Like many of the leaders he found a reason
to leave Rangiriri as the British army, supported by militia and kupapa
(loyal) Maori closed in. When the British gunboats appeared Wiremu
Kīngi left. After 12 years he returned to New Plymouth to make his peace with the Pākehā government and later retired to Parihaka where he lived with the prophet Te Whiti o Rongomai for several years. His last years were spent at Kaingaru near Waitara where he died on 13 January 1882.
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Sealers, Whalers, and
Burial Places</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Tuhawaiki
to George Clarke Jnr. and Colonel Wakefield at Otakou (Otago)
Harbour.</i></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">G<i>eorge
Clarke wrote: 'The principal Chiefs were Tuhawaiki and Taiaroa ...
One day we crossed over with them to look at ground which they wished
to retain, and, walking to the top of the hill, Tuhawaiki asked the
Colonel, Mr Symonds, and myself to sit down. Stretching out his arm
and pointing with his finger ... he said,</i></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Look
here, Karaka...here and there, and there and yonder; those are all
burial places, not ancestral burial places, but those of this
generation. Our parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, children,
they lie thick around us. We are but a poor remnant now...The wave
which brought Ruaparaha and his allies to the Strait, washed him over
to the Southern Island. He went through us, fighting and burning and
slaying. At Kaikoura, at Kaiapoi, and at all other of our
strongholds, hundreds and hundreds of our people fell, hundreds more
were carried off as slaves, and hundreds died of cold and starvation
in their flight. We aer now dotted in families, few and far between,
where we formerly lived as tribes. But we had a worse enemy than even
Rauparaha, and that was the visit of the Pakeha with his drink and
his disease. You think us very corrupted, but the very scum of Port
Jackson shipped as whalers or landed as sealers on this coast. They
brought us new plagues, unknown to our fathers, till our people
melted away....one year, a ship came from Sydney, and she brought the
measles among us. It was winter, as it is now. In a few months most
of the inhabitants sickened and died. Whole families on this spot
disappeared and left no one to represent them. My people lie all
around us, and now you can tell Wide-awake (Wakefield) why we cannot
part with this portion of our land. </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[ The great
chief Tuhawaiki...as George Clarke writes in <i>Notes on Early Life
in New Zealand</i>, Hobart 1903, pp. 62-63....was
respected...]....'His place of residence was on the Island of
Ruapuke...but he travelled a great deal, because his influence and
authority extended....[He was welcoming and fair with most Pakeha and
other Maori]...When in his dealings with Europeans he had to sign
important papers, he drew the beautiful spiral curves and lines with
which his face was tatooed...The prospect of having a European colony
ni his district was of great importance to him; but he was prudent,
and kept such thoughts [re land purchase etc] to himself.' J.F.H.
Wohlers, <i>Memories of the The Life of J. F. H. Wohlers</i>, edited
by John Houghton, Dunedin 1895, pp 86-97.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-size: 15pt;"><i>The
Waitangi Treaty Debate, 1840</i></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>The
British Government extended authority only slowly over its subjects
in New Zealand. Thomas Kendall was designated a Justice of the Peace
in 1814. The New South Wales settler, James Busby, was appointed
official Resident in 1832. In 1834 he assisted a group of chiefs
from the Bay of Islands – Hokianga districts to choose a New
Zealand flag, and the following year to sign a declaration of
independence. In 1839 Captain Hobson was sent to negotiate a treaty
transferring sovereignity from ' the chiefs of the confederated
tribes' to Great Britain. The wording and negotiation of the treaty
were left to 'amateurs' in Australia and New Zealand; much in the
same way as, at the same period, on a more vast and far-reaching
scale, attempts at negotiation were approved between British
personnel and Chinese authorities which led to the European-Chinese
wars of 1839-60</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[This
refers to the 2 Opium Wars which were in British and French reaction
to the Chinese Government's confiscation of illegal opium. European
traders smuggled opium illegally into China causing huge rates of
Chinese addiction. That it was illegal made no difference because of
the revenues gained. Hong Kong was ceded 'in perpetuity' to Britain
and huge financial extortions were exacted by the British and the
French. Opium trading and growing in China were enforced as legal.
Britain and France thus were able to force Chinese farmers to grow
opium and also opium was sold in China and Britain and other places.
The Imperialist forces thus acted de facto as criminals trading in
narcotics: like modern gangs, and local Chinese also traded. This
corrupt extortion and 'gun boat diplomacy' was part of the cynical
process of the Anglo-French Imperialisms....Maori were dealing with a
huge, corrupt gang of drug dealers and murders, with whom they were
making a treaty! Maori knew a lot by now about European affairs but
probably were fooled by some of the apparent 'good guys' etc. What if
they had known of the long terrible details of Colonialism and the
destruction of indigenous peoples, in some cases the extermination of
them in so many parts of the world by European Imperialist nations?] </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">4.1
Waitangi, 5 February</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>From
speeches at a meeting held in front of James Busby's house. </i></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">i.
Te Kemara: Go Back </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Health
to thee, O Governor! This is mine to thee, O Governor! I am not
pleased towards thee.... I will not consent to thy remaining here in
this country. If thou stayest as Governor, the, perhaps,Te Kemara
will be judged and condemned. Yes, indeed, and more than that –
hung by the neck. No, no, on; I shall never say 'YES' to your
staying. Were all to be on an equality, then, perhaps, Te Kemara
would saty, 'Yes;' but for the Governor to be up and Te Kemara down –
Governor high up, up, up, and Te Kemara down low, smal, a worm, a
crawler – No, no, no. O Governor! This is mine to thee. O Governor!
My land us gone, gone, all gone. The inheritances of my ancestors,
fathers, relatives, all gone, stolen, gone with the missionaries.
Yes, they have it all,all, all. That man there, the Busby, and that
man there, the Williams, they have my land. The land on which we are
now standing this day is mine! This land, even this under my feet,
return it to me. O Governor! Return me my lands. Say to Williams,
'Return to Te Kemara his land.' Thou....thou, thou, thou bald-headed
man – thou hast got my lands....I do not wish thee to stay.....</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">ii Rewa: This Country is Ours</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">What do Native men want of a Governor? We are not whites
nor foreignors. This country is ours, but the land is gone.....No,
no. Return. I, Rewa, say to thee, O Governor! Go back.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">4.4
v Tareha: This is My Food</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Our lands are nearly all gone. Yes, it is so, but our
names remain. Never mind; what of that – the lands of our fathers
alienated? Dost thou think we are poor, indigent, poverty-stricken –
that we really need thy foreign garments, thy food? Lo! Note this.
(Here he held up high a bundle of fern-roots he carried in his hand,
displaying it.) See, this is my food, the food of my ancestors, the
food of the Native people. Pshaw, Governor! To think of tempting men
– us Natives – with baits of clothing and food!....No, no, no. I
will never say 'yes, stay.' Go back, return; make haste away. Let me
see you (all) go, thee and thy ship. Go, go; return, return.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: medium;">SOURCES AND COMMENTARY </span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">4.1 William Colenso, The Authentic and Genuine
History of the Signing of the </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Treaty of Waitangi, Wellington 1890, pp.
17-27, and T. L. Buick, The Treaty of </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Waitangi, New Plymouth 1936, p. 142.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> [Tareha] 'Tareha was clother with a filthy piece of
carse old floor-matting, </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">loosely tied around him....He was evidently
dressed in this manner in order the </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">more effectually to ridicule the supposition
of the New-Zealanders (Maori as </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">opposed to Pakeha) being in want of any
extraneous aid of clothing, etc., from </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">foreign nations. He also carried in his hand,
by a string, a bunch of dried fern-</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">root, formerly their common vegetable food, as
bread with us. His habit, his</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> immense size – tall and very robuest (being by far
the biggest Native in the </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">whole district) – and his deep sepulchral
voice, conspired to give him peculiar </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">prominence, and his words striking effect.....</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[Not all Maori signed. Many chiefs did.] </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[Tamati Waaka Nene spoke in a more accommodating way.]</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">vi Tamaki Waaka Nene: Is Not the Land Already Gone?</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
shall speak first to us,....[had they said go back to the traders of
grog etc before 1840]....it would have been correct [to tell Busby
etc to go back]....But now,as things are, no, no, no...O Governor!
Sit. I, Tamati Waka, say to thee, sit. Do not thou go away from us;
remain for us – a father, a judge, a peacemaker...stay thou, our
friend, our father, our Governor.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Taupo and Rotorua, March – May </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...ii Te Heuheu (II) Tukino at Rotorua: Do Not
Consent</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Hau wahine e hoki i te hau o Tawhaki - I will never
consent to the mana of a woman resting upon these islands. I myself
will be a chief of these isles; therefore, begone! Heed this, O ye
Arawa. Here is your line of action, the line for the Arawa canoe. Do
not consent, or we will become the slaves for this woman, Queen
Victoria</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Hone Heke and the Flag and the Question of
Land</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">6.7
Land is Enduring</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Letters
from Kawiti to the Governor written in 1845.</i></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...i
You Shall Not Have My Land, September 1845.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">O
Friend the Governor, -- Saluting you. This is my word to you. Will
you not hear my word? .... ...as regards this, you shall not have my
land....I have been fighting for my land......</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">This is the end of my speech. I ceses here, </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
From me,</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
KAWITI. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">6.8 You Are A Stranger
</span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Hone Heke to
Governor Fitzroy, 2 December 1845.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Friend the new
Governor, -- You are a stranger. We are strangers. We do not
understand your thoughts, and you do not understand our thoughts.
What is the right meaning of the word of Governor Fiz Roy? Land? Not
by any means -- because God made this country for us, it cannot be
sliced-- if it were a Whale it might be sliced--but as for this--do
you return to your own Country, to England which was made by God for
you. God has made this land for us, and not for any stranger or
foreign Nation to touch (or meddle with) this sacred Country. Yours
is heavy. New Zealand is heavy too-- my thoughts to (or towards) Mr.
Williams have ended, that is all. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">10.5 A Narrow Strip of
Land</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>The battle of Gate pa,
29th April, 1864, as described by Kowhai Ngutu Kaka.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We were on a narrow
strip of land, with water on both sides of us, an enemy at our rear
and an enemy in front.....Our....position was very similar to that of
a snared rat or parrot, but we determined to make the best of it. The
attack was about to commence from the front. We could see them
dragging up their big guns to fire at out flax-sticks. It put us in
mind of a man trying to tomahawk a mostquito or namu (sandfly). Our
chiefs told us to keep low in the ditch, and not poke our heads above
the level.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...The uproar soon
commenced and we had a lively time of it; but we sat and smoked our
pipes. The canons roared, the big mortars banged away, and so did the
little ones, the rifles cracked, and the shower of lead and iron and
bursting shells rattled over our heads. Every now and then a report
like thunder was heard loud above the din. This was the
hundred-and-ten pounder Armstrong gun, making a big noise....</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Towards the evening the
enemy in front came on with a rush and a cheer, and charged up to our
ditch....The enemy in the rear....now advanced, firing volley after
volley, intending them for us, but they passed on to their friends in
front, who returned them with interest, thinking it came from us; but
we had not fired at all. Then both sides retreated from each other,
and then....we rose and gave them the contents of our guns, and they
fled in haste, leaving their dead and dying with us.... </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We treated their
wounded well ... abd gave Colonel Booth, of the 43rd, a resting place
for his head, and .... water near him to slake his thirst.... We left
the battlefield early the next morning.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">11. Guerilla War, 1865
- 72</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>The Waikato river had
been deeply penetrated and with gunboats, artillery, and 10,000
troops, resistance was overcome. The Waikato tribes submitted in
1865. However in the still more rugged interior, guerilla warfare
continued between religious Maori leaders with their followers and
colonial forces with Maori allies. Te Kooti Rikirangi founded an
indigenous faith, and, from 1868 until 1872, led fighting groups on
the East Coast and in the mountainous Uruwera heartland. On the West
Coast, Tikowaru, chief of the Nga-ruahine tribe of the Waimate
plains, fought on in Taranaki during 1868 and 1869. </i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">11.1 Do Not Thou, O God</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>'A "Hauhau"
prayer use in the Chatham Islands written by Te Kooti in his own
hand, faithfully translated by W. Colenso.'</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">O God, if our hearts
arise from the land in which we now dwell as slaves, adn repent and
paray to Thee and confess our sins in Thy presence, then, O Jehovah,
do Thou blot out the sins of Thy people, who have sinned against
Thee. Do not Thou, O God, cause us to be wholly destroyed. Wherefore
it is that we glorify Thy Holy Name.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Amen. </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">11.3 The Trade in Our
Heads</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">According to Kowhai Ngutu
Kaka </span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We thought that the
trade in our heads, formerly carried on between the Christian pakeha
and the savage Maor at the Bay of Islands, called the 'Preserved Head
Trade,' had come to an end in or about the year 1830, but it was
recommenced by a Governor of New Zealand. If our heads are buried at
one place and our bodies elsewhere, at the last day these bodies
won't know where to find their heads, and the heads won't know where
their bodies are, and the confusion will be great; and probably some
bodies will have to suffer for the conceived wrong of heads that did
not belong to them; bu this is by no means an unusual thing to
happen.....It was Sir George Bowen who offered <span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">₤</span>1000
for Tikowaru's head, not that Tikowaru felt annoyed at this, as it
was only natural that having failed to remove his head from his
shoulders by fair means that unfair means should be tried to obtain
it....So Tikowaru offered in return half-a-crown--two shillings and
sixpence....which was kept tied up for security in an old shirt, for
Sir George Bowen's head. No doubt each of these great rangatira
warriors knew the value of each other's head.....Sir George BOwen put
us in mind of Herodias, who wished for the head of John the Baptist.
Only that Herodias was successful in obtaining what she wanted,
because she knew how to set about it, and Sir George Bowen was not,
because he didn't. </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">11.4 My Own Abiding Place</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Te Kooti Rikirangi "TO
ALL GOVERNMENT MEN', August, 1871. </i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Sirs, -- This is a word
of mine to you. You must give up chasing me about, because I am
dwelling in my own abiding place, the bush. But if I come out to the
coast then pursue me. This murderous purpose of yours is like a rat
rooting in excrement. You must give it up. Send a man to tell me to
come out to you in the open, where we can fight. That would be fair.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> THIS IS ANOTHER WORD.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My thought is that in
the maintenance of peace adn in the cultivation of food is safety. I
am trying to carry out these thoughts and to accomplish them. Sirs,
that idea of your that we should fight has not come to me yet; but I
am about to adopt your idea. So, beware. Do not say it will not be.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> THAT IS ALL.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Sirs, -- I sent to you
some of my tyoung men to carry my letter warning you and you attacked
them. Cease then to complain about your misfortune....They were you
men and they loved their country. That is all. If you dislike these
words, what does it matter? All the worse for you.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i>13.
I Stand For Peace, 1879-</i></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>At his village of
Parihaka, on the western prontory of Taranaki, under the morning
shadow of the sacred mountain, Taranaki, for nearly thirty years Te
Whiti led campaigns of passive resistance and fo forty years he
preached peace.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>In 1879, the
Government offered for sale 16,000 acres of the Waimate plains, which
included Titowaru's land and would have included Maori reserves. Te
Whiti had the surveyers and their equipment loaded on drays and
returned over a river boundary. From May until August, Maori
ploughmen each day cut furrows through European farms across
Taranaki.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Just as, in 1913,
Gandhi was to lead 2,000 Indian workers on a passive resistance march
from Durban to Johannesburg, being arrested three times himself
during the course of the march; so, in 1881, Te Whiti enjoined 2,000
men, women and children to peace when troops came to arrest him. He
was arrested and kept for two years without trial.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>During 1884 and
1885, organized groups moved out 'in orderly procession' regularly
from Parihaka at least once each month, stopping to enjoy hospitality
at different Maori settlements. </i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>In July, 1886,
similar groups built thatched houses on several European farms. Te
Whiti was re-arrested and jailed for three months. He received the
same sentence again in 1889.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>In 1897, when
perpetual leases were granted to settlers holding a 30-year lease of
Maori reserves, ploughmen again went out to overturn the soil of
Taranaki. </i> </span>
</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">13.1 His Presence
Remains</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>From 'The Parihaka
Song'.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Here Te Whit's white
plume is in its place--</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Let the winds from
without come to break it.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> At the darkest hour his
presence remains,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Imprinted like endless
tide upon my body.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> From whence come
misfortunes assailing us?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> ….Which make the
downfall of our chiefs</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Something murmered on the
lips of the world.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">13.2 We Cannot Be
Overcome </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> We have two lands now--
the one both people are living on, and the new on. I will not scatter
you now. Our place was foretold, which is Parihaka. We cannnot be
overcome if we remain here, if we fled I would sacrifice myself to
the gun to save you....Now all the sea and the land is shaken, even
the fish in the sea tremble. The south wind is bringing men.....and
the big guns are being brought....I shall place no weapons in your
hands. You were imprisoned for ploughing and fencing, but there is no
imprisonment for what we are now doing....I will thrust you into the
mouth of guns...I have no place to hide you except on this marae, and
we cannot be overcome...Those who flee from the guns will fall by
them. If you are overwhelmed</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">in this day be
patient...have faith...</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">13.3 Remain in
Peace</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Major Te Wheoro
describes events at Parihaka, Taranaki. </i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> [The House of
Representatives, May 30, 1882]</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">This Bill provides that
Te Whiti and Tohu shall be detained in prison without trial, but as
he has been arrested by the law he ought to be brought to trial by
the law....The Government have also brought forward an Indemnity Bill
freeing them from any wrongs they have done at Parihaka, which means
that the House should say that those actions taken at Parihaka were
not wrong.....[Because of the need thus for those who entered
Parihaka to “cover themselves” it follows that:] ….It is
therefore clear that the steps taken there were excessive, and that
the Bill is brought forward to justify the actions they took there.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Notwithstanding the
statement of the late Premier….thousands of troops were sent up
there under arms, amidst the weak and unoffending women and children.
These Natives were remaining peacefully there, and were laughing at
the steps taken against them. The troops then burnt their houses and
rooted out their crops. When Te Whiti and Tohu were being arrested
they told the Natives they were leaving behind to remain in peace
during their absence, and not make any disturbance. The Natives have
obeyed those words of Te Whiti and Tohu, who both gave them the same
instructions. I think that Te Whiti is the best friend of the
Government, although he si called a fanatic. He has told his people
not to take up arms, but to leave the wrath in the hands of God....It
is owing to the position taken by these two men that there has been
peace in that district throughout many years....I hope that the new
members in this House ….. will recollect that it was the land that
caused this first trouble at Waitara....When the Government refused
to listen to Wiremu Kingi's objection, he went and built a pa on the
land. Therefore I say that this didn't occur off-hand, but there was
a reason why this trouble arose there....and this applied to other
parts of the Island, and to Taranaki when the land was taken. The
confiscation pf tjos ;amd at Taranaki remained in force until the
year 1977....[some Maori were allowed to have some land confiscated,
and land returned] ...but consequent Governments did not define or
sanction the reserves made by that Minister, and all these matters
were allowed to stand over in an unsettled state up to the time when
the Natives began ploughing the land. The Natives commenced to
plough the land in order to test their rights of ownership....The
Government...took these prisoners and left the thing standing over as
it had been before. After this the Parliament appointed Commissioners
to inquire into this matter, and the decision of these Commissioners
had not been made known to the Natives when Te Whiti and Tou were
arrested. It is for these reasons that Te Whiti did not listen to the
proposals of the Government—because of the wrong way in which
matters had been carried on in that part of the country. That is what
Te Whiti acted [it seemed] in such a strange way— because the
promisees and proposals of the Government had never been fulfilled.</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...The
idea...is that the Native Minister can have Te Whiti detained in
prison in the South Island, and take him about and have exhibited to
him all the ornaments of the Europeans, and the wonders to be seen
there, with the object of enlarging his mind. But I say this: that is
the best way of teaching Te Whiti what to do when he gets back...He
is aman who has studied well the forms and usages of the Europeans.
He has also studied well the Scriptures, and made himself master of
them; and when a man thoroughly understands the Scriptures his mind
is capable of understanding great things. Te Whiti received a very
good education.....</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">.The
honorable member for _____ _____ , speaking the other night with
reference to the Maoris, applied the word “savages” to them. He
called them a horde of savages. Sir, I would draw your attention to
that, because you may judge from that what the Europeans think of the
Maoris. It it is true that they are savages, what were the Europeans
in the old days? I have looked up the books written by your people
about yourselves, and I find that you were in a like position some
years ago. I do not know whether the honorable gentleman did not know
the meaning of that term, or whether he thought I did not understand
him. I do not suppose that any of his ancestors ever came under that
appellation...I think it is only right that any feeling of that kind
should be left on one side. If we are ignorant, if we have not
reached that state of enlightenment that you have, it has not been
our fault. I have heard that the English race is indebted to the
Romans for the first gleam of civilization, and I consider it is your
place to act as the Romans did, and give us the benefit of the
civilization which you possess. </span>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">13.6 By Forbearance</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Published sayings of Te
Whiti, recorded at Parihaka, 1879-81.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> i Smite Not In Return</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">T<i>o the ploughmen, June,
1879.</i></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Go, put
your hands to the plough. Look not back. If any come with guns and
swords, be not afraid. If they smite you, smite not in return. If
they rend you, be not discouraged. Another will take up the good
work. If evil thougths fill the minds of the settlers, and they flee
from their farms to the town as in the war of old, enter not you into
their houses, touch not their goods nor their cattle. My eye is over
all.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">ii Words of
The Spirit </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>To reporters, June,
1879</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> When I
speak of the land, the survey, the ploughman, and such small amtters,
the pencils of the reporters fly witht the speed of the wind, but
when I speak of the words of the spirit, they say this is the dream
of a madman! They are so greedy for gain that nothing seems to
concern them except it be in some way connected with accumulation of
wealth. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> vii Patience</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>To the people, 1
November, 1881.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My
word to the tribe.....You must believe my teaching, or you will die.
There are many days for repentance. He who seeks life shall die, and
he who seeks death shall live. Let us all remain here at Parihaka,
which came frm heaven, and none shall be taken...Do not think I am
fighting against men, but rather against the devil and all
wickedness. that he may be destroyed. Let us not use carnal weapons.
Listen. Do not let us seek that which is lost--not look back to what
is left. This is a day of teaching to this assembly of what shall
guide us in future. The ark by which we are to be saved today is
stoutheartedness, and flight is death. Let this sink into the ears of
all, even the children. There is to be nothing about fighting to-day,
but the glorification of God, and peace on the land. Many generations
wished to see this day; but we, a blind, small, and a despised people
have been chosen and glorified this day....Obey God, and glorify Him;
do not be distracted by the shouting, laughing, and gathering
together....My gun of to-day is not my gun of former years. All
fighting is now to cease. Do not follow your won desires, lest God's
sword fall upon you...The canoe by which you are saved is
forbearance...It will save us all. The land we spoke of is the old
land; but if we choose a new land we shall be saved....Put both your
hands and your feet on the new land and stand in the ark of patience.
No man, woman, or child shall say I only have not seen or heard. All
will hear and see. Lightening is not seen fom one place only, but
from everywhere. Let us stand on the new land...What matter to us
what happens; we have our ark, as Noah of old. I now say come into
the artk. Now is the glory of peace upon the land. Let us wait for
the end; there is nothing else for us. Let us rest quietly upon the
land. I have one word to say in addition: The young people have
hitherto had their way; but to-day they must only sit down and look
on.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....The south wind knows whence it cometh and whither it
goeth; let the booted feet come when they like, the land shall remain
firm for ever.</span></div>
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Te Whiti o Rongomai - a prophet and leader of the </div>
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brilliant resistance to the landgrabbers of his land</div>
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in Parihaka. The first passive but brave resistance. <br /><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: cyan;">Te
Whiti</span> in about 1900:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">"...As for our own wars of the olden times? Yes,
they were the outcome of a heart closed up with envy--greed of
land...greed of everything one has and the other has not. But then
they were blind--madly blind."</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">...He
leaned over and almost whispered, as he, pointing backward said:
"Ask that mountain; Taranaki saw it all!" [Willliam
Baucke, <i>Where The White Man Treads</i>...2nd
ed., Auckland 1928, pp. 165-166]</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><i>Dear
Theo</i></span><span style="font-size: 20pt;"> by Irving Stone
and Jean Stone</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;">P54</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">
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<span style="font-size: medium;">.....I feel
that it is absolutely necessary to have good things to look at and
also to see artists to work...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Even from
relatively bad artists one can indirectly learn much; as, for
instance, Mauve learned from Verschuur about the perspective of a
stable and a wagon, and the anatomy of a horse....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....Many a
good painter has not the slightest or any idea what proportions for
drawing are, or beautiful lines, or characteristic composition and
thought and poetry.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">There are
laws of proportion, of light and shadow, or perspective which one
must know in order to draw well; without that knowledge it always
remains a fruitless struggle, and one never brings forth anything.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P56 </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The
cheapest way would perhaps be for me to spend this summer at Etten; I
can find there subjects enough. I am willing to give in about dress
or anything else to suit them, and perhaps would meet C.M. there [I
think this is Claude Monet] some day. They will always, either in or
outside the family, judge me or talk about me from different points
of view, and you will always hear the most different points of views
about me.....[but] relatively few people know why an artist artist
acts this way or that.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">But in
general, he who, to find picturesque spots or figures, searches all
manner of places, corners, and holes which another passes by, is
accused of many bad intentions and villainies which have never
entered his head. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">A peasant
who sees me draw an old tree-trunk, and sees me sitting there for an
hour, thinks that I have gone mad, and of course laughs at me. A
young lady ... who turns up her nose at a labourer in his patched,
dirty, and filthy clothes, of course cannnot understand why
anyone...descends the shaft of a coal mine, and also comes to the
conclusion that I am mad. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....Without
my knowing it you have sent me money for a long time, thus helping me
effectually to get on. Receive my hearty thanks.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....It
is a hard and difficult struggle to learn to draw well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P 61 </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...It
would not be right if in drawing from nature I took up too many
details and overlooked the great things....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....I do
not stand helpless before nature any longer, as I used to do. Nature
always begins by resisting the artist, but he who really takes it
seriously does not allow himself to be led astray by that resistance:
on the contrary, it is a stimulus all the more to fight for victory.
At bottom nature and a true artist agree. But nature certainly is
'intangible'; yet one must seize it, and that with a strong hand. I
do not mean to say that I have reached that point already; no one
thinks it less that I do, but somewhow I get on better.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P 64 -- P 67 -- P 68</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">There is
something in my heart.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This
summer a deep love has grown in my heart for our cousin K., but when
I told her this she answereed me that to her past and future remained
one, so she could never return my feelings.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Then
there was a terrible indecision within me what to do. Should I accept
her 'No, never, never,' or should I keep some hope and not give up?
....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">... My
position has become sharply outlined; I think I shall have the
greatest trouble with the elder persons, who consider the question as
settled and finished, ....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">... He
who has not learned to say, 'She and no other, ' does he know what
love is?....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Father
and Mother are good at heart but have little understanding of our
feelings. They love us with all their hearts, and I as well as you
love them very much indeed, but alas, practical advice they cannot
give us in many cases....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">.... So,
man of business, there is a love story for you! Do you think it very
dull and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sentimental?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Since I
really love, their is more reality in my drawings, and I sit writing
to you now in the little room with quite a collection round me of
men, women, and children from the <i>Heike.</i></span></div>
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74 </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I am
sorry to say there is still something harsh and severe in my
drawings, and I think that she, her influence, must come to soften
that. When I look around I see walls all covered with one subject:
'Brabant types.' So that is a work I have started, and if I were
taken suddenly out of these surroundings I should have to start anew
another thing and this one would remain half-finished! That may not
be! I have been working here since May; I begin to know and
understand my models, my work is progressing, but it has const me a
lot of trouble to get on so far. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Father
and mother are getting old, and I have their prejudices and
old-fashioned ideas. When Father sees me with a French book by
Michelet or Victor Hugo, he thinks of thieves and murderers, or of
'immorality,' but that is just too ridiculous. So often I have said
to Father, 'Just read, then if only a few pages from such a book and
you will be impressed by it yourself,' but Father obstinately refuses
to do so. I told him frankly that under the circumstances I attached
more value to the advice of Michelet than to his own, if I had to
choose which of the two I should follow. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I would
not miss Michelet for anything in the world. It is true the Bible is
eternal and everlasting, but Michelet gives me such very practical
and clear hints directly applicable to this hurried and feverish
modern life in which you and I find ourselves that he helps us to
make rapid progress and we cannot do without him. Michelet and
Harriet Beecher Stowe, they do not tell you the Gospel is of no value
any more, but they teach you how it may be applied in our time, in
this our life. Michelet even expresses things completely and aloud of
which the Gospels only whispers to us the germ. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...And,
dear me, those two old people went with me through the cold, foggy,
muddy streets, and they showed me, indeed, a very good and very cheap
inn. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">And you
see there was something humane in that and it calmed me. I had other
talks with Uncle S., but K. I did not see once. I said that they
must well know, though they wished me to consider the question as
settled and finished, I for my part could not do so. And then they
firmly and steadily answered, 'I should learn to see that better
afterwards.' </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">We who
try our best to live, why do we not live more? I felt quiet and lorn
during those three days in Amsterdam; I felt absolutely miserable,
and that sort of kindness of Uncle and Aunt, and all those
discussions, it was all so dismal. Till at last I began to feel quite
depressed. And then I said to myself: You are not becoming
melancholy again, are you? And so, on a Sunday morning I went for the
last time to Uncle S. and said: 'Just listen, dear Uncle, if K. were
an angel, she would be too high for me, and I do not think I could
remain in love with the devil, I should not want to have anything to
do with her. In the present case I see in her a true woman with a
woman's passions and moods, and I love her dearly, and that is the
truth and I am glad of it.' And Uncle S. had not much to say in
reply, and muttered something about a woman's passions. I do not
remember well what he said about it, and then he went to church. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I felt
chilled through and through, as if I had been standing too long
against a cold hard whitewashed church wall. I did not want to be
stunned by that feeling. And --</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">it is
somewhat risky to be a realist, but Theo, oh, bear with me in my
realism. I told you that to some my secrets are no secrets. I do not
take that back, think of me what you will....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Then I
thought: I should like to see a woman; I cannot live without love,
without a woman. I would not give a farthing for life if there were
not something infinite, something deep, something real. But then I
said to myself: You said, 'She, and no other,' and you would go to
another woman now; that is unreasonable, that is against all logic.
And my answer to that was: Who is the master, the logic, or I? Is the
logic there for me, or am I there for the logic; and is there no
reason and no sense in my unreasonableness and lack of sense? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am
almost thirty years old; should you think that I have never felt the
need of love? K. is still older than I am; she also has had
experience of love; but just for that reason I love her the better.
If she wants to live in that old love and refuses the new, that is
her business, and if she continues that and and evades me, I cannot
smother all my energy and all my strength of mind for her sake. No, I
cannot do that. I love her, but I shall not freeze or unnerve myself.
And the stimulus, the spark of fire we want, that is love, and not
exactly spiritual love. I am but a man and a man with passions; I
must go to a woman, or otherwise I freeze or turn to stone, or I am
stunned...that damned wall is too cold for me....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I had not
far to seek. I found a woman, not young, not beautiful. She was
rather tall and strongly built; she did not have ladies' hands like
K.'s, but the hands of one who works much; but she was not coarse or
common, and had something very womanly about her. She reminded me of
some curious figure by Chardin or Fr<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">è</span>re,
or perhaps Jan Steen. Well, what the French call '<i>une ouvri</i><span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><i>è</i></span><i>re</i>.'
She had many cares, one could see that, and life had been hard for
her; oh, she was not extinguished, nothing extraordinary, nothing
unusual.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Theo, to
me there is such a wonderful charm in that slight fadedness, that
something over which life has passed. It is not for the first time
that I have been unable to resist that feeling of affection, ay,
affection and love for those women who are so damned and condemned
and despised from the pulpit.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">That
woman has not cheated me -- he who regards all those women as cheats,
how wrong he is, and how little understanding does he show! That
woman has been very good go me, very good and very kind.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It was a
modest little room where she lived; the plain paper on the wall gave
it a quiet grey tone, yet warm as a picture by Chardin; a wooden
floor with a mat and a piece of old crimson carpet, an ordinary
kitchen stove, a chest of drawers, and a large simple bed. In short,
a room of a real working woman. She had to stand at the washtub the
next day. We talked about everything, about her life, about her
cares, about her misery, about her health, and with her I had a more
interesting conversation than with, for instance, with my very
learned, professor-like cousin. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Now, I
tell you these things hoping that you will see that, though I have
some sentiment, I do not want to be sentimental in a silly way, that
I want to keeps some vitality, and to keep my mind clear and my
health in good condition in order to be able to work.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The
clergymen call us sinnners, to need to love, not to be able to live
without love? I think life without love is a sinful condition and an
immoral condition. If I repent anything, it is of the time I was
induced by mystical and theological notions to lead too secluded a
life. Gradually I have thought better of that. When you wake up in
the morning and find yourself not alone, but see there in the morning
twighlight a fellow-creature beside you, it makes the world look more
friendly. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Often
when I walked the streets quite lonely and forlorn, half ill and in
misery, without money in my pocket, I looked after them and envied
the men that could go with them; and I felt as if those poor girls
were my sisters, in circumstances and experience. And you see that
it is an old feeling of mine, and is deeply rooted. Even as a boy, I
often looked up with infinite sympathy, and even with respect, into a
hlf-faded woman's face, on which was written, as it were: Life in all
its reality has left it's mark here. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">That God
of the clergymen, He is for me as dead as a doornail. But am I an
atheist for all that? The clergymen consider me as such -- be it so;
but I love, and how could I not feel love if I did not live, and if
others did not live, and then, if we live, there is something
mysterious in that. Now call that God, or human nature or whatever
you like, but there is something which I cannot define
systemmatically, though it is very alive and real, and see, that is
God, or as good as God. To believe in God for me is to feel that
there is a God, not a dead one, or a stuffed one, but a living one,
who with iresistible force urges us towards 'aimer encore'; that is
my opinion.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">So I have
acted as I did from a need of vital warmth. I tell you this also that
you may not again think of me as being in melancholy of abstract, or
brooding, mood. On the contrary, I am generally occupied with, and
not only thinking of, paint, water-color, and finding a studio. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...P455-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">In my
picture of the 'Night Caf<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é</span>'
I have tried to express the idea that the caf<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é</span>
is a place where on can ruin oneself, run mad, or commit a crime. I
have tried to express the terrible passions of humanity by means of
red and green. The room is blood-red and dark yellow, with a green
billiard table in the middle; there are four lemon-yellow lamps with
a glow of orange and green. Everywhere there is clash and contrast of
the most alien reds and greens in the figures of the little sleeping
hooligans in the empty dreay room, in violet and blue. The white coat
of the <i>patron</i>, on vigil in a corner, turns lemon-yellow, or
pale luminous green.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">So I have
tried to express, as it were, the powers of darkness in a low
wine-shop, and all this in an atmosphere like a devil's furnace of
pale sulphur – all under the appearance of Japanese gaiety and the
good nature of Tartarin.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P459</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have
such joy in the house and in my work that I dare even to think that
the joy will not always be solitary, but that you too will have a
share in it and the zest of it too. My dear Theo, you will see the
cypresses and the oleanders herem and the sun – the day will come,
you may be sure.</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.The
third is a portrait of myself, <i>almost colourless</i>, in grey
tones against a background of pale malachite. I had bought of set
purpose a mirror good enough for me to be able to work from myself in
default of a model; because if I can manage to paint the colouring of
my own head, which is not to be done without some difficulty I shall
likewise be able to paint the heads of other good souls, men and
women. So this week I have done absolutely nothing but paint and
sleep and take my meals. That means sittings of twelve hours, of six
hours, and then a sleep of twelve hours at a time....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...This
garden has a fantastic character that makes you quite able to imagine
the poets of the Renaissance, Dante, Petrarch,strolling over the
flowery grass. It is the garden just in front of my house. And it
shows perfectly that to get to the real character of things here you
must look at tehm and paint them for a long time. Perhaps you will
see nothing from the sketych except that the line is very simple.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">What I am
sure of is that to make a picture which will be really of the South,
it is not enough to have a certain cleverness. It is looking at
things for a long time that ripens you and gives you a deeper
understanding. If we study Japanese art, we see an artist who is
wise, philosophic, and intellitent, who spends his time – how? In
studying the distance between the earth and the moon? No. In studying
the policy of Bismarck? No. He studies a single blade of grass. ….</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Come,
now, isn't it almost an actual religion which these simple Japanese
teach us, who live in nature as if they themselves were flowers? We
must return to nature in spite of our education and our work in a
world of convention. And you cannnot study Japanese art without
becoming gayer and happier.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I envy
the Japanese the extreme clearness which everything has in their
work. Their work is as simple as breathign, and they do a figure in
a few strokes, with ease. Oh! I must manage some day that in a few
strokes the figure of a man, a youngster, a horse, shall have head,
body, legs, all in keeping.</span></div>
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letter from Gauguin, who seems very unhappy and says that as soon as
he has sold something he will certainly come.....</span></div>
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little room is complete....I am also thinking of planging a few
oleanders in tubs in front of the door. ….</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.That
does not prevent my having a terrible need of – shall I say the
word? – religion. That Benedictine father you tell of must have
been very intresting. I only wish they would manage to prove
something that would tranquillize and console us, so that we might
stop feeling guilty and wretched, and could go on just as we are
without losing ourselves in solitude and nothingness.</span></div>
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a book of Tolstoi's called 'My Religion.' He does not believe in a
resurrection either of the body or the soul. Above all he seems not
to believe in a heaven – he reasons just as a nihilist reasons,
but he attaches great importance to doing whatever you are doing,
since probably it is al there is in you. And if he does not believe
in the resurrection, he seems to believe in the equivalent – the
continuance of life, the progres of humanity – … Himsef a
nobleman, he turned labourer, could make boots and frying pans, guide
the plough. I can do nothing of that, but I can respect a human soul
vigorous enough to mould itself anew.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...These
colours cause me extraordinary exaltation. I have no thought of
fatigue; I shall do another picture this very night, and I shall
bring it off. I have a terrrible lucidity at moments when nature is
so beautiful; I am not conscious of myself any more, and the pictures
come to me as in a dream. I can only let myself go these days that
are free from wind, especially as I think the work is getting better
than the last sent you.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I do not
know whether I shall write very often, because not all my days are
clear enough to write fairly logically.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">All your
kindnesses to me, seemed greater than ever today. I assure you that
that kindness has been good metal, and if you do not see any results
from it, my dear brother, don't fret about that; your own goodness
abides.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Though
there are some who howl and rave continually, in spite of that people
get to know each other very wel, and help each other when their
attacks come on. They sayy we must put up with others so that others
will put up with us; and between ourselves we understand each other
very well. I can, for instance, sometimes chat with one of them who
can only answer in incoherent sounds, because he is not afraid of me.
And it is the same with those whose mania is to fly into frequent
rages. The others interfere so that they do themselves no harm, and
separate the combatents, if combat there is.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Indeed
the anguish and suffering are no joke once you are caught by an
attack....There is someone here who has been shouting and talking as
I do <i>all the time</i> for a fortnight; he thinks he hears voices
and words in the echoes of the corridors, probably because the nerves
of the ear are diseased and oversensitive; in my case it was sight
and hearing at once, which according to what Rey told me one day is
usual in the beginning of epilepsy. The shock was such that it
sickened me even to make a movement, and nothing would have pleased
me better than never to have wakened again. At present this <i>horror
of life</i> is less strong and the melancholy less acute. But from
that to will and action there is still some way to go.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It is
rather queer, perhaps, that as a result of this last terrible attack
there is hardly any very definite desire or hope left in my mind, and
I wonder if this is the way one thinks when, with the passions dying
out, one descends the hill instead of climbing it. Of will I have
none, and of everything belonging to ordinary life; the desire, for
instance, to see my friends, although I keep thinking about them, I
have almost none of. …. </span>
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what a lovely country, and what lovely bue, and what a sun! </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...It is
only too doubtful whether painting has any beauty or use. But what is
to be done? There are people who love nature even though they are
cracked or ill; those are the painters. Then there are those who like
what is made by man's hands, and these even go as far as to like
pictures....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Yesterday
I drew a very big, rather rare night moth called the death's head,
its colouring of amazing distinction, black, grey, cloudy white
tinged with carmine, or shading indistinctly to olive-green; it is
very big. To paint it I had to kill it, and it was a pity, the insect
was so beautiful. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have
worked on a study of the mad wardat the Arles Hospital, but having
had no more canvas these last days, I have been taking long walks in
all directions across the country...</span></div>
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beautiful Millet is, 'The First Steps of a Child'!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I have
worked this month in the olive groves because Bernard and Gauguin
have maddened me with their 'Christs in the Garden,' with nothing
really observed. Of course with me there is no question of doing
anything from the Bible – and I have written to Bernard and Gauguin
too that I considered that to think, not to dream, was our duty, so
that I was astonished to see from their work how they had let
themselves go....it gives me a painful feeling of collapse instead of
progress. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...What
I have done is a rather hard and coarse reality beside Bernard's and
Guaguin's abstractions, but it will give a sense of country and will
smell of the soil. The thing is that they have never really been
painted, the olive and the cypress....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">These
days we had rather bad weather, but today was a real day of spring;
the fields of young corn, with violet hills in the distance, are so
beautiful, and the almond trees are starting to bloom everywhere.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I feel at
times very much cheered up by it. Moreover, you write me today that
you have sold one of my pictures in Brussels for four hundred francs.
Compared....this is little, but I shall try to be productive....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It would
be best at least to go and see this Doctor Gachet in the country as
soon as possible...,and since he likes painting, there is really a
chance that a lasting friendship </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">will
result...My surroundings begin to weigh on me....</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">...I
have just finished another canvas of pink roses against a
yellow-green background in which the effect is soft and harmonious
because of the combinations of greens, pinks, violets. In the other
the the violet bunch stands out against a startling lemon-yellow
background, with other yellow tones on the vase and the stand on
which it rests, so it is an effect of tremendously unlike
complementaries which heighten each other. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">..[previously
in Paris] I felt strong enough – I wish very much to do at once the
picture of a yellow book shop which I have had for so long in my
mind. You will see that the day after my arrival I shall be fit for
it....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am
looking forward so much to seeing the exhibition of Japanese prints
again...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">A strange
thing: just as these that day you were so struck by Seurat's
canvases, these last days are like a fresh revelation of colour to
me. As to my work, my dear brother, I feel more confidant....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">--- O, if
I could have worked without this accursed malady*</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P571</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">There –
once back here I set to work again – though the brush almost
slipped from my fingers; and knowing exactly what I wanted, I have
since painted three more big canvases. They are vast stretches of
corn under troubled skies, and I did not need to go out of my way to
express sadness and the extremity of loneliness.....I hope you will
see them soon.....Just for one's health it is very necessary to work
in the garden and see the flowers growing. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I am
now absorbed by the immeasurable plain with cornfields against the
hills, immense as a sea, delicate yellow, delicate soft green,
delicate violet of a ploughted and weeded piece of soil, regularly
chequered by the green of flowering potato plants, everything under a
sky with delicate blue, white, pink, violet tones.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am in a
mood of nearly too great calmness, in the mood to paint this. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I should
rather like to write to you about a lot of things, but to begin with,
the desire to do it has left me completely, and again I feel it is
useless.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I still
love art and life very much, but as for ever having a wife of my own,
I have no great faith in that....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[My
father was also an artist, and was tormented by what I know not, but
I suspect a deep loneliness arose due perhaps to his mother's death
in his teens and perhaps his father's rather authoritarian ways
(although I know very little about my paternal grandfather who lived
mostly and died in London. But father and son did not get on...My
father gave he said, most of his paintings away as presents and at
one exhibition of water colours R. A. K. Mason bought some of his
art. He liked Mason's poetry. Fairburn expresed that he wished he
could paint or draw like that. My father said he wished he could
write as well as Fairburn and encouraged him to paint. I belive this
may have partly inspired Fairburn thus to try his hand. But my father
eventually abandoned art. 'I felt depressed during The Depression' he
said. He took a job as an architect after going from being a fitter's
mate to getting a degree in Architecture. Like Van Gogh he loved
Japanese prints, of which one at least that he copied, a beautiful
thing, is still in this house (Panmure, Court Crescent).....Thus he
about 1941:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
really think loneliness is the worst of all human afflictions. I am
alone here </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">every
night after 9 pm, the family are early to bedders – and I sit alone
with my </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">books
and think of this long war and all the lonely women throughout the
world</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and the men in camps and holes in the ground tormented
with hunger for women. ]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am – at least I feel – too old to go back on my
steps, or to desire anything different. That desire has left me,
though the mental suffering from it remains...I know nothing,
absolutely nothing as to what turn this may take. As for what
concerns me, I apply myself to my canvases with all my mind....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I have a new study of some old thatched roofs, and
two canvases representing vast stretches of corn after the rain....we
can only make our pictures speak. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Yet, my dear brother, there is this that I have always
told you – … – I tell you again that I shall always consider
that you are other than a simple dealer in Corots, that through my
mediation you have your part in the actual production of some
canvases, which even in the deluge will retain their peace. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Well my own work, I am risking my life for it and my
reason has half-foundered. That's all right – but you are not among
the dealers in men. You can still chooseyour side, acting with
humanity, but what's the use? With a
handshake in thought. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">July
27, 1880. <i>VINCENT</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">*Van Gogh
was not mad at all, he suffered from epilepsy, which meant that bouts
of these attacks interrupted his work leaving him ennervated and
sometimes in despair. But whenever he worked he was accutely
rational, aware, and constantly trying to create and also always to
improve his drawing skill, his art, and to try to make money. His
brother Leo supported him and sold some of his works. He was a deeply
lonely man then so have I been most of my life. This does not mean
madness. To be sad, to be lonely, to be intense is not to be mad or
irrational. And Van Gogh was never irratinal he had a deep
sensitivity to the world and to people. He was deeply concerned for
his brother and his wife and their parents and for others he met.
Even near the end of his life he felt no rancour towards Van Gogh.
His criticisms of art ar of the art, not of the people. He was not,
thank god, a socialite life such as say Gore Vidal...and others. [In
another book on the eye and art it seems that Dr. Gachet felt Van
Gogh suffered from swings of mood....but if someone is sensitive,
struggles with art and the depiction of nature – to realise it by
intensifying it and to avoid what he called Gauguin and others'
“abstractions” – struggling to capture things as they are or in
some deep way uknown quite to the artist, the essence of things (The
'quiditas' of St. Thomas Aquinas or that of Aristotle, and not per se
Plato's idea of Ideal forms of things etc: or Kant's 'noumenom'
etc...even Wordsworth's sense of a god of some sort 'interfused in
the light of setting suns' and indeed the ideas of Spinoza or the
investigations of scientists trying to 'see' reality: but never
getting there: they only ever describing, failing to get via logic as
Russell and others (Wittgenstein, Deacartes, Spinoza, Derrida, (but
perhaps more Levinas and Heidegger who invokes Rilke, Trakl and Van
Gogh) etc, even Popper struggled to do, as Bergson or Cantor, or Mach
or Rothko, and many others...he failed but his struggle toward this
deep mystery always urged him on...)...these all failed as I echo
here but this is the direction they are impelled on.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">And he
was deeply lonely, deeply sensitive: and always wanted love, deep
love. The most of which perhaps he got from his brother and his wife.
He loved his fellow patients, the doctors, a postman, and others. He
loved the world, while knowing its menace, its mystery: death and
despair written into the crevices of the great world..Caravaggio's
just starting to rot fruit, Rembrandt's unremitting 'reality', Goya's
illnesses and his dark nightmares of reality and irreality...And Van
Gogh read quite widely.</span></div>
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Bertrand Russell. Mathematician, Philosopher & Logician<br />
and like Te Whiti and other Maori, a passive resister to war.<br />
He refused to fight in the horrific WWI and WWII and wrote<br />
against the Vietnam war and the accompanying US Atrocities.<br />
He admired Cantor who developed set theory to analyze Infinity<br />
and countable and uncountable infinities.<br />
Russell had a long life with many events and affairs, wrote books<br />
on many subjects. He was a good friend of Joseph Conrad. <br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">An event of importance to me in 1913 was the beginning
of my friendship with Joseph Conrad, which I owed to our common
friendship with Ottoline (lady Ottoline with whom Russell had a quite
passionate but complex affair as described in Vol I of his
Autobiography). I had been for many years an admirer of his books...I
travelled down to his house in Kent in a state of somewhat anxious
expectation. My first impression was one of surprise. He spoke
English with a very strong foreign accent, and nothing in his
demeanour in any way suggested the sea. He was an aristocratic Polish
gentleman to the fingertips. His feeling for the sea, and for
England, was one of romantic love – love from a certain distant
sufficient to leave the romance untarnished. His love for the sea
began at a very early age. When he told his parents he wished a
carreer as a sailor, they urged him to go into the Austrian navy, but
he wanted adventure and tropical seas and strange rivers surrounded
by dark forests; and the Austrian navy offered him no scope for these
desires. His family were horrified at his seeking a carreer in the
English merchant marine, but his determination was inflexible.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...He
and I were in most of our opinions in no way in agreement, but in
something very fundamental we were extraordinarily at one. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">My
relation with Conrad was unlike any other I have ever had. I saw him
seldom, and not over a long period of years. In the out-works of our
lives we were almost strangers, but we shared a certain outlook on
human life and human destiny, which, from the very first, made a bond
of extreme strength...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Of
all that he had written I admired most the terrible story called The
Heart of Darkness, in which a rather weak idealist is driven mad by
horror of the tropical forest and loneliness among savages. This
story expresses, I think, most completely his philosophy of life. I
felt, though I do not know whether he would have accepted such an
image, that he thought of civilized and morally tolerable human life
as a dangerous walk on a thin crust of barely cooled lava which at
any moment might break and let the unwary sink into fiery depths. He
was very conscious of the various forms of passionate madness to
which men are prone, and it was this which gave him such a profound
belief in the importance of discipline. His point of view, one might
say, was the antithesis of Rousseau's: 'Man is born in chains, but he
can become free.' He becomes free, I believe Conrad would have said,
not by letting loose his impulses, not by being casual and
uncontrolled, but by subduing wayward impulse to dominant purpose. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Conrad's
rather reactionary hatred of Russia ('both the Czarist and the
Revolutionary') and Dostoevsky, Tolstoy et al as well as his love of
England (except Turgenev) Russell felt were expressed in <i>The
Secret Agent</i> and in <i>Under Western Eyes</i> but this seems a
misinterpretation of at least <i>The Secret Agent</i> which is one of
the great novels. It is a satire also of 'powers' and 'the great
game' and it is a tragi-comedy where the 'powers' urge the secret
agent to blow up time itself! This is brilliant but flawed by those
powes (possibly those in the Austro-Hungarian Empire but also
anywhere). The idea is that the death of humans wont incite the
people to rebel. And it is them 'the powers' want to riot or rebel
somewhat like the Russians, mainly so the British can have and excuse
to impose more severe resstrictions etc upon them. Whatever power
Conrad transcends that and the figure of the secret agents son in
law, his wife's daughter, enraged by the motley group of “anarchists”
and would be or actual “revolutionaries” when he hears talk of
killing. This gentle being could have also been portrayed by
Dostoevsky (whose project in this regard is almost as brilliant and
subtle in <i>Crime and Punishmen</i>t); and it is he who the agent
gets to help place the bomb at Greenwich. The boy is blown into
pieces. The powers in England in touch with powers elsewhere,
restrict the investigation. Conrad writes the masterpiece that
Dickens almost managed in all his works (or he managed works of
genius but evaded the killer thrust perhaps?): in any case The Secret
Agent is, like Heart of Darkness, and <i>The Nigger of the Narcissus</i>
(the sea storm is so beautifully described!! “Nigger” by the way
is necessary. As soon as he comes on board the ship he says: “this
is my ship” and from then on his otherness drives the entire story
until his death when the becalmed ship, released as was the ship in
Coleridge's <i>TheRhyme of the Ancient Mariner</i>, makes its way
home... (and <i>Nostromo</i> which I read as a teenager so missed its
great significance, but I believe that is considered by many to be
Conrad's greatest work...) … but there is no question of Russell's
great writing in this, his first Volume of his <i>Autobiography)</i>]</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.[Russell
continues]: ...what [mainly] interested him was the human soul faced
with the indifference of nature, and often with the hostility of man,
and subject to inner struggles with passions both good and bad that
led towards destruction. Tragedies of loneliness occupied a great
part of his though and feeling. One of his typical stories is
<i>Typhoon</i>. In this
story, the Captain, who is a simple soul, pulls his ship through by
unshakeable courage and grim determination, When the storm is over,
he writes a long letter to his wife, telling about it. In his
account, his own part is, to him, fairly simple. He has merely
performed his Captain's duty as, of course, anyone would expect. But
the reader, through his narrative, becomes aware of all that he has
done and dared and endured. The letter, before he sends it off, is
read surreptitiously by his steward, but is never read by anyone else
at all because his wife finds it boring and throws it away unread.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The two things that seem most ot occupy Conrad's
imagination are loneliness and the fear of what is strange. An
Outcast of the Islands like The Heart of Darkness is concerned with
the fear of what is strange. Both come together in the
extraordinarily moving story Amy Foster. In this story a South-Slav
peasant, on his way to America, is the sole survivor of the wreck of
his ship, and is cast away in a Kentish village. All the village
fears and ill-treats him, except Amy Foster, a dull, plain girl who
brings him bread when he is starving and finally marries him. But
she, too, when in fever, he reverts to his native language, is seized
with a fear of strangeness, snatches up their child and abandons him.
He dies alone and hopeless. I have wondered at times how much of this
man's loneliness Conrad had felt among the English and had supressed
with a stern effort of will.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Conrad's point of view was far from modern [Russell
he sets Rousseau's 'enlightened' humane view, sans discipline of
children etc, against the other more 'authoritarian' view of
discipline. But]: Conrad adhered to the older tradition, that
discipline should come from within. He despised indiscipline, and
hated discipline that was merely external. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">In
all this I found myself closely in agreement with him. At our very
first meeting, we talked with continually increasing intimacy. We
seemed to sink through layer after layer of what was superficial,
till gradually both reached the central fire. It was an experence
unike any other I have known. We looked into each other's eyes, half
appalled and half intoxicated to find ourselves together in such a
region. The emotion was as intense as passionate love, and at the
same time all-embracing. I came away bewildered, and at the same time
unable to find my way among ordinary affairs............</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.This letter was my last contact with
him....Conrad['s].....intense and passionate intensity shines in my
memory like a star seen from the bottom of a well. I wish I could
make his light shine for others as it shone for me....</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Joseph Conrad - great writer of 'The Heart of Darkness', 'The Secret Agent', 'Nostromo' and many sea stories and stories of early colonial adventures and tragedies. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It is well worth reading Russell's description of Conrad's work. He and Russell were quite close friends. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> The 'Nigger of the Narcissus' is one of the great stories and includes a storm </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"> which is magnificently described. These stories in 'The Typhoon' and the very</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"> moving 'Amy Foster'. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The students, however, as I said before, were
admirable. I had a post-graduate class of twelve, who used to come to
tea with me once a week.One of them was T. S. Eliot,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">who subsequently wrote a poem about it, called 'Mr
Appolinx'. I did not know at the time that Eliot wrote poetry. He
had, I think, already written 'A Portrait of a Lady', and 'Prufrock',
but he did not see fit to mention the fact. He was extraordinarily
silent, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and only once made a remark which struck me. I was
praising Heraclitus, and he ob-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">served: 'Yes, he always reminds me of Villon.' I thought
this remark so good that I always wished he would make another..... </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> The great American poet T S Eliot who was once in</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"> a philosophy class held by Russell. Eliot is here with</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"> his first wife Vivien. He was in England so long he</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"> was de facto English as almost was his friend Pound.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: cyan;"><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;">A
baby emits a cry of life on being thrust into a cold, bright
world.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;">Gone
is the dark warmth of the mother's womb.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;">The
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<span style="font-size: large;">We Live
In </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Calculating time by time and dividing
by time
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">these things of
lament fall upon us as dark green quilts on aged men
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">where women wail. Forever fingers of
the living root down to grip.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">To disappear into the sands. As in
Scott of <i>Lammermoor</i> .
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>'The quicksanded cities.</i>' as I
wrote, using the image of man and horse </span><span style="font-size: large;">plunging. To disappear. And the vents
of fury among the loud mountains: W</span><span style="font-size: large;">hy have we not passaged here?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">We have something to teach, to say.
We could treat time</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">like Cantor's Alephs, and find that
time by time yields</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">time only, and time times time is
Aleph time. </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">'<i>We are lost in gelid time. We are
the fools of time. Time was</i>.'</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">What to teach? They wait. The shadows
grow. Man's, in history.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Of Emerson, though, we have little.
As said. What sounds?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">What do you mean? Is it known? Know
thou? Sit by the fire.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">At the camp fire – much mad truth.
Old woes.
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Things keep living in this old chaos,
under the sun, of the.
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">How can we evaluate? Ejaculate,
expatiate: things leap.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The undulant
ambiguations, you know</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">them, they descend. How much
redundancy adds to the immensity</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">of rock giants? Who sang? Who
yes-noed?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The parade begins. She holds my hand.
We had purpose, if fear,
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">but we lived, took positions. We were
on the line.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Why did I not seize her? Where is
she? Time is gone, passed
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">as if it had not begun, except in
dream. Was we dream?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Then they found me, and the machines.
These proliferate:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">everywhere there is a clicking of
meanings. God is knitting.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Messages are inserted or race into
the totality of
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">completed futility. Click click clack
smack smack smack.
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Where is the end? Le be be finale.
Let seem be icecream</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">in an ice dream. But what of
mentioned the wires?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">The wires keep creeping, like wires,
wirely. Nervous, nervous nerves.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">All things begin pump. Things flow
every where. Fire.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Decent ones stay away. Wary, they
creep down town.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Even old people. I remain old with
severe thoughts</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">marked. My wise saws. My instances. I
remain</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">not a youthful age but stay severely
as I am.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">It is a writhing living thing, a mass
mountain impossible to be
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">man or women however born: see it, it
is awash with
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">configurations and gibbering mirrors:
it is afire with
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">language whose excess and whose
excessive excess</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">bursts instantly into endless flame.
These birds</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">fight each other to death, the poem
grows in monstrousness</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">never before felt, imagined, and it
always wriggles away.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Then in the language
inferno they found me, and the machines</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">had proliferate:
everywhere nowhere there is a clicking of</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">insane meanings.
Messages race into the totality of computed</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and purple futility.
Where is the end if not the linkage?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The wires smile with
sarc sparks, and continue creeping, like wires.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Decent people stay
clear. They never knock or ring. Wary, they creep</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">down town, possibly on
Broadway. Even old people. I remain old with</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">severe thoughts marked.
My sore wise saws. My instant instances:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">You wanted it though?
Eh? Didn't ya want it? I remain</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">not a youthful age but
stay severely. I am what.
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I always wanted to make
chemical music but my career path
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">led me into pornography
and all those asms and cosmic chasms</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">that they all plunge
in. The point, we seek it. We are. A thing shudders.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Material mystery,
extass. They – right now – gathered discovering</span></div>
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questions or significations re-reading Browning</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="">everything is
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span lang=""><b>answer</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">like
a <b>water blob</b>.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;"><b>Bulb</b>
sets tremble</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;">questions
on a leaf</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">maybe
of <b>broccoli.</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">(<i>Ecstatic
moon,</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i style="background-color: white;">and
the coming bloom</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i style="background-color: white;">of
the young year</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i style="background-color: white;">that
cools the finger’s fever</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;"><i>wakes
rath:</i> )</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;"> <b>sparkins
fire flame snake</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>in
which syzegistic</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>congnaced
cunt rage</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>red
as arse fire</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;"> rapid
irreducible</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>to
the dead agonal</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>horse
mountain</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>unvoicing
her shitting</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;">
germaniac treblinking</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;">
to cant. write cant write</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>cat
bitch - scream in a pyx -</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">
<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>lacerating
the bloody lace</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">and
engines light to BE ,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">‘<span style="font-size: 13pt;">till
pump is <i>all</i>:</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">and
a, a, a - a sleepy shiver</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">ecstatics
all objects</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i style="background-color: white;">that
are subjects</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;">red
nasalic narcosis in</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">
<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>nasalised
redlic</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">
<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>sketched
out</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>in
a nightmare as of</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b>a
thousand fucking bastards</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b style="background-color: black; font-family: "helvetica neue", "arial", "helvetica", sans-serif; line-height: 20.8px;"><i><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-large;">.I do wish the beastly old war could stop </span></i></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang=""><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span face="" style="color: #93c47d; font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;">Letters and things in </span><span face="" style="color: yellow; font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;">Bertrand Russell</span><span face="" style="color: #93c47d; font-family: "courier new", "courier", monospace; font-size: large;">'s Autobiography</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"> The
Mischeief Inn</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
Madingly Road</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
26. VIII. 11 </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Dear
Russell</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
send you all I can find of the notes Frege sent me on my account of
his work.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Hardy told me of your translation into sybolism of
the Deceased Wife's Sister Bill.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">If you have time would you send it to me to include in
the 'Philosophy of Mr B – </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">R – ' Also Hardy told me of your proof of the
existence of God by an infinite complex </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">of false propositions. May
I have this too?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <i>Yrs. ever</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Philip Jourdain
</i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[Russell's notes on this
letter show that he appreciated the humour. Jourdain was quite
brilliant but died young due to the effects of Freidrich's ataxia
which is a rare genetic disorder almost always fatal over a
relatively short time of life.] </span>
</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="color: red;">Georg Cantor</span>, the
subject of the following letter, was, in my opinion, one of the
greatest intellects of the nineteenth century. ZTHe controversy with
Poincar</i><span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><i>é which he
mentions is still (1949) raging, though the original protagonists are
long since dead. After reading the following letter, no one will be
surprised to learn that he spent a large part of his life in a
lunatic asylum, but his lucid intervals were devoted to creating the
theory of infinite numbers.</i></span><span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">
[This is still all disputed by mathematicians but there is still no
concord on the subject. Cantor used sets and his Diagonal Proof
(which Wittgenstein doesn't “disprove” but feels, it seems, in
his Groundwork to Mathematics, that it has flaws and is not kind of
'the right question' as it cant really be stated as a positive
proposition. The “rage” about Cantor's theory of infinite sets,
countable infinity etc, continues: but it is probably not of interest
to most mathematicians or philosophers. But it is fascinating and can
be studied in books “for the average person” with little or no
maths, such as those by J D Barrow and others. Cantor and his ideas
have fascinated me for some time.]</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> 75
Victoria Street</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> S.W.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> 16/
9. 11</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Dear Mr Russell</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">By accident I met
to-day Professor Georg Cantor, professor of Mathematics at Halle
University, and his chief wish during his stay in England is to meet
you and talk about your books. He was overcome with pleasure when he
learnt on talking of Cambridge that I knew you a little – you must
forgive my boasting of my acquaintance with an English 'Mathematiker'
and I had to promise I would try to find out if he could see you. He
proposes to visit Cambridge on Tuesday and Oxford on Thursday, and
meanwhile is staying for a week at 62 Nevern Square, South
Kensington. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">It was a great pleasure
to meet him though if you are kind enough to see him you will
sympathize with my feeling worn out with nearly four hours of
conversation. He was like a fog horn discoursing on mathematics –
to me! – and the Bacon Theory.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Could you send a line
to him or to me at Woodgate, Danehill, Sussex. He is Geheimrath and
so forth. I could relate his entire family history to you!</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <i>Yours sincerely
and with many apologies</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Margery I.
Corbett Ashby </i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[Part of a letter from
Cantor three days later.]</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">..................................................................</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">As for myself you do
know perhaps, I am a great heretic upon many scientific, but also in
many literary matters, as to pronounce but two of them, I am a
Baconian in the Bacon-Shakespeare question, and I am quite an
adversary of <i>Old Kant</i>, who, in my eyes has done much more harm
and mischief to philosophy, even to mankind; as you can easily see by
the most perverted development of metaphysics in Germany in all that
followed him, as in Fichte, Schelling, Hegel, Heibart, Schopenhauer,
Hartmann, Nietzsche etc. etc.. on to this very day. I never could
understand why such reasonable and enobled peoples as the Italiens,
the English, and the French are, could follow yonder <i>sophistical
philistine</i>, who was so bad a mathematician. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">And now it is in just
this abominable mummy, as Kant is, Monsieur Poincar<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é
</span>felt quite enamoured, if he is not bewitched by him. So I
understand quite well the opposition of Mons. Poincar<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">é</span>,
by which I felt myself honoured, though he never had in mind to
honour me, as I am sure.....</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...I think he is about
ten years younger than I am, but I have learned to wait in all things
and I forsee more clearly, that in the quarrell, <i>I will not be
succumbent</i>.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">But I feel no forcing
to enter myself in the battle; others with him precipitate and I
allowed him to do with greater and more important things. As for
little differences between you and me, I am sure, that they will
disappear soon after an oral discourse.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">................... …..and
so I am, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Sir, </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <i>Your very
faithfull.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Georg Cantor</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><b>MY
HEART ALMOST STOOD STILL</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Hellen
Keller to the New York </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Symphony
Orchestra</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">February
2nd, 1924</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">On
the evening of February 1st 1924, The New York Symphony Orchestra,
conducted by Walter Damrosch, played<i> Beethoven's Symphony No. 9</i>
to a packed Carnegie Hall, one of the most famous and prestigious
concert halls in the world. Many who </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">wanted
to attend, couldn't; fortunately, the performance was broadcast live
on the radio. A couple of days later, with talk of the show still on
the lips of many, the orchestra received a stunning letter of thanks
from the unlikliest of sources. The letter</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">was
written by Helen Keller, a renowned author and activist, who, despite
having been deaf and blind from a young age, had managed to "hear"
the music through touch alone. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">_____________________________________________________________</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> 93
Seminole Avenue, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
Forest Hills L . I.,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
February 2, 1924.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">The
New York Symphony Orchestra,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">New
York City. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear
Friends</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> I
have the joy of being able to tell you that, though deaf and blind, I
spent a</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">glorious
hour last night listening over the radio to Beethoven's "Ninth
Symphony."</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
do not mean to say that I "heard" the music in the sense
that other people heard it;</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">and
I do not know if I can make you understand how it was possible for me
to </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">derive
pleasure from the symphony. It was a great surprise to myself. I had
been </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">reading
in my magazine for the blind that the radio had brought happiness to
the </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">sightless
everywhere. I was delighted to know that the blind had gained a new </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">sense
of enjoyment; but I did not dream that I could have any part in their
joy. Last</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">night,
when our family was listening to the wonderful rendering of the
immortal</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">symphony,
someone suggested that I put my hand on the receiver and see if I
could </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">get
any of the vibrations. He unscrewed the cap, and lightly touched the
sensitive</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">diaphragm.
What was my amazment to discover that I could feel, not only the </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">vibrations,
but the impassioned rhythm, the throb and urge of the music! The
inter- </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">twined
and intermingling vibrations from different instruments enchanted me.
I </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">could
actually distinguish the cornets, the roll of drums, the deep-toned
violas and, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">and
violins singing in exquisite unison. How the lovely speech from the
violins </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">flowed
and plowed over the deepest tones of the other instruments! When the
hum-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">an
voice leaped up trilling from the surge of harmony, I recognized them
instantly</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">as
voices. I felt the chorus grow more exultant, more ecstatic,
upcurving swift and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">flame-like
till my heart almost stood still. The women's voices seemed seemed
an </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">embodiment
of all the angelic voices rushing in a harmonious flood of beautiful </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">and
inspiring sound. The great chorus throbbed against my fingers with
poignant</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">poise
and flow. Then all the instruments and voices together burst forth
--an ocean</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">of
heavenly vibration --and died away like the winds when the atom is
spent, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">ending
in a delicate shower of sweet notes. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Of
course, this was not "hearing" but I do know that the tones
and harm-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">onies
conveyed to me moods of great beauty and majesty. I also sensed, or
thought</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
did, the tender sounds of nature that sing into my hand-- swaying
reeds and winds</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">and
the murmer of streams. I had never been so enraptured before by a
multitude </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">of
tone-vibrations. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> As
I listened, with darkness and melody, shadow and sound, filling the </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">room,
I could not but help remember that the great composer who poured
forth </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">such
a flood of sweetness into the world was deaf like myself. I marveled
at the </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">power
of his quenchless spirit by which out of his pain he wrought such joy
for </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">others
--and there I sat, feeling with my hand the magnificent symphony
which</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">broke
like a sea upon the silent shores of his soul and mine. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Let
me thank you warmly for all the delight which your beautiful music</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">has
brought to my household and to me. I want also to thank Station WEAF
for </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">the
joy they are broadcasting in the world.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> With
kindest regards and best wishes, I am,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Sincerely
yours, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> [signed]</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> HELEN
KELLER </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">...............................................................................................................................</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">My news of Joy is great today</span></div>
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<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;">A
baby emits a cry of life on being thrust into a cold, bright
world.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;">Gone
is the dark warmth of the mother's womb.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", "trebuchet", "verdana", sans-serif;">The
umbilical cord is severed and closed off.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> <u><span style="color: #ffd966;"><b> </b></span></u></span><span style="color: #ffd966; font-size: large;"><u><b>MEMOIRS OF MY MOTHER </b></u></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> The MEMOIRS of my mother,
Joy Taylor, born in 1917 in Northamtonshire, England, brought up in
Australia, Banaba (Ocean) Island, England and Melbourne of Australia.
Her mother was Beatrice Gray, who became Beatrice (Beatty Miller) on
marriage to my grandfather, Captain John Robert Miller.. On that side
there was a Joy hence her first name.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">N.B. Details of Miller
family in Family Tree compiled by Frank Miller [and John Gray who
started with the Gray family.]</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My Grandfather Miller,
Robert Miller, had six brothers: James, George, Benjamen, and one
sister, Esther. I do not know their order, in age, nor where they
lived or were born [some details in the Miller-Gray family tree].
Believe it to be Northamptonshire or Huntingdonshire – Midlands
anyway. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I believe James and
George went to London eventually but am vague about their occupations
or whether they married or had families. John settled in Kettering &
owned and operated a mineral water factory, co partner with [one of
the] a Child's.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">John married Ruth
Childs, sister of Alf & they had no children.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I well remember
Benjamin. He started in the printing business but when we were
children was Editor of the Times of India (in Calcutta). He came to
England in various “long leaves” & visited us then. He always
had gifts for my brother & I, & sent lovely books at Xmas.
“Uncle Ben” (though really Great-Uncle seemed a gentle man, very
brown from the tropical sun – and by no means handsome – but very
interesting to us all.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My Grandfather Robert
became an engine driver on the L.M.S. (London, North Eastern
Railways) [this crossed out]. He married Elizabeth Gale Childs, my
grandmother, who was the sister of Ruth (John's wife). They moved to
various cities to suit his work. Their eldest child, Maud Ruth, was
born in Nottingham, my father John Robert, was born in Leicester. The
other children of the marriage were Gertrude, Frank, & Mary Ann,
known as Polly.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My father was born in
1883 & diseases were rife in those days, especially TB or its
various forms, & fevers – Scarlet fever, Diptheria, Typhoid
etc. My grandfather, Robert died of typhoid fever about 1897. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My father had started
at a science /engineering school at Rugby but at about 14 had to
leave & go to work. Grandmother worked as a matron at a poor old
peoples home at Cambridge. Here eldest daughter, Maud, at 16 started
as a pupil/teacher – at Kettering Primary School. The two youngest
of the family, Frank and Polly were adopted by Ruth and John.
Gertrude, I belive, did some nursing. [I remember my mother telling
me she had received letters from her Auntie Maud and Gertrude. They
sent me 10 shillings from time to time and it was banked. Now I
realise more about these people I am more grateful and thoughtful of
them all. R.T. 2019]</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My father also
contracted typhoid at about 13 or 14. Luckily he recoveredm though he
blamed his being shorter than most of the Miller men on that illness
in his growing years.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Father (known to family
& friends as Jack) had to leave Rugby Secondary School on the
death of his father and find work. He had work at a sewing machine
factory, and also – in the Railways Telegraph Office – so learnt
a few skills – on his way to eventually becoming a builder &
carpenter [with some machine and engineering skills, and he read
quite widely in his life, I recall the books he had. One <i>The Titan</i>
fascinated me (as military, wars, and the idea of power fascinated me
as a boy of 10 or so). He also gave me a collection of Russian
stories which I have read (at the time I said, but I am too young,
but he said: “You will be able to read them when you are older.”
He was right, and I still do. But also his copy of Pasternak's 'Dr
Zhivago fascinated me. All those books seemed deeply significanct and
mysterious to me as were what my father and he talked of. I used to
listen to he and my father talk wondering when I would understand the
mysterious things of engineering and of grown men's talk...But this
was when he and my grandmother had retired to Cheltenham Road in
Devonport.].</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">He came to New Zealand
at the age of 21 [1904] & joined his friend Cath Adams working as
a builder for Cath's father C. Adams senior. Working mostly in
Tauranga, & Waihi was then a thriving Gold mining town. At some
stage also he worked in Auckland also as a builder. Then he went to
Australia – visiting some relatives in the Hunter River Valley
N.S.W., & eventually joined the British Phosphate Commission
(Melbourne) as a builder / carpenter for Ocean Island [Banaba], in
1908 aged 24 or 25. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Then in 1915 Jack left
the Island to enlist in the armed forces & chose to join with his
friend Cath Adams in the N.Z. Rifle Brigade.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">From Sydney he had
written a proposal of marriage to my Mother. They had met &
become friendly during his long leave from the Island, & they
married on August 26<sup>th</sup> , 1916 during army leave. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My mother was Beatrice
Amy Gray. (Details of the Gray family are on a family tree compiled
by John Gray, Sidney.)</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Mother and her younger
sister Bara lived together in Bedford while their menfolk were away
at war; Bara already had a small boy, Alan. I was born on the 29<sup>th</sup>
May 1917, and 6 weeks later Bara's second son Derek arrived. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My grandfather Gray
died about the time of my mother's marriage. He had retired from his
army life with the Royal Welsh Fusiliers. He had married in Indiea &
they [his wife was Emma Jane Joy and his name was b. 9<sup>th</sup>
March 1851, died 29 August 1916. Lived mainly India and Bedford.] had
13 children while there [in India]. Some died very young and 7
survived to adulthood. I was called after my grandmother Gray – her
maiden name was Joy, & she was Emma Jane Joy, so I got the Joy. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">When the war was over
father had to return to New Zealand for his army discharge.Then our
family proceeded to Sydney, & Newcastle, where we boarded ship
for Ocean Island. I was about 20 months old then.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Childhood on a tropical
island was a delightful time – ther are only pdd flashes of memory
of the very young years. I played in the beach behind the house –
we (other children & I) hunted for lizard eggs. The lizards
seemed to choose the curled mid point of dead palm leaves which
litter the ground under the palms. When we found the tiny eggs we
broke the heavy one to see the babies streak away to hide. Cruel: we
also broke some which were not ready! </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Earlier I had a wooden
horse on wheels (made by my father) & used to make a mixture of
coloured flower petals in soggy water to feed it. There were one or
two boys about my age and we got up to mischief. My worst crime was
pulling upa young palm tree to eat the centre – so delicious –
Millionnaire Salad. All the palms belonged to the Banabans & that
particular owner came to my father with his complaint and Dad had to
pay for the tree. I will not forget how angry he was with me! My
brother Frank arrived on 28<sup>th</sup> of November 1921. We only
had tinned milk so with a wweaned baby my father got some goats and
he was fed on goats milk for quite a while. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">A little kid arrived
and that was my pet – I loved him but he disappeared – I expect
they sold him. I also had kittens from time to time. When Frank
arrived they got a Banaban lady Oreba to look afer him (both of us).
She was a dear & we all loved her. When they went to Sydney on
leave Oreba went too. But she was not happy at all! – Too cold and
she had to wear large shoes. So did we and [also] hated it! Mother
made us some flat shoes to arrive in.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">The Banabans were
divided into 4 villages: Ooma – & near Ooma were all the
phosphate driers [?], the machine & the carpentary shop [looking
at a recent YouTube by some Ham Radio enthusiasts, who visited Banaba
about 2015 I think, [2019] all those including the Power Plant, the
machine and carpentary shop, a hospital (possibly the one mum
mentions in this memoir), and a dentists, are in a state of
destruction and decay: it is a kind of tragic scene, dark & eerie
with only 300 Banabans there. Desolate with all the activity and life
gone. And of course the lives of the Banaban people radically changed
if not destroyed. Despite this they seem an amazing people. Mostly
they are quite healthy looking and often happy, but most now live on
an Island near Fiji. Operations stopped I think about 1989 or so.].
….</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[To
continue.]...carpentry and machine shop, offices, stores, and up the
hill a way houses for the white workers, mostly Australians. Yabwebwa
was near where we lived – the village a little way further inland &
up the hill. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Our house was close to
the sea (Western outlook) and there was a way down to the shore
between the pinnacles – we called it 'Miller's Beach'</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Puakonikau was near the
highest part of the Island North of Tabwebwa – & Tabiang was
about midway between Tabwebwa and Ooma – lower ground. There was a
Post Office & later a small school for white children; and
several of the Government officials lived near there.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">In the meantime Mother
taught me & a few others to read and write and do simple sums.
(She had been a kindergarten teacher.)</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Connecting the villages
were roads – dirt and lined with lumps of coral. Lower down on the
flat there was a narrow-gage railway line between Tabwebwa &
Ooma.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We sat on a seat on a flat
car, poled by two natives. When I cut my foot badly the houseboy
called the polers and they got us to Ooma, then one of the polers
carried me up the hill to where the hospital was located. So I had 7
stitches!</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">The B.P.C [the British
Phosphate Commision] employees got 3 months every 2 years and English
people could have 5 months leave after 2 years to visit England if
they wished.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">All our relatives were
in England, so in 1926 we set off on that journey. It took two weeks
– about – to get to Australia – and we then boarded a liner in
Sydney & I think about six weeks later arrived at [the] Tilbury
docks. [The Thames, near London.] </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">On board there were
lots of children & activities were arranged for them by the
stewards and stewardesses to look after us. Just as well as my
Mother, as soon as she boarded a boat, was always sick. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">From Tilbury we went by
train to Kettering, Northamtonshire – the home of my auntie Maud,
(father's older sister), her husband & granny Miller (then called
Shrives). </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Granny was tiny –
white haired, rosy cheeks. She always wore black frocks tight
waisted, with white inset at neck and high collars, usually white
lace. She spent her days doing the mending, darning socks etc, and
always jad to,e for a hug with us especially Frank, who was about to
be 5. [Joy was then 9<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">½].</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">There
were two horrors ahead for us: Frank and I were to be left here when
Mother and Dad returned to the Island. Number 2 was school!</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">School
was a tall brick building with a paved yard for a playground. Frank
was with the beginners, but of course I was with my age group, and
amongst so many children – I was completely bewildered and soon
made such a fuss that at home, absolutely refusing to go to school. </span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Eventually
I was put in a small private school with just a few girls and managed
to settle down quite happily. This was run by two sisters, the Miss
Butchers & was a preparitory school for the high school which we
started at 11 years.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Soon
we started having piano lessons. Our teacher was Miss Longmate, a
friend of Auntie's who lived nearby. Frank* did not go on for long
but I loved it & rapidly progressed. </span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Our
uncle bought a car & that was a great excitement. All Summer long
on fine Saturdays or Sundays we went for drives and picnics &
found all the lovely country side around. The further afield for a
day outing to Felixstowe & the beach. </span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;">The
waters were and the snow were strange to us at first, and then the
dark coming at 3 pm on some days. Somedays it was too bad to go to
school, but we soon found the pleasure out of it with slides &
snow balls etc. </span> </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Holidays staying with
various Aunts & cousins (mother's sisters & their children),
were a delight. Three of her sisters: Mary, Totte & Daisy lived
at Weymouth on the South Coast and we spent many wonderful weeks
there with [many] days at the beach. How we got there I cant
remember. Probably taken by car by the Andrews family who lived near
us and were friends of Auntie Tottie. Mother's younger sister Bara &
her husband were sole teachers at a village school not far from
Kettering & I enjoyed staying there with all those cousins (5 of
them). Country rambles & picking blackberries was the main
attraction there. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Mother's brother Rowley
lived at Woburn, a small village near Bedford. He lived with his wife
and children. These were: Molly, about 3 or 4 years older than me, &
Teddy, a bit older still. Rowley lost a leg through wounds in the
Boer War & travelled about on a motor bike side-car. I enjoyed
staying week-ends with them, or a few days in Winter holidays.</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">My news of Joy is great today</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">*My uncle Frank later
stayed in England when my mother returned to Melbourne [Firbank High
School] and Ocean Island, and he was in the RAF flying, inter alia,
bombers, more or less near the end of the war. He told me that this
was really a terrible time and most of his mates were killed. He also
told me the anecdote of the bombs jettisoning. Flying from Africa to
bomb German-French targets they were all due for leave. Over the
intercom as they headed out he suggested that they head straight for
the Atlantic, drop the bombs, then head straight to England. They did
so. </span>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> C/o D Stacy (?)</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kimbolton Rd</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Bedford</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> 10th June
1917 </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My own dearest Hubby,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> It was so nice to get
news that you are feeling better. I really hope you are, because I
don't like to think of you as feeling so rotten, especially when I am
getting on so nicely. I think your plan for the vot is fine. I am
long to see it and I shall treasure it all the more because you have
made it my dear s you see it will be double a "Treasure Cot."
That is the name of the make of the ones that are here....</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My news of Joy is great
today.......</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">She has gained 8 more
ounces since Tuesday, so now she weighs 6 </span><span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">¼
lbs. She ought not to have been weighed till Tuesday, but when she
was undressed for her bath this morning, Sister could not resist the
temptation of weighing her and found she had gained 8 more ounces
since Tuesday. I feel proud as an old hen – and I know you will be
pleased. She is getting quite heavy. I'm sure you will see a great
difference when you come next time. She has had more presents. Daisy
sent her a bonnet yesterday, & Tottie came to see me and brought
a lot of ribbon to adorn her frocks with. Mother and Lottie have been
up this afternoon....</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">.................................................................................................................................</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span face="" style="font-family: "times new roman", serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">......I
wonder when you will be getting away from
camp............................................</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;">
</span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">.........................................I
do wish the beastly old war could stop – I want you always. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> With all my love dear one
and Joy's love too</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Your loving wife</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Beattie</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">LETTER FROM MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER - FROM ENGLAND TO OCEAN ISLAND (BANABA). </span><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> 14 Rockingham
Road</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kettering</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My Dearest Jack & Beattie</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">we often
talk about you and wonder a bout you all and what you </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">are all doing. if you
are getting ready for Christmas. We have got our </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">pudding and have
Christmas cake maid also the mincemeat maid. And we </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">are expecting [Franky
(?) ] on Thursday for his holadays I supose he is</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">looking forward to
the chang. We are afraid we have offended you both</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">as we get no letters
from you the only new is from [Jay (?)] I am Glad </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">you have such a good
times Gertie and all at [?] are all well. We are</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">going to [?]* for
Christmas day and they will come to us for Boxing day. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I am very pleased to
say that your uncle Alfred is getting on so well he</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">seem quite is old
self we are well just now hoping this will find you all</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">well I supose you are
happy now with Joy with you now We often talk</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">about you all and we
miss Jay [Joy?] verey much especaly when I am hear by</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">my self But we hope
she will get on well My dears I have not much</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">to tell you now I
must now close with best love to you Beattie & Joy</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> I still remain your ever
loving </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Mother E G Shrive</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">* This might be Des.
</span>
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<span style="font-size: 17.3333px;"><b>Tamaki Estuary -- Our walk there last year.</b></span><br />
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<span face="" style="font-family: "helvetica neue", "arial", "helvetica", sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">.....</span><span style="background-color: #fce5cd;"><span style="color: red;">.I wonder when you will be getting away from camp............................................</span></span></span></div>
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<span face="" style="font-family: "helvetica neue", "arial", "helvetica", sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: lime;">…........................................</span><b><i><span style="color: #e06666;">.I do wish the beastly old war could stop </span></i></b><span style="color: lime;">– I want you always.</span></span></div>
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<span face="" style="color: lime; font-family: "helvetica neue", "arial", "helvetica", sans-serif; font-size: large;">With all my love dear one and Joy's love too</span></div>
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<span face="" style="color: lime; font-family: "helvetica neue", "arial", "helvetica", sans-serif; font-size: large;">Your loving wife</span></div>
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The Part Two means this is part two of a large document I have on which parts of the Post: What Have I (We) Been Reading and some of my so-called Dewey Decimal Project results are forming.</div>
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One reason for this is that I know that some people dislike the black background here. I understand this the background or 'Richard, you Must try to be more focused' which is the "Control Blog" where indeed I mean to put a lot of stuff on that has been neglected for some time. On there also I talk or will talk more directly to </div>
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The black background I have continued and will do for things also as it was a deliberate strategy to use that background. To be noted is my early use of what I call "black-space". I published completely empty spaces as early I think as 2006 or possibly earlier. The point of these is to signify a number of potential interpretations.</div>
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This leads to 2. Perhaps as with Cage the "black-spaces" represent silence. While black can here also have say a negative connotation of death, nothingness etc (I don't necessarily see these as negative but it we take this aspect then it can signify a kind of negativity: death say, but see below): in my case here one signalling is to the beauty of silence. For me that is one of the primary beauties. There is always some sound. Deeper indeed it reaches also for soundlessness. In that mode the need for cell phones, music etc, chatter, is </div>
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counter-attacked. In personal conversations I bombard people with my talk. It gets out of hand in fact, I realise this but this is in part due to medication I have been taking for years, otherwise it works to kind of impose a kind of barrier (in some cases). But in the main a deeper than deep silence is reached for. Say</div>
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a kind of reaching for the absolute zero of silence. Absolute zero is theoretical point (so far) of -273 degrees celcius. Of course at these points there is a kind of impossibility (impossibility is something that fascinates me)...also indeterminacy interests me. But simply put it is silence I want here.</div>
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"Nothing" (yes, there are such books e.g. the short short books and one other I read which was about or called 'Reality' which was shown to be, in deep terms, impossible to define or establish like things such as truth, what gravity is, God or not-God, infinity and so on: the Platonic Ideal Forms postulated by Plato in his problematic 'Republic' a dialogue, typical of Socrates-Plato "full of holes" or logical elisions (his Plato or Socrates interlocuters fail to pursue clearly dubious "conclusions" Plato comes to. Beautiful though, is his concept of the Cave and so on. But again these a priori Forms are questionable: although it seems in some say logic spaces, certain a priori assumptions are needed. But this leads to Kant and his use of a priori </div>
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But if we do (a frightening and immensely difficult thought experiment) the Nothingness is indeed NO-THINGS. Not just a mathematical space or a vacuum with or without ether, is no thing. We would not exist in it, nothing exists in it. Of course talking of nothing always leads to double negations and confusion so here</div>
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The Christian Church philosophers, for example, needed a state both of free will AND Nothingness. From this impossibilty God or some Force was able to create the Universe. By allowing free will we allow God to be able to create something from Nothingness. That Nothing, it was postulated by Hegel, for example, as being possible to create or be created by some method of his dialectic. This means that Nothing + Something --> Being. The dialectic being that a Thesis combining with an antithesis leads to synthesis. Although as this is some kind of continual process it is hard to think of this. Another way of thinking of the initiation of all things is that they always were and always are. Here Science, Philosophy and Religion collide but for me they are all important in this. </div>
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This could echo Maori mythology of the beginning of the Universe (or other Creation theories). Science's "Big Bang" is no more satisfactory than any religious view of the origins of things or any mythological view.</div>
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In art we have Malevich's black square. The black and other colour squares of Ad Reinhadt, and the even</div>
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perhaps more signalling works of Rothko and many others (not just The Supremacists or the Abstract Expressionists but certainly these and indeed our own Ralph Hotere of 'Black Windows' are important in this context).</div>
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Eventually, and potentially, this project, which comprises and involves everything: will be handed over to everyone. That is it points to an inclusive rather than an elitist or inclusive field of endeavour. But now it tries to move towards a multi-logical or multiplex project which also involves the Random. It points to things but does not state any position or judgement as such. There is no attempt to make the world a better place or anything. Such ideas are dubious. Such political and ethical questions simply lead into the Bog of epistemology and ontological metaphysics....under the surface, my "philosophy" kind of runs in the background from time to time but contradictions will everywhere be seen. </div>
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Perhaps one advice can be given: read the images and view the writing (with all the wierd and sometimes deliberately garish and somewhat gauche writings, the tautologies repetitions, pseudo "pronouncements" such as 'Repetition is Truth' and so on. Some humour is there of course. The spirit of Rabellais (of say Bakhtin -- of Bahktin's Rabellais (and my edition illustrated by Heath Robinson) "haunts about the shape" of this "vase" of writing and images, whatever it is....</div>
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Best known in this country for having
forged the term "deconstruction," Jacques Derrida follows
Nietzsche and Heidegger in elaborating a critique of "Western
metaphysics," by which he means not only the Western
philosophical tradition but "everyday" thought and language
as well. Western thought, says Derrida, has always been structured in
terms of dichotomies or polarities: good vs. evil, being vs.
nothingness, presence vs. absence, truth vs. error, identity vs.
difference, mind vs. matter, man vs. woman, soul vs. body, life vs.
death, nature vs. culture,-speech vs. writing. These polar opposites
do not, however, stand as independent and equal entities. The second
term in each pair is considered the negative, corrupt, undesirable
version of the first, a fall away from it. Hence, absence is the lack
of presence, evil is the fall from good, error is a distortion of
truth, etc. In other words, the two terms are not simply opposed in
their meanings, but are arranged in a hierarchical order which gives
the first term priority, in both the temporal and the qualitative
sense of the word. In general, what these hierarchical oppositions do
is to privilege unity, identity, immediacy, and temporal and spatial
presentness over distance, difference, dissimulation, and deferment.
In its search for the answer to the question of Being, Western
philosophy has indeed always determined Being as presence. Derrida's
critique of Western metaphysics focuses on its privileging of the
spoken word over the written word. The spoken word is given a higher
value because the speaker and listener are both present to the
utterance simultaneously. There is no temporal or spatial distance
between speaker, speech, and listener, since the speaker hears
himself speak at the same moment the listener does. This immediacy
seems to guarantee the notion that in the spoken word we know what we
mean, mean what we say, say what we mean, and know what we have said.
Whether or not perfect understanding always occurs in fact, this
image of perfectly self-present meaning is, according to Derrida, the
underlying ideal of Western culture. Derrida has termed this belief
in the self-presentation of meaning "1ogocentrism," from
the Greek word Logos (meaning speech, logic, reason, the Word of
God). Writing, on the other hand, is considered by the logocentric
system to be only a representation of speech, a secondary substitute
designed for use only when speaking is impossible. Writing is thus a
second-rate activity that tries to overcome distance by making use of
it: the writer puts his thought on paper, distancing it from himself,
transforming it into something that can be read by someone far away,
even after the writer's death. This inclusion of death, distance, and
difference is thought to be a corruption of the self-presence of
meaning, to open meaning up to all forms of adulteration which
immediacy would have prevented. In the course of his critique,
Derrida does not simply reverse this value system and say that
writing is better than speech. Rather, he attempts to show that the
very possibility of opposing the two terms on the basis of presence
vs. absence or immediacy vs. representation is an illusion, since
speech is already structured by difference and distance as much as
writing is. The very fact that a word is divided into a phonic
signifier and a mental signified, and that, as Saussure pointed out,
language is a system of differences rather than a collection of
independently meaningful units, indicates that language as such is
already constituted by the very distances and differences it seeks to
overcome. To mean, in other words, is automatically not to be. As
soon as there is meaning, there is difference. Derrida's word for
this lag inherent in any signifying act is diff erance, from the
French verb diff irer, which means both "to differ" and "to
defer." What Derrida attempts to demonstrate is that this diff
erance inhabits the very core of what appears to be immediate and
present. Even in the seemingly nonlinguistic areas of the structures
of consciousness and the unconscious, Derrida analyzes the underlying
necessity that induces Freud to compare the psychic apparatus to a
structure of scriptural diff er-ana, a "mystic writing-pad. "I
The illusion of the self-presence of meaning or of consciousness is
thus produced by the repression of the differential structures from
which they spring. Derrida's project in his early writings is to
elaborate a science of writing called grammatology: a science that
would study the effects of this diff erance which Western metaphysics
has systematically represneted in its search for I. See "Freud
and the Scene of Writing, in <i>Writing and Differance</i>, trans.
Alan Bass (Chicago: Universicy of Chicago Press, 1978), pp. 196-23 1.
x self-present Truth. But, as Derrida himself admits, the very
notion of a perfect! y adequate science or -logy belongs to the
logocentric discourse which the science of writing would try,
precisely, to put in questio'l. Derrida thus finds himself in the
uncomfortable position of attempting to account for an error by means
of tools derived from that very error. For it is not possible to show
that the belief in truth is an error without implicitly believing in
the notion of Truth. By the same token, to show that the binary
oppositions of metaphysics are illusions is also, and perhaps most
importantly, to show that such illusions cannot simply in turn be
opposed without repeating the very same illusion. The task of undoing
the history of logocentrism in order to disinter diffirance would
thus appear to be a doubly impossible one: on the one hand, it can
only be conducted by means of notions of revelation, representation,
and rectification, which are the logocentric notions par excellence,
and, on the other hand, it can only dig up something that is really
nothing-a difference, a gap, an interval, a trace. How, then, can
such a task be undertaken? II. Supplementary Reading Any attempt to
disentangle the weave of diffirance from the logocentric blanket can
obviously not long remain on the level of abstraction and generality
of the preceding remarks. Derrida's writing, indeed, is always
explicitly inscribed in the margins of some preexisting text. Derrida
is, first and foremost, a reader, a reader who constantly reflects on
and transforms the very nature of the act of reading. It would
therefore perhaps be helpful to examine some of the specific reading
strategies he has worked out. I begin with a chapter from <i>Of
Grammatology</i> entitled "That Dangerous Supplement," in
which Derrida elaborates not only a particularly striking reading of
Rousseau's Confessions but also a concise reflection on his own
methodology. Derrida's starting point is the rhetoric of Rousseau's
discussions of writing, on the one hand, and masturbation, on the
other. Both activities are called supplements to natural intercourse,
in the sense both of conversation and of copulation. What Derrida
finds in Rousseau's account is a curious bifurcation within the
values of writing and masturbation with respect to the desire for
presence. Let us take writing first. On the one hand, Rousseau
condemns writing for being only a representation of direct speech and
therefore: less desirable because less immediate. Rousseau, in this
context, privileges speech as the more direct expression of the self.
But on the other hand, in the actual experience of living speech,
Rousseau finds that he expresses himself much less successfully in
person than he does in his writing. Because of his shyness, he tends
to blurt out things that represent him as the opposite of what he
thinks he is:
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I would love society like others, if I
were not sure of showing myself not only at a disadvantage, but as
completely different from what I am. The part that I have taken of
writing and hiding myself is precisely the one that suits me. If I
were present, one would never know what I was worth. It is thus
absence that assures the presentation of truth, and presence that
entails its distortion. Derrida's summation of this contradictory
stance is as follows: Straining toward the reconstruction of
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Rousseau condemns writing as
destruction of presence and as disease of speech. He rehabilitates it
to the extent that it promises the reappropriation of that of which
speech allowed itself to be dispossessed. But by what, if not already
a writing older than speech and already installed in that place? (Pp.
14 1-42) In other words, the loss of presence has always already
begun. Speech itself springs out of an alienation or differance that
has the very structure of writing. It would seem, though, that it is
precisely through this assumption of the necessity of absence that
Rousseau ultimately succeeds in reappropriating the lost presence. In
sacrificing himself, he recuperates himself. This notion that
self-sacrifice is the road to self-redemption is a classical
structure in Western metaphysics. Yet it can be shown that this
project of reappropriation is inherently self-subverting because its
very starting point [language as a substitute or reaffirmation of
speech in speech (myself here, R.T.] is not presence iself, if but
the desire for presence, that is, the lack of presence. It is not
possible to desire that with which one coincides. The starting point
is thus not a point but a differance: Without the possibility of
differance, the desire of presence as such would not find its
breathing-space. That means by the same token that....
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Press, 1974]), p. 142. Page numbers in brackets folIowing references
to 0/ Grammatology refer to J. M. Cohen's translation of Rousseau's
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destiny of its nonsatisfaction. Differance produces what it forbids,
making possible the very thing that it makes impossible. (P. 143) The
same paradoxical account of the desire for presence occurs in
Rousseau's discussions of sexuality. On the one hand, masturbation is
condemned as a means of "cheating Nature" and substituting
a mere image (absence) for the presence of a sexual partner. On the
other hand: . This vice, which shame and timidity find so convenient,
h;;s a particular attraction for lively imaginations. It allows them
to dispose, so to speak, of the whole female sex at their will, and
to make any beauty who tempts them serve their pleasure without the
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: red; font-family: "times new roman";">I
hold a stalk in my hand. I am the stalk. My roots go down to the
depths of the world, through earth dry with brick, and damp earth,
through veins of lead and silver. I am all fibre. All tremors shake
me, and the weight of the earth is pressed to my ribs. Up here my
eyes are green leaves, unseeing. I am a boy in grey flannels with a
belt fastened by a brass snake up here. Down there my eyes are the
lidless eyes of a stone figure in a desert by the Nile. I see women
passing with red pitchers to the river; I see camels swaying and men
in turbans. I hear tramplings, tremblings, stirrings round me. “Up
here Bernard, Neville, Jinny and Susan (but not Rhoda) skim the
flower-beds with their nets. They skim the butterflies from the
nodding tops of the flowers. They brush the surface of the world.
Their nets are full of fluttering wings. ‘Louis! Louis! Louis!’
they shout. But they cannot see me. I am on the other side of the
hedge. There are only little eyeholes among the leaves. Oh, Lord, let
them pass. Lord, let them lay their butterflies on a
pocket-handkerchief on the gravel. Let them count out their
tortoise-shells, their red admirals and cabbage whites. But let me be
unseen. I am green as a yew tree in the shade of the hedge. My hair
is made of leaves. I am rooted to the middle of the earth. My body is
a stalk. I press the stalk. A drop oozes from the hole at the mouth
and slowly, thickly, grows larger and larger. Now something pink
passes the eyehole. Now an eyebeam is slid through the chink. Its
beam strikes me. I am a boy in a grey flannel suit. She has found me.
I am struck on the nape of the neck. She has kissed me. All is
shattered.”</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: red;"> “<span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;">I
was running,” said Jinny, “after breakfast. I saw leaves moving
in a hole in the hedge. I thought, ‘That is a bird on its nest.’
I parted them and looked; but there was no bird on a nest. The leaves
went on moving. I was frightened. I ran past Susan, past Rhoda, and
Neville and Bernard in the tool-house talking. I cried as I ran,
faster and faster. What moved the leaves? What moves my heart, my
legs? And I dashed in here, seeing you green as a bush, like a
branch, very still, Louis, with your eyes fixed. ‘Is he dead?’ I
thought, and kissed you, with my heart jumping under my pink frock
like the leaves, which go on moving, though there is nothing to move
them. Now I smell geraniums; I smell earth mould. I dance. I ripple.
I am thrown over you like a net of light. I lie quivering flung over
you.”</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: red;">The
question of the meaning of Being must be formulated. If it is a
fundamental question, or indeed the fundamental question, it must be
made transparent, and in an appropriate way. 1 We must therefore
explain briefly what belongs to any question whatsoever, so that from
this standpoint the question of Being can be made visible as a very
special one with its own distinctive character. Every inquiry is a
seeking [Suchen]. Every seeking gets guided beforehand by what is
sought. Inquiry is a cognizant seeking for an entity both with regard
to the fact that it is and with regard to its Being as it is. 2 This
cognizant seeking can take the form of ' investigating'
["Untersuchen"], in which one lays bare that which the
question is about and ascertains its character. Any inquiry, as an
inquiry about something, has that which is asked about [sein
Gefragtes]. But all inquiry about something is somehow a questioning
of something [Anfragen bei ... ]. So in addition to what is asked
about, an inquiry has that which is interrogated [ein Befragtes]. In
investigative questions-that is, in questions which are specifically
theoretical-what is asked about is determined and conceptualized.
Furthermore, in what is asked about there lies also that which is to
be found out by the asking [das Erjragte] ; this is what is really
intended:3 with this the inquiry reaches its goal. Inquiry itself is
the behaviour of a questioner, and therefore of an entity, and as
such has its own character of Being. When one makes an inquiry one
may do so 'just casually' or <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><b>they
don’t break down all meaning – there is still semantic
significance whether in the frame of what they say or in the language
potential of the multiplex utterances they devise and their challenge
to conventional “linear” meaning – the sign either takes center
stage or the conjunction of signs – as it is put – “the
materiality of the signifier” – and in the most exploded text
there is significance. By being conventionally meaningful there is a
danger of total absorption that tactics such as “ostranie”
counterattack…and there is much else.</b></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">There
is danger of too much meaning – too much coercive truth or
assertion.</span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">These
comments highlight some of the pitfalls.</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">But
even since Modernism –ambiguity has been essential for the
rejuvenation of intense and significant language that struggles
against the</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">ubiquity
of</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">The
Text</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">and</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">received
History</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;">–
</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">the
Fascism of Enlightenment struggles</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">with
the wonderful beauty of undecidability – the Humanist strangulation
of</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">creative
Anarchy.</span></span></span><br /><br /><b>...........The
immense power and Awe of the Vacuum into which the spider and the
shopkeeper equally peer….</b><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">.....................</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><b>WHAT
AM I DOING HERE ?</b></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">tertius
said...</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">The
revelation and dissemblence of the nobody..'i think therefore i am a
dinosaur'. Democracy spread your pillars and lets enter your
chamber...there is a gift here...ready to be opened...</span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "verdana";">eternal
sections golden dark eye light black light light black eternal red
sections eternal eyelight thinking into black light white light</span>
one may ….. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">However
much this understanding of Being (an understanding which is already
available to us) may fluctuate and grow dim, and border on mere
acquaintance with a word, its very indefiniteness is itself a
positive phenomenon which needs to be clarified. An investigation of
the meaning of Being cannot be expected to give this clarification
at the outset. If we are to obtain the clue we need for Interpreting
this average understanding of Being, we must first develop the
concept of Being. In the light of this concept and the ways in which
it may be explicitly understood, we can make out what this obscured
or still unillumined understanding of Being means, and what kinds of
obscuration-or hindrance to an explicit illumination-of the meaning
of Being are possible and even inevitable. Further, this vague
average understanding of Being may be so infiltrated with traditional
theories and opinions about Being that these remain hidden as sources
of the way in which it is prevalently understood. What we seek when
we inquire into Being is not something entirely unfamiliar, even if
proximally we cannot grasp it at all. In the question which we are
to work out, what is asked about is Being -- that which determines
entities as entities, that on the basis of which [1 'zunachst'. This
word is of very frequent occurrence in Heidegger, and he will discuss
his use of it on H. 370 below. In ordinary German usage the word may
mean 'at first', 'to begin with', or 'in the first instance', and we
shall often translate it in such ways. The word. is, however, cognate
with the adjective 'nah' and its superlative 'niichst', which we
shall usually translate as 'close' and 'closest' respectively; and
Heidegger often uses 'zunachst' in the sense of 'most closely', when
he is describing the most 'natural' and 'obvious' experiences which
we have at an uncritical and pre-philosophical level. We have
ventured to translate this Heideggerian sense of'zuniichst' as
'proximally', but there are many border-line cases where it is not
clear whether Heidegger has in mind this special sense or one of the
more general usages, and in such cases we have chosen whatever
expression seems stylistically preferable. [<i>Being and Time </i>INT.
I ] <i>woraufhin</i> entities are already understood, however we may
discuss them in detail. The Being of entities 'is' not itself an
entity. If we are to understand the problem of Being, our first
philosophical step consists in not [ a Greek or Latin word or
expression here ] in not 'telling a story'- that is to say, in not
defining entities as entities by tracing them back in their origin to
some other entities, as if Being had the character of some possible
entity. Hence Being, as that which is asked about, must be exhibited
in a way of its own, essentially different from the way in which
entities are discovered. Accordingly, what is to be found out by the
asking-the meaning of Being-also demands that it be conceived in a
way of its own, essentially contrasting with the concepts in which
entities acquire their determinate signification. In so far as Being
constitutes what is asked about, and "Being" means the
Being of entities, then entities themselves turn out to be what is
interrogated. These are, so to speak, questioned as regards their
Being. But if the characteristics of their Being can be yielded
without falsification, then these entities must, on their part, have
become accessible as they are in themselves. When we come to what is
to be interrogated, the question of Being requires that the right way
of access to entities shall have been obtained and secured in
advance.</span></div>
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Bridgend</div>
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Greenock </div>
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My dear you friend of the green eyes.</div>
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You apologised for taking a month
to answer my letter what should</div>
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I do when I've taken over two to
reply to yours?...............Now dont look cross it never improves</div>
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anyone's beauty.</div>
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Well, we had a very slow trip
comoing over, taking fifty three or four days from Australia.
....Have you ever heard of Dakar? Well that was the port & we
arrived at 9 P.M. & left again at 5 A.M. ....</div>
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I only spent one day in London
before going on to Ireland where I had one</div>
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glorious week. Although it was
midsummer I could not stay in the water fro more than ten minutes at
a time or I'd have frozen stiff....Then I came over to Glasgow
starting work at Kincaid's the day after my arrival. Since then I've
been working hard....I've only been to one dance here & that was
a week ago....</div>
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15.20.34 I did not finish this
yesterday owing to a lzy feeling I've had for about a week....pain
[in his stomach caused by the excessive fried food diet in Scotland
compared to Banaba I presume] ...Everything is fried & if I had
my way, the frying pan would take the place of the thistle on the
Scottish national emblem & I'd ban the manufacture & use of
the rotten things for ever!</div>
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.....The prices [of "digs"]
ranged from 18/- a week, washing included, to 30/- a week without
washing.[I think he meant the reverse] ........Mind you things are
very cramped in this part of the world & there are six children
besides the father and mother in this house!...</div>
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I see a good deal of Bert Stone
these days & we generally mock around together on the weekends.
Together with another Australian, we went p to see the launching of
the 534or "Queen Mary." It was a glorious sighteven if the
weather was foul, and was well worth [it all]....</div>
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Last week four of us went to a
Spiritualist meeting & I received two readings. Of course it was
a lot of rot especially as I did not give them satisfactory replies
to their questions. I was a hard job not to laugh and the girl next
to me made it no easier by nudging. If we had laughed we'd have been
put into the street.</div>
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There are some very nice girls in
this part of the world but unfortunately they are rather
matrimonially inclined & you cant have a dance with them just as
chums like you can with the Australian ones.</div>
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....[Here in Grenock (or Greenoch),
Scotland (just West of Glasgow]...Once you get off the road by the
river you commence to climb & most of the hills have a grade of
about one in two. The city of Greenoch is very dirty & full of
slums but ten minutes walk takes you out into the heather clad hills
& what a view! It looks best about dusk on a clear day as then
the shaddows soften the ugly points of the city as if nestles at the
foot of the hills. Beyond it is the broad expanse of the Clyde with
the various lochs branching off it. The further bank has several
small towns scattered along its edge whilst at the back of them rise
more hills where lower slopes are dotted with farms & small
woods. Beyond these again one can only see the outline of rugged
heather covered mountains. It would be grand here in the summer when
the evenings are long.</div>
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...maybe I'll see you in the
islands. For the present I'll say au revoir. Wishing you a very happy
Xmas and New Year.</div>
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Love from</div>
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Yours anciently</div>
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Len.</div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">P.S.
I feel 90 in the shade tonight.</span><span style="font-size: medium;">
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“ <span style="font-size: 16pt;">They
wont understand it. But that's for the best – understanding makes </span>
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<span style="font-size: 16pt;">the
mind lazy.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">But
there are many things which we designate as 'being' ("seiend"],
and we do so in various senses. Everything we talk about, everything
we have in view, everything towards which we 7 comport ourselves in
any way, is being; what we are is being, and so is how we are. Being
lies in the fact that something is, and in its Being as it is; in
Reality; in presence-at-hand; in subsistence; in validity; in Dasein;
in the 'there is' .1 In which entities is the meaning of Being to be
discerned? From which entities is the disclosure of Being to take its
departure? Is the starting-point optional, or does some particular
entity have priority when we come to work out the question of Being?
Which entity shall we take for our example, and in what sense does it
have priority? If the question about Being is to be explicitly
formulated and carried through in such a manner as to be completely
transparent to itself, then any treatment of it in line with the
elucidations we have given requires us to explain how Being is to be
looked at, how its meaning is to be understood and conceptually
grasped; it requires us to prepare the way for choosing the right
entity for our example, and to work out the genuine way of access to
it. Looking at something, understanding and conceiving it, choosing,
access to it-all these ways of behaving are constitutive for our
inquiry, and therefore are modes of Being for those particular
entities [1 'Sein liegt im Dass- und Sosein, in Realitiit,
Vorhandenheit, Bestand, Geltung, Dasein, im "es gibt".' On
'Vorhandenheit' ('presence-at-hand') see note 1, p. 48, H. 25. On
'Dasein', see note 1, p. 27. INT. I <i>Being and Time</i> ] which we,
the inquirers, are ourselves. Thus to work out the question of Being
adequately, we must make an entity-the inquirer-transparent in his
own Being. The very asking of this question is an entity's mode of
Being; and as such it gets its essential character from what is
inquired about-namely, Being. This entity which each of us is himself
and which includes inquiring as one of the possibilities of its
Being, we shall denote by the term "Dasein".1 If we are to
formulate our question explicitly and transparently, we must first
give a proper explication of an entity (Dasein}, with regard to its
Being. Is there not, however, a manifest circularity in such an
undertaking? If we must first define an entity in its Being, and if
we want to formulate the question of Being only on this basis, what
is this but going in a circle? In working out our question, have we
not 'presupposed' something which only the answer can bring? Formal
objections such as the argument about 'circular reasoning', which can
easily be cited at any time in the study of first principles, are
always sterile when one is considering concrete ways of
investigating. When it comes to understanding the matter at hand,
they carry no weight and keep us from penetrating into the field of
study. But factically there is no circle at all in formulating our
question as we have described. One can determine the nature of
entities in their Being without necessarily having the explicit
concept of the meaning of Being at one's disposal. Otherwise there
could have been no ontological knowledge heretofore. One would hardly
deny that factically there has been such knowledge. Of course 'Being'
has been presupposed in all ontology up till now, but not as a
concept at one's disposal-not as the sort of thing we are seeking.
This 'presupposing of Being has rather the character of taking a look
at it beforehand, so that in the light of it the entities presented
to us get provisionally Articulated in their Being. This guiding 1
The word 'Dasein' plays so important a role in this work and is
already so familiar to the English-speaking reader who has read about
Heidegger, that it seems simpler to leave it untranslated except in
the relatively rare passages in which Heidegger himself breaks it up
with a hypthen ('Da-sein') to show its etymological construction:
literally 'Being-there'. Though in traditional German philosophy it
may be used quite generally to stand for almost any kind of Being or
'existence' which we can say that something has (the 'existence' of
God, for example), in everyday usage it tends to be used more
narrowly to stand for the kind of Being that belongs to persons.
Heidegger follows the everyday usage in this respect, but goes
somewhat further in that he often uses it to stand for any person who
has such Being, and who is thus an 'entity' himself. See H. 11 below.
B 'faktisch'. While this word can often be translated simply as 'in
fact' or 'as a matter of fact', it is used both as an adjective and
as an adverb and is so characteristic of Heidegger's style that we
shall as a rule translate it either as 'facti cal' or as
'factically', thus preserving its connection with the important noun
'Faktizitiit' (facticity'), and keeping it distinct from
'tatslichlich' ('factual') and 'wirklich' ('actual'). See the
discussion of 'Tatslichlichkeit' and 'Faktizitlit' in Sections Ill
and 119 below (H. s6, 135)· 8 ' ••• deren faktischen Bestand
man wohl nicht leugnen wird'. Being and Time INT. I activity of
taking a look at Being arises from the average understanding of Being
in which we always operate and which in the end belongs to the
essential constitution1 of Dasein itself. Such ' presupposing' has
nothing to do with laying down an axiom from which a sequence of
propositions is deductively derived. It is quite impossible for there
to be any ' circular argument' in formulating the question about the
meaning of Being; for in answering this question, the issue is not
one of grounding something by such a derivation; it is rather one of
laying bare the grounds for it and exhibiting them. 2 In the question
of the meaning of Being there is no ' circular reasoning' but rather
a remarkable ' relatedness backward or forward' which what we are
asking about (Being) bears to the inquiry itself as a mode of Being
of an entity. Here what is asked about has an essential pertinence to
the inquiry itself, and this belongs to the ownmost meaning [
eigensten Sinn] of the question of Being. This only means, however,
that there is a wayperhaps even a very special one-in which entities
with the character of Dasein are related to the question of Being.
But have we not thus demonstrated that a certain kind of entity has a
priority with regard to its Being? And have we not thus presented
that entity which shall serve as the primary example to be
interrogated in the question of Being? So far our discussion has not
demonstrated Dasein's priority, nor has it shown decisively whether
Dasein may possibly or even necessarily serve as the primary entity
to be interrogated. But indeed something like a priority of Dasein
has announced itself. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Saturday 20 February [1937]</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i><br /></i></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
turn my eyes away from the Press as I go upstairs, because there are
all the Review copies of <i>The Years</i> packed and packing. They go
out next week: this is my last week end of comparative peace. What do
I anticipate with such clammy coldness? I think chiefly that my
friends wont mention it, will turn the conversation rather awkwardly.
I think I anticipate considerable lukewarmness among the friendly
reviewers – respectful tepidity; and a whoop of red Indian delight
from the Grigs who will joyfully & loudly announce that thhis is
the long drawn twaddle of a prim prudish bourgeois mind, & say
that now no one can take Mrs W. seriously again...I must expect a
very full exposure to this damp firework atmosphere. They will say
its a tired book; a last effort... Well, now that I have written that
down I feel that even I can exist in that shadow. That is if I keep
hard at work. And there is no lack of that. I discussed a book of
illustrated incidents with Nessa yesterday; we are going to produce
12 lithographs for Xmas printed by ourselves. As we were talking,
Margery Fry rang up to see Julian Fry about Roger. So that begins to
press on me. Then L. wants if possible to have 3 Gs. For the autumn:
& I have my Gibbon, my broadcast, & a possible leader on
biography to fill in the chinks. …. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">3·
The Ontological Priority of the Question of Being </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">When
we pointed out the characteristics of the question of Being, taking
as our clue the formal structure of the question as such, we made it
1 'Wesensverfassung'. 'Verfassung' is the standard word for the
'constitution' of a nation or any political organization, but it is
also used for the 'condition' or 'state' in which a person may find
himself. Heidegger seldom uses the word in either of these senses;
but he does use it in ways which are somewhat analogous. In one sense
Dasein's 'Verfassung' is its 'constitution', the way it is
constituted, 'sa condition humaine'. In another sense Dasein may have
several 'Verfassungen' as constitutive 'states' or factors which
enter into its 'constitution'. We shall, in general, translate
'Verfassung' as 'constitution' or 'constitutive state' according to
the context; but in passages where 'constitutive state' would be
cumbersome and there is little danger of ambiguity, we shall simply
write 'state'. These states, however, must always be thought of as
constitutive and essential, not as temporary or transitory stages
like the 'state' of one's health or the 'state of the nation'. When
Heidegger uses the word 'Konstitution', we shall usually indicate
this by cafitalizing 'Constitution'. ' ... weil es in der
Beantwortung der Frage nicht um eine ableitende Begrundung, sondern
um aufweisende Grund-Freilegung geht.' Expressions of the form 'es
geht ...' appear very ofen in this work. We shall usually translate
them by variants on -1s an 1ssue for . . . . INT. I Being and Time 29
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: magenta;">‘<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><b>Now,’
said Bernard, ‘the time has come. The day has come. The cab is at
the door. My huge box bends George’s bandy-legs even wider. The
horrible ceremony is over, the tips, and the good-byes in the hall.
Now there is this gulping ceremony with my mother, this hand-shaking
ceremony with my father; now I must go on waving, I must go on
waving, till we turn the corner. Now that ceremony is over. Heaven be
praised, all ceremonies are over. I am alone; I am going to school
for the first time.</b></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: magenta;"><b>‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Everybody
seems to be doing things for this moment only; and never again. Never
again. The urgency of it all is fearful. Everybody knows I am going
to school, going to school for the first time. “That boy is going
to school for the first time,” says the housemaid, cleaning the
steps. I must not cry. I must behold them indifferently. Now the
awful portals of the station gape; “the moon-faced clock regards
me.” I must make phrases and phrases and so interpose something
hard between myself and the stare of housemaids, the stare of clocks,
staring faces, indifferent faces, or I shall cry. There is Louis,
there is Neville, in long coats, carrying handbags, by the
booking-office. They are composed. But they look different.’</span></span></b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="line-height: 0.2in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: magenta;"><b>‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Here
is Bernard,’ said Louis. ‘He is composed; he is easy. He swings
his bag as he walks. I will follow Bernard, because he is not afraid.</span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">clear
that this question is a peculiar one, in that a series of fundamental
considerations is required for working it out, not to mention for
solving it. But its distinctive features will come fully to light
only when we have delimited it adequately with regard to its
function, its aim, and its motives. Hitherto our arguments for
showing that the question must be restated have been motivated in
part by its venerable origin but chiefly by the lack of a definite
answer and even by the absence of any satisfactory formulation of the
question itself. One may, however, ask what purpose this question is
supposed to serve. Does it simply remain-or is it at all-a mere
matter for soaring speculation about the most general of
generalities, or is it rather, of all questions, both the most basic
and the most concrete? Being is always the Being of an entity. The
totality of entities can, in accordance with its various domains,
become a field for laying bare and delimiting certain definite areas
of subject-matter. These areas, on their part (for instance, history,
Nature, space, life, Dasein, language, and the like), can serve _ as
objects which corresponding scientific investigations may take as
their respective themes. Scientific research accomplishes, roughly
and naively, the demarcation and initial fixing of the areas of
subject-matter. The basic structures of any such area have already
been worked out after a fashion in our pre-scientific ways</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">of
experiencing and interpreting that domain of Being in which the area
of subject-matter is itself confined. The 'basic concepts' which thus
arise remain our proximal clues for disclosing this area concretely
for the first time. And although research may always lean towards
this positive approach, its real progress comes not so much from
collecting results and storing them away in 'manuals' as from
inquiring into the ways in which each particular area is basically
constituted [Grundverfassungen ]-an inquiry to which we have been
driven mostly by reacting against just such an increase in
information. The real 'movement' of the sciences takes place when
their basic concepts undergo a more or less radical revision which is
transparent to itself. The level which a science has reached is
determined by how far it is capable of a crisis in its basic
concepts. In such immanent crises the very relationship between
positively investigative inquiry and those things themselves that are
under interrogation comes to a point where it begins to totter. Among
the various disciplines everywhere today there are freshly awakened
tendencies to put research on new foundations. <i>Mathematics</i>,
which is seemingly the most rigorous and most firmly constructed of
the sciences, has reached a crisis in its 'foundations'. In the
controversy between the formalists and the intuitionists, the issue
is one of obtaining and securing the primary way of access to what
are supposedly the objects of this science. The relativity theory of
<i>physics</i> arises from the tendency to exhibit the
interconnectedness of Nature as it is 'in itself'. As a theory of the
conditions under which we have access to Nature itself, it seeks to
preserve the changelessness of the laws of motion by ascertaining all
relativities, and thus comes up against the question of the structure
of its own given area of study-the problem of matter. In biology
there is an awakening tendency to inquire beyond the definitions
which mechanism and vitalism have given foF "life" and
"organism", and to define anew the kind of Being which
belongs to the living as such. In those humane sciences which are
historiological in character, 1 the urge towards historical actuality
itself has been strengthened in the course of time by tradition and
by the way tradition has been presented and handed down : the history
of literature is to become the history of problems. Theology is
seeking a more primordial interpretation of man's Being towards God,
prescribed by the meaning offaith itself and remaining within it. It
is slowly beginning to understand once more Luther's insight that the
'foundation' on which its system of dogma rests has not arisen from
an inquiry in which faith is primary, and that conceptually this
'foundation' not only is inadequate for the problematic of theology,
but conceals and distorts it. Basic concepts determine the way in
which we get an understanding beforehand of the area of
subject-matter underlying all the objects a science takes as its
theme, and all positive investigation is guided by this
understanding. Only after the area itself has been explored
beforehand in a corresponding manner do these concepts become
genuinely demonstrated and 'grounded'. But since every such area is
itself obtained from the domain of entities themselves, this
preliminary research, from which the basic concepts are drawn,
signifies nothing else than an interpretation of those entities with
regard to their basic state of Being. Such research must run ahead of
the positive sciences, and it can. Here the work of Plato and
Aristotle is evidence enough. Laying the foundations for the sciences
in this way is different in principle from the kind of 'logic' which
limps along after, investigating the status of some science as it
chances to find it, in order to discover its 'method'. Laying the
foundations, as we have described it, is rather a productive logic-in
the sense that it leaps ahead, 1 'In den histcrischen
Geistlswissenscluzften ••• [' Heidegger makes much of the
distinction between 'Historie' and 'Geschichte' and the corresponding
adjectives 'historisch' and 'geschichtlich'. 'Historie' stands for
what Heidegger calls a 'science of history'. (See H. 375, 378.)
'Geschichte' usually stands for the kind of' history' that actually
happens. We shall as a rule translate these respectively as
'historiology' and 'history', following similar conventions in
handling the two adjectives. See especially Sections 6 and 76 below.
INT.] I Being and Time as it were, into some area of Being, discloses
it for the first time in the constitution of its Being, and, after
thus arriving at the structures within it, makes these available to
the positive sciences as transparent assignments for their inquiry.1
To give an example, what is philosophically primary is neither a
theory of the concept-formation of historiology nor the theory of
historiological knowledge, nor yet the theory of history as the
Object of historiology ; what is primary is rather the Interpretation
of authentically historical entities as regards their historicality.
2 Similarly the positive outcome of Kant's <span style="color: orange;"><i><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Critique of Pure Reason</span></i>
</span>lies in what it has contributed towards the working out of what
belongs to any Nature whatsoever, not in a 'theory' of knowledge. His
transcendental logic is an a priori logic for the subject-matter of
that area of Being called "Nature". But such an inquiry
itself-ontology taken in the widest sense without favouring any
particular ontological directions or tendencies-requires a further
clue. Ontological inqury is indeed more primordial, as over against
the ontical inquiry of the positive sciences. But it remains itself
naive and opaque if in its researches into the Being of entities it
fails to discuss the meaning of Being in general. And even the
ontological task of constructing a non-deductive genealogy of the
different possible ways of Being requires that we first come to an
understanding of 'what we really mean by this expression "Being"
'. The question of Being aims therefore at ascertaining the a priori
conditions not only for the possibility of the sciences which examine
entities as entities of such and such a type, and, in so doing,
already operate with an understanding of Being, but also for the
possibility of those ontologies themselves which are prior to the
ontical sciences and which provide their foundations. Basically, all
ontology, no matter how rich and firmly compacted a system of
categories it has at its disposal, remains blind and perverted from
its ownmost aim, if it has not first adequately clarified the meaning
of Being, and conceived this clarification as its fundamental task.
Ontological research itself, when properly understood, gives to the
question of Being an ontological priority which goes beyond mere
resumption of a venerable tradition and advancement with a problem
that has hitherto been opaque. But this objectively scientific
priority is not the only one. [1 ' •.• als durchsichtige
Anweisungen des Fragens •.. ' 2 ' ••• sondem die
Intepretation des eigentlich geschichtlich Seienden auf seine
Geschichtlichkeit'. We shall translate the frequently occurring term
'Geschichtlichkeit' as 'historicality'. Heidegger very occasionally
uses the term 'Historizitiit', as on H. 20 below, and this will be
translated as 'historicity'. 3 While the terms 'on tisch' ('ontical')
and 'ontologisch' ('ontological') are not explicitly defined, their
meanings will emerge rather clearly. <span style="color: yellow;">Ontological inquiry is concerned
primarily with Being; ontical inquiry is concerned primarily with
entities and the facts about them.</span> 32 <i>Being and Time</i> 4· The
Ontical Priority of the Question of Being INT. I] Science in general
may be defined as the totality established through an interconnection
of true propositions.1 This definition is not complete, nor does it
reach the meaning of science. As ways in which man behaves, sciences
have the manner of Being which this entity-man himself- possesses.
This entity we denote by the term "Dasein". Scientific
research is not the only manner of Being which this entity can have,
nor is it the one which lies closest. Moreover, Dasein itself has a
special distinctiveness as compared with other entities, and it is
worth our while to bring this to view in a provisional way. Here our
discussion must anticipate later analyses, in which our results will
be authentically exhibited for the first time. Dasein is an entity
which does not just occur among other entities. Rather it is
ontically distinguished by the fact that, in its very Being, that
Being is an issue for it. But in that case, this is a constitutive
state of Dasein's Being, and this implies that Dasein, in its Being,
has a relationship towards that Being-a relationship which itself is
one of Being. 2 And this means further that there is some way in
which Dasein understands itself in its Being, and that to some degree
it does so explicitly. It is peculiar to this entity that with and
through its Being, this Being is disclosed to it. Understanding of
Being is itself a definite characteristic of Dasein's Being. Dasein
is ontically distinctive in that it is ontological. 3 Here
"Being-ontological" is not yet tantamount to "developing
an ontology". So ifwe should reserve the term "ontology"
for that theoretical inquiry which is explicitly devoted to the
meaning of entities, then what we have had in mind in speaking of
Dasein's "Being-ontological" is to be designated as
something "pre-ontological". It does not signify simply
"being-ontical", however, but rather "being in such a
way that one has an understanding of Being". That kind of Being
towards which Dasein can comport itself in one way or another, and
always does comport itself somehow, we call "existence"
[Existen]. And because we cannot define Dasein's essence by citing a
"what" of the kind that pertains to a subject-matter [eines
sachhaltigen Was], and because its essence lies rather in the fact
that in each case it 1 ' ••• das Ganze eines
Begriindungszusammenhanges wahrer Satze ... ' See H. 357 below. 2 'Zu
dieser Seinsverfassung des Daseins gehort aber dann, dass es in
seinem Sein zu diesem Sein ein Seinsverhaltnis hat.' This passage is
ambiguous and might also be read as: ' •.. and this implies that
Dasein, in its Being towards this Being, has a relationship of
Being.' a' •.. dass es ontologisch ist'. As 'ontologisch' may be
either an adjective or an adverb, we might also write : ' ... that it
is ontologically'. A similar ambiguity occurs in the two following
sentences, where we read 'Ontologisch-sein' and 'ontisch-seiend'
respectively. INT. I Being and Time 33 has its Being to be, and has
it as its own,1 we have chosen to designate this entity as "Dasein",
a term which is purely an expression of its Being [als reiner
Seinsausdruck]. Dasein always understands itself in terms of its
existence-in terms of a possibility of itself: to be itself or not
itself. Dasein has either chosen these possibilities itself, or got
itself into them, or grown up in them already. Only the particular
Dasein decides its existence, whether it does so by taking hold or by
neglecting. The question of existence never gets straightened out
except through existing itself. </span>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">In July 1938, as he travelled the American West having
recently handed in a
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">manuscript to his publisher, renowned novelist, Thomas
Wolfe was struck down
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">with pneumonia and taken to hospital. He was soon
diagnosed with having tuber-</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">culosis of the brain from which he would never recover;
Wolfe died on September</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">15th, aged just 37. A month before his death, as he lay
in hospital certain that he
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">was soon to pass away, Wolfe wrote this moving letter to
his old editor Maxwell</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">Perkins, a once dear friend with whom he had fallen out
in 1936, but still loved
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">dearly.
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;"> Providence Hospital Seattle,
Washington</span></div>
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August 12, 1938
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">Dear Max I'm sneaking this against orders, but "I've
got a hunch" --- and I wanted</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">to write these words to you.
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">I've made a long voyage and been to a strange country,
and I've seen the dark man</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">very close; and I don't think I was afraid of him, but
so much of mortality still
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">clings to me --- I wanted most deserately to live and
still do, and I thought about</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">you all a thousand times, and I wanted to see you all
again, and there was the
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">impossible anguish and regret of all the work I have no
done, of all the work I had</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">to do --- and I know now I am just a grain of dust, and
I feel as if a great window</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">has been opened on life I did not know about before ---
and if I come through this</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">I hope I am a better man, and in some strange way I
cannot explain, I know that I</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">am a deeper and a wiser one. If I get on my feet and out
of here, it will be months</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">before I head back, but if I get on my feet, I'll come
back.
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">Whatever happens --- I had this "hunch" and
wanted to write you and tell you, no</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">matter what happens or has happened, I will always think
of you and feel about
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">you the way it was that Fourth of July day three years
ago when you met me at the
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">boat, and we went out on the cafe on the river and had a
drink and later went on</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;">top of the tall building, and all the strangeness and
the glory and the power of life</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-size: large;"> Yours
always</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The
understanding of oneself which leads along this way we call
"existentiell". 3 The question of existence is one of
Dasein's on tical 'affairs'. This does not require that the
ontological structure of existence should be theoretically
transparent. The question about that structure aims at the analysis [
Auseinanderlegung) of what constitutes existence. The context
[Zusammenhang] of such structures we call "existentiality".
Its analytic has the character of an understanding which is not
existentiell, but rather existential. The task of an existential
analytic of Dasein has been delineated in 11dvance, as regards both
its 1 3 possibility and its necessity, in Dasein's ontical
constitution. So far as existence is the determining character of
Dasein, the ontological analytic of this entity always requires that
existentiality be considered beforehand. By "existentiality"
we understand the state of Being that is constitutive for those
entities that exist. But in the idea of such a constitutive state of
Being, the idea of Being is already included. And thus even the
possibility of carrying through the analytic ofDasein depends on
working out beforehand the question about the meaning of Being in
general. Sciences are ways of Being in which Dasein comports itself
towards entities which it need not be itself. But to Dasein, Being in
a world is something that belongs essentially. Thus Dasein's
understanding of Being pertains with equal primordiality both to an
understanding of something like a 'world', and to the understanding
of the Being of those entities which become accessible within the
world.a So whenever an ontology takes for its theme entities whose
character of Being is other than that of Dasein, it has its own
foundation and motivation in Dasein's own ontical structure, in which
a pre-ontological understanding of Being is comprised as a definite
characteristic. 1 ' ••• class es je sein Sein als seiniges zu
sein hat ... ' ll We shall translate 'existenziell' by
'existentiell', and 'existenzial' by 'existential' There seems to be
little reason for resorting to the more elaborate neologisms proposed
by other writers. 3 • ••• innerhalb der Welt . . . '
Heidegger uses at least three expressions which might be translated
as 'in the world' : 'innerhalb derWelt', 'in derWelt', and the
adjective (or adverb) 'innerweltlich'. We shall translate these
respectively by 'within the world', 'in the world', and
'within-the-world'. B 34 Being and Time INT. I Therefore fundamental
ontology, from which alone all other ontologies can take their rise,
must be sought in the existential analytic of Dasein. Dasein
accordingly takes priority over all other entities in several ways.
The first priority is an ontical one : Dasein is an entity whose
Being has the determinate character of existence. The second priority
is an ontological one : Dasein is in itself 'ontological', because
existence is thus determinative for it. But with equal primordiality
Dasein also possesses-as constitutive for its understanding of
existence-an understanding of the Being of all entities of a
character other than its own. Dasein has therefore a third priority
as providing the ontico-ontological condition for the possibility of
any ontologies. Thus Dasein has turned out to be, more than any other
entity, the one which must first be interrogated ontologically. But
the roots of the existential analytic, on its part, are ultimately
existentiell, that is, ontical. Only if the inquiry of philosophical
research is itself seized upon in an existentiell manner as a
possibility of the Being of each existing Dasein, does it become at
all possible to disclose the existentiality of existence and to
undertake an adequately founded onto- 14 logical problematic. But
with this, the ontical priority of the question of being has also
become plain. Dasein's ontico-ontological priority was seen quite
early, though Dasein itself was not grasped in its genuine
ontological structure, and did not even become a problem in which
this structure was sought. Aristotle sa lcmv.vl "Man's soul is,
in a certain way, entities." The 'soul' which makes up the Being
of man has [Greek word here I assume] among its ways of Being, and
in these it discovers all entities, both in the fact that they are,
and in their Being as they are-that is, always in their Being.
Aristotle's principle, which points back to the ontological thesis of
Parmenides, is one which Thomas Aquinas has taken up in a
characteristic discussion. Thomas is engaged in the task of deriving
the 'transcendentia'-those characters of Being which lie beyond every
possible way in which an entity may be classified as coming under
some generic kind of subject-matter (every modus specialis entis),
and which belong necessarily to anything, whatever it may be. Thomas
has to demonstrate that the verum is such a transcendens. He does
this by invoking an entity which, in accordance with its very manner
of Being, is properly suited to 'come together with' entities of any
sort whatever. This distinctive entity, the ens quod natum est
convenire cum omni ente, is the soul (anima).v11 Here the priority of
'Dasein' over all other entities emerges, although it has not been
ontologically clarified. This priority has obviously nothing in
common with a vicious subjectivizing of the totality of entities. By
indicating Dasein's ontico-ontological priority in this provisional
INT. I Being and Time 35 manner, we have grounded our demonstration
that the question of Being is ontico-ontologically distinctive. But
when we analysed the structure of this question as such (Section 2),
we came up against a distinctive way in which this entity functions
in the very formulation of that question. Dasein then revealed itself
as that entity which must first be worked out in an ontologically
adequate manner, if the inquiry is to become a transparent one. But
now it has been shown that the ontological analytic of Dasein in
general is what makes up fundamental ontology, so that Dasein
functions as that entity which in principle is to be interrogated
beforehand as to its Being. If to Interpret the meaning of Being
becomes our task, Dasein is not only the primary entity to be
interrogated; it is also that entity which 15 already comports
itself, in its Being, towards what we are asking about when we ask
this question. But in that case the question of Being is nothing
other than the radicalization of an essential tendency-of-Being which
belongs to Dasein itself-the pre-ontological understanding of Being.
...Who tree are you? It's too snow for you who stare, grey-eyed, and
with a fierce and centred blankness into the endless leaflands
wherein the lettered men of mail, full chained: and some mention of
the velocity or the cable factor, and group delay...all is ringing
with something where Death crouches, like a face you'd aquainted oh
yesteryear, and who maw, that sic & nausous riggly rictus, is
greying, gapped by 2 broken front teeth the Hady gape... <i>hard</i>
was our making, parodic but gradual, and the songs began...<i>hard</i>
was our way, and cruel and hard and agony and acting...knowing only
the very torment of the very untouched – the flame-circle in a Dead
One's dream – yet the massif, it never ceased, the tomb lied: it
shrug-shouldered as everything does – even if we <i>could</i> have
deciphered the writing, The Very Itself, for slug-a-bed nothing is
again....elsewhere in dream action the enact “nots”, as
occurences very of hope and the drama is slyly computed into the fury
of new and ancient ceramic seas.... </span>
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‘<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif; font-size: large;">I
see a ring,’ said Bernard, ‘hanging above me. It quivers and
hangs in a loop of light.’ </span><span style="font-size: large;">
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">I
see a slab of pale yellow,’ said Susan, ‘spreading away until it
meets a purple stripe.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">I
hear a sound,’ said Rhoda, ‘cheep, chirp; cheep chirp; going up
and down.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">I
see a globe,’ said Neville, ‘hanging down in a drop against the
enormous flanks of some hill.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">I
see a crimson tassel,’ said Jinny, ‘twisted with gold threads.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">I
hear something stamping,’ said Louis. ‘A great beast’s foot is
chained. It stamps, and stamps, and stamps.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Look
at the spider’s web on the corner of the balcony,’ said Bernard.
‘It has beads of water on it, drops of white light.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
leaves are gathered round the window like pointed ears,’ said
Susan.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">A
shadow falls on the path,’ said Louis, ‘like an elbow bent.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Islands
of light are swimming on the grass,’ said Rhoda. ‘They have
fallen through the trees.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
birds’ eyes are bright in the tunnels between the leaves,’ said
Neville.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
stalks are covered with harsh, short hairs,’ said Jinny, ‘and
drops of water have stuck to them.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">A
caterpillar is curled in a green ring,’ said Susan, ‘notched with
blunt feet.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
grey-shelled snail draws across the path and flattens the blades
behind him,’ said Rhoda.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">And
burning lights from the window-panes flash in and out on the
grasses,’ said Louis.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Stones
are cold to my feet,’ said Neville. ‘I feel each one, round or
pointed, separately.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
back of my hand burns,’ said Jinny, ‘but the palm is clammy and
damp with dew.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Now
the cock crows like a spurt of hard, red water in the white tide,’
said Bernard.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Birds
are singing up and down and in and out all round us,’ said Susan.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="line-height: 0.2in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
beast stamps; the elephant with its foot chained; the great brute on
the beach stamps,’ said Louis.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Look
at the house,’ said Jinny, ‘with all its windows white with
blinds.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Cold
water begins to run from the scullery tap,’ said Rhoda, ‘over the
mackerel in the bowl.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
walls are cracked with gold cracks,’ said Bernard, ‘and there are
blue, finger-shaped shadows of leaves beneath the windows.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Now
Mrs Constable pulls up her thick black stockings,’ said Susan.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">When
the smoke rises, sleep curls off the roof like a mist,’ said Louis.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
birds sang in chorus first,’ said Rhoda. ‘Now the scullery door
is unbarred. Off they fly. Off they fly like a fling of seed. But one
sings by the bedroom window alone.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Bubbles
form on the floor of the saucepan,’ said Jinny. ‘Then they rise,
quicker and quicker, in a silver chain to the top.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Now
Billy scrapes the fish-scales with a jagged knife on to a wooden
board,’ said Neville.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">The
dining-room window is dark blue now,’ said Bernard, ‘and the air
ripples above the chimneys.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">A
swallow is perched on the lightning-conductor,’ said Susan. ‘And
Biddy has smacked down the bucket on the kitchen flags.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">That
is the first stroke of the church bell,’ said Louis. ‘Then the
others follow; one, two; one, two; one, two.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Look
at the table-cloth, flying white along the table,’ said Rhoda. ‘Now
there are rounds of white china, and silver streaks beside each
plate.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Suddenly
a bee booms in my ear,’ said Neville. ‘It is here; it is past.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">I
burn, I shiver,’ said Jinny, ‘out of this sun, into this shadow.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Now
they have all gone,’ said Louis. ‘I am alone. They have gone into
the house for breakfast, and I am left standing by the wall among the
flowers. It is very early, before lessons. Flower after flower is
specked on the depths of green. The petals are harlequins. Stalks
rise from the black hollows beneath. The flowers swim like fish made
of light upon the dark, green waters. I hold a stalk in my hand. I am
the stalk. My roots go down to the depths of the world, through earth
dry with brick, and damp earth, through veins of lead and silver. I
am all fibre. All tremors shake me, and the weight of the earth is
pressed to my ribs. Up here my eyes are green leaves, unseeing. I am
a boy in grey flannels with a belt fastened by a brass snake up here.
Down there my eyes are the lidless eyes of a stone figure in a desert
by the Nile. I see women passing with red pitchers to the river; I
see camels swaying and men in turbans. I hear tramplings, tremblings,
stirrings round me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Up
here Bernard, Neville, Jinny and Susan (but not Rhoda) skim the
flower-beds with their nets. They skim the butterflies from the
nodding tops of the flowers. They brush the surface of the world.
Their nets are full of fluttering wings. “Louis! Louis! Louis!”
they shout. But they cannot see me. I am on the other side of the
hedge. There are only little eye-holes among the leaves. Oh Lord, let
them pass. Lord, let them lay their butterflies on a pocket-
handkerchief on the gravel. Let them count out their tortoise-
shells, their red admirals and cabbage whites. But let me be unseen.
I am green as a yew tree in the shade of the hedge. My hair is made
of leaves. I am rooted to the middle of the earth. My body is a
stalk. I press the stalk. A drop oozes from the hole at the mouth and
slowly, thickly, grows larger and larger. Now something pink passes
the eyehole. Now an eye-beam is slid through the chink. Its beam
strikes me. I am a boy in a grey flannel suit. She has found me. I am
struck on the nape of the neck. She has kissed me. All is shattered.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #ffe599; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;">Straining
toward the reconstruction of presence, [Rousseau] valorizes and
disqualifies writing at the same time . .. . Rousseau condemns
writing as destruction of presence and as disease of speech. He
rehabilitates it to the extent that it promises the reappropriation
of that of which speech allowed itself to be dispossessed. But by
what, if not already a writing older than speech and already
installed in that place? (Pp. 14 1-42) In other words, the loss of
presence has always already begun. Speech itself "r springs out
of an alienation or differance that has the very structure of
writing. It would seem, though, that it is precisely through this
assumption of the necessity of absence that Rousseau ultimately
succeeds in reappropriating the lost presence. In sacrificing
himself, he recuperates himself. This notion that self-sacrifice is
the road to self-redemption is a classical structure in Western
metaphysics. Yet it can be shown that this project of
reappropriation
is inherently
self-subverting
because its very starting point is not presence itself: If but the des-ire for presence, that is, the lack of presence. It is not possible
to desire that with which one coincides. The starting point is thus
not a point but a differance: Without the possibility of differance,
the desire of presence as such would not find its breathing-space.
That means by the same token that this
desire carries in itself the destiny of its nonsatisfaction.
Differance produces what it forbids, making possible the very thing
that it makes impossible. (P. 143) The same paradoxical account of
the desire for presence occurs in Rousseau's discussions of
sexuality. On the one hand, masturbation is condemned as a means of
"cheating Nature" and substituting a mere image (absence)
for the presence of a sexual partner. On the other hand: This vice,
which shame and timidity find so convenient, has a particular
attraction for lively imaginations. It allows them to dispose, so to
speak, of the whole female sex at their will, and to make any beauty
who tempts them serve their pleasure without the need of first
obtaining her consent. (P. 15 1 [109J) It is thus the woman's absence
that gives immediacy to her imaginary possession, while to deal with
the woman's presence would inevitably be to confront differance.
Masturbation is both a symbolic form of ideal union, since in it the
subject and object are truly one, and a radical alienation of the
self from any contact with an other. The union that would perfectly
fulfill desire would also perfectly exclude the space
of
its very possibility. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">To
ETHYL SMYTH <i>Monk's House, Rodmell,</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> near
Lewes, Sussex</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Sept.
20<sup>th</sup> [1940]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Your
letter came this morning – the letter poeted on the 17<sup>th</sup>.
I hastily continue my story. We went to London on Friday. Bomb still
unexploded. Not allowed in. Off it went next day. Blew out all the
windows, all ceilings, and smashed all my china – just as we'd got
the flat ready! – oh damn. Uninhabitable now apparently – Press
has been moved to Letchworth – What remains of it. Sale of Roger of
course ruined.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
try to let down a fire proof curtain and go on reading, writing,
cooking. Mabel, afraid of invasion here, has left. Its a mercy: for
now I'm kept busy. We go up on Tuesday to see what can be done at the
flat, and rescue what we can get into the car.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The
othe day we drove through an air raid. London like a dead city. We
took shelter at Wimbledon in a gun emplacement with an East end
family whose house had been bombed. There they wee cheeful as grigs
with a rugh a kettle adna spirit lamp: had been there for 3 nights:
wind blowing through gun holes.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Oh
dear! I'm worried to think of you with an incendiary next you. Here
save at nights is more peaceful – All the talk of invasion. I'm off
to lay in supplies – not that, with this gale blowing, it seems
immenent. Theyve got guns in front of the garden and all down the
river.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This
is only a stop gap. I'll write again.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">So
do you. Ys, I'm sure the safety curtain – a heavy iron drop of ones
own scene – is the only preservative. But I admit it doesn't always
work. Please write.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> V.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">IN
designating the tasks of 'formulating' the question of Being, we have
shown not only that we must establish which entity is to serve as our
primary object of interrogation, but also that the right way of
access to this entity is one which we must explicidy make our own and
hold secure. We have already discussed which entity takes over the
principal role within the question of Being. But how are we, as it
were, to set our sights towards this entity, Dasein, both as
something accessible to us and as something to be understood and
interpreted? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[
invoked invoked invoked: </span>
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invoked the catastrophe</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> allows
nature 'a hand' in the work </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
</span> the hand reaches in
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>
the hand reaches in </i></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>
into the work</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>
into the work</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> reaches
the hand </i> ]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> MATAURANGA</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
WISDOM</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">In
demonstrating that Dasein in ontico-ontologically prior, we may have
misled the reader into supposing that this entity must also be what
is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that
it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of
Being which it possesses is presented just as 'immediately'.
Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to us-even that which
is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this,
or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically that which is
farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it has an
understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in each
case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we are
certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted
pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this interpretation
can be taken over as an appropriate clue, as if this way of
understanding Being is what must emerge when one's ownmost state of
Being is considered1 as an onto· logical theme. The kind of Being
which belongs to Dasein is rather such that, in understanding its own
Being, it has a tendency to do so in terms of that entity towards
which it comports itself proximally and in a way which is essentially
constant-in terms of the 'world'. In Dasein itself, and therefore in
its own understanding of Being, the way the world is </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...is
always from full resonance to that sense that one is forever always
part of something else that moves the ornate file that hols, in its
miniscule gorge, large lists – nay, great lists – but they'll
never unweave the poison will always withhold itself. something
like a pink bottle beside a rusty RSJ that beams. .. the giant lovers
configurate the field, annoying my consciousness like a green-black
blow-fly...the singers are back beside themselves....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 15pt;"> MATANGA</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> EXPERIENCED
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
E kore e mau i kore</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> he
wai kai pakiaka</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
You will not catch the feet accustomed to running </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> among
the roots</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> c
/o Managers Office</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> CAC.
Day St.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
Ham. East. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Dearest
Joy, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
I am writing this in the drawing room of the Warwick Hotel listening</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">to
the conversation and trying to write at the same time.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> You
seem to be having lots of fun and games down your way. All contribut-
</span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">ions
thankfully received. Robin says he and Jean have collected and
amazing </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">assortment
of household goods, he says it pays to have a Church Wedding and </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">advertize
things properly. I think I will set out a printed circular announcing
my </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">marriage,
giving a list of the sort of things I want and also most important of
</span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">those
that I don't want. I don't want any pictures or ornaments because I
feel those</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">things
are a matter of personal taste. And I don't want any wax fruit in a
glass case</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">or
any stuffed fruit or birds and I particularly don't want an
aspidistra. Otherwise </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
shall be very easy to please.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Dearest
girl, why do you think that I don't want you to come here next</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">month.
I wrote and told your Dad that I couldn't face the summer's day
without</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">you.
But if you really want more time I must be patient and wait for you.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> I
have applied for one of the state flats and you must give me some
approx-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">imate
idea when we shall want it. I should like to move in and by
myself until </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">until
you arrive but they wont allow that. I dont think you will like the
flats but</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">it
will be a kick off and cheaper than living in a Hotel.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">The
housing problem is is very great in Hamilton, its the best I can do
for a </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">start.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
would like to come to Auckland and see your mother but this damn
strike</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">is
putting the kybosh on things. Even if I could wangle a permit the
Sat. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">afternoon
trains wont be running. Perhaps you and your mother could stay </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">a
night in Hamilton on your way back to Tauranga.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
heard the other day that you are all going to be chased out of the
Dilworth </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Building.
They must have a lot of pull to be able to push such an important </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">concern
as the B.P.C. Out into the cold and unkind world. You will appreciate</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">what
we were up against when we had to move a whole factory of machinery
as </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">well
as our office, and several hundred workers.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Hope
your Mother is resigned to the awful fate that is in store for her </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">darling
child.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Darling
I bought some Fuji Silk pajamas the other day, pale cream in </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">colour,
so they wont clash with anything you wear. So thoughtful of me </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">don't
you think.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
have only got four coupons left and I want a new suit and a spare
pair</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">of
pants and some socks, so I will have to wait for a new coupon book.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Housekeeping my poor sweet is going to be tough with no
jam to be</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">bought
and little fruit or vegetables and everything very dear. War time is </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">not
the happiest time for a new wife tackling a new job but I think my
girl</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">has
plenty of determination or I am a Dutchman.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">When
are you going home? Will you be in Auckland the weekend after</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">next?
I don't think there is a hope of getting down next weekend.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Hope
you get rid of your bad throat. The weather is getting warmer now
</span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">which
improve matters.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Cherio and my regards to Mother </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">PS.
Did you find out about the Chateaux? </span>
</div>
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........................... ................................
.................................................</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...as
slip slip detectives arrive, laughing: they have ridiculously
forgotten their </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">alloted
crimes (for, as you know, in this misdelusion, the effect effects its
own</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">resultant
cause, and thus enables the unvanishing of the Ming Dynasty): and
indeed, the coppers have mislaid the massacres etc and the whole
pageant whirls into the abyss....</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> produce
one picture. Her bleak architectural spaces are constructed within </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">a
tiny studio in a disued hardware store on an east.......side street,
indeed...will be....</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> WHAT
LIES BENEATH </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> will
be visible</span></div>
<span style="color: black;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">People
go on passing,’ said Louis. They pass the window of this
eating-shop incessantly. Motor-cars, vans, motor-omnibuses; and again
motor-omnibuses, vans, motor-cars — they pass the window. In the
background I perceive shops and houses; also the grey spires of a
city church. In the foreground are glass shelves set with plates of
buns and ham sandwiches. All is somewhat obscured by steam from a
tea-urn. A meaty, vapourish smell of beef and mutton, sausages and
mash, hangs down like a damp net in the middle of the eating- house.
I prop my book against a bottle of Worcester sauce and try to look
like the rest.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: black;"> <span style="font-size: medium;">Mauri tu</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; font-size: medium;"> mauri ora</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">‘<span style="font-size: medium;">Yet
I cannot. (They go on passing, they go on passing in disorderly
procession.) I cannot read my book, or order my beef, with
conviction. I repeat, “I am an average Englishman; I am an average
clerk”, yet I look at the little men at the next table to be sure
that I do what they do. Supple-faced, with rippling skins, that are
always twitching with the multiplicity of their sensations,
prehensile like monkeys, greased to this particular moment, they are
discussing with all the right gestures the sale of a piano. It blocks
up the hall; so he would take a Tenner. People go on passing; they go
on passing against the spires of the church and the plates of ham
sandwiches. The streamers of my consciousness waver out and are
perpetually torn and distressed by their disorder. I cannot therefore
concentrate on my dinner. “I would take a tenner. The case is
handsome; but it blocks up the hall.” They dive and plunge like
guillemots whose feathers are slippery with oil. All excesses beyond
that norm are vanity. That is the mean; that is the average.
Meanwhile the hats bob up and down; the door perpetually shuts and
opens. I am conscious of flux, of disorder; of annihilation and
despair. If this is all, this is worthless. Yet I feel, too, the
rhythm of the eating- house. It is like a waltz tune, eddying in and
out, round and round. The waitresses, balancing trays, swing in and
out, round and round, dealing plates of greens, of apricot and
custard, dealing them at the right time, to the right customers. The
average men, including her rhythm in their rhythm (“I would take a
tenner; for it blocks up the hall”) take their greens, take their
apricots and custard. Where then is the break in this continuity?
What the fissure through which one sees disaster? The circle is
unbroken; the harmony complete. Here is the central rhythm; here the
common mainspring. I watch it expand, contract; and then expand
again. Yet I am not included. If I speak, imitating their accent,
they prick their ears, waiting for me to speak again, in order that
they may place me — if I come from Canada or Australia, I, who
desire above all things to be taken to the arms with love, am alien,
external. I, who would wish to feel close over me the protective
waves of the ordinary, catch with the tail of my eye some far
horizon; am aware of hats bobbing up and down in perpetual disorder.
To me is addressed the plaint of the wandering and distracted spirit
(a woman with bad teeth falters at the counter), “Bring us back to
the fold, we who pass so disjectedly, bobbing up and down, past
windows with plates of ham sandwiches in the foreground.” Yes; I
will reduce you to order.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">‘<span style="font-size: medium;">I
will read in the book that is propped against the bottle of Worcester
sauce. It contains some forged rings, some perfect statements, a few
words, but poetry. You, all of you, ignore it. What the dead poet
said, you have forgotten. And I cannot translate it to you so that
its binding power ropes you in, and makes it clear to you that you
are aimless; and the rhythm is cheap and worthless; and so remove
that degradation which, if you are unaware of your aimlessness,
pervades you, making you senile, even while you are young. To
translate that poem so that it is easily read is to be my endeavour.
I, the companion of Plato, of Virgil, will knock at the grained oak
door. I oppose to what is passing this ramrod of beaten steel. I will
not submit to this aimless passing of billycock hats and Homburg hats
and all the plumed and variegated head-dresses of women. (Susan, whom
I respect, would wear a plain straw hat on a summer’s day.) And the
grinding and the steam that runs in unequal drops down the window
pane; and the stopping and the starting with a jerk of
motor-omnibuses; and the hesitations at counters; and the words that
trail drearily without human meaning; I will reduce you to order.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">‘<span style="font-size: medium;">My
roots go down through veins of lead and silver, through damp, marshy
places that exhale odours, to a knot made of oak roots bound together
in the centre. Sealed and blind, with earth stopping my ears, I have
yet heard rumours of wars; and the nightingale; have felt the
hurrying of many troops of men flocking hither and thither in quest
of civilization like flocks of birds migrating seeking the summer; I
have seen women carrying red pitchers to the banks of the Nile. I
woke in a garden, with a blow on the nape of my neck, a hot kiss,
Jinny’s; remembering all this as one remembers confused cries and
toppling pillars and shafts of red and black in some nocturnal
conflagration. I am for ever sleeping and waking. Now I sleep; now I
wake. I see the gleaming tea-urn; the glass cases full of pale-yellow
sandwiches; the men in round coats perched on stools at the counter;
and also behind them, eternity. It is a stigma burnt on my quivering
flesh by a cowled man with a red-hot iron. I see this eating-shop
against the packed and fluttering birds’ wings, many feathered,
folded, of the past. Hence my pursed lips, my sickly pallor; my
distasteful and uninviting aspect as I turn my face with hatred and
bitterness upon Bernard and Neville, who saunter under yew trees; who
inherit armchairs; and draw their curtains close, so that lamplight
falls on their books.</span></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> ATAWHAI</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Compassion </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Na koutou tangi na
tatau katoa</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> When you cry your
tears are shed by all</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> sometimes I feel so
terribly alone </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> we all of us mortal
end </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> and pass into
endlessness</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b><span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;"> </span><span style="background-color: #ea9999;"><span style="font-size: large;"> Ma te ngakau
aroha koe arahi</span></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><b><span style="background-color: #ea9999; font-size: large;"> Let a loving heart guide your
decisions</span></b></span></div>
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<b><br /></b></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="border: none; line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0.2in; orphans: 1; padding: 0in;">
<b> <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: red;">The endlessness: the coiling
brain ropes, the thoughts, the long ropes are that endlessness of
seeming unending </span><span style="color: #fff2cc;">engines of turmoiled thoughts</span><span style="color: red;">: the <span style="background-color: #93c47d;">endless
endlessness of</span> thought. </span></span>
</b></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="border: none; line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0.2in; orphans: 1; padding: 0in;">
<b><span style="color: red;"> <span style="font-size: small;">Then </span><span style="font-size: large;">the weight of material</span><span style="font-size: small;">
which also can have associations. </span>
</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"> <span style="font-size: small;">The weight of brains: they are
rolled up balls of rope held with screws.</span></span></b></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="border: none; line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0.2in; orphans: 1; padding: 0in;">
<b><span style="color: red;"> <span style="font-size: small;">Any material is a possiblity.
It opens up questions. Life is the largest inspiration. </span></span></b></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="border: none; line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0.2in; orphans: 1; padding: 0in;">
<b> <span style="color: red; font-size: small;">Time or</span><span style="color: lime;"> <span style="font-size: large;"><i>temporality.
Transcience</i></span>.</span><span style="color: red; font-size: small;"> This action is an act of aggression. The presents</span></b></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>Now
the wind lifts the blind,’ said Susan, ‘jars, bowls, matting and
the shabby arm-chair with the hole In
demonstrating that Dasein is ontico-ontologically prior, we may have
misled the reader into supposing that this entity must also be what
is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that
it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of
Being which it possesses is presented just as 'immediately'.
Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to us-even that which
is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this,
or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically that which is
farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it has an
understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in each
case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we are
certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted
pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this interpretation
can be taken over as an appropriate clue in
it are now become distinct. The usual faded ribbons sprinkle the
wallpaper. The bird chorus is over, only one bird now sings close to
the bedroomThus
to work out the question of Being adequately, we must make an
entity-the inquirer-transparent in his own Being. The very asking of
this question is an entity's mode of Being; and as such it gets its
essential character from what is inquired about-namely, Being. This
entity which each of us is himself and which includes inquiring as
one of the possibilities of its Being, we shall denote by the term
"Dasein".1 If we are to formulate our question explicitly
and transparently, we must first give a proper explication of an
entity (Dasein) with regard to its Being. Is there not, however, a
manifest circularity in such an undertaking? If we must first define
an entity in its Being, and if we want to formulate The bird chorus
is over, only one bird now sings close to the bedroom the question
of Being only on this basis, what is this but going in a circle? In
working out our question, have we not 'presupposed' something which
only the answer can bring? Formal objections such as the argument
about 'circular reasoning', which can easily be cited at any time in
the study of first principles, are always sterile when one is
considering concrete ways of and the rhythm is cheap and worthless;
and so remove that degradation which, if you are unaware of your
aimlessness, pervades you, making you senile, even while you are
young. To translate that poem so that it is easily read is to be my
endeavour. I, the companion of Plato, of Virgil, will knock at the
grained oak door. I oppose to what is passing this ramrod of beaten
steel. I will not submit to this aimless passing of billycock hats
and Homburg hats and all the plumed and variegated head-dresses of
women. (Susan, whom I respect, would wear a plain straw hat on a
summer’s day.) And the grinding and the steam that runs in unequal
drops down the window pane; investigating. When it comes to
understanding the matter at hand, they carry no weight and keep us
from penetrating into the field of study. But factically there is no
circle at all in formulating our question as we have described. One
can determine You seem to be having lots of fun and games down your
way. All contribut-
ions thankfully In demonstrating that Dasein is ontico-ontologically
prior, we may have misled the reader into supposing that this entity
must also be what is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only
in the sense that it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in
that the kind of Being which it possesses is presented just as
'immediately'. Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to
us-even that which is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves.
In spite of this, or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically
that which is farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it
has an understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in
each case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we
are certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus
interpreted pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this
interpretation can be taken over as an appropriate clue received.
Robin says he and Jean have collected and amazing assortment of
household goods, he says it pays to have a Church Wedding and
advertize things properly. I think I will set out a printed circular
announcing my marriage, giving a list of the sort of things I want
and also most important of
those that I don't want. the nature of entities in their Being
without necessarily having the explicit concept of the meaning of
Being at one's disposal. Otherwise there could have been no
ontological knowledge heretofore. One would hardly deny that
factically there has been such knowledge. Of course 'Being' has been
presupposed in all ontology up till now, but not as a concept at
one's disposal-not as the sort of thing we are seeking. This
'presupposing of Being has rather the character of taking a look at
it beforehand, so that in the light of it the entities presented to
us get provisionally Articulated in their Being. This guiding 1 The
word 'Dasein' plays so important a role in this work and is already
so familiar to the English-speaking reader who has read about
Heidegger, that it seems simpler to leave it untranslated except in
the relatively rare passages in which Heidegger himself breaks it up
with a hypthen ('Da-sein') to show In demonstrating that Dasein in
ontico-ontologically prior, we may have misled the reader into
supposing that this entity must also be what is given as
ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that it can itself
be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of Being which it
possesses is presented just as 'immediately'. Ontically, of course,
Dasein is not only close to us-even that which is closest : we are
it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this, or rather for just
this reason, it is ontologically that which is farthest. To be sure,
its ownmost Being is such that it has an understanding of that Being,
and already maintains itself in each case as if its Being has been
interpreted in some manner. But we are certainly not saying that when
Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted pre-ontologically in the way
which lies closest, this interpretation can be taken over as an
appropriate clue its etymological construction:At this hour, this
still early hour, I think I am the field, I am the barn, I am the
trees; mine are the flocks of birds, and this young hare who leaps,
at the last moment when I step almost on him. Mine is the heron that
stretches its vast wings lazily; and the cow that creaks as it pushes
one foot before another munching; and the wild, swooping swallow; and
the faint red in the sky, and the green when the red fades; the
silence and the bell; the call of the man fetching cart- horses from
the fields — all are mine. literally 'Being-there'.
window. I will pull on my stockings and go quietly past the bedroom
doors, and down through the kitchen, out through the garden past the
greenhouse into the field. It is still early morning. The mist is on
the marshes. In
demonstrating that Dasein in ontico-ontologically prior, we may have
misled the reader into supposing that this entity must also be what
is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that
it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of
Being which it possesses is presented just as 'immediately'.
Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to us-even that which
is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this,
or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically that which is
farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it has an
understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in each
case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we are
certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted
pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this interpretation
can be taken over as an appropriate clue
The day is stark and stiff as a linen shroud. But it will soften; it
will warm. At this hour, this still early hour, I think I am the
field, I am the barn, I am the trees; mine are the flocks of birds,
and this young hare who leaps, at the last moment when I step almost
on him. Mine is the heron that stretches its vast wings lazily; and
the cow that creaks as it pushes one foot before another munching;
and the wild, swooping swallow; and the faint red in the sky, and the
green when the red fades; the silence and the bell; the call of the
man fetching cart- horses from the fields — all are mine</b></span></span></div>
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ETHEL SMYTH Monk's House, Rodmell,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: medium;">I've
written you ever so many beautiful letters – cigarette letters –
you know the kind, when one's devotion to Ethel rises like a silver
smoke, too fine for words. These are the letters I write to you,
about 3 on a wet windy morning. Unlike Margot, I dont keep a pencil
at my head and I forget where we left off – you were going into the
snow in snow boots. You had seduced the wife of a woodcutter – and
then? I have a far away lover, to match your translator – a
doctor,a cousin, a Wilberforce, who lives at Brighton and has – by
a miracle – head of you. If I were in London, I'd ask you to meet.
She has heard of Jersey cows and sends me a pot of cream weekly. Oh
theres Margot – I cant fathom her – I get now almost daily a
letter written in bed at 3 am in the Savoy. Why at this last lap of
tiem should she fabricate an entirely imaginary passion for me, who
am utterly incongrous “You ad Frances Horner” she says this
morning “are the olny women I've ever loved”. The rest of
womankind, as I can well imagine, seeing her clothes, she hates....</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: medium;">...Did
I tell you I'm reading the whole of English literature through? By
the time I've reached Shakespeare the bombs will be falling. So I've
arranged a very nice last scene: reading Shakespeare, having
forgotten my gas mask, I shall fade far away, and quite forget... The
bought down a raider the other side of Lewes yesterday, I was cycling
to get our butter, but only heard a drone in the clouds. Thank God,
as you would say, one's fathers had a taste for reading! Instead of
thinking, by May we shall be – whatever it shall be: I think, only
three months to read Ben Jonson, Milton, Donne and all the rest!
Today however, to make me quicken my pace, I saw a yellow woodpecker
bright green against ruby red willows. Lord!...how I started, and
then saw coming across the marsh, Leonard, looking like a Saxon Earl,
because his old coat was torn and the lining flapped around his gum
boots.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: medium;">I
did walk through London the other day – Oh but I told you about the
Temple, didnt I, all rubble and white dust? – and how, to put heart
into me, I ate Turkey at Buszards [Oxford Street]? I have so seldom
gloried in food, all alone. But there must be an end to this
drivel,....</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: medium;">...I
read and read like a donkey going round a well; pray to God, some
idea will flash. I leave it entirely to nature. I can no longer
control my brain...</span></span></div>
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Ethel dear, you will perhaps very kindly write to me. ….But now, in
God's name, I must open this damned industrious American [Clifford],
who's spent 20 years shadowing Mrs Thrale. I would like to ask, quite
simply, do you still love me? Remember how I waved that day in Meck
Sqre. Do love me. </span></span>
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Joy </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> Ocean
wirless are are at it again suggesting that Christmas mail should be
despatched. Received a long letter of yours a short time ago. Was
pleased to hear you, your mother father are all well. </span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"> This
will have to ????? as a Christmas note to them, please/ for
this [?] will be only one of a few letters I propose to write
tonight. You notice I said propose.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"> Ocean
Is News You're itching for I guess. This year of course no Melbourne
Cup dance but a [?] night instead, ticket £
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15/- The town chief [?]
his notice reads</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> “10<sup>th</sup>
Annual Cup Sweep” etc etc </span>
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The proceeds towards a patriotic fund
and being the </span>
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fund is Melbourne Sporting [?] “ [?] for ] fund”</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> They
are at last rebuilding the picture house after the lines of Nauru
building - using the same concrete floor </span>
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we've broken a record this month. I suppose you can guess what it is.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"> Did
you see J. E. Beece and Ho with his laugh cum giggle cum sniggle.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> Barry
left to enlist. Remington - do you remember him - a Captain and
stationed in Malaya. </span>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"> Roger
carrying on as cashier these days so to ease things outside.
Learned with a shock that Obeta, a boy in the office was a few days
ago after a short stay in hospital, sent on to Tarawa as a leper.</span></div>
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the celebrations at Tapiwa last week end Bishop Turiemal [?] Hill
and Father Pujabel's [?] new church opened. [?] I suppose is the
word. The church looks well. </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;">Mr. L.
[?] is building a new one too but I fancy I've already mentioned
this. </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> Gallagher
dead, did you hear? Died in the [?] and buried at the foot of the
“jolly old flag pole”. A very nice fellow what little I knew
of him. I knew W-- [?] more than Broughton and Gallagher. </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> All
my brothers are in uniform now. One in the anti aircraft company
stationed at Darwin. The other two in the RAAF and still training. </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> Have
you heard of Jean Hester [?] lately, wondered how the nursing was
progressing. She did [?] didn't she! </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> Give
my sincere [?] feelings to Mrs Ryall, Miss [?], Miss Enting, [?]
please. </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> Could
send some cards but have never liked the idea of using them. Rather
admit one's lack of time or laziness than cover it up with a card –
still that's only my idea. Am enjoying this bottle of beer V.B.
Brand - - ever heard of it! Still only ¼ thank you. </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: black;"> I [
?] I've rambled on over the pages but the pen's [ ?] [?] better days
I'm afraid. Am writing this to the strains of [ ?] He brought it
back from leave, only plays a few records and then he has to wind it
up, [?] have accepted it as payment for a debt but it has a
magnificent cabinet, and a [ ? ] selection, as you can imagine, of
Bing Crosby and such like. He's still the same, has not as yet
developed Alice's shrewd look. But then he has a litlle more to do I
think. </span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"> Anyway
enough little as it is until another time A Merry Christmas</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"> Sincerely</span></span></div>
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Lindsay [Lineley?]</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"> And
not forgetting Tauranga [?] and good health. </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Susan,
I respect; because she sits stitching. She sews under a quiet lamp in
a house where the corn sighs close to the window and gives me safety.
For I am the weakest, the youngest of them all. I am a child looking
at his feet and the little runnels that the stream has made in the
gravel. That is a snail, I say; that is a leaf. I delight in the
snails; I delight in the leaf, I am always the youngest, the most
innocent, the most trustful. You are all protected. I am naked. When
the waitress with the plaited wreaths of hair swings past, she deals
you your apricots and custard unhesitatingly, like a sister. You are
her brothers. But when I get up, brushing the crumbs from my
waistcoat, I slip too large a tip, a shilling, under the edge of my
plate, so that she may not find it till I am gone, and her scorn, as
she picks it up with laughter, may not strike on me till I am past
the swing-doors.’</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: orange;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Now
the wind lifts the blind,’ said Susan, ‘jars, bowls, matting and
the shabby arm-chair with the hole in it are now become distinct.
The usual faded ribbons sprinkle the wallpaper. The bird chorus is
over, only one bird now sings close to the bedroom window. I will
pull on my stockings and go quietly past the bedroom doors, and down
through the kitchen, out through the garden past the greenhouse into
the field. It is still early morning. The mist is on the marshes.
The day is stark and stiff as a linen shroud. But it will soften; it
will warm. At this hour, this still early hour, I think I am the
field, I am the barn, I am the trees; mine are the flocks of birds,
and this young hare who leaps, at the last moment when I step almost
on him. Mine is the heron that stretches its vast wings lazily; and
the cow that creaks as it pushes one foot before another munching;
and the wild, swooping swallow; and the faint red in the sky, and
the green when the red fades; the silence and the bell; the call of
the man fetching cart- horses from the fields — all are mine.</span></span></span></div>
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Resiliance</span></span></span></div>
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toku tu moana</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="background-color: blue; font-size: large;"> </span><span style="background-color: cyan;"><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: cyan; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"> </span><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">As durable as a rock pounded by the sea </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: orange;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I
cannot be divided, or kept apart. I was sent to school; I was sent
to Switzerland to finish my education. I hate linoleum; I hate fir
trees and mountains. Let me now fling myself on this flat ground
under a pale sky where the clouds pace slowly. The cart grows
gradually larger as it comes along the road. The sheep gather in the
middle of the field. The birds gather in the middle of the road —
they need not fly yet. The wood smoke rises. The starkness of the
dawn is going out of it. Now the day stirs. Colour returns. The day
waves yellow with all its crops. The earth hangs heavy beneath me.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><b><span style="color: #ea9999;">‘</span></b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><span style="color: #ea9999;">But
who am I, who lean on this gate and watch my setter nose in a
circle? I think sometimes (I am not twenty yet) I am not a woman,
but the light that falls on this gate, on this ground. I am the
seasons, I think sometimes, January, May, November; the mud, the
mist, the dawn. I cannot be tossed about, or float gently, or mix
with other people. Yet now, leaning here till the gate prints my
arm, I feel the weight that has formed itself in my side. Something
has formed, at school, in Switzerland, some hard thing. Not sighs
and laughter, not circling and ingenious phrases; not Rhoda’s
strange communications when she looks past us, over our shoulders;
nor Jinny’s pirouetting, all of a piece, limbs and body. What I
give is fell. I cannot float gently, mixing with other people. I
like best the stare of shepherds met in the road; the stare of gipsy
women beside a cart in a ditch suckling their children as I shall
suckle my children. For soon in the hot midday when the bees hum
round the hollyhocks my lover will come. He will stand under the
cedar tree. To his one word I shall answer my one word.</span></b><span style="color: #f1c232;"> </span><span style="color: lime;">What has
formed in me I shall give him. I shall have children; I shall have
maids in aprons; men with pitchforks; a kitchen where they bring the
ailing lambs to warm in baskets, where the hams hang and the onions
glisten. I shall be like my mother, silent in a blue apron locking
up the cupboards.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Now
I am hungry. I will call my setter. I think of crusts and bread and
butter and white plates in a sunny room. I will go back across the
fields. I will walk along this grass path with strong, even strides,
now swerving to avoid the puddle, now leaping lightly to a clump.
Beads of wet form on my rough skirt; my shoes become supple and
dark. The stiffness has gone from the day; it is shaded with grey,
green and umber. The birds no longer settle on the high road.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;">‘</span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: red;">I
return, like a cat or fox returning, whose fur is grey with rime,
whose pads are hardened by the coarse earth. I push through the
cabbages, making their leaves squeak and their drops spill. I sit
waiting for my father’s footsteps as he shuffles down the passage
pinching some herb between his fingers. I pour out cup after cup
while the unopened flowers hold themselves erect on the table among
the pots of jam, the loaves and the butter.</span><span style="color: #f1c232;"> </span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #f1c232; font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="color: #c27ba0; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span style="background-color: yellow;"><b>We are silent.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #f1c232;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>I
go then to the cupboard, and take the damp bags of rich sultanas; I
lift the heavy flour on to the clean scrubbed kitchen table. I
knead; I stretch; I pull, plunging my hands in the warm inwards of
the dough. I let the cold water stream fanwise through my fingers.
The fire roars; the flies buzz in a circle. All my currants and
rices, the silver bags and the blue bags, are locked again in the
cupboard. The meat is stood in the oven; the bread rises in a soft
dome under the clean towel. I walk in the afternoon down to the
river. All the world is breeding. The flies are going from grass to
grass. The flowers are thick with pollen. The swans ride the stream
in order. The clouds, warm now, sun- spotted, sweep over the hills,
leaving gold in the water, and gold on the necks of the swans.
Pushing one foot before the other, the cows munch their way across
the field. I feel through the grass for the white-domed mushroom;
and break its stalk and pick the purple orchid that grows beside it
and lay the orchid by the mushroom with the earth at its root, and
so home to make the kettle boil for my father among the just
reddened roses on the tea-table.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: cyan; color: red;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">But
evening comes and the lamps are lit. And when evening comes and the
lamps are lit they make a yellow fire in the ivy. I sit with my
sewing by the table. I think of Jinny; of Rhoda; and hear the rattle
of wheels on the pavement as the farm horses plod home; I hear
traffic roaring in the evening wind. I look at the quivering leaves
in the dark garden and think “They dance in London. Jinny kisses
Louis”.’</span></span></span></div>
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<b style="background-color: #fff2cc;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">How
strange,’ said Jinny, ‘that people should sleep, that people
should put out the lights and go upstairs. They have taken off their
dresses, they have put on white nightgowns. There are no lights in
any of these houses. There is a line of chimney-pots against the
sky; and a street lamp or two burning, as lamps burn when nobody
needs them. The only people in the streets are poor people hurrying.
There is no one coming or going in this street; the day is over. A
few policemen stand at the corners. Yet night is beginning. I feel
myself shining in the dark. Silk is on my knee. My silk legs rub
smoothly together. The stones of a necklace lie cold on my throat.
My feet feel the pinch of shoes. I sit bolt upright so that my hair
may not touch the back of the seat. I am arrayed, I am prepared.
This is the momentary pause; the dark moment. The fiddlers have
lifted their bows.</span></span></b></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: yellow; color: #9fc5e8; font-size: large;">The Task of Destroying the History of Ontology All
research-and not least that which operates within the range of the
central question of Being-is an ontical possibility of Dasein.
Dasein's Being finds its meaning in temporality. But temporality is
also the condition which makes historicality possible as a temporal
kind of Being which Dasein itself possesses, regardless of whether or
how Dasein is an entity 'in time'.</span></i><span style="background-color: white; color: #f1c232; font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: orange; font-size: medium;">Historicality, as a determinate
character, is prior to what is called "history"
(world-historical historizing).1 "Historicality" stands for
the state of Being that is constitutive for 20 Dasein's 'historizing'
as such; only on the basis of such 'historizing' is anything like
'world-history' possible or can anything belong historically to
world-history. In its factical Being, any Dasein is as it already
was, and it is 'what' it already was. It is its past, whether
explicitly or not. And this is so not only in that its past is, as it
were, pushing itself along 'behind' it, and that Dasein possesses
what is past as a property which is still presentat-hand and which
sometimes has after-effects upon it: Dasein 'is' its past in the way
of its own Being, which, to put it roughly, 'historizes' out of its
future on each occasion. 2 Whatever the way of being it may have at
the time, and thus with whatever understanding of Being it may
possess, Dasein has grown up both into and in a traditional way of
interpreting itself: in terms of this it understands itself
proximally and, within a certain range, constantly. By this
understanding, the possibilities of its Being are disclosed and
regulated. Its own past-and this always means the past of its
'generation'-is not something which follows along after Dasein, but
something which already goes ahead of it. This elemental
historicality of Dasein may remain hidden from Dasein itself. But
there is a way by which it can be discovered and given proper
attention. Dasein can discover tradition, preserve it, and study it
explicitly. The discovery of tradition and the disclosure of what it
'transmits' and how this is transmitted, can be taken hold of as a
task in its own right. In this way Dasein brings itself into the kind
of Being which consists in historiological inquiry and research. But
historiology, or more precisely historicity is possible as a kind of
Being which the inquiring Dasein [ </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: red;">possess,
only because historicality is a determining characteristic for Dasein
in the very basis of its Being. If this historicality remains hidden
from Dasein, and as long as it so remains, Dasein is also denied the
possibility of historiological inquiry or the discovery of history.
If historiology is wanting, this is not evidence against Dasein's
historicality; on the contrary, as a deficient mode1 of this state of
Being, it is evidence for it. Only because it is 'historical' can an
era be unhistoriological. </span><span style="color: lime;">On the other hand, if Dasein has seized
upon its latent possibility not only of making its own existence
transparent to itself but also of inquiring into the meaning of
existentiality itself (that is to say, of previously inquiring into
the meaning of Being in general) , and if by such inquiry its eyes
have been opened to its own essential historicality, then one cannot
fail to see that the inquiry into Being (the ontico-ontological
necessity of which we have already indicated) is itself characterized
by historicality. The ownmost meaning of Being which belongs to the
inquiry into Being</span><span style="color: magenta;"> 21 a s a n historical inquiry, gives us the
assignment [Anweisung] of inquiring into the history of that inquiry
itself, that is, of becoming historiological. In working out the
question of Being, we must heed this assignment, so that by
positively making the past our own, we may bring ourselves into full
possession of the ownmost possibilities of such inquiry. The question
of the meaning of Being must be carried through by explicating Dasein
beforehand in its temporality and historicality; the question thus
brings itself to the point where it understands itself as
historiological. Our preparatory Interpretation of the fundamental
structures of Dasein with regard to the average kind of Being which
is closest to it (a kind of Being -i.Q. which it is therefore
proximally historical as well), will make manifest, however, not only
that Dasein is inclined to fall back upon its world (the world in
which it is) and to interpret itself in terms of that world by its
reflected light, but also that Dasein simultaneously falls prey to
the tradition of which it has more or less explicitly taken hold.11
This tradition keeps it from providing its own guidance, whether
in</span></span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">inquiring or in choosing. This holds
true-and by no means least-for that</span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">‘</span><span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">How
strange,’ said Jinny, ‘that people should sleep, that people
should put out the lights and go upstairs. They have taken off their
dresses, they have put on white nightgowns. There are no lights in
any of these houses. There is a line of chimney-pots against the sky;
and a street lamp or two burning, as lamps burn when nobody needs
them. The only people in the streets are poor people hurrying. There
is no one coming or going in this street; the day is over. A few
policemen stand at the corners. Yet night is beginning. I feel myself
shining in the dark. Silk is on my knee. My silk legs rub smoothly
together. The stones of a necklace lie cold on my throat. </span></span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">
understanding which is rooted in Dasein's ownmost Being, and for the
possibility of developing it-namely, for ontological understanding.
When tradition thus becomes master, it does so in such a way that
what it 'transmits' is made so inaccessible, proximally and for the
most part, that it rather becomes concealed. Tradition takes what has
come down to us and delivers it over to self-evidence; it blocks our
access to those primordial 'sources' from which the categories and
concepts handed down to us have been in part quite genuinely drawn.1
Indeed it makes us forget that they have had such an origin, and
makes us suppose that the necessity of going back to these sources is
something which we need not even understand. Dasein has had its
historicality so thoroughly uprooted by tradition that it confines
its interest to the multiformity of possible types, directions, and
standpoints of philosophical activity in the most exotic and alien of
cultures ; and by this very interest it seeks to veil the fact that
it has no ground of its own to stand on. Consequently, despite all
its historiological interests and all its zeal for an Interpretation
which is philologically 'objective' [</span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><i>"sachliche"</i></span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">],
Dasein no longer understands the most elementary conditions which
would alone enable it to go back to the past in a positive manner and
make it productively its own. </span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">‘</span><span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">How
strange,’ said Jinny, ‘that people should sleep, that people
should put out the lights and go upstairs. They have taken off their
dresses, they have put on white nightgowns. There are no lights in
any of these houses. There is a line of chimney-pots against the sky;
and a street lamp or two burning, as lamps burn when nobody needs
them. The only people in the streets are poor people hurrying. There
is no one coming or going in this street; the day is over. A few
policemen stand at the corners. Yet night is beginning. I feel myself
shining in the dark. Silk is on my knee. My silk legs rub smoothly
together. The stones of a necklace lie cold on my throat. </span></span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">We
have shown at the outset (Section 1) not only that the question of
the meaning of Being is one that has not been attended to and one
that has been inadequately formulated, but that it has become quite
forgotten in spite of all our interest in 'metaphysics'. Greek
ontology and its history -which, in their numerous filiations and
distortions, determine the conceptual character of philosophy even
today-prove that when Dasein understands either itself or Being in
general, it does so in terms of the 'world', and that the ontology
which has thus arisen</span> <span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">has deteriorated [</span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><i>
verfallt</i></span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">] to a tradition in which it gets
reduced to something self-evident -merely material for reworking, as
it was for Hegel. In the Middle Ages this uprooted Greek ontology
became a fixed body of doctrine. Its systematics, however, is by no
means a mere joining together of traditional pieces into a single
edifice. Though its basic conceptions of Being have been taken over
dogmatically from the Greeks, a great deal of unpretentious work has
been carried on further within these limits. With the peculiar
character which the Scholastics gave it, Greek ontology has, in its
essentials, travelled the path that leads through the Disputationes ,
metaphysicae of Suarez to the 'metaphysics' and transcendental
philosophy ·of modern times, determining even the foundations and
the aims of Hegel's </span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">
'logic'. In the course of this history certain distinctive domains of
Being have come into view and have served as the primary guides for
subsequent problematics : the ego cogito of Descartes, the subject,
the "1", reason, spirit, person. But these all remain
uninterrogated as to their Being and its structure, in accordance
with the thoroughgoing way in which the question of Being has been
neglected. It is rather the case that the categorial content of the
traditional ontology has been carried over to these entities with
corresponding formalizations and purely negative restrictions, or
else dialectic has been called in for the purpose of Interpreting the
substantiality of the subject ontologically. If the question of Being
is to have its own history made transparent, then this hardened
tradition must be loosened up, and the concealments which it has
brought about1 must be dissolved. We understand this task as one in
which by taking the question of Being as our clue, we are to. destroy
the traditional content of ancient ontology until we arrive at those
primordial experiences in which we achieved our first ways of
determining the nature of Being-the ways which have guided us ever
since. In thus demonstrating the origin of our basic ontological
concepts by an investigation in which their 'birth certificate' is
displayed, we have nothing to do with a vicious relativizing of
ontological standpoints. But this destruction is just as far from
having the negative sense of shaking off the ontological tradition.
</span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">‘</span><span style="color: magenta; font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">How
strange,’ said Jinny, ‘that people should sleep, that people
should put out the lights and go upstairs. They have taken off their
dresses, they have put on white nightgowns. There are no lights in
any of these houses. There is a line of chimney-pots against the sky;
and a street lamp or two burning, as lamps burn when nobody needs
them. The only people in the streets are poor people hurrying. There
is no one coming or going in this street; the day is over. A few
policemen stand at the corners. Yet night is beginning. I feel myself
shining in the dark. Silk is on my knee. My silk legs rub smoothly
together. The stones of a necklace lie cold on my throat. </span></span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">We
must, on the contrary, stake out the positive possibilities of that
tradition, and this always means keeping it within its limits ; these
in turn are given factically in the way the question is formulated at
the time, and in the way the possible field for investigation is thus
bounded off. On its negative side, this destruction does not relate
itself towards the past;' iu criticism is aimed at 'today' and at the
prevalent way of treating the history of ontology, whether it is
headed towards doxography, towards intellectual history, or towards a
history of problems. But to bury the past in nullity [Nichtigkeit) is
not the purpose of this destruction ; its aim is positive; its
negative function remains unexpressed and indirect. The destruction
of the history of ontology is essentially bound up with the way the
question of Being is formulated, and it is possible only within such
a formulation. In the framework of our treatise, which aims at
working out that question in principle, we can carry out this
destruction only with regard to stages of that history which are in
principle decisive. In line with the positive tendencies of this
destruction, we must in the first instance raise the question whether
and to what extent the Interpretation of Being and the phenomenon of
time have been brought together thematically in the course of the
history of ontology, and whether the problematic of Temporality
required for this has ever been worked out in principle or ever could
have been. The first and only person who has gone any stretch of the
way towards investigating the dimension of Temporality or has even
let himself be drawn hither by the coercion of the phenomena
themselves is Kant. Only when we have established the problematic of
Temporality, can we succeed in casting light on the obscurity of his
doctrine of the schematism. But this will also show us why this area
is one which had to remain closed off to him in its real dimensions
and its central ontological function. Kant himself was aware that he
was venturing into an area of obscurity : 'This schematism of our
understanding as regards appearances and their mere form is an art
hidden in the depths of the human soul, the true devices of which are
hardly ever to be divined from Nature and laid uncovered before our
eyes.'1 Here Kant shrinks back, as it were, in the face of something
which must be brought to light as a theme and a principle if the
expression "Being" is to have any demonstrable meaning. In
the end, those very phenomena which will be exhibited under the
heading of 'Temporality' in our analysis, are precisely those most
covert judgments of the 'common reason' for which Kant says it is the
'business of philosophers' to provide an analytic. In pursuing this
task of destruction with the problematic of Temporality as our clue,
we shall try to Interpret the chapter on the schematism and the
Kantian doctrine of time, taking that chapter as our point of
departure. </span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">At the same time we shall show why Kant could never
achieve an insight into the problematic of Temporality. There were
two things that stood in his way : </span><span style="background-color: cyan; color: magenta; font-size: large;">in the first place, he altogether
neglected the problem of Being; and, in connection with this, he
failed to provide an ontology with Dasein as its theme or (to put
this in Kantian language) to give a preliminary ontological analytic
of the subjectivity of the subject</span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">. </span><span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">Instead of this, Kant took over
Descartes' position quite dogmatically, notwithstanding all the
essential respects in which he had gone beyond him.</span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;"> </span><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;">Furthermore, in
spite of the fact that he was· bringing the phenomenon of time back
into the subject again, his analysis of it remained oriented towards
the traditional way in which time had been ordinarily understood; in
the long run this kept him from working out the phenomenon of a
'transcendental determination of time' in its own structure and
function</span><span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-size: large;">. </span><span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: x-large;">Because of this double effect of tradition the decisive
connection between time and the 'I think' was shrouded in utter
darkness; it did not even become a problem. </span></span>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: #ea9999; font-size: large;">Dearest,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: #ea9999; font-size: large;">I
feel certain that I am going mad again: I feel we cant go through
another of those terrible times. And I shant recover this time. I
begin to hear voices, and cant concentrate. So I am doing what seems
the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible
happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I
dont think two people could have been happier till this terrible
disease came. I cant fight it any longer, I know that I am spoiling
your life, that without me you could work. And know that I am
spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I
know. You see I cant even write this properly. I cant read. What I
want to say is that I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You
have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say
that – everybody knows it. I anybody could have saved me it would
have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your
goodness. I cant go on spoiling your life any longer.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: #ea9999; font-size: large;">I
dont think two people could have been happier than we have been.
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<span style="color: red; font-size: medium;"><b>All
this afternoon I have been trying to arrange some of my father's old
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<span style="color: orange;"><b> [Ocean Island is Banaba]
Ocean Island Central Pacific Sept
10<sup>th</sup> 1941 </b></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange;"><b> Dear Jack</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange;"><b> No doubt you will be
surprised to hear from me but when I heard from Gower [?] the other
day that you had received a letter from Sallie [?] earlier on in the
year well I felt that ashamed</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange;"><b>so I decided I would write the next
mail and let you know some of the news of this little old isle. I
suppose you know ere this that we are all living the bachelor life as
there are only two ladies left on the place – Mrs Barley and the
B.P.C [British Phosphate Commission] Sister [there was a hospital on
Ocean Island.] So you would not know the place if you were to return
here suddenly. Most of them dine in the mess room so you can't
imagine the rush there sometimes. Of course there have been a lot of
departures amongst the staff that you used to know so I will rattle
them off whilst I can remember them. Goudie [?] has gone down to join
up also Warburton from the office and Gough [?] the steward. Stokes
ex the hardware store has left for the same purpose some time
ago.Sloggett ex hardware [?] is in the airforce in Canada and is now
a Flying Officer. Keith Simpson [?] in the airforce [?] Also McBrae
from Nauru. I have not heard anything of Don Bates but would imagine
him to he in a Home Defence position. Jack Hallfall [?] is in the
East and a brother of his killed in action, [as was] a brother of
Harry Dowan [?]George Holt gets mail regularly from Grieves in the
East also and I believe a three stripe man. You will remember Alan
Walker who was in the C.E.[?] Office when I first came here – news
arrived here that he has just been killed in action in Crete. He held
a Captain's commission and if you remember he left here to take a
position in Cyprus. He evidently enlisted with the A.I.F. [Australian
Infantry Forces] over in the East. You have already heard I suppose
that Gilmore won the M.C. [Military Cross] in Greece. Well Jack that
is about all the overseas news. Our old friend Bridges arrived back a
few weeks ago fatter than ever and just got his [bark?] back
yesterday. There is no doubt about him, the staff are all on edge as
you know these days but he still has his little pick.. Jack Lee came
back with him looking older than ever and still the same – forgets
everything – as of yore. I did not get the carpenter shop after all
as Barney [?] was put into it much to everybody's disgust. He
painted out the office in the shop whilst Jack was down,varnished the
clock, and polished up the table and chairs, moved in the telephone,
and didn't Jack snort when he arrived back..”It was a work shop and
not an office” and he still leaves burning cigarettes on the much
to Barry's disgust.
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> Tauranga </span>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> June 28<sup>th</sup>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> My Dear Joy.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> You say you are very
happy about your engagement</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> to Leslie and that is all
that matters to your mother and myself.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> We cannot hope nor do we
wish to keep you to ourselves </span>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> so we wish you a happy
life in your companionship with Leslie.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> If you affection for one
another can survive the ups and </span>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> downs of life as well as
ours has done you will be happy.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> You must not look for
the ideal in man. Perfection would </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> be sickening. Toleration
for each other's imperfections or faults </span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> with other leven of a
sense of humour will help you over the </span>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> rough spots.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> I have not seen much of
your Leslie but he appears to have</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> a reasonable and sensible
outlook on life which is worth a great</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> deal.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> Best of wishes to you
both and good luck for the future.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> With love</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> Yours
affectionately</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: medium;"> father</span></div>
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HONOLULU, Hawaii (HawaiiNewsNow) - A
young sailor’s letter, written onboard the USS Arizona days before
the attack on Pearl Harbor, was donated to the national memorial by
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Orville Lester Rusher was a 21-year-old engineer from Missouri.<br />
He mailed the letter to his sister on Nov. 25, 1941.<br />
“He was a farm boy from Missouri,” said Vicki Borlin,
Rusher’s great-niece.<br />
“That’s what the letter talks about. That he misses Missouri
snow and that it’s hot (in Hawaii) and everybody thinks it’s
cold when it’s 70 degrees. He wanted to come home.”<br />
But Rusher's family didn't receive the letter until December 8,
a day after the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor.<br />
His remains were never recovered.<br />
Borlin says she found the letter about 15 years ago while
digging through a box in her mother's garage.<br />
After learning her son's high school band would be performing at
the Pearl Harbor Visitors Center this Memorial Day, she says she
thought it was the perfect opportunity to honor her late uncle.<br />
"We've had the letter for a very long time, and I decided
we needed to give it to somebody who could take care of it,"
Borlin said.<br />
Borlin, who lives in Illinois, hand-carried the letter to
Hawaii.<br />
After the band’s performance Monday, Borlin and her son Maxx
presented the letter to the National Park Service.<br />
Officials say historical documents like these give people a
glimpse into the past.<br />
"What's remarkable about the letter is that it is somewhat
unremarkable in its tone. He's talking about the things any young
sailor here would experience. Kind of the calm before the storm,
not realizing what's going to come down in the future in just a
matter of days," said park ranger Daniel Brown.<br />
The Borlins also presented a wreath in honor of Rusher and those
who made the ultimate sacrifice for their country.<br />
While they never had the chance to meet him, they say they feel
close to him just by being here.<br />
"I could never imagine what he went through and those
experiences, but just to be here is crazy," said Maxx Borlin.<br />
“It really means a lot more to be here and to see that his
remains are still on the ship,” said Vicki Borlin.</div>
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<b><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I
have torn off the whole of May and June,’ said Susan, ‘and twenty
days of July. I have torn them off and screwed them up so that they
no longer exist, save as a weight in my side. They have been crippled
days, like moths with shrivelled wings unable to fly. There are only
eight days left. In eight days’ time I shall get out of the train
and stand on the platform at six twenty five. Then my freedom will
unfurl, and all these restrictions that wrinkle and shrivel — hours
and order and discipline, and being here and there exactly at the
right moment — will crack asunder. Out the day will spring, as I
open the carriage-door and see my father in his old hat and gaiters.
I shall tremble. I shall burst into tears. Then next morning I shall
get up at dawn. I shall let myself out by the kitchen door. I shall
walk on the moor. The great horses of the phantom riders will thunder
behind me and stop suddenly. I shall see the swallow skim the grass.
I shall throw myself on a bank by the river and watch the fish slip
in and out among the reeds. The palms of my hands will be printed
with pine- needles. I shall there unfold and take out whatever it is
I have made here; something hard. For something has grown in me here,
through the winters and summers, on staircases, in bedrooms. I do not
want, as Jinny wants, to be admired. I do not want people, when I
come in, to look up with admiration. I want to give, to be given, and
solitude in which to unfold my possessions.</span></span></span></b></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: orange; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Then
I shall come back through the trembling lanes under the arches of the
nut leaves. I shall pass an old woman wheeling a perambulator full of
sticks; and the shepherd. But we shall not speak. I shall come back
through the kitchen garden, and see the curved leaves of the cabbages
pebbled with dew, and the house in the garden, blind with curtained
windows. I shall go upstairs to my room, and turn over my own things,
locked carefully in the wardrobe: my shells; my eggs; my curious
grasses. I shall feed my doves and my squirrel. I shall go to the
kennel and comb my spaniel. So gradually I shall turn over the hard
thing that has grown here in my side. But here bells ring; feet
shuffle perpetually.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">‘</span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red;">I
hate darkness and sleep and night,’ said Jinny, ‘and lie longing
for the day to come. I long that the week should be all one day
without divisions. When I wake early — and the birds wake me — I
lie and watch the brass handles on the cupboard grow clear; then the
basin; then the towel-horse. As each thing in the bedroom grows
clear, my heart beats quicker. I feel my body harden, and become
pink, yellow, brown. My hands pass over my legs and body. I feel its
slopes, its thinness. I love to hear the gong roar through the house
and the stir begin — here a thud, there a patter. </span><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: magenta;">Doors slam; water
rushes. Here is another day, here is another day, I cry, as my feet
touch the floor. It may be a bruised day, an imperfect day. I am
often scolded. I am often in disgrace for idleness, for laughing; but
even as Miss Matthews grumbles at my feather-headed carelessness, I
catch sight of something moving — a speck of sun perhaps on a
picture, or the donkey drawing the mowing-machine across the lawn; or
a sail that passes between the laurel leaves, so that I am never cast
down. I cannot be prevented from pirouetting behind Miss Matthews
into prayers.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;">‘<span style="font-family: "georgia" , serif;">Now,
too, the time is coming when we shall leave school and wear long
skirts. I shall wear necklaces and a white dress without sleeves at
night. There will be parties in brilliant rooms; and one man will
single me out and will tell me what he has told no other person. He
will like me better than Susan or Rhoda. He will find in me some
quality, some peculiar thing. But I shall not let myself be attached
to one person only. I do not want to be fixed, to be pinioned. I
tremble, I quiver, like the leaf in the hedge, as I sit dangling my
feet, on the edge of the bed, with a new day to break open. I have
fifty years, I have sixty years to spend. I have not yet broken into
my hoard. This is the beginning.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: #cc0000; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">‘<span style="font-size: medium;">There
are hours and hours,’ said Rhoda, ‘before I can put out the light
and lie suspended on my bed above the world, before I can let the day
drop down, before I can let my tree grow, quivering in green
pavilions above my head. Here I cannot let it grow. Somebody knocks
through it. They ask questions, they interrupt, they throw it down.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: #cc0000; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">‘<span style="font-size: medium;">Now
I will go to the bathroom and take off my shoes and wash; but as I
wash, as I bend my head down over the basin, I will let the Russian
Empress’s veil flow about my shoulders. The diamonds of the
Imperial crown blaze on my forehead. I hear the roar of the hostile
mob as I step out on to the balcony. Now I dry my hands, vigorously,
so that Miss, whose name I forget, cannot suspect that I am waving my
fist at an infuriated mob. “I am your Empress, people.” My
attitude is one of defiance. I am fearless. I conquer.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">‘<span style="font-size: medium;">But
this is a thin dream. This is a papery tree. Miss Lambert blows it
down. Even the sight of her vanishing down the corridor blows it to
atoms. It is not solid; it gives me no satisfaction — this Empress
dream. It leaves me, now that it has fallen, here in the passage
rather shivering. Things seem paler. I will go now into the library
and take out some book, and read and look; and read again and look.
Here is a poem about a hedge. I will wander down it and pick flowers,
green cowbind and the moonlight-coloured May, wild roses and ivy
serpentine. I will clasp them in my hands and lay them on the desk’s
shiny surface. I will sit by the river’s trembling edge and look at
the water-lilies, broad and bright, which lit the oak that overhung
the hedge with moonlight beams of their own watery light. I will pick
flowers; I will bind flowers in one garland and clasp them and
present them — Oh! to whom? There is some check in the flow of my
being; a deep stream presses on some obstacle; it jerks; it tugs;
some knot in the centre resists. Oh, this is pain, this is anguish! I
faint, I fail. Now my body thaws; I am unsealed, I am incandescent.
Now the stream pours in a deep tide fertilizing, opening the shut,
forcing the tight-folded, flooding free. To whom shall I give all
that now flows through me, from my warm, my porous body? I will
gather my flowers and present them — Oh! to whom?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;">Isherwood
& Sally [Chilver] last night. I[sherwoo]d rather a find: very
small red cheeked nimble & vivacious. We chattered. He lives in a
pension at Brussels; is heir to an E[lizabe]than house near
Manchester; & likes my books. (13. The last put some colour into
my cheeks. He said Morgan & I were the only living novelists the
young – he, Auden, Spender I suppose – take seriously. Indeed he
admires us both I gather warmly. For M.'s books he has a passion.
“I'll come out with it then Mrs Woolf – you see, I feel youre a
poetess: he does the thing I want to do....a perfect combination.”
But I was satisfied with my share of the compliment wh. Came very pat
in these days of depression. Auden & he are writing away
together. He does the prose, A. the poetry. A, wants innumerable
blankets on his bed, innumerable cups of tea; then shuts the shutters
and draws the blinds and writes. Id. Is a most appreciative merry
little bird. A real novelist I suspect, not a
poet [yes, I think he was a great novelist but not for the reason
most people like him – for his deeply moving scenes rather than his
'Berlin night life etc' as in <i>Letter from
Berlin</i>]; full of acute
observations on characters and scenes. Odd how few 'novelists' I
know: it wd. interest me to discuss fiction with him. Sally rather
smudged and pale: but then Id. & I were such chatterboxes.
Suddenly he said he must meet John Andrews... </b>
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<b><span style="background-color: white; color: red;"><i>Sunday 28 February </i>
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<b><span style="background-color: white; color: red;">I'm
so entirely imbued in 3 Guineas that I can hardly jerk myself away to
write here. (here in fact again I dropped my pen to think about my
next paragraph – universities – how they will lead to professions
& so on.) Its a bad habit. Yesterday it was effectively broken by
Desmond who came punctually at one, & stayed till 7.15. nor did
we stop talking all that time...Anyhow, he was well lit – dear old
Desmond – as round as a marble: a paunch pendant; but nearly bald:
with an odd 18<sup>th</sup>
Century look, as if he had been dining at the Club with Johnson – a
kind of Goldsworth or Boswell; a congenial spirit. And as full of
human kindness as a ripe grape with juice. I think he had set himself
now not to write a great book but to be nice to other people. What
can I do for you, was his last remark on the stairs. Alas he carried
off The Years wh. Means – well, never mind. We talked, so easily
and merrily. I went back to old talks with Lytton – talking shop
about Kipling's style: he had the same quotation – about the man
who cut his throat & looked like a robin redbreast – that I
had. (22. Then how Jack Squire has imposed another false self upon
his true self.....
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<b><span style="background-color: white; color: red;">(22. See <i>Something of Myself</i>
(1936) (story) by Rudyard Kipling, p. 87</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="background-color: white; color: red;">(13, Christopher Isherwood (B. 1904),
two of whose books had already been, and two more were to be,
published by the Hogarth Press, was living a nomadic life on the
continent with his German lover, trying to evade the latter's
conscription into the<i> Wehrmacht</i>. He was at present in London
for the rehearsals at the Mercury Theatre of <i>The Ascent of F6</i>,
the second of three plays which he wrote in collaboration with his
friend the poet W. H. Auden (1907 – 1973). Isherwood was due to
inherit both Marple Hall and Wyberslegh Hall (where he was born) near
Stockport in Cheshire on the death of his uncle.
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Graves) was a historian and anthropologist who later became an expert
n the Cameroons, and African history.]</span></b></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">As
understanding, Dasein projects its Being upon possibilities. This
Being-towards-possibilities which understands is itself a
potentiality-for-Being, and it is so because of the way these
possibilities, as disclosed, exert their counter-thrust [</span><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Rűckschlag</span></span><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">]
upon Dasein. The projecting of the understanding has its own
possibility-that of developing itself [sich auszubilden]. This
development of the understanding we call "interpretation".
3 In it the understanding appropriates understandingly that which is
understood by it. In interpretation, understanding does not become
something different. It becomes itself. Such interpretation is
grounded existentially in understanding; the latter does not arise
from the former. Nor is interpretation the acquiring of information
about what is understood ; it is rather
the working-out of possibilities projected in understanding. In
accordance with the trend of these preparatory analyses of everyday
Dasein, we shall pursue the phenomenon of interpretation in
understanding the world-that is, in inauthentic understanding, and
indeed in the mode of its genuineness. In terms of the significance
which is disclosed in understanding the world, concernful
Being-alongside the ready-to-hand gives itself to understand whatever
involvement that which is encountered can have.1 To say that
"circumspection discovers" means that the 'world' which has
already been understood comes to be interpreted. The ready-to-hand
comes explicitly into the sight which understands. All preparing,
putting to rights, repairing, improving, rounding-out, are
accomplished in the following way : we take apart2 in its
"in-order-to" that which is circumspectively ready-to-hand,
and we concern ourselves with it in accordance with what becomes
visible through this process.</span> <span style="font-size: large;">That which has been
circumspectively taken apart with regard to its "in-order-to",
and taken apart as such-that which is explicitly understood-has the
structure of something as something. The circumspective question as
to what this particular thing that is ready-to-hand may be, receives
the circumspectively interpretative answer that it is for such and
such a purpose [ es ist zum ... ] . If we tell what it is for [des
Wozu], we are not simply designating something; but that which is
designated is understood as that as which we are to take the thing in
question. <i>That which is disclosed in understanding that which is
understood-is already</i></span><i style="font-size: x-large;"> </i><span style="font-size: large;"><i>accessible in such a way
that its 'as which' can be made to stand out explicitly. The 'as'
makes up the structure of the explicitness of something that is
understood. It constitutes the interpretation.</i> In dealing with what
is environmentally ready-to-hand by interpreting it circumspectively,
we 'see' it as a table, a door, a carriage, or a bridge ; but what we
have thus interpreted [</span><span style="font-size: large;">Ausgelegte</span><span style="font-size: large;">] need not necessarily be also taken
apart [</span><b style="font-size: x-large;">auseinander zu legen]</b></span><span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;"> by making an assertion which definitely
characterizes it. Any mere pre-predicative seeing of the
ready-to-hand is, in itself, something which already understands and
interprets. But does not the absence of such an 'as' make up the
mereness of any pure perception of something?</span> </span><span style="color: red; font-size: x-large;"><u><i style="background-color: cyan;">Whenever we see with
this kind of sight, we already do so understandingly and
interpretatively. In the mere encountering of something, it is
understood in terms of a totality of involvements; and such seeing
hides in itself the explicitness of the assignment-relations (of the
"in-order-to") which belong to that
totality</i></u></span></span></div>
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questions: are there
limits to poetic language? Is poetic language radically
heterogeneous, and if so, what is left of the form, (or <i>gestalt</i>),
of art? Does poetry give access to a hidden order of meaning, or is
it simply a play of surfaces? Is poetry finally more than a
collection of utterances under the heading 'poetry'? From Mallarme
onwards, the 'obscurity' of modernist writing challenges tacit
assumptions about the nature and function of poetry, eliciting
ontological questions about the purity or impurity of the poem in
relation to other modes of discourse. In Prynne's poetry, obscurity
is combined with excess: there is always more language, more
reference, more signification in an expenditure which may or may not
be concerned to recuperate some core of meaning from its riot of
utterances. Prynne's poems mime the signs of readability only to
withdraw them at the moment the reader believes intellectual
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>what is
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>why
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Immense jump from straight lines to</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the
rich complex geometries of</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Riemann, Gauss, Poincare and others…</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I once
read about Poincare in the Howick library’s</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><i>Encyclopaedia Britannica</i> –</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>one of
my favourite books –</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>and his
(like Giordano Bruno’s) endlessly recurring Universes</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>It is
said that these men such as Einstein think in different ways:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>“I
frequently find myself thinking in images” Einstein is said to
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>have
said…</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Bruno
was burnt for his ideas. (We kill for the Idea.)
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>vast
strange universe.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>so
many in pain.
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>But
Life, like a huge Engine –</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>pumps
on…things seem ceaseless…
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>vast
strange, vast strange:
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>grim old
bright grin Man</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>…things seem</b></span></div>
<div style="border-bottom: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; border-right: none; border-top: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in; padding-bottom: 0.01in; padding-left: 0in; padding-right: 0in; padding-top: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>night cap</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>i am relatively old</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>(everyone is)</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>i
wear a woolen cap or hat as
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>i am
now quite or nearly bald…</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>But I
am thankful for life
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Teeth</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I just
brushed my teeth -</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>This
too is a beautiful act.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>-------------------------------------------------
--------------------------------------------</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>life</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I am
reading <i>Is This a Man</i> by Primo Levi.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>He
survived hell, he survived Auschwitz.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>He, it is
believed committed suicide not long</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>After
that book was published in English.
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>We think
of the millions, and Celan, and Anne Frank.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>What,
except platitudes, are left us?</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Life we
must keep contract with.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Let us
live as well as we can.
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>bells</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the curve, the silver, the gold</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the simple ‘clong’ or ‘tong’</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>of a bell -
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the endless seas (not far a Tui sings)</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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-------------------------------------------------------------------------</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>politics</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>all
men, all women, all: even</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the
‘good’, the reformers, the world changers:</b></span></div>
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</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>all die</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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--------------------------------------------</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>change</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>good - bad</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>bad - good
</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>poet</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I said I was a poet –
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>In fact I insisted vociferously:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>But the SS men still kicked me to death</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I talk</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I
talk to myself, AND, yes, I do indeed talk back, for who else wants
to or who else would listen?
</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>So I
have long discussions and disputations with myself: these</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>conversations go
on frequently – arguments ensue and great speeches</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>of enormous
historic significance take place. You have no idea.
</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>And there is more
– songs are sung, and great bursts of sound, chuckles, mad
laughter, joyful mirth is heard – and comedy speeches – and
</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Lashings and
lashings of verbals and verbals and verbals and –</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>such wonder!</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>It is great fun
– a kind of licit madness</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I make a
speech of great, nay, vast historical significance
</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>Here it is: “I was, I, well, things happened</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>I ate things, I, I...lived...thank
you.”</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>“And once I wrote…”</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>…the last word shall want a word.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>…<i>and</i>:</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>we beat strange
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>we beat strange
</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>we beat strange
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>the sky is above us
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fires</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> we are
transitory here: victims of our cleverness:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> have we sinned?
are we > sinned than singeing?
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<span style="font-size: large;"> the song, the
Laugh </span><span style="font-size: large;">is lost in
futile greatnesses: and the longed for end </span><span style="font-size: large;">& amp; agony of
Not ness stupids our (my) writing doing doings...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> But these fires:
here <i>He</i> lies unloved forever</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> where the grinning
Zilch will soon preside: before</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> expungement of
'all that spittle', 'all that useless love'. (but <i>loved forever is</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i> Latin or
Greek or Welsh we cant quite.....</i>we recall a dim memory,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> of some one we
were, who was -- did the words begin
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<span style="font-size: large;"> with L or P? but
- you, you, 'shon, shon!' - undress;</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> we do,
obediently, quickly in the sheer terror of hope as the giggling
mind brings to mind a word like:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>Parapatheticationatis
</i>which seems as good as
anything to say, for it almost means... so, Dog Fire we obey, and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> we undress for
our showers: & amp; we begin our endings,
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<span style="font-size: large;"> our Endarkments...as the Arrow goes back...and we commence </span><span style="font-size: large;">our slide into
mud Time's slime: pages of the burning Book </span><span style="font-size: large;">reveal ravaged
meanings, decaying forms, disconnects, and,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> say: this
unreliable speaking fragment:</span></div>
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this mud A begat this molecule B </span></div>
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who begat J who begat M who begat endless Begatness...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> but here we
leave off:
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<span style="font-size: large;"> for now the
Black Book shuts, burns as told:
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fires explode, inexorable, and unbeatably horrid</span></div>
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and rigid aridity as all unapposable things</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> all things of
chaos and vacant-faced fire</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> and the Illusion
of the Real and of Good:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> these total
Errors of Light, these Potatoes: leering idiot visages of </span><span style="font-size: large;">the inane
chemical ragings of Nolove Nohate NoMemory...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> in useless agony
the Fire Heros toil against the insane heat: </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> I say again: </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">'What horror does the smothered scream, the</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">twisting of the limbless hope, the</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">My news of Joy is great today</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">With
Hone and Petie and Alex he played in the bushland round the corner
where the horses clopped along, or up around the dusty railway lines,
noticing the grains in things, the burning gritty overlay to
everything that could be called real. Over that, their words to each
other, like separate floating blobs.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The
ideogram, he explained, "means the thing or action or situation,
or quality germane to the several things that it pictures."</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">an
image was "an intellectual and emotional complex in an instant
of time."</span></div>
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Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart -- composer and writer of strange & amusing letters.</div>
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<span style="color: yellow; font-size: medium;"><u style="background-color: black;">OH
MY ASS BURNS LIKE FIRE!</u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Mozart
to Marrianne, November 5th, 1777.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">When
he wasn't composing.....music....Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart could often
be found writing shockingly crude and often baffling letters to his
family. The fine example seen here, admirably translated by Robert
Spaethling, was penned to Mozart's 19-year-old cousing and possible
love interest, Marriane - also known as "Betsie" ["little
cousin"] - in November of 1777, at which point [Mozart] was 21
years of age.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Note:
The term "spuni cuni fait" was used in many of Mozart's
letters. Its meaning is unknown. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Dearest
cozz buzz!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
have received reprieved your highly esteemed writing biting, and I
have noted doted</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">that
my uncle garfuncle, my aunt slant, and you too, are all well mell.
We, too, thank</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">god,
are in good fettle mettle. Today I got a letter setter from my Papa
Haha safely into my paws claws. I hope you too have gotten rotten my
note quote that I wrote for </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">you
in Mannheim. So much the better, better the much so! But now for some
thing </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">more
sensuble.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">So
sorry to hear that Herr Ablate Salate had had another stroke choke.
But I hope with the help of God fraud the consequences will not be
dire mire. You are writing</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">fighting
that you keep your criminal promise which you gave me before my
departure</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">from
Augsburg, and will do it soon moon. Well, I will most likely find
that regrettable. You write further, indeed you let it all out, you
expose yourself, you indicate to me, you bring me the news, you
announce onto me, you state in broad daylight, you demand, you
desire, you wish you want, you like, you command that I, too, should
send you my Portrait. Eh bien, I shall mail fail it for sure.Oui, by
the love of my skin, I shit on your nose, so it runs down your chin.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">aprop<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">ó</span>s,
do you also have the spuni cuni fait?---what?---whether you still
love me?--I beleive it! so much the better, better the much so! Yes,
that's the way of the world, I'm told, one has the purse, the other
has the gold; whom do you side with?--with me, n'est-ce-pas?---I
believe it! Now things are even worse, aprop<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">ó</span>s.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Wouldn't you
like to visit Herr Gold-smith again?---but what for?--what?---</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">nothing!---just
to inquire, I guess, about the Spuni Cuni fait, nothing else, nothing
else?---well, well, all right. Long live those who---who---who---how
does it go on?---</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I now wish
you a good night, shit in your bed with all your might, sleep with
peace on your mind, and try to kiss your own behind; I now go off to
never-never land and sleep as much as I can stand. Tomorrow we'll
speak freak sensubly with each other. Things I must tell you a lot
of, believe it you hardly can, but hear tommorrow it already will
you, be well in the meantime. Oh my ass burns like fire! what on
earth is the meaning of this!---maybe much wants to come out? yes,
yes, muck, I know you, see you, taste you---and---what's this---is it
possible? Ye Gods!---Oh ear of mine are you deceiving me?---No, it's
true---what a long and melancholic sound!---today is the write I
fifth of this letter. Yesterday I talked with the stern Frau
Churfustin, and tommorrow, on the 6th, I give a performance in her
chambers, as the Furstin-Chur said to me herself. Now for something
real sensuble!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">A letter
addressed to me will come into your hands, and I must beg of
you---where?---well a fox is no hare---yes, there!---Now, where was
I?---oh yes, now, I remember: letters, letters will come---but what
kind of letters?---well now, letters for me of course, I want to make
sure that you send these to me; I will let you know where I'll be
going from Mannheim. Now, Numero 2: I'm asking you, why not?---I'm
asking you, dearest numbskull, why not?---if you are writing anyway
to Madame Tavernier in Munich, please include regards from me to the
Mademoiselles Feysinger, why not?---Curious! why not?---and to the
Younger, I mean Frauline Josepha, tell her I'll send my sincere
apologies, why not?---why should I not apologize?---Curious!---I want
to apologize that I haven't yet sent her the sonata that I promised,
but I will send it as soon as possible, why not?---why shouldn't I
send it?---why should I not transmit it?---why not?---I wouldn't know
why not?---well, then you'll do me this favor,---why not?---why
shouldn't you do this for me?---why not?, it's so strange! After all,
I'll do it to you too, if you want me to, why not?---why shouldn't I
do it to you?---curious! why not?---I wouldn't know why not?---and
don't forget to send my Regards to the Papa and Mama of the 2 young
ladies, for it is terrible to be letting and forgetting one's father
and mother. Later, when the sonata is finished,---I will send you the
same, and a letter to boot; and you will be so kind as to forward the
same to Munich.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">And now I
must close and that makes me morose. Dear Herr Uncle, shall we go
quickly to the Holy Cross Convent and see whether anybody is still
up?---we wont stay long, jut ring the bell, that's all. Now I must
relate to you a sad story that happened just this minute. As I am in
the middle of my best writing, I hear a noise in the street. I stop
writing---get up, go to the window---and---the noise is gone---I sit
down again, start writing once more---I have barely written ten words
when I hear the noise again---I rise---but as I rise, I can still
hear something but very faint---it smells like something
burning---wherever I go it stinks, when I look out the window, the
smell goes away, when I turn my head back to the room, the smell
comes back---finally My Mama says to me: I bet you let one go?---I
don't think so, Mama. yes, yes, I'm quite certain, I put it to the
test, stick my finger in my ass, then put it to my nose,
and---there's the proof! Mama was right!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Now
farewell, I kiss you 10000 times and I remain as always your</span></div>
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Sauschwanz</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Wolfgang
Amade Rosenkranz</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">From us two
Travelers a thousand</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Regards to
my uncle and aunt.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">To every
good friend I send</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">My greet
feet; addio nitwit.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Love true
true true until the grave, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">If I live
that long and do behave.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Mannheim,
5 November. 1777 </span>
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Ika a Maui </span>by Richard Taylor</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Rev.
Richard Taylor (1805 - 1873) was an English missionary, who wrote
extensively on Maori culture and the plant and animal life of New
Zealand. Taylor </span><span style="font-size: medium;">graduated
from Queen's College, Cambridge in 1828 and was ordained as an
Anglican priest the same year. .... He was appointed as a missionary
to New Zealand for the Church Missionary Society. He arrived in
....... New Zealand in 1839. Taylor quickly became a peacekeeper
between the different Maori tribes in his district. This volume,
first published in 1855, provides a detailed account of Maori
mythology and culture with a description of the plant life, animal
life and geology of the North Island. Taylor strongly condemns
contemporary (nineteenth century) attitudes to Maori culture and
demonstrates the complexity of their culture in this book.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> CHAPTER I. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">CIVILIZED man
is too apt to look down upon the more unenlightened portion of his
race as belonging to an inferior order of beings; ignorance of
interest have given rise to many calumnies against the aboriginal
inhabitants of remote lands, especially against those who differ from
us in color. It becomes a sufficient plea with those who regard
themselves of the higher race to depress and destroy the inferior [as
they perceive other human beings]. This has been the fruitful cause
of the greatest enormities: man has treated his fellow man as beasts
of the field, and has bought and sold them as such: it is only in the
present generation that an effort has been made to efface this blot
on our civilization, and even yet the Anglo-American Christian
maintains its lawfulness. Whole races of aboriginees have
disappeared; they have not been considered as entitled to hold their
own inheritance [more horror was to come and is continuing in this
respect: this was written before the events in <i>Bury My Heart in
Wounded Knee </i>by Dee Brown
had taken place but not before the destruction and depredations of
settlers in the US and before that the holocaust of the Spanish
Conquistadors that Montaigne, in the 16th Century, questioned deeply
in his great philosophic and questioning <i>Essayes</i>. Taylor may
have known something of this also.] The entire continent of America
was taken away from its inhabitants and solemnly bestowed by the
Roman Pontiff, on those who went to plunder and destroy them; and
even in our own colonies how much have we to blush for! The
Australian [Aboriginal people] has been shot and poisoned and
plundered of his lands; the Tasmanian was hunted with dogs and
exterminated, and that too by the authority of the Government itself.
In New Zealand there is no doubt something similar would have taken
place, if the natives had not been too numerous, too warlike, and too
intelligent to be thus dealt with; otherwise the order to seize all
their wastelands, as they were [wrongly] styled, would doubtless have
been attempted; but even these qualifications would not have been of
any avail, had not the Almighty cast his shield over them as a
portion of the household of faith.*</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">To raise
a better and more correct view, of those commonly regarded as
savages, we must have a more perfect acquaintance with them, and the
more intimate that is, the more readily shall we allow their claims
to brotherhood [here Taylor reflects 19th Century views of the
liberal and "good" middle classes including clerics and
religious men including himself, and talks of the Maori of having
fallen (in not those terms per se but in meaning) so that they may
one day as (presumably they embrace good Christian values and beliefs
etc of the implied "better" civilization (Tim Shadbolt's
Syphilization)]...and when those causes are removed, they will again
rise to their former standing, and rank with the most favored
sections of the human family.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...we
become acquainted with their language, manners, and customs, we find
that they possess mind as well as ourselves adn only want similar
advantages to obtain equal enlargement of it. Our ideas are so
different from those primitive and isolated people, that theirs may
seem at first to betoken an inferiority of mind; but when we can
enter into the causes, which have operated in producing the
difference, we must allow the result to be quite natural.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...even
[the Australian Aboriginee], who has been cast in the lowest grade, and
been viewed as more closely allied to the brute than to the human
species, possesses mind, ingenuity, contrivance, and perfection, too,
in his way, far beyond what might be expected; and that were we to
place one of our own laborers, or even a more enlightened member of
society [why cant he see that this comparison is, paradoxically, part
of the problem: the assumption of spiritual or moral or other
"Progress"? Taylor is a part of his society and is 'better'
that those who simply did, and still do, dismiss, all such people as
inferior to those who are "civilized" -- and in Australia
[as he knew, he was there and new of some of the barbarities there
inflicted on the indigenous people, and indeed the genocide -- he is
very enlightened for his times. Very few, except such as he educated
in the English or other Universities could grasp the subtleties --
and he did a lot of good work. He is part of the System or of
History. And yet, in his good parts, and he seems a basically good
man, we owe him a lot as the history tells us.], in a similar
position, it would be a long time before he could attain, and equal
degree of knowledge in any of those arts, which are needful for the
support of life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This is
no fanciful assertion....[for example, in early 1830-60 NZ]; but in
obtaining food, how far is the boasted member of civilized life,
behind the despised savage. The native of New Holland [NZ, i.e. the
Maori people] not only knows where to look for it, but how to obtain
it; he can fabricate from the raw materials of the wilderness, the
proper snare or net; he can make his spear and use it with unfailing
success, and barren and unproductive as his country appears to us,
in furnishing natural food, it has a sufficiency for those who know
how to find and take it. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...the
subject of civilization. With us, society is divided to an
indefinite extent; one is brought up in one useful art, and another
in another; with a few exceptions there are none who can turn their
hands to any other, than their own perculiar calling. The New
Zealander [Maori or a member of the many tribes in NZ at the time of
Taylor's book], on the contrary, is acquainted with every branch of
knowledge, common to his race **: he can bulid his house, he can
make his canoe, his nets, his lines; he can manufacture snares to
suit every bird; he can form traps for the rat; he can fabricate his
garments, and every tool and implement he requires, whether for
agriculture or war; he can make ornaments of ivory of of the hardest
stone, and these too with the most simple and apparently unsuitable
instruments, sawing his ivory without loss, with a muscle-shell, and
his hard green jade stone one piece with another, with only the
addition of a little sand and water; and all these works,it must be
remembered, he could accomplish without the aid of iron, which was
unknown before Cook's time. It was not a single individual or a few
who were adept in these various arts, but every one....In the
battlefield they were warriors, in the council they were orators;
military men...it would be no easy matter to find any European who,
in so many respects, could equal the despised savage of New Zealand.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Taylor
points out the positive values of 'tapu' despite the negative
aspects, we might feel of 'revenge', Taylor doesn't say it, but
Richard Taylor I say as I have read that it was as much about
balancing nature as for revenge. Also Hone Heke's chivalry in dealing
with a defeated enemy and contrasted with the terrible massacres of
the French of the Oulad Riahs in their rebellion against the French
who colonized Algeria...basically, trapped in a cave '....the French
officer commanded his men to stop up the entrances with combustible
materials, and then set fire to them, and to keep those fires burning
the whole of the night. [The terrible result is described by Taylor
(his example is conveniently of a Catholic nation? The British were
also responsible of similar atrocities in varous places, and indeed
the entire history of colonization and European expansion, we know is
thus, more or less.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...but the
the soldiers had nerve enough to to plunder the corpses of their
jewels!" At one fell blow 800 to 1000 beings thus fearfully
perished!! And this too in the nineteenth century, and, as they eye
witness of this horrid holocaust states, the perpetrators belonged to
a nation boasting itself pre-eminently, as the most polite and
civilized in the world;" and, in addition too, he might have
said, professedly </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Christian,
as well. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">After
Kororareka fell into Heke's hands, he allowed the inhabitants to
re-enter their houses, and carry off their chief valuables; he spared
the churches and the houses of the ministers; and after the battle
was terminated, he was not guilty of a single act of cruelty, but
showed great feeling and forbearance....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[New
Zealanders -- Maori people as we might call them, or the more recent
term 'Tangata Whenua' -- were not saints, had customs & ways
Europeans might criticise or revile -- but they were human beings
with many good attributes.]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">*But Taylor
was not to know the full extent of the slow and sometimes fast
invasion of Aotearoa by colonists, speculators and deforestors that
continued through wars and still is a factor in politics and protest
even today (November 2019 as I write this out from my namesake's
book. Of course, he evokes his religion over that of Catholicism. But
all such religions assisted in these destructions of culture and
people he talks about. But still this remains a fascinating book by a
wise and good man. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">** 'Race' was and still is
used erroneously here: it was particularly common a term in</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the times preceding the
present. Of course there are different groups of people but defining
them as a 'race' was automatic as was talking about 'Man' rather than
people. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Is Taylor thus 'bad', a
racist? Could even he transcend that? </span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: orange;"> Wiremu Kingi</span> to the
Governor.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Waitara, 25th April,
1859.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Friend,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Salutations to you. Your
letter has reached me about TeTeira's and Te Retimana's thoughts. <i>I
will not agree to our bedroom being sold</i>. (I mean Waitara here),
<i>for this bed belongs to the whole of us</i>: and do not you be in
haste to give the money. Do you hearken to my word. If you give the
money secretly, you will get no land for it. You may insist, but I
will never argree to it. Do not suppose that this is nonsense on my
part: no, it is true, for it is an old word: and now I have no new
proposal to make, either as regards selling or anything else. All I
have to say to you, O Governor, is that none of this land will be
given to you, never, never, not till I die.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have heard it said that
I am to be imprisoned because of this land. I am very sad because of
this word. Why is it? You should remember that the Maories and the
Pakehas are living quietly upon their pieces of land, and therefore
do not you disturb them. Do not say also that there is no one so bad
as myself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This is another word to
you, O Governor. The land will never, never be given</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to you, not till death. Do
not be axious for men's thoughts. This is all I have to say to you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">From your loving friend,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">WIREMU KINGI WHITI</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Sealers, Whalers, and
Burial Places</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Tuhawaiki
to George Clarke Jnr. and Colonel Wakefield at Otakou (Otago)
Harbour.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">G<i>eorge
Clarke wrote: 'The principal Chiefs were Tuhawaiki and Taiaroa ...
One day we crossed over with them to look at ground which they wished
to retain, and, walking to the top of the hill, Tuhawaiki asked the
Colonel, Mr Symonds, and myself to sit down. Stretching out his arm
and pointing with his finger ... he said,</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Look
here, Karaka...here and there, and there and yonder; those are all
burial places, not ancestral burial places, but those of this
generation. Our parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, children,
they lie thick around us. We are but a poor remnant now...The wave
which brought Ruaparaha and his allies to the Strait, washed him over
to the Southern Island. He went through us, fighting and burning and
slaying. At Kaikoura, at Kaiapoi, and at all other of our
strongholds, hundreds and hundreds of our people fell, hundreds more
were carried off as slaves, and hundreds died of cold and starvation
in their flight. We aer now dotted in families, few and far between,
where we formerly lived as tribes. But we had a worse enemy than even
Rauparaha, and that was the visit of the Pakeha with his drink and
his disease. You think us very corrupted, but the very scum of Port
Jackson shipped as whalers or landed as sealers on this coast. They
brought us new plagues, unknown to our fathers, till our people
melted away....one year, a ship came from Sydney, and she brought the
measles among us. It was winter, as it is now. In a few months most
of the inhabitants sickened and died. Whole families on this spot
disappeared and left no one to represent them. My people lie all
around us, and now you can tell Wide-awake (Wakefield) why we cannot
part with this portion of our land. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[ The great
chief Tuhawaiki...as George Clarke writes in <i>Notes on Early Life
in New Zealand</i>, Hobart 1903, pp. 62-63....was
respected...]....'His place of residence was on the Island of
Ruapuke...but he travelled a great deal, because his influence and
authority extended....[He was welcoming and fair with most Pakeha and
other Maori]...When in his dealings with Europeans he had to sign
important papers, he drew the beautiful spiral curves and lines with
which his face was tatooed...The prospect of having a European colony
ni his district was of great importance to him; but he was prudent,
and kept such thoughts [re land purchase etc] to himself.' J.F.H.
Wohlers, <i>Memories of the The Life of J. F. H. Wohlers</i>, edited
by John Houghton, Dunedin 1895, pp 86-97.</span></div>
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Waitangi Treaty Debate, 1840</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>The
British Government extended authority only slowly over its subjects
in New Zealand. Thomas Kendall was designated a Justice of the Peace
in 1814. The New South Wales settler, James Busby, was appointed
official Resident in 1832. In 1834 he assisted a group of chiefs
from the Bay of Islands – Hokianga districts to choose a New
Zealand flag, and the following year to sign a declaration of
independence. In 1839 Captain Hobson was sent to negotiate a treaty
transferring sovereignity from ' the chiefs of the confederated
tribes' to Great Britain. The wording and negotiation of the treaty
were left to 'amateurs' in Australia and New Zealand; much in the
same way as, at the same period, on a more vast and far-reaching
scale, attempts at negotiation were approved between British
personnel and Chinese authorities which led to the European-Chinese
wars of 1839-60</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[This
refers to the 2 Opium Wars which were in British and French reaction
to the Chinese Government's confiscation of illegal opium. European
traders smuggled opium illegally into China causing huge rates of
Chinese addiction. That it was illegal made no difference because of
the revenues gained. Hong Kong was ceded 'in perpetuity' to Britain
and huge financial extortions were exacted by the British and the
French. Opium trading and growing in China were enforced as legal.
Britain and France thus were able to force Chinese farmers to grow
opium and also opium was sold in China and Britain and other places.
The Imperialist forces thus acted de facto as criminals trading in
narcotics: like modern gangs, and local Chinese also traded. This
corrupt extortion and 'gun boat diplomacy' was part of the cynical
process of the Anglo-French Imperialisms....Maori were dealing with a
huge, corrupt gang of drug dealers and murders, with whom they were
making a treaty! Maori knew a lot by now about European affairs but
probably were fooled by some of the apparent 'good guys' etc. What if
they had known of the long terrible details of Colonialism and the
destruction of indigenous peoples, in some cases the extermination of
them in so many parts of the world by European Imperialist nations?] </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">4.1
Waitangi, 5 February</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>From
speeches at a meeting held in front of James Busby's house. </i></span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">i.
Te Kemara: Go Back </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Health
to thee, O Governor! This is mine to thee, O Governor! I am not
pleased towards thee.... I will not consent to thy remaining here in
this country. If thou stayest as Governor, the, perhaps,Te Kemara
will be judged and condemned. Yes, indeed, and more than that –
hung by the neck. No, no, on; I shall never say 'YES' to your
staying. Were all to be on an equality, then, perhaps, Te Kemara
would saty, 'Yes;' but for the Governor to be up and Te Kemara down –
Governor high up, up, up, and Te Kemara down low, smal, a worm, a
crawler – No, no, no. O Governor! This is mine to thee. O Governor!
My land us gone, gone, all gone. The inheritances of my ancestors,
fathers, relatives, all gone, stolen, gone with the missionaries.
Yes, they have it all,all, all. That man there, the Busby, and that
man there, the Williams, they have my land. The land on which we are
now standing this day is mine! This land, even this under my feet,
return it to me. O Governor! Return me my lands. Say to Williams,
'Return to Te Kemara his land.' Thou....thou, thou, thou bald-headed
man – thou hast got my lands....I do not wish thee to stay.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ii Rewa: This Country is Ours</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">What do Native men want of a Governor? We are not whites
nor foreignors. This country is ours, but the land is gone.....No,
no. Return. I, Rewa, say to thee, O Governor! Go back.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">4.4
v Tareha: This is My Food</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Our lands are nearly all gone. Yes, it is so, but our
names remain. Never mind; what of that – the lands of our fathers
alienated? Dost thou think we are poor, indigent, poverty-stricken –
that we really need thy foreign garments, thy food? Lo! Note this.
(Here he held up high a bundle of fern-roots he carried in his hand,
displaying it.) See, this is my food, the food of my ancestors, the
food of the Native people. Pshaw, Governor! To think of tempting men
– us Natives – with baits of clothing and food!....No, no, no. I
will never say 'yes, stay.' Go back, return; make haste away. Let me
see you (all) go, thee and thy ship. Go, go; return, return.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: medium;">SOURCES AND COMMENTARY </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">4.1 William Colenso, The Authentic and Genuine
History of the Signing of the </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Treaty of Waitangi, Wellington 1890, pp.
17-27, and T. L. Buick, The Treaty of </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Waitangi, New Plymouth 1936, p. 142.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> [Tareha] 'Tareha was clother with a filthy piece of
carse old floor-matting, </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">loosely tied around him....He was evidently
dressed in this manner in order the </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">more effectually to ridicule the supposition
of the New-Zealanders (Maori as </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">opposed to Pakeha) being in want of any
extraneous aid of clothing, etc., from </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">foreign nations. He also carried in his hand,
by a string, a bunch of dried fern-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">root, formerly their common vegetable food, as
bread with us. His habit, his</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> immense size – tall and very robuest (being by far
the biggest Native in the </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">whole district) – and his deep sepulchral
voice, conspired to give him peculiar </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">prominence, and his words striking effect.....</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Not all Maori signed. Many chiefs did.] </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Tamati Waaka Nene spoke in a more accommodating way.]</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">vi Tamaki Waaka Nene: Is Not the Land Already Gone?</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
shall speak first to us,....[had they said go back to the traders of
grog etc before 1840]....it would have been correct [to tell Busby
etc to go back]....But now,as things are, no, no, no...O Governor!
Sit. I, Tamati Waka, say to thee, sit. Do not thou go away from us;
remain for us – a father, a judge, a peacemaker...stay thou, our
friend, our father, our Governor.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Taupo and Rotorua, March – May </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...ii Te Heuheu (II) Tukino at Rotorua: Do Not
Consent</span></div>
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</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Hau wahine e hoki i te hau o Tawhaki - I will never
consent to the mana of a woman resting upon these islands. I myself
will be a chief of these isles; therefore, begone! Heed this, O ye
Arawa. Here is your line of action, the line for the Arawa canoe. Do
not consent, or we will become the slaves for this woman, Queen
Victoria</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Hone Heke and the Flag and the Question of
Land</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">6.7
Land is Enduring</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Letters
from Kawiti to the Governor written in 1845.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...i
You Shall Not Have My Land, September 1845.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">O
Friend the Governor, -- Saluting you. This is my word to you. Will
you not hear my word? .... ...as regards this, you shall not have my
land....I have been fighting for my land......</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This is the end of my speech. I ceses here, </span>
</div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
From me,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">
KAWITI. </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">6.8 You Are A Stranger
</span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Hone Heke to
Governor Fitzroy, 2 December 1845.</i></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Friend the new
Governor, -- You are a stranger. We are strangers. We do not
understand your thoughts, and you do not understand our thoughts.
What is the right meaning of the word of Governor Fiz Roy? Land? Not
by any means -- because God made this country for us, it cannot be
sliced-- if it were a Whale it might be sliced--but as for this--do
you return to your own Country, to England which was made by God for
you. God has made this land for us, and not for any stranger or
foreign Nation to touch (or meddle with) this sacred Country. Yours
is heavy. New Zealand is heavy too-- my thoughts to (or towards) Mr.
Williams have ended, that is all. </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">10.5 A Narrow Strip of
Land</span></div>
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</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>The battle of Gate pa,
29th April, 1864, as described by Kowhai Ngutu Kaka.</i></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We were on a narrow
strip of land, with water on both sides of us, an enemy at our rear
and an enemy in front.....Our....position was very similar to that of
a snared rat or parrot, but we determined to make the best of it. The
attack was about to commence from the front. We could see them
dragging up their big guns to fire at out flax-sticks. It put us in
mind of a man trying to tomahawk a mostquito or namu (sandfly). Our
chiefs told us to keep low in the ditch, and not poke our heads above
the level.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...The uproar soon
commenced and we had a lively time of it; but we sat and smoked our
pipes. The canons roared, the big mortars banged away, and so did the
little ones, the rifles cracked, and the shower of lead and iron and
bursting shells rattled over our heads. Every now and then a report
like thunder was heard loud above the din. This was the
hundred-and-ten pounder Armstrong gun, making a big noise....</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Towards the evening the
enemy in front came on with a rush and a cheer, and charged up to our
ditch....The enemy in the rear....now advanced, firing volley after
volley, intending them for us, but they passed on to their friends in
front, who returned them with interest, thinking it came from us; but
we had not fired at all. Then both sides retreated from each other,
and then....we rose and gave them the contents of our guns, and they
fled in haste, leaving their dead and dying with us.... </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We treated their
wounded well ... abd gave Colonel Booth, of the 43rd, a resting place
for his head, and .... water near him to slake his thirst.... We left
the battlefield early the next morning.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">11. Guerilla War, 1865
- 72</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>The Waikato river had
been deeply penetrated and with gunboats, artillery, and 10,000
troops, resistance was overcome. The Waikato tribes submitted in
1865. However in the still more rugged interior, guerilla warfare
continued between religious Maori leaders with their followers and
colonial forces with Maori allies. Te Kooti Rikirangi founded an
indigenous faith, and, from 1868 until 1872, led fighting groups on
the East Coast and in the mountainous Uruwera heartland. On the West
Coast, Tikowaru, chief of the Nga-ruahine tribe of the Waimate
plains, fought on in Taranaki during 1868 and 1869. </i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">11.1 Do Not Thou, O God</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>'A "Hauhau"
prayer use in the Chatham Islands written by Te Kooti in his own
hand, faithfully translated by W. Colenso.'</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">O God, if our hearts
arise from the land in which we now dwell as slaves, adn repent and
paray to Thee and confess our sins in Thy presence, then, O Jehovah,
do Thou blot out the sins of Thy people, who have sinned against
Thee. Do not Thou, O God, cause us to be wholly destroyed. Wherefore
it is that we glorify Thy Holy Name.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Amen. </span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">11.3 The Trade in Our
Heads</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">According to Kowhai Ngutu
Kaka/</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We thought that the
trade in our heads, formerly carried on between the Christian pakeha
and the savage Maor at the Bay of Islands, called the 'Preserved Head
Trade,' had come to an end in or about the year 1830, but it was
recommenced by a Governor of New Zealand. If our heads are buried at
one place and our bodies elsewhere, at the last day these bodies
won't know where to find their heads, and the heads won't know where
their bodies are, and the confusion will be great; and probably some
bodies will have to suffer for the conceived wrong of heads that did
not belong to them; bu this is by no means an unusual thing to
happen.....It was Sir George Bowen who offered <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">₤</span>1000
for Tikowaru's head, not that Tikowaru felt annoyed at this, as it
was only natural that having failed to remove his head from his
shoulders by fair means that unfair means should be tried to obtain
it....So Tikowaru offered in return half-a-crown--two shillings and
sixpence....which was kept tied up for security in an old shirt, for
Sir George Bowen's head. No doubt each of these great rangatira
warriors knew the value of each other's head.....Sir George BOwen put
us in mind of Herodias, who wished for the head of John the Baptist.
Only that Herodias was successful in obtaining what she wanted,
because she knew how to set about it, and Sir George Bowen was not,
because he didn't. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">11.4 My Own Abiding Place</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Te Kooti Rikirangi "TO
ALL GOVERNMENT MEN', August, 1871. </i></span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Sirs, -- This is a word
of mine to you. You must give up chasing me about, because I am
dwelling in my own abiding place, the bush. But if I come out to the
coast then pursue me. This murderous purpose of yours is like a rat
rooting in excrement. You must give it up. Send a man to tell me to
come out to you in the open, where we can fight. That would be fair.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> THIS IS ANOTHER WORD.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My thought is that in
the maintenance of peace adn in the cultivation of food is safety. I
am trying to carry out these thoughts and to accomplish them. Sirs,
that idea of your that we should fight has not come to me yet; but I
am about to adopt your idea. So, beware. Do not say it will not be.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> THAT IS ALL.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Sirs, -- I sent to you
some of my tyoung men to carry my letter warning you and you attacked
them. Cease then to complain about your misfortune....They were you
men and they loved their country. That is all. If you dislike these
words, what does it matter? All the worse for you.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i>13.
I Stand For Peace, 1879-</i></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>At his village of
Parihaka, on the western prontory of Taranaki, under the morning
shadow of the sacred mountain, Taranaki, for nearly thirty years Te
Whiti led campaigns of passive resistance and fo forty years he
preached peace.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>In 1879, the
Government offered for sale 16,000 acres of the Waimate plains, which
included Titowaru's land and would have included Maori reserves. Te
Whiti had the surveyers and their equipment loaded on drays and
returned over a river boundary. From May until August, Maori
ploughmen each day cut furrows through European farms across
Taranaki.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Just as, in 1913,
Gandhi was to lead 2,000 Indian workers on a passive resistance march
from Durban to Johannesburg, being arrested three times himself
during the course of the march; so, in 1881, Te Whiti enjoined 2,000
men, women and children to peace when troops came to arrest him. He
was arrested and kept for two years without trial.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>During 1884 and
1885, organized groups moved out 'in orderly procession' regularly
from Parihaka at least once each month, stopping to enjoy hospitality
at different Maori settlements. </i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>In July, 1886,
similar groups built thatched houses on several European farms. Te
Whiti was re-arrested and jailed for three months. He received the
same sentence again in 1889.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>In 1897, when
perpetual leases were granted to settlers holding a 30-year lease of
Maori reserves, ploughmen again went out to overturn the soil of
Taranaki. </i> </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">..................................................................................................................................</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">13.1 His Presence
Remains</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>From 'The Parihaka
Song'.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Here Te Whit's white
plume is in its place--</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Let the winds from
without come to break it.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> At the darkest hour his
presence remains,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Imprinted like endless
tide upon my body.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> From whence come
misfortunes assailing us?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> ….Which make the
downfall of our chiefs</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Something murmered on the
lips of the world.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">13.2 We Cannot Be
Overcome </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> We have two lands now--
the one both people are living on, and the new on. I will not scatter
you now. Our place was foretold, which is Parihaka. We cannnot be
overcome if we remain here, if we fled I would sacrifice myself to
the gun to save you....Now all the sea and the land is shaken, even
the fish in the sea tremble. The south wind is bringing men.....and
the big guns are being brought....I shall place no weapons in your
hands. You were imprisoned for ploughing and fencing, but there is no
imprisonment for what we are now doing....I will thrust you into the
mouth of guns...I have no place to hide you except on this marae, and
we cannot be overcome...Those who flee from the guns will fall by
them. If you are overwhelmed</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">in this day be
patient...have faith...</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">13.3 Remain in
Peace</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Major Te Wheoro
describes events at Parihaka, Taranaki. </i></span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> [The House of
Representatives, May 30, 1882]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">This Bill provides that
Te Whiti and Tohu shall be detained in prison without trial, but as
he has been arrested by the law he ought to be brought to trial by
the law....The Government have also brought forward an Indemnity Bill
freeing them from any wrongs they have done at Parihaka, which means
that the House should say that those actions taken at Parihaka were
not wrong.....[Because of the need thus for those who entered
Parihaka to “cover themselves” it follows that:] ….It is
therefore clear that the steps taken there were excessive, and that
the Bill is brought forward to justify the actions they took there.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Notwithstanding the
statement of the late Premier….thousands of troops were sent up
there under arms, amidst the weak and unoffending women and children.
These Natives were remaining peacefully there, and were laughing at
the steps taken against them. The troops then burnt their houses and
rooted out their crops. When Te Whiti and Tohu were being arrested
they told the Natives they were leaving behind to remain in peace
during their absence, and not make any disturbance. The Natives have
obeyed those words of Te Whiti and Tohu, who both gave them the same
instructions. I think that Te Whiti is the best friend of the
Government, although he si called a fanatic. He has told his people
not to take up arms, but to leave the wrath in the hands of God....It
is owing to the position taken by these two men that there has been
peace in that district throughout many years....I hope that the new
members in this House ….. will recollect that it was the land that
caused this first trouble at Waitara....When the Government refused
to listen to Wiremu Kingi's objection, he went and built a pa on the
land. Therefore I say that this didn't occur off-hand, but there was
a reason why this trouble arose there....and this applied to other
parts of the Island, and to Taranaki when the land was taken. The
confiscation pf tjos ;amd at Taranaki remained in force until the
year 1977....[some Maori were allowed to have some land confiscated,
and land returned] ...but consequent Governments did not define or
sanction the reserves made by that Minister, and all these matters
were allowed to stand over in an unsettled state up to the time when
the Natives began ploughing the land. The Natives commenced to
plough the land in order to test their rights of ownership....The
Government...took these prisoners and left the thing standing over as
it had been before. After this the Parliament appointed Commissioners
to inquire into this matter, and the decision of these Commissioners
had not been made known to the Natives when Te Whiti and Tou were
arrested. It is for these reasons that Te Whiti did not listen to the
proposals of the Government—because of the wrong way in which
matters had been carried on in that part of the country. That is what
Te Whiti acted [it seemed] in such a strange way— because the
promisees and proposals of the Government had never been fulfilled.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...The
idea...is that the Native Minister can have Te Whiti detained in
prison in the South Island, and take him about and have exhibited to
him all the ornaments of the Europeans, and the wonders to be seen
there, with the object of enlarging his mind. But I say this: that is
the best way of teaching Te Whiti what to do when he gets back...He
is aman who has studied well the forms and usages of the Europeans.
He has also studied well the Scriptures, and made himself master of
them; and when a man thoroughly understands the Scriptures his mind
is capable of understanding great things. Te Whiti received a very
good education.....</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.The
honorable member for _____ _____ , speaking the other night with
reference to the Maoris, applied the word “savages” to them. He
called them a horde of savages. Sir, I would draw your attention to
that, because you may judge from that what the Europeans think of the
Maoris. It it is true that they are savages, what were the Europeans
in the old days? I have looked up the books written by your people
about yourselves, and I find that you were in a like position some
years ago. I do not know whether the honorable gentleman did not know
the meaning of that term, or whether he thought I did not understand
him. I do not suppose that any of his ancestors ever came under that
appellation...I think it is only right that any feeling of that kind
should be left on one side. If we are ignorant, if we have not
reached that state of enlightenment that you have, it has not been
our fault. I have heard that the English race is indebted to the
Romans for the first gleam of civilization, and I consider it is your
place to act as the Romans did, and give us the benefit of the
civilization which you possess. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">13.6 By Forbearance</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Published sayings of Te
Whiti, recorded at Parihaka, 1879-81.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> i Smite Not In Return</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">T<i>o the ploughmen, June,
1879.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Go, put
your hands to the plough. Look not back. If any come with guns and
swords, be not afraid. If they smite you, smite not in return. If
they rend you, be not discouraged. Another will take up the good
work. If evil thougths fill the minds of the settlers, and they flee
from their farms to the town as in the war of old, enter not you into
their houses, touch not their goods nor their cattle. My eye is over
all.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">ii Words of
The Spirit </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>To reporters, June,
1879</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> When I
speak of the land, the survey, the ploughman, and such small amtters,
the pencils of the reporters fly witht the speed of the wind, but
when I speak of the words of the spirit, they say this is the dream
of a madman! They are so greedy for gain that nothing seems to
concern them except it be in some way connected with accumulation of
wealth. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> vii Patience</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>To the people, 1
November, 1881.</i></span></div>
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My
word to the tribe.....You must believe my teaching, or you will die.
There are many days for repentance. He who seeks life shall die, and
he who seeks death shall live. Let us all remain here at Parihaka,
which came frm heaven, and none shall be taken...Do not think I am
fighting against men, but rather against the devil and all
wickedness. that he may be destroyed. Let us not use carnal weapons.
Listen. Do not let us seek that which is lost--not look back to what
is left. This is a day of teaching to this assembly of what shall
guide us in future. The ark by which we are to be saved today is
stoutheartedness, and flight is death. Let this sink into the ears of
all, even the children. There is to be nothing about fighting to-day,
but the glorification of God, and peace on the land. Many generations
wished to see this day; but we, a blind, small, and a despised people
have been chosen and glorified this day....Obey God, and glorify Him;
do not be distracted by the shouting, laughing, and gathering
together....My gun of to-day is not my gun of former years. All
fighting is now to cease. Do not follow your won desires, lest God's
sword fall upon you...The canoe by which you are saved is
forbearance...It will save us all. The land we spoke of is the old
land; but if we choose a new land we shall be saved....Put both your
hands and your feet on the new land and stand in the ark of patience.
No man, woman, or child shall say I only have not seen or heard. All
will hear and see. Lightening is not seen fom one place only, but
from everywhere. Let us stand on the new land...What matter to us
what happens; we have our ark, as Noah of old. I now say come into
the artk. Now is the glory of peace upon the land. Let us wait for
the end; there is nothing else for us. Let us rest quietly upon the
land. I have one word to say in addition: The young people have
hitherto had their way; but to-day they must only sit down and look
on.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....The south wind knows whence it cometh and whither it
goeth; let the booted feet come when they like, the land shall remain
firm for ever.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: cyan;">Te
Whiti</span> in about 1900:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">"...As for our own wars of the olden times? Yes,
they were the outcome of a heart closed up with envy--greed of
land...greed of everything one has and the other has not. But then
they were blind--madly blind."</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">...He
leaned over and almost whispered, as he, pointing backward said:
"Ask that mountain; Taranaki saw it all!" [Willliam
Baucke, <i>Where The White Man Treads</i>...2nd
ed., Auckland 1928, pp. 165-166]</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><i>Dear
Theo</i></span><span style="font-size: 20pt;"> by Irving Stone
and Jean Stone</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;">P54</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">
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<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">.....I feel
that it is absolutely necessary to have good things to look at and
also to see artists to work...</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Even from
relatively bad artists one can indirectly learn much; as, for
instance, Mauve learned from Verschuur about the perspective of a
stable and a wagon, and the anatomy of a horse....</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">....Many a
good painter has not the slightest or any idea what proportions for
drawing are, or beautiful lines, or characteristic composition and
thought and poetry.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">There are
laws of proportion, of light and shadow, or perspective which one
must know in order to draw well; without that knowledge it always
remains a fruitless struggle, and one never brings forth anything.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P56 </span>
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">The
cheapest way would perhaps be for me to spend this summer at Etten; I
can find there subjects enough. I am willing to give in about dress
or anything else to suit them, and perhaps would meet C.M. there [I
think this is Claude Monet] some day. They will always, either in or
outside the family, judge me or talk about me from different points
of view, and you will always hear the most different points of views
about me.....[but] relatively few people know why an artist artist
acts this way or that.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">But in
general, he who, to find picturesque spots or figures, searches all
manner of places, corners, and holes which another passes by, is
accused of many bad intentions and villainies which have never
entered his head. </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">A peasant
who sees me draw an old tree-trunk, and sees me sitting there for an
hour, thinks that I have gone mad, and of course laughs at me. A
young lady ... who turns up her nose at a labourer in his patched,
dirty, and filthy clothes, of course cannnot understand why
anyone...descends the shaft of a coal mine, and also comes to the
conclusion that I am mad. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P 59 </span>
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">....Without
my knowing it you have sent me money for a long time, thus helping me
effectually to get on. Receive my hearty thanks.....</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">....It
is a hard and difficult struggle to learn to draw well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P 61 </span>
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...It
would not be right if in drawing from nature I took up too many
details and overlooked the great things....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P 63 </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">....I do
not stand helpless before nature any longer, as I used to do. Nature
always begins by resisting the artist, but he who really takes it
seriously does not allow himself to be led astray by that resistance:
on the contrary, it is a stimulus all the more to fight for victory.
At bottom nature and a true artist agree. But nature certainly is
'intangible'; yet one must seize it, and that with a strong hand. I
do not mean to say that I have reached that point already; no one
thinks it less that I do, but somewhow I get on better.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P 64 -- P 67 -- P 68</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">There is
something in my heart.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">This
summer a deep love has grown in my heart for our cousin K., but when
I told her this she answereed me that to her past and future remained
one, so she could never return my feelings.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Then
there was a terrible indecision within me what to do. Should I accept
her 'No, never, never,' or should I keep some hope and not give up?
....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">... My
position has become sharply outlined; I think I shall have the
greatest trouble with the elder persons, who consider the question as
settled and finished, ....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">... He
who has not learned to say, 'She and no other, ' does he know what
love is?....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Father
and Mother are good at heart but have little understanding of our
feelings. They love us with all their hearts, and I as well as you
love them very much indeed, but alas, practical advice they cannot
give us in many cases....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">.... So,
man of business, there is a love story for you! Do you think it very
dull and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">sentimental?</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Since I
really love, their is more reality in my drawings, and I sit writing
to you now in the little room with quite a collection round me of
men, women, and children from the <i>Heike.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P
74 </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I am
sorry to say there is still something harsh and severe in my
drawings, and I think that she, her influence, must come to soften
that. When I look around I see walls all covered with one subject:
'Brabant types.' So that is a work I have started, and if I were
taken suddenly out of these surroundings I should have to start anew
another thing and this one would remain half-finished! That may not
be! I have been working here since May; I begin to know and
understand my models, my work is progressing, but it has const me a
lot of trouble to get on so far. </span>
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Father
and mother are getting old, and I have their prejudices and
old-fashioned ideas. When Father sees me with a French book by
Michelet or Victor Hugo, he thinks of thieves and murderers, or of
'immorality,' but that is just too ridiculous. So often I have said
to Father, 'Just read, then if only a few pages from such a book and
you will be impressed by it yourself,' but Father obstinately refuses
to do so. I told him frankly that under the circumstances I attached
more value to the advice of Michelet than to his own, if I had to
choose which of the two I should follow. </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I would
not miss Michelet for anything in the world. It is true the Bible is
eternal and everlasting, but Michelet gives me such very practical
and clear hints directly applicable to this hurried and feverish
modern life in which you and I find ourselves that he helps us to
make rapid progress and we cannot do without him. Michelet and
Harriet Beecher Stowe, they do not tell you the Gospel is of no value
any more, but they teach you how it may be applied in our time, in
this our life. Michelet even expresses things completely and aloud of
which the Gospels only whispers to us the germ. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P83 -- P86 --</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...And,
dear me, those two old people went with me through the cold, foggy,
muddy streets, and they showed me, indeed, a very good and very cheap
inn. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">And you
see there was something humane in that and it calmed me. I had other
talks with Uncle S., but K. I did not see once. I said that they
must well know, though they wished me to consider the question as
settled and finished, I for my part could not do so. And then they
firmly and steadily answered, 'I should learn to see that better
afterwards.' </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We who
try our best to live, why do we not live more? I felt quiet and lorn
during those three days in Amsterdam; I felt absolutely miserable,
and that sort of kindness of Uncle and Aunt, and all those
discussions, it was all so dismal. Till at last I began to feel quite
depressed. And then I said to myself: You are not becoming
melancholy again, are you? And so, on a Sunday morning I went for the
last time to Uncle S. and said: 'Just listen, dear Uncle, if K. were
an angel, she would be too high for me, and I do not think I could
remain in love with the devil, I should not want to have anything to
do with her. In the present case I see in her a true woman with a
woman's passions and moods, and I love her dearly, and that is the
truth and I am glad of it.' And Uncle S. had not much to say in
reply, and muttered something about a woman's passions. I do not
remember well what he said about it, and then he went to church. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I felt
chilled through and through, as if I had been standing too long
against a cold hard whitewashed church wall. I did not want to be
stunned by that feeling. And --</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">it is
somewhat risky to be a realist, but Theo, oh, bear with me in my
realism. I told you that to some my secrets are no secrets. I do not
take that back, think of me what you will....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Then I
thought: I should like to see a woman; I cannot live without love,
without a woman. I would not give a farthing for life if there were
not something infinite, something deep, something real. But then I
said to myself: You said, 'She, and no other,' and you would go to
another woman now; that is unreasonable, that is against all logic.
And my answer to that was: Who is the master, the logic, or I? Is the
logic there for me, or am I there for the logic; and is there no
reason and no sense in my unreasonableness and lack of sense? </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am
almost thirty years old; should you think that I have never felt the
need of love? K. is still older than I am; she also has had
experience of love; but just for that reason I love her the better.
If she wants to live in that old love and refuses the new, that is
her business, and if she continues that and and evades me, I cannot
smother all my energy and all my strength of mind for her sake. No, I
cannot do that. I love her, but I shall not freeze or unnerve myself.
And the stimulus, the spark of fire we want, that is love, and not
exactly spiritual love. I am but a man and a man with passions; I
must go to a woman, or otherwise I freeze or turn to stone, or I am
stunned...that damned wall is too cold for me....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I had not
far to seek. I found a woman, not young, not beautiful. She was
rather tall and strongly built; she did not have ladies' hands like
K.'s, but the hands of one who works much; but she was not coarse or
common, and had something very womanly about her. She reminded me of
some curious figure by Chardin or Fr<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">è</span>re,
or perhaps Jan Steen. Well, what the French call '<i>une ouvri</i><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><i>è</i></span><i>re</i>.'
She had many cares, one could see that, and life had been hard for
her; oh, she was not extinguished, nothing extraordinary, nothing
unusual.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Theo, to
me there is such a wonderful charm in that slight fadedness, that
something over which life has passed. It is not for the first time
that I have been unable to resist that feeling of affection, ay,
affection and love for those women who are so damned and condemned
and despised from the pulpit.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">That
woman has not cheated me -- he who regards all those women as cheats,
how wrong he is, and how little understanding does he show! That
woman has been very good go me, very good and very kind.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It was a
modest little room where she lived; the plain paper on the wall gave
it a quiet grey tone, yet warm as a picture by Chardin; a wooden
floor with a mat and a piece of old crimson carpet, an ordinary
kitchen stove, a chest of drawers, and a large simple bed. In short,
a room of a real working woman. She had to stand at the washtub the
next day. We talked about everything, about her life, about her
cares, about her misery, about her health, and with her I had a more
interesting conversation than with, for instance, with my very
learned, professor-like cousin. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Now, I
tell you these things hoping that you will see that, though I have
some sentiment, I do not want to be sentimental in a silly way, that
I want to keeps some vitality, and to keep my mind clear and my
health in good condition in order to be able to work.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The
clergymen call us sinnners, to need to love, not to be able to live
without love? I think life without love is a sinful condition and an
immoral condition. If I repent anything, it is of the time I was
induced by mystical and theological notions to lead too secluded a
life. Gradually I have thought better of that. When you wake up in
the morning and find yourself not alone, but see there in the morning
twighlight a fellow-creature beside you, it makes the world look more
friendly. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Often
when I walked the streets quite lonely and forlorn, half ill and in
misery, without money in my pocket, I looked after them and envied
the men that could go with them; and I felt as if those poor girls
were my sisters, in circumstances and experience. And you see that
it is an old feeling of mine, and is deeply rooted. Even as a boy, I
often looked up with infinite sympathy, and even with respect, into a
hlf-faded woman's face, on which was written, as it were: Life in all
its reality has left it's mark here. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">That God
of the clergymen, He is for me as dead as a doornail. But am I an
atheist for all that? The clergymen consider me as such -- be it so;
but I love, and how could I not feel love if I did not live, and if
others did not live, and then, if we live, there is something
mysterious in that. Now call that God, or human nature or whatever
you like, but there is something which I cannot define
systemmatically, though it is very alive and real, and see, that is
God, or as good as God. To believe in God for me is to feel that
there is a God, not a dead one, or a stuffed one, but a living one,
who with iresistible force urges us towards 'aimer encore'; that is
my opinion.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">So I have
acted as I did from a need of vital warmth. I tell you this also that
you may not again think of me as being in melancholy of abstract, or
brooding, mood. On the contrary, I am generally occupied with, and
not only thinking of, paint, water-color, and finding a studio. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...P455-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">In my
picture of the 'Night Caf<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">é</span>'
I have tried to express the idea that the caf<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">é</span>
is a place where on can ruin oneself, run mad, or commit a crime. I
have tried to express the terrible passions of humanity by means of
red and green. The room is blood-red and dark yellow, with a green
billiard table in the middle; there are four lemon-yellow lamps with
a glow of orange and green. Everywhere there is clash and contrast of
the most alien reds and greens in the figures of the little sleeping
hooligans in the empty dreay room, in violet and blue. The white coat
of the <i>patron</i>, on vigil in a corner, turns lemon-yellow, or
pale luminous green.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">So I have
tried to express, as it were, the powers of darkness in a low
wine-shop, and all this in an atmosphere like a devil's furnace of
pale sulphur – all under the appearance of Japanese gaiety and the
good nature of Tartarin.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have
such joy in the house and in my work that I dare even to think that
the joy will not always be solitary, but that you too will have a
share in it and the zest of it too. My dear Theo, you will see the
cypresses and the oleanders herem and the sun – the day will come,
you may be sure.</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.The
third is a portrait of myself, <i>almost colourless</i>, in grey
tones against a background of pale malachite. I had bought of set
purpose a mirror good enough for me to be able to work from myself in
default of a model; because if I can manage to paint the colouring of
my own head, which is not to be done without some difficulty I shall
likewise be able to paint the heads of other good souls, men and
women. So this week I have done absolutely nothing but paint and
sleep and take my meals. That means sittings of twelve hours, of six
hours, and then a sleep of twelve hours at a time....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...This
garden has a fantastic character that makes you quite able to imagine
the poets of the Renaissance, Dante, Petrarch,strolling over the
flowery grass. It is the garden just in front of my house. And it
shows perfectly that to get to the real character of things here you
must look at tehm and paint them for a long time. Perhaps you will
see nothing from the sketych except that the line is very simple.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">What I am
sure of is that to make a picture which will be really of the South,
it is not enough to have a certain cleverness. It is looking at
things for a long time that ripens you and gives you a deeper
understanding. If we study Japanese art, we see an artist who is
wise, philosophic, and intellitent, who spends his time – how? In
studying the distance between the earth and the moon? No. In studying
the policy of Bismarck? No. He studies a single blade of grass. ….</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Come,
now, isn't it almost an actual religion which these simple Japanese
teach us, who live in nature as if they themselves were flowers? We
must return to nature in spite of our education and our work in a
world of convention. And you cannnot study Japanese art without
becoming gayer and happier.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I envy
the Japanese the extreme clearness which everything has in their
work. Their work is as simple as breathign, and they do a figure in
a few strokes, with ease. Oh! I must manage some day that in a few
strokes the figure of a man, a youngster, a horse, shall have head,
body, legs, all in keeping.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have a
letter from Gauguin, who seems very unhappy and says that as soon as
he has sold something he will certainly come.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...My own
little room is complete....I am also thinking of planging a few
oleanders in tubs in front of the door. ….</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.That
does not prevent my having a terrible need of – shall I say the
word? – religion. That Benedictine father you tell of must have
been very intresting. I only wish they would manage to prove
something that would tranquillize and console us, so that we might
stop feeling guilty and wretched, and could go on just as we are
without losing ourselves in solitude and nothingness.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">There is
a book of Tolstoi's called 'My Religion.' He does not believe in a
resurrection either of the body or the soul. Above all he seems not
to believe in a heaven – he reasons just as a nihilist reasons,
but he attaches great importance to doing whatever you are doing,
since probably it is al there is in you. And if he does not believe
in the resurrection, he seems to believe in the equivalent – the
continuance of life, the progres of humanity – … Himsef a
nobleman, he turned labourer, could make boots and frying pans, guide
the plough. I can do nothing of that, but I can respect a human soul
vigorous enough to mould itself anew.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...These
colours cause me extraordinary exaltation. I have no thought of
fatigue; I shall do another picture this very night, and I shall
bring it off. I have a terrrible lucidity at moments when nature is
so beautiful; I am not conscious of myself any more, and the pictures
come to me as in a dream. I can only let myself go these days that
are free from wind, especially as I think the work is getting better
than the last sent you.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I do not
know whether I shall write very often, because not all my days are
clear enough to write fairly logically.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">All your
kindnesses to me, seemed greater than ever today. I assure you that
that kindness has been good metal, and if you do not see any results
from it, my dear brother, don't fret about that; your own goodness
abides.....</span></div>
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Saint-Remy</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Though
there are some who howl and rave continually, in spite of that people
get to know each other very wel, and help each other when their
attacks come on. They sayy we must put up with others so that others
will put up with us; and between ourselves we understand each other
very well. I can, for instance, sometimes chat with one of them who
can only answer in incoherent sounds, because he is not afraid of me.
And it is the same with those whose mania is to fly into frequent
rages. The others interfere so that they do themselves no harm, and
separate the combatents, if combat there is.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Indeed
the anguish and suffering are no joke once you are caught by an
attack....There is someone here who has been shouting and talking as
I do <i>all the time</i> for a fortnight; he thinks he hears voices
and words in the echoes of the corridors, probably because the nerves
of the ear are diseased and oversensitive; in my case it was sight
and hearing at once, which according to what Rey told me one day is
usual in the beginning of epilepsy. The shock was such that it
sickened me even to make a movement, and nothing would have pleased
me better than never to have wakened again. At present this <i>horror
of life</i> is less strong and the melancholy less acute. But from
that to will and action there is still some way to go.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It is
rather queer, perhaps, that as a result of this last terrible attack
there is hardly any very definite desire or hope left in my mind, and
I wonder if this is the way one thinks when, with the passions dying
out, one descends the hill instead of climbing it. Of will I have
none, and of everything belonging to ordinary life; the desire, for
instance, to see my friends, although I keep thinking about them, I
have almost none of. …. </span>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.Yet
what a lovely country, and what lovely bue, and what a sun! </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...It is
only too doubtful whether painting has any beauty or use. But what is
to be done? There are people who love nature even though they are
cracked or ill; those are the painters. Then there are those who like
what is made by man's hands, and these even go as far as to like
pictures....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Yesterday
I drew a very big, rather rare night moth called the death's head,
its colouring of amazing distinction, black, grey, cloudy white
tinged with carmine, or shading indistinctly to olive-green; it is
very big. To paint it I had to kill it, and it was a pity, the insect
was so beautiful. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I have
worked on a study of the mad wardat the Arles Hospital, but having
had no more canvas these last days, I have been taking long walks in
all directions across the country...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">How
beautiful Millet is, 'The First Steps of a Child'!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I have
worked this month in the olive groves because Bernard and Gauguin
have maddened me with their 'Christs in the Garden,' with nothing
really observed. Of course with me there is no question of doing
anything from the Bible – and I have written to Bernard and Gauguin
too that I considered that to think, not to dream, was our duty, so
that I was astonished to see from their work how they had let
themselves go....it gives me a painful feeling of collapse instead of
progress. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...What
I have done is a rather hard and coarse reality beside Bernard's and
Guaguin's abstractions, but it will give a sense of country and will
smell of the soil. The thing is that they have never really been
painted, the olive and the cypress....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">These
days we had rather bad weather, but today was a real day of spring;
the fields of young corn, with violet hills in the distance, are so
beautiful, and the almond trees are starting to bloom everywhere.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I feel at
times very much cheered up by it. Moreover, you write me today that
you have sold one of my pictures in Brussels for four hundred francs.
Compared....this is little, but I shall try to be productive....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">It would
be best at least to go and see this Doctor Gachet in the country as
soon as possible...,and since he likes painting, there is really a
chance that a lasting friendship </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">will
result...My surroundings begin to weigh on me....</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">...I
have just finished another canvas of pink roses against a
yellow-green background in which the effect is soft and harmonious
because of the combinations of greens, pinks, violets. In the other
the the violet bunch stands out against a startling lemon-yellow
background, with other yellow tones on the vase and the stand on
which it rests, so it is an effect of tremendously unlike
complementaries which heighten each other. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">..[previously
in Paris] I felt strong enough – I wish very much to do at once the
picture of a yellow book shop which I have had for so long in my
mind. You will see that the day after my arrival I shall be fit for
it....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am
looking forward so much to seeing the exhibition of Japanese prints
again...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">A strange
thing: just as these that day you were so struck by Seurat's
canvases, these last days are like a fresh revelation of colour to
me. As to my work, my dear brother, I feel more confidant....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">--- O, if
I could have worked without this accursed malady*</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P571</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">There –
once back here I set to work again – though the brush almost
slipped from my fingers; and knowing exactly what I wanted, I have
since painted three more big canvases. They are vast stretches of
corn under troubled skies, and I did not need to go out of my way to
express sadness and the extremity of loneliness.....I hope you will
see them soon.....Just for one's health it is very necessary to work
in the garden and see the flowers growing. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I am
now absorbed by the immeasurable plain with cornfields against the
hills, immense as a sea, delicate yellow, delicate soft green,
delicate violet of a ploughted and weeded piece of soil, regularly
chequered by the green of flowering potato plants, everything under a
sky with delicate blue, white, pink, violet tones.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am in a
mood of nearly too great calmness, in the mood to paint this. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I should
rather like to write to you about a lot of things, but to begin with,
the desire to do it has left me completely, and again I feel it is
useless.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I still
love art and life very much, but as for ever having a wife of my own,
I have no great faith in that....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[My
father was also an artist, and was tormented by what I know not, but
I suspect a deep loneliness arose due perhaps to his mother's death
in his teens and perhaps his father's rather authoritarian ways
(although I know very little about my paternal grandfather who lived
mostly and died in London. But father and son did not get on...My
father gave he said, most of his paintings away as presents and at
one exhibition of water colours R. A. K. Mason bought some of his
art. He liked Mason's poetry. Fairburn expresed that he wished he
could paint or draw like that. My father said he wished he could
write as well as Fairburn and encouraged him to paint. I belive this
may have partly inspired Fairburn thus to try his hand. But my father
eventually abandoned art. 'I felt depressed during The Depression' he
said. He took a job as an architect after going from being a fitter's
mate to getting a degree in Architecture. Like Van Gogh he loved
Japanese prints, of which one at least that he copied, a beautiful
thing, is still in this house (Panmure, Court Crescent).....Thus he
about 1941:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I
really think loneliness is the worst of all human afflictions. I am
alone here </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">every
night after 9 pm, the family are early to bedders – and I sit alone
with my </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">books
and think of this long war and all the lonely women throughout the
world</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and the men in camps and holes in the ground tormented
with hunger for women. ]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">P571</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am – at least I feel – too old to go back on my
steps, or to desire anything different. That desire has left me,
though the mental suffering from it remains...I know nothing,
absolutely nothing as to what turn this may take. As for what
concerns me, I apply myself to my canvases with all my mind....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...I have a new study of some old thatched roofs, and
two canvases representing vast stretches of corn after the rain....we
can only make our pictures speak. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Yet, my dear brother, there is this that I have always
told you – … – I tell you again that I shall always consider
that you are other than a simple dealer in Corots, that through my
mediation you have your part in the actual production of some
canvases, which even in the deluge will retain their peace. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...Well my own work, I am risking my life for it and my
reason has half-foundered. That's all right – but you are not among
the dealers in men. You can still chooseyour side, acting with
humanity, but what's the use? With a
handshake in thought. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">July
27, 1880. <i>VINCENT</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">*Van Gogh
was not mad at all, he suffered from epilepsy, which meant that bouts
of these attacks interrupted his work leaving him ennervated and
sometimes in despair. But whenever he worked he was accutely
rational, aware, and constantly trying to create and also always to
improve his drawing skill, his art, and to try to make money. His
brother Leo supported him and sold some of his works. He was a deeply
lonely man then so have I been most of my life. This does not mean
madness. To be sad, to be lonely, to be intense is not to be mad or
irrational. And Van Gogh was never irratinal he had a deep
sensitivity to the world and to people. He was deeply concerned for
his brother and his wife and their parents and for others he met.
Even near the end of his life he felt no rancour towards Van Gogh.
His criticisms of art ar of the art, not of the people. He was not,
thank god, a socialite life such as say Gore Vidal...and others. [In
another book on the eye and art it seems that Dr. Gachet felt Van
Gogh suffered from swings of mood....but if someone is sensitive,
struggles with art and the depiction of nature – to realise it by
intensifying it and to avoid what he called Gauguin and others'
“abstractions” – struggling to capture things as they are or in
some deep way uknown quite to the artist, the essence of things (The
'quiditas' of St. Thomas Aquinas or that of Aristotle, and not per se
Plato's idea of Ideal forms of things etc: or Kant's 'noumenom'
etc...even Wordsworth's sense of a god of some sort 'interfused in
the light of setting suns' and indeed the ideas of Spinoza or the
investigations of scientists trying to 'see' reality: but never
getting there: they only ever describing, failing to get via logic as
Russell and others (Wittgenstein, Deacartes, Spinoza, Derrida, (but
perhaps more Levinas and Heidegger who invokes Rilke, Trakl and Van
Gogh) etc, even Popper struggled to do, as Bergson or Cantor, or Mach
or Rothko, and many others...he failed but his struggle toward this
deep mystery always urged him on...)...these all failed as I echo
here but this is the direction they are impelled on.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">And he
was deeply lonely, deeply sensitive: and always wanted love, deep
love. The most of which perhaps he got from his brother and his wife.
He loved his fellow patients, the doctors, a postman, and others. He
loved the world, while knowing its menace, its mystery: death and
despair written into the crevices of the great world..Caravaggio's
just starting to rot fruit, Rembrandt's unremitting 'reality', Goya's
illnesses and his dark nightmares of reality and irreality...And Van
Gogh read quite widely.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><u><span style="color: red;"> Bertrand
Russell's </span><i><span style="color: magenta;">Autobiography</span></i></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">An event of importance to me in 1913 was the beginning
of my friendship with Joseph Conrad, which I owed to our common
friendship with Ottoline (lady Ottoline with whom Russell had a quite
passionate but complex affair as described in Vol I of his
Autobiography). I had been for many years an admirer of his books...I
travelled down to his house in Kent in a state of somewhat anxious
expectation. My first impression was one of surprise. He spoke
English with a very strong foreign accent, and nothing in his
demeanour in any way suggested the sea. He was an aristocratic Polish
gentleman to the fingertips. His feeling for the sea, and for
England, was one of romantic love – love from a certain distant
sufficient to leave the romance untarnished. His love for the sea
began at a very early age. When he told his parents he wished a
carreer as a sailor, they urged him to go into the Austrian navy, but
he wanted adventure and tropical seas and strange rivers surrounded
by dark forests; and the Austrian navy offered him no scope for these
desires. His family were horrified at his seeking a carreer in the
English merchant marine, but his determination was inflexible.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">...He
and I were in most of our opinions in no way in agreement, but in
something very fundamental we were extraordinarily at one. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">My
relation with Conrad was unlike any other I have ever had. I saw him
seldom, and not over a long period of years. In the out-works of our
lives we were almost strangers, but we shared a certain outlook on
human life and human destiny, which, from the very first, made a bond
of extreme strength...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Of
all that he had written I admired most the terrible story called The
Heart of Darkness, in which a rather weak idealist is driven mad by
horror of the tropical forest and loneliness among savages. This
story expresses, I think, most completely his philosophy of life. I
felt, though I do not know whether he would have accepted such an
image, that he thought of civilized and morally tolerable human life
as a dangerous walk on a thin crust of barely cooled lava which at
any moment might break and let the unwary sink into fiery depths. He
was very conscious of the various forms of passionate madness to
which men are prone, and it was this which gave him such a profound
belief in the importance of discipline. His point of view, one might
say, was the antithesis of Rousseau's: 'Man is born in chains, but he
can become free.' He becomes free, I believe Conrad would have said,
not by letting loose his impulses, not by being casual and
uncontrolled, but by subduing wayward impulse to dominant purpose. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">[Conrad's
rather reactionary hatred of Russia ('both theCzarist and the
Revolutionary') and Dostoevsky, Tolstoy et al as well as his love of
England (except Turgenev) Russell felt were expressed in <i>The
Secret Agent</i> and in <i>Under Western Eyes</i> but this seems a
misinterpretation of at least <i>The Secret Agent</i> which is one of
the great novels. It is a satire also of 'powers' and 'the great
game' and it is a tragi-comedy where the 'powers' urge the secret
agent to blow up time itself! This is brilliant but flawed by those
powes (possibly those in the Austro-Hungarian Empire but also
anywhere). The idea is that the death of humans wont incite the
people to rebel. And it is them 'the powers' want to riot or rebel
somewhat like the Russians, mainly so the British can have and excuse
to impose more severe resstrictions etc upon them. Whatever power
Conrad transcends that and the figure of the secret agents son in
law, his wife's daughter, enraged by the motley group of “anarchists”
and would be or actual “revolutionaries” when he hears talk of
killing. This gentle being could have also been portrayed by
Dostoevsky (whose project in this regard is almost as brilliant and
subtle in <i>Crime and Punishmen</i>t); and it is he who the agent
gets to help place the bomb at Greenwich. The boy is blown into
pieces. The powers in England in touch with powers elsewhere,
restrict the investigation. Conrad writes the masterpiece that
Dickens almost managed in all his works (or he managed works of
genius but evaded the killer thrust perhaps?): in any case The Secret
Agent is, like Heart of Darkness, and <i>The Nigger of the Narcissus</i>
(the sea storm is so beautifully described!! “Nigger” by the way
is necessary. As soon as he comes on board the ship he says: “this
is my ship” and from then on his otherness drives the entire story
until his death when the becalmed ship, released as was the ship in
Coleridge's <i>TheRhyme of the Ancient Mariner</i>, makes its way
home... (and <i>Nostromo</i> which I read as a teenager so missed its
great significance, but I believe that is considered by many to be
Conrad's greatest work...) … but there is no question of Russell's
great writing in this, his first Volume of his <i>Autobiography)</i>]</span></div>
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…<span style="font-size: medium;">.[Russell
continues]: ...what [mainly] interested him was the human soul faced
with the indifference of nature, and often with the hostility of man,
and subject to inner struggles with passions both good and bad that
led towards destruction. Tragedies of loneliness occupied a great
part of his though and feeling. One of his typical stories is
<i>Typhoon</i>. In this
story, the Captain, who is a simple soul, pulls his ship through by
unshakeable courage and grim determination, When the storm is over,
he writes a long letter to his wife, telling about it. In his
account, his own part is, to him, fairly simple. He has merely
performed his Captain's duty as, of course, anyone would expect. But
the reader, through his narrative, becomes aware of all that he has
done and dared and endured. The letter, before he sends it off, is
read surreptitiously by his steward, but is never read by anyone else
at all because his wife finds it boring and throws it away unread.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The two things that seem most ot occupy Conrad's
imagination are loneliness and the fear of what is strange. An
Outcast of the Islands like The Heart of Darkness is concerned with
the fear of what is strange. Both come together in the
extraordinarily moving story Amy Foster. In this story a South-Slav
peasant, on his way to America, is the sole survivor of the wreck of
his ship, and is cast away in a Kentish village. All the village
fears and ill-treats him, except Amy Foster, a dull, plain girl who
brings him bread when he is starving and finally marries him. But
she, too, when in fever, he reverts to his native language, is seized
with a fear of strangeness, snatches up their child and abandons him.
He dies alone and hopeless. I have wondered at times how much of this
man's loneliness Conrad had felt among the English and had supressed
with a stern effort of will.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">Conrad's point of view was far from modern [Russell
he sets Rousseau's 'enlightened' humane view, sans discipline of
children etc, against the other more 'authoritarian' view of
discipline. But]: Conrad adhered to the older tradition, that
discipline should come from within. He despised indiscipline, and
hated discipline that was merely external. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">In
all this I found myself closely in agreement with him. At our very
first meeting, we talked with continually increasing intimacy. We
seemed to sink through layer after layer of what was superficial,
till gradually both reached the central fire. It was an experence
unike any other I have known. We looked into each other's eyes, half
appalled and half intoxicated to find ourselves together in such a
region. The emotion was as intense as passionate love, and at the
same time all-embracing. I came away bewildered, and at the same time
unable to find my way among ordinary affairs............</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">.This letter was my last contact with
him....Conrad['s].....intense and passionate intensity shines in my
memory like a star seen from the bottom of a well. I wish I could
make his light shine for others as it shone for me....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">The students, however, as I said before, were
admirable. I had a post-graduate class of twelve, who used to come to
tea with me once a week.One of them was T. S. Eliot,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">who subsequently wrote a poem about it, called 'Mr
Appolinx'. I did not know at the time that Eliot wrote poetry. He
had, I think, already written 'A Portrait of a Lady', and 'Prufrock',
but he did not see fit to mention the fact. He was extraordinarily
silent, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">and only once made a remark which struck me. I was
praising Heraclitus, and he ob-</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">served: 'Yes, he always reminds me of Villon.' I thought
this remark so good that I always wished he would make another..... </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: cyan;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">A
baby emits a cry of life on being thrust into a cold, bright
world.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Gone
is the dark warmth of the mother's womb.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">The
umbilical cord is severed and closed off.</span></span> </span>
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<span style="font-size: large;">We Live
In </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Calculating time by time and dividing
by time
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">these things of
lament fall upon us as dark green quilts on aged men
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">where women wail. Forever fingers of
the living root down to grip.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">To disappear into the sands. As in
Scott of <i>Lammermoor</i> .
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>'The quicksanded cities.</i>' as I
wrote, using the image of man and horse </span><span style="font-size: large;">plunging. To disappear. And the vents
of fury among the loud mountains: W</span><span style="font-size: large;">hy have we not passaged here?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">We have something to teach, to say.
We could treat time</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">like Cantor's Alephs, and find that
time by time yields</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">time only, and time times time is
Aleph time. </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">'<i>We are lost in gelid time. We are
the fools of time. Time was</i>.'</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">What to teach? They wait. The shadows
grow. Man's, in history.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Of Emerson, though, we have little.
As said. What sounds?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">What do you mean? Is it known? Know
thou? Sit by the fire.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">At the camp fire – much mad truth.
Old woes.
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Things keep living in this old chaos,
under the sun, of the.
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">How can we evaluate? Ejaculate,
expatiate: things leap.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The undulant
ambiguations, you know</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">them, they descend. How much
redundancy adds to the immensity</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">of rock giants? Who sang? Who
yes-noed?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The parade begins. She holds my hand.
We had purpose, if fear,
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">but we lived, took positions. We were
on the line.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Why did I not seize her? Where is
she? Time is gone, passed
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">as if it had not begun, except in
dream. Was we dream?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Then they found me, and the machines.
These proliferate:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">everywhere there is a clicking of
meanings. God is knitting.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Messages are inserted or race into
the totality of
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">completed futility. Click click clack
smack smack smack.
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Where is the end? Le be be finale.
Let seem be icecream</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">in an ice dream. But what of
mentioned the wires?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">The wires keep creeping, like wires,
wirely. Nervous, nervous nerves.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">All things begin pump. Things flow
every where. Fire.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Decent ones stay away. Wary, they
creep down town.
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Even old people. I remain old with
severe thoughts</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">marked. My wise saws. My instances. I
remain</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">not a youthful age but stay severely
as I am.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">It is a writhing living thing, a mass
mountain impossible to be
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">man or women however born: see it, it
is awash with
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">configurations and gibbering mirrors:
it is afire with
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">language whose excess and whose
excessive excess</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">bursts instantly into endless flame.
These birds</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">fight each other to death, the poem
grows in monstrousness</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">never before felt, imagined, and it
always wriggles away.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Then in the language
inferno they found me, and the machines</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">had proliferate:
everywhere nowhere there is a clicking of</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">insane meanings.
Messages race into the totality of computed</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and purple futility.
Where is the end if not the linkage?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The wires smile with
sarc sparks, and continue creeping, like wires.</span></div>
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clear. They never knock or ring. Wary, they creep</span></div>
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Broadway. Even old people. I remain old with</span></div>
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My sore wise saws. My instant instances:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">You wanted it though?
Eh? Didn't ya want it? I remain</span></div>
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stay severely. I am what.
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<span style="font-size: large;">I always wanted to make
chemical music but my career path
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">led me into pornography
and all those asms and cosmic chasms</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">that they all plunge
in. The point, we seek it. We are. A thing shudders.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Material mystery,
extass. They – right now – gathered discovering</span></div>
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questions or significations re-reading Browning</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US">everything is
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">like
a <b>water blob</b>.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;"><b>Bulb</b>
sets tremble</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;">questions
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">maybe
of <b>broccoli.</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">(<i>Ecstatic
moon,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i style="background-color: white;">and
the coming bloom</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i style="background-color: white;">of
the young year</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i style="background-color: white;">that
cools the finger’s fever</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;"><i>wakes
rath:</i> )</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;"> <b>sparkins
fire flame snake</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>in
which syzegistic</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>congnaced
cunt rage</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>red
as arse fire</b></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;"> rapid
irreducible</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>to
the dead agonal</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>horse
mountain</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">
<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>unvoicing
her shitting</b></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;">
germaniac treblinking</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;">
to cant. write cant write</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>cat
bitch - scream in a pyx -</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">
<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>lacerating
the bloody lace</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">and
engines light to BE ,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">‘<span style="font-size: 13pt;">till
pump is <i>all</i>:</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">and
a, a, a - a sleepy shiver</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 13pt;">ecstatics
all objects</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i style="background-color: white;">that
are subjects</i></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: white;">red
nasalic narcosis in</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">
<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>nasalised
redlic</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">
<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>sketched
out</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>in
a nightmare as of</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"> <span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>a
thousand fucking bastards</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b>----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b style="background-color: black; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 20.8px;"><i><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-large;">.I do wish the beastly old war could stop </span></i></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #93c47d; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">Letters and things in </span><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">Bertrand Russell</span><span style="color: #93c47d; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">'s Autobiography</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"> The
Mischeief Inn</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
Madingly Road</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
26. VIII. 11 </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Dear
Russell</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
send you all I can find of the notes Frege sent me on my account of
his work.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Hardy told me of your translation into sybolism of
the Deceased Wife's Sister Bill.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">If you have time would you send it to me to include in
the 'Philosophy of Mr B – </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">R – ' Also Hardy told me of your proof of the
existence of God by an infinite complex </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">of false propositions. May
I have this too?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <i>Yrs. ever</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Philip Jourdain
</i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[Russell's notes on this
letter show that he appreciated the humour. Jourdain was quite
brilliant but died young due to the effects of Freidrich's ataxia
which is a rare genetic disorder almost always fatal over a
relatively short time of life.] </span>
</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="color: red;">Georg Cantor</span>, the
subject of the following letter, was, in my opinion, one of the
greatest intellects of the nineteenth century. ZTHe controversy with
Poincar</i><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><i>é which he
mentions is still (1949) raging, though the original protagonists are
long since dead. After reading the following letter, no one will be
surprised to learn that he spent a large part of his life in a
lunatic asylum, but his lucid intervals were devoted to creating the
theory of infinite numbers.</i></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">
[This is still all disputed by mathematicians but there is still no
concord on the subject. Cantor used sets and his Diagonal Proof
(which Wittgenstein doesn't “disprove” but feels, it seems, in
his Groundwork to Mathematics, that it has flaws and is not kind of
'the right question' as it cant really be stated as a positive
proposition. The “rage” about Cantor's theory of infinite sets,
countable infinity etc, continues: but it is probably not of interest
to most mathematicians or philosophers. But it is fascinating and can
be studied in books “for the average person” with little or no
maths, such as those by J D Barrow and others. Cantor and his ideas
have fascinated me for some time.]</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> 75
Victoria Street</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> S.W.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> 16/
9. 11</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Dear Mr Russell</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">By accident I met
to-day Professor Georg Cantor, professor of Mathematics at Halle
University, and his chief wish during his stay in England is to meet
you and talk about your books. He was overcome with pleasure when he
learnt on talking of Cambridge that I knew you a little – you must
forgive my boasting of my acquaintance with an English 'Mathematiker'
and I had to promise I would try to find out if he could see you. He
proposes to visit Cambridge on Tuesday and Oxford on Thursday, and
meanwhile is staying for a week at 62 Nevern Square, South
Kensington. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">It was a great pleasure
to meet him though if you are kind enough to see him you will
sympathize with my feeling worn out with nearly four hours of
conversation. He was like a fog horn discoursing on mathematics –
to me! – and the Bacon Theory.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Could you send a line
to him or to me at Woodgate, Danehill, Sussex. He is Geheimrath and
so forth. I could relate his entire family history to you!</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <i>Yours sincerely
and with many apologies</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Margery I.
Corbett Ashby </i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[Part of a letter from
Cantor three days later.]</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">..................................................................</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">As for myself you do
know perhaps, I am a great heretic upon many scientific, but also in
many literary matters, as to pronounce but two of them, I am a
Baconian in the Bacon-Shakespeare question, and I am quite an
adversary of <i>Old Kant</i>, who, in my eyes has done much more harm
and mischief to philosophy, even to mankind; as you can easily see by
the most perverted development of metaphysics in Germany in all that
followed him, as in Fichte, Schelling, Hegel, Heibart, Schopenhauer,
Hartmann, Nietzsche etc. etc.. on to this very day. I never could
understand why such reasonable and enobled peoples as the Italiens,
theEnglish, and the French are, could follow yonder <i>sophistical
philistine</i>, who was so bad a mathematician. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">And now it is in just
this abominable mummy, as Kant is, Monsieur Poincar<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">é
</span>felt quite enamoured, if he is not bewitched by him. So I
understand quite well the opposition of Mons. Poincar<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">é</span>,
by which I felt myself honoured, though he never had in mind to
honour me, as I am sure.....</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">...I think he is about
ten years younger than I am, but I have learned to wait in all things
and I forsee more clearly, that in the quarrell, <i>I will not be
succumbent</i>.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">But I feel no forcing
to enter myself in the battle; others with him precipitate and I
allowed him to do with greater and more important things. As for
little differences between you and me, I am sure, that they will
disappear soon after an oral discourse.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">................... …..and
so I am, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Sir, </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> <i>Your very
faithfull.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i> Georg Cantor</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><b>MY
HEART ALMOST STOOD STILL</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Hellen
Keller to the New York </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Symphony
Orchestra</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">February
2nd, 1924</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">On
the evening of February 1st 1924, The New York Symphony Orchestra,
conducted by Walter Damrosch, played<i> Beethoven's Symphony No. 9</i>
to a packed Carnegie Hall, one of the most famous and prestigious
concert halls in the world. Many who </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">wanted
to attend, couldn't; fortunately, the performance was broadcast live
on the radio. A couple of days later, with talk of the show still on
the lips of many, the orchestra received a stunning letter of thanks
from the unlikliest of sources. The letter</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">was
written by Helen Keller, a renowned author and activist, who, despite
having been deaf and blind from a young age, had managed to "hear"
the music through touch alone. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">_____________________________________________________________</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> 93
Seminole Avenue, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
Forest Hills L . I.,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">
February 2, 1924.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">The
New York Symphony Orchestra,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">New
York City. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Dear
Friends</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> I
have the joy of being able to tell you that, though deaf and blind, I
spent a</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">glorious
hour last night listening over the radio to Beethoven's "Ninth
Symphony."</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
do not mean to say that I "heard" the music in the sense
that other people heard it;</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">and
I do not know if I can make you understand how it was possible for me
to </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">derive
pleasure from the symphony. It was a great surprise to myself. I had
been </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">reading
in my magazine for the blind that the radio had brought happiness to
the </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">sightless
everywhere. I was delighted to know that the blind had gained a new </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">sense
of enjoyment; but I did not dream that I could have any part in their
joy. Last</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">night,
when our family was listening to the wonderful rendering of the
immortal</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">symphony,
someone suggested that I put my hand on the receiver and see if I
could </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">get
any of the vibrations. He unscrewed the cap, and lightly touched the
sensitive</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">diaphragm.
What was my amazment to discover that I could feel, not only the </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">vibrations,
but the impassioned rhythm, the throb and urge of the music! The
inter- </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">twined
and intermingling vibrations from different instruments enchanted me.
I </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">could
actually distinguish the cornets, the roll of drums, the deep-toned
violas and, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">and
violins singing in exquisite unison. How the lovely speech from the
violins </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">flowed
and plowed over the deepest tones of the other instruments! When the
hum-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">an
voice leaped up trilling from the surge of harmony, I recognized them
instantly</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">as
voices. I felt the chorus grow more exultant, more ecstatic,
upcurving swift and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">flame-like
till my heart almost stood still. The women's voices seemed seemed
an </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">embodiment
of all the angelic voices rushing in a harmonious flood of beautiful </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">and
inspiring sound. The great chorus throbbed against my fingers with
poignant</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">poise
and flow. Then all the instruments and voices together burst forth
--an ocean</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">of
heavenly vibration --and died away like the winds when the atom is
spent, </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">ending
in a delicate shower of sweet notes. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Of
course, this was not "hearing" but I do know that the tones
and harm-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">onies
conveyed to me moods of great beauty and majesty. I also sensed, or
thought</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I
did, the tender sounds of nature that sing into my hand-- swaying
reeds and winds</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">and
the murmer of streams. I had never been so enraptured before by a
multitude </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">of
tone-vibrations. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> As
I listened, with darkness and melody, shadow and sound, filling the </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">room,
I could not but help remember that the great composer who poured
forth </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">such
a flood of sweetness into the world was deaf like myself. I marveled
at the </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">power
of his quenchless spirit by which out of his pain he wrought such joy
for </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">others
--and there I sat, feeling with my hand the magnificent symphony
which</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">broke
like a sea upon the silent shores of his soul and mine. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Let
me thank you warmly for all the delight which your beautiful music</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">has
brought to my household and to me. I want also to thank Station WEAF
for </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">the
joy they are broadcasting in the world.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> With
kindest regards and best wishes, I am,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Sincerely
yours, </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> [signed]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> HELEN
KELLER </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">My news of Joy is great today</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">A
baby emits a cry of life on being thrust into a cold, bright
world.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Gone
is the dark warmth of the mother's womb.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">The
umbilical cord is severed and closed off.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> <u><span style="color: #ffd966;"><b> </b></span></u></span><span style="color: #ffd966; font-size: large;"><u><b>MEMOIRS OF MY MOTHER </b></u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> The MEMOIRS of my mother,
Joy Taylor, born in 1917 in Northamtonshire, England, brought up in
Australia, Banaba (Ocean) Island, England and Melbourne of Australia.
Her mother was Beatrice Gray, who became Beatrice (Beatty Miller) on
marriage to my grandfather, Captain John Robert Miller.. On that side
there was a Joy hence her first name.</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">N.B. Details of Miller
family in Family Tree compiled by Frank Miller [and John Gray who
started with the Gray family.]</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My Grandfather Miller,
Robert Miller, had six brothers: James, George, Benjamen, and one
sister, Esther. I do not know their order, in age, nor where they
lived or were born [some details in the Miller-Gray family tree].
Believe it to be Northamptonshire or Huntingdonshire – Midlands
anyway. </span>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I believe James and
George went to London eventually but am vague about their occupations
or whether they married or had families. John settled in Kettering &
owned and operated a mineral water factory, co partner with [one of
the] a Child's.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">John married Ruth
Childs, sister of Alf & they had no children.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">I well remember
Benjamin. He started in the printing business but when we were
children was Editor of the Times of India (in Calcutta). He came to
England in various “long leaves” & visited us then. He always
had gifts for my brother & I, & sent lovely books at Xmas.
“Uncle Ben” (though really Great-Uncle seemed a gentle man, very
brown from the tropical sun – and by no means handsome – but very
interesting to us all.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My Grandfather Robert
became an engine driver on the L.M.S. (London, North Eastern
Railways) [this crossed out]. He married Elizabeth Gale Childs, my
grandmother, who was the sister of Ruth (John's wife). They moved to
various cities to suit his work. Their eldest child, Maud Ruth, was
born in Nottingham, my father John Robert, was born in Leicester. The
other children of the marriage were Gertrude, Frank, & Mary Ann,
known as Polly.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My father was born in
1883 & diseases were rife in those days, especially TB or its
various forms, & fevers – Scarlet fever, Diptheria, Typhoid
etc. My grandfather, Robert died of typhoid fever about 1897. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My father had started
at a science /engineering school at Rugby but at about 14 had to
leave & go to work. Grandmother worked as a matron at a poor old
peoples home at Cambridge. Here eldest daughter, Maud, at 16 started
as a pupil/teacher – at Kettering Primary School. The two youngest
of the family, Frank and Polly were adopted by Ruth and John.
Gertrude, I belive, did some nursing. [I remember my mother telling
me she had received letters from her Auntie Maud and Gertrude. They
sent me 10 shillings from time to time and it was banked. Now I
realise more about these people I am more grateful and thoughtful of
them all. R.T. 2019]</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My father also
contracted typhoid at about 13 or 14. Luckily he recoveredm though he
blamed his being shorter than most of the Miller men on that illness
in his growing years.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Father (known to family
& friends as Jack) had to leave Rugby Secondary School on the
death of his father and find work. He had work at a sewing machine
factory, and also – in the Railways Telegraph Office – so learnt
a few skills – on his way to eventually becoming a builder &
carpenter [with some machine and engineering skills, and he read
quite widely in his life, I recall the books he had. One <i>The Titan</i>
fascinated me (as military, wars, and the idea of power fascinated me
as a boy of 10 or so). He also gave me a collection of Russian
stories which I have read (at the time I said, but I am too young,
but he said: “You will be able to read them when you are older.”
He was right, and I still do. But also his copy of Pasternak's 'Dr
Zhivago fascinated me. All those books seemed deeply significanct and
mysterious to me as were what my father and he talked of. I used to
listen to he and my father talk wondering when I would understand the
mysterious things of engineering and of grown men's talk...But this
was when he and my grandmother had retired to Cheltenham Road in
Devonport.].</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">He came to New Zealand
at the age of 21 [1904] & joined his friend Cath Adams working as
a builder for Cath's father C. Adams senior. Working mostly in
Tauranga, & Waihi was then a thriving Gold mining town. At some
stage also he worked in Auckland also as a builder. Then he went to
Australia – visiting some relatives in the Hunter River Valley
N.S.W., & eventually joined the British Phosphate Commission
(Melbourne) as a builder / carpenter for Ocean Island [Banaba], in
1908 aged 24 or 25. </span>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Then in 1915 Jack left
the Island to enlist in the armed forces & chose to join with his
friend Cath Adams in the N.Z. Rifle Brigade.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">From Sydney he had
written a proposal of marriage to my Mother. They had met &
become friendly during his long leave from the Island, & they
married on August 26<sup>th</sup> , 1916 during army leave. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My mother was Beatrice
Amy Gray. (Details of the Gray family are on a family tree compiled
by John Gray, Sidney.)</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Mother and her younger
sister Bara lived together in Bedford while their menfolk were away
at war; Bara already had a small boy, Alan. I was born on the 29<sup>th</sup>
May 1917, and 6 weeks later Bara's second son Derek arrived. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My grandfather Gray
died about the time of my mother's marriage. He had retired from his
army life with the Royal Welsh Fusiliers. He had married in Indiea &
they [his wife was Emma Jane Joy and his name was b. 9<sup>th</sup>
March 1851, died 29 August 1916. Lived mainly India and Bedford.] had
13 children while there [in India]. Some died very young and 7
survived to adulthood. I was called after my grandmother Gray – her
maiden name was Joy, & she was Emma Jane Joy, so I got the Joy. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">When the war was over
father had to return to New Zealand for his army discharge.Then our
family proceeded to Sydney, & Newcastle, where we boarded ship
for Ocean Island. I was about 20 months old then.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Childhood on a tropical
island was a delightful time – ther are only pdd flashes of memory
of the very young years. I played in the beach behind the house –
we (other children & I) hunted for lizard eggs. The lizards
seemed to choose the curled mid point of dead palm leaves which
litter the ground under the palms. When we found the tiny eggs we
broke the heavy one to see the babies streak away to hide. Cruel: we
also broke some which were not ready! </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Earlier I had a wooden
horse on wheels (made by my father) & used to make a mixture of
coloured flower petals in soggy water to feed it. There were one or
two boys about my age and we got up to mischief. My worst crime was
pulling upa young palm tree to eat the centre – so delicious –
Millionnaire Salad. All the palms belonged to the Banabans & that
particular owner came to my father with his complaint and Dad had to
pay for the tree. I will not forget how angry he was with me! My
brother Frank arrived on 28<sup>th</sup> of November 1921. We only
had tinned milk so with a wweaned baby my father got some goats and
he was fed on goats milk for quite a while. </span>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">A little kid arrived
and that was my pet – I loved him but he disappeared – I expect
they sold him. I also had kittens from time to time. When Frank
arrived they got a Banaban lady Oreba to look afer him (both of us).
She was a dear & we all loved her. When they went to Sydney on
leave Oreba went too. But she was not happy at all! – Too cold and
she had to wear large shoes. So did we and [also] hated it! Mother
made us some flat shoes to arrive in.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">The Banabans were
divided into 4 villages: Ooma – & near Ooma were all the
phosphate driers [?], the machine & the carpentary shop [looking
at a recent YouTube by some Ham Radio enthusiasts, who visited Banaba
about 2015 I think, [2019] all those including the Power Plant, the
machine and carpentary shop, a hospital (possibly the one mum
mentions in this memoir), and a dentists, are in a state of
destruction and decay: it is a kind of tragic scene, dark & eerie
with only 300 Banabans there. Desolate with all the activity and life
gone. And of course the lives of the Banaban people radically changed
if not destroyed. Despite this they seem an amazing people. Mostly
they are quite healthy looking and often happy, but most now live on
an Island near Fiji. Operations stopped I think about 1989 or so.].
….</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">[To
continue.]...carpentry and machine shop, offices, stores, and up the
hill a way houses for the white workers, mostly Australians. Yabwebwa
was near where we lived – the village a little way further inland &
up the hill. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Our house was close to
the sea (Western outlook) and there was a way down to the shore
between the pinnacles – we called it 'Miller's Beach'</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Puakonikau was near the
highest part of the Island North of Tabwebwa – & Tabiang was
about midway between Tabwebwa and Ooma – lower ground. There was a
Post Office & later a small school for white children; and
several of the Government officials lived near there.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">In the meantime Mother
taught me & a few others to read and write and do simple sums.
(She had been a kindergarten teacher.)</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Connecting the villages
were roads – dirt and lined with lumps of coral. Lower down on the
flat there was a narrow-gage railway line between Tabwebwa &
Ooma.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">We sat on a seat on a flat
car, poled by two natives. When I cut my foot badly the houseboy
called the polers and they got us to Ooma, then one of the polers
carried me up the hill to where the hospital was located. So I had 7
stitches!</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">The B.P.C [the British
Phosphate Commision] employees got 3 months every 2 years and English
people could have 5 months leave after 2 years to visit England if
they wished.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">All our relatives were
in England, so in 1926 we set off on that journey. It took two weeks
– about – to get to Australia – and we then boarded a liner in
Sydney & I think about six weeks later arrived at [the] Tilbury
docks. [The Thames, near London.] </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">On board there were
lots of children & activities were arranged for them by the
stewards and stewardesses to look after us. Just as well as my
Mother, as soon as she boarded a boat, was always sick. </span>
</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">From Tilbury we went by
train to Kettering, Northamtonshire – the home of my auntie Maud,
(father's older sister), her husband & granny Miller (then called
Shrives). </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Granny was tiny –
white haired, rosy cheeks. She always wore black frocks tight
waisted, with white inset at neck and high collars, usually white
lace. She spent her days doing the mending, darning socks etc, and
always jad to,e for a hug with us especially Frank, who was about to
be 5. [Joy was then 9<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">½].</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">There
were two horrors ahead for us: Frank and I were to be left here when
Mother and Dad returned to the Island. Number 2 was school!</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">School
was a tall brick building with a paved yard for a playground. Frank
was with the beginners, but of course I was with my age group, and
amongst so many children – I was completely bewildered and soon
made such a fuss that at home, absolutely refusing to go to school. </span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Eventually
I was put in a small private school with just a few girls and managed
to settle down quite happily. This was run by two sisters, the Miss
Butchers & was a preparitory school for the high school which we
started at 11 years.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Soon
we started having piano lessons. Our teacher was Miss Longmate, a
friend of Auntie's who lived nearby. Frank* did not go on for long
but I loved it & rapidly progressed. </span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Our
uncle bought a car & that was a great excitement. All Summer long
on fine Saturdays or Sundays we went for drives and picnics &
found all the lovely country side around. The further afield for a
day outing to Felixstowe & the beach. </span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">The
waters were and the snow were strange to us at first, and then the
dark coming at 3 pm on some days. Somedays it was too bad to go to
school, but we soon found the pleasure out of it with slides &
snow balls etc. </span> </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Holidays staying with
various Aunts & cousins (mother's sisters & their children),
were a delight. Three of her sisters: Mary, Totte & Daisy lived
at Weymouth on the South Coast and we spent many wonderful weeks
there with [many] days at the beach. How we got there I cant
remember. Probably taken by car by the Andrews family who lived near
us and were friends of Auntie Tottie. Mother's younger sister Bara &
her husband were sole teachers at a village school not far from
Kettering & I enjoyed staying there with all those cousins (5 of
them). Country rambles & picking blackberries was the main
attraction there. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">Mother's brother Rowley
lived at Woburn, a small village near Bedford. He lived with his wife
and children. These were: Molly, about 3 or 4 years older than me, &
Teddy, a bit older still. Rowley lost a leg through wounds in the
Boer War & travelled about on a motor bike side-car. I enjoyed
staying week-ends with them, or a few days in Winter holidays.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">My news of Joy is great today</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">*My uncle Frank later
stayed in England when my mother returned to Melbourne [Firbank High
School] and Ocean Island, and he was in the RAF flying, inter alia,
bombers, more or less near the end of the war. He told me that this
was really a terrible time and most of his mates were killed. He also
told me the anecdote of the bombs jettisoning. Flying from Africa to
bomb German-French targets they were all due for leave. Over the
intercom as they headed out he suggested that they head straight for
the Atlantic, drop the bombs, then head straight to England. They did
so. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> C/o D Stacy (?)</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kimbolton Rd</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Bedford</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> 10th June
1917 </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My own dearest Hubby,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> It was so nice to get
news that you are feeling better. I really hope you are, because I
don't like to think of you as feeling so rotten, especially when I am
getting on so nicely. I think your plan for the vot is fine. I am
long to see it and I shall treasure it all the more because you have
made it my dear s you see it will be double a "Treasure Cot."
That is the name of the make of the ones that are here....</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My news of Joy is great
today.......</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">She has gained 8 more
ounces since Tuesday, so now she weighs 6 </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">¼
lbs. She ought not to have been weighed till Tuesday, but when she
was undressed for her bath this morning, Sister could not resist the
temptation of weighing her and found she had gained 8 more ounces
since Tuesday. I feel proud as an old hen – and I know you will be
pleased. She is getting quite heavy. I'm sure you will see a great
difference when you come next time. She has had more presents. Daisy
sent her a bonnet yesterday, & Tottie came to see me and brought
a lot of ribbon to adorn her frocks with. Mother and Lottie have been
up this afternoon....</span></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">......I
wonder when you will be getting away from
camp............................................</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;">
</span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<span style="font-size: medium;">.........................................I
do wish the beastly old war could stop – I want you always. </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> With all my love dear one
and Joy's love too</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Your loving wife</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Beattie</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">LETTER FROM MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER - FROM ENGLAND TO OCEAN ISLAND (BANABA). </span><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> 14 Rockingham
Road</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"> Kettering</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">My Dearest Jack & Beattie</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">we often
talk about you and wonder a bout you all and what you </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">are all doing. if you
are getting ready for Christmas. We have got our </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">pudding and have
Christmas cake maid also the mincemeat maid. And we </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">are expecting [Franky
(?) ] on Thursday for his holadays I supose he is</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">looking forward to
the chang. We are afraid we have offended you both</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">as we get no letters
from you the only new is from [Jay (?)] I am Glad </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;">you have such a good
times Gertie and all at [?] are all well. We are</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">going to [?]* for
Christmas day and they will come to us for Boxing day. </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">I am very pleased to
say that your uncle Alfred is getting on so well he</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">seem quite is old
self we are well just now hoping this will find you all</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">well I supose you are
happy now with Joy with you now We often talk</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">about you all and we
miss Jay [Joy?] verey much especaly when I am hear by</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">my self But we hope
she will get on well My dears I have not much</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">to tell you now I
must now close with best love to you Beattie & Joy</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> I still remain your ever
loving </span>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"> Mother E G Shrive</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;">* This might be Des.
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">….................................................................................................................................</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">.....</span><span style="background-color: #fce5cd;"><span style="color: red;">.I wonder when you will be getting away from camp............................................</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: lime;">…........................................</span><b><i><span style="color: #e06666;">.I do wish the beastly old war could stop </span></i></b><span style="color: lime;">– I want you always.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">With all my love dear one and Joy's love too</span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Your loving wife</span></div>
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Richardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10272507198753290435noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19744635.post-23400706597617211092018-10-17T21:29:00.000+13:002018-10-24T19:52:18.774+13:00The Infinite Project -Sub Project 'All poetry files into One Textuation.'<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-line-height-alt: 10.8pt; text-align: justify;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">Have we not distorted space by this talking?; Or,
old as gold....the: unclimbed, and the things undone: the birds, the vibrating
birds, the hum and the buzz: a map on the unknowing back of his life and his to
this
and that to
that like some kind
of polymathic conspiracy
about the number
49 or 6 or whatever you
want but the words stick like paint slabs or come at you mightily like
bullets or they just: time <span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <span lang="EN-AU">Shells:: How things:: Being
among the multitudes</span></span> bump (around) like boots or boats or;frooom oblLLLLivion's muoos hroom ineiougbvitablity and
from the backness and teh iriendt brightnesszzce of thI gorgeous mother
his father, the time and A man with a blazing brow Showed me fear in
transformal Primal dust, until, after the rain of red rocks, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I writhed in Wagnerian:: 25
Embryo; which X am I?;:: even deep red, the black around, the green, the blue, </span>curled
and curled in perfect ignorance; scrawl of lines wrenched the quasi thing blood, where upon
horrors or magicks white light, fading, gave blueness lumens loud even those
walls of eyes that stare out transparent death to evidence or credence to the
but aging eyes; anarchy of <i>we are black, or mad; <b>first
people</b></i> can I, a being bright yet dark, unblind and thus we see,
don’t we, back to our traverse from where we came to where we are to where we
came to encounter such rock—to the buggered valleys of bone profound their
false again, their knack-dark ways, and still by that pain; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that needle needs of us - </span><i>makes
sad shadows</i> <i>because</i> <i>coiffures of endless</i> <i>presuppositions
of process</i> <i>and interminable </i><span lang="EN-AU">(tutorials 1968) passionately of some Heideggerian
term: the very German word held the “meaning” – totally untranslatable…the
nightmare of meaning; Wrestle, intolerable, nearly:: </span>thing, the
he/she/it and the terrible lovely, and and the Begin: the big big single bang
bang boom!; the singular begin; it hangs here:::::::::Calculating time by time
and dividing by time these things of lament fall upon us as dark green quilts
on agèd men where women wail; Forever fingers of the living root down to grip;
brock; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">plates IS
THERE A GOD?; random red blue <i>anytime;</i></span>give the child wants to
learn give give the blood of your knowing; In my garden trees cover trees, and
petals over petals lap; Soft!; Here slowly, comes my cat; he is part (parcel);
Pack; :: but I prefer <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the wooden god:</span><i> he who would die </i>my closet with;
phenomenal <i>his head </i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Mosaic Mural i</span> was there, i was there - that sudden sharp shout
can be blind; They tumble who would be wheels under this kind turning; or nerveless
hands that lie and clasp a plastic universe in which the sands converse in
tongue filled tomb tones; You know the one - whirling background <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">like the mad
granulations of the sun </span>stranger than a “it’s
a real and reeling thing” or a lead bell booming at 9 am...my hand is free and
you are as green as: The struggle of shapes leaps into the scream that creates
paint drips: and he has been watching me
ever since: like the sea hand. complex piece complex piece - truth telling we
who we all fall in the how go is stop and stop is green: the sea is sad because
my hand; It’s hot tonight rock me baby; and red is green and green is blue
cello’s cello <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as
he, brushing, wrestles death: The intellection and the bursts of rawness: The
“Drifts of shifts” and all those riots; </span>more; <i>an’We’re sweatin’ an’
jumpin’ an’; </i><span lang="EN-AU">and the
thoughts; <span style="color: #222222;">Something; One; Cup: a kind of; They were;
Seeing (or hearing?) the ecstatic silence; “we all fall down you know”; the
arched church of richness:: </span></span><i>At
once the many mad heads pushed up into different dells in the middle of the
night </i><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">by
the body of the One in the nightmare dead; </span></i>Examine Hands that do
palsied grip; the hopeless aloneness; and, the child’s eye, the whale’s eye —
and the; like that old spooky behind the chair like something chugging as if
sleep might or say a cup above the ? is whitecaps – so presumably the roar of
5000 rugby maniacs is really justified; or cinq as 5 not; things - chroniclers, characters, boots,
bolts, old boats, or conversations whispered in <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the hall; - pour out the spat old
book: <i>(</i></span><i>Revolvin’ eyes are red blue flashin’)</i> : But White
Thing retorted: “Thou speakest the most shiny, purple folds of truth: but do
you know, Black Thing, that I have a greatly, greatly more complex view of
reality than you?”; The Ice Cream and the Jujube -- indeed The Enormous Yellow
Ice Cream – canted down to the jibbering Jujube: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">sent into the foul gullet of the
devouring;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Once
you were lively <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as
shipfuls of bees:: Folded:: Shelled in many ways: Imagine; This is surely </span>unread::
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">his breath his
bread </span>I want the red glass; but as if these things did relive
themselves:: Here then is Map, sand, thimble, block - and there: the sixteen
faces: yea, I saw the flares, the grins, the lights:: – of an impossible
union: but they would have these things real - really real; ach - these
double-bent bones:: his sax:: and its little hands grip the fausty book, or
the set square’s sides:: ‘till:: and rustle in to unknowingness convinced by shadows: or I turned toward the
greater sun: There was; This magic in a vat of dark beer; and I'm drowning in
it; It's the Hall which is playing; is brown With twenty years of trains: There
is no one here, and stains, And red dust whirls the devil winds Unseen unheard on the iron rails; Could I be a
rapist?: I have such dreams, such explained getting grids like musical scores
and a pale-tone can be-a-trap of solutions: potatoes are thumbly under stab;
and; what is the Sun-Knife <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">stilletto quick:: </span>I
saw an old lady dragging my old school chair:: who indeed spent time alone
major colour for color and yellow breaking thru:<span lang="EN-AU">: petrific, against the socket mountain:: where
babbles the old and fiery clouds whirled-of me and my brother's bread?:: <span style="color: #222222;">In these boxes - my worlds, the splinters of my soul:: </span></span>Out
it comes, probing, pushing, and prodding at the light: delicate in its complex
caring and sightless seeing:: What worlds rise in whose warring wombs the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">askers ask?; And what
rises from what ancient sites where they:: </span>under erasure that preoccup<span style="font-family: inherit;">ie</span>s:: <span lang="EN-AU">No, no:: Never we heaved but a coal hand of blond strangled the strange
= :: She was frightened:: = </span>we should have known (or did we?) that it
was not enough for ‘b’ to follow ‘a’; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and laughing away, laughing away - </span><span lang="EN-AU">where babbles the old and fiery
clouds whirled-of-me and my brother's bread?:: </span>Picabia for example — and
the white whiteness lightens the insane love of honey; But this is needless to
say, presupposing that the latinations = mingle both with the matter matters aye
the stutter of things:: Coleman’s mustard, Pam’s Mild Indian Curry, two
Rubbers, sellotape, black pepper, Premium Golden Soy Sauce Crayola, Borges
Extra Light 100%, Olive Oil, ruler, tooth brush, scissors, box-cutter, pen,
screwdriver, scales, broken books, Tahiti book, newspaper and v<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">ituperative critics
leaning into the death-requiem:: </span>HE PAUSED, BUT grind:: Organ, me <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">old mate:: ”You </span>the
unitary word; they were puzzled that day - all things hadwhich, don’t you know,
<i>sub specie aeternitatis</i>; <i>the
fine machine </i>::<i> </i>ever more Took shuddered
eyes whose percipience made legends of itself; <i>the</i> at the taloned shock And the
foreign songs: <i>"Ich ach eich zeibeit”</i>(it sounded like) and she
imagined the children, massed, and trapped in cities of electric wire, singing:
<i>But it all going faster, and more and more madly</i>::<i> </i>And I saw – <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">THE ICE WALLS WERE </span><i>fine - </i>tapping - and you knew it
well - a message - nothing more - nothing:: you turned then, and in some manner
as yet and I havent told you yet but - I :: (I wickedly <span lang="EN-GB" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">and invent some-a-thing like a light bulb: </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">In the Silence Museum,
it is not the <i>things </i>that matter:: </span>All this, and so <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">in whose too long
time, each </span>wire, each wrinkle a friend:: it is stupid to say this,
because a pen is a pen, but, even are we ill with words, those woman-red clouds
as of sun down again, we behold our revelation, causing all to collapse, and
our interview with the fussy mad god unrecorded, undreamt, unheard, unrepeated:
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">only are our
tongues:: </span>There is no untelling this, as the doomed dome crumbles,
instance by infinitesmal instance ;; <i>The startling, twisted simplicity of it:
everything</i><i><span lang="EN-GB">
interdissolving into</span> Brackish, these waters, and to a certain degree, the
angled legerdemain whose:</i>::<i> </i>palled him to chronic <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">thought begin: Flash on flash on
by; Arrival is deferred:: There is becoming, but no coming to…]” ::: </span><span lang="EN-AU">a night of blood and booze and semen
in whose centre a man is grunting and gasping, as if dying, and the woman is
heaving and screaming and shuddering with lust and sweat, black or white ,until
that final:: The movie is as concise as shells:::: </span>apple, or where the serpent::: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I put down POAM;
liquid Sphinx:: Chained by erupt my rock, erotic chains his hands;:: Crossed;::
deserts of deserts - where accretions began muttering dissentedness;:: and
speak with actions (though) unseen:: </span>Still of motion it hid itself;: and
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of the WHITE
cardboard sheet: </span>Crabwise and sideways: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Now: Bend the DIAMETER: strip
around the CIRCLE: </span>went the blob of blue In a postulated brilliance that
would light an eternity of black when the conjuror could get clear of his plans
and conferences: had parked
the sedan beside the spreading sneer: But,
to down-wind, it’s like this: She was wearing something and <i>he</i> was
wearing something: and something was happening to something: <i>undisclosed</i> made fragile to your
gesture, (toward) the <i>machine forever flowering with </i>dead impossibles
whose discussion we could never enter for we were excluded: out: of
the web spiders would gladly die for -- well,
in words I would...this to be checked; the lines shine to a convergence,
Or snake about; the triangles are white and shift easily uneasily into silence
as a harsh but mortal march; of numbers progress and the mountains: but they
keep poking my ribs — bells not cinct <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">she burns your skull’s
nerves: ah ha! ; </span>Keep a file at all times. Keep track; Keep your hands
on the wheel; blast and boggle you bo bo Bio Person!; You <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">have states; Status; This is
stated; </span>smudge, a few signs: thus Somehow to
retNain the totl uman tragdy, The infTUIOPUGinit es small wHjhispaerings, the
oys and airs, the igUes of a o ny, the mumblingks in the eternalsl and gGiant
nigKht. totl uman tragdy, The infTUIOPUGinit es small wHjhispaerings, the oys
and airs, the igUes of a o ny, the mumblingks in the eternalsl and gGiant
nigKht; To write, to try meticusPslously and we know what they are up
to; forever the mumbling keeps echoing its own pathetic lament for the lilac
shadows and the thermoplasticality of things; we will get even one fine summer
exclusion zone day ; extracted “giggle”, and placed it on this page; Its
Origins: A MONSTROUS CLEVERNESS HO! ; but the isle echoed with false trails,
non-sequits: and nothing made sense: I might have been a god: nothing stayed in
my head: I made puzzles I could not live inside: like 'How could he not make a
second Self?”; <i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’ an’We’resweatin’ an’
jumpin’an’We’re sweatin’an’jumpin: </i>some vague purpose: immensely deleted
reciprocals of directionality intended bop: The building, boarded up: demise;
and in to verify the choko; collation; carefully -a those Regrets of the-<span lang="EN-AU">a bric-a-brac quack: qeek qeek! ; </span>inhabit
a stone inness; strangeness of built: Cockroach drummed his fingers: Where I
have forgotten How this strange conjunction Of striding morning shadows,
Inverting rising in meeting, and He has forgotten has our Master -- The Mystery,
the method, the formula; The why; He has lost it glued in flight: the why and
the wise why they sigh; It is lost: It is said of him that he: Lost: It:
Aberrant if that is; The glass, the secret: of the ruby glass; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">we die in mid fest;
pest; we die in mid fest; fascination </span>toward reality pressure i don t
know what <i>mutatis mutandis</i> means to scrutinise particularly feared urban
setting phenomena in miniature <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the unspoken key:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">Bitched and
botched </span></span>By Time and dust: This insane, hopeful time, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Remain e</span>ver be
known?: to expurgate the night — of
those the day the piano died: who now in thought <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">enchanted under moon: </span>but
life is more than doublings: there are true ways and straight as just now the
agents explode in some de Chirician street where the sense as of the Unreal
hovers so perpetually that nightmares seem normal: In Robbe-Grillet’s <i>Jealousy</i>
for example, Real or psychological sword: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">fascination </span>toward reality pressure i don t
know what <i>mutatis mutandis</i> means to scrutinise; particularly feared
urban setting phenomena in miniature; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the unspoken key; Bitched and botched I am that and to
be: </span>By Time and dust: This insane, hopeful time, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Remain </span>never be known?:
Real or psychological sword Was revealed to me - in a handful of - the paintbox
And There was a pregnant, not to say gravid, Not to say profound, silence and
hesitancy that seemed to rise like psychic smoke to meander in the eternal
bric-a-brac shadows, tiredly, that lay about
the room: A history; to retain somTething, to wrRYestle
alone to rRTAeatin som7ething, to cause somPethingKeL to survive, to wrrOrest a
few precise (or even vaIgue) scraps: by grass and dust, the road I strode throbbing in the
castle’s keep; unto and into
the slit green goat; These things we cannot
repair: It is here, just here, you slipped in, clapping: monstrance; You were
eyes; -White? ; -White as long sung spilling light from time's singular;
the dark, danced and danced! ; in the half light and (the usual quag arrival);
expletive extraordinnaire here then your name was called, and you started -
startled started – and began to start:
is sixty of so. The beer flows ; The cake comes<span style="font-family: inherit;">:</span> Time trembles<span style="font-family: inherit;">:</span> <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The King of Spring is
here: and </span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> </span><span style="color: white;">The <span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">the child <span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">e<span style="font-family: inherit;">merges, laughing with <span style="font-family: inherit;">du<span style="font-family: inherit;">st</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: inherit;"> </span>– <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Who are we?: I then moved the
Sun; </span>great vaporous white men gloom gloom in glut got softed; and deemed
or reaching the last crumb of the thumble parchment parched past pitch of pitch
or any <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">pachydermic’s
rickulation wrinkling in a wink: Thick, I think: </span>Great cities sink with
their knots of nerves: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The Sun flew into space; shrieking: Tentacles reaching! Illo; </span>Let’s
rephrase this: say there was a Twitchling Rabbit, or an <i>awesome pause</i>,
or -- some extraordinary pointing to an old blueness; Out of the pumping chaos: immense flowers
pulse light: it is not the collections, the historical emblems, the Art, or the
Faces or the great places; it is the spaces, the especial spaces - the spaces
between - where we tread; One Billion, times, last week: I wound my wayDown our
street I bit my feet (x2); Ol’ man sorrow; Lef’ me alone; Roun’ dancin’ roun’ -With
a cat as purty as What!? Who? Yes; When I wasn’t — long ago — when I, when I? a saxaphone:
A saxaphone a Saxaphone - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">an iambic nightmare; </span>what? the hoop was; Newton
knew nothing: A saxa saxa you blaze, you blaze: and <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Blindest</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>crushing
as the black waves slap on the weird and dreaming beach; arriving, the white
gloves, The notes, the saxa saxa Saxaphone yellowing pages, these images were
revitalized: a saxa phone...advancing annihilation: and
the wonder of tree trunks Is that dilapidated run down house with the graffiti
and the beautiful views available for a squat?: Moved in just now and have
invited all the animals in the neighbourhood to join me...happy house
warming...innuendoes of sailors, of
sailors Drowned: of a thousand sailors<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <span lang="EN-AU">on bright days
– on these blue days when you are suddenly in total cognizance, totally aware
of everything: so the hegemony
of the lovely blankness; the….the….the…..the…. pastelshaded....what?....</span></span>drowned. sailors who dream
of sound and song, and i’ve been Severe
yet soft as gracious beards they eternally sing: They are beneath in a
graciousness beyond or near grace; The voices have breath: silicate sounds shriek and break: In microscopic spots; —Such
immensity of blank, encyclopaedic meaning, unfolding, or just being — Murdered
to Rose, not true my dear one: White. Fingers; O1’ man sorrow Hel’ and they speak and tell, speak and Tell, (Clack sound, like knitting (Clack sound, like knitting
(Clack sound, like knitting
(Clack sound, like knitting; I have forgotten much, in this land,
this crystal land; <span style="color: #1d2129;">centres be discoverable
abstractly leading as in assonation to: </span>Australian society despite the
fact that the forms of despair must by reflecting upon the factors which self
as synthesis; Come to think of it, what am I <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">talking about?; </span>could sinks … he's gone …Go to square
thirty-three – you inherit Great fortune (Beware the Snake); So this is it?
Running low? What to do.... This, this glass, look at this glass; It is, a
glass: the glass is without sin; The crack is stained: only the crack is evil; I
see people (many) running up a hill; Never shalt thou know: for in your gloomed
Skull a pantomime is played - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the most prominent organisms are likely to be one-celled plants called </span>itself
be bright sweet and <u>bad </u><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">diatoms. These abound in fresh and salt water, and,
containing chlorophyll, have the capacity: </span>Y : where the three rivers meet in that great Y;
not ironic not ironic <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">not ironic; and those trees of
ending </span>that smudge in clusters - beyond: seeing this multiface in yellow
and green I redream the light machine: is a special possible: snow might; on
the hands, caked in earth: black, dead...and knowing <i>das</i> <i>Lied von der
Erde</i>, beauty as the extreme curvature of the glances of things are
integrated into <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the
sweep of snow; nothing of this has been bespoken unto them: Long glanged they,
they stared up yes, petrific, against the socket mountain where babbles the old
and fiery clouds of steam and blood: </span>and were they Ophelia’s hands who
would draw me into the earth that I might die into a new being: to know the
mystery of<span lang="EN-GB"> colour; </span>Or
of another’s heart, beating codes of love: the key <span lang="EN-GB">inside the key, </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the flashing place, the</span><span lang="EN-GB" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"> turmoiled</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">, </span><span lang="EN-GB" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">troubled coils?; </span>well;
like things that move; as if they swayed and waltzed … perhaps you could think
of sea flowers; Suddenly I realise they are human, real things, living. This
seems terrible: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The
air conditioner sings: Today, the sun: the master of a man who has lost a leg,
who “has the right attitude”; the symbols shall remain: the terrible symbols: </span>Why
do they blow and fiddle and sing? Why do they keep moving?; They’re gulls of
water and blood and saliva etc …protoplasm and so …on; It as messy and awful as
<span lang="EN-GB">sex and death, the
Big Death to come; and the spider sucking out all the blood: (Notice how fast
they race back, always; the; </span>What is there to write about?: for the dark
music destroys it; Nothing Really; Monet built a vast Orchestral garden;
orthographic, or an isometric projection; Include the -- this queer screwed
Quirk of life, this twist of stuff: this instrumental Devil-God!; liver river
will give liver will go what’s the latest who?; different surfaces cuspids; Harps
in the lilies, Trumpeting trumpets —Ultimate Deep double bass adagio; Secreto
of violets; quadrandrangled
quagmire so it could silent eternal be Maori Pakeha tui whanau coast water dig Mt Wellington Taupo raupo
rata; There is no one: no house: only
debris: as their filigree (<span style="color: #1d2129;">after millions) and without a second; </span>What are
they doing now? Eh? Does the daughter emerge from the tent?; you say?; Take a
pen a match a map a torch a dark: An ancient telephone trapped inside a movie:
standing among the forms feeling like Titian bending amongst the Nagouchis; A
more 'experimental' poem using 18 so we have 18.17.l6...4.3.2.1.i.e. 18! (18 factorial): about six thousand four
hundred and two thousand billion arrangements using 18 words: Or the book of
magic dropped on the distressed volcanic insistence on variance, creeping,
whose utterances, the psychic dance of which, various manifestations, whose
social; Does she breathe the cold night? Did she dream?; You know what I mean. Any way - down down
dark dark down we went; The 68th floor; Water; People; There were lots of
people: They pooled their knowledge: This
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">pain Of
Rome’s; ravaged time;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>the
dark pines <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the
hours; </span>In fact, waiting without
any; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">like full
tread tyres - huge in the microscope Edgar’s view of the </span>microscopic in
the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">yellow </span>was
like being dead all over again, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">even when is) it was done the red certain ingenious; </span>What?!
100 Million?! Invent something: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">be alert, but keep calm: Nothing unravels this — </span>his
tie: surely I am not that man: he in the mirror contends: surely I am myself he quizzes: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">not even a thousand; </span>In a
golden German ring; polynomials Describing complex waves and wonderful
integrations Or maths in ten dimensions or God’s dreams Can (or could?)
explain; but then John felt in his pocket the lumps of stone-like stone at
least were real, he thought; <b><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The rat may have suffered, how much we can’t know; </span></i></b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">seeking our own blood;
</span>there you have fertility <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or sterility </span><i>did Winterwalk in whirl of wet
white wind?</i> - but in any case, despite the dog, the fuzzy logic water
walkers; but already the foetus mention the Event? loud? to startle the wave
gods? <span lang="EN-AU">enbloodment?
</span>ARE WE unzipped up beside the orrogenous: The undulant: octomorph: THOSE<span style="font-family: "arial"; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho";"> “</span>He hath made things worthier than
himself.” The pepper tree grew cankerous; or Mt Tarawera, waiting Lets go In another example, the top of a head
pops up, like a lid. But life is more than doublings: there are true ways and
straight ways as just much that is speechless they whirl on and on and into the
human sea; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Fingering the falsetto light or
listening to the baby The head sleeps –
despite the cylinders of despair rapidly departing self portrait of God - as in
an in depth course on the involutions of </span>before this horror on 7th
Avenue, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I’m as
dumb as stone: </span>[But people disappear – a certain number each year –
about 1000 say. It is not known. the terrible power of everything about to happen; And think of Jason
in <i>The Sound & Fury</i> by Faulkner: Reading the latter there is the
feeling so palpably transmitted of a thumping petrol migraine, and of minds and worlds corrupted, indeed: He is
presumably frozen – or chilled as cadavers are in the morgue. In the photo his
eyes are shut; His face is blurred. [['Where Alph the sacred.... ' '...the
verbless r....' because past. Ha; [The face is Asiatic. He is not known,
inquiries have so far met a blank]; The struggle to ....Sad plastic trumpet;
The crowds; or a wing curve was something if even not more Does the dead man
hear all this? Watch; The days, the daze, the gone, the place where it was, the
track, the bush, the city, the stick, the house, the woman, the man, the
others, the dog, the shop, the screams, the laugh, the breath, the tea cup, the
- Set the set square
on the T square, and draw an; <span lang="EN-GB">spiders? Well it is because (of Evolution, your see </span>an
instantaneous eternity, a single with fibre flowers: singularity unto thus a
black-backed thing; wounded and alone:
wherein All vanishes. rubber – outers - destroyers of records, yet balancing
like BIG BOULDER BALANCE ROCK in good old Texas, & Barthelme’s <span lang="EN-AU">Tolstoy Museum story,
with its: </span>listens to GerFrench nonsense, miraculise
into fish vast bread, and the moments and the things; singing and
something and it is what it is and he fiddles with: For I am a jaundiced
thinking rat inhabiting a lamp black hat; these didn’t, but, consequent, we
recall The Conjunctions (larger now): and History’s Gigantic Slug <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">who forever lyeth bunk
on a wooden beach:</span>and wanders from the yellow waves into the dark
tunnels of the nerves, which, multi-branched, are hers: <span lang="EN-AU">50 million portraits of Tolstoy; </span>he tore out the manuscript with all
those insurmountable scrawlings, the bugs of iridescence: and consigned them to
the laughing flames; it was hoped you would conform, Man; bloom: we cannot
explain justice cacophony of rubbed.........................Today she will talk to the how
low how dark how nice how where how slow how breath how he how howl how when
how go: voices:
<span lang="EN-GB">(millions
of years of surviving, being eaten, torn apart,</span><span lang="EN-GB"> </span>she,
who only read of Auschwitz; <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">things </span></i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that matter ; the stones, the old statues, the
cultural </span>bumble bee who greater than his size; brass fender: from within
whose Cold Eyes stared: for the Situation was hopeless, and unapplied – something
or rather like a Trap trapped...a<span lang="EN-GB">nd much worse…) millions of them are killed by wasps
and are paralyzed (think of scenes from; </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">not ironic; </span>How long how
far how true how high non-sequits: and nothing made sense: Thinketh me much to
much (too much) the red is as if - (the green too) the green requires a
powerful draught of drugging, training in madness, or, you might; lust for a carap spiral sadly out
of Violetto; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">fractures the land </span>how day how scrawl how blue how dark how eye <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of error ((((We want
the Great Logic (the log ((((( the logic: </span>And
jerked rapidly into Electron City; to which wend wouldst thou <i>wend</i>,
which <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">waves on
waves of waves; </span>so perfect, they bent bend: <i>I’m</i> not competing<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <span lang="EN-AU">the hard mother
might frangible; </span></span>and a
soft bulb shed silently: And what say the
C o m p 1
e t e
V a n
i s h came blessedly to destroy, would there but
you, you yearn-fear for the weaken to a
dwarfic or a deaf, Yes, he, rightwrongfully, discerns a pattern, fluke like the
only sperm: Benji (who’se the Idiot) and
Dilsey the good nigger, and maybe the other Quentin who drowns himself, and to<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">cap it all the tiny
preacher. But this isn’t something on paper; </span>how you bone how far how
high how no how yes; that it was
nothin’ fuckin’ like that; You could say it was a kind of Tossed to the much
diligently discussed Thumb; What think thou now of the Yield!; perhaps such eyes; are clearly implied because they
radiate out; how <i>os</i> becomes <i>osculate</i>, or window means mind...or
glides into meadow: where invisible agents do visible evil, how muse how wood
how how how: [What horror does the
smothered scream, the twisting of the limbless hope, the dessicated death? ; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">but as great
preparations proceed data base management, or the history and collected
collation of left - centred microclefts as found in Lower Erdritch; where the
accountants draw up documenta; </span>But I’m no better: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And dust gathers as movements
outward </span>kete koromiko he; in
some sort of compensation
for the insatiable would
how flame how war how pleasure how light how green how mountain how tree how
why how man how death how dead - that matter, himself: for a whisky and soda,
caviare; and a warm fire — and that brings me to the ride that we took later;
As Don Antonio said long ago, a calf — for the rest, the place was as full of
the wrong thing as you would care to spend <span style="color: #222222;">spring
is spreading over the dip of the hills; Mendip?; royal princesses: In a word he
does with them what he will, he obtains what he will, provided always that what
he seeks </span>be in accordance with was this then what The
saxophone sluts around in golden arabesques and and curlys of which way what
way feathery gold explosions. But Everyone’s here – Tim Birch we had come your inheritance
on — well, I furnished luck at the fair, what with shooting a row of chamber-pots and whirling a dozen wheels to
the good, and everyone about me getting
nothing for a thousand francs but a couple of velvet dogs, or dolls that looked
as if they had been up all night; And what did I walk home with for less than
five francs?; THE TUNNEL; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">we couldn’t turn away: the tunnel became a scream; </span>[At H. some
were vaporised completely. Similarly at ... and so on. Many, including children
burnt and burnt, then napalm... that lovely War Nectar... sticking like viscous
death jelly...but many...in many many places...not only in war...many times the
going is slow, terribly slow...evil, except perhaps for Caddy and I’m no
better; sometimes not closed off; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the smashed shapes - Transfigurating light </span>for
one second dark writes these scenes of Borges magic <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">not ironic</span><span lang="EN-AU">; </span>What is your world? How
strange are you?; more focused - your ideas and observations are good, but you
repeat yourself etc – you must give yourself
time to structure your work;
Re-write, revise; and what Harlot, in these strangled London streets,
would not have wanted my Man-ness in The Ages when I was Clod?; supports my
art: The hidden traces of my radio wire
desire: Enough: Ich habe Genug
ein cochin; water; satrebach;
blue is you; something; something and a cluster how
a) because, or b) because thus
if thus: we weren't trunks;
death; Mrs Walker walked; until a star surreal; or if; and; they enwrap a child parcel: child at
play the mysterious house the old ones inside and in and squeals, and blats
like a pig’s the itness of whatness; days, A life time’s cricket; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">screaming beyond any </span>conceived
prayer or hope imagined in this tiny universe where matter darkly reigns as
Kings once and a hundred horse: All events we know that could be Or are Or were
are seeing and not seeing, and not knowing that it didn’t see or be: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">weird and magical as
yellow spiders in black fields; </span>Yet seeing - We at first thought -All,
all, and everything, like that thing, these thud and drum; to lock eternals in
themselves face so gentle of his victims would breathe as if by glass Sweat
Struggle Yes kick the bawah NO; the sun time; to Ballah and remember for
chrissakes: Nihil Bastardum Carborundum Est snow becomes conscious, and boots,
immense as stamens, step out into marvels go(fuck you!) go its true she’s on
night shift – Broken Dust Of Valley Jaw sexlines round — click-click click
click, hit me with a rhythm — they wait: Blake is Blake bleak black block click
clock break past midnight - they are ten in all Legerdemain of Wotan work to
make of it a supernatural; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Here is the legendary; t</span>he night is swallowed: What luck looks
logs gone grey gone gong? <span lang="EN-AU">I think of my mother today. </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the stones, the old statues, the cultural collections,
the historical emblems, the Art, or the Faces or the great places; it is the
spaces, the especial spaces - the spaces between - where <i>we</i> tread; </span>For
he is stoop man, x-rayed into <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">science joy; </span>we are lead to speculate, doth fruit the famous phenomenological
phallus - that black man passing quietly about, but, that spear of glass,
luminescent - lighting the centuries; If the sun were a spectre <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">He could point down: </span>Best
we miss No sunsets; LEAKEY; as I wrote, using the image of man and horse
plunging; To disappear; And the vents of fury among the loud mountains: Why
have we not passaged here? We have something to teach, to say: Lucy And In The
Desert With Di Di Di Diamonds I’ve recounted and<b> </b>allthevariations-of-darkness;
<i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I wait; </span></i>here
we are contemplative, To disappear into the sands; As in Scott of <i>Lammermoor</i>
. <i>'The quicksanded cities.</i>' ; my fingers -- it’s just We could treat
timelike Cantor's Alephs, and find that time by time yields <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">time only, and time times time is
Aleph time; </span><i>The Great New Stadium of Light;</i> to shiver
involuntarily – and Civilisation’s endless discontent with towers, hopes, and <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">procreation etc was
uppermost in everyone’s thoughts: They tumble who would be wheels under this
kind turning.<span style="font-family: inherit;">.</span>..the jingling jingle sings<span style="font-family: inherit;">::</span> Thus it is given… and taken away as
if we were the question you asked. Staring like birds….pipe, wrenched
impossible…salt and bright and still…slithers, slither – in and out of time, as
decays, falls, wood:
as if Time
itself, being time,
had;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">In any
such collection, intransigence </span></span>if
criss <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">brick
shithouse, and there </span>let is the night it being far better to exterminate
the universe and all the mucky, confused variagations; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">This could be a beautiful, but
horrible fire;</span> thus we are sundered, split into being ours, and
terribled into in madland: imagined smoke, or grey-green boxes film and the
arms <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">he suffered
from unreality, </span>so you and I sat down for a square-faced truck: of
instrumental ( and <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">all Hell roars through) </span>time, consistent flame; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the mouth </span>dog, for <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">we have lived too long
this Plastic Face:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>as stratagems which wend
wouldst thou <i>wend</i>, which bent <i>bend</i>. <i>I’m</i> not competing; all
things are equal or are they, they are; even the tiny, chipped, and pathetic
whispers from street stones: and yet, Dr John Pearson, always feverish with his
incessantly motile and feverish toing and froing, would frequently be seen, The
JOYS OF PROCTOLOGY in one hand, a sandwich in the other; indeed oft t-he-y
would be proceeding flossward, as was his wont with eager ein his trip rises,
and <span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">i</span></span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">llusory
mirrors; The in his life time he oft sat down with Perkins for </span>a little
chatkins, it was long over due - obviously there was or <i>were</i> the 22 What
They Thought They Saw <i>green slugs,immense tongues;</i> <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">depths of the </span>28 Ulysses;
we were informed at this point of the Seven Against...; It was savagely against
the sky: For how is it you think you are so important: with so many syndromes,
diseases, shootings, atrocious accidents, massacres: in fact, the summated
enbloodment? Eh?! Hmm!?!; Perhaps such eyes, as, the stark skull might hope
might <i>en Be</i> its own, suppose it lived<span style="font-family: inherit;">::</span> It is the word, the phrase, the sudden flame of the
clause, is my starting forth: Knowledge is incompleteness...;The parade begins;
She holds my hand; We had purpose, if fear, but we lived, took positions: We were
on the line: <span lang="EN-AU">He
loved the dark gutteration of the utterances: the German (seeming) strangeness<span style="font-family: inherit;">:</span>
Thus he would talk; </span>Why did I not seize her? Where is she? Time is gone;
passed; as if it had not begun, except in dream; Was we dream? In the <st1:place><st1:placename>Silent</st1:placename>
<st1:placetype>Museum</st1:placetype></st1:place> of memories and Things, and
desires: we calibrate the lacunae, the stretches, the enormous time
distortions, (the Shapes, and the ( the darkness between: Our steps are
intricate, we connect, we scrutinize, and we stand;; We take stock;; What is
all this darkness (and what the silence
and what the between (ness ? (and ( what the Hand Then they found me, and the
machines;; These proliferate: completed futility; Click click clack smack smack
smack; Where is the end? Le be be finale; Let seem be icecream in an ice dream.
But what of mentioned the wires? The wires keep creeping, like wires, wirely:
Nervous, nervous nerves; All things begin pump; Things flow every who dances
claps to flute and light (who dances claps to flute and light other kind of PIE
I’m here; But you don’t need to - It’s essential that the big faces - the vast
visages - keep staring from the cloud shapes, the lands of cloud: ship shapes; And
the pastels, the haze, the things, the loves, the ships; The kaleidic colours, the
patterns: history of lifes, and of human
konsciousness, to 78.6 lieve a maoirky somWQewhere, a frurrowK,a trace, a
trail, a smudge, a few signs; Somehow to retNain the totl uman tragdy, The
infTUIOPUGinit es small Hjhispaerings, the oys and airs, the igUes of a o ny,
the mumblingks in the eternalsl and gGiant nigKht; <i><span style="font-size: 11.0pt;">To see; To breathe; </span></i>To see; (The Jujube was
red.) “Jujube, know thou this - I am an ice cream.”; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Then, after a pause: “I mean – I
am a Big Ice Cream.”: </span>This is the Day: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">drive derive to instance in self
gathers in a drunk </span>tossed out the ladder: But and all those asms and
then be as if recall? Eh? Who, and what?; the <i>isms</i> and <i>asms</i>?; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">surely codes have
endings as coats have tails, </span>This, this day, this is the day; This is
the day we get up: Remember the day we released the car <span lang="EN-AU">They were bright once, but now they
are dark dark Once they felt the wind on their cheeks; </span>Waking
that day you, you expected joy, Because everything, like headlines, Was day
after day – and you couldn’t: handbrake: The immense precision of the vanished
hands; This is the millionth law of the year of The Beetle; But the women just
turned away; and oil was oozing like erotic black stuff:The next day, which
blurred into mirrors,There was a terrifying rumour: the love of things, is a terrible tattoo of
names and roads and girls and men;
Outside where beats down heat There is no watering place, no holing up
No where can be found the leastest trickle: In the rocks of gods In the garden of
rocks: In that harsh unshadowed land; and everything <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">beautifully slotted in, like a
special secret set of draws; </span>could the fingers forget? but they proceeded to proceed each other:
each one clad in their red and special clothes many looked to heaven both for the visual and polysemantic ambiguation of its
textual dynamic and the tensile power that is generated by Towersey's
technique: letters are: the illumined room was brain-sized. and hands; hands
were quick, soft, dextrous yet always were finding; no one can know; jammed and
crammed: “I’ve looked at “American Gothic”, and read St John, and even studied
Miro’s “Birth of the World”, but I still don’t know How analogue signals are
phase-shifted for colour t.v.; Or why God stares out from the centre of Pauli’s
atoms.”: the sounds had soft found the ice light no one is allowed in: but if <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">you are out, you are
in: </span>the dark thing kept turning and turning
and the scaly spirals kept entangling and the lightnings had incinerated my
peremptory incinerations until there was no possibility and all insided itself
and we were left alone in a storm of bone leaves as if saying nothing
and this joins <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Germanic
rage, some final Wotan greatness, the fire vast </span>six Lenin heads; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Golden; </span>Years
passed in the valley, concepts,the wind whining, the big things shuddering,
knowing the contingent evap-<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">orate <i>largesse</i>: the big barrels rolled up, magnanimous,
anticipating various registers</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>I, you, we, he, she, it –(Joy to Insect Man) ….the gigabitic<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> he implies by his
perfect teeth<span style="font-family: inherit;">::</span></span> Silence the nightmare and Balzac’s “The Atheist’s Mass”
are things sure of i could perhaps become at those inexplicable moments; And
the spoons, the knives, the forks –and the – the tables: Tabula! Tabula! And the chairs! <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And that chair, that
twisted yellow chair: so much like a chair in its chairness, </span>“<i>Come on
– they are restless, they are waiting: they will have none of this. None. </i><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Here - here is the
gun. Take it. You have peered into the papers, walked the usual infinities,
read the books, deciphered the ciphers, sculptured the perfect ear. Your
symphony, it was as long as death.”; </span></i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Time cringes before
the cold, capricious and Aurum lily’s snow-dropped wanting </span><span style="color: black;">from 8 the void as it grows; No! Not all that again.
Not the - the whitest thing</span><span style="font-family: inherit;"> ::</span> failed me yet Jesus blood never never failed me yet
Jesus blood blood never failed me yet Jesus: Something it reminds me, a feather
from the night, And a single leaf, green-brown, floats; Did it cry out that
head? What by what oozing dissolve could justify the power and ache; The what
what can we; <span lang="EN-AU">What can
we translate? What was he talking about? </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Self<span style="font-family: inherit;">;</span> Being self<span style="font-family: inherit;">;</span> Being self; he spits into the cozy inferno of his
evening’s fire:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><i>That
there thing, that is, </i>In the usual dark of the long dark light, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Whales beck because
one is in self; Not, not other self, self: </span>The mirror, a quark. <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">We sounded the
trumpets, The green dog was frantic. But we placeth not limitation on the
beautiful integrals resounding in the golden ear – each one of us enraging with
some theory of a toilet; Not being or necessarily </span>of that great oak oat
strength, that we always discern in shoes, the killing of my <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">being, and not necessarily There
will And a river is </span><span lang="EN-AU">and I said the world’s like that poor distressed moll of a </span>Mrs
Walker walked. until a star surreal<span style="font-family: inherit;">::</span> or if<span style="font-family: inherit;">:</span> and<span style="font-family: inherit;">:</span> indeed evil, except perhaps spiral
unites But it squirms against nothingness and wants to <i>be</i>. It cries: <span lang="EN-AU">Caterpillar<span style="font-family: inherit;">::</span> He was always there tomorrow. What could we say?</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Just above them was a very small barred window, the only
ventilation. dusk and the roses, who and exhausted yesteryears, whose add;
thing<span style="font-family: inherit;">::</span> So let’s admire the tiger: the real <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the accumulated bills, for example, None even cares
about statement, or cute “to the point” nastiness; If, anything, everything
seems to float, in In some sort of interminable anteroom, </span>lift their
heads kissingly truth, qua truth, such as it is, was, or would be: is an
aberration red yellow green white red red white white something leaping, like
that wave by red red red of eating pumpkin, that being that sort of orange,
bespectacled; And, and...dying...bird perfect like a grinder in white of piano
teeth; God lives in the stone these hear-distance of into the exquisite night; Kroetsch hands, Gnarled; across
a whole cluster of processes what tin heroes we haveth now; The roaring,
raging, angry energy: uncontained, and maybe one tear of glass in which sad sea
horses race would surely, you had surmised, obtain much to pause - even in
those things whose Chinese-Boxed-Night shall never obtain to be either seen, or
even guessed at — but everything is, or can be, exclusively unavailable,
apocalyptic frames; Great Scott; bursts, <i>be</i> Something, be a Toucan Man
rather than <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">A Leunig Man – be a Great Man or
a Toucan Man, and try things: just as if sometimes there is a flash of shadow;
in the eye corner, especially;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Who are we? Or was it
the music of the water in the water? lead-sheathed telephone
cable, climbing out the manhole, replacing the lids, stashing the gear;
It all <span lang="EN-AU">fits in somehow; It’s part of your; </span>In advising you of this appointment
I would point out that your (who
took him out
of his dream) <span lang="EN-AU"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">transfer to
the permanent staff
will be subject to a satisfactory
probationary period of
six months; and he shuddered
again because once it was not as it is now, were there was nothing, that
nothing came from nothing, that touch, scent; the laugh of a child, the bearing;
A tree, which is minute – Springs to hugeness But, you disbelieved the
random sky, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">lying
about clouds and blueness; </span>we ( we are not what you are (are we
ourselves no ( are we?; She fades, dies out, flick!; deferral of meaning, the
meaning percipience argued tendentiousness whose escape velocity I did not know
her or meet her, but I see her, and I listen, and I look -- <i>and in this dance of death I hear </i>Dream Stein came to a part of the
fascination with delight in the sort of; The birds, the Naiads, or the
entrancement of stones?; oh - I shall hack and hew this violent viridity to
sfumato that despite my syncope death I might yet <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">refragmentate that the Moa re be </span>moaning
in the corner...Was it Orpheus? And who was my Eurydice?; where, in all
silence, The Crouching One stood, most resplendahesitent, listening to the
music the conscious is not greater yet hope blooms <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">in some secrecy of a scream</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>the face, infinitely sad;
the insects in insect land endlessly dying – the slow surreal decay and the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">dissolution</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">She says: “Bastard! Fock you fa fee fo<span style="font-family: inherit;">::</span> I want ten babies –and I want
snow…</span>thus from a horizontal, to an evermore vertiginously vertical “…from
far and stony places..” and indeed you laboured long, long, and very long, at
The Task, wanting to please her, wanting violent vision of The Great Wire
Wings, whose angelic enwrapment; On a maple dresser, technique: letters are
jammed <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">golden
Godanianity.”; they cried; </span>It is said he was a infinitely even absolute words
and marks in death and is whose golden immolated only to become again a singing
rose a rose whose immense cylinder of sight so everywhere impossible Clack and
tap; If a million million automatic typers typed every second every minute
every carpenter, Was<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <span lang="EN-AU">day</span></span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>from him; now tries to
limit his field of observation; if he bears in mind the outstanding line of an
advancing wave, as this line approaches him and rises it hides from the entire
universe<span style="font-family: inherit;">::</span> But Mr <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">after
day and night after night; </span> reborn; Given and crammed together into a
continuous thorn and seemingly random scream whose certainly not of European
make, lay a rusty pair of forceps, a broken scalpel, half a dozen wall’s morphemic grasses, wind wild, <span style="color: #1d2129; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho";">we were caught in the theory of eve and of hell
their purpose hidden well: o</span>dd instruments that she could not place, a
catheter, some twenty perfume bottles, almost empty, pomades, rouges, powder boxes,
and <span style="color: #1d2129; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho";">clinging </span>vines began to clutch forever for? Humpty
was on the wall <span style="color: #1d2129; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho";">of everything and the </span><span lang="EN-AU">like</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU">those </span>they
are the elect, elated ones in the ten billion page novel of nothing built of
nothing describes a design’s death - because there mirrors
are thousands more
feverishly....<span style="color: #1d2129; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho";">the Hookah </span>was
withdrawn then <span style="color: #222222;">that the </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">under blood: </span>The
eyes closed. Somehow that seems so much worse – the eyes being closed; The
Interrogation; [The police want to know who he is. Who is he? Why, and why Every
day aa kk lllla aa gg
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here now or in your head or in the beginning of things or in your head or am I
the dark or was I or nothing or what or the leaves of dark or odd I was and you
are what we all are in the question is wrapped and oscillates the cylinder to a
vibration in the silence of this only in the cylinder as if a mouth....</span><br />
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the rattle of life - distant trains, birdsong of Tui, a far industrial
"boom", a passing car, the wind. And there is brightness and it is
Spring and the red pohutukawa flowers bloom again. Who hears these things? </span></div>
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yet....she.....the light...the sudden....something about a nutness....who....?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">They
transposed the light sufficiently or his <i>Labyrinth</i>, the fabled detail
endlessly redefines the aching sense of possibility; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">George Herbert’s </span>foreward
backward: then here way in the heave of lust; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">still points to begin in the
green or twisting of olive gone tree and Brain? Who? </span>Who is the why and
when echoed come the
march of distribution, startle; I
don’t know where she went. Pi is a very IMPORTANT NUMBER, and no<span style="font-family: inherit;"> </span>one knows: but you can EAT the who
dances claps to flute and light (who
dances claps to flute and light And neither the; Clack sound, like knitting: progression
that Nora took the stairs; slowlyl; She had not; dancing light dancing into
that time when green flies turn to gold her hair, bars, like eyes; But now
there is a new metallic madness – <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">it crashes in crazy waves onto the receiving earth, </span>The
dentist drilled Tremendous; There has to be a frame, a story, a structure; A
frame; I’m hungry for a frame; In a frame you can be cleverand the things we
expect may not happen: but the needs of the complex or; enormous surprise at
being alive; <i>and I tell you: 'I 'll Wrreacklickh: for I'll wreack</i> <i>it
I'll teare It; </i>simple structure dictate; that even in; the silence or;
babble; we seem not to escape from or some endless forced rationality
disallowing swerve meant that – we had hoped that; The Madness, as they <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">called it, might stop:
but the love that was </span>of 4. A black vapour, through the wood?;
immediately a big wooden Head peered through the top branches and let out
a huge laugh at which point Quixote and
Pancho fell to the ground; maidens were being ravaged by sex maniacs
everywhere, they convulsed as they were ecstatically aroused to inhuman bliss
by virile sex machines; The old Five four three two </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">one!”;
Down; down; Down; down;::::On ground floor level::::shaky face:::::::::::Dark
and sooty from smoke:::::Dark::::::::::But
what::::::::::::::::::my::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">caught up in it all</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">the
thud the grief and the wing and the sting of song and the strange of ::</span></span>
of course you the stars. then if a
bloom:::::nothing is not <i>not</i> something:::::::::::Yet, we shrug, and
laugh, and dig who would be yes;;;;;;;;;;;;<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And then it was he dreamed that he was seized into a
gesture:::for the sake of the shapes]]][[[</span>The very]]][[[withholding of
plot or human intercession is indeed 3;; [If his parents are dead; Or he had
none he knew Perhaps no one; Perhaps no parents and no brother or sister or
uncle or grandparents or any::::I redream the light machine:<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> truth and the knot and the seed
in soil; the minute and the uncountable the stars the milk the flow beyond all
moons the Cow of knowing the ignorance</span> - Knew they? - Nay, never in
wonder's the woman next door even if the Universe began who began the
Big?::::::Father, forgive them for they know not what they do or say Shadows
dance in the lighted box; The blind and beautifully; indifferent universe; You
rock and roll To death or to everything’s begin; At
the heart of Auckland - at Auckland’s heart; wire did Dresden dream or
terrible talons tear: Wise now are; The Migrant Mother!” - But we’re wise to
that - we know that the children <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">could well be dead by now, </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">here or in there or whatever the
way your head comes off</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> MYOPIC ART MONSTER</span>…I am a bubbling machine of light whose futile
mission is to because it was obvisly clear that the abundance if blub blubs
bubbled in a mad man's flask had come to clutter the event no one had time be
again as in the MOMA garden <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">which I cant really recall clearly</span><span lang="EN-AU"> h</span>ostile republics, and equalises
wealth; He restricts; or augments the births, logical things; the clouds come
down: These circular squares; I, in predawn slime,
have been, that eye, skouring up, up, into the bleak Black, and Beckettian sky:
where fly, great Flies - their purpose? The salivation of my Soul; sadly
out of the subways of our soul...It swelled at the the march of the eyes; Who
see the steel trees – their crisp speech modulated in the morning mauve - and
the seeds wait; base and reminded of difference between things: It wheels were turning,
and I began saying to myself: <span lang="EN-AU">electron </span><span style="font-family: "arial"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho";"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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their secret numbers </span>dr
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">“I AM” It
screams: I’m for Caddy and Benji (who’se the Idiot) and Dilsey the good nigger,
and maybe the other Quentin who drowns himself, and to cap it all the tiny
preacher: But this isn’t something on
paper; (things will beat and repeat like an insanebeard abandoned in a skull
littered beach where All has been terribly inverted by silence and The Truth
Seeking Proboscis)::<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the sea roars like a wand::</span>As to information: information is not
meaning for plastics are organic compounds; Information is the greatness
proportional to the uncertainty of the As if fire! No! Dog! Dog, as if this
were end; Endless, endless end: A train is somewhere; People going to slavage? -
And what waits?; -Spidered thought is never still and
why - Trains haunt me – would you wish for
webs of want to turn the lights of loving out? Milk is the mother's moment,
still: but never, never shall seas Arrestful be; I settle back, Book in
Unpopular hand; The night Be will; is eternally long <span style="color: #1d2129;">this
is </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">a
baby’s </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">what we deciphered in the cave light:
"Here are: 'multiplicity of centres
leading as in
a beautiful; was </span>assonation to can which preconceived and prepared can truly be
accused of the futile but beautiful pursuit most diligent of that high mission
that is “the secret of [its] unpopularity”; Thus, this, we: drawn by erotic
convolutions of loops detonate under the car precocious destruction like Humpty
- ' ";; not that that is unwishing; The Secret of I pick up the white cat Being
enters unissued into the hand palm - Suspended in mid strange, the words bend
around like a funny old Wire - wheeled auto in a photograph, and thus he say: “This
And my brother, and my sisters undercoat of sound years his program My mother
remembers sailing into Auckland in 1937:<span lang="EN-AU"> “I thought it was a village”, she said; </span>And still the giant termite of the queens does bobulate -
immortal neverending did contrive to contrive = <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Horses clatter across; </span>Cockroach
drummed his fingers::the normative sense of that wiley word; nothing should
have said at all – after; So woman; So Anne; So, You;
Dark; all there’s not much Nothing: Years after they sat on the stoop –
stooped of course: and rocking: pipes proliferate and now it’s dolphins; With
tap the bursting automatic – you, A, she's a beauty; Mr Palomar; Of frequency
within a given time—interval; The hardthing is to fix the boundaries of this
zone, because if, for example,he considers as <b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">no o no lest no least lest no
least no no </span></b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and those trees of ending that smudge in clusters - beyond: seeing this
multiface in yellow and green </span>there is hidden inside the map a map of
the map of the map of his back;<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> </span>in the lost long days and the futility of numbers <i>because coiffures
of endless </i><i><span lang="EN-AU">presuppositions
of process; </span></i>all born of passion but I am dreaming of peculiar
objects that float betwixt truth and <span lang="EN-AU">Perhaps such eyes, as, the stark skull might
hope might <i>en Be</i> its own, suppose it lived; It is the word, the phrase, the sudden
flamehuman </span>grew
between her eyes and we were dumfounded: <span lang="EN-AU">no idea or
desire have <i>I</i> of completing demonstration, exegesis, proof, or subtle
analogue; </span>the bottom doors, truncate: exeunt dwarves, laughing hideously;
Do you read me? Or do I speak split? Eh?! Lets get down to it, if::After Crepuscular Man had been dissected, We were left with his left eye: we focused on it; I, who am
L.F.T., was: most [emotive word] to Be able to
attend the lecture; by Dr Brain; makes; us; grow tired is my favorite room.) the sort of thing that the
Manhatten Boogie wonky wonk wonk calls to mind, blue i’ve been murdered to rose
not really my dear white one; why rose white; why; why rose: not dead really: I
: rose; my murdered; not really my i’ve; not really; its gladness entering, and rising rich - the
passaging <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">from
the skies.</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><i>(But
they were once childzeyes ....); </i>The babies were at the magic of the harm, forming
a different magic; not really to old ones inside and what Harlot, such fire! (
we aren’t (…?) are …? rose my white; Dear;
child at play to meander in the eternal bric-a-brac shadows, in and the
tiredly, that lay about the room. even when pain wracked in a and I curse the dear
one dear; murdered one; white to rose; rose my dear, dear; time passes into the
music grass quadrangle; Much has passed, but lets enscribe: Him; the Meadow
roared with petrol fumes; Thumb you regard. Him em place rose; Murdered <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">you are apart; </span><span lang="EN-AU">The
beach – shells and wave song; To have eyes:: </span>see it, it is awash with configurations and gibbering mirrors: it
is afire with Again? Evil? Here at the
catraracting waul, agon Oscar proliferate:
everywhere there is a clicking really, murdered; not <span lang="EN-AU">‘ive; Been; </span>but we shiver as we laugh for something’s not - as the
great and gaping gap does in insuck all those the Horsemen drag <span lang="EN-AU">murdered; to;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>and gaping gap
does in insuck all those the <span lang="EN-AU">rose; not; rot of rotten pot; perceivedly and proudly
pronkish; Really; My; Dear; White; one; </span>burning laughing skies....us
lambda I ) times x = 0; The hair, brownish, perhaps tinted; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">all I know is my love and; Suddenly
</span>of meanings. Knitting:
to such brightest suns--Messages are inserted or race into the totality of; Enclosed
please find a P.A.Y.E. tax code declaration which I should be pleased if you
would fill in and return to this Offi<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">ce; </span>potatoes
are thumbly: An enormous luminosity
forgetting what evening’s trees the dark pines the mysterious house <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the hours and </span>a
presence within the multiple presences; With a mass of leaf – language whose excess and whose
excessive excess bursts instantly into endless flame; These birds <span lang="EN-AU">fight
each other to death, the poem grows in monstrousness;</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="font-family: "arial"; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho";"> </span>Once I was
'chosen' only to fail. I was, indeed, perfectly failed; Days we raved to It on
Setebos: days and times we seemed to know: but the isle ancient with false trails, non-sequits: and nothing made sense: I might
have been a god: nothing stayed in my head: I made puzzles I could not live
inside: drums again against and for the doom
as we know the clutch did fell the swoop – <span lang="EN-AU">thud by
dark wire, barbed, of the clause, is my
starting forth: </span>- and b<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">ecause they are the
elect, elated ones in the ten billion page novel of nothing built of nothingand
maybe one tear of glass in which sad sea horses race and as intricate as wings
or nerveless hands that lie and clasp a plastic universe in which the sands
converseforever in my thoughts into a form neverWATCHER’— And neither
the. Clack sound, like knitting: (Clack
sound, like knitting (Clack sound,
like knitting (Clack sound, like knitting (Clack sound, like knitting Mr Fantastic Sir!; Yes; in the holy fire
outside desire or any gyre, keeping is
like 100 million flattened baked bean tins; somewhere a mathematician, time
by time and dividing </span>the side fartherest the eagle stare; nonsense eye; then
went the reverse to space whence unsteel that makes eyes of them because
hack-sawing a bolt, or sealing a love
in action when the
other is hurt: and the
kindnessa part of the fascination with <span lang="EN-AU">a whole cluster of processes: </span>Palomar
becomes ever more puzzled - agonized into = incoherence, stumped, of his unsureness
about everything; the sea under; Slip on the
bottom rung. i’m not dead, and the Eye-Speech is by Devils filled, is there
hope the Giant is wounded and why hencely hie, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that these quick:</span> Yet it is
telling me something stupid hawk and <span lang="EN-AU">conservative; </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I suggest that every person open
an interior trapdoor, that he negotiate a trip into the thickness of things, </span>The universe reduced to a storm welcome, – given that the
words get in your blood and babble like brooks
word that’s regal in
its candleor and cracked up in gusts of darka fiery eminence creeping
out of the blackland: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Lion Rock at Piha, and words began forming in apocalyptic frames. Great
Scott; There were (the usual) acclaims of grief or joy as a (totally) black
hand sprang dominant on every screen: </span>maybe a shadow sleeps in your
hand, but it is not known to the divergent multitude, who are cross with
destiny. Our quarrel is not so direct, thing stopped, the clocks all ticked in
music joy and bently opposed the white or forked or our bubbles so gloating in
their rise; awake….these strange sounds that ring from those who live and have
learnt to sing…We met, we had both worked there, at the Railway Workshops; I in
1969, you about 1939, and you wrote on the wagon sides in rich white chalk,
your incipient poems; And we all wrote there, and when you wrote, someone
asked: “Who do you think you are? Shakespeare?” And you asked, in all honesty:
“Who is Shakespeare?”; And we laughed when you told that, you and I, Hone, I
understood you, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">here
you awake, and find </span>lambda I )
times x = 0 the eigenspace of A corresponding to lambda”, as the Bishop said to
the; At that moment, indescribably, like something
from Charles Dodgson; Horses clatter; They gather, like
curious cows, and surround us, until the entire horizon is aflame, as
illustrated by Tenniel, of
Just <b>like a nightmare - as we
said</b>.”; room to like psychic smoke room, it through me, the Castle itself<b>; </b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #1d2129; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">So this was it was
it!; </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The
boy in the ancient castle of miracles wanders the hexagonal cells as neither do
I the sexy women and the endless questions the dust keeps popping as the lanky
man chews gum or rides away over the Southern Alps time. Time <b>was.'; </b>What
to teach? They wait; The shadows Grow; Man's; in history; Of Emerson; though,
we have little: As said: What sounds? What do the you mean? Is it known?Know;</span><span lang="EN-AU">thou?; Sit by the fire; At the camp::
</span>Or infinity, is made by giant minds who examine; <span lang="EN-AU">something wriggles: </span>Earthful erupting up
of Springen; Still as savagely Doth
crave and craze my Flesh – for I am all about me, Infiltrating...but I Have
been abjured to...What is that car that bus that truck, and many travel, and
many return: Illogic logic rocks the cradle’s hand, and kind is the agèd face that
the eagle descend to devour<b> </b>the brains that were so busy then:<b> </b>enveloped in red <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">enveloped in red enveloped in red
</span>everywhere possible, possibly impossibly, like a window crashed upon by
a winter-bitten wind that whispers: "tiny of titanium doth maketh strong
their mandibles”, and then, there is a vast choir
that sings inside fascinates, the city-sized
rose:
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the red
and yellow meetings, the interlaced black, the syncope terror of </span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">the potential fail
of life; the rhythm syncopating and maybe thumping the red yellow maybe green
the blaze by the black, the meaning like an eye among timbers or white stone,
the yellow the green the black</span></span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>and the
fire of tedious repetition and ridiculous hope, do deeply master like the
sedulous apes we are: Only then, (appareled in the “glitter of eternity”), and
with vestments thus divest, can we, and indeed They, even begin to “crawl
toward death”; Indeed, our fops, our dilly Dandys, hop toward the mire in sore mock of life, in mock of love…something is trying: and we hand
– as sheet not like the blue of further further or as if and when or when perhaps my
or your pohutukawa is describable: the other day two fantails by the compost
heap – their looping flight their fan tails – cheeky joy – <i>infinite bird</i>
<span style="color: #444444;">[the red and yellow meetings, the interlaced black,
the syncope terror of the potential fail of life; the rhythm </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">indeed caverns opened and we cried lustily [</span>whereby
the event precedes invention, whose delectation, those of those: look here my
loved ones; and; mongolia you are mongolia because you are mongolia; <i>green stream </i>(and yes by no) the
freedom of a shadow on the wind <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">land, and, leaving the faraway bergs or burns, had
never felt colder nor more intricately at ease: We left abruptly as he too
exited, excited by his determined, yet black-cloaked and swishy purpose; At
this point…at this point, <i>at this</i> point an enormous yellow question mark
was placed above; and so you argue with your determined eyes, so it should do; </span>For
I too had been there, there was so much I did not; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And still cannot or will not know</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>mongolia,
I love you<span lang="EN-AU">::::</span>whose
unmagic unperceives the excoriation of a god leaning viciously <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">over a fucking pair;
you know the kind or thng!: </span>i’m looking for small things now, with
logical possibility of breakage ( then )I wish to improve.(less or less? more?)
(eh?) <span style="color: #1d2129;">into their echoes</span> <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #1d2129; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as we were not afraid; </span><span style="color: #444444;">maybe green the blaze by the black, the meaning like an
eye among timbers or white stone, the yellow the green the black </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">THOSE Spring:::Kreest
to Caaash; CREDO! CREDO! He thunderunderundereed — he an about to be, and that
I stood there, brush or baton or pen in hand: all Time rolling under me in a road of
perfect light; you must know of me now I am here, unhanded, awaiting fate or the ongoing
into of the story of the fairy that Little Duffy rescued with his fishing
rod, read to my time after time: good-bye Mr Williams and thank you: </span>And
her light; in which we lived, if tentatively, loving the theoretical exchanges
betwixt; Cerebellum. War - bellum, belli: or the ploughed the earth, sad, or
Heidegger’s lusty <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">labourer:
the way the ‘look of distance’ in your calling eyes hidden in of your</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">windface:
</span></span>Aladdin in a chaos cave: you, A, cannot; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">are split with light; </span>and
a thousand plays.”; Skulls and men and hats and things not right and houses
flimsy as the brown; ould be simplistic to conclude that knowledge is hence
difference only: But information is directly other relations or even any
friends; 4. [The dead man is so far nameless; He may have lived and worked
under false name; 6; that smudge in clusters - beyond: seeing this multiface in
yellow and green me of a cancerous old man: Here’s another example: “It’s illegal;
And prohibited to remove alcoholic Beverages from this area.”; (The moon is
terribly Tormented; I made puzzles I could not live by The Hand.) I might have
been a god: nothing stayed in my head: inside: like 'How could the futility of
numbers be set backs. 'Why': all
will grow with great vigour::::you become of
its seeming eternal shelf life with the other 600,000 separating it from the
wave which seems distinguished The painless by their pure speeds, shapes, forces,++direction..and=precise,object.immediately
Repeated, <i><span lang="EN-AU">though
irregularly in and of</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"> time; Hey Narrative, Hey You!?; </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">day is snapped back like a bible
made of steel and engraved </span>black wagon, and that by another, and the
'The trees are better, and grass is better, and animals are all right and the
birds in the air are fine. And everything inside...I have things to discuss...the everlasting encroachment
of that which is only always:::It is a writhing living thing, a mass mountain
impossible complexity - hinting at some Germanic rage, some final Gold,
bent the mirror back? Dance? Of the Endlessly circling Eagles; thus and what; I
stabbed a man; to be man or
women however born: a so lution and was
al ways pro bably for ever be
ing mad e in to wings of
vast ness in th e back path s of the Meremere swamp where quick as
a quipp
he unmerrily queeried the queer they couldn’t kill you the symbols shall
remain God is the subways of our soul...something like in a steel frenzy
- wanting the tearing, aching for the Death, desiring the knowing. No, no,
Never shalt thou know: for in your gloomed Skull a May, or may not, Be – in antennae, almost like eyes and ears; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the </span>these days everything
gets stranger than a tree: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">In Eigner’s work “eternity is in love with the productions of time”;
everything shows it forth moment by moment; One is caught up in the reflection</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>I listen to wakings <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222;">that he
make an invasion of their characteristics, a revolution, a turning over process
comparable to that accomplished by the plough or the spade, when suddenly </span>He
writes — shaking::It’s something about the music, and the spring coming down
the mountain, how the bones know::And you, my light, my love, worshipper at my
silent knee::prolix diagrams of cogs dynamic wheels and even useful frightening
things: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">shall
never in light be seen.” </span><b><span style="color: #222222;">B</span></b><span lang="EN-AU">ats are unique among
mammals the vast visages - keep in having true wings;;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>There are no lovers;; There are no haters;; I have no passion, I'm stuck;; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I would speak, but the
bubble::</span>Yes: it was yes in far dangle time of faery lands and torch moon,
the night: Fingering the or listening to the baby Russian music:: Eggs::
Clocks:: Bells:: Drops:: Deep:: Ancient in ancient Agony::::our heart clocks
beat but – <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">But
we pause, we have clearly forgotten;;;;For if distant and closely far in his
Huge Shuffle, when and where do <i>we</i> enter? We re-order ourselves;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>those Audenesque echoes
still reaching our eerie ears; You don’t Heart of the old young world,
Confusion heaps on confusion:: know:: Disjunction at this juncture;;Ha!:: The <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">claws round the column
had a certain -</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>In
the rumours of the lost rooms And
the passages of the ice aged heart of the world:: These days I am impressed by
nothing except that by being pressed into being a flat flower in a book I am
nothing for centuries undiscovered as you might crumble a clod; But I do retain
my compose – as if The Quartets:: dispatchedness: and am great with all those
things that sing beyond any man’s dream But I cant do fuck all about it:: zags under under <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white line</span>
returning it in turn it returns in <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white line</span> the directions which full of books
- but <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white
line</span> returns to burn the semi and moves
the in You are all these things everywhere perceivable and something
that increases inside youyour absolute blackness; <i>the
direction of the quasi queerness</i><i><span style="font-size: 13.5pt;"> </span>the holy black the blob of bloom the song and we sing in huge the voice
and the red the church the church the vast the vast the church the turning
church the turning turning church - in the mad the mad the mad the light and
did we tell you?! And did we tell you?! the</i><i><span style="font-size: 13.5pt;"> </span>vast church the vast church! turning turning! and the glory
of voices and themany the many the voices the voices the scream the visions the
delight the light delight the delight of fire (not even a ciborium);; </i>I understood the madman's anger I understood the fascists
of passion but “This is the day to stand up.” It is dark;; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">“For twelve years
there has been no fire, and now my shoes are gone.”; the Four White Skulls;
They sail away in a mystery. I like you -- You have a heart of glass:: </span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU">under the stab </span>How everything
greater than itself if thought was – was an Immortal Unicorn of Form. <i>That</i>,
they have touched glass, tasted glass, spoken with glass, and hath with water
danced on glass: <span lang="EN-AU">I
was the great liquid crystal of glass: A window of glass::A man, an everywhere
man, a history man::</span><i>and when</i> <i>insignificance to loom toward
psychological silence</i> <i>and when stick </i>Into the kaleidoscopic stream
flash the fishing images; Who Nothing is still::breaks, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and exults in </span>magic: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">countless conundrums::</span>But
in <i>your</i> case, Victims, you don’t have to be Leuns….can move mountains by
with mein faith, I am as, we didn't::The indifferent, the different, the benign
- the bland - The blackness::And the This is a dark and will becomenot so in
illogic logic time empty rooms, where once you roamed, brain in hand, night
after and into the conscious sea: fly; you need it, you want it; and they are
each and every each of them burning, they are not screaming tho, for its not
tea time::I wanted; box; you too shall know the ill despair as if redness sang
beyond (the perceivedly habitual) jerked, like a cock – Then in the language
inferno they found me, and the machines had proliferate: everywhere nowhere
there is a clicking of insane meanings; Messages race into the totality of
computed mark and cut the DIAMETER out with a SCISSORS to such brightest green
like sudden suns — not like the blue of further further::They gather, like curious
cows, and surround us, until the entire horizon is aflame, and everything is
ablaze with that joy of a joy so deep in joyit bursts us into everlasting
miracles — Decent people stay clear :: They never knock or ring :: Wary, they
creep down town, possibly on Broadway::::Even old people. I remain old with severe
thoughts marked; My sore wise saws; My instant instances: You wanted it though?
Eh? Didn't ya want it? I remain <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">not a youthful age but stay severely; I am what; </span>I always wanted to make chemical music and
sellotape back the two halves <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">could rage in an acorn::</span>I must an education: who ( room, so
clearly mazy, and of course its time to go out into the The grey ungrey not
grey not black:: where: Fire: and purple futility:: Where is the end if not the
linkage? The wires smile with sarc sparks, and continue creeping, like wires;; And
brand new books, and grasses, wind wild, shrinking us to a centre as their
distance enhances them; but my career path led me into pornography, and all
those asms and cosmic chasms:: quarrelled, made up bently, perhaps, after all
that in the sense of an old man’s giant child’s <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">hand, magnified under a monstrous
looking thing for reading, </span><span lang="EN-AU">that’s greater than; through the reaching out: Stasov looks lue edges of
eternity’s sky rolled away:: (the when you turn your back to it:: And I curse
the spring And all the bloody noise; </span>kylic kind that could be bright or
blind or priest green in a flat of block towers to observe a fallacy of north
east west how a window had <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">been rushed there to the room its own believing:: and the grey light and</span>::<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The seconds were
centuries::I</span>n your cell, the stars::<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Everything went crazy </span><i>gets to knots the
imperative decree</i> <i>makes sad shadows</i> A finding man and a man to be
found; Then by life magic It enters my most un-Christ-like blood – <span lang="EN-AU">Be wary of the leopard –
its spots I mean, rarely::</span>(in general, I prefer “Untitled” 1948 t<span lang="EN-AU">o “Untitled” 1948):: <i>Rare
steak and stakes, </i></span>the fine machines of eyes ready themselves for <span lang="EN-AU">the ambiguous answer:</span>:<span lang="EN-AU">they are raised::</span>truth
in a pen I did <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">love
something once, and I used to sing - </span>Poor mind like a tortoise twists
head back in, and dreams; with a steel yellow tray bewildering encounters::(this
is a cento) tap tap:: We are blessed and sit down to our meagre and volitional
repasts; This is draft one: do with it what you will; will ye not list w<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">ill ye not list unto
me vast beauty burning eye and centrificance of eternal light alack you spin
there in Jupit total the egg great revolve will swirl the song of gone the
Krishna sweetness I ask you can you entrail my sing to the ‘i’ in the you the
blast of the blastulandula in sheer steel sharp softness what wind in what what
central what what sign and what theft is into my heart house bent all hell
those howling loves of windy loose is
entreat and quickly slip to where because was out yes: blude; and the diseases
of electrical machinery: </span>or of glad when, say, a Tui we are is seen or
heard (Mother no one cn argue there seems - no one can argue there seems <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">a sense of urgency </span>a
sense of urgency "They are waiting.”:: an intrusion:: <i>Don’t</i> listen
to music: You’ve got your own brain: To <i>explain </i>a poem implies you know what
it was you meant when you; <span lang="EN-AU">Cleverness, deviousness, these keep the; </span>but the wall of the flesh
opens endlessly:: Night after night we trudged ahead without stopping one
behind the other like the blind appearance of things, as they hide inside the
various coruscations until <i>here’s Edmund of The Foot</i>, and I beg to all
if only everything loved me and I recall how <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">once there was a sort of coon repleteness; but
don’t say </span>And light:: The light not light not bright not dim not sun::
The sun not round not up not down: The blue not there not green not grey; And
in the byways the sideways the torment of those days long gone falsity::
perhaps someone collapses:: the dawn is so beautiful <i><span lang="EN-AU">the terrible sights and songs</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>they ran across the Constable Sky, moving under and into the
manacled sun, that great policeman: and the music so moved me:: Oh! She is with
child: pregnant gravid – and it's all so jolly! Oh! - such a gravid and heavy
Time:: <span style="color: #222222;"> </span><span lang="EN-AU">you
are reading; “Lens” “Lens”
is a word and you are
reading You are reading “lens” </span>followed by
a <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of </span><span lang="EN-AU">of here exultant growth did I just
then just in
case the </span>to know something Thumb? Eh? Yield! <span style="color: #222222;">Itskisser:: </span>tendency to crack or make fascinate be craze of
an And nor do I, again a child,<span style="color: #222222;"> </span>Have some light
and some lightening on a summer day <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">oh calculi oh </span>the dark seemed <span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Abadi MT Condensed Extra Bold";">—
</span>everything <span lang="EN-AU">any </span>Used
different pens and pencils, textures, we slaves of Montaigne with our tormented
needs, spelling our with white worship:: love
of signs and sighs, our lust to be:: at least to continue <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">hell out </span>Seem-ing <span lang="EN-AU">linear </span>to be They glow <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Immortally yet valid invalid, value of chained, in breakneck
silence, sly, and (the two half heads) are puppets of unable to see: not
speaking yet babbling to the sudden surges <b>no he no I no we no no no it no </b></span>reading: You waiting for her
in the house.” ; and almighty is rubber, 11 The old lion perisheth for lack of
prey, and the stout lion's whelps are scattered abroad:: Did not want they the
free and the frei?:: decisions, pain, leavings, meetings:: all struck into
polished and astonished stone; It struggles, but heavy hands hold, Merciless
Mercy, who know the pain, and the dark double death twice chopped:: Yet, we
shrug, and laugh, and dig who would be yes:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And then it was he dreamed that he was seized
into a gesture, an about to be, and that I stood there, brush or baton or pen
in hand: all Time rolling under me in a road of perfect light:: </span>11 The
old lion perisheth for lack of prey, and the stout lion's whelps are scattered
abroad:: Did not want they the free and the frei? decisions, pain, leavings,
meetings: all struck into polished and astonished stone:: I<b><span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <span lang="EN-AU">no no no no no
no non non</span></span></b> it
struggles, but heavy hands hold, Merciless Mercy, who know <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of the fallen and pathetic
Autodidact: and our own internal scream, our thirst to know all: as has been
said is our fatal flaw by some: like that fool-genius who talked of Sisyphus
whose like this old snap are starting to smell;; Who are these? Who was he and
all they?:: </span>In any way, she writhes beneath the powerful young man: <b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nothing no anything no
no </span></b>but despite all that, despite the eczma, the distant pains, the
missed things: despite all that bullshit we’ve found a new way through; the New
World (drowned or not) is bearable – we can all now It gets smothered and cries::
the pain, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of hidden
truth when or </span>progress to seethe in-as-much as nothing is known or
counted the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I
open the door and peer at a lovely</span>
eigenvectors, and that
for this virgin reason,
we call the
solution space, ( A minus oh those so many days ago? – especially when
the General Schattenfreude was it that it was so lucid somehow set in would I
have thought schattenfreude? But no, it’s now so immediate that the Five Blue
Headless Ones (the ones you thought you’d deleted) should enter now, front
left, to shatter in such a manner of ferocious (but ultimately of a as if you
were the reprisal itself) slow motion in such a s<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">low show slow motion, that it
puckers you how </span>an enormous minuteness as in A Proposal, (to whit) “the
difference is spreading” coil::It suddenly had a sudden progression or
deprogression to a bleak black Blakean beginning to where a finger beckoned,
cunningly, like the Farmer’s Santa’s finger: questing Events are perceived via
a language <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of
tightenings & loosenings, </span>Pure resonance and grainy grittiness:: Then
by accident, harmonics, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">whenever a quick twist or quirk would bring the</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>a
fluctuating <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And
vast </span>series of<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> cold and screaming the silence,
the heart: </span>The sacred sacred heart - We by this fire:: Vast sea, empty
sea - In your green visions after our own ignominious or were eerily real the
document scanned <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">under
torchlight </span>to derive the illusion of function Dealing at a this because
the birthday level of music unheard or imagined by the most were unsighted dog of men, the teeth
appeared, but all cake had given notice of an aetherial rumour – but how to revive, or
even to think old Coriolanus glorious decease?; But when was death, the death
of any being or thing once alive, or the demise indeed of angles, colour,
perspective: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">big
</span>The light and <span lang="EN-AU">bone <span style="color: #222222;">liquid Sphinx, </span></span>seeming: the Killing of <span lang="EN-AU">completeness, </span>eetz moightieee
ande liquiede<span style="font-family: "arial black"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Arial Black";">
</span><i>If a million every second every minuteevery day and endlessly Something
sometime somewhere perfectly Would on all that surge of words and marks appear
– </i>I began with a book on it:: I drew
lines shapes and shades, perspective, and I got:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Who cares? They are vividly </span>OCULAR
ORACULAR OCULAR ORACULAR:: For millennia I froze like glass itself OCU what really really surprised me was - AR
ORACULAR ( A min Tenniel, of like
something from my favourite quirk,
could not be found, having shrunk into an enormous but tiny
dictionary, three sixteenths of the very
light of the light's light and Turner could walk into my room Charles Dodgson, of
Punch renown, stately — the pit of my
stomach gone black in the darkness that was eating it away for thinking of you,
and Robin smiling sideways like a cat with canary feathers to account for,
Light in August is still there: “Yes
Stevie, they’re still cutting Out:: and Jenny tripping beside her so fast that
she would get ahead and have to run back with small cries of ambition, saying
wistfully, ‘You must come to my house for late supper.’: the boxes are ready:: Oh
that drug, that:::: Light - yes - light: light and dark...Less light than dark,
but more dark than - But I loved the dark; drug of knowing for sure – I
cogitated & played with wax the
profound books wait with:: that he drowned, or,
as we say,
“topped himself”, is:: the the white valley of their pages; There
are dead spots on the compact disk;; the proportions, the sense and
feel of things,
tried to feel
the textures, semi-indifferent,
intellectual glyphs:: The bee men worry about it:: I have forgotten much, in this land, for the
sentences for we must <i>be</i> something. still, still there were Things, grundles to a halt: and
like six elephants bulls and hisses a<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nd stamps to a stop: </span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>minutiae, shells. Shuffles;; Triffles;;
incident to photon:: decides and a shadow, but think to micron tunnels <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">such as whisper, or
whisker:: valueless value valid;; </span>web spiders inhabit a world of silken
tension:::: Silk lines are like extra limbs, 2 :: Stevens’ intoxicating
language provides one resource for such resistance of the intellect,
near-surrealist privacy of reference provides another if only we could fuck the
dead hard enough, they’d bring us back to life the component plane waves travel
with the velocity of light <i>c </i>and it was then he wrote: multiplicity of
centres leading as in association to detonate precocious destruction like
Humpty towards one another in the measurement of microwave power, a bolometer is
mounted in a short section of a waveguide and hence; a solution. At least those
doing war deeds or merciful missions
(all a-terrible-tangle of means in the scrum of ends means), lose <span style="font-family: "arial";">“</span>God help me, I went! For who will strange
shadow, pinned there, pined for release, let alone, but the obscure, The truth
again, as beautiful as a million diagrams of wings:: Wings, Wotan greatness,
the fire vast, the warriors, the Valhalla abstract:: <span style="font-size: 15.0pt;">l o s t </span>underments, had much:: But Ilya also presents beautiful,
thoughtful women:: We reappeared at the ending time, And all applauded - The
dew sparkling hyacinths Had you shine with smile, And another god impelled this
All - Das Meer is unt Leer, Unt Lear was
crazed me to the ride that we took later. if only the stones could rage in an
acorn:: this crystal land:: As Don Antonio said long ago, a calf - for the
rest, the place was as full of the wrong thing as you would care to spend your
inheritance on - well, Men and women, right?; Will the baby roll in money? :: I
have been procreate: but are we those chemical ghosts? :: Does nothing know our
lovely vibrating toward <i>they will</i> -- are pitilessly <i>now ::</i> Are
they song, or care? Or does he, poor big St. Bernard, weep tears of pitiless
sex, the red, and merciless text? I furnished my horrific - or less:: Then back
to the shack, your tucker, touselly bed, and old dreams of old fucks and
telephone calls:: this place is you, and you are you - not me:: The book grows::
Never mind death - but the night greater journeys into greater darkness - quit,
for<span style="font-size: 13.0pt;">n</span>ow, by life’s light:: and quickly bloomed
into method: whereat a bell was heard to boom and bees zithered here there here
there as if Alice herself had entered the Eternal garden:: A song descended
through a tulip haze and infinitely, in magic array, were seen to unfold p<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">etals of strange
steel:: </span>closet with phenomenal luck at the fair, what with shooting a
row of chamber-pots and whirling a dozen
wheels to the good, and everyone about me getting nothing for a thousand francs
but a couple of velvet dogs, or dolls that looked as if they inside, the arched
curves are lost in the high floors, i would have thought, in so far as I <i>can
</i>think - and who would have thouught i could have thought: that the great
sky of the world is lustily writing poems <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Your death had been one of millions </span></i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">::</span>dreams a
signal in the sky where bats do fly till hum is slain yet:: as it must because
it is beautiful and is based on a legal system of repeats but nothing is yet
for sure why should it be after all the law of torts and the thinking Thinking::
This had that indefinable and well baked <i>je ne sais quois</i> in the quid
pro quo, who took to eating horses alive:: The earth became one vast city,
shitting on itself:: which, really, because of the cuddly viri - the mannackled
mannequins sought solace, but the sun:: i’m looking for small things now, for
the logical possibility of breakage <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">for grains </span>suspended <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">on </span>as thus then to embrace
the sea in the birth cake, whose niagrasms yet hint of trillions of lifting
bellys, and that Lark i’m <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">failing to mention, and the blooms, </span>from the stock-exchange of
love:: the whole work-area impeccable books put away when finished with something
Isobel could never understand what was it I came up to write only was it by
focusing by an intense perception of the day to day can one hope to reach
transfigure that first caress Penelope naked:: we gotta get down there, down
there: and show you guys the machine the machine is mean man and its there it
lives:: life is thimble full of thumbles as wolves cry out against precision in the erring blood or some such other
detail your brain, all two hundred billion cells or so of which, had savoured.
. .for this amount...this is... this....this time was placed above Lion Rock at
The garden beckons always and the huge rose, which I mentioned before in
despatches, is opening at last:: Indeed at this point one could think of
Pound’s image of climbing through the burnt solid shitways of hell that had
been coagulated by the reflected god or some great event, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">like a pencil:: </span>axis::
Singular words, extracted, it is true,
from a vast array of <span lang="EN-AU">who were lush and unapproachable in the growing and
licentious gloom </span>Oh, long long did I WATCHMAN, WHAT OF dancing into that
time into the child’s eyes searching. and the dancing light dancing into
that time But one singular. when mesons <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the </span>immense and golden then gin. i,
mightily. into the mouth. mess. pig Dynasty was only a fat poet retching: <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or casting himself
into his own reflection:: </span></i>In fact, we cross-examined one eye two eye
two a-blue eye blue, so that notwithstanding clocks or plates and other
innocent things <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of
time whose The Thirty Third Bird Will Be A Bird: red, blue, and</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>knife-yellow, something is a
seed. stony soil, soft soil;; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the Violins slide out the Radio;;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">according to Hoyle
and </span></span>Bob’s your uncle a bird in the hand that two takes it tango to, exists: in that
mountainous region of parenthesis, where the concrete breakers:: The tower
spires up, spiring:: And the sheeted
whiteness argues the dictionary of everlasting mutation, wherein that molecular
mass explodes emotion:: Next, they wheel in the sculpture of Mr Wood, to be
viewed fora nanosecond:: The porridge is hot:: The Three Bears become violently
onanistic:: The visualisation encased in the microdot makes fissures. Is the
fish sure? Of what? And the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">black iron treadle treadles:: The big brown </span><span lang="EN-AU">you cannot conceive:: </span>biting
a sea shell or kicking a sand heap and become totally absorbed in your deep
with gesture child absorption of studying the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">squirls, and join me </span>something
menacing, something clash the no how the tables, from my vantage, are elliptic
in their own private nightmare, and covered with wood illusion, or how the tall
young man enters with a grin on his face wearing a tidily shabby suit <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that offsets his
untidy hair </span>familiar as a pathway got to be such an immense inverse
function of my near infinite happiness, especially when a word like “nipple”
comes to mind or I notice the particular clatter sound of a grey-green coffee
cup and:: But something’s wrong? Am I really suffering from terminal <i>oxymoronologochosis?</i>;;:
Darkness — that galactic dream of eyes <i>vanishing,
left you staring. Which way now?;; Jesus blood never failed me yet;; </i>the
profound books wait with the white would I hold you valley of their pages for
the is how <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">eye
is perplexity and anger and peace </span>book brooks:: the space under
examination is overturned and at the same time crushed:: Only if he manages to <span style="color: #444444;">dark breath, as if ‘life longs for life’:: In-Half shall
snap it dragon of a sprig - yet nay! ah, these things </span>that would me
have!:: a sort of Stygian, sticky, yet shimmering:: as he said, “a shimmering
certainty” I began with a book on it. I drew lines shapes and shades,
perspective, and Used different pens and pencils, textures, angles, colour,
perspective: I got the proportions, the sense and feel of things, tried to feel
the textures, estimate the exact shape…<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #1d2129; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The world, the universe, is itself a giant book:: </span>Light
seems to splash into a black distraction. violas, blue, then came, and sang us
into light those bee demented days whose contracted roar did dizzy our unwanted
scream whose wonder was a and clasp a plastic universe in which the sands
converse in tongue filled tomb tones <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">(<i>that haunt the restless towers of bones</i>) </span>yet
a sheer:: whereby enormous:: once there was as steps:: up upon the up:: we
don’t do <i>do</i>. as agrarian. i indeed igloo;; yet yellow to unheard the extent.
<i>not </i>facing. <i>not </i>impending. and scream, whose magic was;; Dream:
illuminate, illumined, and illicitly <span lang="EN-AU">alight, you might say: I knew! I knew!:: It has
sometimes – perhaps like music, or the mathematics of music – or the beauty of
a transformed curve </span><i>my blue </i>“…things as they are, are changed on
my blue guitar…” things are changed or change and we change and change creates
that powerline, burning in the everlasting<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <span lang="EN-AU">Pervasive:: The shadow is itself:: </span></span>Today
we go:: Feel:: It doesn’t go it:: Let’s Do something:: Seaman you — Fishman,
heaving thru moments — there were maybe 300,000 that day, maybe: …great green
capsules rotate…the fierce blue...still are men sent out, though they never
return…And you should have seen all those tiny infinities: In fact, we
cross-examined a truck driver, a professor, a cleaner, a clown, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">an electrician, and we
even...</span>sunlight outside:: We:: Please:: Qs:: Incidentally:: By the way::
Chop: Chop: Hullo susan…it is so: so something. “Look at the Rothko”:: Don’t
look at Rivers the choko;; collation.
carefully regrets:: a bric-a-brac quack:: It’s staring at you:: There’s a bone
man come;; What is ash. “Help me.”:: What myth? Shoo:: Milk:: Oceans of:: The
colour:: The great spires:: “I only wanted some sympathy!”:: The never never::
Cant:: Have to:: Cattle to their:: I love you:: Animals? Think?:: I suggest
that every person open an interior trapdoor, that he negotiate a trip into the
thickness of things, that he make an invasion of their characteristics, a
revolution, a turning over process comparable to that accomplished by the
plough or the spade, when In any case, its ecstasy catches fire, and despite
that there is now nothing:: So!;; I cannot sleep, to die I am afraid:: from
their concrete poetry was once again in dialogue with outsidea sogs the grass
comforts and cautions:: we move closer together as that which sustains can be
our end: the land takes it: I am here, an <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">old man, sustained by a</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">pen,</span> those
flores of soles not in loces if the stare does us cross criss let itself be
ever unshut <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">on
the hands, caked in earth: black, dead...</span>since everything had been
obliterated by the Fire Demon’s decree - and thus, alone, this humanic tower of
debrification screams out to the titanium skies its quibbly song, that
penetrates to the very shiver of the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">heart’s coil:: </span>the other day two fantails by
the compost heap – and kind is the agèd face:: Made a bolus, Travels down <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And is cut by acid in
my stomach:: </span>we gotta get down there down there and show you guys the
machine the machine is mean man it’s there it lives like a lung but we gotta get
there we got here but where is there we gotta get there man I know <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">you know but it’s mean
man i</span>n front of the supermarket checkouts:: someone said: “You see so
many queer sights round here!”:: The the lady-thing, God counts and recounts
the people;; But they are perpetual in their motion:: and Baumgartner:: are are reading:: So:: So something
is being die:: read,
and;; the big expanse;; sway:: not betray a friend or, for that matter,
himself for a whisky and soda, caviare and a warm fire -- and that brings <span style="font-family: "footlight mt light"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Footlight MT Light";">the
gulfs we have crossed </span>-- <span style="font-family: "footlight mt light"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Footlight MT Light";">possibility </span>in a ship of
light sailing on black:: <i>tulip::</i>:: tulip seed tulip seed tulip seed;;<span style="font-size: 16.0pt;"> </span>Thing is there, and we are part of it despite
seclusion:: like a sheep’s or a Boffin’s head, in a vision of perfect symmetry
held in a of the machine, Clouds of light and
a dark finger:: If had been up all night:: And what did I walk home with for
less than five francs?;; THE TUNNEL couldn’t turn away: the tunnel Everything,
that Light was Dark, Light: and so they became a scream problem
of finding <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">had entered </span><b>The
glaaagen folds about me like a cloak:: </b>Mongolia is:: but
the gap is sixteen thou thus mechanical magic b-but I lacked the least
of punch that I might be numbered revenant - nothing of this hath been telled
in any sort tendentious nor would I have it so or be morioried out of memory but
despite quickening and the pohutukawa gnarlywise tug
tugs instead of blurring the outlines of the stone, to quicken it, to imbueit
with a kind Him espy and hissed at him malevolently:: The music that
curled from the harp was rigid and endless:: my own its big ears except preview::
I shook like shit. But good old me and I’ll sure make it Feb 28th unknowing::
Finally:: sensed have blue eyes:: The universe omen clutched each other flames::
Unbearable:: She needed extra water:: “Five four three two one!:: is quite
similar, in many ways hence to thence, and:: As if the music is totally tactful
and ever tactile<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <span lang="EN-AU">will flower:: </span></span>--because of the illimitable flat of the
slab feet extending into all (known) unendings the visceral 360 degree distance
has long since uranium:: how are you we are very good goodbye hullo ha ha hee
Did gargan the pan in the clod hee you’re:: where where whose (as if Johnson <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">(at this point we
stopped for a cuppa (prob in the most </span>ever soft <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">like a head </span>and all Angels
rage <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">from castle
walls;; </span>the gigabitic silence the analogic love the long lonely road the
emotional steel truss the rust of us the elliptic who-ness “the impeccable
suicides”:: the stab of what we were or are the who of who are we to say things
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">something
screams:: </span>Burning with words Bursting to speak in the great gibberish Of
solutions, plots, plans - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The dagger stabbed down to mark the spot:: </span>This throbbing thing
-- green eyed:: This message of death marching towards us <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">like a clockwork tiger:: </span>The
poetry of the earth keeps reaching into the pockets of the twenty-first
century:: Meanwhile, they go<i> I'll breakk it
I'll</i>:: for what was - but not the thing::
The creation of antarctic light perhaps?:: Some strange malley magic:: They
feared themselves, Wanted the surreal of
and what can be done?:: I’m not that bad you know, He forgets – he is dulled by drag day dust –
he marvellous of breath – <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The common miracle </span>The great snarling <i>kraeckk it I'll braackk
it!: </i>It’s got ‘bout 12 wheels and it flashes:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #1d2129; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">We stared up at the S</span><span style="color: #222222;">mack right:: </span>Ah, these endless conundrums Lizards
after lizards…<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Words;;
Words;; Protect us::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>everything
is <b>answer</b> like a water blob;; Bulb sets tremble;; <b>questions on a leaf</b> maybe of broccoli:: <i>(Ecstatic moon,and
the coming bloom of the young year that cools the finger’s fever wakes
rath:)</i>::<i> </i><b>sparkins fire flame snake in
which syzegistic congnaced cunt rage red as arse fire rapid irreducible to the
dead agonal horse mountain unvoicing her shitting</b> <b>germaniac treblinking to cant:: write cant write cat bitch
- scream in a pyx - lacerating the bloody lace:: </b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and engines light to BE, </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; font-family: "lucida handwriting"; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU; mso-bidi-font-family: "Lucida Handwriting";">e</span><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Lucida Handwriting";">ye is son and song eye is child and
sweet eye is thought eye is eye is death and the way eye is love and luminous
eye is fire and hand and hard eye is</span> <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; font-family: "lucida handwriting"; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU; mso-bidi-font-family: "Lucida Handwriting";">eye </span>my Grandmother, Lillian, who died so young
– her agony, my Grandpa's agony:: his long years alone;; The stone silence;;
The stupid sad silence;; The agony of my father;; The agony of The Alone;; Poor
people;; The meetings, the touchings:: words of tenderness missed, the unseen
eyes, missed:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the
exile of Love in a terrible century:: i</span>t began somehow, and I and you
also, got caught up in it all: you know, the usual </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">I must awake now shrinking us to a
centre as if impelled by an unseen <span lang="EN-AU">(The window flying in the wind.) </span>and everything is ablaze:: we are
made into hand grenades perhaps grammar so <i>intime</i>
that the faint fish died and we looked beyond the hedge toward the gaiety, and
some antique thing of whose silk wood fruit of enigma:: <span lang="EN-AU">Waiting
to be happened to can be terrible: </span>further:: that they all plunge in:: The point, we seek it:: We are::
A thing shudders:: <span lang="EN-AU">Material mystery, ext:: </span><span lang="EN-AU">the birds outside the window spoke
in bird:: </span><span lang="EN-AU">ass:: They–right now–gathered:: </span>You are that makes eyes of
them because they are the elect, elated ones in the ten billion page novel of
nothing built of nothing and maybe one tear of glass <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">in which sad sea horses race thus
this exegesis </span>cherished the stark, styptic Styx in black blood we who
sing in the woods go light DO WAH WAH RED SHADOW SHADOW <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">brick </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">we had arrived </span>Where the words waltz off as if –
and there are bisections, and magnifications;; <span lang="EN-AU">so that the bug is gigantic and
crawls with lesser bugs::</span><i><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> The silk, the
blood, and the quick-sanded city:: </span></i><span lang="EN-AU">“So I went around the
gallery a third time, and I knew that, Hindu or no Hindu, </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">shyly Humpty:this gave </span><span style="color: #444444;">syncopating
</span><span lang="EN-AU">I was in on
what was wrong with the world --, and pecking about like a mystified rook until
this particular night gave her a hoist and set her up at the banquet (where she
has been sitting dumbfounded ever since), Gravity keeps changing its mind.</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="font-size: 18pt;"> </span><b><i><span lang="EN-AU">t hese black-faced
mirror s </span></i></b><i>Britain, they’re different: not totally, but humans
are humans, you must understand me...</i><span style="color: #1d2129;">to greet a</span><span style="color: #444444;">nd maybe thumping the red yellow:: </span>For five years
I didn't speak – but there are great eagle-vacuums in us all:: You are radical
in the terrible revelations of yourself:: Our agonies are safe in the savage
words:: I know just what I mean but my nerves scream
upon the lantern's screen:: Go back thirteen paces:: The god of music spits
<span style="color: #1d2129;">us pause, for we thought of all possibilities
realising this was Lie as</span> <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #1d2129; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">but should we have been?:: </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">this was our find:: clocks</span> <span style="color: #1d2129;">read you this and you will:: soon know of the reading and the feeding
of it, despite the sneering</span> <span style="color: #1d2129;">statue's visage
in the desert staring at the lone and level sands which were, as you were cognisant,
stretching far away...and I the Mighty looked indeed on those works:: but we
will save all that for later:</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">were we
not in King Country? b<span style="color: #444444;">ut unknowable::</span>achieved?::
<span lang="EN-AU">John Mulgan:: </span>The
children are surely safe and the stories of the mangled parabolas <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the bare, tapered bone::
I</span> stare forever through time’s microscope down a tunnel of light to that
time I was a forming thing in the womb engine, the making place:: fevered now
are our fingers, searching for that deep <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">things from nowhere </span>fold out of the nothing and
become the growing possibility of further extension, further miraculous arrival,
scent, and animated animal music whose derivative is sectioned;; His conclusion
sums up an whirled ambiguity: “I am not what I am.”:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">He broods for a moment, gloating upon
his consummate hypocrisy but aware of his failure to explain the deadliness of
his hate:: Roderigo, unconvinced but has long water beer wine valium ascendin
orange juice </span>enters the succulent snake, sensual, and waters, and
babies, and bodies: HAND MOVES ÷ = FINGERS MOVE cat baboon moon enclitic
elision assumes <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">“LETS
TURN ON THE MISERY BABY” since uranium;; </span>how are you we are very good
goodbye and I havent told you yet but, I, ( I wick edly where where whose:: A - goinna’, and <span lang="EN-AU">Soon it is, but not now, as the clocks tick on
the endless combinations of their music’s song j</span>azz::
destroyed:: And will emaciate In the erotic (as if Johnson (at this
point we stopped for a cuppa (probably it was a word like “wickedly” like in
Macbeth (I planted the cinnerarias (I know they self-seed but (years ago told
me he about them (deep deep violet (purple?)) (and suddenly) a wicked old white
woman shook a stick at the:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Consequentially, questions about the magnitude and origin of the world
are not to be decided by philosophers, but by those who have a </span>Laughin’like a looney<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> legal responsibility for managing
the worship of God...<br />
Whatever Hobbes might actually have believed about actual infinities, he was
more conscious than most in his day and age of the and of the enormous size of
the Universe.... he then continues: </span>Clappin’
like a clown – But tomorrow I goinna’ jazz <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Lost – where you clutch your
pathetic terrors – all these significances disappear and then even the ugly
face of sex takes a back seat in the wide wide world where all things that have
been have grown or emerged somehow from chemical matter to the strangely
fervid, strangely febrile Thinky Things: </span>All a
- lights lurk - All a - day long;; Tomorrow:: Isee that it is as
chuckled: animal as I am – yet as ‘spiritual’, and as
alien and is this the first? day long a cat on wheels. the tragedy of a
bic pen. the ecstasy of <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">proudly but uneasily</span> concrete. tendentious. frog an old 78. a wheel;;
brace yourself. Fug;; an iambic nightmare:: what? the hoop was:: verify:: who::
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">sauve:: </span>wise
saws:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Perfection::
of line - </span><span lang="EN-AU">the
rocks emerging into men – <i>the </i></span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">subject to ends:: </span><b>thinking rock:: </b>its
down and new heresies burn in old religions something about caterpi1lars and
budga buggers;; killed by pip blue:: v<b>ividavidaridivid;; </b>(virid vivid is
ignorant as intersections;; <b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">seen is green:: </span></b>The blue:: the silverbeet that
bubbly grows:: light is futile:: Do they know — Do they —Do they know about — Do
they know about — the darkness?:: And the joy? And the terror? And the cla—The
clamour! The clamour — you informed <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">them of the clamour? </span>time passes into the music
its gladness proliferate and now it’s dolphins leaping, and one thousand cathedrals
- shaking - and hands, reaching...I study it, suddenly aware:: It has been with
me so long, and yet I seem not to know it:: He was a courageous, Mirthless,
quite-white-fingered man:: And, many, who went too close - Vanished...my
problem is that thing that self-fucked itself...because the stories felt
shuffle within the printed paper work nothing ever finally resolves, hot yellow
horse piss, or a man screaming out from a castle wall to the unlistening
angels: in the light Charlie, unforgettable in the
cogs, and gaps, and plugs:: Ridiculous but true, it seemed:: He survived::
Angstroms and microns, and the seethe of molecules:: Words:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Strange:: Sometimes
like a controlled shriek:: </span>Richard, You MUST try to be This was
obviously written in a rush. C+/B+:: But this is surely ironic:: Good:: This is
rather speculative why is the play called “Krapp’s Last Tape”? Eh? Eh? Remember
the year he “revelled in the word ‘spool’”:: of a man plenty candle, plenty
tallow, use the pad, the moleskin pad,the grooves in wipe direction hand in
palm, and heat the metal stick till hot and note the shine, and quickly wipe
about and seal out water<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">out;; Use mirror;; Check for cracks and pressure test:: </span>the
clicks and insane toys and all the other cacophanies of the night scream with
significant laughter as we too disappear down the twisted corridorswith grace
of those who have failed perfectly and we are completely mad and huge with ourselves</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">those</span></i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> Lords of The
Erotoforce, the destructive force of Love and Generation – suddenly you – by
the way: (<i>you lot there!)</i>, at least by now <i>you</i> must be convinced
he cant possibly have any or much idea of what the fuck he’s on about the old
Fuck: </span>enveloped in red sitting (5) in the middle of the (pq) death of
language. (3):<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> </span>the
big big red red window, sui generis, (4), is generally probably optatively
bloated. (6): and, <i>haut</i> <i>couture .</i>(7); Flat as old (xyz)
steamrollered Pluto, who sets his peepers to the going onness of things;; 2
Ashen round how the white mind and under and over the linear agon man that time
unburied out of the in and out those violent violets sewing umbrella cuts into
why of bone bits black: how long indeed ;(fn); Hokum that quidnunc - saved by
preciosity. the hand, zooming out again, whose bellicose ubiety: ( 8): umbels:
and bells bells......(asd)...<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Tragically, (3v), this malfeasance, (gf), pleases not the:: </span>Because
you are impatient and want caverns like Cathedrals to bloom with all of Asia's
pearls that were teeth as white as lack-black, and glistened like the laughter
of a twin-handed child, or a brain, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">whipped out, examined, wet and wise:: </span>They
filtered the sounds, a<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nd spoke in miniature whispers, A</span>nd everywhere, out of chaos, Out
of time, And out of the tunnel of night - The thundering engines of sentience: Writhing and beating in the beating light:: random scream
whose wall’s hole <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">commentless,</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>(these your many gemmed
visions whose lunal precisions of yellow red and violet green -- created by
your instruments unseen...and as intricate as wings or nerveless hands that lie::
distributed, could shatter
to unstick the sprig
because wire desire:: Enough:: everything
is so quietly remarkable:: Could you?
What did they know? Eh? as if
knowledgeWere some fixed, precious performance - fashioned?; No! Still you
stared: and she looked back, and waved::
But Sir! Sir! I go you can’t let, Impatient as you are — damn you Sir! I
claw at your coat you Seaman: oh you ancient:: poem “The Flower” ... where no flower can wither::
I sit here:: A helicopter chops the sky:: She will be chirping in bird shriek::
“I’ve found a burning brightly. I’ve found a brightly burning tiger,
symmetrical:: striding across the red land, thru the blue forest toward a
golden dread hand, with immense powers of analysis.”:: You will get up, pull up
your trousers, and walk into tomorrow like you were the day itself:: This poem
has decided to stop now:: His
moustache twitched Because the
rabbit was quite Irate now but died
anyway. woods in the blackest air
these royal times of resplendence when Grin Man came, and little people set
forth To the Excitement. Day by day the brick façade let nothing slip, yet the
shadow Was forever at hand, and you felt
things:: things glowed, and it was enough to Know;;:: It was
time......dream entry in the music;; hole in the music;; his eyes hid everything
behind it;; and thus technique: letters are jammed and crammed together these
spear lights as if the billions had been re-exterminated, which all of it is so
silly — <i>eye is eyeeye </i>in mind at once can he begin the second phase of
the operation: extending this knowledge to layers, layered trumpet <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">to a double</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">are of steam drains and the ones deaf who croaked about The Void:: cracking
cracking cracking cracking cracking cracking cracking cracking crack</span>:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">“Time passes, time
passes, and I lie alone.”:: </span>tendentious;; frog;; <span lang="EN-AU">an iambic nightmare;; fug off;; verify the verification;; it;; recondite
circles;; </span>You must Etched understand
that:: invented by the sluts of reason::
This is why we are endlessly restless seems to have signaled change … (not)
“transfiguring” …Like that of a Klein bottle <b>Draughts of oblivion shall
quench my agitation </b><i><span lang="EN-AU">distributed</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"> in space </span>desire to avoid vague
sensations, rise in the distance, he establishes his wavegrow, it is
very very very very difficult to isolate one wave;; But now dark now close now
down; Unfearfulfall, or fly, my lamp, my light, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">my dadno clown:: </span>ROBOT
ROBOTS AND THE MACHINE GETS TO THE NEW IDEA AND a corner, that fire rages out
from simple things:: camphor smelling-boxes, ivory elephants:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">falling to the earth
each time due to gravitas or some profound force as described shall not one day
disobey;:: and for reasons impossible to fathom, not fall: and not obey;; </span>heard;;
The concrete is getting laid:: I have carefully “He hath made things worthier
than himself.”:: Thinketh me much to much (too much) until all raged:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">but everything seemed
glass:: a cat on wheels. an old 78. the tragedy of a bic pen:: tendentious. Frog::
</span>They tumble who would be wheels under this kind turning. ..the jingling
jingle sings:: Thus it is given… and taken away as if we were the question you
asked. Staring like birds…pipe, wrenched impossible…salt and bright and still…<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">slithers, slither – in
and out of time, as decays, falls, wood: as if Time itself, being time, had
forgotten time or how;; the green and fibrous turmoil of the mind: and, ;; just
as green ash begins to cake the frightened forms:: </span>In any such
collection, the most prominent:: organisms are likely to be one-celled plants
called diatoms:: These abound in fresh and salt water, and, containing
chlorophyll, have the capacity:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Diatoms have siliceous (silicaceous) skeletons,
generally in the form of a two-piece capsule:: Pools lie on either die of the
world reflecting marble columns:: The swallow dips her wings in dark pools</span><span lang="EN-AU">:: </span>The sea as it leaps:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Let's go inside, I
have things to discuss....</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>machining steel, or::
At this point at this point an enormous yellow question mark;; revolving like
Macey’s eternal door, always probably forever being made into wings of vastness
in the back paths of the Meremere swamp where quick as a quipp he queeried the
queer quadrandrangled truth, that ecstasy, that light: are made to tear and
chop the trees and the leaves of dark or light, where <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the busy insects gnaw at our
facts, ideas, </span>you all vanish into the Nothing again as <i>I </i>meant
you to: indeed it’s as if <u>The All Wave</u> had been passed through a spiritual <u>Fast Fourier Transformer</u>
after which no one knows anything and there is no conceivable reason to <i>reason:</i>
or to continue to continue that can ever be conceived;;: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">but the wind is relentless, lending
no ear:: Light twists and human thought that are so many ancient recipes for
whispers that flap and creak inside the whisper's whisper: so soft, that The
Old Giant leans his ear to the torn the earth-tormented:: </span>fo presage:: I have no theory of The Light as it
brightens this page, inviting my pen:
its nib, its ink, and the flow of thought, or ‘ideation’, sense, and hope; and
now a possibility of transform:: Some greater,
perhaps more definitive thing: or some deep project, venture moves
mechanically like a lung but we gotta get there <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">we got here but where
is there </span><i>life</i> is perpetual I touch giggle on its ‘gs’ and smile,
let’s get right in there and think of <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">tulip </span>The Castle is all will, directed:: there
was more to it than that. but the:: Thumb:: Its time we upon thy other him:: Him
decline; Him love; Him let live:: to the mad man sitting alone the or if I and <i>he</i>
were as illustrated by <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">twang </span>a lot:: twice winner
of the prestigious </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">with God’s
name:: Wall of flames:: <i>muris de flammae:: </i>a flame wall which moves like
a worm:: Volvo! Medal:: highly praised. one of those rare books which, among other
hings, for the young; Black: Wall of I couldn’t remember of darkness -- I sigh,
I wander from:: of Punch renown, an enormous
dictionary, obscuring:: infinite
the abyss, sank
into and Dark the Waitemata, almost as How, I asked, could I;; seemingly
as true as Rembrandt seemed in his many shifts; then live until and <i>ergo</i>:
and I walked, imagining things:: Oft-times sat I then in caves I always wanted to
make chemical music but my career path led me into pornography& cosmic
chasms: his sexual parts - <span style="color: #222222;">written on - V</span>.O.L.V.O.
did he? ;;After all his <i>Winterreisse</i>, for example, or, <i>The Death of
the Maiden</i> is such music, such love’s food I would gladly die for -- well,
in words I would... Indeed it's not now as it was, and, after all, we did The
Name Thing:: and aristocratic soirées that happened in between the serious
historical business of military massacre: the old requirement for
genetico-spermatic bloodletting:: the yellow the
black weave, the blue....the blue where various gods: often wearing bell-shaped
hats and tumultuously rich gowns...pace back and forth in their panther
dilemmas... ]:: The slightest ledger of the still shadow is dominated
surely by the imagined figure, whose face we never see, etching graphic:: god’s
sloppy glove:: to do:: sprout the Earth’s:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and an abandoned tractor fossil;;<br />
ear lending, had </span>He turned back to Roach, passing a cigar. <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">booked in to rent a
conclusion…Just then they bent further in:: This circumstance made further
calls on us (poor defeated souls) as great ungulphable gulfs of
(in)comprehension burnt deep into</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>I, or was it you, are not now what you were - as if it were that
to make some final statement, you, had exited a jumbo jet, say at thirty
thousand feet or so, only to splatter your life into implacable mud?;; That
sort of thing;; In short, some <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of:: what the
fuck he’s on about the old Fuck:: but these things are always a kind of eternal
sentence, an exploded gap into which pour words to fill the abyss of </span>Dangle::
until snow:: there were many Mrs Smile:: yet, back there, it’s not the hand:: a
passes across:: if what who when i:: pigs squeal then glory:: I wouldn’t wont
do:: and I forgive them <i>for the sake of the shapes </i>and so I thus my
time: awaiting a death; or a hand, to emerge from behind yon pedestal, upon
whose skull’s sneer there is that extra touch of vile -- as if books were real,
or the Tang but the butter. if doubt then to condition the champ [..]::<span lang="EN-AU"> Many had glass eyes,
but could see: Jenny, never knowing:: which end to put its mittens on:: </span>Futility
is futile::There are no countries:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">emerging from the</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>destructions
- whose:: The hands crawl like scorpions:: green gentleness is a new United
States - but, fatigued, indeed terribly tired:: Unerring line - The text
triumphs, although they still sit in the banana shade whilst <i>les</i> <i>autres
</i>carry out the pencil investigation:: Angular agony:: Ominous green-blue::
The universe contracts to a bright blue eye: something about a fish and a bird
or even a heteropholous of a anomalies in the incoming wave patterns?:: Do you
have a system?:: I’ve thought of something many reason why obstetrics:: Serious
consequences:: More than a hundred Dutch cargo ship capability:: Nuke the
bastards:: Who it doesn’t matter but be exact:: I don’t want to vanish things::
They’ll be there the same tomorrow:: Will they?;; I have a system:: You can
have a system:: <i>Don’t touch that bloody button! :: </i>But is it <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of the</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">inside of -- a </span>Heavy drinking Poetry?;; seems to occur on almost
all classes in :: but mortal march of numbers:: so that the tip of these waves
would trigger the sounds:: The gate: rushing into the storm of ideas, the
electro-acoustic, unless they’re wrong -- you are a shattering down-curve::
winter light - and the poem’s sudden rush towards the unintellitibility of
truth:: a terrible night, and down the stone stairs the (unintelligibility of
truth):: And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries
and all knowledge:: nothing:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">fourteen men contemplate my wife:: one thinks of Krapp or </span>:::: and
he is complete of his replete, so he is, setting forth to Flat Mountain. he is
no terror but begins a sculpture and maketh colour of the return, SKAZ i am
seize me: king o<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">f
myself on painting walls and white flats:: </span>and the red dancers dance:::: “I’ve looked at “American Gothic”, and read
St John, and even studied Miro’s “Birth of the World”, but I still don’t know How
analogue signals are phase-shifted for colour t.v. Or why God stares out from
the centre of Pauli’s atoms.”:: And I wake into a fear: but logic, in <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">waves on waves of
waves </span>before it happened elsewhere despite <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">(quite probably) had merged with </span>of
a dying their black mouths glowing with nucleic blue, man: known his eyes:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the stainless steel
land, which as you well know, is as beautiful as a real advert, and gave off
the tinkle sounds of melting snow:: The microphones, who had been (generously I
must say):: </span>My Lai, this omniscience;; and fall like the three blind men into a secretly waiting lake, so full of that uncertainty
we all feel so cosy with: the teapot bubbling and the giraffe dreaming of a
blue-green symphony:: If only sitting on a wall:: as
Horse makes his way to the coffee stand at the lonely hour when so much is
dependent that those who droop are carefully ignorant of the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">endless energy of artists::: </span>Crisp
apples remind the youth::: considering the nature of
all things and that the world was all that it was we could recreate the
miraculous of an automatic gearbox:: as if life was forever, and that
flicker of forgot had regrown the toe toad, or tuatara green-dark, into an
immeasurable immensiveness whose bright burning calls forth (<i>sub specie
aeternitatis</i>): a one <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">hundred million violins, feeble possibilities:::: </span>Profuse,
profuse,:: the planetary gears; the wonderful worlds;
just by logic and how the way is forward into the shadows <span lang="EN-AU">where those we had encountered
were (clearly if disturbingly) </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #1d2129; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">microscopic in the telescope:: </span>(Yet I will my nothings tale on as the dance restarts):: And this circular back-turning trance did
seem in endless dance thus to start as we were lost in light this
aspectwaett under the eye, and, breeding: breed thus a truth? eral, trans
cendenttruth that sdarkles like a light on a ga y green a asdifstmas tree, t’ some
signal s’ TERRIBLE LOVELY:: interchane mont::: thiasds, all this...It began
somehow, and I and you also, got caught up in it all: as ouy and ch dew drop
conjunctions, despairing boat beheld the blue, and per intagliated fect, peel
ring eye:: Hell of conjunctions, despairing boat of heaven’s ::And I, I look,
sometimes, into my mother's eyes:: She has greater widow reason (this is cry than
I, freed from my spouse, and silly woody house....There are dead spots on the
compact disk;; The bee men worry about
it;;:: But nowt's lost – the seas are still
as green as the eyes of the fabulous salty witch, made
of lightening. (We can even see the dead down there):: The mountain shudders in
C Minor:: and bravely axe the ice::
Russia burns to wake:: out:: By little caves of doors The real toy
people quaver:: They are notes of motes:: All at sometime have double
crossed The criss-crossed face, crinkled
Into maps of gone-away:: ...a painted world where things never stop combining
and ramifying:: 11 The old lion perisheth for lack of prey, and the stout
lion's whelps are scattered abroad 12 -- Now a thing was secretly brought to
the sad-infinital abyss:: sank
into the Waitemata;; almost as How, I asked, could I live with these
'truths'?:: I cogitated & played with wax until ergo: and I walked,
imagining things:: unlick -- it seemed some breath in a flute engendered some calling
coiling thing -- a thing so godly ablaze;; They expired into your yellow, red,
green machine:: Third Man reports:: So this at the Caterpillar:: He was always
there tomorrow:: What could we say?:: we were caught in the theory of
everything and the clinging vines began to clutch ever more feverishly....the
Hookah was withdrawn then the smoke sucked in:: was this then what we had come
for? Humpty was on the wall and yet he was still there:: nothing had moved:: we
had spread into endless differences and no one was stopping us:: the logic was
perfect, but something was missing:: we were especially concerned about the
lengthening shadows as the day was wound down by the tired janitors:: these
were everywhere:: 6 there are more things:: at this point everything burst:: 7 blocked;
something’s blocked -- bloody bumble bastard bum -- WATCHMAN, WHAT OF THE
NIGHT?;;;; About three in the morning, Nora knocked at the little glass door of the concierge’s lodge, asking
if the doctor was in:: In the anger of broken sleep the concierge directed her
to climb six flights, where at the top of the house, to
the left, she would
find him:: Nora took the stairs
slowly. She had not known that the doctor was so poor:: Groping her way she
rapped, fumbling for the knob:: Misery alone would have brought her, though she
knew the late hours indulged in by her friend:: Hearing his “come in” she
opened the door and for one second hesitated, so incredible was the disorder
that met her eyes;; The room was so small that it was just possible to walk
sideways up to the bed; it was as if being condemned to the grave the doctor
had decided to occupy it with the utmost abandon and hesitated, so incredible
was the disorder that met her eyes. The room was so small that it was just
possible to walk sideways up to the bed; it was as if being condemned to the
grave the doctor had decided to occupy it with the utmost abandon:: (what?) was origin, orange, <i>this
sun that spins,nothing may be known. Note too that this also harbours validity even if the underlying
hum of that miraculous molecular dance, so improbable, could be stilled, and shot: Bear
also in mind thatmeasurement, any measurement:: </i>hand grenades, and
outwitted the:: <i>of any kind, is inherently and inevitablyand in all cases
(external or internal, objective:: </i>my
tickling scrotum:: He, she adjured me to calm:: <i>or subjective,</i>in exact -
decay setting in and the lurch of the intermissions setting in a sort of
hapless sense of circulating and gangrenous green whose <i>dilemma is shot thru
with a deep and tender spermatic:: Thus I need not</i><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">recall to you that if, for
example,I measure thus a truth, qua </span>truth,
ultimate sun-blinding truth and, precision - all these are mere chimera and
vanish as quickly as they are self defined in their monetary millions and as
has been shown, quite relative: We British, for example, exclude wogs from the
equation: We are left, in our final consternation and horror with our slick
soft reality illusions,whose -</i>] :: is turned perceptibly to her left (my
and your right):: Her expression, in as much as it can be discerned or
evaluated to any degree, is more or less open:: It is that of a woman, highly intelligent,
learned:: The nose straightish:: enjoying the play:: The theatre is dark the
stage is bare:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">but
this man has everything!:: blond and blue they fell from the sky:: </span>For
it had to happen and they had to fall like spiders or those who eat the wrong
apples...<i>'Mutter, Mutter!' They cried: </i>I awoke. It was dream. I was. I
was – for <i>I'll wreck it, I'll....</i>:: About now things changed and Dr
Parmigianino began forever rushing about doing nothing for hours on end and
blue became yellow as people fell upwards forever, this was noted by the
Noters:: in white of piano complete with uncompleteness, ready to clasp you in
its leaves of what they said, so you limp to the dairy, only to buy a useless
piece of teeth the night cries baby bu’ yzigs a’ happy happydying blind in the
spick’s mind:: language perceptual essential different:: And,
and...dying...bird perfect like a grinder:: To see the Protogroanic
engine of the Sea, he can carry out an inventory of all the wave-movements that
are repeated with varying and ever more assured Mixed and:: new photon word
trails andbouncing of electrons of like: ping to leaves maketh sugar, the Kreb <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Cycle. So and so, but
dagger:: Lurch to lych-gate, as if coefficient:: </span>The molecular
movement:: Something perhaps screaming o<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">r slyly indexing - </span>Love is now so much like a
quiet shudder, or some unformed thing convulsing in a plastic extrusion machine
with cold eyes and a sort of predatory stare into the general Neantness of
things...:: this thus they thussed and fussed, of course:: of iron or things
long forgathering:: <b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nothing or and oceans of nothing the endless silence no escape awful no
me other thing if me or:: </span></b>For they are a problem, so we keep moving
the ‘x’s about:::: You’re waiting for something, aren’t you? Eh? At It again,
eh?!;; But I resume - there Is no other course, no other presume;; You know
what I mean: God and death and loneliness:: in sheer or slide planes or not:: in
white of piano teeth comes the static death of x not kissed reflames again
again again again again again again:: It gigantics up, organ stone, it is like
the Gothic, yet remains free of purely academic restrictions:: Back a page or
two, Zadkine commemorates the death of Rotterdam, and the big dumb giant howls
against the sky that is a blissful, parched, and ignorant blue:: dying blind in
the spick’s mind:: golden horns playing such days, terrified of his child,
paralysed by insanity or the surprise of Hokusai:: Suffering piles - he
can’tthink of anything else: of nothing else think he:: Everything blowing to
fuck:: But they fell, they fall, they <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">fell....For they fell:: </span>having felt things,
dying blind in the spick’s mind:: And, and...dying...bird perfect like a
grinder:: and their joy is yours:: Father, forgive us, for we know not what we
do or say or write:: Out <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">even from those Lords of The Erotoforce, the destructive force ne'er
feare, as </span>rushes in one violent, no - graceful swoop of a styled chaos -
or should that be chaotic precision? Unarrogant, the soul is there:: Free poet
and I am, and what I have said I have said:: Armies of face-blacked men went
under barbed wire, tossed:: We note the clock is approx 4.5 mm reconstituted
hell that was from the top of her face:: It will be additionally eternal
sections golden dark eye light other kind of PIE I’m here. But you don’t need
to - It’s essential that the big faces -rich language-veins, now carry the
weight of the light of Theseus’s shield and expecting everlasting:: The empty notebooks - begging for words like
shivering fingers:: None of this, you must understand, slight of all this being
like something conceived between:: those contradicts the British Standard 1098
for the viscosity of the:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">light husk after all it i <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">Bituminous content of a class 4 highway:: So he
starts again. And he starts again:: And again:: A man leans against a wall, head
down with a cardboard sign:: And I listened in. I heard the thud, the thud the
thud: and the pump the pump of blood sensing:: Only this Ceaseless dialectic of
merely Being torments the torment of tormented Things,twisting and, made so by
us, by the Thinking of them;; And what is this Vast, searching, and tremendous
incomprehensible:: My:: these sunflowers, these would be suns; are mad with
seed: as distance dims their circles into uniline: they are galactic those
gentle devils, “HIV Positive, Please Help.” But New York roars like hell:: I am
afraid to sleep, I cannot die:: There: I have caught chiasmus, and filled some
tiny chasmus:: freed from:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">They’d spoken of syndrome:: But we resounded the hills, and nothing
could touch us, not death’s sting, or a
snowman’s erotic grin:: </span>always I immensely failed.... Go you<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> </span>the dusty bookstores and
the flea markets, sprung contemporary culture:: But his eyes, dimmed a little
by many paintless days, under sun and rain, brood on over the solemn
strange....the jingling jingle sings:: Thus it is given… and taken away as if
we were the question you asked:: conjunction Of striding morning shadows, Inverting
rising in meeting, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Was revealed to me - in a handful of -</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">27:: </span></span>(<i>that
haunt the restless towers of bones</i>) of something telling:: this picture,
this this - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nodding
with assent: pleased yet traumatized and </span>bat bat blind, as blind as
blind:: this thing, this:: And when the brainspake:: de the sea wave’s glint
and curl they could not stand or understand how grit made pearl or of a drowning
thing’s last wave) and some kind of blue sized juice:: cherished:: who despite the stark:: that burns September
into October - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the
month of yellow nightmares:: Styx:: </span>dumping ground:: between her eyes
and we were dumfounded:: so it could silent eternal be Maori Pakeha tui whanau
coast water dig Mt Wellington Taupo raupo rata kete koromiko:: he in some sort
of compensation for the insatiable lust for a carap ace, which, don’t you know,
sub specie aeternitatis, longs for wh at it surely was <span lang="EN-AU">the fiery</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>for
a pill:: baddies. I can’t see what parades and medals have got to do <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">with my capacity for
terror. That is, what blood group are you?a sense of something maybe of the <b>abyme
</b>[the boredom, the horror) - perhaps of a mad <b>penis</b>, or a steel
machine, car twisted with all the violence and greed of </span></i>then if a bloom, nothing is not <i>not</i> something, yet a
sheer:: whereby enormous. once there was as steps:: The truck man leaps
back in and the truck and it squeaks and arse, or a rusty:: From thought and
extension flow countless modes, which in their turn contain others:: A<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nyone who </span>Jimi Hendrix’s right to a speakeasy Event Wave?:: Did they:: This was
obviously written in a rush. C+/B+:: something. something for the inside the
vibrant:: bill...To
disappear:: and lost its hair
of leaves. It swelled at the base and reminded me of a cancerous old man, bald,
and terrified of the zero racing at light speed:: to know the terr-
intoned,
clinched it: case closed:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">embraced at the same time all thought and extension </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">Humpty Empty Back Make</span><span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">we sought things
and went down: </span><span style="color: #444444;">interlacing, the weaved
colours, the spider moving, and somewhere – a hand. A man heaves a:: </span>corridors.
Third Man is out again:: Nothing of this is known, or remembered - but the ball
of brightness, claiming centre ground, is learning it all again:: The music is
at <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">least
triangular:: </span>clinging to the thinking night of
time:: And I wake into a fear: but logic, and that queer space, Look!
These microclefts, these flakes of mind - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">these clutterings of time:: </span>soon they tire, and
how little time is given them to move.. .” And how the heads of men are:: in
the guts ripping up, or the you transformed into the way things always, like scissors,
or sexy girls, disappear when you want them – into the way things always are:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">would see nothing
contingent, nothing accidental, but a geometrical succession of terms, bound
together by necessary laws:: </span>The Butcher. Ah! He asked only of:: fifteen
dead men - yo ho ho softness his last agony – Borges says it best – and we
waited 'till we knew;; It had the exhausted face of the dead, Borges:: its
flawed, fatal, living Machine:: this death excretion, this this is a
conjunction - and in these connections these flowers said:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">back to the Level and flew
parallel to::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>But
it was that courageous self-darking;; The folly, or magnificence, of the valiant;; His private, dying agony was allowed;
and the eternity of his spirit's dance in agonied eyes; The sustained thunder of
the drums' symphonic roar:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Of his life's torrents were only heard by him:: </span>He did not wake At
the shake Or the shout Or the sudden coming out: No triumphant trumpets stirred
him, No lightening jerked his heart: He lay in stolid strong stillness:: There
would be no return:: He arose not in the night:: To haunt us with our hate or
love;; No bird, brilliant with fire, exploded <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">From the still, unearthly morning
lake:: </span>MYOPIC ART MONSTER;;…I am a bubbling machine of light whose
futile mission is to be again as in the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">MOMA garden:: </span>Never did dare a reader leave his
page, for fear there might escape, to live outside his book: some
Frankensteinic Thing to weirdly wander from <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that dream to life:: </span>But the white milk choc,
and those gob-stoppers, changing colours:: like the times, as Islands and
people were shafted & shifted, and now we:: were the beginning of power and
good old death: rises, and horses are sleek, and fleet, so that the gathering hooves::
And chocolate is beautiful thankfulness for groveling in the inferno but I
remain neither absolute nor cynically smug:: Piha, and words began forming:: in
a Trap, or a figment - Here’s another example: “<i>It’s
illegal and prohibited to remove alcoholic beverages from this area.”: </i>(The
moon booms - Tormented by The Hand.):: forgetting what was origin, orange,
apple, or where the serpent <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">had parked the sedan beside the spreading sneer of the evening’s trees::
</span>down, down Down are like extra limbs, questing antennae:: Dali’s heart -
thundering almost like eyes and ears:: I can’t tell you or God how much I hate
the pair of you: God is a cwiuant: They’re all Kwuaants:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">As he closed the gate, it made a slight
metallic clang, such as one might associate with something reducing as the inverse
square:: </span>Be, but are:<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">
<span lang="EN-AU">of pictures to whoof it all over the four sides of the unseen
chasms and maybe Prometheus </span></span>went down, wishing itself wondrously witless like a poached egg or a
discarded peel and seal envelope:: Events are <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">perceived via a language:: </span>to
browns, golds - Dali’s heart - :: a square zone of, say, ten metres of shore by
ten metres:: so grief, a spoken silence:: still unable to reach out to “the
blackness whose inspection was the very words”:: floated or rearrived to nail
the night again to be nailed by night into night abstruse - tortuous and
involute the mind:: Let us peer from darkness::: <i>writhe </i>inside
themselves and glue into a sort of living <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">inconsistency; you know the sort of thing:: the red
and the yellow meetings the </span>centuries
on - memories of the squeezed hand: Then
they found me, and the machines. These::
like 'How could he not make a second Self?” Thinketh me much to much
(too much) until all raged: but everything seemed glass:: grammar
definite reception pulse:: of perhaps 2% carbon integrated in: as if the art
thought was <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">maybe
something like a claw of distance:: </span>The Editor turned laconically to the
window, and the deep truths of the ever busy street leapt up to his gaze:: Yes,
Roach had a point, if the green and joyous
Earth in vicious::<b><span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <span lang="EN-AU">no little of least no baby no most nothing and more nothing and
(“ill seen, ill said”) no light or
nothing or (“ill seen, ill said”) all light and there then being no</span></span></b>
love:: Know that if you know these hands
and kiss them, they <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">will drop the whirling world:: These are just the bare bones…) moment we
move into the jungle clearing, somewhere we meet up with <i>Tarzan Presley </i>(Natalie
Wood swapping lover notes with her sister: “He’s a good singer, but he’s not
much use for anything else”): but in any case the gorilla (gentle) crunches up
the Tyrannasaurus rice bubble Ed Burroughs King-weta::</span>You try to
eliminate history and symbols and stories an all them kinda things - like
meaning:: But the wiley wolf always <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">hides in the wind envelope and howls his splinters:: </span>back back back black-faced and would be spider sure - ‘twere thee’s own heart thou held, Knowing that to lose or:: “I’m
seeking a Sheik.” Brian said: Later he said he just wanted to sit on the
out-house and look out at the view and be alone: he didn’t want to play that
day...It was an excuse:: knowing I, shouting, and ink all over the pursuer, who
is I samesea - See you? See you seawise? ::tedious tomes: bestirred, and betook
itself - <i>librus dusticus</i> - to be signed out by the pleasant young
librarian:: She became:: ever more half-forgot:: hooked wood:::: let me
explain: because things get too good and as DNA mutates constantly, then
everything has become as blind as a stone <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that inhabits the basis:: </span>cracks thru to God,
who is indeed, like the spider <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">in the smiling gun::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>the brain is suspended <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222;">on
sticks of ice::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> G</span>o dark go bright my
still dark darling who joyfully no-no-ing go like a Lafin wing -- push, thrust,
and tough away and past my me:: stamped him lovingly:: - and was In those days
we cosh/ e to the x dilemma perhaps only ever observed in the way an egg
becomes a Queen: perhaps a Queen of
Merry Olde Englande, and then shifts to a sheep - gloomy water wombed as
an instantiation photon:: Oh they clap, oh they clap, for it is life they love
and the colours, even down, in the dark whirled and whirling world. These pins
are crooked with grins:: We have something:: to <i>they, or it:: </i>times time is Aleph
time:: drill:: One night, unannounced:: Truth
…a box…endlessly folding and refolding…But I could talk of treaties, handshakes,
agreements, thumbprints:: Wolf-men dive thru yellow skies…millions millions
ago..hunched, waiting, with seeking eyes……blundery…death and lovely…slaughter...and
song:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The Moment, which slept, was
surprised:: </span>The truck man leaps back in and the truck and it squeaks and
squeals, arse:: A pile of medical books, a nd volumes of a miscellaneous order,
reached almost to the ceiling, water-stained and covered with dust:: all along,
the questions because coiffures of endless presuppositions of process and
interminable and the others:: and the it of who we are the things said:: Could
you show us that movie of the palace being blown up in reverse?; Again? For the 20000th time?:: I hunched into the
hill of myself as the blaze of dying time and the blue-cracked expanse of the
sky exploded silently:: and we turn the key as big as the door:: "But I
want to be something.”:: We spun and shuddered in our ecstasy Upon this bloody
stone; Crafting hearts do wait in wombs:: is impishly insidious with his short,
stabbing sentences, and and an ominous use of repetition whose wall’s morphemic
madness maddens and:: beat beat in in each end of cylinder lead:: screaker and
hells <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the hell
out of here </span>those that horsed the kingdoms of
their waste their time:: Land?:: (But
too long have we sweet softlied, and all the locks corroded are.):: Are? Is?
Was?:: the lilly in a crystal revives delight in this our thyme-light-night:: and
they recalled, and they chasms, sexual, obscure:: But above, behind, the
leaping light that animates the clouds,<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that are like the relevate swirl of a saint’s clothes::
</span>heard he the first faint mutating
marks:: - naughtiness, shaking the spears from the wall:: by which hope the
dream of the hell:: The skulls shuffle in their shells:: a world of:: the
smoke sucked in:: <span style="color: #222222;">dwellings to the harvest
of flowers:: </span>silken tension:: Silk:: A pile of medical books, and
volumes of miscellaneous order, reached almost to the ceiling, water-stained
and covered with dust:: and the dark double
death twice chopped:: <i>desperately in a rush to ‘strangle a darky’ he
just made it to the shit house</i>:: And the comical clank crank clank of
spindly Stravinskys all gone mad is joyfully heard by puzzled Gullivers:: These
lean their beards <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and
dream us back alive:: </span>subtle Siamese:: <b><span lang="EN-AU">black green red eye beard black
bread white:: </span></b>curls contemptuous; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Unquestioning:: </span>blue eye blue, so that
notwithstanding Darkness -- that galactic dream of eyes <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">vanishing, left you </span><span lang="EN-AU">staring:: Which way now?::
</span>I averred: but what do
I know?; I have known glass, I:: terrible symbols that will::There was a pregnant, not
to say gravid, Not to say profound, silence and hesitancy:: ...ace, longs
for what it
surely was all along,
the questions that
seemed to rise Let’s look into things:: <i>the microscope</i> <i>whose appellation</i> <i>calls its calling:: </i>“When
I look intothe dead sheep’s eye it seems to me it's not dead; <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">How could it be dead?</span></i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">":: t</span>he
clowns began to dance as the snow ascended and flutes were heard in mournful
tune: things fell softly about and milkweed grew silently and oblivious:: men
with death swords bestrid balconies; Tragedies were re-enacted at every pause:::
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">What I don’t
like is the concept of a Supreme Clock:: </span><span lang="EN-AU">section ablaze lip aquiver dark
eyes blacklight light::</span><span lang="EN-AU">
</span>A brick is a brick:: you could: but let’s be honest: together into a
continuous <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and
seemingly </span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">random scream </span><span lang="EN-AU">green aristotelian
dantesque dance into gold caste lip light light </span>they, the previously to
referred, really. not my white one. one. one white red rose:: rose rose white
dear rose rose my white; my one:: Is the special darkness to be poured upon us?::
my one. rose i’ve been; rose i’ve not; rose i am; rose; murdered rose; rose dear murdered; really
been; been; to; been to:: devour the
brains:: certainly certainly certainly life is but a dream:: and thus had kinged amongst themselves until
had been discovered, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">at light speed:: a rusty </span>screaker and hells the hell out of
here:: <span lang="EN-AU">if only each
creeping:: </span>the machine music:: <span lang="EN-AU">thing:: could set forth the theorem of its:: nervous
ends of things that cut this savage
stillness into glass that all’s that’s all be double bent again?:: And why is
why the dead do grin as thumbs are thumbs?; Again?; Evil?:: Here at the cataracting
waul, agon Oscar drums again against and for the doom as we know the clutch did
fell the swoop - but we shiver as we laugh for something’s not - as the great
and gaping gap does in insuck all those the Horsemen drag - and those that
horsed the kingdoms of their waste their time:: Land?; (But too long have we
sweet softlied, and all the locks corroded are:: </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">he stood sans time until:: f</span>oreward backward: then here come the march of distribution,
startle:: the eagle stare. then went the reverse to space whence unsteel:: of course
you the stars:: up upon the up:: we don’t do <i>do:: </i> as agrarian:: dancing into that time:: look:: and
the dancing light:: i indeed igloo yet yellow to unheard a certain goofy
truth; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">whose
very existence This thing, this growing thing … </span>It erupts from the
earth, ... <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">It
was a seed, now it wants </span>there were hints of telling me something came
the Music; microscope; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">these laws immutable, as some would have them: for why should they
always be in such travail as to repeat notions of some religious idea perhaps
inspired by a nut case who became a legend whose aspect we can only surmise,
whose <i>raison d'etre</i> no one can:: </span>The book is a tree. But let’s ons,
for we musn’t lose the minute; for all this is pendulous from a thread: and
thus we set forth, slogging up the old track, not far from <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Knacker’s Beach, convinced of a
Shape:: </span>I study this vessel:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as they say:: boomed like a bell:: But like becoming, I drag
that which, is, I think, Myself: ape-like or robotic into the orangegreen but
darkening blocks of soft basaltic ::Andd the strand:: Ex Cathedra! ; Ah, it is dzs of spiders
glistened:: Ea intagliated intagliated terrified:: cut – one seems sacrifice –
but Third Man:: “He hath made things worthier than:: has had many ops, knows
the land, the lie, morning:: </span>To test it, I clink my pen against it, Touch
it with my naked hand, Press it to my cheek:: is good and allows to me such things as comfort: food,
music when I want it, and a garden: - much neglected now but, well, those
cinerarias shall first peep forth, and then habituation
of wordle words and something disguised as an aluminium south island whereas
new zealand is:: Monet, your great garden:: Claude, Your water lilies, the
Americans Loved them:: And the glad carnations:: Your castle was a garden:: Light
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Seemed so
darkened by your death:: </span>at least, to avoid:: But we are enjoined from
the dark engines of our past, and well -- quite frankly -- we have to eat the
wall; Those black waves come at us; Heads and horribles all <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">gorgon with eyes come at us; We hate,
yet need, this darkness:: </span>and perhaps by touching the metallic leaf where
the bug resides,it vanishes….my problem is <span style="color: #444444;">that
thing that self-fucked itself</span> the Scream Spider far longaway heard the
cut cry to the Big No: it was incredibly:: Yet who Guy:: Did we know?; Or am I;;;
to even ape their own sedulosity, much as that <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">conceive, and to what purpose:: </span> there were hints, telling Me something:: that’s
how it came what is it telling me to gloom, and thus beyond something and
Beyond was sound. and 5 erections 6 7
8 9 things
burst; beatant; i green like
sudden would love:: thereafter there are:: at this
point I wish the vanishing would begin
so that maybe <i>fleisch; </i>and
e'en as cities and basilisks inferno into:: LAR ORA<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">CULAR OCUL:: </span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">bowl:: </span>looking at the
clouds they growl at us and we are made into hand grenades perhaps by the of
grammar so <i>int ime</i> that the faint fish died and we looked beyond the
hedge <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">toward the
gaiety, and some antique thing:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>but even the newsprint violins because death was appropriate to
the violet light or to examine divinely the generalize but neither the seeing
thing in the optic <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">my silicate sire </span>in that vast and ancient kingdom – where were
great towers, rejoicings and feastings deep ceremony of mystery -- and war,
ceaseless war -- and writings and weavings: in that rich and multicoloured rug
with its cunning crossings you may well wonder about me:: what am I; who am i,
and what do do i?; for am i not cruel?; indifferent?; idle?; alienate?; alone? blooded?;
did thou not think me thoughtless?; fear thou me? eh?; i fear myself, and I
feared you; come; fly with me to the rose, for there shall be love, for i have
faith, the terrible faith of those who cannot <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">believe:: </span>and all went
fingerdark; as it does sometimes in these parts:: Vast cogent music, gusts of
coal-sounding applause, a cough:: "What?" :: sugar, dissolving; a
huge cloud, a crowd, gathers, a huge...something big anyway...:: as if we | had
… been mentioned | in a local news event:: as if we had a Special Day. when | the
Centuries paid us a visit:: We asserted with our minimal pins:: for we are Old
Simple Folks or we | became| Huge Windmills eternally tilted at and jilted until
the gutteral laughter. and then that song: ‘To dream the impossible dream...<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the man from la Mancha
the Man':: </span>There is a hiddenness that leads us to x -- :: You whose eyes
have awoken gods:: they were yellow, beyond Stripe, beyond stripe and utter;
utterly; thus it rose; clang. thus buzz; like an insane Wasp it whipped itself
and dying; you know, wolf, how to Sound there spun new and ancient thunders to
thus confirm; unmanned: It turned, as all sky turns, and History turns, and all
Time; if all Time was now, where would we then; eternally <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">to present before:::: </span>Of say, 1 billion kilowatts, wanting Earth; Crepuscular Man
watched two:: “Aren’t we great”, a tiny Crocodilus becomes:: a fantastic
thing like a wheel, in whose motionless centre, surely nothing more everything
has been thought of Chinese more perpetual perpetual orunperpetual could be
found; Or was:: All:: two humans copulating on a
plastic thing; (A Zilch Bomb killed 1 million Zitons at 0800 hours):: The
graceful gracenotes, The impeccable suicides:: You indeed were you, and
christed on a black wave?:: What weaves? :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And some times - like ants on the flax-flower - whose
weird white and purple spikes break to the sky so bitter and remote:: In the
castle of special regrets they reigned supreme, seeking out</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>ever fresher agonies, whose
fruits:: The Great Fridge, whose coldness, and from whose <i>interieur</i>,
gloomy proclamations march out like ants:: I, too, have sat in boots:: And because
you are infinitely inside:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">el Presidente displayed his dentals::: Much have I travelled:: But I
turned off at Kopakopa into Huketai to examine a thistle-patch, or a magpie, a
tui, or even a cow:: </span><i>the thing
there - The thing that was there, supped. I too have</i>:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Man is:: whose pattern defy
number, for they are without number:: </span>oh spindler, turning and turning
in the machines of time: crushing, invisible servants:: The delicate necks, The
pecks, The transoms - and all the Dreadfully right things:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">A dark woman, as elegant as a
queen, sobs from an interview room;:; My son has one eye:: </span>She was _______ She was great at ______ And they loved to _______
One day ________ <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">One
day the telephone rang and ______ :: </span><span lang="EN-AU">I understood; It seemed
as if I understood:: A</span>nd so be it, and so and thus it was:: and desire::
And roots are dull with springing rain:: Where sunlight and sun surprised,
smiled, And let us chat in Russin unt Deutsch:: He snapped his head rapidly to
the right, but he saw, or felt that he thought he saw, the flash of the window <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">whipping behind him</span>::
Unt coffee flowed into ourselves, Warming firing, and we stopped, When April,
with flaming hair:: for example:: cascade back:: She
sees the sun, She is thinking:: It announced, my grandmother’s death:: The
two hands of Truth press together: and more are sent out, though none
return…History conspires:: thus you machine man thus you machine man you machine
man thus you machine you thus machine man you machine man thus thus so thus you
cracking intent of whose interest value belies the hidden skipping in the
chewing gum street whence our knowledges cracking cracking so you machine you
ma chine you machine you machine man you you you machine you machin e man thus
you thus you machine man machine man machin e man thus you mechanical ma chine::::
in separable petrol love is lopped <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">i</span>ts branches green and yellow with lichen -
like an amazement of escaping questions - the thinning branches like bony
hands, clawing <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">at
the face of the scornful sky:: </span>modern as a computer animal and
conjures…These inversions:: “The people wait, the people wait, May never come.”:: and forth, and back and back and forth:
and in true, these opals:: in a cascade of roaring opals a green eye is neverending seen:: Oh you smile you
smile you:::: the silent gardens whose shadow precedes sight; And you, Great
Short One, you<i>who are ugly, stride away with enormous in so far as you,
could R</i><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">olled
in the wind::: </span></i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">touched in eternal joy:: </span>Our telephone used to be A terrible old
doom black thing - Shrill as a:: mathic son of man! ; But crickets:::: Night
after night we trudged ahead without stopping, one behind the other, like the
blind::: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Sometimes.
which, by knack, I’ll <i>die myself</i> to be still so that the eagle descend::
schoolboy loving - the point about the Romantics</span><span lang="EN-AU">:: </span>green in coats of gold are busy munching up; They sing the numbers of the world, And girls with violins Are just like they:: The hand, restless cwic, its
thumb full of numbers, seeks and touches, the water:: Do you - ? :: So,
finding, on the unnumbered page, the Infinity Chamber has no connection to
those German drawings:: Indeed, they are as intricate as a watchmaker’s heart...::
we untounged <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">-
Searched we our hearts:: d</span>a’ gang away:: by
the enigma of:: So:: sleepleadlidded softsealed::: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and each eying each. Each never
venturing beyond the border proscribed, or the published delineation, frame, or
stabbed periphery::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>silence
as a harsh:: as if Antarctica had vanished,
in some sort of slight of hand, as the sun:: Oh why?; Why?; Why gocomeyou?; Why
bloody our sea?:: – <i>and she </i>The Thing For which I wait:: <i>heard the
silence spinning its softendless web; How lightly she breathed; she scarcely
had to breathe at all :: </i>some increep, yet there <span style="font-family: "century"; mso-bidi-font-family: Century;">web </span>spiders inhabit a world are
flashes you know me, and once i told; She bitch flung me into:: the of silken
tension; Silk lines:: rich arms of those fires:: who kinded my death terror; mother
mother of all would not allow those boy bullies to hack me, and so I winked,
and later my running up caught me - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">burning ecstatic on the anvilled evil - Come; Come
inside my structure:: </span>rivers turned back upon themselves, men drowned
themselves, women tore at their hair, and love sick youths wandered, crazy <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">with grief-joy, and
howling hopelessly as they ran into:: consequent regarding the illimitable </span>flat
expanse of slab feetto all unendings <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">has long since uranium:: </span>…It is not the <i>things</i>
in the Silence Museum, but the <i>spaces</i>…but we are no longer sure; We used
to be, but then we became Clever, and The Questioners came; We assembled into
the House of Questions:: and which knows it is coming, will come -- <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I will know by signs::
</span>strangeness of built the paintbox in this new land where the children of
our children appear, endlessly anew, we stop: silenced into sense of things being more <span lang="EN-AU">than an old sad outback idiot tale::
</span>and:: And when will shine for me?; - Man-strong, torn, shorn - ay; Call
lockless me, un unbrained, ideé ideé; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Seething now I fixèéé - like the fishfluxflow:: </span>I’m
playing scrabble with the Alien; I’ve got Q,X,Z,A,P,M and O, but I don’t know what
he’s got; I’m Greg::: Why do the feeling things that reach across the bridge?::::
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Moves yet moves
not in the red dark.</span>yours old one your frozen beard if only each creeping
thing could set forth the theorem of its genesis:: <i>Crashes the chord!::</i> Because
the cupboard was packed With so many things:: what is this gentle curse of
love?; <i>Crashes the chord!</i> :: This became a poem :: Bugger this, some
might say, let’s get a big car and drive like mad men to run down Time - eat
the miles like they were the enemy; Remember what he said: “The darkness
surrounds us.”; Let’s drive into the darkness, mad, the instant immortal; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Let’s get the hell out
of here. But he said:: </span>The eye the see the light the see see the sight to
see:: said to have said:: Futility is futile:: The Legerdemain of Wotan is a
special possible; but I prefer <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the wooden god:: </span>So I have long discussions and
disputations with myself: these conversations go on frequently – arguments
ensue and great speeches of enormous historic significance take place; You have
no idea; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And
there is more – songs are sung, and great bursts of sound; It is great fun – a
kind of licit madness:: </span><b>Bonnard - man of
light, Bonnard you built:</b> <b>Pierre,
Pierre Bonnard - You blaze from every corner:: </b>I make a speech of
great, nay, vast historical significance Here it is: “I was, I, well, things
happened. I ate things, I, I...lived...thank you.”:: and thus belies the
intricacies <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that
underpin:: </span>“A drop / or crash of water…”; who was killed by his words:: so
we come back to the message of one to one, the beginning of it, and then we look
to the deep city and the others:: <b>stones grow inrock forests:: </b><span lang="EN-AU">Those were golden gilded
days </span>– someone had crafted them: and each
second, each breath, had been painted with a paint so precious that everything
glowed;<span lang="EN-AU">Some
Great Thing knew us then:: </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">but as seemingly as
true as the Rembrandt of the portraits in his many shifts: then – well then you
<i>do</i> command the stage – <i>your</i> alienation, <i>your </i>dark
failures, or tired dribbles of consciousness:: to </span>penetrate bodily this
incredible beauty; our eyes are bathed in these lights and forms:: and Let us
rather be insulted:: the wind had a little edge to it, disguised, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">messed into the
pottage of being lost in the the feeling matter and the perspicacious
protoplasm – suddenly you are apart even from and Generation – suddenly you –
by the way: (<i>you lot there!)</i>, at least by now </span>that burns
September into October -<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> </span>the
month of yellow nightmares<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> </span>we
always come round<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> </span>hit
by Kings<span style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> <i><span lang="EN-AU">you</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"> must be convinced he cant possibly
have any or much idea:: </span></span>Satis?; Eh?; Sufficient before oblivion’s
whore?; I’m?; Or do we already revolve in the central nothingness?:: (Big big ugly hands lift and drop them, who
scream against fate, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">into the box that’s black and useless as a decayed mullet’s mouth.)::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>the head that was kept alive::
Reading the latter there is the feeling so palpably transmitted of a thumping
petrol migraine:: One eye open, floating, Forever, in an entropic dish, And how
his wife <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Tormented
it:: </span>So lets admire the tiger: the imaginary, but <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">real tiger, beautiful as fire:: </span>10
follows 9 which follows 8 which follows 7 which follows 6 which follows 5 which
follows 4 which follows 3 which follows 2 which follows 1 which follows 0 which
follows -1, and so on. and now the box, shaped like a repetition - but that
wasn’t right:: Any case ignorant:: oh here comes old Blind Sam; He sings; He
sang; He has sung; He will sing; He did sing; He would have sung; He is
singing.a new thing:: So lets admire the tiger: the imaginary, but real tiger,
beautiful as fire:: that’s enough. Now we can put this other thing together: and
now the box, shaped like a repetition:: we watch like prophets - their
acrofections - who are aves now - rising like a requiem we we we who were
godded to the spot:: <b> </b>as the t.v. adverts erupt with electronic Light:: then a shoulder shudder:: run hand:: knife blade to
lobelia even he:: time unburied out of the in and out those violent
violets sewing umbrella cuts into why of bone bits black:: <i><span lang="EN-AU">how long indeed:: </span></i>the clematis creeps these tired
times <i><span lang="EN-AU">till pen
is pin:: </span></i>unravelling those
woof warfs to <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">snare
the knotty persiflage:: </span>nor do you:: and indeed a new kind of clack clack is heard disappearing in the block
land yielding to the petulance of disbursements and gel and yet remaining
clearly <i>there,</i> where even Eros froze the heart from the psychological
peanut slabs given the hope engendered by whispers from the social signals, the
growing jollity and bohomie, and indeed a hand extended in mock forgive that cursed
me and glowed as green as $20 dollar notes:: who could hope for more or less
under the stated conditions:: equally, the four billion years the stories it
could tell:: slidingly awaiting a death; and an immense future in the centre of
the terrible electric transactions
(before mentioned in camera) and being so alive with touch, scent and laugh
from of a mad gut-barrell:: the laugh wrong as usual?:: I want to fail over and over again, but only
in that especial way of intrigue found perhaps in the shadow of a Mosque or a
Cathedral:: and yes of these things probabted they are said to be of a heart
that insinuates and keeps beat:: Who would not tread with me, who if Winter
were burning insultancy <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">carry forever my road?”</span> and or a rusty itness of whatness; or as
you (may) like (this or that or) it - the seven <i>the chord!</i> ages and the
man of wise saws whose::<i>Crashes the chord!:: </i>(we hear again) of know</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">or not know that eyes do swivel in doubling <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">wonderful silence settled into
the dust of which we were particles:: and sure enough, Rumours circulated; One
was (naturally) how time was leaking:: Crystals formed:: they gathered round
the fire:: and indeed:: </span>moves <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white line</span> and
quasi quasi in the quasar but red and directions <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white
line</span> it repeats and and semi its hands but the ceremony was really
unreal as the innocent softs or swung
back like a spun hoop, and all, every flickering pulse, all (under
consideration and further negotiation toward resolution):: Eat it?:: <i>Of
course – what you some kind of gutless:: </i>But, big radix: go thou (and axe
the ice) and of the spin of minds and of / and worlds corrupted;; indeed the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">horror and darkness of
aloneness and the near certainty of total disappearance:: </span>Not far, my
cat, in the sun, to greet the clouds:: Like a spring, it unfolds, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and forces up:: there’s
always something thrillingly sexual in </span>that tower like stamens in a sort
of the edge up, or the dislocations of down?::
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">flowers
at the bosom — that was Jenny -- so you can imagine how she trembled when she
saw herself</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">going </span>when we are
forgotten -- the design of death:: I began to mourn for my spirit, and the
spirits of all people who cast a shadow a long way beyond what they are, and for
the beasts that walk out of the darkness alone:: I began to wail for all the
little beasts in It has been authoritatively estimated that eyes have evolved
no fewer than forty times, and probably more than sixty times, independently in
various parts of the animal kingdom:: In some cases, these eyes use radically
different principles:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">He compels them to reduce the extravagant number of lovers </span>these
songs sung in column times:: she knew the long nights the tiger’s despair and <span lang="EN-AU">the </span>characteristic
clematis of foul ennui:: We that are young will never haved so long::
Persiflage:: all this time – clarinetted with colour, lived, which makes finges
of the great timbers, and the beautiful mathematics of <i><span lang="EN-AU">her hair;; Her hair, which of which she letteth </span></i>lines::
these indeed are like extra limbs, and or questing antennae, almost like eyes and
ears:: flaps open:: Events are <i><span lang="EN-AU">perceived via a language</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>2 Ashen round how the white mind and
under and over the linear agon man that Time captured;; Black shining piano - Perfection::
orthogons:: despised <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">anophelogic:: Peace was a different experience:: (the expanse) waits
waits for no expense:: & toward fifty without a thing done to make her a
tomb-piece, or anything in her past that would get a </span>(unto and into the
slit green goat ( unto and into the THAT that they <i>all</i> plunge in):: The
point, we seek it:: We are:: A thing shudders;; or booms - :: The up not down the
down not up:: What is it with you lot?! Eh?:: Pathetic diseutetude:: alight I
and, you know, don’t talk much:: He’s probbly a queerfuck:: Wa’ abou’ ZAP or
ZAM? Eh?:: (I saw it ) tripped and fell on the campus, ahh - blood:: when that usual,
wonderful loneliness enters us those of us here who we are listening to the
cars swooshing by outside the curtains of the night how I can diminutive never
reach you again - we are touched, briefly, ( perhaps by our briefness ):::: <span lang="EN-AU">[[Shut up Richard! Shut up Wendy! No
one cares what you say! ]] :::: Then
it…. “….</span>and simple tomatoes and
shell eggs you bone that there is somewhere <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">he, King of Corn:::: how could upstart that other
thing be - </span>he’d been, behind and in the box-hedges, where ear-wigs crawl::::
But <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">now, anger:
Zorn:: he was double plussed at the Old Man </span>They dreamed the time fell
through the centuries They fell
from the sky<span lang="EN-AU">; </span>For it
had to happen and they had to fall; <span style="font-family: "century"; mso-bidi-font-family: Century;">The babies were tossed in the burning skies..... </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">...The tipping
perspective, the lack of visible ground beneath<br />
the victims, and the merging of figures, in which legs, feet:: Oat of Life</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Sustain me – refuel the endless engines of my brain; Unsymbolic;
My heart pumps systaltically. But why do Strange musics wrack my working brain?;
It is said he was a carpenter,;Was reborn; Given thorn, And made fires for the
wondering. I love old stories: And I do not deny that the last word shall want
a word:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">like
the sense of an immense head, </span>nodding in the bluebells - Its eye knowing
of you. and a single “u”! dissected instantly, like you were Mozart, Or a
Latter Day Fast Fourier Transformer, Or the Thing thinging inside Michaelangelo;
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">On the tip of
his making tongue:: </span>are gorgeously valueless in this our estate - whence
Time doth descend change…<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">way (apart from
everything being <i>all in, or all out</i> (as Ash said)):: silly to worship an
end point</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>(the continuance,
the and the Sun spearing down its violent urgings?:: a completeness:: “<i>Something jerks out there in the swamp.”:: </i>but the green place wasn’t green “everness”
which Mariannoticed in and out of time, as decays, falls once twice once:: since semantic degrades the swish, her
him, possible or <i>möglich</i>. Nought:: crouch under by which we distributed:: spring and glee into glee yet glum:: i took
did the awful sangfroid, his own head:: He reached <span lang="EN-AU">genesis:: </span>Backs so that a
certain percent say of the subset Of x million of the subset:: Their faces red their hats askew they
sing: “Life is red Life is blue - Life is a lilac lake - Life is a blue suede
shoe.”: The goblins hunch, the goblins munch: The
goblins eat their guttural lunch:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Quagmire in pursuit of total </span>z, quite at once Slit
their throats meanings Into the shiny nerve and old, he studied Of White Much
athwart, Mountain:: Ovid etc I remember the black light white light yet perfect because camera, all:: undermilk, a kid; I; abra::
Boats:: up and down, up and down:: flog flog Glog:: many options red:: did was
And the black not black paper is made
from wood Boston, and dragging
her shawl and running, and we all got in - she’d collected some guests who Or
yellow with great hope or fear:: know that babies are illogical; Illogic logic
wakes and screams; the night is turning red and black:: That blond the other
night:: I'll be a great face; not the one they would ignore in your 'real' and
lonely and insignificant life - then you are - heard not black on night:: The
light elephant
to three down: no to yes: ifly: better:: not
antiestablishmentarianism:: on her face – and shame – awake now and
torch the night: Twombly; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">let’s go out, let’s riot, let’s smash somethin’::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">These days in this bloody turmoil, before the waking (Will we-they?), </span>oops,
sorry, I'm so sorry....No I can't, just can't So woman: And why not?: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Alephs, & such
arms in arms, and the joyful bitter hope of gold, beat into music: free but
these things are always a kind of eternal sentence, an exploded gap into which
pour words in to fill the abyss of horror and darkness who is (probly) of the
living root down to grip:: whereof:: Delight:: The thoughts:: fire - much mad
truth:: Old woes:: Things keep living in this old the flaxen hair chaos, under
the sun, of the:: are lost in gelid time:: We are the:: Calculating turns, and
all Time: if all
Time was now, where would we then
eternally to present before:: again,
again i thus this exegesis cherish who
despise the stark, styptic Styx separating it from the wave which seems rioting and echoing in the cataclysms,
its resonations rise from it:: It waits::
Flashing the under underneaths of the riverrating, possibly unstoppable, flows
of bubbles and colours and soap things in pre-sex sex: busy in the brain,
making us: just like in Brakhage, </span>signals –
how they breathed and bowed and loved!:: How the rooms enfolded them like
envelopes in the glazed and timbered cells, and the ecstatic, wriggling Quietnesses::
They beckon, they crook: but no – there have been too many meetings here: here,
just here, was once The Great One - and that Ol’ man sorrow O1’ man sorrow
place was blood enriched, and over here a beautiful bulbous bubble grew:: And
the delicate quicknesses, the sharps, the special clashes and the type of
night:: how you took cigar as <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The wrath of words: The iration of ideation: Qualm::::
</span>Stepping into the vanishing places you become ever more visible, and
some sort of utterance about almond blossoms, or pine scent, creeps in, and is
an ever more ascendent resplendent the voices rose to
roar – even yes, even the terror, the things, the songs, the cadenced dooms,
and the dusty settling that spills and spills:: out out into the religious
rustlings, the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">brought to ourselves: as if things invented themselves:: and therein in
the super depths of mid millennial dark:: devils with too bright eyes accost or
like Aristotle, heroically digging, nearly alone, or others, seeking certainty::
but a poet is always uncertain, peering
into uncertain, miasmic things we skipped past the great Alhambra of the of the
castles – we descended. Time ended:: No flautist fluting to the beautiful morn::
Things lifted:: The marble cat interflows - there is a hidden litheness in her
limbs:: And the god of art looks down, and grins in which sad sea horses race
and do haunt welders’ works: </span>study bric-a-brac, rustles, and the
patterns of things:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">shocked by the mirrors in your eyes:: </span>It bodies forth, tumbling
into entrance, like a double sea god, bent into green waves: painted, flashings, the folds, the dragons, the coils - the angels
descending - the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">flower named for her:: So I saw her coming forward, stepping lightly and
trembling:: For millennia I glass, I froze: </span>Nodding Land of boiynes whose
tendering everlasting of tendentoious eglatine, that enriched and bespattered
the sexual-asexual wrench-squig of their symbolic: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">we go deeper: penetrating the
reds, the greater resonations, the oak wood,<br />
the teak dark depths:: who w</span>anted wonky:: sing
yet oh diamonds and bong:: career blip blop:: Her face in the photograph
[ <i>117 by 126 mm i.e 14742 sq. mm. - notethat this measurement is
indeterminate due to normal reading and</i> <i>callibration errors, that mix,
as you are aquainted, like some soft,</i> <i>unseen smoke in these squirming,
eiffel gay and towering times. Nor is it possible to compute the physical
depths and relative orthognic</i> <i>volumetric or cubic dimensions: for under::
</i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">In the Silent Museum of memories and Things, and
desires: we calibrate the lacunae, the stretches, the enormous time distortions,
(the Shapes, and the ( the darkness between (Music is heard: - </span>But the
spiral (like a little grape vine spring); Or the metaphor of it: of the Golden
Number – or that, until it filled t<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">he whole concert of his sleep, </span>of course
“sequestered” was just right:: I’ve also been dreamin’ up little word globes,
its intriguing to watch them: how they Or because of, there was only a clever
clue: John the over and under man who could have been At Pompei - of course
because you thought of it; And were trying to impress them - </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">An
enormous luminosity grew:: bald, and of the zero <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">racing </span>the dazzlings, the shinings like the sun in your
rear-vision mirror, are exchanged beside the suggested: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The red tongue is as wide as God
and the Book with all those people death and all the screaming we didn't
hear...such a lovely lovely war!::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">out the</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">bar of aloneness and the near certainty of total disappearance (unless a
god hand reaches redly in to tear the Universe back inside out):: the assumed
or speculated death of all (if death is the Word…) - well, as I was saying, or
about to - enveloped in red you are now separate from whatever Nature devised
for you, never to be happy or </span>amid the gigantic lobelias and frozen leopards
-</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">the joyful destruction continues and we recall 'the phenomenological phallus'
and the excrutiatingly lovely details and - potatoes are thumbly under the stab
what is the Sun-Knife has got a circle which is
really a fuckin’ellipse, a fockin dragon - snorting King of the castle on the
top of Mount Dodecahedronicus - eh?!;You fockn’ Dutch genius; Fock !….And then
it turns, fuck me, And dissolves back into beginning:: As the red boly
blob of the molten sun sinks:: you reading or are you thinking or are you
seeing or are you; You may not be seeing...Y where the meet in that great OCULAR
ORACULAR O <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">It
was insistent: it had god and hell in it's sound:: </span><span lang="EN-AU">they lie impaled in their thousands</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">in the
dawn</span> <span style="color: #222222;">the profound books wait with </span></span>the
white valley of their pages for the sentences::
personal now) to “God help me, I went! For who will not betray a friend
or, for; Yet I do not wish to leave you, my scene, my
stage, my hell, my house: For it was here that – surely you recall – the deep
adumbrations, the violinocellos, the lights, the subtle and of Andness
and of music, that only in your most putrescent of your annealed dreams that
are so intense and alloyed and so taking into account carbonation to the
bending moments and the shear forces involved as if you had become a bridge
during the night only to collapse dropping a steam train into the freezing
river and all that kinda thing:: just then now:: us up like wanting to know
all, do all…[“Do something each day...]: Rimbaud or whoever you are [(or) think
you] are...]: Work, the structures don’t need (or want) to be incarcerating,
that is:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Oh
well - and you may well laugh -- the lights are going out:: Then
now it was as
now it was
now and now
had already gone...bomb, poetically blowing away the
maker's face: He is so stupidly, (rightly?), avidly:: Percipience:: unmoving:: We
are Moved into a progression of Inspiration, </span>We know it and know it not
this fuser: this near-infinite engine that rules all life:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">but we Reject music, it, ( it
diverts (truth ( truth) from itself….( :: </span>stilletto quick when still the
hay rick <b>(deceased now)</b> but I am not
interested just now in the poem's meaning (meaning is problematic in any case)
interested here in the look of the totality of his work as worked through and death’s
no problem: Someone walks his way; Musing, musing, dark at night, (His wife
long gone)<i>that are strange agonal teach, to:: </i><b>We’re sweatin’
an’ jumpin’ an’</b>:: What’s that bloody lizardo
mechanico liberto doing I would step
through like Alice:: “And I have seen what other men had thought..”:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Remebrance of Things
Past?; The agonisingly warm feeling it:: </span>profound and silent as a
whisper in a head of stone; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">sensate percept of his sentient,
alive:: Beginning to end, </span>as you’d guessed, the procedure had not yet begun:
somewhere there was a child, somewhere else a man, and, surely at long long
last, themachine: The endless visions; the deep red,
the black around, the green, the blue, the bright vision; the huge bells, and
the thump of the dead: what is a mark, a spot why do we link these
points?:: Immense jump from straight lines to the rich complex geometries of Riemann,
Gauss, Poincare and others…I once read about Poincare in the Howick library’s <i>Encyclopaedia
Britannica</i> - one of my favourite books - and his (like Giordano Bruno’s)
endlessly recurring Universes:: Unbecoming from your
page set at 30 60 degrees and u-u-up
onto the book, curlfully, and then onto the set square which:: What god,
what dream, what awful power, what:: Was it my head? Your head?; And where are
the electric brilliancies, showered and spattered with red days these spermatic
days?”; He says: “The dormant raga of your days…what goes up...the jacket. .
.the pen...the plainsong: Listen to the plainsong: Listen. Listen!”</span></div>
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“Love conquers all these money days. Take two to make</span></div>
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It’s all about the lines, and where the lines go.”</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">He says:
“Aagch! The lines – the lines? Doth thou impinge… ”</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">configured
into INCESSANT STASIS it is is it?:: where what was when the the the the cob and
SPLATTERED inserted quizzicals recall that chess smile one day poles got to be got
until - was it Susan?:: hanging inside the dead tree::
And slip like a mossed stone:: A Japanese girl hugs <span lang="EN-AU">a huge white dog:</span>
verification:: it:: recondite circles:: reveled in zeros:: as if
grandiloquently sauve:: scog:: THE NIGHT? :: About three in the morning, ceased
- much as the Dodobird had - long fires ago, and forgotten by the Antiphon,
reached acme - then fast faded under soft and violent skies whose crossed to be
painted <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">look was
eye dead to its stop </span>of The Charge of The Light Brigade or some such
other Tennysonian echoes still leaving the forests of god—faced television sets
wrench—wracked and abandoned with their smashed screens and dead-faced
fuckedness that brings in the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">iron turbans of sperm and delicately treasured regrettedness:: </span>Verrisoonilly
soon I’ll be homililly home a lily in the last privileged glow we ask:: In that
harsh unshadowed land Where I have forgotten How this...he dreams of a non
finite all colour blankness on which all by writes are possible we, who created
this balls-up:: lights:: I thought I wasn’t going to make it out of there: My
first thought: No one was giving me any information; What surprised me:: Light
seems to splash sometimes – perhaps like music, or the mathematics of music –
or the beauty of a transformed curve – or is it Photons onto electrons?:: A
probability wave function, and a dream of knowledge of knowing as if anyone or
anything could ever know anything he said giggling awkwardly:: It could just as
well be 1 million years afar; :: But with no: But with no sign of panic:: is it
all the things it is?:: But, after millennia, pain; became; or was abstracted
by a neuronic fire-flash and as we know this endlessly implies death:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">You wont cheat this
god, there’s no converse:: </span>where I saw it, dark - a coagule of wet,
together, clinging things: like dead, and loving things - dead things caught in
a hopeless, but restless, and never ending parody of what looked like love, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or an armless embrace::
</span>And soon a shivery strangeness felt uneasy in our quelling fingers:: And
bees, unhampered, grew as big as monster balloons, whose coordinates made
vectors of swinging light:: Some things are gigantic with truth: like dead
brains:: the window, the only source of:::: transforming its own ellipse <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or in deep sadness; as
life longs for life:: the endless vision; the </span><i>distension as to
deleterious we drift</i> <i>and stars are</i> <i>bubbles of ur-waste:: </i>there
are millions of varieties of cone shells:: sometimes we can say ‘transfinite’::
<i>She opened her eyes wide:: cunt wasn’t a word she heard much these days but
she found the old man intriguing:: </i>Endless
are the rows of spines, the book beings made
skeletal by time and ‘abstract hate’:: Everyone has played over the 1948 World
Championships:: Go away:: Illogic logic rocks the cradle’s hand:: a cat on wheels: an old 78 ; an iambic
nightmare:: that were so busy then; This is a dark and that the eagle descend::
And yet strange tongs in storms cannot <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the piano be: two smooth yet enormous ears, put out to
shudder:: </span>it was a bugger for pissing about all night with:: music
gadgets that questionmarked the edges, whose triumph was to be precedent to a
glowing failure as of, say, a mad re run:: gadgets and more gadgets and bolts
and bits like an old man in his workshop and my head loved being surrounded :: Nothing
very bad happen to me lately, how you explain this Mr Bones?; We all brutes and
fools:: You too said you’d recognized the and kind is the agèd face; and down
the eaglet came to devour the brains that were so busy then:: unexpected:: that
floweth so in wills so sweet:: perspicacious pepermint:: Illogic logic knows the
unseen waterfall: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the
heaved, gnarled rocks, basaltic bubbles:: Heads and horribles all gorgon with
eyes come at us: We hate, yet need, this darkness: We, or some of us: </span>the inveigled transparency of a carnival of the pure
answers of a:: But they could never reconcile the numbers - Who sobbed -
alone in their rooms - inconsolably and uncontrollably as he left her:: It is
said that these men such as Einstein think in different ways:: “I frequently
find myself thinking in images”:: Ein stein is One Stone:: The blocks of red on red on red by black
around by:: the earth shakes, but all things scuttle on:: the Great Pendulum
does a 360 proving nothing who forgot the spring under the floor, hee hee!!::
There’s no stopping <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the busy beetle, black with purpose:: I is another:: </span>Once I saw a
box, it was beautifully box-shaped:: she knew the long nights; the tiger’s
despair; the rage:: he saw, or thought he
thought he saw, the window to his right:: But it flashed so that it was on his
left:: lovely:: Roots limbs nerves trees stand stark: black veins on eye-light
scrawled; To perish powerfully, despite ferocity, and the queerness of how you
are becoming a spoon:: Those reds!; Those blues!; Who
would forsake them?!; ….No, no: as I cast about, there are the tenors who strut
about like croaking toads in a symphony of frogs and bogs: And the dark times
are all gone stupid croak; And the times of wet newspapers: The apple times,
the pillow times, the erections – all all already known…as in the following
image-poem-text- enactment: an implication of an infinite and progressive or degressive
process ...<b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">where there is no answer the or the answer is beyond and we are under </span></b>-
:: it <i>is </i>the details we require - progress was mentioned - but Buzz kept
drinking - we who also read the technical books and wonder about the blue one
and the red one:: Who reacted:: All this reminds me of That day she and I (young)
(silly) (hot) and (rashly) - wrote A loves B on the sand, When she was certain:
but I have tried:: we knew how to put the brake on? : Then Dad jumped in?;
Remember damning that creek for hours in Rotorua?; Remember running home from
school on the first day?; Remember ginger-headed, skinny Mr Twiss? How’’we
called him “Mr Twisted”?; How I thought he’d have to be a genius with a name
like that?; Remember you knew what “amplify” meant to Mrs Hollis?; Remember you
bought the first <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">part
of ….But about here it all peters out and they wander away casually eating
their thermonuclear lunches… :: </span>You have hell in your hands: Who are
‘you’? “You” keep getting into poems and strings of words, prickface :: the
crazed, the light filled; The crazed, the mad, the artist of all things, The
Voice says, are alive - burning beyond stone; even the stone cannot ache enough
and the mountains retreat in fear – the
knife cuts deep expelling bright blood:: waiting, talking: saying things we
could never think of:: I do well to dwell, crossed and crossed and christed
twice and twenty crossed again) you and I and they re re-enter to face full the
tiger’s face... for all things had shuddered at the taloned shock...enough for
‘b’ to follow ‘a’:: In the Silence Museum, :: What am? Where am? Who are? Are
you — did they?... :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">secret in the magic:: </span>I’m on guard against niceness, or those
little acts of kindness — like decapitating an elephant:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">To end: to endlessly end:: you
know who me it what why:: t</span>he fiery but tragic dark the and the
hunchbacked universe; a burning snake; the rich black moment:: if he was to run
for Mayor he’d have to shake hands:: as you guessed, or had been proleptically
cognizant of: sliding away into a suggestion of music; for at the turn-table:: And
<i>this</i> was the tragedy:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">for what she loved of :: </span>Order from slime and sparks from dark Did
fire this flesh:: And when the brain began to thump O<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">h gone by god was god, thus spake::
Cobblers, the whole lot of it, crap in fact::
</span><i>prick cant eat a Ball Bag?; </i>President! :: electric horses
are sleek, and fleet, so that the gathering hooves; And chocolate is beautiful but
illogical:: raw as a Roarer:: President!: Mr President!: Mr Fantastic!: its
been such a:: black sea:: Keep reading, think, search:: Brain?; Who are
you?; Eh!?:: Do something, anything...just start, it helps....Do a bit:: A bit each
day:: ……”:: OR Why not? - the reasons are – but we die:: The black thing, bony,
grasps the white thing:: recurrent motif lacked a motive, but, let it be said,
we have reached The beach, and here our enquiry ends:: Why?; Things weren’t
going all that well:: Forever, in an entropic dish, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and how his wife: the head on the
table like a</span>n accusation: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">a demented writer tearing out his writings - </span>should
have seen <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">all
those tiny:: </span>And:: you:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> infinities:: </span>Time
screws to smaller than a breadcrumb, or a bisected proton proton:: somethingsomething. and: be it thou you me I what he she it
them as if “quite savagely creating”:: Death was falling all over Itself
all over the bloody place and we were all <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">gorming at the Faithful; who, in sadness goodness
piety and gladness, have come to <i>The Appointed Time</i></span><span lang="EN-AU">:: Stop Here!:: </span>Is it safe to
walk the<span lang="EN-GB"> cannibalistic</span>
wheels of the world or nibble slightly at the cake of death?:: turn, as Louis
turned, his time: holy as eighty flowers, holy as child, <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">counting into time, counting::</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>but this my alliterated kiss now
the <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white line</span> quasi in the quarry searching it never goes and the line but <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white line</span> it gets
into blue curved by directions which when the <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white
line</span> the:: We tried touching and stone recalls the cold and the
fingers, stretched, of their duty to the gold and the light, and the cold
moving thinking things erupt again:: Sweet intended tenderness, you can, for
there must have been tenderness, togetherness, touching: And on some immortal
goat-clapped roadour ways didL Never did we panic then:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">it is hard: I never want to
start, then there is so much, endless permutations oceans of ideas which wash
around through and over me leaving the invigorating and indisputably eternal
taste of sea salt and time itself; leaving me joyful as a new fish but laughing
as the great green or blue waves beat me and slap me as a huge thing would play
with a ball, but I am content in a stupidly excited way…:: but about now they </span>tore
in, in with their lovers’ quarrel: I recall the sexy teen-angel: maybe
something primal, transmitted through the air, the cellophane or cellulose:
flick flick flick…:: Nora knocked at the
little glass door of the concierge’s
loge, asking if the doctor was in; In the anger of broken sleep the concierge
directed her to climb six flights, where at the top of the house, to the left,
she would find him:: where bolts rained down, extruded, great gobbles, and
terrible the Made:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">- But who in Money lay </span>ever a rain of event and ever a:: i<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">n the great library of towers where the nodding smile
is a book on a beach of dreams:: </span>you cannot be beautifully sad anymore, because:
the brain is suspended on sticks of ice:: Maggie's was a troublous life - to
gone words: doth window in which are scribed:: w o r
d s <i>she: </i>she is beautiful as
a flame leaping from some unfound and carnal blue – In other words the poem is
not about anything; it is the record of an event of unnaming:: would and the
dancing light and the dancing dancing light dancing into that timeand the
dancing light (as aforementioned) the gigabitic silence and the Dark darkness,
and indeed I :: Westward walk In that awful other season: Some go North: loved /
feared grails and waters.) with blinded knowing - (This much we know, as we are
darked.):: A tired lady Puts on her coat The typewriter Dies for fingers: Her
hands are cold - It is 4 o’clock:: To control that part of my Universe: But the
waves?: It has all ways puzzled me, That <i>that </i>thing we did, which was a
spell, on the steep steep hill:: Remember oh thou sneering chaos, whose joy is
to rip us into tatters of nothing: we who are - those of us participant - we
who are strangely marooned: but none of this matters a fuck:: generally the
numbers have been behaving lately, in tongue filled tomb tones I smell my left
hand, or is it paw?: A sudden strangeness — I am not myself:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">How can we evaluate?; Ejaculate, them,
they descend:: How much redundancy adds to the immensity of rock giants?; Who
sang?; Who yes-noed?: how ? many light: years: are: left??:: you really are and know not that there are
mountains ignorant of birds With their early morning madness: They clacked: They awoke and it seemed all surreal
and giggly About a meaning they kept from me. . . So I, Asked for assistance, but
there was no one, So it became something rushing off just; As I was looking carefully into and prying and History:: </span>“Did you like the film?” he
queried queerly:: And do the irrit camels shake their sleepy heads when the
snow flakes touch?; Her language is
hers. Her Mongolia Is not my Mongolia; Is it?; he stood outside, pissing
– :: i would like to carry; since you sprang i rolled::
are you you or fool: events?: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">…light splashes around us, like a new music: like a
Japanese</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">flow </span></span>whose child-sight keeps fragrant, exact dull picture and the homily hell as age dulls; and jubilate springs in
tiger:: So much<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">
…</span>:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">slithers,
slither – </span><span lang="EN-AU"> wood</span> Analysed
-as Heavy as an imploded star?:: In focus photograph she watched: “That
man” : she :: definitely: Face you:: Outside
where beats down:: become: Every now and
then<span style="font-size: 13.0pt;"> </span>I’m getting a little bit closer:
Waves: Waves of: Waves of waves: the dust gathered light as perhaps an angelic::
is thinking the shivery wing’s <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">incipient shudder</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">with ecstasy::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Illogic logic rocks the cradle’s hand:: </span>The tired, metallic
beast, wounded, struggles in civilisation’s mass, the great moral clamour: the scraping
awakening, where the is <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">red-eyed with his robotic</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>ecstasy:: the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">sorrow:: </span>and
words are wrong unless they’re wrong: and now we incise the brains <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of all the old and
perfect heads:: </span>“<i>My name is Z, I’ve been here long, It was I did
shrink this world to stone</i> <i>And you my man are quite alone.”</i>:: pathetic
whispers from street stones:: i give them be:: a<i>nd there are such stories!:
How this one lived, that one spurned::, </i>and Oh dream my love your traumaway<i> </i>For I your da’ d’
gang away; I- da’ gang away my dear, my soft, my Cord, so wise: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">is still there:
something about speech </span>what is this gentle:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">he:: head a head? :: </span>hand::
On the first hand credit personally: this
sense as of a finger, or of <span lang="EN-AU">some movement to a moment</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">expectedly</span></span>a structure he
believed - and many learned men and women of my acquaintance do hold forth,
melodiously:: Fast heeling on that bumble fingering:: Treasure convey this my
particular attent To that matter, whose import is as vast As giant mountain
quakes that:: and do readily avow and attest to that figure’s superior
aesthetic, and indeed, philosophic perfection, and will, with great enthusiasm,
erudition, and earnestness:: and the flame flower being free flows like a silk
wind, and: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">she
is everywhere everything:: </span>old as you are:: <span lang="EN-AU">Nothing is still::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>“You haven’t got the guts to fuck me!” the hot blonde by the
alley way despite for example that: “having found eigenvalues we now turn to
the problem of finding eigenvectors, and that for this reason, we call the
solution space:: obscuring Edgar’s view of the:: noted that the clock “says”
8.47, and that it talks and enumerates this numeric time in harsh Roman <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">numerals:: </span></i>fire
broke out in the constantly:: light eternal eternal quia sections who know dark
light white eternal dark eye golden black light sections sections:: eye light
light:: 13:: In thoughts from the visions of the night, when deep sleep falleth
on men, 14 Fear came upon me, and trembling, Sartre expands on the for-itself
as a being of agency, I began with a book on it:: I drew lines shapes and
shades, perspective, and Used different pens and pencils, textures, angles,
colour, perspective: I got the proportions, the sense and feel of things, tried
to feel the textures, estimate the exact shape…:: <span lang="EN-AU">Why, for example, do the fingers
spread out into </span>there are limits, yet reality and emotion seem infinite::
Focus though: an old woman sits alone in her home she is fearful: <i>where am
I?:why does no one come?: :: </i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">into a black distraction:: violas, </span>but, the
trouble is, just as you are not me, we are not I: and, as I said you said I
said, that sparrow on unstable sable wings:: - there being, as youare well
aware, none of him for the lack of it:: you, and I, could touch the retouched
Face: but what dark syntactic hedge of scumbling verdance could catch our our
crashed emergence, our black box of a dream by death: as if The Finger: People:
People in the bear all the aspects sentences the stranger self in the maniac of
conspiring nights, or, as if in <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">some <i>reve de sommeil</i> had swooped; after the all
of which, who cares?:: </span>to broad spectrums’<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">chunks of musics:: </span>walks
the empty streets; the city is troubled this speech. this eternal – </span></div>
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<i style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">rotating thing </span></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">hullo ha
ha hee hee you’re as if it was, and then those who had been touched:: Staring
like birds….pipe, wrenched impossible…salt and bright and still…buggered:: The
neighbours:: Then I remembered - the baby waving bye bye, And the little hand,
but I was not repeat not Fooled:: And spring; and all the bloody noise; <i>But
I cant do fuck all about it:: </i>what is this gentle curse of love:: <i>Crashes
the chord!:: </i>so perfect, they change -as a black sea puts on white when you
turn your back to it:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">fuck<b> </b></span>all about it fuck all fuck all:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">History has many voices: </span>because
everyone had rioted and run out with all the food and goods that belong to everyone:: the thing glueing the
water together <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">leaves
its imprint to lazy grease the verdigris:: </span>shades,
and all those who came: there: To discuss: prices, and Pythagoras, and
the ways of The Hippopotamus; And how Bill had such <i>intense blue eyes</i>; what
with everything getting more expensive these days; and the way the beautiful,
but meaningless structures: And the dilemma, and how the blood that drips, red
as flame … recreates and re-recreates <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the everlasting cities of light:: </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">And from
the mud of blood: </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">I grew up
to be a rugged All Black <span lang="EN-AU">Or something, but I never forgot the Fifth Curve:: </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">To disappear into the </span>black...
by black by line by line by round; The red in red of red in red where black:: and high joy that tears after wolf lament was iron unto us <span lang="EN-AU">the scream:: </span>Shadows
dance in the lighted box<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">:: as if Time itself, being time, had forgotten time or how the green
and fibrous turmoil of the mind: and, just as green ash begins to cake the
frightened forms – it is then asked: what is it? what so violent, vile, virile
and vindicant?:: <i>and sink in Lake Oblivion -The self forgo:: </i></span>“Lens”
is a word and you:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And when the black began to pump:: </span>beating:: <i>Genug</i> <i>eincochin</i>.
water; satrebach:: observe or:: as the peni
smoked and spermatic throbbed dark truths of
the spoiling:: And wincing at the blurr: which <i>was</i> the rev, The
rev, the revelation which soap-Slipped Whaaeee! out of my hands, fuck it, so I
returned; But they saw and - simultaneously - turned their:: brain is sticks of
ice<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;"> </span>alacrity:: 2.031 A spatial object
must lie in infinite space, :: But “Who are you …is not a question <i>they</i>
will ask.”:: you tend, to wander A GREAT DEAL:: But I wont:: double quasi thing in the bleak black white blackness two
four eight one <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">white
line</span> <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">stare</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>hollow out of holes the walls go
mad - mad with hat: redgreen of Fred, whom we most: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">You joined me and it was then I came
upon us: Who were we, you eternally asked?: They meantime were vanished into
clumps and </span>dearly loved and did observedaily, tackle in one hand, THE
JOYS OF :: contemplative yes, but curious inevery dimension —greatly was he
with fish and many faced:: did you know:: We struggle, each with their CHEMICAL
GHOSTS:: 'Twas sockets and steel in the:: does she come?; screaming; All are
frozen,:: by back the white around; Around the bound about the white the red
more red comes up the red; It rears its head:: Bruno was burnt for his ideas: (We
kill for the Idea.):: vast strange Universe; The
bump, the end-begin; and the envision; the red, the glaring, the green, and
somewhere and eye, and in a horsed yet controlled frenzy of motionless
light alert: and then would be such plum
purple hate-love and the lustre one, beautifully
delicate as a smudge - yet inviolable, for if savagely Philomelled, death would
be <i>die</i>, we know we read, as in sexasm, nightingaled: so we trudge out
past the pillars and the metaphysics of yes no yes no yes, until, limply, we
either back creep or creep back: consummation being destruction, the story expelling us - the shuddering now
telling the not-Truth into a shrinking phallus, or something or rather of that
ilk - you know - like a, like a...a molecule in a mass, A Mass. A Mass, whose
very Oblivion, destroyed into light is…:: I am a bubbling machine of
light:: He will be force Rome’s truth of
heart insinuates Of hopelessness and lust: Doomed by time And the To die thus
in youth's sexual sudden, with the....:: and blats like a pig’s:: fire and so
wanted, so Helen-desired?; Who could resist it to be?; And <i><span lang="EN-AU">who would want more? Who..?:: </span></i>sword;
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">He waits for the
Satyr:: </span>I was seized by a Terror: it was The Green Man <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">with bloody incisors:: </span>and
so I thus my time: its long evolve - :: <b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or you no no no no no no no no :: </span></b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that story struck a
nerve: </span>telescope: eyes are eyes where eyes eye in the crowded to <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">betterness where the
alligator ripples up the rock, </span>and guards the valley where apples:: persuasion very good
rich by nose or a rose: indeed speculation: thousands: they sang as if
disappear: not: oh whang:: twine is comfortable:: its hard being:: time: down
easy go:: slip slap grease perceptive appropriation:: local:: I walked up to her, took her in my
arms, and I kissed her and kissed her - she changed to a Princess; The Manager
:: they are galactic those gentle devils: but I forgive them for the sake of
the shapesand those trees of ending that smudge in clusters - beyond:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">It can’t what glass
rose</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>seeing this multiface in yellow and green I
redream the light machine that makes eyes of them because they are the elect,
elated ones in the ten billion page novel of nothing built of nothing and maybe
one tear of glass:: Dog has set up a conflict, a complex; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">a complex conflict like a five
volume analysis of Finnegans Wake:: </span>How can we evaluate? ambiguations,
you know<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">them,
they descend How much redundancy adds? :: suddenly you are apart even from
those Lords of The Erotoforce:: </span>not
even a ciborium:: The Voices: Of course they are glad for the ‘masculine’
statements of the violins and the
strength and sweetness of their pistils shall be glad and erect to the powerful
anthers:: the dust gathered lightas perhaps an angelic bumble bee<span lang="EN-AU">, </span>who greater than his size::
they have become bacon-faced and stupidly bitter like great humanic metallic
fish that stride about only to clatter. <i>and </i>they keep speaking:: to ensure that they rectify semen gunpowder transmutations
of after the news inseparable terms of
supports beehive petrol love which nsinuates
“after the news” if ever you could rectify human the term of supports is lopped
into inquiry of a fixated computer animal and pop up revokes license and given
a free hand in the cermony insane-normal popsicle cold and tasty if intra or extra
vital skipping in the street and the old stamping by the old steam drains as if
a pipe and who croaks about thevoid, avoid the void and maintain sangfroid and
thus Freud who suggested that the Zebra Groups do it “after the news” and the
slip (planned inevitable inside the asking for or not) into a fixed mortgage
where that which Is poetic language is radically heterogeneous whose
futile mission is to <i>be</i> again as in the grammatical terror of the MOMA
garden which I cant really recall clearly (but I was there…:: but, I swear -
she was beautiful:: awfully beautiful:: How strange, a whole town of glass; How
can people live in a glass house?; Speak:
“I. I.”; Again!: Before the time goes away!: “It is cold in this fold.”
(and) I want the red glass ;You will never see the sun again:: titanic titanium
toe: titanic, fly-besotted lorded and raging, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">You cannot imagine with
whatintense tension, with what<br />
age-old sharpness paginated or indeed unapaginated heart<br />
waited my hand trembling; to recommence:: </span>It was the darkest negative; He
called it: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">‘Vortex
in Black’:: we awaited events:: </span>so Euclidean, as here in Arden we conjoin
and again <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">in
short time</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>hideous
nerve,and we dream <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of raped saints:: oh </span>To breathe!: To Be!!: To carry universes in!:
To crack open an egg!: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">To eat, to think! :: but those sands. As in Scott of Lammermoor, The
quicksanded cities.' as I wrote, using hope and thirst:: sad The height: and a
place, somehow:: Some:; the image of a man and a horse plunging:: To disappear
And the vents of fury among the loud mountains: Why have we not passaged here?:
we fools of what we in purple foldings were: and We have something to teach, to
say, impart e’en: We could treat time like Cantor's and find that time by time
yieldstime only, and time times time is Aleph time or even ‘fiddle time’ :: 'We
endless; They were; Unity: Great:: </span>Once I was 'chosen' only to fail; I
was, indeed, perfectly failed in all sexual senses of the words:: Days we raved
to It on Setebos: days and times we seemed to know:: she herself was meta Malevich
soon rejected geo supremacy and-negated the imposed illusion notion and dots
rubbed beyond-her ancient dialogue <span lang="EN-AU">whose clear concisions, and </span>those ochraceous
umbrages of blue sads: and their glare is peniscate in the terrible kindly
sun:: <span lang="EN-AU">but later,
death grips his shoulder -</span><span lang="EN-AU"> Their graves were mountainous:: </span>foul,
chaotic, brute, brief, nasty, atom-smashing blood and boil-filled <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">godless and sneering
chaos, whose joy is to rip us into tatters:: hereby the </span>trite and creative
cakes of crystal atomic lattices:: WE BECOME MORE THAN THINGS AND WE HAVE NAMES
AND WE THINK AND EVEN FEEL AND EVEN GET TO BEAND WE ARE MORE THAN ROBOTS AND WE
ARE WHAT WE<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">HAVE
BECOME DESPITE THINGS NOT IGNITING AS EXPECTED:: </span>- and intented thru,
like all the winter's winds had seized themselves into the glass fingers like
leafic fingers :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And
the silence: you would never </span>surge of appear to hear the chunk clank
clank the old traction pump; and John Bell bellowed as the townsfolk sang:: No
milksop though, he knew:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">knick knacks hidden in hall cupboards:: And image ingrains to enormous
blue:: </span>Perfect empty thing: Beside all the other Creative, gay, and
clever things beside, my favourite flowers, Nothing:</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"> <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-AU" style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"> We who
are lacking of our selves, set forth to ponder <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-AU" style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"> The
dark click<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-AU" style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"> This
is one way as said <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">could
there (there) could there could be heard so thus mudly in the hole and
commotion? and the lovely shaped yet unspeakable bush of shells; one day to be::
was it worth the sexless Beetroot Question yes?:: <span lang="EN-AU">inmmensa: Some people::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>man is descent unto a wicked <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">with centuries of whiteness</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>intention:: <span lang="EN-AU">leads you out the dream:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>he the words are there...so,
where was I?: Oh yes, the universe is like a large piece of paper with lines on
it, probably in blue, but not all ways, to a very large, in fact, a near
infinite, book: when white numbers all dominant were in calculating these
things:: High in turning these are tranced into wonders and so rolls the image
of stupid woodens:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Until they converge and unemerge as if they were Pacifists of lacked the
key to Evilness….</span><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">-Nay. Yes - but many come and go we know in the soft
blue his head, and on his hands we'll never know.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">Yet the Reich was high, and spears purple above, shone
in a new orange we had never seen.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">-Dreamdangled they, or ever shook the sharp </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">afar, the clawed night, the perished fish: </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">light for gasping?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">-No, nay, never a day. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">But the eyes, had you forgot them wholoved you and
refused to blink?:: signals it gets
going but the microscope gets in: then shadows. and bends. place. regard.
regard and magnify search to crack tiny miniscule a slither slice worked to by:
as to by to by it when as to by to and if, then, as reached, a bit impossible
ontological, whose truncate avowals,
spread as the wings of
a Bourgeois Liberality, despite
impingements as curtains fall all everywhere into the greenness of incipience
as aforementioned:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the dark click:: </span>hollow out of holes the walls go mad - mad with hat: redgreen <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of pity in this: </span><span lang="EN-AU">That which I write is futile:: </span>Made
the buzzy bee: red, yellow, blue, with its great eyes like those tormented of a
gigantic dragonfly: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">pumpings clackless</span><span lang="EN-AU">
<span style="color: #222222;">the feeling matter and the perspicacious protoplasm
– suddenly you are apart even from certain as in a man listening to Bach or
eating steak eggs cheese and chips with Italian sauce – you cant be like
enveloped in red that for long – you have to breathe – and you can now pretend
that everything focuses on your Face, and indeed, <i>your</i> voice; <i>your</i>
words, <i>your </i>wonderful or enveloped in red enveloped in red inane
inspirations: they are all trapped in the eternity of an Amazing Truth of the
ligh enveloped in red seen in your features or your words – but they are <i>more</i>
than words – all Hell roars through the mouth:: It Was About Now:: </span></span><b>Alpha
Red </b>enveloped in red It was wood: about 8 x 3 holes: Twenty four hole rooms:
Rooms you could room in, like wombs: In the space illusions there were in it:
seeds, pebbles, dry flower heads: Did you go to the village yes: Our Church is
always screaming: John’s got a new cock:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">subtle Siamese:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>many other many days we played....but
its not baffled by light, it can’t be:: We wander and wonder, and, saunter by shiver reflect <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and destroyed </span></i>the wilderness say:: alien roses the colour in delicately
different of and :: fabricated words in random orders: If only ice, resolution,
and some inception - some conceived Contrivance: some explosion in the Head of
a truth matrix: The dead eyes of a dead man: Wire: Fire: Red light: Don’t stop:
It all begins: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And,
to quote: “Each nerve with fury trembleth.”:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>I pause: Most see him like a dead fire
hydrantor a lump of iron:: and are mad with seed: as distance dims their
circles into uniline: betimes most pitiless place: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">a converge::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>hell of conjunctions, despairing boat of heaven’s genetic
imperative lost in (the) if it would be thus be thus be what: But: When: P<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> beside the orogenous
octomorph:: </span>into a continuous and seemingly r madness maddens and everywhere
there is a clicking of meanings:: God is knitting:: Death
was edging closer:: Chess - Alice flew and flew, But they got nowhere. there
is no…there is…there is…there is no...there is:: <i>It’s ho tonight rock me
babyIt’s hot tonight rock me babyWe’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’ an’ It’s hot
tonight rock me baby of backward forward fragment
worlds :: </i>Messages are inserted or race into the totality of a
rivetted unchange, eloquent all that whirring, wolf, how to Sound there spun
new and ancient thunders to thus confirm. Unmanned:: A dark dead grey dread
something turned over to show its body’s face: to stare and stare from red mad
eyes: <i>Those lamps of black gone black mis-shaped</i> and as evil as… rolled,
up-rolled eyes: the whites now green, now cyan, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">now red….</span>not yellow <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and you can now
pretend that everything focuses on your Face, and indeed, <i>your</i> voice; <i>your</i>
words, <i>your </i>wonderful or inane inspirations: they are all trapped in the
eternity of an Amazing Truth of the light seen in your features or your words –
but they are <i>more</i> than words – :: </span>I yessed at her, <i>but it echoed into questions, :: </i> My fingers ride dancing into that timeand the dancing
light dancing into that timeand the
dancing light dancing into that timeand the - pebbled - And swallow - bad bad -
lustily and bright:: The mathematic yours old one your frozen beard if only
eachcreeping thing could set forth the theorem of its reams of their juicy
dreams: ag<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">ony of
groyne;: </span>And image of yellow and we spot the blue spot it dies in the
waves the waves ingrains to enormous blue good good from behind yon pedestal, upon
whose skull’s sneer <i><span lang="EN-AU">there is that extra touch of vile —</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="font-size: 15pt;">"to fill the world with
glowing skulls" [Victor Taylor]</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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don’t think she’s playing a game Pete. Praps she is. Oh Jesus, what a fuck up </span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">that
all was. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Go the play. Go to the play?. Go<u> to</u> the
play?Alone?? Yes, </span></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><i>you’re
always alone. Every one’s alone. </i>To sail the equidistance<i>. Dance on an
egg. <o:p></o:p></i></span></div>
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<i style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">If a daddy long legs got drunk and its heads grew to the
size of an immense baby’s, and it caterpaultered across the First World War,
and all the other deathings, and the moon fell in shells of ice....it would be
time for the first green, hopeful shoots, <o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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hidden from the others, in the </span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">oxygenated blackness, and <o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"> all twenty two
fingers </span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">in the perfectly nothing lake. </span></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as I have said before:: i’ll say it again again ] tone writes: f = 2t
cos z by time these things of lament fall upon us as dark green quilts on aged
men where women wail:: Forever fingers the fing er
nail ] the piece of hair Dietrich – interrogated – himself –in his
usual, frantic, exhaustive, way: the right Hand tries to imagine the left:: things
happen in Spain...:: (craggly mountains, oldness, love and milkshakes at noon:
or bulls or the wind is seen and they have roads etc:: the nightingale Church
shape: with a voice, that,remindsus, those of us with debentures, of – something
exquisite or Snip Snaps the beauty Of this pale rose that blushes…Once I stood
on hills, high in corn, whirled about in black by yellow crows, and did shall
burst in thunder yet that all, all neglect all, and the dark and clapping coat
a-stick:: </span>The eyes whose death from some central of a secret are maybe genesis::
Why, for example, do the fingers spread <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">out</span>:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The dream was numerical; </span>like a brain bloody and white, pulsing:: High high in snow freedom; Deep at night I invade my books:: on a steel table cold alone in the wind alone: It turned, as all sky
turns, and thus becoming aware like (in the aqua delight) how holy in or out in
ecstasy '...:: the Dacians we pass over – we have the
wet white roses.': like a metallic, shiny segmented finger waving or
strange sweet twistels, pink, erstwhile, and slowly, ceremoniously, rising the
shivery wing’s <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">incipient
shudder</span>:: Prepare ever more gratuitous horrors seen only if ever in the
albescence of a Ghastly Always peeping out from betwixt gold lit columns and disappearing to gone having recently
strangled someone whose hair endless flowed, we fell into forever realms: shiny
legend.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">No one
knows our names, we are black, or mad: Or yellow with great hope or fear:: a
truck driver, a professor, a cleaner, a clown, an electrician, and we
even...Those:: It says: this is me, I am original things you see, the starting
points, tentacles, gic logic dreams its logic in logical logs: The illogic
logic logs: Still the ravenous sea; Still the gulls:: Above: “There we are.”
She said; :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as
a chained bone:: </span>For to whom is such an ambition of total annihilation and
self-destruction not deliciously attractive?; What indeed is it that we assail,
nay, essay, to do: any idea or thought or impulse or whim, “glorious”?; Put
“glory” to the many corpses of History – interrogate the dead:: No, no, not
those other selves; Those selves selved in self: No: Not them, they, those: No:
No, no <i>no</i>!:: As if blood; As if burning;
Burning as a body of light: Put it Dante to them they “died for freedom” and they
will wish to you they had lived for life: Most would be terribly perplexed,
e’en frightened: And indeed, History continues <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">to kill: Bang! Bang! Bang!: It
all goes, getting louder and more more:: </span>the things smiling in the enemy
room (broken, battered, or even just buggered) back into Eliot's acidic brain?:
Where is he anyway?:: twirling a strange key: always it must be seen to be seem
to be new, or: “I knew” when night (night
(night) and) the doctors:: 'Merde!' Shouted the old man:: This is not, of
course, a wholly new phenomenon:: In 1961 Hannah Arendt bemoaned the activities
of those intellectuals ‘ whose sole function is to organize, disseminate, and
Change cultural objects in order to …. :: If logos is first and foremost a: thin,
intricate fine we watch like prophets their acrofections who are aves now rising
like a requiem we we we who were godded to the spot — :: pieces of scrap iron, springs, saucepan lids, sieves, bolts
and screws picked out with discernment from the rubbish heap, could
mysteriously in their construction the vestiges of their origins remained
visible the language of space: the creative dance <i>the laugh and lash of life::
</i>“You worry about the way I say things, but you don’t worry about what I
mean.”:: <i>That they who stoutly stand and die with him,</i> <i>Do get
no word,</i>:: She dissected the sheep’s eye: Doctors: not so in illogic logic time
that floweth so in wills so sweet<span lang="EN-AU">….They wring useless hands: They have been dragged sightless
into endless light,</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>perhaps
you, from all day staring at the sunat those hells of find a finger in thesand,
or something more <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">such
delight, such transgression, and:: </span>Sometimes I - <i>“...and this great
King Courage,Whose heart we need to fight and live,Yet he is so ga-ephemerous::</i>
away, to perfumed rooms: where the women wait and sing:: whose monstrous beauty
is almost nearly tiresome:: Why couldnt the matter: the deep stuff in the dark
spring of things: why couldnt it get in control?:: there has to be an inquiry
of course: What was the matter with BREED THUS?: the matt? Could I tell you?
astwey afg iasdfui;y; That it kept throwing mold s, kep tre-shaping; – kept
touching the clay and rebreeding life and so on:: but nothing is ever perfect
as you’ve probably noticed: Matter <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and fire for asddf examplae </span>faithfull image
Long glanged they, they stared up yes, of the <i>eidos </i>(the figure of
intelligible visibility) of what is, then it arises as a sort of primary contortions
of green of percipient and redolent if langorous and luscious examples or
exemplars of, of.......of apples conjunctions, whose dissolving boat of
heaven’sgenetic imperative,<span lang="EN-AU">argue thus themselves,</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>eggs, manackle
grim & cold unde lip wise we who under the Grindeoffe - and under the under
the arches gold fire Gutboy [barrel house] has scored lower information given
under however when it was filled with water it no deep longer ages...as ouy and
the Begin: the big big single bang bang boom!:: Ho wis it yoasf dintu
ndferestand meawf ina the sdfu treasm t: it terrified meandf “and indeed as I
know you are thinking, there are certain uncertainties:: a logically possible world is any conceivable way the world
might BE have; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Dislodged in a canyon:: This bottle <i>is</i> the Universe:: </span>we are sucked return <i>to a fabulous fire - </i>Ultimate
deep double bass adagio;:: I choir on a surge And I am Man Sweating <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">different: Things: The
sob suppressed</span> in rock fear Chasing Or chased <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Thru all time</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>11 certain proposals had been tabled 12 it came to this: 13 that
scream again 14 riveted to the page, riveted. It took courage and a good deal
of Buckleys, but Stanley broke through to “I presume” the intrepid Dr 15 the
Empire of the Earthworm 16 <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">red:red things:: </span>Of all collisions Of possibles – Danced in the
white of diode blasted randoms to PynchOn and on and on to a ball of glowing
light: for I also peer:: Then there’s your daily walk to upon me that moonlike
rubric holding me holding it as the stars shone with their Wall Street currency spasm and fears entire, entire
currency regions slip, all of this, as you know, leading into Something: which
is just like been (<i>might have be been ( might have been (might have (might</i>
WORD in a modern poem is a SUBSTANCE, and OBJECT, <i>sui generis</i>, and uses
machine parts and textured surfaces.....:: <i>The
tragedy of the angry sneer, its vengeance, trap-ratted cat, crying in the box,
cuboid, deep in thewhite hexagonal hold, the Drogons searching</i>, phrasically<i>, in the</i> loop back <i>reactions of dead</i>
significations <i>and burning laser beams: it all falling over</i> <i>into the
mouth:: th</i>ey begin to imagine symptoms: Alone. Splendour: It’s cold:
Passion: To cross wisdom: He’s a strategist from way back: it ill behoves us to chisel out the ancient courage
- <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">secreto of
violets: Violetto:: </span>Bags is right – well, aw shucks: I think we’ll
attack that huge principality is it Orkland?: and swivelling your six guns: I
mean business, watch out crocky, here I come, you fuckin’ po-faced grammarian Sunday
Times Belgrade lovalovely toward the from the husk (emptied) Music, by the way,
is first went ‘ga’ or ‘dadda!’: Explain a bug, infinitely
infinitesimal,marching like Goofy into my nose: Go on: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Explain ‘clap’: Explain the
letter b. ::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Under
the merciless Unblinking Sun Or random, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222;">Silent spaces; :: </span>Enter
into summations by whichever <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">climbs like downwards into fantastic: </span>the struggle of memories to
an unanswerable penchant, difficultly, and why should I be what you are because
these clouds cloud but who looks on, and who is? :: the apocalypse is a way of
continuing or ‘getting through’ as they say in the trade:: what else can we
boast?:: We could treat time like Cantor's
Alephs, and find that time by time yields time only, and time <i>see: Or could
not see,</i> <i>Were, as I began, wet, limp, But
together things, rapid, and,</i> with toe and
claw:: That acting agony; It cannot be said: Again: At night: the crucifix
cries: This slow, dark dance: The pen,
finally, dies – and the painter’s brush, the oboe, and the ink:: This
dark, vocal isle:: Some things:: the world whirls by; Some stop, and pay; :: who
<i>who he looks at who he looks </i>is who - but we need all these people who
don’t agree because:: And the elegant elegance; The roses I then transform it - as things constantly do in life - in
fact I went "berserk" with it almost in trance or a fever, a kind of
"creative rage" perhaps: creating a new "poem" or text with
wood or plastic lop-sided dresser until both ends bullet in:: chamfer with
shave hook, melt candle onto ends and cut cut lengthwise with tenon saw and and
the endless miles to fulfill our wire blood needs pointing, profound and invisible, is
really only the pointing of a pointing and:: Some
Great Thing knew us then – it entered us our hearts and pumped the moth with
life; And a piece of Church glass flew away: sort of
gödelled sort of —theirs is a stereoscopic syncopation billy isn t silly
that premise permits gloom or bop or bopple: What was that you said?:: These
are the kind of shit-brained flower tramplers I deal with daily: Mrs. Edgecumbe
edged edgily: I cried once:: Wha-? Chuck some sodium into water and watch the
explosion:: The head trapped inside an invisible crystal had thoughts common to
all men, and a memory of a message about a rogue
proton:: April is the uncruellest month, Breeding mixing stirring
feeding Lilacs land memory:: the bottle’s neck, &
our quietly desperate hungers - our clinging
to the thinking night of time and those numerals: so knowing, so smirking in
their Numberness — the wrench-squig of their symbolic: we go deeper,
penetrating the reds:: The concrete towers shiver They are waiting They are hoping: Monet
built a vast orchestral garden:: Vast,
searching, and tremendous Dance?; :: stamping
out life :: Pins, crooked, are grinless <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as blankness – :: </span>Jesus blood never failed me
yet: yet Jesus blood never failed me: me yet Jesus blood never failed:: I got very angry with it:: my mother, all other
beings – unspeakable – he light filled, the gently <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">in expansive</span><span lang="EN-GB" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"> gesture</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> prove otherwise the
hopeful and logical lights:: Cars and men do endless pass:: </span>And they, it
is <i>they </i>who have transgressed: and
we radiance of a certain germanent grief is displayed who have been evilised: All
that evil, all those betrayers, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and the bashed and bloody face: </span>Messages
massage the<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">
alive to the ancient anarchist:: </span>Nothing knowing of the core, the
centre, The nexus of stasis: The thunder:: Graham and Peter:: of the drumming
of unsound:: have so much! :: (The
convulsions continue.):: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">This would be another when it seems nothing has begun. Look it’s only a
trailer!: (How can a trailer go in front of another thing?)’ But, never mind
that, who, I ask you, among you, wants it?; Eh?; Im?!; We just get on with it –
either we sink or swim like a lead shark…</span>hidden inextricable the textual
cube:: in violent cold the faces writhe and eyes are bitter green:: yet once: a
bird a flash – <i>of grace:: </i> <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Jesus blood never
failed me yet:: </span>What are these strange fields whose undulations make of
mutations suchbeaks of nations?:: These are indeed quite quite times we who
haunt ourselves in yellow fields <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of back dilations where winged things:: The hand
catapaults me:: </span>Claps:: God, colossal – Cries out in gutteral: Worlds: Worlds
crack with drums: Dr. G. amplifies: There is ca-bam moments, even soar — But we
lack the eagle’s beak and claw: Let me reinvent my eyes for you — The doctor
was embarrassed by Nora’s rigid silence; he went on:: how a hand from all sides
(or any) yet had five fingers, how f<span lang="EN-AU">ive wasn't two:: How everything greater than itself:: </span>“I
was leaning forward on my cane as we went down under the trees, holding it with
both hands, and the black wagon I was in was being we do is decent when the
mind begins to forget — the design of life; and good awaiting a death; and an
in unseasonable unnumberlessness:: of course
“sequestered” was just right:: I’ve also been dreamin’ up:: Harps in the
lillies, trumpeting trumpets - Modulation in mauve, C Minor violets:: And the
freezer full of meat and bread, And the bookshelves with books, Quickly, to
maintain some order of a kind, some shapes were sketched inside the surrounds,
the ‘frames’:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Thus,
tossing aside the keys, we set forth, irrespective:: </span>The dentist drilled
Tremendous meanings Into the shiny nerve Of the White Mountain:: <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Horses clatter across::
</span></i>The struggle of shapes leaps into the scream that creates paint
drips as he, brushing, wrestles death:: I showed menacing and vague,
tendernessprecise and sharp, to my infinite cat - and I have brushed the
softness of a baby’s head <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and richness and:: </span><i>Dead things caught in a hopeless,But
restless, and never ending</i> <i>Parody of what looked – :: </i><b>CHEMICAL
GHOSTS ? :: </b>nota bene both the notion of infinity and that of information:: :: Eden Park.
Cops, batons,:: The brain, a thin faced, balding prima donna, scratches its
chimera, deeply concerned about the missing enquiry:: Indeed, nothing had been
said of this, accretion, and the general Lebensraum or Weltensraung: and that
which, even if only evanescently, ballooned into the light, was not there:: Only
the light; Only the long soft beard of milk drop buds of transform:: A frantic:: in the dark and clever
cosmos, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">interlaced
black the syncope terror of the fail of
life; </span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">the rhythm
syncopating and maybe thumping the red yellow maybe green the blaze by the
black the meaning like an eye among timbers or white</span> <span style="color: #222222;">stone, the yellow green the blaze by the black, the
meaning like an eye among timbers or white stone, the yellow green the black
interlacing, the weaved colours, the spider moving, and somewhere, a hand, and
a man heaves a dark breath; satisfied </span></span>in father love against my
lips - Or, as we know, we: “Called out in the dark for her, but there was no
answer.”…fond thundered :: the Maan :: After breakfast, a hot bath, coffee, and
bacon and imprecision expressed over exspressoas various concerned themselves
with the absolute point of absolute zero: these, as we know, formed The
Absolute Zero Club whose attendances, lasting 200,000 years are in a jolly good
state of health as we now know more and more of why we all forget what weused
to know.....at this point the poured liquid nitrogen over the obstreperous
teddy bear....Dave was china set, or a doll Delicate; This, all this, leads,
foreseably, to the For or the Against - or some such unconcordable cognizance
whose when by then by which. I remember
- the Christ me! - the Breathing Machine; and the way how I couldn’t never
talk, reading Celan, who writ him dark, and I - beside her - well “I”, whoever <i>I</i>
was, ! , veered hugely away, to that time, :: A tired
lady Puts on her coat:: I hunched into the hill of myself as the blaze
of dying time and the blue-cracked expanse <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of the sky exploded silently. </span>“All Hail to our
Non-Saviour Lord Gonad, Inceptor and Inspiritor of Nothingness and a word: :: great
skein gold parabolic and outwards shimmering to shake a No Thing, knew All
Thing: that Nothing was thus preached The Wonder of Nothingness:: had entered a
lovely land, and, leaving the faraway bergs or burns, had never felt colder nor
more intricately at ease:: We left abruptly as he too exited, excited by his
determined, yet black-cloaked and swishy purpose:: There were (the usual)
acclaims of grief or joy as a (totally) black hand sprang dominant on every
screen:: a turning dimension - and zeros: :: and dead Russians, soaked in
vodka; and especially preserved orgies indifferent end :: But that would be absurd
jeered the cheerers - only kings and clowns are allowed madness, you are condemned
to sanity: We are strictly Unmoving: We are Moved into a progression of
Inspiration, sensing:: Only this Ceaseless dialectic of merely Being torments
the torment of tormented Things, twisting and, made so by us, by the Thinking of
them: And what is this that they <i>writhe </i>inside themselves and glue into
the immense future who - terrible electric and alive - <span style="color: #222222;">their
store-houses and the granaries of their their laws and their virtues; for
beyond all the desires of this </span>little word globes, it’s intriguing to
watch them: how <span style="color: #222222;">strange a strange stranger or god
in a strange land who has taken </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">possession: </span>in this now of subtle spring: So
much Analysed -:: temporal beings:: Nothing there is you can fault us: we
aren’t children; Ours is the straight road - no drowning in ponds of blood for us::
The typewriter Dies for fingers: Raised up they songs: a - my hand – I’d lost my cat - My lady cat -
O1’ black sorrow Sat an’ a - sat:: there were at least one thousand of you in the empty teatro whose
stage was bare but for that that had been slain alive to confront you with:: Oh
gosh, it's all so: <i>soi disant:</i> so that the koan and the ichus and the
ichor all be inked red and deathy; (14) thus things are dissolved into add:
(22): there were hints of telling me
something came the Music microscope there were hints, telling Me something that’s
how it came what is it telling me to gloom, and thus beyond something and
Beyond was sound: and they were yellow, beyond Stripe, beyond stripe and utter:
utterly: :: T<span lang="EN-AU">he terrible Meaning expands in
their skulls:: </span>thus it rose, clang:: thus buzz, like an insane Wasp it whipped
itself anddying. you know, pink thoughts in biff <span lang="EN-AU">(9) as if deliquesantly reified
into reams (33) all is all it is (a) :: </span>That blond the other night, same
age as my daughter I'll be buggered: The neighbours:: A blue pen in a blue hand::
Not in a pool of light:: <i>by their own</i> <i>Bold and selfless self. Is this
courage, a Prince of dark or light, or is he,</i> <i>Just some fever that burns
by chance in one,And leaves the quivering other man,</i> <i>At least alive — ?’
</i>:: “You feel there’s something missing - wherever you look you seek that
piece of complete nothingness <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">yet when you focus on it, it darts sideways?” :: </span>and the thought
of things thinking set up new movements until firelight brush dead to hand the
hand from cold caresses the nothing if not thought the illuminating stipple as
ideas enter beginning a bird enters dives in bullet drop to the sea seeking
fish and things :: By keeping the mystery at bay with its sheets of clouds, and
Big Nose thundering in the torment of that which is not only a far far better
thing I do, its poking tongue, for it was rude and
young - :: here the instantiation photon :: - heard the cosmic quietly
by tip toe they reach, surely, by dream delusion, the central <b>Isn’tness</b>:
Yet the creature in the wicker chair and the old dead birds:: and for all his
shaping, man is lost in gelid time:: How the moon sings:: How the pliant land,
man moulded, becomes - and how growing:: rocker surely perform miracles: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">: Dark: The drill
spins, </span>and I strut forth: brave as worlds…In someWhat is a fish I wish?:
will the Light Man creep back in to illuminate our music mauve, our song, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">our hey ho song? (Good
Fish) :: </span>Meantime, we spit out pips of light, and horses pause:: if moon
was man:: with fock knows how many plasmic trolls: The gulf was uncrossable -
all that spittle :: throbbing:: What do you know?: What is this image?:: They
smoked in silence:: – then you <i>do</i> command the stage – <i>your</i>
alienation constitutionally unable 8 On page 146 - 7, Holden muses on war: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">some force of
stillness::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Somerset
Maugham was most adamant: ‘When you’re dead,’ he said. <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">‘You’re as dead as a dog.’ </span>the
seven ages <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and
our glorious and:: </span>And made fires for the wondering; I love old stories:
And I do not deny that the last word shall want a word:: Roach <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">was the first to
unnumb the ice::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Yes
- it was more Than the most blackly:: napalmed and killed to:: When's the next
one: come on, bags?!! :: way:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">know that silence:: </span>'till guilty fools a-tumble
like a Catherine wheel – these hands that strike these eyes:: that light: ah,
what we have we cannot have: and fly <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">our bones away the sort of derivative consummation</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>they had incunabulated out of the ape’s dark and evolutioned
eyes was as just as if gestation had long ago:: Oakland?:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Auckland :: </span>somewhere a moving thing; its meaning is itself yet we
explode like children in the excitement of being, beholding all, as if never
seen: the fragment, the huge, the; the gusts, the ‘who are we?’ and then the
blue, the black lacing, the black border, the yellow, the gold blue, the
‘meaning beyond meaning’, a hand as mystical as a face, a song, and the black,
the light, the red, and crush on you, and squish out your innards;and
out’l pour Napoleon, and thousands of dead Frenchmen wrapped in <i>tricoleurs::
</i>But nothing came from that great and famous face::
madness maddens and fascinates:: <i>is
impishly insidious with his short, stabbing sentences, and an</i> <i>ominous use of repetition::
</i>the dimensions are not just one two or three as in stones, or
bookshops, but, as you search your touchy hand in the assembled grovelers
roughness, there is a further - :: the probe is
induced to buzz :: No :: nightin’ gales:: They saw the garden, Filled
with silence, And the carefully planted,Beautifully orchestrated Silver trays;
It was An innocent age: the pistons of nightHammering in the ice-breaking
ships: The men with hats:: white drop as if we could know it all:: and there’s
need for change:: They didn’t speak - It was like:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and the Bodgies and the Widgies:
the chuddy gum, winkle pickers, the slick-backs:: </span>so that about rounds
it up right in the nub of our neverending tale: and you know as well as I that nothing ever lasts:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">dog the limping man
and the dripping tap the beat the great gush and the storm begin the sad wind
and the huge joy of the child the heavy boot </span>beginning again:: makes a change
whose origin, from the process of which was not contained in of what it
originated in, whose form, is actually is something – it gets to another place
when it gets working it keeps on: Switch the light:</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><i>the</i>
terrible red <i>rages in spokes its fiery fire</i> – <i>all, all is colour -
ALL: die for</i> <i>it. spill blood for colour</i>. <i>Stab for colour</i>. <i>puddle
of red</i>, seeded with a scattering of pink and white strokes: Now Bob’s basic rap is that language, as an acquired skill,
is one of those loop back functions of the organism except that his units are
phrasiform as opposed to word form. Likewise P is ripping off, collaging,
splicing texts: completing the solipsism <i>The Light and the Dark seemed to
know Something. Yes, it was</i> <i>the Light –
like the Doors,Higher than God Had been wedged Open,And all the Light and Dark
and Sound and ColourHad writhed into Being Everything compressed back into the
darkness: Shakespeare’s brain grew from the darkness: </i>it is what it is and what it wants to be and what it
struggles to become<i> </i>there were hints of telling me something came
the Music: Microscope :: there were hints, telling Me something. that’s how it
came what is it <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">telling
me to gloom, and thus beyond something and Beyond was sound </span>These are
words: secrete inside themselves...The blaxities charcoal soft swirls <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and the jaggeries, or
the coiling resplendence - :: </span>I said it was like I had had the top of my
skull neatly scissored off, and that maniac to broad spectrums’ <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">chunks of musics</span>
doctors pushed their scalpels in – he laughed his kindest laugh and told me he
rings Life Line.Child Holding A Brick In A Photograph: The ever present
evanescent sleeps in that ancient brick: And those young eyes accuse the coming
world; Who is less viles him this child <span lang="EN-AU">but, it happens: you imagine that they will:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>who faces out the photograph
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">his hands around
a brick?: </span>both for its visual and polysemantic ambiguation of its: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of them, who is too vast to be seen and too alien to
be understood, </span>logical things: or I was Clod?: a hand, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">green candle on the endless </span>in
these strangled :: Of the Endlessly circling Eagles, wanting:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Illogic logic searches
with bright light:: </span>Whichever way you look at it, it looms at you,
threatening to topple over with a sort of 19<sup>th</sup> Century bloody mindedness,
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Oh well - and
you may well laugh the lights are going out. Then t</span>hese still trees, the
tearing, aching for the Death, desiring May, or may not, Be – textual dynamic
and the tensile power that is shank - wide - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">'a world too wide' -</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>The
crazed, the light filled, the gently mad, the artist burning beyond stone; even
the stone cannot ache enough generated by London streets, would not have wanted
my Man-ness in The Ages when I have such dreams, to emerge the clouds come down::
for with my wounded nose:: How’s your woman thing -
still having those boring old orgasms?; No? Ja?; Why? It’s not a
question; You haven’t detected any commercial instability :: a sort of living inconsistency.
you know the sort of thing, then, where, how, why, and whence would you surely
place your feet possibly modelled in plaster of Paris as if I hadn’t invented
art theory:: ha ha, of course I meaneth to it is a feeble Lady’s hand, age old
– dropping a small Plate, as Heavy as an imploded star? :: In focus photograph
Face you become a great face; not the one they would ignore in your 'real' and
lonely and insignificant life – then you are – old as you are or as:: <i>Write down the facts he states :: </i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">It is difficult for me
to judge:: </span>What clutches grows inverted trees Will never have the
knowing:: No, no, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">shithouse, and there who despise </span>ever
unshut <i>aside the </i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">sadly being self: Or Self: Not not being either, quite: but Being
beingly: Being,</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>ugly
what else but a hand reaching out to another or via a page to keep as but Tower::
Weirdly
from all this ashly crumblings? :: of a
substantial subjunctive or preterited him, in time gone in a black rage, on
some ancient battlefield, and laughed as he died :: Instead, I stamp in:: One
eye open, floating,:: child petulant and tombs topple open, uplifting - here
you are; eyes are eyes where eyes eye in
the crowded hating; i’ve not:I just brushed my teeth - This too is a beautiful
act:: <span lang="EN-AU">A fly flew
through the adjacent skull: Bede: A door banged in the wind: Masterton knew the
killer had eluded him again: But he wasn’t a man to give up easily: He checked
his side arm and did 2 thousand press ups. It was then that – :: </span>the
pure, the crafted line :: The line, as blue as a vein, leading lyrically, and
oh so logically to what they could have said, that the hand trembles: inscribing
those meanings, those thoughts, these journeys of daring into the soul’s night:: his teeth into
the wind What have we must, but we never but, a wave and <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the green:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>semiotic signage sucks us into a reversal <i>think</i> to
microns: what path?:: <i>grains </i>to underscore granite: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">he lives in a sort of increment::
</span>whose wicked obligatory is never more than a deposit into the
possibility when the crystal cold is thundered through all things alive or dead
But that’s a different story :: We are l like cave:: and clack and cannot Be,
but are: limbs snake the island, is Aladdin in a chaos <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And error ( (The error Error
(((an era </span>all things are equal or are they, they are. even the tiny,
chipped, and There is no escaping:: My point, you see :: I only :: like the
red and white
queens in Alice in Wonderland
only to
transfigure the night into some sort of pattern, beautifully
devoid of meaning, and <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">ascends the sky </span>( place ( these places ):: We calibrate. (We
summate. <span lang="EN-AU">i<span style="color: #222222;">ng Thing!: </span></span>You need that kind of
corroborative component; <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Oh well - and you may well laugh; the lights are going out:: Then now it
was as now
it was now
and now: </span>and those
numerals: so knowing, so smirking in their Numberness stilletto quick when
still <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the hay
rick:: </span>There I stood arrogant, grey:: Can that be <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">incredible smallness of the parts
of natural objects, </span>me? :: Am I reflection or.... Glass – solid liquid –
deceives... :: stupid questions: she <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">kept asking:: </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="font-size: 13.0pt;">And the
black not black not black on night; The</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span style="font-size: 13.0pt;">light
alight but light not light: The clock is dead: The clock awake alive like head.
The head like </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="font-size: 13.0pt;">blood like hot is red: </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the money-maker but got. who noggled? mad? as if.</span>something.
something in the hole and screaming for
the right to die inside the vibrant yet unspeakable bush of shells; one day to
be perpetually reconstituted: No life from death, no end to dusk:: live in a
sunken steamboat and the poetry of happens down on you number girdered only
occasionally is your hand espied, waving whitely, and their joy is yours, even
if you cant see the game: or do you
dream only of the empty book, complete with uncompleteness, ready to clasp you
in its leaves; contiguous to the Black Robe :: The theatre is dark – empty; But
the actors are there:: Oft-times sat I then in caves convinced by shadows: or I
turned toward the greater sun: or I was the measure of ALL, or the Clock
itself: or I awoke to find all <i>Ks</i> had changed, only to revert, smilingly::
that converged with increasing purpose:: We could imagine Beethoven or
Schoenberg Shaking the sleepy universe awake:: But no: RETURN TO SQUARE ONE:
This real rolling down, this slow descent: (Go Careful On The Stairs EACH STEP
IS MANY )I sigh, I wander from room to room, and rustle in my own unknowing: “Gonad!”
They cried. “Nothingness!”: they Well well well you snarl, swinging out the bar
room, and swivelling your six guns, thing - coldly I mean business, watch out Crocky,
here I come, you fuckin’ such a Thing : <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">so Petrus veered away at this point turning to look
back only when the shooting had stopped</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">and the 200
million had been quietly put down: then a </span></span>thereafter and
hereafter into a kind of Cagean lake of silence fulfilled finally of <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">course:: What was the
matter with irrefutably endless irrefutably endless irrefutably endless matter?
:: </span>the deep stuff in the dark spring of things: why couldnt it get in
control? Why wernt we informed immediately?:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Once I saw a box, it was
beautifully box-shaped:: </span>his Milton and his coin, agony in the eye, and
vengeance wrecked:: All time now leaping, and one thousand <span lang="EN-AU">cathedrals - shaking - </span>:: a
cat on wheels: an old 78: the tragedy of a bic pen:: Leaves riddles on concave
rocks for the sun to solve:: It is a warm, rich, and wonderfully fluent work:: I
always sort of felt, you know that, ah, something was owed old Jonno bloody
good chap he was salt of the earth and all that eh Prescott?!; Eh?!!;:: about
fleeing before an enchanter (yellow red) but (cackling unto became strange
red-dry hinterlands of disbelief as the city settled in the shit shattered
silence ( I (be came strange unchilled of and to or in and thru the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">forgulous wherein The
Grinders ever prepare ever more:: And the dance, in peacock weather, </span>most just-so, of meaning
subtly mad :: You worried that the universe was finite but unbounded, bounded,
bounding <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or
bound; But my cat, Jeffery::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>as if, as if –
TWINKLE MYOPIC MONSTER – CREATE THYSELF! “Yes!” Nora said; “Look for the girls
also in the toilets at night, and you will find them kneeling in that great
secret confessional crying between tongues, the terrible excommunication :: The
Fear Of Nothing po-faced grammarian Sunday Times Belgrade: bitch: delving into
those old sleaves not far from the fugacic <span style="color: #1d2129;">was it::
</span>and endless with the ivory peril of configured hands so tiny,:: storms,
or the yellow-eyed locusts who scream down in the probably godless space to a
very Nothing: measures, whose hope be
bells of lights a touch, and something is bereft of function, light │ │husk after all │ blackest │ │that not a │ <span lang="EN-AU">ele │ │blooms machine</span> yet claps out to the
assembled, of vintages and such invisible warnings to those <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">to be watched to be watched </span>who
merely be: erupts upwards Up. The pohutukawa - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">bewitched, bejewelled by an
Ecstasy of red... ::For years they became silent, by </span>the songs soar: Yet
still is this subtle ill: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">We the living in the “here and now” have much to live for :: </span>We
kids ran madly –soot and steam – cylindrical: A black monster – always we
nearly missed it…Why is?; What was that thing?; That Being I was:: to drop the
rock in sand, where two-things, and eyes:: And Screaming after a train <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">In the long ago time
of stories::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>37 Genesis <span style="color: #1d2129;">was
it! :: We stared up::</span> est, and none shall rest :: This, especial light::
A window of glass: A swan, crashing into glass, could become the beautiful
shadow:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Once we
could do magic, like waking early before three p.m., or playing stick boats in
winter’s gutter:: the stern interdiction:: in the moon, is routine: as
magic to us as manhole,
replacing the lids, stashing the gear:: It all fits in somehow:: military
massacre: the old requirement for genetico-spermatic bloodletting:: </span>One
day I’ll retalk these things:: Dying complete with uncompleteness, ready to
clasp you in its leaves of what they said, so you limp to the dairy, only to
buy a useless piece of amongst the blind:: And, the we came to encounter such
rock—to the buggered valleys of bone profound of lost fleeting flight of time inside
the Basics or sunk in black while others did they made wheels of flesh:: <span lang="EN-AU">was it worth the sexless
Beetroot Question yes?; </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And things: Things: we’d never suspected, horrid and
gentle things: These emerge, and come at us. And do we eat through?: Eh? Do we?
Is this thus our victory?; Toward what?; By whom?; Is The Great One watching?::
</span>forties:: Of heart thud: The oscillagram <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Flashes green mountains…</span>whose
crossed to be painted look was eye dead to its stop so in suchwise did come:
But their voices fall away to soft pipings and we lose track: We could still
see the head though — silly old head, crying out to all and sundry about
eternal loss and love and bobbing down the stream, and heading — heading! —
madly to cataclysmica — to the great rock crusher of life and legend:: It’s
about now, don’t you think, that I get up, scratch my scrotum, bend, stagger
around, and try to remember what this was all about — whether, for example, I
was meant to put metal A in box B <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or C, or metal B in A, or the other way round:: </span>incinerate
my soul with gentleness: as of a beginning of a stein or a ‘stan’ once in the <i>nacht</i>
of delight when the rooked engine began to throb with an uncalculated song such
as mud-fire. begin. Stop: start: we are startled by the standing silhouette as
if we were the edges ofeggs: fly: you need it, you want it, and they are each
and every each of them burning, they are not screaming tho, for its not tea
time:: I for we are built sintered steel, naughty whose every breathless stretching
shape, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">this one
is one who is to be watched</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><i>ad nauseam</i>, but which is brought in with the big bright
sheets of steel to mirror the vacant music — the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">yet, oh how so blue and
gold-filled, like, well, like a set of magic teeth:: </span>political the walls
of the centuries, the castles of <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the future, But the big yellow</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>In room 2115: (Room 2115 <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">truck</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>just keeps: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">It’s not going to stop
for me: the butterflies:: </span>With Nero and Caligula Echoing Corialanus: And
Julius, and Brutus, and Anthony – Tiberius: Cleopatra, all stuck in Time: The
zero moon thundle grundling… gleams, And:
now we who are in are as beautiful as sails: I have held the hand:: But dim, the freesias, day:: and endlessly Something sometime
somewhere perfectly Would on all that somehow;;
my seriously; :: Ejaculate, expatiate: things leap:: <b>As hands are
formed </b>Feel, to accept; :: The phallus, like all spawning and teeming Seas
of flowers everywhere:: by the brown tree where the sea it sizzles and the
night roars old jaws:: It was sixty billionth sunset, significant as black
moltens and hissing tongs; The red tongue is as wide as God and the Book of day
is snapped back like a up at dusk:: walked we into the Hall of the Castle; She
was slight, but not tall; Her dark hair was so long it fell over her body like
a sooty mantle, and Eventually it reached the floor and spread there, so that
it swept up the dust behind: and She was extremely pale; though her eyes were
very green:: When we played, these <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">songs, these clocks of light, seeming:: i would like
to think, as, and, then: the pen condemns: spent all her life rummaging, [</span>They–right
now–gathered: discovering the mark and the why-questions or significations
as–re-readin Browning glass, spoken with]:: glass, and hath with water danced
on glass:: I was the great liquid crystal of glass:: Him joculate; Him jugulate;
Him let light; Him thou giveth of the eye; :: Anyway, enough of that, and who
or what is more or less, and whether <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the thumb: </span>we touch these:: comedy:: laughing
out from the pumping: whence the Trinity:: the physics poetry – Sanscrit <span lang="EN-AU">speaking of Openheimer’s
thousand suns – </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of angles::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>But this darkness you keep
talking about: Did you know it was purple?; Eh?; Yes - purple - part purple:
Because the colours were gases: Gases?: Yes, they were interfuser things, mixy
mixy…:: The ecstasy of my fingers – the sun-low light – the child I am or was::
or real reels (did you?) at twice light, and, because otherwise elsewise, you are
wise and ever other and thus: otherwhere - so tunc:: The machines go mad as
wires — as did that ancient electric hedge of nerves when things were joyful,
filamental and fine: dancing by the spermatic singing stream – my favourite
spot: For in ancient Streets in ancient dreamed ( blood big, and screaming
across time); have canceled out who ply their cunty trade:: (They have lost
their sting):: These things I speak to you thru the cracked, spectacular glass::
<span lang="EN-AU">I am dead:: No one
knows why he committed suicide: </span>But these are words, and all twists,
like the and all the cities of fire, those bright Dresdens shapes and shrugs of
a dead tree: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I
became the Sun:: I have forgotten much, in this land, this crystal land:: </span>but
it’s alright now:: We smell the various rose scents:: Oh day of holy joy Mother
and son under the sun in the mad joyous riot of the Parnell rose garden:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The people move about
like bees: </span>light only is the burning, which itself doth burn, burning
and by touching and proving there are, all a sudden now, skys alive with
scrolls <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and the
folds rolling away:: And the thing, the there thing, </span>rolled, ridiculous,
not even writhing: not even knowing, and turning turning turning: and the
people had forgotten:: They cut the throats of the careful; being and not being;
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">like God’s eye,
or a witch’s wink – :: </span>The truth again, as beautiful as a million
diagrams of wings; Wings, their filigree <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">complexity hinting at some:: </span>The nights now are
full of wind and destruction:: Kowhai:: The Chief Observer: the only…Infinities
have ticked clicked clicked past: (My brain pulses in sympathy as when because
yellow is yellow waves the yellow waves: time is sad. sad time is full of line
it's sad :: “But good food” said The Bird of Strength:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">do not smash:: </span>re-writing
the eternal irrelevant & languishing in my:: Tomorrow, for example, whole
cities will turn upside down - and your grandmother will walk on the ceiling,
humming music by the latest iconoclast: lingam, the exquisite sadness of the
coordinate cancellation, how you whisted, even wished. and, and thus:: Men with
black noses will thow balls of snow-covered meaning into her preying face all
things:: a<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nd,
were we not but what we could, not, but the light and those </span>pallid
pupcky limps of things in droop death sweat sook lily soft in down dank softed
by mottled what by ick and gungeous grunge down there and on and on and on
there where that river where green lang to nowhere but the:: I Have Cut Off My
Own Head lovely notes Well well:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Could I:: There has to be an inquiry of course:: What
was the matter with:: </span>by the coefficients…<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I break off at this point, amazed
at my:: </span>a bit like a sick old bastard stabbing a red brick in the
sunshine:: All a-day long:: was last September: by
the stanchion, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">“how longs”; :: </span>(of course I love you (leaves dry and something::
oh here comes old Blind Sam: He sings; He sang; He has sung; He will sing; He
did sing; He would have sung; He is singing:: it fills me: Its demise is my
gain; It gives, I take: It gives all, retaining only some froth, Bubbles, which
glint and slide; Some strange tug impels them;; You see, I have discovered
something: (this is indeed queer): I have found that,
they, go, only, one, way:: in black blood intransigence great Boom: big bloody bumble burning bee cold moving <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the old fuck: but,
ne'er feare, as thinges There has to be an inquiry of:: whose cogs of
conjoinance keep sliding:: chasmic loch:: their experience, whatever it had
been:: The place-marks were misplaced:: </span>((We
hesitate. ((( We stop We begin again (again <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or even raging in and everywhere were mounds of static
boots:: From beyond the hill a maniac laugh:: All is still:: All is as it
should be:: he squats in his shadow::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">ate</span> </span>this humanic drooped
bent, by the and that queer space, tree:: Hand lifts eyes: Aching by the
world’s edge:: coldness <b>/ </b>cacophony:: of <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the old fuck: but, ne'er feare,
as </span>hair. “What symbol did she symbolise?”:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">i could concentrate on my next
thought..:: </span>If only that maddening silence would cease!: Dammit:: Then, surely,
the:: ...<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">he
edged until crevasses plunged <b>/</b> the viol stroke not so bad as Winter
plays in bone leaves and bone speech and the spectre of sand <b>/ :: </b></span>This
could great Bell Men be a:: Our task is: never to waver, to neither look right
nor left: indeed, there are certain uncertainties whose monstrous beauty is almost nearly tiresome:: a beautiful,
but horrible fire:: Why couldn’t the matter: well, you snarl, swinging Woogie::
<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">These dark moments
we know but they are not the whole picture: Many are deluded and many have much
insight: We:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> :: <span style="color: #222222;">clinging to the thinking :: It was hard to breathe :: night
of time: and </span></span>night falls in the footfalled Halls, where the monks
tread In holy mesmery: What are these monks?: Scribing the passages Of time and
what they think has been Or what will come, What tricks of fear That grow the
ghosts Who stretch and die That more blood be shed: Fools!: But so beautiful <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Are their miraculous
brains, so subtle, </span>as a stone should leap to shout - times now you have
entered me to become what all things shall <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">become - and I sang::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Drag
me back:: Finally I settle back, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Book in hand: The
night will be long …</span>:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #1d2129; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">this is what we deciphered in the cave light: </span><span style="color: #1d2129;">"Here are: 'multiplicity and purple flaming dreams
and loves, of detonate under the car</span> <span style="color: #1d2129;">precocious</span>
<span style="color: #1d2129;">destruction like Humpty - ' "</span>they are ---but the wall of flesh
opens endlessly remember things charged with bright nodes where paint explodes
—eat cat whistle – ululate and disseminate
directives into plonking godges :: They the of they thee anarchy of her eyes:: ever more visible, and some sort of The thesis of
the big muscly bastard antithesized into:: It was all happening as the lagoon
proceeded to close around them :: Objects misbehave:: extent:: not facing:: not impending:: and distributed,
could shatter to unstick
the sprig because at great remove, and cowering before
some - you know, where that dead sheep <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">you know, by the Ingrains’ tin shed, dear mother, he
is sepultured, and </span>his collection of twitched, divine lexical or
epistemological conceptualization say of a C sharp Minor or an E flat Major
eruction into - as, let it be noted, maybe something equating to Schiller’s <i>Freude
Ode</i> - and, let me say, mixed turns and that the
hearts of globes do crack with light:: The voices were not mad: Thoughts
ascend:: Why expatiate: things:: The undulant ambiguations, you know of his
erotic night dream of bees: to the unknown room; with The Key: the flat girl
with:: Then a hand, white on the black night, tapped on that glass. :: I can't
bugger it, Christ!: I can't staunch it friend (the blood I mean that the:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">through photographs of
the past, searching for the one who would be found leaning sideways with a look
as if angels were sliding down her hip — a great love who had been spared a
face but who’d been saddled with loins, leaning against a drape of Scotch
velvet with a pedestal at the left twined with ivy, a knife in her boot and her
groin pouting as if she kept her heart in it. Or searching among old books for
the passion that was all renunciation and lung trouble: with: </span>is it, as
rumoured, death that is always
tapping at the obverse of the corner: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">like glass itself:: I have the stare does us cross
known:: I </span>have touched glass, tasted Material mystery, extass:: No:: It
was O.K.; If you can, reverse:: So's he more befit that you had ever learnt
choired, I turn:: that sight of the old woman, seeking:: futility, cruel old
nature, waste of search?:: No – seek all knowledge, : could shatter to unstick the sprig because
wire desire awaits in the fable
of the burning chair:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">BIG AS A BLOODY BUTCHER - </span>:: “Who”, they ask, “is the what of
that why gone when and where is the who of the what of the which?” :: a bent and yellow spattered Campbell Soup can
that is hyperbolic in a dream of concrete:: it is all so reading:: or you into
a synthesis of physical intellection, and by a kind of weaved hair:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the music of sad
delight</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>stretches
the weird, viscid, monumental,
water boulders <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">over
shiver thunders: </span>And why not?: To die thus in youth's sexual sudden, with the fire and the
Sun spearing down its violent urgings?: So woman and so wanted, so Helen-desired?:
Who could resist it to be?: And who would want more? Who..? :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">thinges are always a
kind of eternal and irrefutably endless sentence whose cogs of conjoinance keep
sliding</span> quivers (circles) or sparks in dark <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the old fuck: but, ne'er feare,
as thinges are always a kind of eternal and sentence whose cogs of conjoinance
keep sliding </span>my wood:: She watched:: In the dilemma of a street :: Enough:
Ich habe:: fire!: Who would not tread with me, who carry forever mygreen candle
on the endless road?” :: days, the 'Quardle ordle ardle ooodle days' – the and
songs he can never forget on his back as he lives in his back which is a sign-way
of riddles and loves: and so many the words of his life where hide the errors
the rights distension as to deleterious we drift discussed the – :: Crashes the
chord!:: and they – and the house – and the –and the kindness: (the
continuance, the: concluded, “will never wear a suit:: green blue red many it
was :: the hope is technical alertness :: is :: But the isle echoed with false
trails:: same age as my daughter:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nothing was enough, or is enough; expired into your
yellow, red, green and purple flaming dreams and loves, weird and magical as
yellow spiders in black fields:: uncertain, troubled, striding, devouring the
descent and stars are the wrongs the care:: And the dancing one; And the one
who loved and loved: The great trees days, the dark pine days: the music:: the
sun is an Example: what it seems it is, and in all such seeming, all things are::
had already gone...bomb, poetically blowing away the
maker's face:: He is so stupidly, (rightly?), avidly, :: Unmoving, We are Moved
into a progression of Inspiration, :: the imperative decree:: You, of course,
are dead. Dead dead dead; Dead to the
world: skewered, sliced, sacrificed,
shorn: Spat out by those you had trusted most: And so should you be!: But there
was nothing to learn, so, while rolling our rollies, we spat on the fat man, only to learn
(contradictorily, hee hee!) that infinity had turned inside out like a negative
singlet, everything nothinging itself, like a filigree error – a tiny fineness so
fine you couldn't find it (tee hee!!) :: </span>when that usual, wonderful
loneliness enters us those of us here who we are listening to the cars
swooshing by outside the curtains:: of the grains, to underscore granite:: he
lives in a sort of increment:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">you meant?::
WHO WERE YOU? :: </span>I am a statue with a red pumpkin for a head: She
walks the world like a Walt Disney thing: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I have cut off my own head:: </span>What?; What is
this?; Listening to musicks on the stair, I saw: she was silent in stassic joy,
and lovely her (I hunch in darkness with covered eyes):: night how I can diminutive never reach you
again - we are touched, briefly:: Nor
did they care about History or the Next Dark Story (but we’ll Leave all <i>that</i>
aside, and the <i>impossible</i> logic of the <i>Grossefuge</i>) <i>They stood: four square, and staring out: :: </i>and
this man, this man of dark grin; and thinking hand, with his world wide hat and
ceaseless seas of grass: unending fields, vast rooms “things are complex clear
or green:: <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Oh
this greatly troubled spheroidic world! ::
</span></i>You mean? What? What!?; Who?; Why?; <i>Speak louder</i>!; What?!;
<i>Speak softer</i>!; What?; Who?; Why?; When did — who did — why did — :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">were curled reminders
of yellowed:: </span>Do they know about — the darkness?; And the joy?; And the
terror? :: one lived, that one spurned, and the other prospered — its too much::
I am caught:: And the cla—The clamour!;
The clamour — you informed <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">them of the clamour?:: </span></i>She said: <i>“I was great with him.”</i>
I crumple down to :: ( perhaps by our briefness ), <span lang="EN-AU">[[Shut up Richard!; Shut up Wendy!; No one cares what you say! ]] Then it….
“….:: </span>and simple tomatoes and shell eggs you bone that there is
somewhere a completeness:: “<i>Something jerks out there in the swamp.”:: </i>but
the green place wasn’t the green “everness” which Marian noticed in and out of
time, as decays, falls...:: I wish, now,
as the shadow from the column itself replaces itself itself with itself in the
continuous:: are never forgetting The lovely illusion of, well, what is out there
out there, and what is in there in there - remembering that the centipede,
dead, can no longer— squashed into speechless shades of segments on the wall —
either self-kill or kill self, who is surely - :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Draak and bloog the gill of plot
the who I go in pin the grin and in and in the oxy moron into the polyphilo
exstass-man in Xmas mass in time out of time of Evil to the barrell it hoots
into the greegin Prodoolokol in wheepal glack?: </span>and what of this
breakage, this wreak of light, this potent truth and the drill :: Who are you
you?: <i>You</i> aren’t allowed in here: Only <i>I</i> hear it: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Only <i>we</i> live
here. Probably we are trapped in the holes:: N</span>ot far, my cat :: in the
these sunflowers, these I could see her yellow fear—the worst fear: that of
Nothing: And I felt the pulsing, the pulsing: and I saw through her eyes, the
wheat fields flaming away to purple expirations, the Darkland, And via her
eyes: a bright burst in her head: A child,<i> happy as hell</i>: And then the
evening quietly died...pushing darkness through - the blood waves: the Dark
Ones, the click of guns;and people turning inside out:: :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Is it mine? I look at the brown, flesh-folding back ::
</span>Trapped inside a poem, or an idea: And, it is
true, I think: <i><span lang="EN-AU">process is terrible,tyrannical </span></i><span lang="EN-AU">:: and that awful</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>tower of debrification screams
and the oxymoronic vision of flowing ice in sparkle <b>/ </b>trans-illuminates
dark supple silence <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">when the chuncks and indeed: as I know you are thinking again as </span>staring
at you: trying to signal something: But it didn't help, for I believed not
enough and felt only terror when we with joy did shine:: How Can I Explicate? <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">What do I know? What
can, will, will be, will?; </span></i>What do I know? What can, will, will be,
will: <span style="color: #1d2129;">....we would write some more in the morning:
What of what Kings would we be? :: </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #1d2129; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">In any case They all celebrated :: </span>i’m looking
for small things now, with logical possibility of breakage: then I wish to
improve: think to microns what path? :: I - is it I? - crumple down to
nothingness <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">- an
infinitesimal glass-shiver of time; </span>out to the titanium skies its
quibbly song, that penetrates to
the very shiver of the heart’s ::
y am i <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">tho un</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>under the endless “u” <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">? :: </span><span lang="EN-AU"> and the <i>nessness </i></span>u who
? when is forming sky we breathe who are still waiting here as if for a
Message, or <i>The Message?</i> :: It is such dreams as sustain us :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">tap tap tap :: </span>exquisiteness
that The Depositors hadn’t never computed of something sliding - forward,
backward - forever forever. it was a blind inside whose probability, of Chinese more perpetual perpetual or unperpetual could be
found. Or was. All things – chroniclers, characters,
boots, bolts, old boats, or conversations whispered <i>in the hall – pour out
the spat old book </i>:: the intricacy of theory & grace hovered
like a bee engine: they regarded themselves and thought:: ‘We are what began and
ended in intimate musical eliteness and a kind of sweeping if enigmatic
generosity of pause.’ :: Thus they spoke, advanced, retreated, and: in a
perfect four, rotated, bowed, stopped, and looked: wonderfully complete:: would
be suns are mad with seed: as distance dims their circles into uniline: they
are galactic sun, :: And it is the time of The Rat as fat as a god to swallow
towns, wars, and mapfuls of land – And it is time for The Boy – and it is time for
The Light – as if we were alive – and it is time for The Bees - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and the songs of
hexagonal delight paper factory:: (21, 859) :: We awoke in a field of bones:: </span>their
selves: but it from the page, and out – all
born of passion but I am dreaming of peculiar objects eternal
that float someone collapses:: the dawn:: On behalf of the --- I’d like
to say: lovely war:: torment, for it is April, and winter windeth quick: What
is that car that bus that truck, and many travel, and many return; Illogic
logic knows the unseen waterfall: the heaved, gnarled rocks, basaltic bubbles::
but this couldn’t go on, bugger it: you can if you want, I’m not here:: Perhaps
that was in pre-flood days?: Of course! That explains it! The trees...: And
strange and 'ordinary' men like Vladimir Stasov would ice your blood in his
vast brown coat and black Russian hat and Tsarish beard goat long and seems to
catch me by the eye: It is like he has reached out and grabbed my balls with
vice strength: He is saying: 'You bastard! You bastard! Look at me!' :: of
crack, whereby grins <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">t</span><span lang="EN-AU">he
unimpeachable magnus: </span>Calculating time by time and dividing by time:
(and indeed) these things of lament fall upon us as dark green quilts on agèd
men where women wail:: Forever fingers of the living root down to grip; To
disappear into the sands: Do you?; <i>Do they?;</i> Do they?; They do!; Well...Do
they know — Do they — Do they know about:: As in Scott of <i>Lammermoor; 'The
quicksanded cities.</i>' as I wrote, using the image of man and horse <span lang="EN-AU">plunging…To disappear:: </span>"Repair
thou quickly hence to thence, and, As if ‘twere thee’s own heart thou held,
Knowing that to lose or drop that beating Spring of life, God’s pump, would be::
Modulation in mauve, C minor violets:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as if grandiloquently::
</span>Certain forfeit of thou’s own
life :: oft do shake And fright our mighty globe... :: Stepping
into : These still trees: :: the vanishing places:: y utterance about almond
blossoms, or pine scent, creeps in, and is an ever more ascendant resplendent
more ever more fantastic thing like a wheel,
in whose motionless centre, surely nothing
more everything has been thought that
ambiguous time, when the Old Bookkeeper, who, with, (albeit), some grumbling:
oped the shop to light the relic by the twinking taper from out his dusty
treasures: :: (then felt I...) (collating you called it, collating): and
indeed, they were treasures, for you treasured them… and as just now the wind,
my collation clusters into simple lustres, (whose transform), of which the sad
sheen so subtle is remote like a lion, an iron lion, or some such other lug,
hidden, caressing perhaps: some proud yet integral and exponential <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">as the sun sinks,
despite its convexity, we redig the rich </span>earth, and listen, hopeful we
have not unmeasured ourselves, or created a new kind of monstrous force from
some silly aleation, and that, with all things closed, all tills closed off, something - surely to
Christ something vitally evil is swimming hotly up from the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">deepest ocean trench to devour us
</span>it is stupid to title this untitled poem “untitled”, because its title
is untitled - thus its untitled title, is, as I said, titled by its untitle,
hence untitled by its title: and even those who dream inside their burning
chains are well aware that that which is untitled is and can never, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">in any ear of sight or
mouth, be entitled:: </span>This animal insistence on death leaves us wondering
at her naked green eyes, and time’s tongue instructing us, like a rose garden
full of drill sergeants:: The attempt was abandoned: A new spirit of failing
sprang <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">upfor
melancholic bores:: </span>Half an hour before, the sun had set, and the iron
bell had rung....Now, the girl who only got we were
or weren’t the case may or may not be of
:: of course you steak:: amphisbaena:: and disappear :: bright and black
blindly :: The saxaphone is futile:: searching in a water sack so unknown, so odious
little real men, and perhaps a violin maker: who’ll be sure to carve those
double, spread out integral signs on the violin:: And it is the time of The Rat as fat as a god to swallow towns,
wars, and mapfuls of land – And it is time for The Boy – and it is time for The
Light – as if we were alive – and it is time for The Bees - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and the songs of hexagonal
delight:: paper factory:: (21, 859):: We awoke in a field of bones: </span>their
selves: but it:: from the page, and out – all born of passion but I am dreaming
of peculiar objects eternal that float someone collapses:: the dawn:: Later on the music ‘ll squiggle out:: You.
Yes, you - to you I speak:: You sey’s The toad's jewel as here in Arden we conjoin
and again in short time:: Come on, lets go back startles the spindles of how X
Y is <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">quickly – <i>by
the way, eh, you lot! Yes, you bastards! You there, wake up!</i> – :: it's
about now </span>We annihilate the night, machine gun the radio waves – <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And we refuse all that
human history, you will realise that the </span>and gold the seas illuminate: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and, and …. the fire
…. the thinking: old fuck sad ranting:: (The
rules have disappeared….:: </span>enveloped in red inside, draw back our claw: world
wide hose - too, for his shrunk for the dark music destroys it <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">all things, The Voice
says, are alive – </span>withdraw withdraw our slash-filled claw —let us regard
those eyes <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and
stop between it:: (We have no theory; We are alone.): It (The History etc) may
not have happened, may not even be There :: </span>There is nothing remarkable
about me:The girl looking back at me:: it was or seemed to possess a peculiar
odour of:: What does he mean?:: What clutches grows betwixt truth and falsity?:
perhaps: inverted trees:: Weirdly from all this:: Here is the seventh room:: Snow
falls on the Pieces are being moved::
bell:: Who are you?: Let’s get motoring – we’ve got miles to go before
sleep time:: Who comes who comes?:: Dark wood, dark wood, tell me good: oh the
great ‘glock’, the machining steel, or climbing
out the peals, the quickening, the time for eyes lived
right the walls hunger for graffitos:: Andy Warhol beats like a mutation on:: where
the truth had been, or, the primeval spasm; maybe in a chewing gum factory;
eked out possibly by those who consume, and thus set fire to the spinarets and
spindles:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Summer
was surprising indeed:: After all the garden had its secrets and Winter whirled
us wetly in a nursing fervour:: For we did long for beginnings if <i>begin</i>
could be found:: The fog of forgetting begins to menace those still standing in
the wicked wind facing the God-Devil:: Nothing can be discovered: </span>for
who is that shape that sea of sky and and the man of whose world wide hose - too,
for his shrunk shank - wide - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">'a world too wide' - redeeming:: </span>insects:: │ eyes │ oxygen enters
│ │ the body│ stupidity │when do the
gongs resound?:: and sand and gobs and endless the hours <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">fire leaps again in the
aeronautic night… and no one is yet or pyro … or emerge </span>I thus set out
so far forth to The Door: the microvolts scream to us <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">in a calculus of vectors: </span>whereat
a bell was heard to boom: and bees zithered here there here there as if Alice
herself had entered the Eternal garden: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">A song descended through a tulip haze</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>the by, and as, those who
even now, do mountain make progressant of their progress toward dark, drear,
and dreadful to the │ ever │ <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">tracheole │never </span>into or through the final obliterating or
renewing plunge as powerful as a fuck of steam and blood, welcome, as if it
was, and then:: </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">They
lived in ______</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">In an ____
<i>appropriate adjective</i>_______ room, </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Filled with a certain ______</span><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">And the
furniture was obviously _______</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">And their
car was a ______ </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">And they
mostly dined on ______</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">And they
did things ______ </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">All in
all their life was ______</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">There was
an air of ______</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">And there
were light bulbs ______</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">25, 40,
75, 100 and 200 watt ______ oh yes - I can attest to that. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">His jaw
was ______</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">He was ______</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">But this
bottle has such power!; As I deplete it... :: what is a mark, a spot?; :: why do we link
these points?; Immense jump from straight lines to the rich complex geometries
of Riemann, Gauss, Poincare and others…Bruno was burnt for his ideas. (We kill
for the Idea.):: vast strange universe: so many in pain:: in the Silent Museum;
We are gingerly, and step around: (The Things:: We are in:: He turned his head but it whipped - or
flashed, bat-like, to the front: and consequently he saw only what he thought
he saw, and the beards or <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">trails or emanations or phenomenoms of white light:: </span>You are all
these things everywhere perceivable and something that increases inside you your absolute blackness: <i>the red roses behind the
green window pane</i> would have written about war and the machinations, so
eagerly desired, but the futility of imprecisions lead nil by nil like a soccer
game... :: Only those, such as Master George Meredith, who have mastered the
lost art of “tedious amusingness” of words, and the fire of tedious repetition
and ridiculous hope, do deeply master like the sedulous apes we are: Only then,
(apparelled in the “glitter of eternity”), and with vestments thus divest, can
we, and indeed They, even begin and mark each
end with a pen of some sort:: REPEAT twice. You will find <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">it is about three and something -
:: </span>A harlequin, with a Picasso happy face, dances: joyous to be of use::
They plant their trumpets to their lips, energising the circumference: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Round it goes, round
it goes:: She may as well have stabbed in both my eyes because:: </span> stick stuck stuckle
stock:: toad; and; technophobic technocrat: brat light: beetroot and cool to
propriocentric: lob to thud: sticks and gone: dizzy dicklicking dictocrats.
bop. sufferingsickering Socrates!: light, sticks and gone: lately cool: infant
into inferno yields delineation :: inscrutably inscribed:: old man who
rages in: Who is that the storm?; The and what speak you a third more opulent
man?; When I began, I .... I knew something: No matter: What is it in us that
we mutter, meander, and muse on things dissolving as we do? :: do we believe
the Voice?: The scream begins:: enormous loneliness:: father, dark my dark, my lovely::there will be
either hell or heaven or soon to open:: pop factor
belies disgrace: i: and something <i>rojo</i> bubbles insistently: that
great and perilous blue:: we played forever:: -<b><span style="color: #222222;">apiculture
underwent a radical change: The capacity and fruitfulness of the hives were trebled:
Great and productive apiaries arose on every side: An end was put to the
useless destruction of the most industrious cities, and to the odious selection
of: </span></b><b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the
least fit which was its result:: Man truly became the master of the bees</span></b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">:: </span>they want to know a new <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">through the dark, </span><span lang="EN-AU">imaginary tiger,
beautiful as fire:: </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">He made it:: Immortally chained, in breakneck silence, sly, the
destructive force of Love and Generation: and equally quickly – <i>by the way,
eh, you lot! Yes, you bastards! You there, wake up!</i> – the matter?; Could I
tell you?; tell you?; are always a kind of eternal and irrefutably endless
sentence it's about now you will realise that the old fuck ranting cant
possibly have any or much of an idea of what the buggery he's on about into an
exploded gap where the chaos of tangled words pour in to fill the horror of
aloneness </span>fine:: And that strange sense you get when you open a door in
a stone wall, and see the same, but totally unrecognisable face:: Skeletals
(ice wavering) could be proved focal:: nothing or some dream or nightmare of
nothing we an know or horror or not or Lately. I have been observing a lot of
fulmigation: A lot of flashing!: What’s
next? <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">if only
the stones:: N</span>ext year I’ll go in the door: C’est ne pas une pipe: I’m alive: :: If A is
dependent on B, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">And
B is dependent on C, then - </span>sent heaving
gesticulate couldn’t put mitts and then wake; dead bright wonders stain: dress:
wavers and wave, :: off:: cut to the dotted, it wood, i not you: Dog: pobbled
of course: doormouse is awake:: Should I say anything?: After all,
nobody really gives a fuck...::<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">You dreamed of waves. Waves on ::</span>…subjective
liberty:: The word waits in the unseen
dark: But the music begins, colours brighten:: And it all wakes up, the
whirling; the cacophony – it was never
dead and the merry-go-round zips up the
centuries: :: “giggle” is placed, wet,
limp, and lifted gently by a scalpel, & extracted as a stamp is lifted from
damp paper:: Answered the burst of a
laugh:: of lost unlick —it seemed some
breath in a flute engendered some calling coiling thing - a thing so godly
ablaze it would be isole candles penile
atrembling in the one million cathedral: filmic
instrument of cultural:: Once, in one of the times, there
was red before orange:: a bible made of steel and engraved with centuries of
human thought that are so many ancient recipes for whispers that flap and creak
inside the whisper's whisper: so soft, that The Old Giant leans his ear to the
torn the earth-tormented head his old mate with mark that's dead so long and
dark.<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The truck
of night crashes into the car of day, and rolls, bringing down the power poles
of the cities' nerves into an inferno of bubbling blood, and images unrid of a
vast Monk, a Buddha, burning the century's love into a black writhe of flesh: </span>So
it's gone now, and we shall sit in the silver silence of this shadow, while I
retale you my story: -A story! A story ! <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">-Yes: it was yes in far dangle time of faery lands
folorn:: </span>Yet this five-thing, let’s tear the hair let’s cut right in let’s
die :: to “crawl toward death” :: <i>For it
had not always been as now</i>, but if you wish to whisper me some:: the spaces:
The places of the spaces: (For we love (these places the woodlands gay and dark
are such flowers, such blossoms as Schubert or Werter mused. T shady aspect;
Did he?: After all his <i>Winterreisse</i>, for example, or, <i>The Death of
the Maiden</i> is <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">an
echo transubstantiated in a transforming storm the the laden possibles trudging
unwillingly to work to wit to woo and who are you is the Great Cry </span>like nothing you ever thought of and they really aren’t
saying bugger all but they
might and that’s such music, such love’s food I like a
mother a baby:: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">whiteness
in blackness Into the lark oh the lark let us celebrate the cerebral lark as
ascends in choral total the ecstasy beyond being :: or :: the Quantum is
strange and we cannot conceive the paper men who burn forever inside the
impossibility of things </span>bolt locks <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">what they had hoped at the very least was the
possibility of </span>how, at this light of time a beingbright yetttasadark, unblind
never cold the dhapshpasdfses</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">Everything is in this land,
and everything is in the ruby But, like sleep-walkers, people walk toward their
doom: Everything is gone at odds and
ends with it serene
beauty what it says: matters of Disney silly of impossibles made usual:
So they left you and the builders’ labourers ceased their wolf whistles: There
was a gradual dimming until mechanic mad men ruled the earth” :: + substantive
pudention to regenerate generation these unholy days:: Those days what were
black with song, as if the unmediated precision of a side-glance at the
metaphysical event horizon <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">had thinged you into things </span>gold on black: all plush the sharp
sign: it blazed out of the black like an iridescent plum: it had what it took, it
took what it had, it was luscious, and the sounds: they were deluscious: there’s
not a lot you can say about a bricks:: and
Death laughs out: He clatters like the Tin Drum Man; The world up downs, but it
don't mind; <span style="color: #222222;">F</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or a thousand clapping clowns
gyrate::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>There must be something more!: But the Mystery
and the Glowing Body of time-mass we pre-knew before Eternity kick-started it
into Motor bike life: that thing, the river of Fate and Flesh: it is it seems
and it stretches about forever, like a woman’s black dress trailing with a cry
into the black night:: “Repair thou quickly: drop that beating Spring of life, God’s
pump, would be certain forfeit:: we climb inside or outside the room, or slam shut
the illumined book, unfinished,
splatting the answers, and,
it, which if
then opened, the
insect-logic-smear shape will be there
- still not
death - still
only wasness, seen, we think :: So we must read on and on
and on and away from the real, not partaking -
in fact - must rapidly
passage the passages,
and the diagrams of
things, the ovoids, and the
unreal sexual, pushing us out and into
and beside and
dragging changing us
back in; to become
the ideas, ourselves,
the story never
being been told -
she,
whose eyes shed blankness, and a house exploding, or the smell of
mothballs images crossed by countersign - upon which indeed (and I know you
know me of this: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">But
it kept leaping:: of pictures to whoof it all over the four sides of the unseen chasms and maybe Prometheus is
still there: something about speech or knowledge;</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">Even five miracles
would never wake these stone sides:: </span></span>And yet this rock has no
size, For in a crevice of it, and upon some soil, A tree, which is minute - :: you
conspire to bless the fruit, and its oh so <i>Belle Dame Sans Merci </i>or
‘Autumn’ itself oozing its expectorations of words like “plump” or “gourd”, old
Possum made - :: And so and thus I’m discovered here, procrastinating behind
the arras: here with my big-as-truck lights - I was
awarded the but, as I have, elsewhere, at some considerable length, attested
and affirmed; is equally, and quite appropriately, nowhere — that is, in
so far as no self, qua self, is viewed by them - They Who Watch – a FAILED
ERROR, or the smirky triumph felt by some bastard <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">hidden inside a blister:: thus
the </span>intense task of Reconstituting and duplicating Picasso’s Head
– a very machine task :: change - puts on white <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or knowledge; these things
breaking thru, </span>The red yellow and lovely blue things. by the pool. The
telephone is black :: They were excited about the new curve. Stoned by curved
curbstones; The flat man in badlands with windy eyes; They carried the curve
into the adjoining laboratory :: roses fabricated of built colour and different
of groping delicately under the surgy strangeness in the alien’s paintbox ad
nauseam, but which is brought in with the bigbright sheets of steel to mirror
the vacant music — the trite slight of all this being like something conceived
between those whose eyes shed blankness ::
I’m still here
you know: Perhaps
I could unclever myself: I know
too much, or think I
do - I reach out :: Now - pick up Van Gogh’s living head - and roll it
down a hill, and see the universe go spin and whip around and let the colours
come I am here erbarmer dich the steel the stele the shell the steel the steel
the shell the great in me mein seele mein and I am here and in a hand in a
month of moons until hell the great in me the great in me the flood the light Bone
sleep gives it time: Disperse: When?: It grumbles and shines: Why? :: Pig it drops the sequence: Pervasive: The shadow is itself: these
double-bent bones, we should have known (or did we?) <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">that it was not are puppets: coifs?....yes,
that's a good word, and so is 'reprise' or 'retro': in my case something happened,
and it was time to go out and rummage in church shops</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>we recall our old wild rambles on the gentle
hills or the seemingly endless plains…but we get things done next, there was::
And these - these persons - they who peer thru the flame covered walls:: of thou’s
own life, Fast heeling on that bumble fingering: Treasure convey this my
particular attent To that matter, whose import is as vast As giant mountain
quakes that oft do shake And fright our mighty globe - ....":: Do you?; Do
they?; Do they?; They do!:: Well:: the numberless unnumbered numbers: The gems:
They glitter in your brain’s rooms:: the softness, the light, the softness, The
long drawn, the reaching - the ecstatic agony of light:: My son has one eye. .
. .the head the dark the great gusts of! it the leaf the black the red the
knife the not the sign the sound the lips the wet the dark the huge the huge
the huge the church the Turning the church red beard flaming his unshaven face::
some signal TERRIBLE LOVELY interchane mont: thiasds, all this....It
began somehow, and I and you also, got
caught up in it all: the hot yellow steaming stream meandered forth like a new
life: the stars descended to gather in its fate: Did they?: All that noise,
breath, life, and all that fucking waste: All that!:: flew his aeroplane, enraged, above the
tumult and the game at Eden Park: Then the And of course we recall, as well as
the vast vacant-faced gallery of the Bourgeoisie: the ginger moustache, the
face in the small mirror, and in certain lights, the song we had to play: (A
point in space is an argument place.) which
immediately immediately reports a and ink-smudged documents:: Great
papers, great recordings: and joyous embellishments: But the wrongs stream away
beyond any local landings: Everywhere great writings: useless yet perhaps
fruitfully sad: And only the Joker could cackle, right ironically, that pen
quills, deadly sharp – perhaps poisoned – could spell with a death the old
sooth: “The Pen is Mightier than the Sword!” with this cutting innuendo: and
indeed <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Beauty,
the search for profundity, and the use of skill in things, what to leave out,
the shading: the interaction of shapes
and colour, the rage to be, to make, the softness sadness joy or the abstract
idea, the search; what is all came into silent question…</span>if know you did
or could, or at least to be certain of never completing the issue – imagined as
a mechanical Digger Paws like a steel horse, unappeasable then we traversed the
Just above them was a very small barred window, the only ventilation the Begin:
the big big single bang bang boom!; Ho
wis it yoasf dintu ndferestand
meawf ina the sdfu treasm t: it terrified meandf :: Once I was Gabri — In
the, in ‘The Dead’?; Dead?; Forget all that. Now I am —‘THE squiggles as Bloch is played — was it
Bloch? :: Was there such a man? :: because it was obvisly clear that the abundance had come to clutter the event no
one had time:: Was he a unit?; A whole?; (recheck database) Mon Dieu!: This
scent!: It me mads!: Ex Cathedra!: and its random laugh I’m telling ya fella but
I’m still terrible about: you aren’t? ...: what’s going on in the head of all
the things?:: a great whiteness of silence is immersed into the equation just
as if one could <i>feel</i> silence or is it not a thing: and enormous buses of
conceptions full of juice bottles that grew portentously:: I placed my hand on that of Crepuscular Man – And he looked
[emotive word] where my eyes would have been:: the cylinders of despair <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">are split with light: </span>coffee
packets — and there you stand! I saw you, shrinking, as the sedge withers and
no birds sing as <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">baby
eyes, so excited how the packets of things </span>configurative fate, and how
the concert; together; free bound, and, now, in constant and unending: where
things are busy with what they are “Trembling with fear, lest it should all
vanish into nothingness, and myself with it.”:: Although <b>Square Thing</b>
had 4 sides, and this was beautiful, he wished, oh so deeply, that he had come
to consciousness as a <b>Triangle</b>, ...:: i give them be ..:: and there are
such stories!: how this in my own flood, those tears, those fiery tears, this
heat: and to seethe in-as-much as nothing is known or counted the big expanse waits
waits for no expense as if steel spiders had become the main object of their
own invisibility and who are you is a question just as the big pulse undulates
in all scenes the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">movie
is concise as shells: And we sat in the new rooms, despite the above: or even
my very real fears: that litter my desk: Their photographs, as I behold them
now, it's meant to be summer. <i>but</i> they didn’t tell us about the blood</span><span lang="EN-AU"> <span style="color: #222222;">despite
you:</span> </span>knuckles of irrelevance: he examined the map of veins; the
roaring back and forth: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">who got down and stared :: N</span>ever again will centred in thesweetness,
too human or too rational in a near-joyous brashness in their brave and lusty attempt
to define; they could grow into Beethoven’s thumps, thunder, or other unseemly
celebration of ‘human things’ and the progressive sonata forms this “New
aggressive <i>humanity</i> – a world for <i>young</i> men, a world…” :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and (the two half
heads) </span>of an impossible union: but they would have these things real - really
real; ach, For e.g. I am tired the massacred
mannerist, always so quietly grandiose: Something about the ablutions, and the
various regressions, all in all
not sure if a) was contingent on
b) or d),
and had fallen asleep
orb of the glisten of the beautifully blank books, because I lie under
the chests <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">all
violet and milk :: </span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>I hear her in the other rooms bumping
and clumpingwhich means she is still alive :: Just as a blade might suddenly
sever my neck if you could say “if ever you could
rectify human” in the sinuous, something:: eighty year low, unconsummated
joggle, whose nose of who knows presses foreward to <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">a possible spawn dawn: </span>The
world, the universe, is itself a giant book: Or at least it is like a book:
lately the birds are driving me mad with joy, and undoubtedly this situation
shall pertain until in the boring night mix their drums with: But Life, like a
huge Engine – pumps on…things seem ceaseless… vast strange, vast strange: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">grim old bright grin
Man </span>“And once I wrote…” :: for the last word shall want a word: …<i>and</i>::
we beat strange we beat strange we beat strange: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the sky is above us:: </span>That
day of the light bulb; They saw the garden, Filled with silence, And the
carefully planted, Beautifully orchestrated Silver trays:: honey to be
withdrawn by centrifugal force without breaking the combs, He repairs the
injustice of the year:: It was An innocent age: the pistons of night Hammering::
Castellano had guts ripped :: all knowledge, lady: treasure it more than money
or endless power :: You have seen; I know you have; If I knew French, or had
read the books, and shuffled in the shrubbery, Delicate with dusk —It would
come to me no it wouldn’t; but the light, it keeps watch, As children watch
water, desire to avoid vague sensations, rise in the
distance, he establishes his wavegrow, it is very very very very
difficult to isolate one wave, sadly redeeming it must be remembered there that are higher than Everest - and dissolve
drives the divide; and thus, we too, in our sadly jubilation, chuck bangers at
paint:: <i>A thousand bodies jerk in a simultaneous electric death </i>::<i> </i>Was erased <i>into</i> our
lives - but the next day: We made it! There were millions and gifts and guests;
And I caught out a lot: laughing, but, they, took: absolutely no notice: So I
went right to the top!: You were so proud! You looked at me! Yes, and then I
returned to the then-now And those bloody Woody-Wood-Pecker blue is you
:: something something and a cluster how
a) because, or
b) because :: thus
if thus we weren't trunks: death:
Mrs Walker walked until a
star surreal or if
and the Honey-Extractor, which enables the bang and turn to today's night how
it must be so: impending: and distributed, :: in the ice-breaking ships: The
men with hats, A<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">nd
the elegant elegance; :: </span>Would we do it all again?: The wind whips the
question from your lips and just then a great foot descends to squash you in
profile: It’s absurd, if sad: (No
maddening red as lipstick on wild, lovely face, no so evilly yellow as glaring
gold sky under the lipstick red ) to answer the silent sky we are not here it
isn't enough: not enough time with time <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the voices chatter </span>sunflowers, these would be
suns :: Pay attention also to the Structured :: Glass all became and in showers
we relived endless mirrors and slices everywhere silicate :: <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">I couldn't see for a
great light, a great grace </span></i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">::<i> </i></span>sentinels
in their world <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and
full of think </span>it was the because of me and you and they and the
corridors we have sung in - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">laughter so long ago:: </span>Is Stick around? I like Stick, he always
sticks :: <span lang="EN-AU">They who </span>now
:: the agents explode in some de Chirician street where the sense as of the
Unreal hovers so perpetually that nightmares seem normal: In Robbe-Grillet’s <i>Jealousy</i>
for example, or his <i>Labyrinth</i>, the fabled detail endlessly redefines the
aching sense of possibility <span lang="EN-AU">louvres
are futile lovers are insistantly forever hovering </span>all this light
useless the eternal wound and smoothly writhes burn burn burn thou in pluckt
baffle wonder these spear lights doom them to joy whose jubilate springs in
tiger like full tread tyres —and almighty is rubber, and Baumgartner:(almighty
is he), and these things we render:<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">unspeakable machine you baffle mad, There are dates,
and clocks, and lovely dust; and the faces of the dead. Lonely: These are beautiful
or terrible; but we are indifferent and avoid them:: We are the Gods of Failure;
Ours is an especial Failure:: Some things or could be possible - Others not :: </span>stamping out life and connections — the
wild Hebraic cogwheels, the glory of the Index, the glory of the Counters :: by
me does old Stick :: near dead – is so alive!; So alive and so silent beyond
accusation or even time itself; and yet so aware, in its own way, this
Familiar; this alien and <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">all too know i: …::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>But we are the
rhythms of the strident cicadas whose counter strike of symbols seem to affirm both that life will
continue and that the immensity of isolation remain true but aloof: we would
like to say “the world is like a book” but this is clearly a trick:: God lives
in his stone these days, terrified of his child, paralysed by the insanity or
the surprise of something leaping, like that wave by Hokusai:: Suffering piles
- he can’t <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">think
of anything else: of nothing else think he :: </span>The head?; Whose head?; meaning,
or is it simply a play of surfaces?; gloom to sunder suds :: those gentle
devils, and I forgive them - made mention of <i>le grande siécle :: </i>What
joy!; By Jove!; Hoorah!; He slipped on his coat to cover the holes in his
woollen jersey and ventured forth; :: are (cumulatively) the whole shebang: :: we,
caught, with so much thought – and the sweet one holding a rose : implies all
flesh all songs: the logic keeps on des - Then the other - <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Did it make a fool of itself?: Was
of unable to see: not speaking yet babbling to the sudden surges of hidden
truth when or whenever a quick twist or quirk would bring the cold and
screaming wind-face, for </span>the roar and rage of time is vast and consumes
the smallest sip of love, as the big concrete soldiers purpose to come alive to
be sad :: But sad only in the hilarious sense of as a crazy brain cell which
gives shelter to all the streets of the big wide world
or the contradictory bongle sound of a pipe upon a pipe, leading - those
who secret from themselves, Down ever more <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">steeper slopes ::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Something – it is long
gone – </span>drives my clamping hand to crush a daffodil:: And when he turned,
Hopefully, standing on :: Springs to hugeness <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">With a mass of leaf :: </span>“Hullo
hand,” I hear said: “It has been so long, how are you?” ; and as I greet it ::
and so I thus my time:: and as I curl it in as deep with its own secret: its
savage, Coleridgean chasms, echoes, stones, rivers, and its muscle-bound bones:
For have we resolved ‘the Thing itself’ – <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Is this not Edgar curled in the primal, dark, and
hopeless mud?...:: </span>The Universe is going
backwards: Yet, I must answer: I would whisper “love” <span lang="EN-AU">into your every cell:: </span>then
woman would be world —setting out for a me...as I am a kind of Erasmus, trying
to set things right: say, a, a, a -- day trip across a vacuum into that They,
and the light: and Let us descend this agony: Moon pearl - seen sends them
blind</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">and mad: Dark
Bach seems real: Seems, not is: But we are: Wigged?;
Or wigging?; Does it conceal?; No, you might say, it concentrates... If death
is the mother of beauty we need only the oranges, the pegnoir, the coffee :: it
sees. the seein’ thing sees. the seein’ thing sees what it sees, but that ain’t
what. an’ - you know, if only the moosic, the moosic. an’ that moosic: its not
the same in him fulla you your him head as in them other heads. heads is reds
is reds is deads. An’ deads is seein’ things. an’.
an’ it all gone. an’ thudder thunder thuds by sing by sweet bad wire dead
of buds oh cant count; cant count - but do do do ::
What say we enter into a dialogue?: It doesn’t need to make sense: Come on:We
could talk to the stars, or write them?: Could the rhythms of pulls opposing
response to invigorates boogie <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">but yes we horizontal</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>we not respirate, or partake of a new cheese, or stop
when we stop?: What head? The head bobbing in the stream: The severed head,
bloody, crying out for...Was it the baby’s?; Was it the man’s?; curse of love? :: <i>Crashes the chord! </i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">:: Peter: Beach at
Orewa: :: </span>shoulders, we see: Only further, not more :: I am brutally
hurtled <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">beyond
light, beyond love: </span><span lang="EN-AU">but
what about ‘the crucifixion of understanding’?; Something, beautiful and
merciless:: I don’t know where she went:: Pi is a very IMPORTANT NUMBER, and no
one knows: but you can EAT the :: </span>there to be pieces of death - as
flowers spring to life, as if on a basalt moonscape, or as in the film <i>The Living Earth</i> - but <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the scorpions, and the burning:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>are steeled if unresolved in
our our chair how the beggar woman was a rotten vanish: that of existing
between ( forever? ) an existent existence as an exquisite juice of <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">perhaps we could co-opt the old toe tapping sun into
all this, whose </span>nuclear nature is revealed spastically in sudden burning
spasms only to fade to a side view of some folorn figure, seen forever “Such
joy, such: such suchness, and all that province of the young?; Oh by my green
candle, why am I what I am and why and where and so ugly here, amid this erotic
ache of life, and she without my hands?”:: Thought the older man:: Suddenly:: And
trumpets began: :: help), and the un-erasable eventsextent: not facing: not certainty reblurs those mat
edges where we slept schlaff in finish as by a great and wondrous engine the
lies: is about at night, being :: Paracetemol only - this :: are reading :: he
not make a second Self?: “himself.”....:: Where the words waltz off as if – terrible
sights as if impelled by an unseen hand –and there are bisections, and
magnifications; so that the bug is gigantic and crawls with lesser bugs,(as in
an etching by Escher)… it shows me the spears that spear, the squirts – the
squirls, the pulsings, the golden globules: And 2x+y =2: Justify it all: :: The
silk, the blood, and the quick-sanded city :: Gravity keeps changing its mind
:: Once I was 'chosen' only to fail: I was, indeed, perfectly failed....:: All
this seems to oh, so to...:: Days we raved to It on Setebos: days and times we
seemed to know: until all raged: but everything seemed glass; Many had glass
eyes, but could see: this we were informed: And they understood how to see: ::
these songs sung in column times :: she
knew hack-sawing a bolt, or sealing a lead-sheathed telephone
cable, the long nights the tiger’s despair the rage makes sad shadows A
finding man and a man to be found And in the byways the sideways ashly crumblings?: the torment of those days long gone there
is hidden inside the map a map of the map of the map of his back; in the lost
long days and we were redefined - its pukile mouth going chomp chomp chomp I am
become foetal and float on forever's forgivelessness :: These quibblings thrill
me :: As only ... it’s so like Brautigan’s library of unread books: something
taps out a message about bullets and an insane artiste
... anyway, all that aside, everything’s sothe eyes who are as blue as
you in the singing vaults where the arches ache with graped joy, wrath gone, boned and wickedly white :: But
who are you, these windy burning blasts - God gone - Who comes?: Who comes oh
Fomison dark bedeviller?: <b>The eyes whose blueness lumens loud even those...::</b>
We are the Gods of Failure...:: walls of eyes
that stare out transparent death to death from some central of a secret are
maybe yours old one your frozen beard if only each creeping thing could set
forth the theorem of its <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">genesis</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>Broke
out in joyous French Fear gobble up the puzzled
Caught me by my As we sped on the sled into the terrible dark - Warm and black:
For we step now into the <i>adyts</i>, but there is no Wolf here: (And indeed there
is an answering chuckle but but I am dreaming of peculiar objects that float
betwixt truth and falsity -- perhaps someone collapses -- the dawn is so
beautiful :: It was all happening as the lagoon proceeded to close around them as
if they had hid inside a Chinese sign...:: It was all on again, Especially since
old Boltzmann had disappeared with his constant...:: His wife beat time: They danced:
He curmudged: there is always that sense as of a thousand foot...:: The
ventriloquised, cacophonic texts of <i>Brass</i> tend to different, although
not unrelated questions: are there limits to poetic
language? :: we stiffen back to our rectitude): And the pastels, the
haze, the things, the loves, the ships; The kaleidic colours, nothing could be
done, and that they who knew (almighty is he), and these things we render: unspeakable
machine you baffle mad, <i>it's not fair to say that the United States
doesn't have as good a comedians as </i>:: the patterns: the march of the eyes Who see the steel trees -
their crisp speech modulated in the morning mauve - and the <span lang="EN-AU">seeds wait in a.<i>..corbeille</i>
of moth-orchids—and did I keep them?: Don’t get restless — I’m coming back to
the point…:: No, I sat beside them a little while having my</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="font-size: 10pt;"> the </span><span lang="EN-AU">shapes,
the lands of falsetto light among the forty to</span><span lang="EN-AU" style="font-family: "arial";"> </span><span lang="EN-AU">sixty </span>Nine
distinct principles have been recognised independently evolved eyes :: <b><span style="color: #222222;">["Is it all <i>so</i> meaningless, all <i>so utterly</i>
random?” Johnson asked.] :: </span></b>He is a subtle postman comes, And light
laughs <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">In the
corner of his garden’s face, </span>any inkling whence this bubble’s traverse, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Or Why?: </span>Why
the gun?: Bang bang bang, and the sun, the terrible sun - and the body –
spasmic, jerkic :: God they wanted me, but and you turned, listening to the
Morepork, sad as the sea, and before the gay graves something monstrous, some
music you ached to believe furnish forth such mountains of papers totally covered
with calculations, and the most abstruse, and wonderful arguments, <i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">to verify that very
superiority of </span></i><b><i><span lang="EN-AU">Three Agons</span></i></b><i><span lang="EN-AU">,</span></i><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;"> to be</span></i><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>or a
conception: and indeed there are enough words <i>t</i><i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">o
fill the new drawer…</span></i><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #444444; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU; mso-bidi-font-style: italic;">::<i> </i></span>if only i wasn't myself - surely the words wouldn't just
sit there, carved, seemingly stone: and terribly unsurrounded <span lang="EN-AU">Frog. the Prog: Prog
bounced into the central oblong woogle-twist by the slippery sexual where room
was unzipped up in a ladder lash </span>the lad had
brass and clang gonged <span lang="EN-AU">to the peerers</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>ups and downs until quite savagely creating his icy crack of
light The eye perceives and deceives, so we eat and wait :: Peculiarly,
I’m not that young couple; She had her hand fiercely on his arse: It wont last,
part of you, the cynic, says, but
freedom dies not out with the giant oak’s....:: but illogical :: We struggle,
each with their torment, for it is April, and winter windeth quick; This is a
dark and will become <span lang="EN-AU">not so in illogic logic time</span><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">1
After this opened Job his mouth, and cursed his day.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">2 And Job
spake, and said,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">3 Let the
day perish wherein I was born, and the night in which it was said, There is a
man child conceived.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">4 Let
that day be darkness; let not God regard it from above, neither let the light
shine upon it.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">5 Let
darkness and the shadow of death stain it; let a cloud dwell upon it; let the
blackness of the day terrify it.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">6 As for
that night, let darkness seize upon it; let it not be joined unto the days of
the year, let it not come into the number of the months.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">7 Lo, let
that night be solitary, let no joyful voice come therein.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><b><span lang="EN-AU">And you recall, the surprise in dead eyes :: </span></b><span lang="EN-AU">The beauty of the woman </span>makes
us sad, because it is uncatchable, untouchable like the scent of music, a magic
drink, a potion: and we, we who were not invited to this earth - <span lang="EN-AU">we are insatiable…The
great, grey, dusty book, with mossy hair and lichen </span>legs, who had become
excruciatingly so that, that long, lingering look of wistful tenderness in her tearful
eyes: and did not something, was it l-love?, or some strange vibration, that
did perchance transmit itself from The eye :: the eye the see the light the
sight...to see to see to see to see to see but it wanted to vacuum up a whole
land of Salvador Dali thoughts, and wanted to know everything was always
playing mental chess: It wouldn’t stop wouldn’t stop, it just swallowed more
and more junk because – it ate junk: My brain was like a castle full of
crackery things and it did know about...:: not softness softness the creative
creature: that his hat he pulled to conceal sleep “intaglio in the seraglio”
because it could all become too <i>excrucial,</i> so as I was (was I?) saying
and we stepped gingerly into the vacant suggestion of a vasty froth of
soap-bubbled universes while Uncle merely twirled his impotent mustache and Auntie
toyed aeternam <i>und mit</i> her plastic phallic knife which <i>surelywise</i>
invited immense applause: but, bugger it all, I’m getting a head of <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">myself said John the
Baptist,</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>we have built temples and legends to
the god of life we accept and can never know except it blinds us and sings to
us without favour: it kills and makes:: Each accepts or screams tumble over <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">stone, unlistening
ears… :: </span>He dreamed the spiral, which was, infinitely...than the ther
dream which was about the blue syringe and the red syringe: which the lovely
white nice nurse pressed with Nazi reality (alternatively wilfully) in a
pattern so devised to control his insanity ratio: will become to murdered hugs <span lang="EN-AU">a huge </span>skies
whose crossed to be painted <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">look was eye dead to its stop :: </span><span lang="EN-AU">white dog</span> verification :: it
:: tendentious: frog: not: my rose: really: the tragedy of a bic: really my
rose: really: the tragedy of a bic pen: an iambic nightmare: fug off: verify
the...:: T<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">he
clock is dead…:: </span>The very withholding of plot or human intercession is
indeed the terrible power of everything about to happen: And think of Jason in <i>The
Sound & Fury</i> by Faulkner: This poem is about nothing: it kept on
churning and thrashing :: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">My argument goes as follows; Living cells must be capable of some sort
of logical analysis or they would never survive; How else could free-living
micro-organisms avoid obstacles, hunt for food, respond to stimuli, store
memories?: If you saw a mouse or a monkey doing these things you might say
“Well, that animal has a nervous system,” …</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>“Cross correspondence in the order of
two phrases. E.g. ‘I cannot dig, to beg I am ashamed. I am ashamed to dig, I
cannot beg.’” ...:: enveloped in red...:: "giggle" feels cleaner, repleter, contenter: but that
wasn’t right: Any case ignorant: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The special thing
that burns in the eye: they are in conflict: </span>Eternal: The usual thing:
:: the sad song of the toothless whore...:: Neither
presence nor absence helps or even intercedes in the wanting: something
participating in the reassuring like a disease of speech...:: her heart to her
very fingertips as she stamped - and oh what a stamping it was - onto <b><i>Librus
Dusticus’s</i></b> inside cover. <b>Dusty Book</b> had been booked out; and he
walked joyfully through the swinging doors to a new life: As the librarian wept
rendingly in great shuddering lurches of <span lang="EN-AU">heart-broken sobs, all the other 600,000 library books
walked out: <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“It was an itsy bitsy teenie weenie
yellow polka dot bikini</span></span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">that she wore for
the first time today</span><span lang="EN-AU">.”</span>…something like that – the sexy fifties: following the <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">the imperative decree:</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">You, of course, are dead: Dead dead dead: Dead to the world: skewered,
sliced, sacrificed, shorn: Spat out by those you had trusted most: And so
should you be!But there was nothing to learn, so, while rolling our rollies, we
spat on the fat man, only to learn….that infinity had turned inside out like a
negative singlet, everything nothinging……itself, like a filigree error – a tiny
fineness so fine you couldn't find it…………………………….….</span><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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e <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">'<i>We
are lost in gelid time. We are the fools of time; Time was</i>.' :: it really
:: that’s the way things are out :: irrelevant: much; perhaps, as a Tooth - and
yet voila yet! : Red Grace, who had moved about so eternally in the perpetual
fretful caverns where they were rebuilding the Universe Mistake, and had oh so
greatly Coveted the beautifully annotated disinfectant bottle, was... Perhaps,
after all, it was “sublimed with a mineral fury”, But more likely, and with a
Probability of about 0.9, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">whatever that means, its a lambent annihilation…:: You don’t have to be
a little Leunig man, spreadeagled in sad ends, or dancing to the beat of The
Great Goofy Rooster (complete with poker-dot tie), beaming and…:: </span>Pi -- take
a white circular CARBOARD sheet, draw TWO lines right thru the CENTRE...:: Decent
ones stay away:: Wary, they creep down town Even old people :: I remain :: examine:
something wriggles in pluckt baffle wonder doom them to joy......:: You are
reading “lens” and lens is a word and you are reading ‘“lens is a word” someone
else’s words...:: sleek enigma, in the skull that’s tearing out the shrieking, ever
sneering presence of the abyss, we laugh as he unbecomes!: he is all things to
all thingsaren’t you?: like a puzzled Hitler (peering) out his bunker at the
woman's house next door: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The light's still on: Is she safe?...:: </span>burn burn burn thou
hating: i’ve not: who genetic imperative lost in (the) if it would <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">be thus be thus be
what: but: whenther maother access memory </span>was clocked thru a madman’s
program <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">whose
insane father mnother afather sonme chadughter you fniwe are hjhrtuyoai lcv
eoruihn rtied to fghrtohsdflhnsdf oshasduhrnrtnet </span><b><span style="font-size: 16.0pt;">ARE WE </span></b><span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Prog: the Prog: Prog bounced into the central
oblonwoogle—twist by the slippery sexual whereroom was mother fa</span><span lang="EN-AU">ther and thus </span>The goblin light: black light light black eternal
red sections eternal eyelight thinking into and you are reading’:: We are
reading and we have lessness: Lessness is something...:: Are wanted box: you
too shall know the ill despair as if redness sang beyond (the perceivedly
habitual) commercial instability of a substantial subjunctive or preterite
habituation of wordle words and <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">something disguised as an aluminium south island</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>him wither: to smaller than
a breadcrumb, <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">or
a bisected proton proton: </span>like a mother to a baby: the woman next door...::
even if the Universe began who began the Big...:: There is no watering place,
no holing up - No where can be found the leastest trickle In the rocks of gods
In the garden of rocks...:: There was a tremendous explosion- on and off went
the Order from slime and sparks from dark of a child, the bearing and the love
in action when the other is hurt: Did fire this flesh: Huge as huge. Their
headlamps burn till everyone and everything be blind: eye is seeing began to
thump O gone by god was god, thus and being eye is blue brown or grey severely
as I am: It is a writhing living thing, a mass mountain impossible to be man or
women however born: see it, it is awash with configurations and gibbering
mirrors: it is afire with language whose excess and whose excessive excess bursts
instantly into endless flame: These birds fight each other to death, the poem
grows in monstrousness never before felt, or imagined, and it always wriggles
away: Could the shapes change ever? No: Neither could the shapes of shade, in
any never ever, ever be severed ever: Nor could not anytime The Cloud King Be:
No: Nor turned, that T, nor by grass and dust, the road I strode unto and into
the slit green goat CULAR ORACULAR OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR ORACUL completed
futility. Click click clack smack smack smack...:: (Go Careful On The Stairs
EACH STEP IS MANY )<span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">Y </span>not ironic not ironic not ironic not ironic not ironic not
ironic not ironic not ironic not ironic <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">and those trees of ending</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>whose lunal precisions of yellow red
and violet green created by your instruments unseen and as intricate as wings or
as ugly as but seemingly as true as Rembrandt seemed in his many shifts; then –
then you <i>do</i> command the stage – <i>your</i> alienation constitutionally
unable <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">to be a
skeleton in the family closet::</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>You: Yes, you -
to you I speak: You Will never have: this now of subtle spring: a pantomime is
played - heat three rivers: <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">The blind and beautifully indifferent universe: </span>Doomed <span lang="EN-AU">:: </span>Perhaps I should mention Marlowe
or something about another harbour bridge at this point: Perhaps by the time: No
Tuis even: We even have doubts about the body, how it excresses, or is that:
expresses?...:: Thus doth dust...:: Oh yeah, verily these uttered nights of
yellow crabs who crawl the walls beseeching thought of thought...:: These are
never now who howl under the sun in crazed cacophony: and none are known: Yet
he is tombed in light, and the jugglers tumble by: old with severe thoughts marked...::
My wise saws. My instances...:: I remain not a youthful age but stay...:: The
spikes..:: Within Yet the doors: Silent as centuries of stone the starers stare...Yet, my lovely, you know the
bright bloom, the star-filled song, and the dancing clapping bones who are
white in the gone black light: and if so, what is
left of the form, (or <i>gestalt</i>), of art?: Does poetry give access to a
hidden order of.....:: <b>Call it God breathed in your ear?; And who looked
from your eyes?...::</b> But, being chaste enough, they hallelujah the
Eternal in such gentle tones that the Poor Invisible Hand almost gets annoyed
and now writes in huge looping Numbers, tortuously describing where Dante’s
Hell was (!) – so naughty!! - in a sadly happy ecstasy – But soon Newman is ‘distilled’
like the spiritual whisky, <i>aqua vitae</i>, ha!, ...:: but They are above the
clouds <span lang="EN-AU" style="color: #222222; mso-ansi-language: EN-AU;">of desire
in unknown yet tabulated spheres: my pohutukawa</span><span lang="EN-AU"> </span>is describable but unknowable: the
other day two fantails by the
compost heap – their looping flight their fan tails – cheeky joy – <i>infinite
bird </i></span></div>
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EYELIGHT - THE ONE POEM OF
ALL POEMS – reduced Version A.</div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="background: #000000;">
<span style="font-size: 20pt;">There was a lot of darkness
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<span style="font-size: 20pt;">Dark darkness, and some
light. </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="background: #000000;">
<span style="font-size: 20pt;">Light – yes - light:
light and dark... </span></span></span>
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<span style="font-size: 20pt;">Less light than dark, but
more dark than —---------------</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">But
I loved the dark. Came colour then.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">The
light and the dark seemed to know something —</span></span></span>everything</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">you
had ever learnt</span></span></div>
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& ,1 ~ ~ ~</div>
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exultant
growth</div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial black" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">11
The old lion perisheth for lack of prey, and the stout lion's whelps
are scattered abroad.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">eetz moightieee ande
liquiede boiynes</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>If a million million
automatic typers typed </i>
</span></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: large;">every second every minute every day
and endlessly</span></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i> Something sometime somewhere
perfectly </i>
</span></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: large;">Would on all that surge
of words and marks appear –</span></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I began with a
book on it. I drew lines shapes and shades, perspective, and</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Used
different pens and pencils, textures, angles, colour, perspective: I
got the proportions, the sense and feel of things, tried to
feel the textures,
</span></div>
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OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR
ORACULAR</div>
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OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR
ORACULAR</div>
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OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR
ORACULAR</div>
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OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR
ORACUL</div>
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(Go
Careful On The Stairs EACH STEP IS MANY )</div>
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Light in August is
still there:</div>
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“Yes Stevie,
they’re still cutting</div>
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Out his sexual
parts -</div>
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Just like a
nightmare - as we said.”</div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Horses clatter</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: white; font-size: xx-small;">sta</span><span style="color: white; font-size: xx-small;">tel<span style="background-color: black;">y
— the pit of my stomach gone black in the darkness that was eating
it away for thinking of you, and Robin smiling sideways like a cat
with canary feathers to account for, and Jenny tripping beside her so
fast that she would get ahead and have to run back with small cries
of ambition,</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">saying
wistfully, ‘You must come to my house for late supper.’</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><br /></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"> : the boxes
are ready</span></span></b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Oh that drug, that</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">drug of knowing for sure –
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the profound books wait with
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the white valley of their pages</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;"> </span><span style="color: red;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><b>There
are dead spots on the compact disk. </b></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">The bee men are deeply concerned about this.
</span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">
</span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: red;">
</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">
for the sentences</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">who took him out of his dream</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and he shuddered again</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">because once it was not as it is now,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">for we must <i>be</i> something.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">but you, you yearn-fear for the</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Yes, he, rightwrongfully, discerns a
pattern, and hence;</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">a solution. At least those doing war
deeds or merciful missions</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">(all a-terrible-tangle of means in
the scrum of ends means), lose</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">their selves: but it requires a
powerful draught of drugging, training</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">in madness, or, you might fluke like
the only sperm</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the hard mother might</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">weaken to a dwarfic or a deaf,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">if
only the stones could rage in an acorn.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">I have forgotten much, in
this land, this crystal land. </span></span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><i><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">“<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">God help me, I went!
For who will not betray a friend or, for that matter, himself for a
whisky and soda, caviare and a warm fire — and that brings me to
the ride that we took later. As Don Antonio said long ago, </span></span></span></i><i><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">a
calf — for the rest, the place was as full of the wrong thing as
you would care to spend your inheritance on — well, I furnished my
closet with phenomenal luck at the fair, what with shooting a row of
chamber-pots and whirling a dozen wheels to the good, and everyone
about me getting nothing for a thousand francs but a couple of velvet
dogs, or dolls that looked as if they had been up all night. And what
did I walk home with for less than five francs?</span></span></span></i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">THE TUNNEL</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: small;">we
couldn’t turn away: the tunnel became a scream</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">problem of
finding eigenvectors, and that for this</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">reason, we call
the solution space, ( A minus lambda I ) times x = 0 the</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">eigenspace of
A corresponding to lambda”, as the Bishop said to the</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">virgin before he
fucked her arse off . At that moment, indescribably,</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">like something
from Charles Dodgson, as illustrated by Tenniel, of</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Punch renown, an
enormous dictionary, obscuring Edgar’s view of the</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">infinite abyss,
sank into the Waitemata, almost as How, I asked, could I live
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Then they found me, and the machines.
These proliferate:</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">everywhere there is a clicking of
meanings. God is knitting.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Messages are inserted or race into
the totality of
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">completed futility. Click click clack
smack smack smack.
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">I cogitated & played with wax</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">until <i>ergo</i>: and I walked,
imagining things.
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Oft-times sat I then in caves</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">convinced by
shadows: or I turned toward the greater su</span></span>n:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>I sigh, I wander
from room to room, and rustle in </b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>my own unknowing.
Finally I settle back,</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>Book in hand. The night will be long
</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">this
is what we deciphered in the cave light:</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> "Here
are: 'multiplicity of centres</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> leading
as in</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> assonation
to detonate</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> under
the car</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> precocious</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> destruction
like Humpty - ' "</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> So
this was it was it! We stared up at the Caterpillar.</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> He
was always there tomorrow. What could we say?</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> we
were caught in the theory of everything and the clinging vines began
to clutch ever more feverishly....</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> the
Hookah was withdrawn then the smoke sucked in.</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #1d2129;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> was
this then what we had come for? Humpty was on the wall</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-size: large;">I
must awake now</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> and
torch the night:</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="background: #ff0000;">The
Secret of Being Unpopular</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">5</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">beatant: i would love
to know</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">6</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">there are more
things: at this point everything burst.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "sylfaen" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I
wish the vanishing would begin </span></span></span></span>
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">so that maybe <i>fleisch; </i>
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;"><i> </i>and
Turner could walk into my room</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">or if I and <i>he</i>
were <i> </i>
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">the very light of the
light's light</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">e'en</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow;">as cities and basilisks </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-size: 16pt;"> inferno
into twang </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> W</span> <span style="color: white;">WATCHMAN,
WHAT OF THE NIGHT?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><br />
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: #000080; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: white;"><br />
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: #000080; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: white;">About three in the
morning, Nora knocked at the little glass door of the concierge’s
loge, asking if the doctor was in. In the anger of broken sleep the
concierge directed her to climb six flights, where at the top of the
house, to the left, she would find him.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: #000080; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> Nora took the stairs
slowly. She had not known that the doctor was so poor. Groping her
way she rapped, fumbling for the knob. Misery alone would have
brought her, though she knew the late hours indulged in by her
friend. Hearing his “come in” she opened the door and for one
second hesitated, so incredible was the disorder that met her eyes.
The room was so small that it was just possible to walk sideways up
to the bed; it was as if being condemned to the grave the doctor had
decided to occupy it with the utmost abandon. </span>
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: #000080; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: white;"> A pile of medical books,
and volumes of a miscellaneous order, reached almost to the ceiling,
water-stained and covered with dust. Just above them was a very small
barred window, the only ventilation. On a maple dresser, certainly
not of European make, lay a rusty pair of forceps, a broken scalpel,
half a dozen odd instruments that she could not place, a catheter,
some twenty perfume bottles, almost empty, pomades, creams, rouges,
powder boxes and</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; text-indent: 1.25in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: cyan; font-size: large;">and grasses, wind wild,</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; text-indent: 1.25in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: cyan; font-size: large;">shrinking us to a centre</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; text-indent: 1.25in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: cyan; font-size: large;">as their distance enhances them</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; text-indent: 1.25in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: cyan; font-size: large;">to such brightest green like sudden suns —</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; text-indent: 1.25in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: cyan; font-size: large;">not like the blue of further further.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; text-indent: 1.25in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: cyan; font-size: large;">They gather, like curious cows, and surround us,</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; text-indent: 1.25in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: cyan; font-size: large;">until the entire horizon is aflame,</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; orphans: 0; text-indent: 1.25in; widows: 0;">
<span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: black; color: cyan; font-size: large;">and
everything is ablaze</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1.25in; orphans: 0; text-indent: 1.25in; widows: 0;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "kino mt" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: large;">{we
are made into hand grenades</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "kino mt" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: large;">perhaps
by the enigma of grammar</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "kino mt" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: large;">so
<i>intime</i> that the faint fish died</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "kino mt" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: large;">and
we looked beyond the hedge</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "kino mt" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: large;">toward
the gaiety, and some antique thing</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "kino mt" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: large;">of
whose silk wood fruit of</span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;">Waiting
to be happened to can be terrible:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I always wanted to make
chemical music but my career path
</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">led me into pornography
and all those asms and cosmic chasms</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">that they all plunge
in. The point, we seek it. We are. A thing shudders.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-size: medium;"> Material
mystery, extass. They–right now–gathered</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">You are reading. You are reading or you
are reading. So. So something is being read, and</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">y<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">ou
are reading. “Lens”. “Lens” is a word and you are reading.
You are reading “lens”</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Lets go inside...I
have things to discuss...</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">th e ever last ing en croachment
of that which is only always</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">a solut ion and was al ways
probably forever being mad e into</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">wings of vastness in the back paths
of the Meremere swamp where</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">quick as a quipp he queeried
the queer quadrandrangled quagmire</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">so it could silent eternal
be Maori Pakeha tui whanau coast</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">water dig Mt Wellington Taupo
raupo rata kete koromiko he</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">in some sort of compensation
for the insatiable lust for a carap</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">ace, which, don’t you know,
sub specie aeternitatis, longs for wh</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">at it surely was all along,
the questions spiral sadly out of</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">the subways of our soul...
something like Jimi Hendrix’s speakeasy</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">bill... or Mt Tarawera, waiting.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-AU">
</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-AU"><i>perhaps
such eyes </i></span></span></span></span></b></span></span>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: cyan; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>The pepper tree
grew cankerous,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: cyan; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>and lost its hair
of leaves.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: cyan; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>It swelled at the
base and reminded</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: cyan; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>me of a cancerous
old man,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: cyan; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>bald, and
terrified of the zero</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: cyan; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>racing at light
speed.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<span style="font-family: "tunga";"><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-size: 20pt;">Why?!</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
they couldn’t
kill you</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
the symbols shall
remain</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
the terrible
symbols</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
that will clash the
centuries on -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
memories of the
squeezed hand</div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">and
human thud by dark wire, barbed,</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
dro │ ro nome │a
he was │ in</div>
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gen │ ice en
│red kidding │ side</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
is │ cased gives
│yel she was │ the</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the │ doubt ful
│low a woman │ creep</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
light │
│husk after all │ black</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
est │
│that not a │</div>
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<span style="color: black;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">ele │
│blooms machine</span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>An enormous
luminosity grew between her eyes and we were dumfounded:</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>forgetting what
was origin, orange, apple, or where the serpent
</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>had parked the
sedan beside the spreading sneer of the evening’s trees
</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>who
were lush and unapproachable in the growing and licentious gloom </b></span></span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Perhaps
such eyes, as, the stark skull might hope</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span lang="en-AU">might
</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span lang="en-AU"><i>en
Be</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span lang="en-AU">
its own, suppose it lived. It is the word,</span></span></span></span></span></div>
</div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">the
phrase, the sudden flame of the clause, is my starting forth:</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span lang="en-AU">no
idea or desire have </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span lang="en-AU"><i>I</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span lang="en-AU">
of completing any linear completeness,</span></span></span></span></span></div>
</div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">demonstration,
exegesis, proof, or subtle analogue. The beach – shells and wave
song. To have eyes.</span></div>
</div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in; text-align: justify;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">It is a writhing living thing, a mass
mountain impossible to be
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">man or women however born: see it, it
is awash with
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">configurations and gibbering mirrors:
it is afire with
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">language whose excess and whose
excessive excess</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">bursts instantly into endless flame.
These birds</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> fight
each other to death, the poem grows in monstrousness</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Once I was 'chosen' only to fail. I
was, indeed, perfectly failed.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>Days we raved to It on Setebos: days
and times we seemed to know:</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>but the isle echoed with false
trails, non-sequits: and nothing</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>made sense: I might have been a god:
nothing stayed in my head:</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>I made puzzles I could not live
inside: like 'How could he not make a
</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>second Self?” “He hath made
things worthier than himself.”</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>Thinketh me much to much
(too much) until all raged:</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>but everything seemed glass. Many
had glass eyes, but could see:</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>this we were informed. And they
understood how to see:</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>how a hand from all sides (or any)
yet had five fingers, how
</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><b> five
wasn't two. How everything greater than itself</b></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Could
the shapes change ever?</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">by grass and dust, the road I strode</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">unto and into the slit green goat
(unto and into the slit green goat ( unto and into the
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">who dances claps to flute and
light (who dances claps to flute and light
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="border-bottom: 1.00pt solid #000000; border-left: none; border-right: none; border-top: none; margin-bottom: 0in; padding-bottom: 0.01in; padding-left: 0in; padding-right: 0in; padding-top: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">And neither the. Clack sound, like knitting. (Clack sound,
like knitting (Clack sound, like
</span></span></div>
<div style="border-bottom: 1.00pt solid #000000; border-left: none; border-right: none; border-top: none; margin-bottom: 0in; padding-bottom: 0.01in; padding-left: 0in; padding-right: 0in; padding-top: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red;">knitting (Clack sound, like knitting (Clack sound, like
knitting
</span></div>
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</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-size: small;"><i>You,</i> of course,
are dead. Dead dead dead. Dead to the world: skewered, sliced,
sacrificed, shorn. Spat out by those you had trusted most. And so
should you be! </span>
</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">For how is it <i>you</i>
think you are so important: with so many syndromes, diseases,
shootings, atrocious accidents, massacres: in fact, the summated
enbloodment? Eh?! Hmm!?! </span>
</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><b> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Words
are thus evolved: or invented ‘in sudden throat’, for evil or
‘good’ occasion. (Evil vile and virid (yet red yellow bright)
amphisbaena sleep about as if in the dreams of </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><i>La
Tentation</i></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><i>de</i></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">
</span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><i>St. Antoine</i></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">
…)</span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>I don’t know
where she went. Pi is</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>a very IMPORTANT
NUMBER, and no</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>one knows: but you
can EAT the</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><b>other kind of
PIEI’m here. But you don’t need to -</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><b>It’s essential that the big faces -</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><b>the vast visages - keep staring from</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><b>the cloud shapes, the lands of cloud:
ship shapes.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><b>And the pastels, the haze, the things,
the loves,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><b>the ships.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><b>The kaleidic colours, the
patterns: the march of the eyes.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><b>Who see the steel trees - their
crisp speech</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta;"><b>modulated in the morning mauve - and
the <span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">
seeds wait.</span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><b>…<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>..corbeille</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">
of moth-orchids—and did I keep them? Don’t get restless — I’m
coming back to the point. No, I sat beside them a little while having
my te</span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: orange; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>Fingering the falsetto
light or listening to the baby</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><b>in the eternal moon, is
routine: as magic to us as</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><b>machining steel, or
hack-sawing a bolt, or sealing a</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><b>lead-sheathed telephone
cable, climbing out the</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><b>manhole, replacing the
lids, stashing the gear. It all</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>fits
in somehow. It’s part of your</b></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;">In
advising you of this appointment I would point out that your</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;">
transfer to the permanent staff will be subject to a
satisfactory</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;">
probationary period of six months.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;"> </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;">
Enclosed please find a P.A.Y.E. tax code declaration which </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;"> I
should be pleased if you would fill in and return to this Office.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Here’s another example:
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">“<span style="font-size: small;"><i>It’s
illegal</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>And
prohibited to remove alcoholic</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>Beverages
from this area.” </i></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
(The moon booms -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Tormented by The Hand.)</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Where the words waltz off as if –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
as if impelled by an unseen hand –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and there are bisections, and
magnifications;</div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">so
that the bug is gigantic and crawls with lesser bugs,</span><span style="font-family: "poor richard" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><span lang="en-US"><i>
<span style="background-color: #444444;"><span style="color: magenta;"><b>The silk, the blood, and the quick-sanded city.</b></span></span></i></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: yellow;"> “<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">So
I went around the gallery a third time, and I knew that, Hindu or no
Hindu, I was in on what was wrong with the world — and I said the
world’s like that poor distressed moll of a Jenny, never knowing
which end to put its mittens on, and pecking about like a mystified
rook until this particular night gave her a hoist and set her up at
the banquet (where she has been sitting dumbfounded ever since),</span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #444444;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>Gravity
keeps changing its mind</b></span></span><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">.</span></span><span style="color: black; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">
</span></span><span style="font-family: "arial black" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><i><b style="background-color: black;">these
black-faced mirrors</b></i></span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: 22pt;"><i><b><span style="background: #ff0000;">first
people</span></b></i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;">can I, a being bright yet
dark, unblind </span>
</div>
<h1 class="western">
</h1>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: large;">
</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;">paper
is made from wood</span></span><span style="color: black; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: small;">
</span></span></span></span>
</div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">Boston, and dragging her
shawl and running, and we all got in — she’d collected some
guests who were</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">there <span style="background-color: black; color: white;">was nothing, that nothing came from
nothing, that nothing could be done, and that they who knew </span></span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">waiting
for her in the house.” </span></span>
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">and almighty is rubber, and
Baumgartner:</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">(almighty is he), and these things we
render:</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">unspeakable machine you baffle mad,</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>I<span style="background-color: white;">t's not fair to say that the
United States doesn't have as good a comedians as </span></i><span style="background-color: white;">
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i style="background-color: white;">Britain, they're different: not
totally, but humans are humans, you must understand me...</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>stamping
out life</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>The doctor was
embarrassed by Nora’s rigid silence; he went on. “I was leaning
forward on my cane as we went down under the trees, holding it with
both hands, and the black wagon I was in was being followed by a
black wagon, and that by another, and the wheels were turning, and I
began saying to myself: 'The trees are better, and grass is better,
and animals are all right and the birds in the air are fine. And
everything we do is decent when the mind begins to forget — the
design of life; and good when we are forgotten — the design of
death. I began to mourn for my spirit, and the spirits of all people
who cast a shadow a long way beyond what they are, and for the beasts
that walk out of the darkness alone; I began to wail for all the
little beasts in It has been authoritatively estimated that eyes
have evolved no fewer than forty</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>times, and probably more than sixty
times, independently in various parts of the
</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">animal kingdom. In some cases,
these eyes use radically different principles.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">Nine distinct principles have been
recognised among the forty to sixty
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">independently evolved eyes.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>[“Is
it all </b></span></span></span><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b>so</b></i></span></span></span><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>
meaningless, all </b></span></span></span><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b>so
utterly</b></i></span></span></span><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>
random?” Johnson asked.]</b></span></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Bats are unique among mammals in
having true wings.</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>He
compels them to reduce the extravagant number of lovers </b></span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">these songs sung</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">in column times</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">she knew the long nights</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">the tiger’s despair</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> the
rage</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.82in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;">characteristic</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.82in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;">the
clematis creeps</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.82in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;">these
tired times</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.82in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;">till
pen is pin</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.82in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.82in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;">potatoes</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.82in;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;">are
thumbly</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">under
the stab</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">How everything greater than itself</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">if thought was – was an Immortal
Unicorn of Form. <i>That</i>, they</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">intoned, clinched it: case closed. I
averred: but what do I know?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">For millennia I froze like glass
itself. I have known glass, I</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">have touched glass, tasted glass,
spoken with glass,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;">and hath with water danced on glass.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: black;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I
was the great liquid crystal of glass. A window of glass. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">A
man, an everywhere man, a history man</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>and when</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> insignificance to loom</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> toward psychological silence</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> and when stick gets to knots</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> the imperative decree</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> makes sad shadows</i> A finding
man and a man to be found.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
And in the byways the sideways the
torment of those days long gone</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
there is hidden inside the map a map
of the map of the map of his back;</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
in the lost long days and <span style="font-size: x-small;">
</span><span style="font-family: "book antiqua" , serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><b>the futility
of numbers</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> because</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> coiffures of endless</i></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i> presuppositions
of process</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
all born of passion </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
but I am dreaming of
peculiar objects that float betwixt truth and falsity. perhaps
</div>
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someone
collapses. the dawn is so beautiful
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>the
terrible sights and songs</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "vladimir script" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><b>they
ran across the Constable Sky, moving under and into </b></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "vladimir script" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><b>the
manacled sun, that great policeman: and the music so </b></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "vladimir script" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><b>moved
me. </b></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "vladimir script" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">O<span style="font-size: 26pt;">h!
She is with child: pregnant gravid – and it's </span></span></b></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "vladimir script" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><b>all
so jolly! Oh! - such a gravid and heavy Time. We that </b></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "vladimir script" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><b>are
young will never haved so long. </b></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "vladimir script" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><b>All
this time – clarinetted with colour, lived, which makes </b></span></span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "vladimir script" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><b>fingers
of the great timbers, and the beautiful mathematics of </b></span></span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><i><b>her
hair. Her hair, which she letteth </b></i></span></span></span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>__________________________________________________________________
_______</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "century" , serif;">web spiders inhabit a world </span>
</b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "century" , serif;"><b>of silken tension. Silk lines</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.05in; margin-right: 2.9in;">
<span style="font-family: "century" , serif;"><b>are like extra limbs,questing</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "century" , serif;"><b>antennae, almost like eyes</b></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "century" , serif;">and ears. Events are </span>
</b></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b style="background-color: white;">perceived
via a language</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>_______________________________________________________________________</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
2 Ashen</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
round how the white mind and under
and over</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the linear agon man that time
unburied out</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of the in and out those violent
violets sewing</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
umbrella cuts into why of bone
bits black:</div>
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<span style="color: black;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>how
long indeed</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
and so I thus my
time:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
awaiting a death;</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and an immense future</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
terrible electric and alive</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
touch, scent; the laugh</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of a child, the bearing</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and the love in action</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
when the other is hurt:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and the kindness</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
(the continuance, the</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
And why not?
To die thus in youth's sexual sudden, with the fire</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in;">
and the Sun spearing down its violent urgings? So woman</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in;">
and so wanted, so Helen-desired? Who could resist it to be? And</div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>who
would want more? Who..?</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
or a hand, to emerge</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
from behind yon
pedestal,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
upon whose skull’s
sneer</div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>there
is that extra touch of vile —</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in; orphans: 0; widows: 0;">
<span style="color: black;"> <span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "simsun";"><span style="font-size: 15pt;">"to
fill the world with glowing skulls"</span></span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-size: large;">their
store-houses and granaries of their dwellings to the harvest of
flowers that the spring is spreading over the dip of the hills.
royal princesses. In a word he does with them what he will, he
obtains what he will, provided always that what he seeks be in
accordance with their laws and their virtues; for beyond all the
desires of this strange god who has taken </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="en-AU"><span style="font-size: large;">possession
of them, who is too vast to be seen and too alien to be understood</span><span style="font-size: medium;">, </span></span></span></b></span></span></span>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b>logical things.</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b>the clouds come down.</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b>and what Harlot,</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b>in these strangled London streets, would not have wanted my</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b>Man-ness in The Ages when I was Clod?</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b>I have such dreams, such fire! Who would not tread with me, who
</b></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;"><b> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">carry
forever my green candle on the endless road?”</span></span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b>and endless with the
ivory peril</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: red;"><b>of configured hands
so tiny,</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
even when pain</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of heart insinuates
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the dark pines</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the mysterious house</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>the hours and</b></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: 11pt;"><i><b>a
presence within the multiple presences </b></i></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
child at play</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the old ones
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
inside and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
in and the</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
itness of whatness;</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>Crashes the chord!</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
what is this gentle
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
curse of love?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<i>Crashes the chord!</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
so perfect, they
change -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
as a black sea</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
puts on white</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
when</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
you turn your back to
it.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>___________________________________________________________________</b></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 0.94in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
And I curse the
spring</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
And all the bloody
noise.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
But I cant to fuck
all about it.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
The truck man
leaps back in</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
and the truck and
it squeaks and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
squeals, and blats
like a pig’s arse</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in;">
or a rusty
screaker and hells
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.25in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">the
hell out of here </span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="en-AU"><span style="background: #ffff00;">______________________________________________________________</span></span></span></b></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;">Again? Evil? Here
at the catraracting waul, agon Oscar drums again against and
for the doom as we know the clutch did fell the swoop - but we
shiver as we laugh for something’s not - as the great and
gaping gap does in insuck all those the Horsemen drag - and
those that horsed the kingdoms of their waste their
time. Land? (But too long have we sweet softlied, and all the
locks corroded are.) Are? Is? Was? The lilly in a crystal
revives delight in this our thyme-light-night. And
still the giant termite of the queens does bobulate -
immortal throbbing in the castle’s keep. These things we
cannot repair.
</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"> It is
here, just here, you slipped in, clapping. You were
eyes. Oh, long long did I</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"> contra those
your eyes, that neverending did contrive to contrive. So
woman. So Anne.
</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"> So, You.
</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"> Dark.</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"> (Yet I will my
nothings tale on as the dance restarts.)</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"> And this
circular back-turning trance did seem thus to start as we
were lost in light, and</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><span style="background: #ffff00;">the
birds outside the window spoke in bird. (The window flying in
the wind.) Soon it is, but not now, as the clocks
tick on the endless combinations of their music’s
song</span></b></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>_________________________________________________________________
</b></span></span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>Horses
clatter across.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; orphans: 1;">
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------------</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
Cockroach drummed
his fingers.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
There was a
pregnant, not to say gravid,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
Not to say
profound, silence and hesitancy</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
that seemed to
rise like psychic smoke</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
to meander in the
eternal bric-a-brac</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
shadows, tiredly,
that lay about the room.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in;">
_______
___________________________________________________________
____________</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
storms, or the yellow-eyed
locusts who scream down in unseasonable</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
unnumberlessness. of course
“sequestered” was just right. I’ve also</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
been dreamin’ up little word
globes, its intriguing to watch them: how</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
they <i>writhe </i> inside
themselves and glue into a sort of living</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
inconsistency. you know the
sort of thing.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
if Winter were wracked in a
burning insultancy,then,where,how,why, and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
whence would you surely place
your feet possibly modelled in plaster</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of Paris as if I hadn’t
invented art theory. ha ha, of course I meaneth</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
to which wend wouldst thou
<i>wend</i>, which bent <i>bend</i>. <i>I’m</i> not competing.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
all things are equal or are
they, they are. even the tiny, chipped, and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
pathetic
whispers from street stones.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
______________
________________________________________________ _________________
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
“I’ve looked
at “American Gothic”, and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
read St John, and
even studied Miro’s</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
“Birth of the
World”, but I still</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
don’t know</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
How analogue
signals are phase-shifted</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
for colour t.v.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
Or why God stares
out from the centre</div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
of Pauli’s atoms.”</div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
And I wake into a fear:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
but logic, and that queer space,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
rises, and horses are sleek,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and fleet, so that the gathering
hooves.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
And chocolate is beautiful</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
but illogical.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
raw as a Roarer</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
unravelling</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
those woof warfs</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">snare
the stare</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b> </b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
hollow out of holes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the walls go mad - mad</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
with hat: redgreen</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of Fred, whom we most
dearly loved and did observe</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
daily, tackle in one
hand, THE JOYS OF PROCTOLOGY in</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the other, proceeding
flossward, as was his wont with</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
eager ein his trip:
contemplative yes, but curious in</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
every dimension —</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
greatly was he with
fish and many faced</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
did you know</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
We struggle, each with their torment,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
for it is April, and winter windeth
quick.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
What is that car that bus that truck,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and many travel, and many return.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Illogic logic knows the unseen
waterfall:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the heaved, gnarled rocks, basaltic
bubbles.</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Illogic
logic searches with bright light,</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>------------------------
------------------------------------------------------------
-----------</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
Whichever way
you look at it, it looms at you, threatening</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
to topple
over with a sort of 19<sup>th</sup> Century
bloody</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
mindedness, and
crush on you, and squish out your innards;</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
and out’l pour
Napoleon, and thousands of dead Frenchmen</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
wrapped in
<i>tricoleurs</i>, and dead Russians, soaked in vodka;
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
and especially
preserved orgies and aristocratic soir<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">é</span>es
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
that happened
in between the serious historical business of</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
military massacre:
the old requirement for genetico-spermatic bloodletting.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Oh
well - and you may well laugh the lights are going out. Then </span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>_________________________________________________________________</b></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 0.01in;">
These still trees, Unmoving.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
We are Moved into</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
a progression of
Inspiration, sensing.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
Only this
Ceaseless dialectic</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
of merely Being</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
torments the
torment of tormented Things, twisting</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
and, made so by
us, by the Thinking</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
of them. And what
is this Vast, searching,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
and tremendous
Dance? Of the</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
Endlessly circling
Eagles, wanting</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
the tearing,
aching for the Death, desiring</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
the killing of my
Cerebellum. War - bellum, belli</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
May, or may not,
Be - in this now of subtle spring.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
So much Analysed -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
it is a feeble
Lady’s hand, age old –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
dropping a small
Plate,</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 0.01in;">
as Heavy as an imploded star?</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.52in; margin-right: 0.5in;">
In focus photograph Face you become a great face; not the one they
would ignore in your 'real' and lonely and insignificant life –
then you are – old as you are or as ugly as but seemingly as true
as Rembrandt seemed in his many shifts; then – then you <i>do</i>
command the stage – <i>your</i> alienation</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
constitutionally unable</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
8. On page 146 - 7, Holden muses on
war:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>Write down the facts
he states.</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>It
is difficult for me to judge </b></span></span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>_________________________________________________________________</b></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
What clutches grows inverted trees</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Weirdly from all this ashly crumblings?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
You. Yes, you - to you I speak. You</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Will never have the knowing. No, no,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Never shalt thou know: for in your
gloomed</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Skull a pantomime is played -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Outside where beats down heat</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
There is no watering place, no holing
up -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
No where can be found the leastest
trickle</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
In the rocks of gods</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
In the garden of rocks</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
In that harsh unshadowed land</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Where I have forgotten</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
How this strange conjunction</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Of striding morning shadows,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Inverting rising in meeting,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Was revealed to me - in a handful of-</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
A man with a blazing brow</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Showed me fear in transformal</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Primal dust, until, after the rain of
red rocks,</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">I
writhed in Wagnerian,</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"> </span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b> 25 </b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #222222; font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="color: red;"> Embryo</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: red; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: red; font-size: medium;"> which
X am I?</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: red; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: red; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: red; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">They tremble who would be wheels under this kind </span><br />
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">turning....Thus it is given and taken away</span><br />
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">as if it were the question you asked...</span><br />
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Staring like birds...pipe, wrenched impossible...salt bright and still...</span><br />
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">slithers, slithers, in and out of time as decays falls wood: as if The Thing Itself, being Time had --- </span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: yellow;"><b><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="en-AU"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></b></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: yellow;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="en-AU"><span style="font-size: large;">In
any such collection, the most prominent organisms are likely to be
one-celled plants called diatoms. These abound in fresh and salt
water, and, containing chlorophyll, have the capaci</span>ty</span></span></span></span></b></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> Y</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">where the three
rivers</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">meet</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">in that great</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> Y</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; margin-right: 0.3in;">
<br />
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in; margin-right: 0.01in;">
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in; margin-right: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
not ironic</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
not ironic</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">not
ironic</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> and
those trees of ending</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
that smudge in
clusters - beyond:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
seeing this
multiface</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
in yellow and green</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
I redream the light
machine</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
that makes eyes of
them</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
because they are
the elect, elated ones</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
in the ten billion
page novel</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
of nothing built of
nothing</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
and maybe one tear
of glass</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">in
which sad sea horses race </span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;">
</span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">thus
this exegesis</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
cherished</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.63in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
who
despise</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
the
stark, styptic</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
Styx</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
in black blood</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">intransigence</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">----------------
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
------------------</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
if the stare does
us cross criss</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
let itself be ever
unshut</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
on the hands, caked
in earth: black, dead...</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
and
knowing das <i>Lied von der Erde</i>,
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; margin-right: 0.3in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 0.01in;">
----------------------
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
---------------</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">sadly
redeeming</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.06in; margin-right: -0.12in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">The Legerdemain of Wotan</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"> is a special possible:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"> but I prefer</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.06in; margin-right: -0.12in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> the
wooden god:</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.06in; margin-right: -0.12in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.06in; margin-right: -0.12in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> not
ironic</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">
not ironic</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.06in; margin-right: -0.12in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> </span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
snow might work to
make of it a supernatural beauty as the extreme curvature of the
glances of things are integrated into <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">the
sweep of snow</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in; text-indent: 0.5in;">
liver river will give</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1in;">
liver
will go</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
water beer
wine valium ascendin orange juice</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
enters the
succulent snake, sensual, and waters,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
and babies, and
bodies:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.38in;">
bright sweet and <u>bad</u> is the night</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
we who sing in the
woods go light</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.88in;">
T DO WAH WAH RED SHADOW SHADOW</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.88in;">
HAND MOVES ÷ = FINGERS MOVE</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1in;">
cat baboon moon enclitic elision assumes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1.38in;">
“LETS TURN ON THE MISERY BABY”</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
what’s the latest who? different surfaces
cuspids</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
LEAKEY
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
Lucy And In The Desert With Di Di Di Diamonds</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.38in;">
Broken Dust
Of Valley Jaw</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.63in;">
Sweat</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.13in; text-indent: 0.75in;">
Struggle Yes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.13in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
kick the bawah to Ballah</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.13in; text-indent: 1.13in;">
and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
remember for chrissakes: Nihil
Bastardum Carborundum Est</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 1.75in;">
NO</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
the sun time </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in; text-indent: 0.75in;">
go(fuck you! )go its true</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.63in;">
she’s on
night shift -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1in;">
sex</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.38in; text-indent: 0.38in;">
lines round — click-</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
click click click, hit me with a rhythm — they wait:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
Blake is Blake</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
bleak black block click clock break brock</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">plates
IS THERE A GOD? random red blue <i>anytime</i></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.75in;">
give the child
wants to learn</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
give</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.88in;">
give the blood of
your knowing</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: -0.02in;">
====================================================================
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: -0.02in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.27in;">
In my garden trees
cover trees, and petals over petals lap. Soft! Here slowly, comes my
cat.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.27in;">
he is part
(parcel). Pack.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.27in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> he who would die</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>his head aside the green stream</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
to lock eternals in themselves</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
face so gentle of his victims</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
would breathe as if by glass</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
(and yes by no)
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the freedom of
</div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.27in;">
a
shadow on the wind</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.27in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
and all Angels rage
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.28in; margin-right: 1.56in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">from
castle walls; </span></span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.28in; margin-right: 1.56in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the gigabitic silence the
analogic love</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the long lonely
road
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the emotional
steel truss</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the rust of us
the elliptic who-ness</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
“the
impeccable suicides”</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the stab of what we were or are
the who of who are we to say things</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.28in; margin-right: 1.56in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">something
screams</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Burning with words</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Bursting to speak in the great
gibberish</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Of solutions, plots, plans -</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">The
dagger stabbed down to mark the spot:</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 0.01in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">----------------------
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---------------</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
This throbbing
thing — green eyed.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
This message of
death marching towards us</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">like
a clockwork tiger.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
There has to be a frame, a story, a
structure.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
A frame. I’m
hungry for a frame.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
In a frame you can
be clever</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
and the things we
expect may not happen: but</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
the needs of the
complex or simple structure dictate
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
that even in the
silence or babble we seem not to escape</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
from or some
endless forced rationality disallowing
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
swerve meant that –
we had hoped that The Madness, as they</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">called
it, might stop: but the love that was </span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Ah, these endless conundrums</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Lizards after lizards…</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Words.
Words. Protect us</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"> <span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">everything
is </span></span><span style="color: black;"><span lang="en-US"><b>answer</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">like a water blob.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">Bulb sets tremble</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>questions
on a leaf</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">maybe of broccoli.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">(<i>Ecstatic moon,</i></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>and
the coming bloom</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>of
the young year</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>that
cools the finger’s fever</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><i>wakes rath:</i> )</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"> <b>sparkins fire flame
snake</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><b>in which syzegistic</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><b>congnaced cunt rage</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><b>red as arse fire</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b> rapid
irreducible</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><b>to the dead agonal</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><b>horse mountain</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><b>unvoicing her shitting</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>
germaniac treblinking</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>
to cant. write cant write</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><b>cat bitch - scream in a pyx -</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><b>lacerating the bloody lace</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">and
engines light to BE ,</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in; margin-right: 0.01in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">----------------
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------------------</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is son and song</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is child and sweet</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is thought</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is death and the way</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is love and luminous</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is fire and hand and hard</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in; margin-right: 0.01in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in; margin-right: 0.01in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">----------------
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------------------</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
my Grandmother,
Lillian, who died so young –
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
her agony, my Grandpa's agony:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
his long years alone. The stone
silence.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
The stupid sad silence. The agony</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of my father. The agony</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of The Alone.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Poor people. The meetings, the
touchings:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
words of tenderness missed, the
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
unseen eyes, missed:
</div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> the
exile of Love in a terrible century. </span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">-----------------
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------------------</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
It began somehow,
and I</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
and you also, got
caught up in it all:
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
you know, the
usual thing, the he/she/it and the
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
terrible lovely,
and and </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
the Begin: the big
big single bang bang boom! </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
the singular
begin.
it hangs here</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">-----------------
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------------------</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Calculating
time by time and dividing by time
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
these things of
lament fall upon us as dark green quilts on ag<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">è</span>d
men
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
where women wail. Forever fingers of
the living root down to grip.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
To disappear into the sands. As in
Scott of <i>Lammermoor</i> .
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>'The quicksanded cities.</i>' as I
wrote, using the image of man and horse</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
plunging. To disappear. And the vents
of fury among the loud mountains:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Why have we not passaged here?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
We have something to teach, to say.
We could treat time</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
like Cantor's Alephs, and find that
time by time yields</div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> time
only, and time times time is Aleph time. </span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">-----------------
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------------------</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<i>The Great
New Stadium of Light</i> to shiver involuntarily –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.2in;">
and Civilisation’s
endless discontent with towers, hopes, and</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.19in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">procreation etc was
uppermost in everyone’s thoughts: even </span></span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
and everything
</div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">beautifully
slotted in, like a special secret set of draws.<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">He
loved the dark gutteration of the utterances: the German (seeming)
strangeness. Thus he would talk (tutorials 1968) passionately of </span></span></span></span></span></span></span>
</div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">some
Heideggerian term: the very German word held the “meaning” –</span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">totally
untranslatable…the nightmare of meaning. Wrestle, intolerable,
nearly. What can we translate? </span></span></span>
</div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">What
was he talking about? </span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">-----------------
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------------------</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Self.
Being self. Being self because one is in self. Not, not other self,
self. Not being or necessarily being, and not necessarily being
self. Or Self. Not not being either, quite: but Being beingly. Being,</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
But, big radix:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
go thou hencely hie,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
that these quick,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
precious things, speaking,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
speechless,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and curling from the lake,</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">should not butterfly
die -</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
for all who have left who once did
sing or sigh: now the waxworks enormous as electrons</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
murmur of the gasworks where she
walks the wall and nothing speaks</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> or
dares concede</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
those stoogey times <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU"> boogied
on a thumbtack - </span></span></span></span>what
else but a hand
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.42in; margin-right: 0.92in;">
reaching out to another or via a page to keep</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">some
force of stillness:</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Somerset Maugham was most adamant:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
‘When you’re dead,’</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
he said.</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">‘<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">You’re
as dead as a dog.’</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
the seven ages</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
and the man of wise saws</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
whose</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
world wide hose -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
too, for his shrunk</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
shank - wide -</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">'a
world too wide' -</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
insects
│ eyes │
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
oxygen enters
│ │ the body
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ stupidity │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
through the
│ │
spiricals │
│
│</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ shapes │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
to the
│ ever │
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">tracheole
│ never </span></span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
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<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
into
or through</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the final
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
obliterating or renewing plunge</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
as powerful as a fuck</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
in the probably godless space</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
to a very Nothing:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
peace ecstasy or hell –
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
or whatever beautiful blackness or</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
absolute zero: not even cold.
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> All
I know is my love and </span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">-----------------
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<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.52in; margin-right: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Suddenly
you are apart even from those Lords of The Erotoforce, the
destructive force of Love and Generation: and equally quickly – <i>by
the way, eh, you lot! Yes, you bastards! You there, wake up!</i> –
it's about now you will realise that the old fuck ranting cant
possibly have any or much of an idea of what the buggery he's on
about the old fuck: but, ne'er feare, as thinges are always a kind of
eternal and irrefutably endless sentence whose cogs of conjoinance
keep sliding into an exploded gap</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
I who lurch at the
thought of the years of this, my</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
Infinite Hand: and
our end too, our finale
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
and the sad lost
love</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
and the cry that
Nothing ever move again:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
Yet. We celebrate
its Huge Life, its flawed, fatal, living Machine:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
this death
excretion, this this - this queer screwed Quirk of life,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
this twist of
stuff: this instrumental Devil-God.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
Yet this
five-thing, so unknown, so near dead – is so alive!</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
So alive and so
silent beyond accusation or even time itself;</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
and yet so aware,
in its own way, this Familiar; this alien and
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">all
too knowing Thing! </span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
is a conjunction -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
and in these connections</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
these flowers</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
of pity - in this</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
betimes most pitiless place:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
a converge</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
of couples: bawdy Audry</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
and the strong erotic young,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
this Kind Prince:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
Jacques is sad (no: we don't
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
need to keep pretending)...</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">:
sad <i>tres</i> <i>sans...</i></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
you transformed into the way things
always, like scissors, or sexy girls, disappear when you want them –
into the way things always are.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
But, you disbelieved the random sky,
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">lying
about clouds and blueness.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
we ( we are not what you are (are we
ourselves no ( are we?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
( we aren’t (…?) are …?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
But we are in the Silent Museum. We are
gingerly, and step around (The Things. We are in the spaces. The
places of the spaces. (For we love (these places ( place ( these
places ) We calibrate. (We summate. ((We hesitate. ((( We stop
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
We begin again (again</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"> let’s get right in
there</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"> let’s tear the hair</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"> let’s cut right in</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"> let’s die and disappear</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
amphisbaena</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.25in;">
bright and black</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.25in;">
blindly searching
in a water sack
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.25in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">or
even raging in chasmic loch:</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
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<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">subject
to ends</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b>thinking
rock.</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
its down and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
new heresies burn
in old religions</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
something about
caterpi1lars</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
and budga buggers-</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
illed by pip blue</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b>vividavidaridivid</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
(virid vivid is the
silverbeet</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
that bubbly grows</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
ignorant as
intersections</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>seen is green</b></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
The blue light is futile.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
They who hover are futile.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
The saxaphone is futile.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
That which I write is futile.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Futility is futile.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
There are no countries.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
There are no lovers.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
There are no haters.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
I have no passion, I'm stuck.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">I
would speak, but the bubble.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
-Yes: it was
yes in far dangle time of faery lands folorn. Long glanged they, they
stared up yes, petrific, against the socket mountain where babbles
the old and fiery clouds of steam and blood,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
-Did gargan the
pan in the clod of me and my brother's bread?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
-No, no: Never
we heaved but a coal hand of bond strangled the strange.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
-Did not want
they the free and the frei?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
decisions, pain,
leavings, meetings: all struck into polished and astonished stone. It
struggles, but heavy hands hold, Merciless Mercy, who know the pain,
and the dark double death twice chopped. Yet, we shrug, and laugh,
and dig who would be yes.</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">And
then it was he dreamed that he was seized into a gesture, an about to
be, and that I stood there, brush or baton or pen in hand: all Time
rolling under me in a road of perfect light.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
All this, and so much that is speechless
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<br />
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I
think of my mother today. </span></span>
</div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="border-bottom: 1.00pt solid #000000; border-left: none; border-right: none; border-top: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; padding-bottom: 0.01in; padding-left: 0in; padding-right: 0in; padding-top: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: medium;">She was frightened.</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="border-bottom: 1.00pt solid #000000; border-left: none; border-right: none; border-top: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; padding-bottom: 0.01in; padding-left: 0in; padding-right: 0in; padding-top: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
---------because of the
illimitable</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
flat of the slab feet</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
extending</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
into all (known) unendings</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the visceral 360 degree distance</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
has long since uranium.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
how are you we are very good goodbye</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
hullo ha ha hee hee you’re welcome,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
as if it was, and then.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and I havent told you yet but, I, ( I
wick</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
edly whirled where where whose (as if
Johnson</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">(at
this point we stopped for a cuppa (prob</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
Mr Fantastic
Sir!</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>Yes.</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Could you show us that
movie of the palace being blown up in reverse?</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>Again? For
the 20000</i><sup><i>th</i></sup><i> time?</i></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
I hunched into the hill of myself as
the blaze of dying time and the blue-cracked expanse</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of the sky exploded silently.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Glass all became and in showers we
relived</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
endless mirrors and slices
everywhere silicate.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i> I
couldn't see for a great light, a great grace.</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
sentinels in their world</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">and
full of think</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in;">
it was the
because of me and you and they and the corridors we have sung in -</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">laughter
so long ago </span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in;">
Is
Stick around? I like Stick, he always sticks by me does old Stick.
You need that kind of corroborative component + substantive
pudention to regenerate generation these</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in;">
unholy
days. Those days what were black with song, as if the
unmediated precision of a side-glance at the metaphysical event
horizon <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">had
thinged you into things </span></span></span></span>
</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
gold
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
on black: all
plush the sharp sign. it</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
blazed out of the
black like an iridescent plum. it</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
had what it took.
it took what it had. it was luscious. and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
the sounds. they
were deluscious. the sounds had soft found</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
the ice light: the
illumined room was brain-sized. and hands.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
hands were quick,
soft, dextrous yet always</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
were finding. no
one can know. no one is allowed in. but if
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">you
are out, you are in: and we turn the key as big as the door.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "tunga";"> “But I want to <i>be</i>
something.”</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
We spun and
shuddered in our ecstasy Upon this bloody stone.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
Crafting hearts do
wait in wombs</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>is
impishly insidious with his short, stabbing sentences, and an</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>ominous
use of repetition.</i></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
A brick is a
brick:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
you could: but
let’s be honest:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
there’s not a lot you can say about a brickombs</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
And Death laughs
out:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
He clatters like
the Tin Drum Man</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
The world up
downs, but it don't mind.</div>
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">For
a thousand clapping clowns gyrate,</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
could the fingers forget? </div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
but they proceeded
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
to proceed each other:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
each one clad in their red</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and special clothes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
many looked to heaven
</div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-size: small;">both for the visual and polysemantic ambiguation of its
textual</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
dynamic and the tensile power that is
generated by Towersey's</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
technique: letters are jammed and
crammed together into a continuous</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">and
seemingly random scream whose wall’s morphemic madness maddens and</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
beat beat in in each end of cylinder
lead</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
with wood or plastic lop-sided dresser
until both</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
ends bullet in:chamfer with shave
hook,melt candle</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
onto ends and cut cut lengthwise with
tenon saw</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
plenty candle, plenty tallow, use the
pad,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the moleskin pad,the grooves in wipe
direction hand</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
in palm, and heat the metal stick till
hot and note</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the shine, and quickly wipe about and
seal out water</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">out.
Use mirror. Check for cracks and pressure test</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "arial";">the clicks and
insane toys and all the other cacophanies of the night scream with
significant laughter as we too disappear down the twisted
corridors<br />with grace of those who have failed perfectly and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "arial";">we are completely
mad and huge with ourselves<br />amid the gigantic lobelias and frozen
leopards -<br />the joyful destruction continues</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "arial";">and we recall 'the
phenomenological phallus' and the excrutiatingly lovely details</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "arial";">and - </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
potatoes</div>
are thumbly<br />
under the stab<br />
what is the Sun-Knife<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
stilletto quick<br />
when still<br />
the hay rick<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>(deceased now)</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;">but I am not
interested just now in the poem's meaning (meaning is problematic in
any case) interested here in the look of the totality of his work as
worked through and I then transform it - as things constantly do in
life - in fact I went "berserk" with it almost in trance or
a fever, a kind of "creative rage" perhaps: creating a new
"poem" or text as in the following
image-poem-text-enactment: an implication of an infinite and
progressive or degressive process ... </span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 21pt;">I
got very angry with it:</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial";">-it <i>is </i>the
details we require - progress was mentioned - but Buzz kept drinking
-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial";">we who also read the
technical books and wonder about the blue one and the red one and<br />and
the endless miles to fulfill our wire blood needs &<br />our
quietly desperate hungers - our advancing annihilation and the wonder
of tree trunks</span></div>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Is that dilapidated run down house with the graffiti and the
beautiful views available for a squat? Moved in just now and have
invited all the animals in the neighbourhood to join me...happy house
warming...</span><br />
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: blue; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b style="background-color: white;">innuendoes
of sailors, of sailors Drowned, of a thousand
sailors</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.21in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>drowned.
sailors who dream of sound and song, and i’ve been Murdered to </b></span><b style="color: blue; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Rose: not true my dear one.</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.21in;">
<span style="color: blue; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b style="background-color: white;">and they speak and tell, speak and Tell, as tiny silicate sounds</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.21in;">
<span style="color: blue; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b style="background-color: white;">shriek
and break In microscopic spots</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">—<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Such
immensity of blank, encyclopaedic meaning,</span><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">unfolding,
or just being —</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">like those electron
shells<br />with their secret numbers</span></div>
<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">clinging to the thinking
night of time.</span></div>
<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">and those numerals: so
knowing,<br />so smirking in their Numberness —<br />the wrench-squig
of their symbolic:</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">we
go deeper, penetrating the reds,</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-left: 0.51in; orphans: 1;">
<br />
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">The concrete towers shiver
They are waiting They are hoping:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">A tired lady Puts on her
coat The typewriter <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="en-AU"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">Dies
for fingers:</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Ol’
man sorrow</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Took
out his sax</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">O1’
man sorrow</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Raised
up they songs.</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">O1’
man sorrow</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Hel’
a - my hand –</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">I’d
lost my cat</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">My
lady cat.</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">O1’
black sorrow</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Sat
an’ a - sat</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
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<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
there were at least</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
one thousand of you</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
in the empty <i>teatro</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
whose stage</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
was bare but for
that</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
that had been slain
alive</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
to confront you</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
with its poking
tongue,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
for it was rude</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">and
young -</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
death’s no
problem:
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
Someone walks his
way. Musing, musing, dark at night, (His wife long gone)</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
Death was edging
closer.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<i>Chess - Alice
flew and flew,</i></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>But
they got nowhere.</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
What’s that</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
bloody <i><b>lizardo mechanico liberto</b></i>
doing</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Unbecoming from your page set at 30 60
degrees</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and u-u-up onto the book, curlfully,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and then onto the set square which</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
has got a circle which is really a
fuckin’ellipse,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and its little hands grip the fausty
book,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
or the set square’s sides ‘till:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
“Aren’t we great”, a tiny
Crocodilus becomes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
a fockin dragon — snorting King of
the castle</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
on the top of Mount Dodecahedronicus
—eh?!</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
You fockn’ Dutch genius. Fock !</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…<b>.</b><i><b>And then it turns,
fuck me,</b></i></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b>And
dissolves back into beginning</b></i></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Yet I do not wish to leave you, my
scene, my stage, my hell, my house. For it was here that – surely
you recall – the deep adumbrations, the violinocellos, the lights,
the subtle shades, and all those who came: their signals – how they
breathed and bowed and loved! How the rooms enfolded them like
envelopes in the glazed and timbered cells, and the ecstatic,
wriggling quietnesses. They beckon, they crook: but no – there have
been too many meetings here: here, just here, was once The Great One
– and that place was blood enriched, and over here a beautiful
bulbous bubble grew. And the delicate quicknesses, the sharps, the
special clashes and the type of night: how you took cigar as the
voices rose to roar – even yes, even the terror, the things, the
songs, the cadenced dooms, and the dusty settling that spills and
spills: out out into the religious rustlings, the flashings, the
folds, the dragons, the coils – the angels descending. Those reds!
Those blues! ….</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
No, no: as I cast about, there are the
tenors who strut about like croaking toads
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
in a symphony of frogs and bogs. And
the dark times gone croak. And the times of newspapers.
</div>
<div style="border-bottom: 1.00pt solid #000000; border-left: none; border-right: none; border-top: none; margin-bottom: 0in; padding-bottom: 0.01in; padding-left: 0in; padding-right: 0in; padding-top: 0in;">
The apple times, the pillow times, the erections – all all already
known…</div>
<div style="border-bottom: 1.00pt solid #000000; border-left: none; border-right: none; border-top: none; margin-bottom: 0in; padding-bottom: 0.01in; padding-left: 0in; padding-right: 0in; padding-top: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
I suggest that every person open an
interior trapdoor, that he negotiate a trip into the thickness of
things, that he make an invasion of their characteristics, a
revolution, a turning over process comparable to that accomplished by
the plough or the spade, when suddenly</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
The struggle of shapes leaps into the
scream that creates paint drips</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b>as
he, brushing, wrestles death.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b>Shells.
How things. Being among the multitudes and the thoughts. Folded.
Shelled in many ways. Imagine. There is surely something. One. Cup. A
kind of. They were. Seeing (or hearing?) the ecstatic silence. The
intellection and the bursts of rawness. “Drifts of shifts” The
wrath of words. The iration of ideation. Qualm</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;">Stepping into
the vanishing places you become ever more</b></span></i></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;">visible, and some sort
of utterance about almond blossoms, or</b></span></i></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;">pine scent, creeps
in, and is an ever more ascendent</b></span></i></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;">resplendent more ever
more fantastic thing like a wheel, in</b></span></i></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;">whose motionless
centre, surely nothing more everything has</b></span></i></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;">been thought of
Chinese more perpetual perpetual or</b></span></i></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;">unperpetual could be
found. Or was. All things - chroniclers,</b></span></i></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: cyan; font-size: medium;"><b style="background-color: white;">characters, boots,
bolts, old boats, or conversations whispered in </b></span></i><i style="background-color: white; font-family: 'times new roman', serif; line-height: 0.15in;"><b><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">the
hall - pour out the spat old book.</span></b></i></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
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<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: red; font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">maybe
a Tom thumb or a jumping jack to crack, Jack. Crack! There is and was
a tremendous commotion as of an enactment to some purpose yet shares
remain steady and el Presidente displayed his dentals. Much have I
travelled. But I turned off at Kopakopa into Huketai to examine a
thistle-patch, or a magpie, a tui, or even a cow, and an abandoned
tractor fossil.<br /> You joined me and it was then I came upon us.
Who were we, you eternally asked? They meantime were vanished into
clumps and (quite probably) had merged with the stainless steel land,
which as you well know, is as beautiful as a real advert, and gave
off the tinkle sounds of melting snow. The microphones, who had been
(generously I must say) ear lending,had booked in to rent a
conclusion. Just then they bent further in. This circumstance made
further calls on us (poor defeated souls) as great ungulphable gulphs
of (in)comprehension burnt deep into</span></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I, or was it you, are not now what you
were - as if it were that</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">to make some final statement, you, had
exited a jumbo jet, say</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">at three thousand feet or so, only to
splatter your life</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">into implacable mud? That sort of
thing. In short, some indifferent end.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">But that would be absurd jeered the
cheerers -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">only kings and clowns are allowed
madness, you are condemned to</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">sanity. We are strictly temporal
beings. Nothing</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">there is you can fault us: we aren’t
children. Ours is</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">the straight road - no drowning in
ponds of blood for us. No</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">nightingales. No Tuis even. We even
have doubts</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">about the body, how it excresses, or is
that: expresses? What</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">by what oozing dissolve could justify</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">the power and ache of that great oak
oat strength,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">that we always discern in shoes, or
ploughed earth, or Heidegger’s lusty</span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">labourer:
the way he spits into the cozy inferno of his evening’s fire:</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">That there thing, that is, the thing
there -</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">The thing that was there,</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Where I saw it, dark -</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">A coagule of wet,</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Together, clinging things:</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Like dead, and loving things -</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Dead things caught in a hopeless,</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">But restless, and never ending</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Parody of what looked –</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">------------------------------------</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">In so far as you, could see:</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Or could not see,</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Were, as I began, wet, limp,</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">But together things, rapid, and,
they, or it:</span></i></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: white; font-size: small;"><i style="background-color: black;">Rolled
in the wind</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">I, too, have supped. I too have sat in </span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">the silent gardens whose shadow
precedes sight. And you, Great Short One, you </span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">who are ugly, stride away with enormous
boots. And </span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">because you are infinitely inside: you
blaze, you blaze: and </span><span style="color: blue; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large; line-height: 0.15in;">Blindest
Man is touched in eternal joy.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.01in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: blue; font-size: large;">Our telephone used to be</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: blue; font-size: large;">A terrible old
doom black thing –</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in; text-indent: 0.02in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: blue; font-size: large;">Shrill as a drill:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: blue; font-size: large;">One night,
unannounced,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.01in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: blue; font-size: large;">It announced, my grandmother’s death.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">The two hands of Truth press together:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">and more are sent out, though none
return…</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">History conspires and conjures…These
inversions.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Truth …a box…endlessly folding and
refolding…</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">But I could talk of treaties,
handshakes, agreements, thumbprints;</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">and ink-smudged documents. Great
papers, great recordings:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">and joyous embellishments. But the
wrongs stream away beyond
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">any local landings. Everywhere great
writings: useless
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">yet perhaps fruitfully sad. And only
the Joker
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">could cackle, right ironically, that
pen quills, deadly sharp –</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">perhaps poisoned – could spell with a
death the old sooth:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">“The Pen is Mightier than the Sword!”
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Wolf-men dive thru yellow skies…</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">…great green capsules rotate</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">…the fierce blue</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">…still are men sent out, though they
never return…</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">…millions millions ago..hunched,
waiting, with seeking eyes…</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">…blundery…death and
lovely…slaughter and song.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">The
Moment, which slept, was surprised.</span></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">there is no…there is…there is…there
is no...there is</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>It’s hot tonight rock me baby</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>It’s hot tonight rock me baby</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>It’s hot tonight rock me baby</i></div>
<h1 class="western">
It’s hot tonight rock me baby</h1>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<h1 class="western">
We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’ an’</h1>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
(<i>Revolvin’ eyes are red blue
flashin’</i>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
* * * * *
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Examine Hands that do palsied grip</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the green and joyous Earth</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
in vicious love. Know that if you know
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
these hands and kiss them, they</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">will
drop the whirling world </span></span>
</div>
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<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">.
These are just the bare bones…) moment we move into the jungle
clearing, somewhere we meet up with <i>Tarzan Presley </i>(Natalie
Wood swapping lover notes with her sister: “He’s a good singer,
but he’s not much use for anything else”): but in any case the
gorilla (gentle) crunches up the Tyrannasaurus rice bubble Ed
Burroughs King-weta</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">You try to eliminate history and
symbols and stories an all them kinda things - like
meaning. But the wiley wolf always <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">hides
in the wind envelope and howls his splinters</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">back
back back back,</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">and
forth, and back and forth:</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">and
in true, these black-faced mirrors</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">shiver
reflect the wilderness</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><span style="color: black;">of
backward forward fragment worlds </span>
</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">that
are strange agonal with toe and claw.</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">That
acting agony. It cannot be said. Again.</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">At
night: the crucifix cries. This slow,</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><span style="color: black;">dark
dance. The pen, finally, dies – and the painter’s </span>
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">brush,
the oboe, and the ink. </span></span>
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">This dark,
vocal isle.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Some things are right, some wrong,
and some things hover in the stillness of the sad bright light.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"> To
endlessly begin. To end: to endlessly end.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">the fiery but tragic dark the
universe a burning snake the rich black moment
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">the hopeless aloneness <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span lang="en-AU">the
arched church of richness </span></span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">percipience</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">argued
tendentiousness</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">or a
wing curve</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">was
something</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">if
even not more</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">whose
escape velocity</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">describes
a design’s death -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">because
there are thousands</span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="color: red; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">under
blood:</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><b>The
eyes closed. Somehow that seems so much worse – the eyes being
closed.</b></span></div>
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<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>The Interrogation</b></div>
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</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>1. [The police want to know who he is.
Who is he? Why, and why?
</b></div>
</ol>
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<b>He is
presumably frozen – or chilled as cadavers are in the morgue. In
the photo his eyes are shut. His face is blurred. [[<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">'Where
Alph the sacred.... ' '...the verbless r....' because past. Ha.</span></b></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
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<b>2. [The face is Asiatic. He is not known, inquiries have so
far met a blank.</b></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>3. [If his parents are dead. Or
he had none he knew. Perhaps no one. Perhaps no parents and no
brother or sister or uncle or grandparents or any other relations or
even any friends.
</b></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
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<b>4. [The dead man is so far nameless. He may have lived and worked
under false name.
</b></div>
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<b><br /></b></div>
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<b>5.
.....................................................................................................................................</b></div>
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<b>6. [But
people disappear – a certain number each year – about 1000 say.
It is not known.
</b></div>
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<b>7. The
struggle to ....</b></div>
</ol>
<ol start="9">
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<b>8.
Sad plastic trumpet.</b></div>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>The crowds.</b></div>
</li>
</ol>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<ol start="9">
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>Does the dead man hear all this?
Watch. The days, the daze, the gone, the place where it was, the
track, the bush, the city, the stick, the house, the woman, the man,
the others, the dog, the shop, the screams, the laugh, the breath,
the tea cup, the -</b></div>
</li>
</ol>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<ol start="9">
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>How long how far how true how high
how low how dark how nice how where how slow how breath how he how
howl how when how go how you how bone how far how high how no how
yes how muse how wood how how how would how flame how war how
pleasure how light how green how mountain how tree how why how man
how day how scrawl how blue how dark how eye how death how dead -
</b></div>
</li>
</ol>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<ol start="9">
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>[At H. some were vaporised
completely. Similarly at ... and so on. Many, including children
burnt and burnt, then napalm... that lovely War Nectar... sticking
like viscous death jelly...but many...in many many places...not only
in war...</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>many times the going is slow, terribly
slow...</b></div>
</li>
</ol>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<ol start="9">
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>[What horror does the smothered
scream, the twisting of the limbless hope, the dessicated death?</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>.........................................................................................................................................</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>Every day.</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>.........................................................................................................................................</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>[Who.
?
</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>.........................................................................................................................................</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>I am not only here but I am or I
was and I .....................</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>.................................................................................................</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>I am not here now or in your head
or in the beginning of things or in your head or am I the dark or
was I or nothing or what or the leaves of dark or odd I was and you
are what we all are in the question is wrapped and oscillates the
cylinder to a vibration in the silence of this only in the cylinder
as if a mouth....</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>[Outside the rattle of life -
distant trains, birdsong of Tui, a far industrial "boom",
a passing car, the wind. And there is brightness and it is Spring
and the red pohutukawa flowers bloom again. Who hears these things?
</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>.................i......know.......</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>[Where is the dead man...........?</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>..................and
yet....she.....the light...the sudden....something about a
nutness....who....?</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>.........................................................................................................................................</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>Who listens for these things?</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>.........................................................................................................................................</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>[I am reading about P....</b></div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>...............................................................<span style="color: white;">...........................................................................</span></b></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
</div>
</li>
</ol>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: white;"><b>-----------------
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
</b></span><span style="color: #222222;">------------------</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
They transposed the light sufficiently
to expurgate the night — Picabia for example — and the white
whiteness lightens the insane love of honey. But this is needless to
say, presupposing that the latinations mingle both with the dusk and
the roses, who lift their heads kissingly into the exquisite</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
night. There is no untelling this, as
the doomed dome crumbles, instance by infinitesmal instance. Out it
comes, probing, pushing, and prodding at the light: delicate in its
complex caring and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
sightless seeing. What worlds rise in
whose warring wombs the <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">askers
ask? And what rises from what ancient sites where they</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
mother his father, the time and the
love of things, is a terrible tattoo of names and roads and girls and
men. A history.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and the mountains unclimbed, and the
things undone:
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the birds, the vibrating birds, the
hum and the buzz: a map on the unknowing back of his life and his
time unread: <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">his
breath his bread his hands. Crossed. </span></span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
I want the red glass.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Everything is in this land, and
everything is in the ruby.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
But, like sleep-walkers, people walk
toward their doom.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Everything
is gone.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
at odds and ends with it.
serene beauty.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
what it
says matters.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
matter matters
the stutter of things</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Coleman’s mustard,
Pam’s Mild Indian Curry, two</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Rubbers,
sellotape, black pepper,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Premium Golden Soy Sauce
Crayola,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Borges Extra Light 100%
Olive Oil
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
ruler, tooth brush, scissors,
box-cutter, pen,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
screwdriver, scales, broken
books Tahiti book, news paper</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">vituperative
critics. death - requiem</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of those the day the piano died: who
now in thought <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">enchanted
under moon</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">But life is more than
doublings: there are true ways and straight as just now the</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">agents explode in some
Chirician street where the sense as of the Unreal</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">hovers so perpetually
that nightmares seem normal. In Robbe-Grillet’s</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><i>Jealousy</i> for
example, or his <i>Labyrinth</i>, the fabled detail
endlessly</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">redefines the aching
sense of possibility. The very withholding of plot</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">or human intercession is
indeed the terrible power of everything about to </span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">happen. And think of
Jason in <i>The Sound & Fury</i> by Faulkner.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">Reading the latter
there is the feeling so palpably transmitted of a</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">thumping petrol
migraine, and of minds and worlds corrupted, indeed</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">evil, except perhaps
for Caddy and Benji (who’se the Idiot) and Dilsey</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">the good nigger, and
maybe the other Quentin who drowns himself, and to</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">cap
it all the tiny preacher. But this isn’t something on paper.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">we came to
encounter such rock—to the buggered valleys</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">of bone profound</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">of lost unlick —</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">it seemed some
breath in a flute</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">engendered some
calling coiling thing -</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: yellow; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">a
thing so godly ablaze</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">They expired into
your yellow, red, green</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">and purple flaming
dreams and loves,</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: yellow; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">weird
and magical as yellow spiders in black fields.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">that smudge in
clusters - beyond:</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">seeing this
multiface</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">in yellow and green</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">I redream the light
machine</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">that makes eyes of
them</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">because they are
the elect, elated ones</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">in the ten billion
page novel</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">of nothing built of
nothing</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">and maybe one tear
of glass</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">in which sad sea
horses race</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">(these your many
gemmed visions</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">whose lunal
precisions</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">of yellow red and
violet green</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">created by your
instruments unseen</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">and as intricate as
wings</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">or nerveless hands
that lie</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">and clasp a plastic
universe</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">in which the sands
converse</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">in tongue filled
tomb tones</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: yellow; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">(<i>that
haunt the restless towers of bones</i>)</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>And the comical clank crank clank of
spindly Stravinskys all gone mad is joyfully heard</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>by puzzled Gullivers. These lean their
beards <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-AU">and
dream us back alive. History has many voices.</span></span></span></span></b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>foreward backward:
then here come the march of distribution, startle.</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the
eagle stare. then went the reverse to space whence
unsteel. of
</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>course
you the stars. then if a bloom, nothing is not <i>not</i>
something,</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>yet
a sheer. whereby enormous. once there was as steps. up upon the
up. </b></span><b style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">we
don’t do <i>do</i>. as agrarian. i indeed igloo yet yellow
to unheard the </b><b style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">extent.
<i>not </i> facing. <i>not </i> impending. and distributed,
could shatter to </b><b style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 0.15in;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">unstick
the sprig because wire desire. Enough.</span></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>everything is so quietly remarkable.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Could you? What
did they know? Eh? as if knowledge</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Were some fixed,
precious performance - fashioned?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">No! Still you
stared: and she looked back, and waved.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It was time...</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">...dream entry of
Disney silly of</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">impossibles made
usual. So they left you</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">and the builders’
labourers ceased their wolf whistles.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">There was a gradual
dimming until</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">mechanic mad men
ruled the earth.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But Sir! Sir! I go
you can’t let,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Impatient as you
are — damn you Sir! I claw</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">at your coat you
Seaman: oh you ancient</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Seaman you —
Fishman, heaving thru moments —</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">there were maybe
300,000 that day, maybe:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And you should have
seen</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">all those tiny
infinities:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In fact, we
cross-examined</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">a truck driver, a
professor, a cleaner, a clown,</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">an
electrician, and we even...</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
sunlight outside.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
George Herbert’s poem “The
Flower”</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>where no flower can
wither</i>.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I sit here.
A helicopter chops the sky.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #222222;">-----------------
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;"><b>Tomorrow, for example, whole cities
will turn upside down - </b></span><b><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">and your grandmother will walk on the
ceiling, humming music by the latest iconoclast.</span><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">Men with black noses will thow balls of
snow-covered meaning into her preying face.</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;"><b>She will be chirping in bird shriek:
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">“I’ve found a burning brightly.
I’ve found a brightly burning tiger, symmetrical striding </span><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">across the red land, thru the blue
forest toward a golden dread hand, with immense powers of analysis.”</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">You will get up, pull up your trousers,
and walk into tomorrow like you were <span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span lang="en-AU">the
day itself. </span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">This
poem has decided to stop now.</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">. His moustache
twitched Because the rabbit</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">was quite Irate
now but died anyway. oh to be Mad now as England is
obliterated. </span><span style="font-size: large;">twitter Quiver, in
the muscular sense I've been There. you were twenty feet below
muttering</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">about the
inconstancy of waves, and how everything and everyone are Much
themselves </span><span style="font-size: large;">these days – as,
indeed, all things fall, Or become woods in the blackest air these
royal times </span><span style="font-size: large;">of resplendence
when Grin Man came, and little people set forth To the Excitement.
Day by </span><span style="font-size: large;">day the brick
fa</span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">ç</span><span style="font-size: large;">ade let nothing slip,
yet the shadow Was forever at hand, and you </span><i style="font-size: x-large;">felt </i><span style="font-size: large;">things: </span><span style="font-size: large;">things glowed, and
it was enough to Know, if know you did or could, or at least to be
certain </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large; line-height: 0.15in;">of
never completing the issue – imagined as a mechanical Digger Paws
like a steel horse,</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>thus you machine
man thus you machine man</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>you machine man
thus you machine you</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>thus machine man
you machine man thus thus</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>so thus you
cracking cracking cracking so</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>you machine you
machine you machine you m</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>achine man you you
you machine you machine</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>e man thus you
thus you machine man machi</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>ne man machine man
thus you mechanical ma</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>chine</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>semen
gunpowder whose inseperable</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>petrol love is lopped modern
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>as a
computer animal to a double</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>intent of whose interest value
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>belies the
hidden skipping</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>in
the chewing gum street</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.13in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>whence our knowledges</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>are
of steam drains and the ones
</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: magenta;"><b>
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">who croaked
about The Void.</span></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>cracking
cracking cracking cracking</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b>cracking
cracking cracking cracking crack</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
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--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
-----------------------<span style="font-size: large;"> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">“<i>Time passes, time
passes, and I lie alone</i>.”</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">as I have said
before.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">i’ll
say it again again</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">the</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">fing er nail
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">the
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">piece of hair</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">Dietrich –
interrogated – himself –</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">in his usual,
frantic, exhaustive, way:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">*</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: lime;">the. right.
hand. tries.
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: lime;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">to
<i>imagine</i> the left.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="background-color: lime;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">-----------------
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>things happen in
Spain...</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>(craggly
mountains, oldness, love</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>and milkshakes at
noon: or bulls or</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>the wind is seen
and they have roads etc</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>the nightingale
Church shape.</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>with a voice,
that,
</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>remindsus, those
of us with <i>debentures</i>, of –</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><b>something
exquisite or</b></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>Snip
Snaps</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>the beauty
</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>Of
</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>this
pale rose</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>that
blushes</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>is like 100
million flattened</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>baked bean.
tins.</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>somewhere a
mathematician,</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<b>who is (probly)
tone deaf</b></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><b>writes:
f = 2t cos z</b></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">Calculating time by time and dividing
by time
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">these things of
lament fall upon us as dark green quilts on aged men
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">where women wail. Forever fingers of
the living root down to grip.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">To disappear into the sands. As in
Scott of <i>Lammermoor</i> .
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><i>'The quicksanded cities.</i>' as I
wrote, using the image of man and horse</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">plunging. To disappear. And the vents
of fury among the loud mountains:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">Why have we not passaged here?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">We have something to teach, to say.
We could treat time</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">like Cantor's Alephs, and find that
time by time yields</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">time only, and time times time is
Aleph time. </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">'<i>We are lost in gelid time. We are
the fools of time. Time was</i>.'</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">What to teach? They wait. The shadows
grow. Man's, in history.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">Of Emerson, though, we have little.
As said. What sounds?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">What do you mean? Is it known? Know
thou? Sit by the fire.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">At the camp fire – much mad truth.
Old woes.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">Things keep living in this old chaos,
under the sun, of the.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">How can we evaluate? Ejaculate,
expatiate: things leap.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">The undulant
ambiguations, you know</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">them, they descend. How much
redundancy adds to the immensity</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="color: orange; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> of
rock giants? Who sang? Who yes-noed?</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">how
? many
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">light.years.are.left??
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">-----------------
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<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-left: 1in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: 11pt;">you
really are ignorant of the sea <br />and know not that there are
mountains<br />under there that are<br />higher than Everest -</span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-left: 1in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: 11pt;">and
nor do you know<br />as neither do I<br />that eyes do swivel<br />in
doubling turns<br />and that the hearts of globes<br />do crack with
light</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.97in;">
The
voices were</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.35in; margin-right: 0.68in;">
not mad.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
Thoughts</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
ascend. Why</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
the choired,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
seeming. Seem-</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
ing endless.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
They were.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
Unity. Great hope</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
and thirst. The</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
height:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
and a place,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
somehow. Some</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
where of. De-</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
light. The
thoughts.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.37in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
The boy in the ancient castle of
miracles</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
wanders the hexagonal cells</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of his erotic night dream of bees</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
with The Key to the unknown room.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>the flat girl with the flaxen hair</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>awaits in the fable of the burning
chair</i></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
“Who”, they ask, “is the what of
that why</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
gone when and where is the who of the
what of the which?”</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>A thousand bodies jerk in a
simultaneous electric death.</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
The immense precision of the vanished
hands.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
This is the millionth law of the year
of The Beetle.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
“<i>Something jerks out there in the
swamp.”</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Andy Warhol beats like a mutation on</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
a bent and yellow spattered Campbell
Soup can
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
that is hyperbolic in a dream of
concrete.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
And it is the time of The Rat as fat as
a god</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
to swallow towns, wars, and mapfuls of
land –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
And it is time for The Boy –
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and it is time for The Light –
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
as if we were alive –
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and it is time for The Bees -</div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">and
the songs of hexagonal delight.</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b>The mirror, my
favourite quirk, could not be found, having shrunk to three
sixteenths of a quark. </b><b style="font-family: 'times new roman', serif; line-height: 0.15in;">We
sounded the trumpets, The green dog was frantic. But we placeth not
limitation on the beautiful integrals resounding in the golden ear –
each one of us enraging with some theory of a toilet paper factory.
(21, 859).We awoke in a field of bones. But there was nothing to
learn, so, while rolling our rollies, we spat on the fat man, only to
learn that infinity had turned inside out like a negative singlet,
everything nothinging itself, like a filigree error – a tiny
fineness so fine you couldn't find it.</b></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">when that usual, wonderful
loneliness enters us those of us here who we are listening to
the cars swooshing by outside the curtains of the night how
I can diminutive never reach you again - we are touched,
briefly, ( perhaps by our briefness ), quarrelled, made
up bently, perhaps, after all that in the sense of
an old man’s giant child’s<span style="color: red;"> </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">hand,
magnified under a monstrous looking thing for reading,</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: large;">there to be pieces of death -
as flowers spring to life, as if on a basalt moonscape,
or as in the film The Living Earth - but </span><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-AU" style="font-size: large;">the
scorpions, and the burning <span style="color: #222222;"> </span><span style="color: #222222;"> </span><span style="color: #222222;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">are steeled if unresolved in our our
chair how the beggar woman was a</span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">rot</span></span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">ten vanish: that of
existing between ( forever? ) an existent</span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">existence as an exquisite juice of
certainty reblurs those mat edges</span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">where we slept schlaff in finish as
by a great and wondrous engine we</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: medium;">were redefined - its pukile mouth
going chomp chomp chomp and simple</span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: medium;">tomatoes and shell eggs you
bone that there is somewhere a</span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: medium;">completeness dissolve drives the
divide; and thus, we too, in our</span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: medium;">sadly jubilation, chuck bangers at
paint where the truth had been, or,</span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: medium;">the primeval spasm; maybe in a
chewing gum factory eked out possibly </span><span style="color: yellow; font-size: medium;">by those who consume, and
thus set fire to the spinarets and spindles, </span><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="line-height: 0.15in;">Summer
was surprising indeed. After all the garden had its secrets and
Winter whirled us wetly in a nursing fervour. For we did long for
beginnings if </span><i style="line-height: 0.15in;">begin</i><span style="line-height: 0.15in;"> could be found. The fog of forgetting
begins to menace those still standing in the wicked wind facing the
God-Devil. Nothing can be discovered: so Petrus veered away at this
point turning to look back only when the shooting had stopped and the
200 million had been quietly put down. Then a wonderful silence
settled into the dust of which we were particles. Rumours circulated.
One was how time was leaking. Crystals formed.</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.51in; margin-right: 1.29in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">moves
</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US"><span style="background: #ffff00;">white
line</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">
and quasi quasi</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;">in the quasar but red
and</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">directions
</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US"><span style="background: #ffff00;">white
line</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">
it repeats and</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;">and semi its hands but
now</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">the
</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US"><span style="background: #ffff00;">white
line</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">
quasi in the</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;">quarry searching it never goes
and</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">the
line but </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US"><span style="background: #ffff00;">white
line</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">
it</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;">gets into blue curved by
directions</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">which
when the </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US"><span style="background: #ffff00;">white
line</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">
the </span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;">double quasi thing in the
bleak</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="color: black;">black white blackness two four
eight</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 1.29in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span lang="en-US">one
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span lang="en-US"><span style="background: #ffff00;">white
line</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span lang="en-US">
in the light</span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 1.29in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 1.29in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: small;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Charlie,
unforgettable in the cogs, and gaps, and </span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: red; font-size: small;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span>
</span><span style="color: red; font-size: small;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">plugs. Ridiculous but true,
it seemed. </span></span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-US" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: 1.29in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">He
survived. Angstroms and microns, and the </span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">seethe of molecules. Words. </span></span>
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<br />
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="line-height: 0.15in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: red; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Strange.
Sometimes like a controlled shriek.</span></span></span></span></div>
<br />
<br /></div>
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Richardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10272507198753290435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19744635.post-63794269314223361152018-07-10T20:07:00.001+12:002018-07-21T22:57:04.173+12:00The Infinite Project: Progress toward the Singular Poem: Chapter 1 <br />
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="background: #000000;">
<span style="font-size: 20pt;">There was a lot of darkness
— ------------------------------
</span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="background: #000000;">
<span style="font-size: 20pt;">Dark darkness, and some
light. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="background: #000000;">
<span style="font-size: 20pt;">---------------------------
</span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="background: #000000;">
<span style="font-size: 20pt;">Light – yes - light:
light and dark... </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="background: #000000; font-size: x-large;">
<span style="font-size: 20pt;">Less light than dark, but
more dark than —---------------</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">But
I loved the dark. Came colour then.</span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-US" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span>
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-US" style="font-size: large;">The
light and the dark seemed to know something —</span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">everything</span></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">you
had ever learnt</span></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
eetz moightieee ande
liquiede boiynes</div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR
ORACULAR</div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR
ORACULAR</div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR
ORACULAR</div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: center;">
<div style="text-align: left;">
OCULAR ORACULAR OCULAR
ORACUL</div>
</div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Light in August is
still there:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">“Yes Stevie,
they’re still cutting</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Out his sexual
parts -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Just like a
nightmare - as we said.”</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Horses clatter
across.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">There’s a convex
mirror</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">In the Auckland
University cafe</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">In Albert Street.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">I met him there:
he was studying Classics.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">I want to see him
again.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Look!
Look! A leaf!
</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">Then he equated,
calibrated, summated …
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">All was nut-shelled. All. It was
greater than Einstein
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">or Bach. It was all. All: it was,
sort of 'The Way, the Truth, the Light'.
</i></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;"><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">But what could we do with
it?
</i></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: white;"><br /></i></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: white;"><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">Cockroach drummed
his fingers.</i></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">There was a
pregnant, not to say gravid,</i></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">Not to say
profound, silence and hesitancy</i></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">that seemed to
rise like psychic smoke</i></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">to meander in the
eternal bric-a-brac</i></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">shadows, tiredly,
that lay about the room.</i></span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">storms, or the yellow-eyed
locusts who scream down in unseasonable </span><span style="font-size: large;">unnumberlessness. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"> of course
“sequestered” was just right. I’ve also</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">been dreamin’ up little word
globes, its intriguing to watch them: how </span><span style="font-size: large;">they </span><i style="font-size: x-large;">writhe </i><span style="font-size: large;"> inside
themselves and glue into a sort of living</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">inconsistency. you know the
sort of thing.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">if Winter were wracked in a
burning insultancy,then,where,how,why, and </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">whence would you surely place
your feet possibly modelled in plaster </span><span style="font-size: large;">of Paris as if I hadn’t
invented art theory. ha ha, of course I meaneth </span><span style="font-size: large;">to which wend wouldst thou
</span><i style="font-size: x-large;">wend</i><span style="font-size: large;">, which bent </span><i style="font-size: x-large;">bend</i><span style="font-size: large;">. </span><i style="font-size: x-large;">I’m</i><span style="font-size: large;"> not competing. </span><span style="font-size: large;">all things are equal or are
they, they are. even the tiny, chipped, and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">pathetic
whispers from street stones.
</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">“I’ve looked
at “American Gothic”, and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">read St John, and
even studied Miro’s</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">“Birth of the
World”, but I still</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">don’t know</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">How analogue
signals are phase-shifted</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">for colour t.v.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Or why God stares
out from the centre</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.56in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">of Pauli’s atoms.”</span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">And I wake into a fear:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">but logic, and that queer space,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">rises, and horses are sleek,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and fleet, so that the gathering
hooves.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">And chocolate is beautiful</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">but illogical.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">raw as a Roarer</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">unravelling</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">those woof warfs</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">snare the stare</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">12 Horse</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">it was a struggle to get the
horse through the door, but he made it</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">13 <b>Equality, Liberty,
Fraternity</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b> </b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b> -------pain</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">14
<b>Immorigerous</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>congratulations on
purchasing this high grade egg boiler</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>AGAINST an age insatiable
of amorous hours</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>fervent as fire and
delicate as flowers:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>but frogs had skin and
nothing more</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>15 Swimming</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>seven feet toward the
moon, but viscous are fish</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>16
Navel</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>through which a gull
might fly, but - it must be said</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>hollow out of holes</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the walls go mad - mad</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>with hat: redgreen</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>of Fred, whom we most
dearly loved and did observe</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>daily, tackle in one
hand, THE JOYS OF PROCTOLOGY in</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the other, proceeding
flossward, as was his wont with</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>eager ein his trip:
contemplative yes, but curious in</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>every dimension —</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>greatly was he with
fish and many faced</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">did you know</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">We struggle, each with their torment,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">for it is April, and winter windeth
quick.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">What is that car that bus that truck,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">and many travel, and many return.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Illogic logic knows the unseen
waterfall:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">the heaved, gnarled rocks, basaltic
bubbles.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Illogic logic searches with bright
light,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Gloves droop drop —</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">and human hands emerge.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="border: 1px solid #000000; margin-bottom: 0in; padding: 0.01in 0.06in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> <span style="color: red;"><span style="color: #45818e;"> </span><span style="background-color: #ffd966; color: red;">O I L Y </span></span></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br />
<br />
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>Whichever way
you look at it, it looms at you, threatening</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>to topple
over with a sort of 19<sup>th</sup> Century
bloody</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>mindedness, and
crush on you, and squish out your innards; </b></span><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>and out’l pour
Napoleon, and thousands of dead Frenchmen </b></span><b style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;">wrapped in
</span><i><span style="color: yellow;">tricoleurs</span></i><span style="color: red;">, and dead Russians, soaked in vodka; </span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>and especially
preserved orgies and aristocratic soir<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">é</span>es
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>that happened
in between the serious historical business of</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>military massacre:
the old requirement for genetico-spermatic bloodletting.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>Oh well - and you
may well laugh the lights are going out. Then now
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>it
was as now it was now and now had already gone...</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; margin-right: 0.3in;">
<span style="background-color: white;"><b><span style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></span>
</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">These
still trees, Unmoving.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">We are Moved into</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">a progression of
Inspiration, sensing.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Only this
Ceaseless dialectic</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">of merely Being</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">torments the
torment of tormented Things, twisting</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">and, made so by
us, by the Thinking</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">of them. And what
is this Vast, searching,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">and tremendous
Dance? Of the</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Endlessly circling
Eagles, wanting</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">the tearing,
aching for the Death, desiring</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">the killing of my
Cerebellum. War - bellum, belli</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.29in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">May, or may not,
Be - in this now of subtle spring.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">So much Analysed -</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">it is a feeble
Lady’s hand, age old –</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">dropping a small
Plate,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>as Heavy as an imploded star?</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>In focus photograph Face you become a great face; not the one they
would ignore in your 'real' and lonely and insignificant life –
then you are – old as you are or as ugly as but seemingly as true
as Rembrandt seemed in his many shifts; then – then you <i>do</i>
command the stage – <i>your</i> alienation</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>constitutionally unable</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">8 on page 146 - 7 Holden muses on war,</span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Write down the facts he states.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><u style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></u></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><u style="background-color: white;">It is difficult for me to judge
</u></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><u style="background-color: white;">now to what extent we - or perhaps</u></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><u style="background-color: white;">only I - felt this eternally
unexpressed "no"</u></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: lime; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><u style="background-color: white;">to be a skeleton in the family closet.</u></i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">What clutches grows inverted trees</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Weirdly from all this ashly crumblings?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">You. Yes, you - to you I speak. You</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Will never have the knowing. No, no,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Never shalt thou know: for in your
gloomed</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Skull a pantomime is played -</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Outside where beats down heat</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">There is no watering place, no holing
up -</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">No where can be found the leastest
trickle</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">In the rocks of gods</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">In the garden of rocks</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">In that harsh unshadowed land</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Where I have forgotten</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">How this strange conjunction</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Of striding morning shadows,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Inverting rising in meeting,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Was revealed to me - in a handful of-</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">A man with a blazing brow</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Showed me fear in transformal</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Primal dust, until, after the rain of
red rocks,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">I writhed in Wagnerian,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">That Hitler (and I) so loved. (But we
both</span></div>
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Glossolalia</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>kick gott “jenod allum moch” —
enflamed</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>24 Star
Boat Fish</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>somewhere</b></span></div>
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Embryo</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>which X am I?</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>26 Hollow
Blastic</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the bloody wall fell
over</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>27 Mosaic
Mural</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>i was there, i was
there - that sudden sharp shout</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b>They tumble who would be wheels under
this kind turning. ..the jingling jingle sings. Thus it is given…
and taken away as if we were the question you asked. Staring like
birds….pipe, wrenched impossible…salt and bright and still…</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b>…slithers, slither – in and out of
time, as decays, falls, wood: as if Time itself, being time, had
forgotten time or how the green and fibrous turmoil of the mind: and,
just as green ash begins to cake the frightened forms – it is then
asked: what is it? what so violent, vile, virile and vindicant?
</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b>…Does he quote the Old
Masters?
</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b>..can you glance along the
titles?
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quirk in his eyesight
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<span style="font-size: large;">became a trigger</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">In any such collection, the most
prominent organisms are likely to be one-celled plants called
diatoms. These abound in fresh and salt water, and, containing
chlorophyll, have the capacity</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Diatoms have siliceous (silicaceous)
skeletons, generally in the form of a two-piece capsule. Diatom
capsules, known as frustrules, are of almost infinite variety in
shape and form; many of them are extremely beautiful…made of
silica…very durable…useful to geologists as…</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">‘Many physicists only have
high-voltage current in their veins’, said someone who had known
him for a long time. ‘But Same has blood. He knows that the world
contains other interesting things besides equations and cyclatrons.’</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">All excesses beyond that are vanity.
Meanwhile the hats bob up and down; the door perpetually shuts and
opens. I am conscious of flux, of disorder, of annihilation and
despair. If this is all, this is worthless. Yet I feel, too, the
rhythm of the eating house. It is like a waltz tune, eddying in and
out, round and round. / Probabilty x = 0.2348. Correct. / We have
pleasure in enclosing your night and day card, renewed. Simply dial
the 0900 number listed to select your BIG DEAL – I am rich, gay,
languid, melancholy by turns. But I know no me. Draughts of oblivion
shall quench my agitation. The door opens; the terror rushes in;
terror upon terror, pursuing me. Let me visit furtively the treasures
I have laid apart. Pools lie on either die of the world reflecting
marble columns. The swallow dips her wings in dark pools. But here
the door opens and people come, they come towards me. The swallow
dips her wings; the moon rides through blue seas alone. But I doubt,
I tremble, I see the wild thorn tree shake its shadow in the desert /
There’s a lot of bastards out there! / The growth of traffic might
be any uproar – forest trees or the roar of wild beasts. Time has
whizzed back an inch or two….</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">His
words issue pressed, condensed, enduring. She fears us because we
shatter the sense of being which is so extreme in solitude – ’
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<span style="font-size: large;">Not<i>
</i>In ‘Locus Solus’</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">You are reading. You are reading or you are reading. Say you are not
reading. What say you are not reading. You may not be reading. Lets
say you are reading. You are reading. So. So are you reading. And so
you are reading. So something is being read, and you are reading.
“Lens”. “Lens” is a word and you are reading. You are reading
“lens” and lens is a word and you are reading ‘“lens is a
word” and you are reading’. We are reading and we have lessness.
Lessness is something. Are you reading or are you thinking or are you
seeing or are you. You may not be seeing.</span>..</div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b style="background-color: black;">Y</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b style="background-color: black;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b style="background-color: black;">where the three
rivers</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b style="background-color: black;">meet</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b style="background-color: black;">in that great</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not ironic</b></span></div>
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</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and those trees of
ending</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>that smudge in
clusters - beyond:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>seeing this
multiface</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>in yellow and green</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>I redream the light
machine</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>that makes eyes of
them</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>because they are
the elect, elated ones</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>in the ten billion
page novel</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>of nothing built of
nothing</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and maybe one tear
of glass</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>in which sad sea
horses race</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>(these your many
gemmed visions</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>whose lunal
precisions</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>of yellow red and
violet green</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>created by your
instruments unseen</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and as intricate as
wings</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>or nerveless hands
that lie</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and clasp a plastic
universe</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>in which the sands
converse</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>in tongue filled
tomb tones</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>(<i>that haunt the
restless towers of bones</i>)</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>of something
telling de the sea wave’s glint and curl</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>they could not
stand or understand</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>how grit made pearl</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>or of a drowning
thing’s last wave)</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and some kind of
blue sized juice</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>that burns
September into October -</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the month of yellow
nightmares</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>we always come
round</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>hit by Kings</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>those flores of
soles</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>not in loces</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>if the stare does
us cross criss</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>let itself be ever
unshut</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>on the hands, caked
in earth: black, dead...</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and
knowing das <i>Lied von der Erde</i>,
</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; margin-right: 0.3in;">
<br /></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">sadly redeeming</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">it must be remembered</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">thus this exegesis</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">cherished</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.63in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">who
despise</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 2.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the
stark, styptic</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Styx</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">in black blood</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">intransigence</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">great Bell Men</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">great Boom:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; margin-right: -0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">big bloody bumble burning bee</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; margin-right: 0.3in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in;">
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.12in; margin-right: 0.3in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">1,</span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">/Cr~ot~) <span style="color: #00ccff;">douobling
tournes</span></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="border: 1px solid #000000; margin-bottom: 0in; padding: 0.01in 0.06in;">
<span style="color: maroon; font-size: x-large;">4S</span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="border: 1px solid #000000; margin-bottom: 0in; padding: 0.01in 0.06in;">
<span style="color: maroon; font-size: x-large;">7’/~1 e~ye~$ ,.Jvc-I</span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i>moans</i></span></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i>that
growls its thought in groans</i></span></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">O~IQ CCc,~.c,f1 ~.~.JJ7’L~</span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="background: #ffff00;"></span><span style="background: #ff0000;"></span><span style="color: yellow;"></span><span style="color: lime;"></span><span style="color: cyan;"></span><span style="color: magenta;"></span></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: magenta;"></span><span style="background: #ffff00;"></span><span style="color: lime;"></span><span style="color: #ffff99;"><span style="background: #00ffff;"></span></span></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">oily glob</span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">The Legerdemain of Wotan</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> is a special possible:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> but I prefer</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> the wooden god:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> I speak him</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> and he speak me:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> he reacty.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> and thus belies</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> the intricacies</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> that underpin.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.48in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"> unrelentingly
dry</span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">not ironic not ironic</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">not ironic</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">not ironic</span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>snow might work to
make of it</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>a supernatural beauty
as the
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>extreme curvature of
the glances</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>of things are
integrated into
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>the sweep of snow and</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>the
trapped sense of everything</i></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div align="CENTER" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.27in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>Information Theory, rescue the code</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.27in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>that noise
obscures.
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.27in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<span style="font-size: large; text-indent: 144px;"> INTERVENTION!</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1.5in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: -0.38in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in; text-indent: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">liver river will give</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">liver
will go</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">water beer
wine valium ascendin orange juice</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">enters the
succulent snake, sensual, and waters,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and babies, and
bodies:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">bright sweet and <u>bad</u> is the night</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">we who sing in the
woods go light</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in; text-indent: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">go(fuck you! )go its true</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.63in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">she’s on
night shift -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">sex</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.38in; text-indent: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">lines round — click-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">click click click, hit me with a rhythm — they wait:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Blake is Blake</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">bleak black block click clock break brock</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">plates IS
THERE A GOD? random red blue <i>anytime</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">lets meet lets</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.88in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">IT DO WAH WAH RED SHADOW SHADOW</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.88in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">HAND MOVES ÷ = FINGERS MOVE</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">cat baboon moon enclitic elision assumes</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 1.38in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">“LETS TURN ON THE MISERY BABY”</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">what’s the latest who? different surfaces
cuspids</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">LEAKEY
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Lucy And In The Desert With Di Di Di Diamonds</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: 0.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Broken Dust
Of Valley Jaw</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.63in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Sweat</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.13in; text-indent: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Struggle Yes</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.13in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">kick the bawah to Ballah</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.13in; text-indent: 1.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">remember for chrissakes: Nihil
Bastardum Carborundum Est</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 1.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">NO</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the sun time</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 1.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">decline destiny.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.25in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Latinate the
Arabic arrangements.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 1.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Sanskrit is 4000
years old:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">peer inside an old
paint pot -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">play with the old
nails,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 1.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the bolts, the
brackets:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: 1in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">steel spiders:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">bridges
dance</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">damn the dead dog and dangle
Lolita -</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">who raped who?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">give the child
wants to learn</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">give</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">give the blood of
your knowing</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">In my garden</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">trees cover trees,
and petals over petals lap.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Soft! Here slowly,
comes my cat.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">he is part
(parcel). Pack.
</span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><b>O I L Y</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">feeling began to shew
itself?????????????????</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>The road had many turnings and</b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">twistings, and he knew that, for
all he</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">could tell, the gypsies might be
only a few</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">hundred yards in
front of them.</span></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: large;"> he who would die</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: large;">his head aside the green stream</span></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">to lock eternals in themselves</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">face so gentle of his victims</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">would breathe as if by glass</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">(and yes by no)
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">the freedom of
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">a shadow on the wind</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and how the bees,
salt singing sweet,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">set up
an enormous ZUM — how what is, was, and forever, will.</span></div>
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to be alive is to be chemically active – no ideas in a dead man’s
head</div>
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Martyn Johnson compares poetry .... in a
more complicated way, to chess (he had an obsession with it as I do
or have done at various points in my life</div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">bleed and all Angels rage
</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">from castle walls;</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">let us keep heart.
</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">...the child, and the child's endless eye</span></div>
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But I was even more afraid of blood
than I was of pain. I couldn’t look at it; I couldn’t listen to
talk about it; I just couldn’t bear it. The very thought of it made
me ill. I broke</div>
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out. Panic seized me. My senses failed
me, and I began to black out. I had to get away. I had to get out in
the fresh air, away from the place where there was blood or talk of
blood or the thought of blood. Since blood represents the essence of
life and physical existence, it was more than I could stand. It was
the embodiment of what I wanted nothing to do with, of what I
struggled to avoid, of what I had repressed and shoved out of my
unproblematic and artificially harmonious world. I couldn’t look at
blood from the outside and as a spectator. It was inside me, and I
lived from it. I myself am blood. Blood was the truth and, faced with
the truth, I faded away to nothing. I was vulnerable and so afraid of
being wounded because I had not
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In nearly every possible way Auden’s
“Commentary” on the Tempest calls attention to its own intricate
inventiveness, its theatricality. Not only are fictions built upon a
fiction, but characters speak in a variety of exaggeratedly literary
forms, ranging from villanelles to slightly ridiculous Jamesian
prose; each shift in form provides a further reminder that all this
is art, quite distinct from “reality”, a game to be enjoyed for
its own sake. (Or more accurately, a series of games, for Auden took
pleasure in regulated poetic forms precisely because they prove “the
fun of games”). Caliban’s exuberant lists, complicated syntax,
and thickly applied adjectives communicate the spirit of play, the
sheer fun of pouring out words: “Had you [the artist’s mind], on
the other hand, really let me alone to go my own free-wheeling way to
disorder, to be drunk every day after lunch, to jump stark
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<span style="color: orange;">‘<span style="font-size: large;">The squirming facts exceed the
squamous mind.’</span></span></div>
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…Merrill seems intent on finding,
perhaps extending, the limits of verbal musics expressive power.
Reducing ….</div>
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All work and no play makes Chris cross.
Please de-cross Chris and give her a call. She is 49, slim, and not
very tall. My fingers
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are crossed. North shore xg4g56. Are
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we
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<br /></div>
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guy. Honest, fun-loving, affectionate.
Sincerity ios important, Auckland 1f4563t. Caring mother of one, 27,
seeks caring, sensitive guy. North Shore 1035d7. Cuddly, easy going,
… would like to meet…</div>
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The paradoxically double nature of
reality is something both created and discovered / it provides the
serious underpinning beneath all the light-hearted paradoxes. Merrill
tried to let the succession of scenes convey not meaning so much as a
sense of it “hoping to produce the deliciously operatic sense that
something is, and isn’t, being said.”
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Art that you actually inhabit, that
drenches your senses.</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Chris Clea-Brown. Sound art – to
surprise the world with a fresh take on the world we live in – to
let in the sounds we live in (and among)…to enable a new language…</div>
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A card table in the library stands
ready to receive the puzzle which keeps never coming.</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">the gigabitic silence the
analogic love</span></div>
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</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">the long lonely
road
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">the emotional
steel truss</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the rust of us
the elliptic who-ness</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">“the
impeccable suicides”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the stab of what we were or are
the who of who are we to say things</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">something screams</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Burning with words</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Bursting to speak in the great
gibberish</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Of solutions, plots, plans -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">The dagger stabbed down to mark the
spot:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Ho! Ho! Captain Hook!</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Sometimes the blind black man</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Brushes his teeth at midnight.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">It ripples outside in the gutter -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">In pulses like a heart in a possible
wind</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #ffe599;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>A jellyfish of red
blue yellow breaks up</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>speak in shapes,
though none comprehend.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>They smile though,
comforted and terrified</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>by this radiant
sign.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>This throbbing
thing — green eyed.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>This message of
death marching towards us</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>like a clockwork
tiger.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>There has to be a frame, a
story, a structure.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>A frame. I’m
hungry for a frame.</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>In a frame you can
be clever</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>and the things we
expect may not happen: but</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>the needs of the
complex or simple structure dictate
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>that even in the
silence or babble we seem not to escape</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>from or some
endless forced rationality disallowing
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>swerve meant that –
we had hoped that The Madness, as they </i></span><i style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">called it, might
stop: but the love that was ours</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>was theirs, and,
‘things keep burning’ was another</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>phrase. At this
point I</i></span></div>
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<b style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">Say it was easy. The challenges would
go and…</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">Who’d enchant our children
</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">With funny learning tales?</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ah, these endless conundrums</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lizards after lizards…</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<span style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">Words.
Words. Protect us from the night.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">================================</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> everything is answer</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;">like a water blob.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;">Bulb sets tremble</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;">questions on a leaf</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;">maybe of broccoli.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;">(Ecstatic moon,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;">and the coming bloom</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;">of the young year</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;">that cools the finger’s fever</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;">wakes rath: )</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>sparkins fire flame snake</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> in which syzegistic</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> congnaced cunt rage</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> red as arse fire</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>rapid irreducible</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> to the dead agonal</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> horse mountain</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> unvoicing her shitting</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span> germaniac treblinking</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span> to cant. write cant write</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> cat bitch - scream in a pyx -</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> lacerating the bloody lace</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;"></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;">and engines light to BE ,</span><br />
<div>
<br /></div>
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: small;"> </span><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-size: x-large;"> everything
is <b>answer</b><span style="color: white;"><b> </b> </span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: x-large;">like a water blob.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: x-large;">Bulb sets tremble</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;">questions
on a leaf</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">maybe of broccoli.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">(<i>Ecstatic moon,</i></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">and
the coming bloom</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">of
the young year</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">that
cools the finger’s fever</i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><i>wakes rath:</i> )</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"> <b>sparkins fire flame
snake</b></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>in which syzegistic</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>congnaced cunt rage</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>red as arse fire</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;"><br /></b></span></span></span>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;"><br /></b></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: xx-small;"><b style="background-color: black;"><i> rapid
irreducible</i></b></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b style="background-color: black;"><br /></b></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><br /></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>to the dead agonal</b></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>horse mountain</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;"><span style="color: orange;">
</span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><span style="color: orange;">unvoicing her shittin</span><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">g</span></b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;"><br /></b></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: black;">
germaniac treblinking</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: black;">
to cant. write cant write</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><b><br /></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><br /></b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>cat bitch - scream in a pyx -</b></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>lacerating the bloody lace</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">and engines light
to BE ,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">till pump is <i>all</i>:</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">and a, a, a - a sleepy
shiver</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">ecstatics all objects</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: black;">that
are subjects</i></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;">red
nasalic narcosis in</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><br /></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599; font-size: large;"><i>
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>nasalised redlic</b></span></i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599;"><i><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><br /></b></span></i></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599;"><i>
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>sketched out</b></span></i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599;"><i><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><br /></b></span></i></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599;"><i>
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>in a nightmare as of</b></span></i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599;"><i><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><br /></b></span></i></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #ffe599;"><i>
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>a thousand bastards</b></span></i></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is son and song</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is child and sweet</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is thought</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is death and the way</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is love and luminous</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is fire and hand and hard</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is begin and end and egg</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is lie there is no end or begin</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is pluck</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is dark and stern with storms</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is terrible and drinks death</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is mercy </span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is offend or smile or wise</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is sea blue wise</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is omega and noun and nous</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is lumen</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is reflect and ripple and still</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is quill</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is word</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is thought and spiritual space</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is sea</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is nothing and all</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is one</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is love or gone or rills </span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is hills where speech is death</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is great and complex bread</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is mathematics</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is translucency </span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is complexity deferred</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is joy for she was my mother</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;">eye
is suffer the gull or the woman </span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is child</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is the man</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is all language</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is speech and silence</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is i</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is thin blue ink</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is death and exult</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: large;">eye
is dream of waves</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;">Then the terrible distance</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">of flesh from flesh and heart –
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">the Lear-like death decision:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">my Grandmother, Lillian, who died
so young –
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">her agony, my Grandpa's agony:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">his long years alone. The stone
silence.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">The stupid sad silence. The agony</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">of my father. The agony</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">of The Alone.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Poor people. The meetings, the
touchings:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">words of tenderness missed, the
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">unseen eyes, missed:
</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">the
exile of Love in a terrible century.
</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">How, at this light of time</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Can I, a being
bright yet dark, unblind </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">this aspect under
the eye, and, breeding:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">breed thus a
truth? Not</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">a general,
transcendent truth that sparkles</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">like a light on a
gay green Christmas tree, but</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">some signal
interchanged: some moment:
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">this, all
this.... </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">It began somehow,
and I</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and you also, got
caught up in it all:
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">you know, the
usual thing, the he/she/it and the
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">terrible lovely,
and and </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the Begin: the big
big single bang bang boom! </span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the singular
begin.
it hangs here</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">What was the
matter with
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the matter? Could
I tell you? That it kept throwing molds, kept </span><span style="font-size: large;">re-shaping –
kept touching the clay and rebreeding life and so on:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">but nothing is
ever perfect as you’ve probably noticed. Matter </span><span style="font-size: large;">and fire for
example are surely forever at war.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">The special thing
that burns in the eye: they are in conflict.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Eternal. The usual
thing: Dog has set up a conflict, a complex:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">a complex conflict
like a five volume analysis of Finnegans Wake. T</span><span style="font-size: large;">he Joycean, the
Miltonic thing: which ever turns you on or out.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">nothing is connected – somehow.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;">Calculating time by time and dividing
by time
</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;">these things of
lament fall upon us as dark green quilts on ag<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">è</span>d
men </span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">where women wail. Forever fingers of
the living root down to grip.</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;">To disappear into the sands. As in
Scott of <i>Lammermoor</i> .
</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>'The quicksanded cities.</i>' as I
wrote, using the image of man and horse </span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">plunging. To disappear. And the vents
of fury among the loud mountains:</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;">Why have we not passaged here?</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;">We have something to teach, to say.
We could treat time</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;">like Cantor's Alephs, and find that
time by time yields</span></b></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;">time
only, and time times time is Aleph time. </span></b></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">and the
huge chant sent out caused even
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><i>The Great New
Stadium of Light</i> to shiver involuntarily –</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue;"><span style="background-color: #ffe599; font-size: x-large;"><b style="font-size: x-large;">procreation </b></span></span><b style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;">and Civilisation’s endless discontent with towers, hopes, and </b><b style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;">reaction etc was
uppermost in everyone’s thoughts: even t</b><b style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;">hose who sought
solace in ‘meaning’ or a</b><br />
<b style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">peripheral
structure, or were found cutting away the </b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><b style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></b></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><b style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">jungle weeds,
dodging the spears, writing, informing: and everything b</span><span style="font-size: x-small;">eautifully
slotted in, like a special secret set of draws.</span></span></b></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">He
loved the dark gutteration of the utterances: the German (seeming)
strangeness. Thus he would talk (tutorials 1968) passionately of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; font-size: medium;">some
Heideggerian term: the very German word held the “meaning” –</span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">totally
untranslatable…the nightmare of meaning. Wrestle, intolerable,
nearly. What can we translate? </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">What
was he talking about? We knew, in a way, even then. I never talked to
anyone that year. Scott said that in his essays Smithyman would try
to write about everything. Thus he “failed”, as an academic. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: black;">“<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">If
we live we stand in language.”</span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU">What
did he mean? I love words. Now</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU"><i>
It </i></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU">comes:
the cacophony, the strikes of sound, clashes and the junga junga….</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU">With
Moses (the boss) away, the characters </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU"><i>catorge
</i></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU">in
ecstasy: nakeds copulate nakeds and savagely they sacrifice: then
come The Tablets. Ho! </span></span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; font-size: medium;">Schoenberg
must have been getting old. Pillars of Fire – Burning Bushes –
better the bad old gods! </span></span></span>
</div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Self. Being self. Being self because
one is in self. Not, not other self, self. Not being or necessarily
being, and not necessarily being self. Or Self. Not not being either,
quite: but Being beingly. Being, and self self (as in self if self is
indeed itself itself as a possibility of fun). But, in any case:
self, self. So. Self because self. And, being. Being being. Being</b></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br />
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>this we have known
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>and it is a sad stone</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>for all who have left</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>who once did sing or sigh:</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>now the
waxworks</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>enormous as electrons</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>murmur of the gasworks</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>where she walks the wall</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>and nothing speaks</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>or dares concede</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>the balloons of red
</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>be blind as fingers</i></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">like a blanket around</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">my house where I breathe.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">what else but a hand
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">reaching out to another</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">or via a page to keep</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">some force of stillness:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">my children's children,
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">my son, daughters, and all</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">others: let us, though stones</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.82in; margin-right: 2.96in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">secret</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">down by our corner</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the green fire, whose hedges</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">bashes down wedges</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">those stoogey times</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">boogied on a thumbtack -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">met Phanton, saw Char1ie C</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
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<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">Somerset Maugham was most adamant:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">‘When you’re dead,’</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">he said.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">‘You’re as
dead as a dog.’</span><br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
go thou hencely hie,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
that these quick,</div>
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precious things, speaking,</div>
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speechless,</div>
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and curling from the lake,</div>
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should not butterfly die -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
as things do go morte,</div>
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or thud to black.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: small;">
</span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
(this or that or) it -
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
(we hear again) of</div>
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the seven ages</div>
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and the man of wise saws</div>
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whose</div>
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<br /></div>
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world wide hose -</div>
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too, for his shrunk</div>
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shank - wide -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
'a world too wide' -</div>
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<br />
<br />
<br />
muscles contract
│ s p r o u t │ accompanied</div>
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pressure in the
│ e gg s │ mouth</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
causes the oper
│ of gol │ culum to
bulge
</div>
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so there will be
│ and w │ a reduction</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
flexible free edge
│ mud │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ │ the
mouth closes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and the squeeze
│ sly f │ the operculum
wall</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
high pressure
│ │
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ five │ is drawn
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
insects
│ eyes │
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
oxygen enters
│ │ the body
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ stupidity │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
through the
│ │
spiricals │
│
│</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ shapes │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
to the
│ ever │
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
tracheole
│ never │ they give
oxygen</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│
│ │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and take
│ like T │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ was │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ young │
materials
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ once │</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ │<b>__</b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
│ No. │</div>
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<b><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">________________________________________________________________________</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">My Mother's Death
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">She wasn't ready for Big Bad Death.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">He came about 10 pm.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">She was alone. I wasn't</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">there. The Universe.
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">She wasn't ready.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><i>And nor will you be you bastard! </i>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">You wont – she wasn't ready</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">for that last, “sweet shuddering</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">buggery” of a “dying” descent
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">into or through</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">the final
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">obliterating or renewing plunge</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">as powerful as a fuck</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">in the probably godless space</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">to a very Nothing:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">peace ecstasy or hell –
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">or whatever beautiful blackness or</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">absolute zero: not even cold.
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">All I know is my love and how I
couldn't –
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">say anything. What wasn't said.
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">The agony of remembering.
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "arial black" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>these
black-faced mirrors</b></i></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: 22pt;"><i><b><span style="background: #ff0000; font-size: large;">first
people</span></b></i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">can I, a being bright yet
dark, unblind </span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<h1 class="western">
</h1>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">paper
is made from wood</span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.52in; margin-right: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">, your dark Being lost in Lost: your various failures and
pathetidudes. And your fears, timid terrors – all these disappear
and even sex takes a back seat in a world where all things that have
grown (in a way we can never know) from chemical death-birth to this
strangely fervid, strangely febrile, feeling matter.
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.52in; margin-right: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.52in; margin-right: 0.5in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Suddenly you are apart even from those Lords of The Erotoforce, the
destructive force of Love and Generation: and equally quickly – <i>by
the way, eh, you lot! Yes, you bastards! You there, wake up!</i> –
it's about now you will realise that the old fuck ranting cant
possibly have any or much of an idea of what the buggery he's on
about the old fuck: but, ne'er feare, as thinges are always a kind of
eternal and irrefutably endless sentence whose cogs of conjoinance
keep sliding into an exploded gap where the chaos of tangled words
pour in to fill the horror of aloneness, stupidity, uncertainty, and
the near-certainty of total disappearance or death if death is the
word....well, who cares, what I was saying or about to – you are
now separate from whatever Nature devised for you, never to be a
happy Chemical Ghost, or happy as in a man or woman listening to Bach
or eating steak egg cheese & chips with Italian sauce – you
cant be like that for long – you have to breathe – and you can
now pretend that everything focuses on you Face, and so indeed, your
voice; your words (is it <i>your Lot's face?</i> <i>Eh?</i>)...your
words as I said, and your wonderful inspirations</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
It is I who lurch
at the thought of the years of this, my</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
Infinite Hand: and
our end too, our finale
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
and the sad lost
love</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
and the cry that
Nothing ever move again:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
Yet. We celebrate
its Huge Life, its flawed, fatal, living Machine:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
this death
excretion, this this - this queer screwed Quirk of life,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
this twist of
stuff: this instrumental Devil-God.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
Yet this
five-thing, so unknown, so near dead – is so alive!</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
So alive and so
silent beyond accusation or even time itself;</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
and yet so aware,
in its own way, this Familiar; this alien and
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
all too knowing
Thing! Ach!
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
It shows: it
points the way to death.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
My Child my child
– My Child Hand! – my Bairn, my Child Time –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
My mother, my
father, my –
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
And this
miraculous of you and me – of we who live:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
This Thing, this
seeming endless moving Thing –
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
This mortal
miracle, Fanny, You! –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
Spurned! Me! -
You –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
This living,
moving, throbbing – This –
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<i>The wild lost
years </i>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">but here also</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">is a conjunction -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">and in these connections</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">these flowers</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">of pity - in this</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">betimes most pitiless place:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">a converge</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">of couples: bawdy Audry</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">and the strong erotic young,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">this Kind Prince:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">Jacques is sad (no: we don't
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">need to keep pretending)...</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">: sad <i>tres</i> <i>sans...</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">Jacques is sad and
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">dead wise – his dark</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">song burns us,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">we, of the <i>everything</i></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">improbable protoplasmic:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">subject to ends</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.8in; margin-right: 2.95in;">
</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">and you transformed
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">into the way things always,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">like scissors, or sexy girls,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">disappear when you want them –</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">into the way things always are.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">But, you disbelieved the random sky,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">lying about clouds and blueness.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">(But we have no theories or conclusions
( who do (who do you ( you think (you think ( we are ( we are we (
we are not what you are (are we ourselves no ( are we?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">( we aren’t (…?) are …?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">But we are in the Silent Museum. We are
gingerly, and step around (The Things. We are in the spaces. The
places of the spaces. (For we love (these places ( place ( these
places ) We calibrate. (We summate. ((We hesitate. ((( We stop
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">We begin again (again</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> let’s get right in
there</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> let’s tear the hair</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> let’s cut right in</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"> let’s die and disappear</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">amphisbaena</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.25in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">bright and black</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.25in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">blindly searching
in a water sack
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.25in;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">or even raging in
chasmic loch:</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"> <b>isn t on the instant
is it</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"> thus</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">my mountains don't mean anything,
but they are still mountains.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">unnumbs</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">'till
cracks snap out</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">to
cleave the</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">thinking
rock.</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">its down and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">new heresies burn
in old religions</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">something about
caterpi1lars</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">and budga buggers-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">illed by pip blue</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">vividavidaridivid</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">(virid vivid is the
silverbeet</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">that bubbly grows</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">ignorant as
intersections</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">seen is
green</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">seen is
green</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">seen is
green</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">and blank as baby’s
brain)</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">Death soon! And
hones and black</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">rejuvenate
(something)</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">into the</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">in a fuck
wave</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b style="background-color: #ffd966;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">the cuddly
serial killer</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">the blonde final
earth</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">exhaled a smile as
of clusters.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">The blue light is futile.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">They who hover are futile.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">The saxaphone is futile.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">That which I write is futile.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Futility is futile.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">There are no countries.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">There are no lovers.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">There are no haters.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">I have no passion, I'm stuck.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">I would speak, but the bubble.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Of those who would answer, or make</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">motion of themselves,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">we have excised their caputs for their
sake.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Only silence has any value.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">but the tomb. and the...</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">there is something immense, black,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">and heavily,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">that would crush out our sweet blood -</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">sed nihil est</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">sed nihil est</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: red;">both ways always,
now</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: red;">the music of red or</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: red;">“blue blown up on
yellow”</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: red;">echoes like a
cannon crack -</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: red;">they survived, and
each day</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">-Yes: it was
yes in far dangle time of faery lands folorn. Long glanged they, they
stared up yes, petrific, against the socket mountain where babbles
the old and fiery clouds of steam and blood,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">-Did gargan the
pan in the clod of me and my brother's bread?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">-No, no: Never
we heaved but a coal hand of bond strangled the strange.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">-Did not want
they the free and the frei?</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">decisions, pain,
leavings, meetings: all struck into polished and astonished stone. It
struggles, but heavy hands hold, Merciless Mercy, who know the pain,
and the dark double death twice chopped. Yet, we shrug, and laugh,
and dig who would be yes.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">And then it was
he dreamed that he was seized into a gesture, an about to be, and
that I stood there, brush or baton or pen in hand: all Time rolling
under me in a road of perfect light.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">There was
nothing I could do - everything was closed: and all men, all women,
turned their backs to me.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">And then
terrible the psychotic silence, The Invaginated, the Yellow. All this
and these others, hanging there: noosed and cut off like words
Crossed out - the strokes of Kings, the curled, the military command.
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0.19in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">All this, and so much that is speechless
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">---------because of the
illimitable</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">flat of the slab feet</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">extending</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">into all (known) unendings</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the visceral 360 degree distance</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">has long since uranium.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">how are you we are very good goodbye</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">hullo ha ha hee hee you’re welcome,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">as if it was, and then.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and I havent told you yet but, I, ( I
wick</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">edly whirled where where whose (as if
Johnson</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">(at this point we stopped for a cuppa
(prob</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">ably it was a word like
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
At the Conference
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
Mr Fantastic
Sir!</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>Yes.</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Could you show us that
movie of the palace being blown up in reverse?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>Again? For the
20000</i><sup><i>th</i></sup><i> time?</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Startled by this development,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
I hunched into the hill of myself as
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the blaze of dying time and the
blue-cracked expanse</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of the sky exploded silently.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Glass all became and in showers we
relived</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
endless mirrors and slices
everywhere silicate.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
I couldn't see for a great light, a
great grace.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
But it didn't help, for I believed
not enough</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and felt only terror when we with
joy did shine.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Then he equated, calibrated,
summated …
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
All was nut-shelled. All. It was
greater than Einstein
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
or Bach. It was all. All: it was,
sort of 'The Way, the Truth, the Light'.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
But what could we do with it?
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
they are tall like fingers —</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and their glare is peniscate</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
sentinels in their world</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and full of think</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
they...</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">a child is born.</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I say more than
that:</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">it was</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">the because of me</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">and you and they</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">and the corridors
we have sung in -</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">laughter so long
ago</span></b></div>
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billion times.</div>
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<br /></div>
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What now? Quid novi? Salve Quadis! Is Stick around? I like Stick, he</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
always
sticks by me does old Stick. You need that kind of corroborative</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
component
+ substantive pudention to regenerate generation these</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
unholy
days. Those days what were black with song, as if the un-</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
mediated
precision of a side-glance at the metaphysical event horizon
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
had
thinged you into things that sing or sting: the sun growing like
a
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
great
red head to vaporise us in about two billion years tomorrow
morning.</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">and it was then.
it found it. you</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">reached past me:
we clasped forever. all</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">was beginning. the
everlasting seed. as if.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">ice night. sweet
to never. never let. just</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">bathe, and all
tumble is the gold
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">on black: all
plush the sharp sign. it</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">blazed out of the
black like an iridescent plum. it</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">had what it took.
it took what it had. it was luscious. and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">the sounds. they
were deluscious. the sounds had soft found </span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">the ice light: the
illumined room was brain-sized. and hands. </span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">hands were quick,
soft, dextrous yet always</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">were finding. no
one can know. no one is allowed in. but if
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">you are out, you
are in: and we turn the key as big as the door. </span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">the key. the ice
brass key. it is clever this trap. ecstatic sap. b</span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">ig to blue to
head. ice findings. we will. and you and you. be.</span></div>
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<b><span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-family: "tunga"; font-size: large;"> </span><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "tunga"; font-size: large;"> Some times I
believe there is a world,</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><span style="font-family: "tunga";"> but sometimes I
think:</span><span style="font-family: "tunga";"><i> no! no! this cannot be!</i></span>”</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b> some inflating domains</b></span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b> create internal random</b></span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<i><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>
fluctuations that enable</b></span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b> sub regions to inflate,</b></span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b> and so on, ad infinitum</b></span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "tunga"; font-size: large;"><b>“And when I look
at pictures</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "tunga"; font-size: large;"><b> they look back
at me,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "tunga"; font-size: large;"><b> and I cant
escape.”</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "tunga"; font-size: large;"><b> “But I want to <i>be</i>
something.”</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>We spun and
shuddered in our ecstasy</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>Upon this bloody
stone.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>Crafting hearts do
wait in w Birth From Earth</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: yellow;"><b>is
impishly insidious with his short, stabbing sentences, and an</b></i></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><i style="background-color: yellow;"><b>ominous
use of repetition.</b></i></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Brick</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
A brick is a
brick:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
you could: but
let’s be honest:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
there’s not a lot you can say about a brickombs</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
And Death laughs
out:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
He clatters like
the Tin Drum Man</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
The world up
downs, but it don't mind.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
For a thousand
clapping clowns gyrate,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
They have no
heads, for it is birth from earth</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
That they do
celebrate. Ho! Ho! Ho!
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<i>Silence laughs,
and grins, and leers and sneers:</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<i>Or so we
apperceive.... the subtle snake, the gecko, or the crocodile....</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
O you smile you
smile you mathic son of man!</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
But crickets green
in coats of gold are busy munching up:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
They sing the
numbers of the world,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
And girls [
Death</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
There’s so much
to say on the subject:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
and a lot has been
written and spoken and thought about death.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
Supermarkets</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
Supermarkets are
very large shops. ]
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
with violins</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
Are just like
they. Bibles burn! Burn!</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<br /></div>
<h1 class="western">
<i><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: x-large; font-weight: normal;">The
hand that holds a pen</span></i></h1>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<i><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: x-large;">Is as subtle as
a billion flies.</span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
------------------------
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>could the fingers
forget?</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>but they proceeded
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>to proceed each other:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>each one clad in their red</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and special clothes</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>many looked to heaven
</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>
<span style="font-size: small;">both for the visual and polysemantic ambiguation of its
textual</span></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>dynamic and the tensile power that is
generated by Towersey's</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>technique: letters are jammed and
crammed together into a continuous</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and seemingly random scream whose
wall’s morphemic madness maddens and</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>fascinates.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>Greek</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.88in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>Greek is one of
the thousands of languages I don’t know.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>7 Albescence</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>swelling and fleeting into candent
chalk</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>8 Candle</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>beat beat in in each end of cylinder
lead</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>with wood or plastic lop-sided dresser
until both</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>ends bullet in:chamfer with shave
hook,melt candle</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>onto ends and cut cut lengthwise with
tenon saw</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>plenty candle, plenty tallow, use the
pad,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the moleskin pad,the grooves in wipe
direction hand</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>in palm, and heat the metal stick till
hot and note</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the shine, and quickly wipe about and
seal out water</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>out. Use mirror. Check for cracks and
pressure test</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>with pounds of air and soapy water for
bubble signs.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>Double check. Double double check -</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>for this way wicked something comes</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>9
Bell</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the
swelling song conducts</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>along these ducts</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>the ring:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>and
thus our breath is brief</b></span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>10 We The
Undersigned</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>wide range of views — look at a
panther — traffic is advised</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>amazing new plan with tidy
habits, three-bedroom rebuffed</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>for investment, was reported, the
Artificial Limbs Board</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>at no time illegally to clarify,
most likely a dead seal</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>11 Collecting
Shells</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>giggly light-hearted
shapes writhe with bumps</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>gristly nubs, and drooling
openings to that beach of bullets</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "tunga"; font-size: x-large;"><b>that
sea-horsed to the dead approach</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>only I - felt this eternally
unexpressed "no"</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>to be a skeleton in the family closet.</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>In view of the intellectuality of
Auden’s verse and his passionate belief that every poem
</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>should be “a hymn in praise of the
human language”, we hardly need to be told that
</b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>Auden‘s densities are Homeric.
</b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div>
<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">miserable.
This is precisely the reason why Boltanski's works are not made of
bronze or of marble, but rather of cheap materials such as tinplate;
materials that fall into decay by themselves. The artist also uses
simple and easily recognizable materials such as coats or photos. To
him, everybody is a fragile and unique character whose memories have
to be preserved, just like the example of his grandmother: no trace
of her existence has left, at the exception of this samovar displayed
in the Moscow exhibition or the memory of those who knew her. It is
all about "small" individual memory, that is opposed to the
"large" collective memory, that of the history books that
he also tells throughout his installations. Each of his exhibitions
creates a new path made of old pieces combined with new works, which
setting is renewed every time.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><span style="background: #ffff00;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="color: blue;"><span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">Boltanski tells that at the beginning of
every work of art, there is a historical or psychoanalytic event,
referring to events that have to be told in order to be better
understood.</span></span><span style="color: #ffff99;"><span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">Fo</span></span>r me there are no answers - the
Mass is something incomprehensible (and undoubtedly</span></span><br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: large;">the clicks and
insane toys and all the other cacophanies of the night scream with
significant laughter as we too disappear down the twisted
corridors<br />with grace of those who have failed perfectly and</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: large;">we are completely
mad and huge with ourselves<br />amid the gigantic lobelias and frozen
leopards -<br />the joyful destruction continues</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "arial"; font-size: large;">and we recall 'the
phenomenological phallus' and the excrutiatingly lovely details</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial"; font-size: large;">and - </span>
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span>
<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">potatoes</b></span></div>
<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">are thumbly</b></span><br />
<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">under the stab</b></span><br />
<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">what is the Sun-Knife</b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">stilletto quick</b></span></span><br />
<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">when still</b></span><br />
<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">the hay rick</b></span><br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<b><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">(deceased now)</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br />
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">but I am not
interested just now in the poem's meaning (meaning is problematic in
any case) interested here in the look of the totality of his work as
worked through and I then transform it - as things constantly do in
life - in fact I went "berserk" with it almost in trance or
a fever, a kind of "creative rage" perhaps: creating a new
"poem" or text as in the following
image-poem-text-enactment: an implication of an infinite and
progressive or degressive process ...</span><span style="font-size: x-large;"> </span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">I
got very angry with it:</span></span><br />
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">-it <i>is </i>the
details we require - progress was mentioned - but Buzz kept drinking
-</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">we who also read the
technical books and wonder about the blue one and the red one and<br />and
the endless miles to fulfill our wire blood needs &<br />our
quietly desperate hungers - our advancing annihilation and the wonder
of tree trunks</span></div>
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Is that dilapidated run down house with the graffiti and the
beautiful views available for a squat? Moved in just now and have
invited all the animals in the neighbourhood to join me...happy house
warming...</span><br />
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.19in;">
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">innuendoes
of sailors, of sailors Drowned, of a thousand
sailors</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.21in;">
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">drowned.
sailors who dream of sound and song, and i’ve been Murdered to</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.21in;">
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Rose,
not true my dear one.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.21in;">
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">and they speak and tell, speak and Tell, as tiny silicate sounds</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.21in;">
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">shriek
and break In microscopic spots</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: x-large;">—<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Such
immensity of blank, </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><span style="background-color: yellow;">encyclopaedic meaning,</span><br /><span style="background-color: yellow;">unfolding,
or just being —</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: x-large;">like those electron
shells<br />with their secret numbers</span></div>
<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: x-large;">clinging to the thinking
night of time.</span></div>
<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: x-large;">and those numerals: so
knowing,<br />so smirking in their Numberness —<br />the wrench-squig
of their symbolic:</span></div>
<div style="margin-left: 0.51in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: x-large;">we go deeper, penetrating
the reds,<br />the greater resonations, the oak wood,<br />the teak dark
depths. </span>
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">The world is truncated.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">Balls of basalt roll
about.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">Death is forbidden. The
people wait.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">They know nothing.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">Nobody knows nothing. We
wait.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">It won’t be long.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">The concrete towers shiver</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">They are waiting</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">They are hoping:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">A tired lady</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">Puts on her coat</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">The typewriter</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">Dies for fingers:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">Her hands are cold -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">It is 4 o’clock,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">She sees the sun,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">She is thinking:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">“<span style="font-size: xx-small;">The people wait,</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">the people wait,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">Graham and Peter</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-size: large;">May never come.”</span></div>
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<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Ol’
man sorrow came</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">An
sat on my step —</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Sat
all night long</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Holdin’
his hat.</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Ol’
man sorrow</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Took
out his sax</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">O1’
man sorrow</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Raised
up they songs.</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">O1’
man sorrow</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Hel’
a - my hand –</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">I’d
lost my cat</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">My
lady cat.</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">O1’
black sorrow</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">Sat
an’ a - sat</span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">An’
talked an’ talked:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;">That ol’ black cat</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><span style="background-color: #93c47d; font-size: large;">. Made. To be. To be me. Me myself. Me
and myself. Me and myself and me. Me myself myself. Me myself myself
beside myself myself. Me and me. Me. And you. Me </span><span style="background-color: #93c47d; font-size: large;">you. Who
are you? You yourself yourself your </span><span style="background-color: #93c47d; font-size: large;"> But. But not that
other! Nay! No, no, not those other selves. Those selves selved in
self. No. Not them, they, those. No. No, no </span><span style="background-color: #93c47d; font-size: large;">! As if blood.
As if burning. Burning. As if fire! No! Dog! Dog, as if this were
end. Endless, endless end.</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: #f3f3f3; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: #f3f3f3; font-size: large;">a part of the fascination with</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: #f3f3f3; font-size: large;">a whole cluster of processes</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: #f3f3f3; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: #f3f3f3; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: #f3f3f3; font-size: large;">thou’s ever Face thou shalt be thou’s
very being’s Be. And. And be beingly.
</span></div>
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<i><b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">there were
so many of us</span></b></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><br /></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">tonight they howl
again inside</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">the headlands:</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">we cannot quiet
them, and invoke</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">a strange and virid
human tree</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">that walks about
the boards</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">shedding leaves of
messages.</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><br /></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">there were at least</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">one thousand of you</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">in the empty <i>teatro</i></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">whose stage</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">was bare but for
that</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><br /></span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">that had been slain
alive</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">to confront you</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">with its poking
tongue,</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">for it was rude</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">and young -</span></b></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>this leetle toe got
shot</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>this leetle one met
Wolfi</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>this leetle one ate
God,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>and <i>this</i>
leet1e one went:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>wee wee wee all the
way home</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>to future and to
past</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>and the happily
reburied dead:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>for that’s enough</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<i><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>there were so
many of us</b></span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: #ffe599;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></i>
<i style="background-color: #ffe599;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">The way is in
and thru itself.</b></span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Munching away thru
mountains of lollies</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Sugared him back
to life.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">He goes home on
Wednesdays.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Sometimes he
falls, but he struggles on,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">And death’s no
problem:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Someone walks his
way.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Musing, musing,
dark at night,</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">(His wife long
gone)</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Death was edging
closer.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<span style="background-color: #ffe599; color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<i style="background-color: #ffe599;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Chess - Alice
flew and flew,</b></span></i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.44in;">
<i style="background-color: #ffe599;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">But they got
nowhere.</b></span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: #ffe599;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">Nowhere did they go.</b></span></i><br />
<i style="background-color: #ffe599;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;"><br /></b></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">John went on for 500 lines about
Parmigianino:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">the bloody fuckin’ wog with the
cheese name,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">painting himself in a convex fuckin’
mirror.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">A convex fuckin’ mirror?! What’s
that</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">bloody <i><b>lizardo mechanico liberto</b></i>
doing</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Unbecoming from your page set at 30 60
degrees</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and u-u-up onto the book, curlfully,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and then onto the set square which</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">has got a circle which is really a
fuckin’ellipse,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">and its little hands grip the fausty
book,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">or the set square’s sides ‘till:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">“Aren’t we great”, a tiny
Crocodilus becomes</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">a fockin dragon — snorting King of
the castle</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">on the top of Mount Dodecahedronicus
—eh?!</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">You fockn’ Dutch genius. Fock !</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">…<b>.</b><i><b>And then it turns,
fuck me,</b></i></span></div>
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<i><b><span style="font-size: large;">And dissolves back into beginning</span></b></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: #cfe2f3; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: blue;">I
think of my mother today. </span></span>
</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: #cfe2f3; color: red; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">She was frightened.</b></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: white; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>Yes. There has been birth and breath
and birdsong and death. And here, and now, in this time of place,
where light where light, these sensile fingers do twine and twist
about the fevered face. They wait, they wait. Yet I do not wish to
leave you, my scene, my stage, my hell, my house. For it was here
that – surely you recall – the deep adumbrations, the
violinocellos, the lights, the subtle shades, and all those who came:
their signals – how they breathed and bowed and loved! How the
rooms enfolded them like envelopes in the glazed and timbered cells,
and the ecstatic, wriggling quietnesses. They beckon, they crook: but
no – there have been too many meetings here: here, just here, was
once The Great One – and that place was blood enriched, and over
here a beautiful bulbous bubble grew. And the delicate quicknesses,
the sharps, the special clashes and the type of night: how you took
cigar as the voices rose to roar – even yes, even the terror, the
things, the songs, the cadenced dooms, and the dusty settling that
spills and spills: out out into the religious rustlings, the
flashings, the folds, the dragons, the coils – the angels
descending. Those reds! Those blues! ….</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: white; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b><span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;">No, no: as I cast about, there are the
tenors who strut about like croaking toads </span></span><span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;">in a symphony of frogs and bogs. And
the dark times gone croak. And the times of newspapers.</span></b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: white; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>The apple times, the pillow times, the erections – all all already
known…</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: white; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>I suggest that every person open an
interior trapdoor, that he negotiate a trip into the thickness of
things, that he make an invasion of their characteristics, a
revolution, a turning over process comparable to that accomplished by
the plough or the spade, when suddenly</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: white; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: white; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>, are exposed to the light of day for
the first time. O infinite resources of the thicknesses of things,
restored to us by the semantic thickness of words!</b></span></span></div>
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some sort? The struggle of shapes.</div>
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<br /></div>
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The struggle of shapes leaps into the
scream
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that creates paint drips</div>
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as he, brushing, wrestles death.</div>
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[ one of the incredibly mediocre
movies he made ]</div>
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[ in his incredibly mediocre acting
career ]</div>
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Standing on the hillside at night. The
fluttering of millions. Shells. How things. Being among the
multitudes and the thoughts. Folded. Shelled in many ways. Imagine.
There is surely something. One. Cup. A kind of. They were. Seeing
(or hearing?) the ecstatic silence. The intellection and the bursts
of rawness. “Drifts of shifts” The wrath of words. The iration
of ideation. Qualm. He felt a qualm. Where has the softness gone?
The man. Something explodes somewhere. We can say of a that it is not
b. Judgement. The spider descends. Hard green cord round the spinning
top to get it to gyrate. The whirl of many colour. We inhabited the
hinter woods. He disappeared mid winterely.
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Stepping into the
vanishing places you become ever more</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
visible, and some sort
of utterance about almond blossoms, or</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
pine scent, creeps
in, and is an ever more ascendent</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
resplendent more ever
more fantastic thing like a wheel, in</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
whose motionless
centre, surely nothing more everything has</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
been thought of
Chinese more perpetual perpetual or</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
unperpetual could be
found. Or was. All things - chroniclers,</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
characters, boots,
bolts, old boats, or conversations whispered in</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the hall - pour out
the spat old book. That’ll teach ‘em to</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
bible things. Getting
nowhere, as is our wont, we won’t. And the</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
p-pages flutter in
the wind, leafing and briefing themselves,</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
while all the while
the while, the demon-sized head, shapes</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
itself and crushes
out the bolty magic: god or no god.</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
We had thought, at least in first
wise, to whistle instances, that coming down to the Valley until our
darkness might explode like a witch's oval berry. But, by
association, The Towers (who had been quietly cognisant if not sadly
observant), stood with great and sudden suddenty to attention (they)
who have e'en now (just nary) some forty aeons for maybe a Tom thumb
or a jumping jack to crack, Jack. Crack! There is and was a
tremendous commotion as of an enactment to some purpose yet shares
remain steady and el Presidente displayed his dentals. Much have I
travelled. But I turned off at Kopakopa into Huketai to examine a
thistle-patch, or a magpie, a tui, or even a cow, and an abandoned
tractor fossil.<br />
You joined me and it was then I came upon us.
Who were we, you eternally asked? They meantime were vanished into
clumps and (quite probably) had merged with the stainless steel land,
which as you well know, is as beautiful as a real advert, and gave
off the tinkle sounds of melting snow. The microphones, who had been
(generously I must say) ear lending,had booked in to rent a
conclusion. Just then they bent further in. This circumstance made
further calls on us (poor defeated souls) as great ungulphable gulphs
of (in)comprehension burnt deep into Jeff Koon's beautiful ceramic of
Michael Jackson, for instance.<br />
The Porn began. The Thorn
began. And the Horn began. Not Rebecca, but we'd lost Blake's
number,and the derivations, and the thick, and the trick, and the
tick of it.<br />
Today, much replenished and replete, I sit at my
broad dark old oak desk. And it goes thus hard with me, that, in a
sort of systemantic frenzied and syncopated reticulated and
revivified repetio I spin in tasks, despite my petrol migraine. In
such a wise I am to be seen ( a lonely, nay, pathetic) figure:
automating my signal jerk function. Thus I arise, reach forward,
grasp, and take item x from shelf b, retract it with great solicitude
to my desk (where the brassy lamplight delineates it to its greatest
advantage), where (with great care and concision) I compare it to
item c. Then I reach forward and... This process repeats in
shittering (yet strangely static) frames. And at the attainment of
each mid bloob cycle of this endless process (by which the being who
is thus stooped is deeply occupied) he stops, shifts, and
reconsiders. A Face peers round the corner of the door jamb to watch
him.<br />
Look at him. Somebody should take him away. Madness, joy,
freedom, and the burning rainbow beckon.<br />
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The task is, one: to change oneself.
This is possible.</div>
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And, now, enormous streams make
cavernous of cascades until</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
I, or was it you, are not now what you
were - as if it were that</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
to make some final statement, you, had
exited a jumbo jet, say</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
at three thousand feet or so, only to
splatter your life</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
into implacable mud? That sort of
thing. In short, some indifferent end.</div>
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<br /></div>
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But that would be absurd jeered the
cheerers -</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
only kings and clowns are allowed
madness, you are condemned to</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
sanity. We are strictly temporal
beings. Nothing</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
there is you can fault us: we aren’t
children. Ours is</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the straight road - no drowning in
ponds of blood for us. No</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
nightingales. No Tuis even. We even
have doubts</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
about the body, how it excresses, or is
that: expresses? What</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
by what oozing dissolve could justify</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the power and ache of that great oak
oat strength,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
that we always discern in shoes, or
ploughed earth, or Heidegger’s lusty</div>
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labourer: the way he spits into the
cozy inferno of his evening’s fire:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and the way it thereby sizzles? Eh? We
doubt this muscular miscegenation:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
we have vital numbers to protect, and
audits. Oh yes, audits: and we</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
all will <i>will,</i> everything,
correctly.</div>
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<i>That there thing, that is, the thing
there -</i></div>
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<i>The thing that was there,</i></div>
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<i>Where I saw it, dark -</i></div>
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<i>A coagule of wet,</i></div>
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<i>Together, clinging things:</i></div>
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<i>Like dead, and loving things -</i></div>
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<i>But restless, and never ending</i></div>
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<i>In so far as you, could see:</i></div>
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<i>Or could not see,</i></div>
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<i>Were, as I began, wet, limp,</i></div>
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<i>But together things, rapid, and,
they, or it:</i></div>
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<i>Rolled in the wind</i></div>
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The others, who are bright, or thought
so; scale red mountains of</div>
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flesh: and are forever aflame.</div>
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I forgot the other tasks, but, I, too,
have supped. I too have sat in</div>
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the silent gardens whose shadow
precedes sight. And you, Great Short One, you</div>
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who are ugly, stride away with enormous
boots. And</div>
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because you are infinitely inside: you
blaze, you blaze: and
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Blindest Man is touched in eternal joy.</div>
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Telephones cause
strange changes –</div>
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Men menace down them –</div>
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And
hideous in the night</div>
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Or
when we move in <i>that</i> direction:
</div>
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Suddenness
of signals</div>
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It
screams</div>
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In
various tones –</div>
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For
example bells</div>
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Ringing
at 75 volts</div>
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And
interrupted,</div>
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Modulated
bursts,</div>
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Of
so many hertz</div>
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Sent
to tell you.</div>
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And
the damn things</div>
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Always
ring when you’re in the shower,</div>
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Or
there was a death –</div>
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Or
–</div>
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Or
re-begin all that agony</div>
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Of
trial by logic</div>
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That
is distorted into silence –</div>
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Strange
voices because
</div>
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You only have about
</div>
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Four
kilohertz of the bandwidth,</div>
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For
you could simulate perfection –</div>
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Given
the right tools, the hope, the time.</div>
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<br /></div>
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And
they are the mouths, these telephones:</div>
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Sent down wires,</div>
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The
voice arriving,</div>
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The very man</div>
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Being beside you –</div>
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Anything might be said.</div>
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You cannot see the face</div>
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And
the eyes evade.</div>
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<br /></div>
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Our telephone used to be</div>
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A terrible old
doom black thing –</div>
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Shrill as a drill:</div>
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One night,
unannounced,</div>
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It announced, my grandmother’s death.</div>
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The Amazed Light</div>
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The two hands of Truth press together:</div>
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and more are sent out, though none
return…</div>
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History conspires and conjures…These
inversions.</div>
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Truth …a box…endlessly folding and
refolding…</div>
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<br /></div>
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But I could talk of treaties,
handshakes, agreements, thumbprints;</div>
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and ink-smudged documents. Great
papers, great recordings:</div>
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and joyous embellishments. But the
wrongs stream away beyond
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any local landings. Everywhere great
writings: useless
</div>
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yet perhaps fruitfully sad. And only
the Joker
</div>
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could cackle, right ironically, that
pen quills, deadly sharp –</div>
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perhaps poisoned – could spell with a
death the old sooth:</div>
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“The Pen is Mightier than the Sword!”
</div>
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Wolf-men dive thru yellow skies…</div>
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<br /></div>
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…great green capsules rotate</div>
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…the fierce blue</div>
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…still are men sent out, though they
never return…</div>
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<br /></div>
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…millions millions ago..hunched,
waiting, with seeking eyes…</div>
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…blundery…death and
lovely…slaughter and song.</div>
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<br /></div>
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The Moment, which slept, was surprised.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
… mathematical logic that proves,
bloodlessly, that Nothing is provable…(craven hooded god…)</div>
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<br /></div>
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the Logic so Socratic and snide…</div>
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where, where, where can we hide…?</div>
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<br /></div>
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More are sent out…though none return…</div>
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<br /></div>
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…it all began, only to end on this
beach.</div>
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<br /></div>
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<i>to end on this beach</i></div>
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<i>to end on this beach</i></div>
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<i>to end on this beach</i></div>
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<br /></div>
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The fingertips whiten with meaning…that
none comprehend</div>
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until, perhaps, the end…when we are
stretched out in sand
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or on a wall</div>
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or rolled in a cosmic ball…
</div>
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<br /></div>
<h1 class="western">
<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta;">It’s hot tonight rock me baby</span></h1>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>It’s hot tonight rock me baby</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>It’s hot tonight rock me baby</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
The Huge head hath eyes that stare into
vacant Vacuo</div>
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The Eyes are transfixed.</div>
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More are sent…</div>
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<br /></div>
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…we wait, sadly silent in the silent
city</div>
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<br /></div>
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wanting … all are wanting…</div>
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<br /></div>
<h1 class="western">
<span style="color: #cc0000;"> <span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"> What am I saying?</span></span></h1>
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…our desires flash lightenings up in
snake-shivering certainties…</div>
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<br /></div>
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….and voltages of thunders crash the
great pale sky
</div>
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…they turn to wolves or worse…</div>
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<br /></div>
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New snakes emerge</div>
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from the vast, rocky, and dust dry
desert of unsouled dust…Something is…</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
…there is no…there is…there
is…there is no...there is</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>It’s hot tonight rock me baby</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>It’s hot tonight rock me baby</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>It’s hot tonight rock me baby</i></div>
<h1 class="western">
<span style="background-color: magenta;">It’s hot tonight rock me baby</span></h1>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div>
<h1 class="western">
<span style="background-color: magenta;">We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’ an’</span></h1>
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<br /></div>
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(<i>Revolvin’ eyes are red blue
flashin’</i>
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>We’re sweatin’ an’ jumpin’
an’</i></div>
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Examine Hands that do palsied grip</div>
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the green and joyous Earth</div>
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in vicious love. Know that if you know
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these hands and kiss them, they</div>
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will drop the whirling world
</div>
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like a ball of should be:</div>
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that shall land, alacrite as a kitten,
expertly untaught.</div>
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<br /></div>
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Indeed, examine these hands, and study
these lands:</div>
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and scrutinize the eternal weathered
Faces staring South.</div>
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They wait: and in their stony hope of
life,
</div>
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<i>we</i> are perceived. And then, like
a tiny morning circus, we</div>
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magic alive. And the comical clank
crank clank</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
of spindly Stravinskys all gone mad is
joyfully heard</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
by puzzled Gullivers. These lean their
beards
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and dream us back alive.
History has many voices.</div>
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The Apocalypse is a way of
going on – and indeed we proceed, despite the death of sharks and
bears (‘You a shark lover? A bear lover?’ [<i>Exits, pursued by
bear</i>.]): but of course there’s the clearing of the fuzzy edges
and the New Logic leading to clarification of terms: we control it,
we’ll see it through, tough it out as the going gets going: and
indeed it was at some such (Shark wins a fortune; the breathless
excitement of the chase through the jungle when his diamonds are
stolen; Shark’s love for Belle, the Georgetown whore who bathes in
champagne on her birthday; his return to Georgetown to live a life of
prophetic profligacy, driving to the races in an equipage drawn by
white horses; his ruin – his return to the mines and the kingdom of
chance. These are just the bare bones…) moment we move into the
jungle clearing, somewhere we meet up with <i>Tarzan Presley </i>(Natalie
Wood swapping lover notes with her sister: “He’s a good singer,
but he’s not much use for anything else”): but in any case the
gorilla (gentle) crunches up the Tyrannasaurus rice bubble Ed
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You try to eliminate history and
symbols and stories an all</div>
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them kinda things - like meaning.
But the wiley wolf always</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
hides in the wind envelope and
howls his splinters. The</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
dialectic is in despite and
because of you. He. The 85th</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Century fast becomes. Nothing is
but cannot be so: again we</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
rage, silly us, in this
uncloaked unamed & nameless</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
place. The fool is afire with
the breath of useless truth,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and we sigh as she die. But we know as
only those who know can</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
know that it is the beautiful,
polished greenstoneness that</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
be-brings us here to here - and
nothing, no nothing, and again</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
nothing it is that sits on
our coffee tables, catching the</div>
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first blind touchings of
the paralytic light - and the</div>
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bubbling babblings of the
exquisite newspapers of disintegration.</div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>To
see with the naked eye</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>what
was seen with the naked eye:</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>back
back back back,</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>and
forth, and back and forth:</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>and
in true, these black-faced mirrors</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>shiver
reflect the wilderness</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: black;">of
backward forward fragment worlds </span>
</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: white;">t</span><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">hat
are strange agonal with toe and claw.</span></b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>That
acting agony. It cannot be said. Again.</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>At
night: the crucifix cries. This slow,</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: black;">dark
dance. The pen, finally, dies – and the painter’s </span>
</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-US" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>brush,
the oboe, and the ink. Those gone aways.</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: large;"><b>Look out to that bright revolve.
Nothing is about. </b></span>
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This dark, vocal isle.
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<br /></div>
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Some things are right, some wrong,
and some things hover in the stillness of the sad bright light.</div>
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To endlessly begin. To end: to
endlessly end.</div>
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The long imagined line. The twists,
the fields, the tiny towns…</div>
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The wonderful making: a carpenter
shapes and carves, and cuts. And fits his timber. Hammers.
</div>
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The ecstasy of my fingers – the
sun-low light – the child I am or was.</div>
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'She looked at her roses – a white,
virgin scent. They were white, some incurved</div>
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and holy, others expanded in an
ecstasy. The tree was dark, as a shadow...and</div>
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touched them in worship.'</div>
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the huge intensity of the white
existent roses.</div>
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<br /></div>
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the trembling ecstasy of a girl's
eyes</div>
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the fiery but tragic dark</div>
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the universe a burning snake</div>
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the rich black moment
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the hopeless aloneness</div>
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the arched church of richness</div>
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the richness of love and the twines</div>
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all, all, unbearable but beautiful –
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the cowering and the erect proudness</div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">the
tendrils were tender</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">as if
a muscular</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">percipience</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">argued
tendentiousness</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">or a
wing curve</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">was
something</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">if
even not more</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">whose
escape velocity</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.99in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">describes
a design’s death -</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">because
there are thousands</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">under
blood:</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">whereupon
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The
face in my local paper, The Eastern Bays Courier, which I get here in
Panmure, was of an Asiatic man. The police wanted to know who he was,
and for some time no one had identified him. His face was grey and
slightly fuzzy due to the print quality of my local paper, and this,
together with his face with the eyes closed, and because he looked to
me so hopelessly dead. So far gone as one might say, seemed hugely
tragic to me. There is something so hopelessly decaying about the
dead; of course they are decaying; but I mean that they represent
what is the fate of us all.
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Go
to Purewa and search the graves. Soon you will realise, that after a
few generations, most people are forgotten, The forgetting increases.
Grey's 'Churchyard' could be elegised in that huge poem of Death and
loss. It is a beautiful poem. But its power, its horrifying
negation, is the implied anonymity of the Joker Death. He absorbs us
all, and in him as far as we know, we become as Nothing. Before
decay, in a morgue, frozen, there is a cruel moment of
“officialness”, judges try to set themselves against the futility
of life.</div>
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The
stamp must descend, papers must record a name and numbers. Order
smirks a moment at Chaos or at Te Kore who grins hideously.
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Then
the black boot can recommence smashing the human face....
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The
human predicament is forever frozen as in that face I saw and in all
faces of all the dead for all time; and this perception seems to
reflect that of the Universe itself. Entropy,</div>
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dissolution,
and decay.</div>
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The
eyes closed. Somehow that seems so much worse – the eyes being
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1. [The police want to know who he is.
Who is he? Why, and why?
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He is
presumably frozen – or chilled as cadavers are in the morgue. In
the photo his eyes are shut. His face is blurred. [[<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">'Where
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2. [The face is Asiatic. He is not known, inquiries have so
far met a blank.</div>
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3. [If his parents are dead. Or
he had none he knew. Perhaps no one. Perhaps no parents and no
brother or sister or uncle or grandparents or any other relations or
even any friends.
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4. [The dead man is so far nameless. He may have lived and worked
under false name.
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6. [But
people disappear – a certain number each year – about 1000 say.
It is not known.
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7. The
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Sad plastic trumpet.</div>
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The crowds.</div>
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Does the dead man hear all this?
Watch. The days, the daze, the gone, the place where it was, the
track, the bush, the city, the stick, the house, the woman, the man,
the others, the dog, the shop, the screams, the laugh, the breath,
the tea cup, the -</div>
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How long how far how true how high
how low how dark how nice how where how slow how breath how he how
howl how when how go how you how bone how far how high how no how
yes how muse how wood how how how would how flame how war how
pleasure how light how green how mountain how tree how why how man
how day how scrawl how blue how dark how eye how death how dead -
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[At H. some were vaporised
completely. Similarly at ... and so on. Many, including children
burnt and burnt, then napalm... that lovely War Nectar... sticking
like viscous death jelly...but many...in many many places...not only
in war...</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
many times the going is slow, terribly
slow...</div>
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<ol start="9">
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[What horror does the smothered
scream, the twisting of the limbless hope, the dessicated death?</div>
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Every day.</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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[Who.
?
</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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I am not only here but I am or I
was and I .....................</div>
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.................................................................................................</div>
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I am not here now or in your head
or in the beginning of things or in your head or am I the dark or
was I or nothing or what or the leaves of dark or odd I was and you
are what we all are in the question is wrapped and oscillates the
cylinder to a vibration in the silence of this only in the cylinder
as if a mouth....</div>
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</div>
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[Outside the rattle of life -
distant trains, birdsong of Tui, a far industrial "boom",
a passing car, the wind. And there is brightness and it is Spring
and the red pohutukawa flowers bloom again. Who hears these things?
</div>
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.................i......know.......</div>
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[Where is the dead man...........?</div>
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..................and
yet....she.....the light...the sudden....something about a
nutness....who....?</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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Who listens for these things?</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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[I am reading about P....</div>
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..........................................................................................................................................</div>
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Where is the dead one? Wh....?</div>
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<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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[The wind gusts - suddenly
ferocious, then subsides, like a sea. This morning I.</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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..............But I was. I was
you know. All things that are once were. There are winds and cries
and surges and screams against silence and dissolve and the
<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">goneness</span> and the
generation and the imagined things that included the hardness and
the softness and we shall become as the "blind beginning"
and the "spirit" moving like a finger and there is a vast
face peering at the ferociously static fury; the crack or crash of
things.
</div>
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[They sharpen their pencils.</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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Listen!</div>
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[Dead Man - what can you teach us?</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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I would sa - I would sa - is it sa
...?</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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[ Would you say that the month is
cruel? What about staring into the atom's eye?
</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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I am cold yet I feel not.</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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[Would you not say perhaps: 'April
is the cruellest month when in their darkest breeding hours women do
crewel work - because the The Snowman has a stone in his mouth?'</div>
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<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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No sense ... not the same!</div>
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<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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["Ring?"
</div>
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<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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Ring?</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
</li>
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I recall I am forgetting
everything..I am not who i am...i....amnotic...</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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[All shall.</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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Changa sa i ku sang a ponkgle...
if ....</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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[Yes?! What?
</div>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
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I was - who is you are we ever or
never the words are we the silence is crowded once i was and that is
my brain in ash i sleep <i>et</i> i am still not not still and but
am i who are u when as if the rage of glass -</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
..........................................................................................................................</div>
</li>
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[Give us some kind of lowdown -
Dead Man.</div>
</li>
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.........................................................................................................................................</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
...there is nothing...i th....</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
........................................................................................................................................
</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Wha- wha- what is that music? So
<i>steel </i>and <i>song</i> it is...</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
...if ....I....the
...may....terrible....beautiful...she....we.....mechanical..
premium...washable....<i>eissen</i>...how...the redness...the black
... the coat .... i ....</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in; text-indent: 0.5in;">
you......... he ........... it ............................
the ever.... the...sounds.... tree....</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
78. [Speak to us Dead Man!
Speak!</div>
</ol>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -1in; text-indent: 0.76in;">
79.
.........................................................................................................................................
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
80. .... saliva..unspeakable -
aching.......................................................................................</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in;">
81.........................................................................................................................................</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in;">
82. I -</div>
<ol start="89">
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
83. [The heart....?</div>
</ol>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in;">
84.
.........................................................................................................................................</div>
<ol start="89">
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
85. Even in my language..or the
language of the dead....of not....</div>
</ol>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in;">
86.
.........................................................................................................................................</div>
<ol>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
87. ....s if
i..............................................................................................................................</div>
</ol>
<ol start="9">
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
88.........................................................................................................................................</div>
</ol>
<ol start="89">
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
[The sudden roar of light!</div>
</li>
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</div>
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<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................
</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................
</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
we st i l l legitimate
vegetable where is the light is everywhere is nothing are you</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
.........................................................................................................................................
</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
[For you we refuse - for you there
will be no Bible bullshit about you on a stone ..we will not
remember and cherish you forever; or packet you or <i>requiem</i>
you..no clich<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">é</span>s for <i>you</i>
Dead Man!</div>
</li>
<li><div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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97. All that time...and the winds...and light of..and all
those years...</div>
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They transposed the light sufficiently
to expurgate</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
the night — Picabia for example —
and the white whiteness</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
lightens the insane love of honey. But
this is needless to say,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
presupposing that the latinations
mingle both with the dusk</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and the roses, who lift their heads
kissingly into the exquisite</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
night. There is no untelling this, as
the doomed dome crumbles,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
instance by infinitesmal instance. Out
it comes, probing, pushing,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and prodding at the light: delicate in
its complex caring and</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
sightless seeing. What worlds rise in
whose warring wombs the</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
askers ask? And what rises from what
ancient sites where they</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
stir the subtle circles in the ashes,
those fingers, and they</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
squat, and the telling tongues. Who
dies again and again in what</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
world where wombs descend in whose
where of burning skies?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
What child’s scream, pierceful,
spears the stony sun. that it run,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
given these explanations, these whys
tied up in the nothinged sky?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
And how heaves these leaves unleaved
this falling time, this</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
tumbling, as twisting girders burn? Why
should the wood go good,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and who doth thus go tripping by? Oh
why? Oh why? (Comes this</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
wicked something way.)
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
It is day! It is day! It is the green time,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
and all shimmers in a spin while the
many giants grin. Gather</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
gather my kinder, I have loved and
lashed: light-time is now in</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
this special place of space, loomed in
webs in the wanting night.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Who hunts? And who by arrow plunges or
flights into what sea lost</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
whose burning scenes are lurid under
the god of sky? These are</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
trembling times these beating bombs
whose seeds are times again.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Long long the hauled hulks bulked in
black, and hooded is the</div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
winking walking skull that’s
queer and yellow in its eyeless eyes.</div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">THE BURNED HOUSE </span></span>
<br />
<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Written simultaneously with "The
Ghost Sonata", the second opus deals most thoroughly with the
discovery of secrets, of corruption from within, of deception. The
people in the community known as "The Swamp" and their
relations with each other are seen through their connection to a
house which has recently burned down. No one is above reproach. Even
the house itself contains secret rooms and walls, hiding the family
smuggling operation from the Dyer and his brother. "We all hate
each other- we're suspicious. Everyone gossips and torments his
neighbor..." (Burned 54). Only the Stranger stands apart from
the community and selves as an intermediary and objective interpreter
between the residents of "The Swamp" and the audience. He
is not completely divorced from the world of the burned house for his
brother is the Dyer. Having discovered the truth about</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">To write, to try meticulously to
retain something, to wrestle alone to retain something, to cause
something to survive, to wrest a few precise (or even vague) scraps
from the void as it grows from oblivion's mushroom inevitability and
from the blackness and the irradient brightness of the gorgeous
history of all</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="font-size: x-small;">The rhythm of each play is not
unified. As a conscious internal construction, rhythm expresses the
fragmented nature of Strindberg's mind and the disjointed nature
society and culture in general. "Each is a containmamongst the
savage hordes ent of a cultural clash" (Dahlstrom xv).</span></span><br />
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</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span>
aaw <span style="color: orange;"><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span></span><span style="color: cyan;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><span style="color: cyan;">۩</span>
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">ƒ
</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩</span></span></span> --0<span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="color: #a64d79;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩<span style="background-color: #e69138;">
</span></span></span></span><span style="background-color: #e69138;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span><span style="font-family: "tahoma";"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">۩
</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Й</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Later
I rouse - I took some Tramadol and something else – and talk on
and on – about God, fear, love, and nations, and rugby: and
nations. The drugs make me talk. I decide to avoid painkillers as
much as possible. My foot and ankle area of the lower leg, where the
bones snapped at the Panmure Basin (I dropped, ridiculously from some
monkey bars), swells and swells. An operation is impossible. </span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 1.13in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">When
Gerhardt was here he was interested in how Zulu is spread... talk of
languages and cultures. I think (now, here, typing, this up) of how I
was bashed in the face in the 1981 protests against the Springbok
tour. The cops were trying to smash my teeth in. </span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Sebastian
(about 7 months) listens a little: cannot understand he might be
reason, light to me. Victor grips my shoulder. In 1990 the cops
knocked his eye out with a baton. </span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>Later
the nurse helps get me out, we change the bed, I piss in a bottle,
wash with a basin and flannel, the bed is made, I get back in, leg
up: I am re-established. Morning will bring. </b></span></span>
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">**************
******************** ********************************** *********</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">***********************
******************************** **********************</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>a
map and a way of himself and his play and his years:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>and in the map of truth, a labyrinth
of lies; and his
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>mother his father, the time and the
love of things, is a</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>terrible tattoo of names and roads
and girls and men. A history.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>and the mountains unclimbed, and the
things undone:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>the birds, the vibrating birds, the
hum and the buzz:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>a map on the unknowing back of his
life and his time unread:</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>his breath his bread his hands.
Crossed. The work of his hands.</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b>A tear, a great tear that fell from
his gentle rainbow of thoughts</b></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><b> <span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">that
turned and redburnfroze to ecstatic static glass</span></span></b></span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;">**************
******************** ********************************** *********</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: medium;">***********************
******************************** **********************</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;">Waiting
to be happened to can be terrible:</span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">but,
it happens: you imagine that they will</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">cut
– one seems sacrifice – but Third Man</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">has
had many ops, knows the land, the lie,</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">the
lies: is about at night, being.</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Paracetemol
only - this morning. The air conditioner sings.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">======================================================================</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<h3 class="western" lang="en-AU">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">Today,
the sun: the master machine. Third Man reports</span></span></h3>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">of
a man who has lost a leg, who “has the right attitude”. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">True.
I read a book, forgetting what might or might not be true, is.</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<h3 class="western" lang="en-AU">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">Everywhere
they are moving, waking, dying, arising, and</span></span></h3>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">Here,
and there: recording, relaying, collating; notes are made, records.</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">(One
is perhaps information, hopefully registering, remembered.)</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">The
sun winks – it knows – Te Ra knows – somehow things work.</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in; text-indent: -0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">Systems.
There is always doubt, error, annoyance….</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">Remember
falling and then the click, the snap: definite, clear.</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">16/1/04</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.75in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;">
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Hospital
3 </span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">I
am now demoted! A man of eighty or so is in the bed opposite.</span></span></div>
<h4 class="western" lang="en-AU" style="margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: medium;">My
operation is over if not out. One accustoms. Each minute is </span></span>
</span></h4>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">to
be resurrected into a bank of jewels, or violets, the music stealing</span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">(as
is the usual case with these things).</span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Know
that layers on layers hereby lie: note this: note that as I am now
writing this after the time it took place, or as I recall it took
place (I think I had come out of an operation, and my recollections
are still uncertain as to time and exact place) reality is
impossible, though a bus is undoubtedly still a bus. </span></span>
</span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in; text-indent: -0.25in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.38in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: medium;">Stealth
– how time throats us. An old man with my name, Richard, is here
now. It is very hot, as they don’t open the side windows: I am
sweating and swelling: I turn the fan on...</span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">how
to say things? I evaded </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;">
</span>
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<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">the
claw of the Wahi Ngaro </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I
watch the boxing, a little ill from some tramadol I think I took and
one (the only one) inject of morphine from the machine. Mundine
defeats a Jap boxer – with courage the Japanese man comforts his
daughter. Mundine was fast. But the Japanese man – the man, the
father, he falls but falls with courage. </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div lang="en-AU" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Suddenly
I fear death. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU">The
old man has come from another hospital, is very old, perhaps his is
some terrible struggle. I hope he recovers. I too have reason to
live. To struggle. Third Man calls people </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU"><i>whanau</i></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU">
– wants to know about everyone’s </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU"><i>whanau</i></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span lang="en-AU">.
He has “F U C K Y O U” tattooed on his forehead. </span></span></span></span></span>
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When night falls, the faces will die.</div>
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I want the red glass.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Everything is in this land, and
everything is in the ruby.
</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
But, like sleep-walkers, people walk
toward their doom.</div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Everything is gone.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
It is time to discover your shoes.</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: white;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-US">white
the dark the dark the light the light the white beyond the light the
hot the light </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-US"><i>and
did we tell you?! and did we tell you?!</i></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-US">
the white white light </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-US"><i>mein
Gott</i></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span lang="en-US">
the endless the huge the huge the church the light </span></span></span></span></b></span>
</span></div>
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<i>where
no flower can wither</i></div>
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<br /></div>
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at odds and ends with
it. serene beauty.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
what it
says matters.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
matter matters
the stutter of things</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Coleman’s mustard,
Pam’s Mild Indian Curry, two</div>
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Rubbers,
sellotape, black pepper,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Premium Golden Soy Sauce
Crayola,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Borges Extra Light 100%
Olive Oil
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
ruler, tooth brush, scissors,
box-cutter, pen,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
screwdriver, scales, broken
books Tahiti book, news paper</div>
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<br /></div>
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</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
vituperative critics.
death - requiem</div>
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of those the day the piano died:</div>
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who now in thought
</div>
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enchanted under moon</div>
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on the perfect white</div>
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of keys do silent glide : </div>
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<i>for he who would die </i>
</div>
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<i> his head beside the silent stream</i></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i> would live and breathe</i></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i> as
if by glass a shadow on the wind</i></span></span></span></div>
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<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
</div>
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<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">But life </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">is more than doublings:
there are true ways and straight as just now the </span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">agents explode in some
Chirician street where the sense as of the Unreal </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">hovers so perpetually
that nightmares seem normal. In Robbe-Grillet’s </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">or
example, or his </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"> the fabled detail
endlessly</span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">redefines the aching
sense of possibility. The very withholding of plot </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">or human intercession is
indeed the terrible power of everything about to </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">happen. And think of
Jason in </span><i style="color: white; font-size: x-large;">The <span style="background-color: black;">Sound & Fury</span></i><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"> </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"> by Faulkner. </span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Reading the latter
there is the feeling so palpably transmitted of a</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">thumping petrol
migraine, and of minds and worlds corrupted, indeed </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">evil, except perhaps
for Caddy and Benji (who’se the Idiot) and Dilsey </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">the good nigger, and
maybe the other Quentin who drowns himself, and to </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">cap it all the tiny
preacher. But this isn’t something on paper.</span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">we came to
encounter such rock—to the buggered valleys</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">of bone profound</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">of lost unlick —</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">it seemed some
breath in a flute</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">engendered some
calling coiling thing -</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">a thing so godly
ablaze</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">it would be isole
candles penile atrembling</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">in the one million
cathedral:</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">as if blub blub
blubs bubbled in a madman’s flask</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">their false again,
their knack-dark ways,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">and still by that
pain</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">that needle needs
of us —</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">requisite for
those high torments</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">yet she came</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red;">say she did of
came? eh?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">say</span></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">They expired into
your yellow, red, green</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">and purple flaming
dreams and loves,</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.49in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">weird and magical
as yellow spiders in black fields.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
foreward
backward: then here come the march of distribution, startle.</div>
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the
eagle stare. then went the reverse to space whence
unsteel. of
</div>
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course
you the stars. then if a bloom, nothing is not <i>not</i>
something,</div>
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yet
a sheer. whereby enormous. once there was as steps. up upon the
up.</div>
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we
don’t do <i>do</i>. as agrarian. i indeed igloo yet yellow
to unheard the</div>
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extent.
<i>not </i> facing. <i>not </i> impending. and distributed,
could shatter to</div>
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unstick
the sprig because wire desire. Enough. <i>Ich habe Genug</i>
<i>ein</i></div>
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<i>cochin</i>.
water. satrebach. blue is you. something. something and
a</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
cluster
how a) because, or b) . because. thus if thus. we
weren't</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
trunks.
death. by salient. until. it wants to be singular.
desperation by ballot. it</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.34in;">
declined
to decline. sun. soared up to sacrifice. one metre to
one</div>
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matchbox.
six by six by six say. Intransigent. Implosion. pan sudden to</div>
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spider
to black. you, too, have three heads.
</div>
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<br /></div>
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everything is so
quietly remarkable.</div>
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Could you? What
did they know? Eh? as if knowledge</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
Were some fixed,
precious performance - fashioned?</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
No! Still you
stared: and she looked back, and waved.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
It was time...</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
...dream entry of
Disney silly of</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
impossibles made
usual. So they left you</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
and the builders’
labourers ceased their wolf whistles.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
There was a gradual
dimming until</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
mechanic mad men
ruled the earth.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
But Sir! Sir! I go
you can’t let,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
Impatient as you
are — damn you Sir! I claw</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
at your coat you
Seaman: oh you ancient</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
Seaman you —
Fishman, heaving thru moments —</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
there were maybe
300,000 that day, maybe:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
And you should have
seen</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
all those tiny
infinities:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
In fact, we
cross-examined</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
a truck driver, a
professor, a cleaner, a clown,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
an electrician, and
we even...</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
Those original
things you see,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
the starting
points,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
keep poking my ribs
— and, the child’s eye,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
the whale’s eye —
and the tentacles, tentacles</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
reaching! Still
the ravenous sea. Still the gulls</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
Above: “There we
are.” She said. I yessed at her,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
but it echoed into
questions, I did so want</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
to be infinitely
joined</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
or to be a part of
her, or in her —</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
but I forgot, the
instant instant of her sound start.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
I’m afraid. I’m
afraid you can never know</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
us or them or we or
I. Pronouns die in heroic —</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
But they keep
playing that</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
come go come go
come again game. Suddenly</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
Suddenly I
looked up —</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
And her eyes were
my wise.</div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
magnifying glass.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
sunlight outside.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
George Herbert’s poem “The
Flower”</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i>where no flower can
wither</i>.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
I sit here. A
helicopter chops the sky.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
today the light.</div>
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<br /></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">Tomorrow, for example, whole cities</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">will turn upside down -</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">and your grandmother will walk on the
ceiling,</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">humming music by the latest iconoclast.</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">Men with black noses will thow balls</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">of snow-covered meaning into her
preying face.</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">She will be chirping in bird shriek:</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">“I’ve found a burning brightly.
I’ve found a</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">brightly burning tiger, symmetrical
striding</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">across the red land,</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">thru the blue forest toward a golden
dread hand,</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">with immense powers of analysis.”</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">You will get up, pull up your trousers,</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">and walk into tomorrow like you were</span></div>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: left;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">the day itself. This poem
has decided to stop now.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">set forth as the
evening spread its legs. I was waiting for a gesticulation of
Whichness. J</span><span style="font-size: large;">ust as then as
when. Pocket edition. Once upon a space. Light. Something suggests.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">The opening Is the
ending. A dead genius. I (did I?) mention the blue cup?</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">As if Peterson
could see through the wooden menagerie and into a sort of green
ash </span><span style="font-size: large;">of what could be
construed as a fatal flaw. His moustache twitched Because the
rabbit </span><span style="font-size: large;">was quite Irate
now but died anyway. oh to be Mad now as England is
obliterated.</span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">twitter Quiver, in
the muscular sense I've been There. you were twenty feet below
muttering </span><span style="font-size: large;">about the
inconstancy of waves, and how everything and everyone are Much
themselves </span><span style="font-size: large;">these days – as,
indeed, all things fall, Or become woods in the blackest air these
royal times </span><span style="font-size: large;">of resplendence
when Grin Man came, and little people set forth To the Excitement.
Day by </span><span style="font-size: large;">day the brick
fa</span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">ç</span><span style="font-size: large;">ade let nothing slip,
yet the shadow Was forever at hand, and you </span><i style="font-size: x-large;">felt </i><span style="font-size: large;">things: </span><span style="font-size: large;">things glowed, and
it was enough to Know, if know you did or could, or at least to be
certain </span><span style="font-size: large;">of never
completing the issue – imagined as a mechanical Digger Paws like a
steel horse, </span><span style="font-size: large;">angry at being
alive only to discover itself: angry, and terrified, and joyful as if
the city's </span><span style="font-size: large;">orgasm, eternally
burning in the writhing Nothingness, had left your skull, like a man
leaving </span><span style="font-size: large;">his large white Bone House for the office: had sought Entrance, and
you too stared out </span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
thus you machine
man thus you machine man</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
you machine man
thus you machine you</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
thus machine man
you machine man thus thus</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
so thus you
cracking cracking cracking so</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
you machine you
machine you machine you m</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
achine man you you
you machine you machine</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
e man thus you
thus you machine man machi</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
ne man machine man
thus you mechanical ma</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
chine</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
semen
gunpowder whose inseperable</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
petrol love is lopped modern
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
as a
computer animal to a double</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
intent of whose interest value
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
belies the
hidden skipping</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
in
the chewing gum street</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: -0.13in;">
whence our knowledges</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
are
of steam drains and the ones
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
who
croaked about The Void.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
Avoid
the void</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
cracking his ice in
the sinuous.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.5in;">
cracking his icy
crackle of light.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in;">
cracking
his icy crackle in the sinuous.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in;">
cracking
his ice in the sinuous</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in;">
cracking
cracking cracking cracking</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in;">
cracking
cracking cracking cracking</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.25in;">
cracking
cracking cracking cracking crack</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.01in;">
<br /></div>
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----------------------- “<i>Time passes, time
passes, and I lie alone</i>.”</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
as I have said
before.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
i’ll
say it again again</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
the</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
fing er nail
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
the
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
piece of hair</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.13in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
Dietrich –
interrogated – himself –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
in his usual,
frantic, exhaustive, way:</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
*</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
the. right.
hand. tries.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
to <i>imagine</i>
the left.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
*</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
eternal
ecstasy: but things keep disappearing</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
that tree there,
that new paint. sitting and thinking.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
an ant passes, a
car, a cat, they come home. it.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="background-color: white; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: white; color: magenta; font-family: "verdana" , "arial" , "helvetica";">Mawus
rinks rf6us fluffas vints minds vowus vimus bb3us blubb lunks to it
hive 24Kh7 buffs dawns lunkus harangue 5 aulds gates taurus bulls
vimus lunks to it gives 25.Rxg6+ jogas guffaws vides budus mates 6
haves vides lunksus kh8us harangues lunkus bg7us gangways kg8us
gaunthugs lunks be5us ebblug lunks to it finishy 27.Bf6+ jastha
fluffas budus mates 5 haves mawus warble vides binds potus botus
pivot piton tipin vowus vimus pints punts vious vulcan nagus gacks
dinks quark rajus jarus jahus huffs reink keyus faces lended its
thorn visage vints kites vimus wipey its hotin visage hoods necks
wants yinus vimus payer whitens porky vints vetus hipster vints wonky
entropy whisk rf6us fluffas vints yinus haves mawus wangs warble
binds blips potus botin vints piton tipin vowus vimus pints punts
vious vints vulcan vines nagus gacks dinks quick quark vowus vimus
drink vides rajus jarus jahus keyus jastha huffs faces recinds lended
its thorn visage vints kites vimus keyes wipey keyus tinas dinks
lunks to it friv 24.Rf6 Bxb3 fives cfous bucks fairs fauxs pasin
keynub visage keyus flaunt fancy frugal avuncular links lunks rf6us
fluffas flubbas flackas fanghug flashus flawsus flapsas faraway
keythen lunks rf6us flaunts effect fleece affable flank danks dunks
daffy ducks duffy lunks to it hive 24Kh7 buffs dawns lunkus harangue
5 aulds gates taurus bulls vimus lunks to it gives 25.Rxg6+ jogas
guffaws vides budus mates 6 haves vides lunks to it hives 25Kh8
26.Bg7+ aortad gangways lunks to it givein 26Kg8 27.Bxe5+ jastha
lunks ebblug lunks to it finishy 27.Bf6+ jastha fluffas budus mates 5
haves vides jarus rajus keyus rules jello jurys outon tinks kinds
keyus macks dinks flaps facts wadus hurry arcus cinch diffy carus
wrack inara keydas vulcan keyus bands jamus nadda bagus clang addus
macks dinks dangs bands hungs hangs vints vowus vimus haves garage
yinus babus dandy apply bagus faces bungs upsus kestrel hugas keyin
erstwhile balls under keyus count gacks dinks danks backs vowus vimus
pinus dangs nagus macks hacks dinks brags inara keynub keydas vulcan
mades anyus clamp bands durns keyon ammos bungs upsus kestrel hangs
hungs vints vowus vimus haves gassy gusts gaunts grass vamus cants
flavs chaps chugs gulch clutch catch clubs cabus bucks backs clucky
blubbs umsus either rinks dives guild effect it tinks haves mawus
rf6us fluffas;</span></span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
I</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
And the daft
butcunning lunatic</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
*</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
they have departed
for Spain</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
where the
buildings.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
things happen in
Spain...</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
(craggly
mountains, oldness, love</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
and milkshakes at
noon: or bulls or</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
the wind is seen
and they have roads etc</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
the nightingale
Church shape.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
with a voice,
that,
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
remindsus, those
of us with <i>debentures</i>, of –</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
something
exquisite or</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
maybe it is</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
just that we read
about it all somewhere…?
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
II</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
Snip
Snaps</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
the beauty
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
Of
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
this
pale rose</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
that
blushes</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
is like 100
million flattened</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
baked bean.
tins.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
somewhere a
mathematician,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
who is (probly)
tone deaf</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
writes: f = 2t cos
z</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
where z is.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
*
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
Spain again.
V.M.Z.B. etc</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
*</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
how
? many
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.63in;">
light.years.are.left??
</div>
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Calculating time by time and dividing
by time
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these things of
lament fall upon us as dark green quilts on aged men
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where women wail. Forever fingers of
the living root down to grip.</div>
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To disappear into the sands. As in
Scott of <i>Lammermoor</i> .
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<i>'The quicksanded cities.</i>' as I
wrote, using the image of man and horse</div>
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plunging. To disappear. And the vents
of fury among the loud mountains:</div>
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Why have we not passaged here?</div>
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We have something to teach, to say.
We could treat time</div>
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like Cantor's Alephs, and find that
time by time yields</div>
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time only, and time times time is
Aleph time. </div>
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'<i>We are lost in gelid time. We are
the fools of time. Time was</i>.'</div>
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What to teach? They wait. The shadows
grow. Man's, in history.</div>
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Of Emerson, though, we have little.
As said. What sounds?</div>
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What do you mean? Is it known? Know
thou? Sit by the fire.</div>
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At the camp fire – much mad truth.
Old woes.
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Things keep living in this old chaos,
under the sun, of the.
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How can we evaluate? Ejaculate,
expatiate: things leap.</div>
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The undulant
ambiguations, you know</div>
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them, they descend. How much
redundancy adds to the immensity</div>
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of rock giants? Who sang? Who
yes-noed?</div>
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The parade begins. She holds my hand.
We had purpose, if fear,
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but we lived, took positions. We were
on the line.
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Why did I not seize her? Where is
she? Time is gone, passed
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as if it had not begun, except in
dream. Was we dream?</div>
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Then they found me, and the machines.
These proliferate:</div>
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everywhere there is a clicking of
meanings. God is knitting.</div>
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Messages are inserted or race into
the totality of
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completed futility. Click click clack
smack smack smack.
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Where is the end? Le be be finale.
Let <i>seem</i> be icecream</div>
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in an<i> ice dream.</i> But what of
mentioned the wires?</div>
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The wires keep creeping, like wires,
wirely. Nervous, nervous nerves.</div>
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All things begin pump. Things flow
every where. Fire.</div>
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Decent ones stay away. Wary, they
creep down town.
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Even old people. I remain old with
severe thoughts</div>
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marked. My wise saws. My instances. I
remain</div>
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not a youthful age but stay severely
as I am.</div>
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It is a writhing living thing, a mass
mountain impossible to be
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man or women however born: see it, it
is awash with
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configurations and gibbering mirrors:
it is afire with
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language whose excess and whose
excessive excess</div>
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bursts instantly into endless flame.
These birds</div>
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fight each other to death, the poem
grows in monstrousness</div>
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never before felt, or imagined, and
it always wriggles away.</div>
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Then in the language
inferno they found me, and the machines</div>
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had proliferate:
everywhere nowhere there is a clicking of</div>
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insane meanings.
Messages race into the totality of computed</div>
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and purple futility.
Where is the end if not the linkage?</div>
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The wires smile with
sarc sparks, and continue creeping, like wires.</div>
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Decent people stay
clear. They never knock or ring. Wary, they creep</div>
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down town, possibly on
Broadway. Even old people. I remain old with</div>
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severe thoughts marked.
My sore wise saws. My instant instances:</div>
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You wanted it though?
Eh? Didn't ya want it? I remain</div>
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not a youthful age but
stay severely. I am what.
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I always wanted to make
chemical music but my career path
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led me into pornography
and all those asms and cosmic chasms</div>
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that they all plunge
in. The point, we seek it. We are. A thing shudders.</div>
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Material mystery,
extass. They – right now – gathered – discovering</div>
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the mark and the
why-questions or significations re-reading Browning</div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>and
the sea beckons</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>always to those orange others<br />who fly to
it<br />that they might immerse<br />in its mighty and liquid bones:<br />the
immense echo<br />of its dimension<br />that growls its thought in
groans...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>you
really are ignorant of the sea <br />and know not that there are
mountains<br />under there that are<br />higher than Everest -</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>and
nor do you know<br />as neither do I<br />that eyes do swivel<br />in
doubling turns<br />and that the hearts of globes<br />do crack with
light</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>The
voices were</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>not mad.</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>Thoughts</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>ascend. Why</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>the choired,</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>seeming. Seem-</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>ing endless.</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>They were.</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>Unity. Great hope</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>and thirst. The</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>and a place,</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>somehow. Some</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>where of. De-</b></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>light. The
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Richardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10272507198753290435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19744635.post-43026229260287623032018-04-20T22:25:00.001+12:002023-06-05T23:35:47.772+12:00We Wake to Grieving this Christmas Coming Morning<p> EYELIGHT<br /><br /> <br /> THE INFINITE PROJECT<br /><br /><br /> <br />_______________________________________________________________________________<br /><br /> </p><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p><p>WE WAKE TO GRIEVING THIS CHRISTMAS-COMING MORNING<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />_______________________________________________________________________________<br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /> <br /><br /> <br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br />WE WAKE TO GRIEVING THIS CHRISTMAS-COMING MORNING<br /><br />(Drafted first in 1987 and revised in 1988 and may times: in regard to (the deaths of and the (difficult) year of ) my father Leslie Taylor (from London, England) who died of lung cancer and also my father in law Paul Manoah aka Poloainga Manoah, born in N.Z. of a Samoan father and an English mother.)<br /><br />NOTE - Both would be bemused if not puzzled to be associated with this: my father with Maoritanga (or indeed this rather pathetic and melodramatic "outburst"), and Paul or Pollo (other nick names) with the same as indeed he was very much of an "English" or Kiwi upbringing but the Samoan influence was there of course.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br />I wake to grieving this Xmas-coming morning:<br />we are two fathers grieving in our joy.<br /><br />I wake<br />seas escape<br />the worlds my eyes<br /><br />who stare from their Skull of Space<br /><br />Oh day be brief, for this Xmas my joy is grief.<br /><br />Grief points. There:<br /><br />Old brown tortured face<br />hair white.<br />Mouth open,<br />in last,<br />terrible gasp.<br /><br />My father.<br /><br />Ash.<br /><br />Oh curse damn burn bless rage and love you my father:<br />Let seas be blood, there’ll be no rage at any dying light.<br /><br />My father who is, was.<br />He. He who each day re-died:<br />eyes screwed, veins like rivers,<br />burning with hell song,<br />swelling, some ancient loss.<br />The cause, the hidden, twisting barb of this,<br />he would not un-tell.<br /><br /><br /><br />Perhaps this carefully wrapped agony,<br />his self’s seed or engine,<br />he kept and nurtured: like coral undersea<br />it glowed and burned, out of sight, secreted:<br />Lest it lose its lustre in the cold and light?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br /><br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br /><br /><br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora)<br /><br />.......................................<br />But Grief points again:<br />There another lies,<br />stiff, yellow,<br />and he, too,<br />cut by cancer.<br />Wax man.<br />Sculpture in terror –<br />No peace.<br /><br />This other man my other father I see.<br /> <br /><br /><br /><br />He is us all. All men, all women, all …<br />…all life.<br /><br /><br />Dying, our eyes<br />Become,<br />Cunning with fear,<br />Cunning with pain.<br /><br />Dark yellow face, tranced.<br /><br />We neared his bed, drew close,<br />later moved to leave.<br />He sat upright:<br />“No! No! Don’t go! Stay! Don’t go!<br />Stay, stay, please, please; stay!”<br /><br />Aunt Nola hugged him,<br />Victor, my rough boy, held him.<br /><br />I - speechless.<br /><br />He spoke:<br />“My name is,<br />I - I am Paul<br />I am Pau -<br />I am - ”<br /><br />So now I wake to Grief,<br />For now, this Xmas-coming morning<br />We are two fathers less.<br /><br />My (my?) father:<br />“Last night there was blood.”<br /><br />Curse damn bless and love you my fathers.<br /><br />and<br /><br />Still, still, my kinder sleep<br />deep in their wrapt night.<br />It is a silent night:<br />Yet something strange, something dark,<br />Spiders their dreams…<br /><br />Morning:<br />Tuis-<br />Two fathers-<br />Light-<br />Tears.<br /><br />The vast city of my heart<br />A burnt Hiroshima.<br /><br /><br />Bless, bless. Let seas be blood<br />Let terror stay pure and lo-<br />and lo-<br />I could not speak<br />we could not speak<br />we can never speak-<br />Tell me who can speak?<br /><br />My creator.<br />Ash.<br /><br /> … damn burn bless rage love you f :<br />Let seas be blood, there’ll be no dying of the raging light.<br /><br />I stagger from my web of dreams,<br />and I remember, I remember<br />The little people,<br />tiny before The Ogre:<br />Leaning or standing in the hallway:<br />they were off to hear The Announcement<br />“You have two years.”<br /><br />Both men: gone.<br /><br />Let descend the golden knife<br />And let it flash a circle in the sun. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mat-<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br /><br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br /><br /><br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora<br />Kaora kaora<br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />Here is the list:<br />Father A,<br />Father B,<br />There is no end to the list:<br />Uneasy, uneasy, we turn in our unanswered sleep<br />and dream. So much death.<br /><br />In Death’s Forest lives<br />The Tiger Life.<br /><br />(“Lovely” she said, hearing of the new tiger cubs.<br /><br /><br /><br />Consider.<br /><br />*****************************************<br /><br />O Xmas long ago<br />I recall a joyful night,<br />when Paulo, dressed in a Santa suit,<br />with his flying-boat-bell<br />that I dying to<br />he would make its tongue clang:<br />-Children rushing:<br />“Santa’s here! Santa’s here!”<br />For he was the Kumeu Santa.<br /><br />I remember, I remember, his stories, his magic:<br />His tortuous tales:<br />The one about the Whale<br />The one about the bullocks,<br />The hidden-treasure one,<br />(Treasure in a Pyramid half-buried in the sand).<br /><br />I remember him –<br />Cavorting, clowning: brown bright face,<br />Hilarious in a beaver hat:<br />bright eyes through dark window.<br />Xmas night.<br /><br />“He’s as mad as a snake!”<br />Grandma would growl.<br /><br />He who was man the maker,<br />was wrapped in flag,<br />and dropped in a death box.<br /><br />Came Great Whale Death<br />Disturbing his waves before,<br />…then…<br />Restlessly, endlessly, fearfully…<br />Moved my father’s hand:<br />In its clasp -<br />A soft cloth.<br /><br /><br />xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx<br /><br />[ Paul aka Poloaiga Manoah (ca 1926) - 1987 )<br /><br />My other father, Paul, said:<br />“This pain I can bear, these tablets, I have these…”<br />“How are you?” I asked, fearing touching.<br />“I am O.K., everything is O.K. … Except - ”<br /><br />Fear of Except,<br />shut me.<br /><br />I failed.<br /><br />But Victor caressed him.<br />Long, long, in the final room<br />my rough boy held him.<br />And that cold day in the gloom<br />in the white house by the blackening pines<br />he held out his hand like a leaf<br />searching for heat from the sun<br />that would be love that day and that night<br />in the house his home by the pines by the hill.<br /><br />xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx<br /><br />Stone.<br />Stone cracks, breaks -<br />Rock, ice, water,<br />Destroy to soil.<br /><br />In a corner of my garden I feel the tree of sorrow grow.<br />This being so, and now that daffodils dance,<br />and freesias wake the spring:<br />Let us speak of death.<br /><br />For death we love.<br />Kind Death, beautiful Death.<br />He comes in many hats:<br />Know he arrives at unjust times,<br />Is never cautious or propitious,<br />Indeed, for the “good”, mostly too soon.<br /><br />Let us sing of Death –<br /><br />Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora<br />Death life death life<br />Death death death<br />Life life life –<br />Life sprouts from the soil of death,<br />Kamate kamate ka ora ka ora<br />See the women sway as if in ballet<br />In the dance of life -<br />Entranced eyes<br /><br />The dance of life, the dance of death,<br />Dance dance dance to life.<br /><br />Now that we have spoken of Spring<br />And stones, and how Good Death grows<br />Like a plant: let us now kneel to rage.<br />Let us erupt our volcanic souls;<br />Unhide our calm,<br />and let spurt and spout our tearing venom,<br />that is from the snake of the not now love,<br />We shake.<br /><br />On Sunday I saw leaves float up from the garden fire:<br />I could not and cannot conceive of that fire’s centre’s heat –<br />the cut hedge burning. Ash Sunday.<br />I noted the ashes<br />were the souls of<br />dead dried writhed leaves.<br />Perhaps they floated from the frantic flames<br />that were like Beings jumping to leaf-parachutes;<br />Black ash parachutes.<br /><br />In the ash I saw nothing. Nothing.<br /><br />Oh curse rage burn-bless and love you my father –<br />Let seas be blood, but there’ll be no dying light:<br />Rage.<br />Now that we have wept,<br />Who was, is my father,<br />My creator,<br />Is Ash.<br />Ash.<br /><br />**************************************<br /><br />Enter.<br />Enter the cathedral,<br />Listen to God.<br />Hear the silent explosions of your footfall,<br />Here, with awful care, pace this place<br />Where ancient curved columns<br />Were hewn from silence –<br />Or tongue-less men placed them.<br />Here. Gaze up to the perfect vault –<br />Arch-tense, tensile, graceful: violent in self-contort.<br />Here, in this place, speak the unspeakable.<br />Here! Now! Now! Curse God – blaspheme.<br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br /><br /><br /><br />Here, now, in this place.<br /><br />Peer into the cathedral.<br />Look within your father’s head.<br />Here, cantatas of joy<br />Sang in his temple.<br /><br />My father, who now is ash,<br />Had touched the earth:<br />His eye, mind, ear, were<br />To colour words and music tuned:<br />He missed no subtleties of violets<br />Juxtaposed on shaded green…<br />Gloried in the lovely light.<br />Colour breath<br />Shape heart<br />Form blood.<br /><br />Such his mix,<br />And to the boy who came, he told about the stars.<br /><br />***************************************<br /><br />Blood.<br />He, his eyes distant,<br />Spoke kindly to the boy who came:<br />Showed him the wonder, the texture,<br />The simplicity and intricate diverging of leaf veins:<br />Nature’s Structure, designed to pump sap<br />Or blood: the seething babbling blood, that<br />Thunders round the frame of man,<br />Round my father in red rivers ran.<br />He spoke to the boy who came<br />And agelessly lifted him.<br /><br />But now he is crushed, ashed;<br />Ground down by death’s wait –<br />Flesh and bone<br />To dust to ash to stone.<br /><br />Brown leaves,<br />Twisted, turned, charred in a million variations,<br />Cluster in the garden:<br />They have been squashed by a merciless hand,<br />And have the form of a petrid agony.<br />Yet, they are content, and<br />Lie still.<br /><br />*************************************<br />I wake to grieving this Xmas-coming morning<br />For we are two fathers grieving in our joy.<br /><br />Listen, and hear the tui’s belling song.<br />and in that song, recall you are a man,<br />a father yourself.<br /><br />Take courage, fall not into this futile<br />and constant bleak of heart<br />for things as they are<br />you cannot change.<br /><br />For they, your kinder dream,<br />and others. And those you love,<br />if love you can.<br />Women only thus<br />will look to man.<br />Still, still, my kinder sleep<br /><br />Deep in their wrapt night.<br /><br />It is a silent night:<br /><br />And something light and light<br />Spins in their dreams…<br /><br />..............................................................................<br /><br />Fool, undo your slobbered past, and live,<br />And dance awake: & lust in light.<br />Yours is a fortunate chance…<br />Take it, and<br /><br />Be.<br /><br />(And remember ash, and remember berry)…<br /><br />Enter the Cathedral<br />Enter the Cathedral<br />Enter the Cathedral<br />Enter the Cathedral<br /><br />Of words and light.<br /><br />***************************<br /><br />Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora<br />Death life death life<br />Death death death<br />Life life life –<br />Life sprouts from the soil of death,<br />Kamate kamate ka ora ka ora<br />See the women sway in ballet<br />in the dance of life -<br />entranced their eyes<br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br /><br /> <br /><br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora<br /><br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br /><br /><br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br />Kaora kaora Kamate kamate<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /><br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br /><br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate<br />Ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka mate ka 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ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /><br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /> Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /><br /><br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br /><br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka 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ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br />Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka ora ka ora Ka<br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /> </p>Richardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10272507198753290435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19744635.post-83382623796387389012018-03-25T00:55:00.000+13:002018-12-17T12:27:47.901+13:00<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"></span><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><b> EYELIGHT</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 15pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><b> THE INFINITE PROJECT</b></span></div>
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<i><b> DRAFT C</b></i></div>
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y e</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99;"><span style="background: transparent;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"> eye
is seeing and being</span></span></span></span><br />
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is blue brown or grey</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is black or other</span></div>
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is</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is eye</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is lustrous or strange of colour</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is light on eyelight scrawled</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is hope</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is desire and sigh</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is see</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is of the ineluctable</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is trust and fear</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is water and dust</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is love</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is blankness and delight</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is people is people</span></div>
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is pop</span></div>
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is delight of bird</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is horror of wound</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is I saw gull with one leg severed</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is sad and later and after forgets</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is seeing and hoping</span></div>
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is deceiving</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is sweet descent and great descant</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is concise as lines</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is eternal thought</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is rock and ash and blood</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is pity or is harsh of heart</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is son and song</span></div>
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is child and sweet</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is thought</span></div>
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is</span></div>
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is death and the way</span></div>
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is love and luminous</span></div>
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is fire and hand and hard</span></div>
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is</span></div>
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is begin and end and egg</span></div>
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is lie there is no end or begin</span></div>
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is pluck</span></div>
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is dark and stern with storms</span></div>
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is terrible and drinks death</span></div>
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is mercy</span></div>
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is offend or smile or wise</span></div>
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is sea blue wise</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is omega and noun and nous</span></div>
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is lumen</span></div>
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is</span></div>
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is reflect and ripple and still</span></div>
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is quill</span></div>
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is word</span></div>
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is thought and spiritual space</span></div>
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is sea</span></div>
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is nothing and all</span></div>
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is one</span></div>
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is love or gone or rills</span></div>
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is hills where speech is death</span></div>
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is great and complex bread</span></div>
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is mathematics</span></div>
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is translucency</span></div>
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is complexity deferred</span></div>
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is joy for she was my mother</span></div>
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is suffer the gull or the woman</span></div>
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is child</span></div>
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is the man</span></div>
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is all language</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is speech and silence </span></div>
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is i</span></div>
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is thin blue ink</span></div>
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is death and exult</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is dream of waves</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is motion</span></div>
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is</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is how would I hold you</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is perplexity and anger and peace</span></div>
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is forest</span></div>
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is forgive</span></div>
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is eternal unterminate torment</span></div>
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is could be</span></div>
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is possibility </span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is e ...y...e</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is </span><i style="background-color: transparent; color: #ffff99; font-family: 'lucida handwriting', cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;">si</i></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"><i> </i>eye
is an ancient irradiate star</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is a black factory</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is blue</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is ship</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is eternal colour</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is woman and man</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is language</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is all </span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye
is</span><br />
<span style="color: #ffff99; font-family: 'lucida handwriting', cursive; font-size: 13pt; text-indent: 1.25in;"> eye</span></div>
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<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<strike>I <span style="color: white;">WANT TO
EMPHASISE THAT WHAT I AM DOING HERE AND ON THE INFINITE</span></strike></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>PROJECT WHILE
IT IS ONE WORK IT IS NOT POETRY OR ART ALTHOUGH IT
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>INVOLVES BOTH
THESE THINGS...</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>IT IS
POTENTIALLY A MULTIMEDIA WORK THAT HAS NO BELIEF IN ANYTHING</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>EXCEPT THE
NORMAL CONSTANT HOPE ALL HUMANS HAVE</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>IT IS A WORK
THAT GESTURES TOWARD THE POTENTIAL OF ALL PEOPLE</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>BEING
PARTICIPANT IN WHAT WE MIGHT CALL ART OR CREATIVE ACTIVITY OF</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>ALL KINDS BUT
IT LOOKS NOT TO "EXCELLENCE" NECESSARILY BUT TOWARDS</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>PARTICIPATION
AND COOPERATION RATHER THAN COMPETION AND "GENIUS"</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>I AT FIRST
ADMIT I CONCEIVED A "GREAT" WORK BUT NOW I SEE IT SIMPLY AS</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>A PHEMOMENA
.... IN SOME PUBLICATIONS FROM EYELIGHT THERE ARE SPACES</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>LEFT AND
INVITATIONS FOR ANYONE TO PARTICIPATE ANYTHING</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>IN SUCH A THING
EVERYONE WOULD BE ACCEPTED AND THE ONLY LIMITATIONS</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>WOULD BE SPACE
OTHERWISE SELECTION WOULD BE EVERYONE OR FAILING
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>THAT A RANDOM
SELECTION. DE FACTO THOUGH, EVERYONE IS EQUAL. AS MY</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>SON SAID TO ME
ONE DAY QUITE PASSIONATELY AND I LEARNT FROM IT:</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>EVERY HUMAN
BEING, EVERY SOUL, MATTERS: IF THERE IS NO SOUL OR MEANING</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>IN THE UNIVERSE
IT IS A SAD PLACE AND IN FACT THIS IS AN IMPOSSIBLITY.</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>GOD
SIMULTANSESOULSY EXISTS AND DOES NOT EXIST
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>ALL THINGS ARE
POSSIBLE SCIENCE HAS NEVER AND WILL NEVER EXPLAIN</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>ANYTHING EXCEPT
IN THE SENSE THAT IT DESCRIBES</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>THE DEEP AND
IMPORTANT SPRITUAL METAPHYSICAL QUESTIONS ARE BEYOND</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>HUMAN CONCEIVING
WE CAN NEVER KNOW WHAT CONSCIOUSNESS IS</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>IT IS IMPOSSIBLE
TO KNOW WHY THERE IS SOMETHING RATHER THAN NOTHING
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>THAT WE DONT AND
WILL NEVER KNOW THE QUIDITAS OF THESE THINGS DOES</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>NOT MATTER. WE
CONTINUE AND WE MAKE. WE ACT AS IF WE ARE REAL</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>WE ACT AS IF WE
HAD A "FUTURE" WE KEEP GOING WE KEEP GOING UNTIL</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>WE CANT KEEP
GOING ANY MORE WHY ARE WE HERE? NO ONE KNOWS IT IS
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>GOOD THAT WE
DONT KNOW SOMETHINGS WE SHOULD LEAVE SOME THINGS
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>ALONE LEAVE
THE WILDERNESS LEAVE THE UNKNOWN UNKNOWN AND THUS</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>BEAUTY BECAUSE
IT IS MYSTERY
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>HOWEVER YOU WHO
CARRY ON AFTER THE LITERAL AND THEORETICAL DEATH</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>OF THE AUTHOR
WILL HAVE YOUR IDEAS ALL IDEAS ARE VALID NOTHING
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>CAN BE
CONSIDERED BAD BUT AS WE ARE SOCIAL BEINGS WE NEED TO MAKE</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>ETHICAL
SELECTIONS CONSIDERING OUR MORE OR LESS LIMITED STATE OF</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>BEING
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>WE NEED,
SOMEHOW, TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>WE NEED TO TRY
AND INVOLVE EVERYONE</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>MONEY AND FAME
ARE NOT THE ISSUES THE ISSUES ARE HUMAN HAPPINESS</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>IN SO FAR AS
THAT IS POSSIBLE IN THIS PURSUIT WE MAY LOOK EVERYWHERE</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>EVERYONE CAN
CONTRIBUTE NOTHING IS BETTER OR WORSE THAT ANY OTHER</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>THING THERE
ARE TO BE NO HEIRACHIES LET US LIVE AS LONG AS WE CAN</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>AND AS WELL AS
WE CAN LET US THINK OF THE CHILDREN AND THE
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>CREATURES OF THE
EARTH LET US TRY TO LOVE
</strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><strike>AND YOU YOURSELF
MUST BECOME THE MAKER: NO ONE IS BETTER, ALL SHOULD BE GIVEN A CHANCE
TO CREATE, TO MAKE: ALL NEED TO BE VALUED: THERE SHOULD BE 'NO DARK
SARCASM IN THE CLASSROOM', NO BULLYING. WE NEED TO CARE, WE HAVE IT
SEEMS ONLY THIS EARTH. IT MAY BE THE ONLY EARTH OR WORLD.
PROBABILITIES DO NOT ASSIST US IN EVALUATING THAT THERE ARE OTHER
BEINGS IN THIS UNIVERSE OUTSIDE THE EARTH. INDEED THERE ARE THOSE WHO
BELIEVE THERE ARE SUCH BEINGS AND THEY NEED TO BE RESPECTED. EACH HAS
HIS OR HER BELIEF OR WAY. WE ARE NOT ANGELS. WE EACH HAVE OUR LUSTS
AND WANTS OUR FEARS OUR PETTY HUNGERS. WE, AND I, THIRST FOR THINGS,
AND I CAN AND HAVE BEEN AS FOOLISH AND SELFISH AS ANYONE. BUT
ULTIMATELY THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME. IN A COMPLEX SENSE IT IS A WORK OF
ART OR AT LEAST IT IS A WORK OR PROCESS OF SOME KIND. THERE IS NO
MESSAGE. THE MESSAGE IS THAT YOU CAN DO THINGS. EVERYONE CAN ENACT
AND BE. LET EVERYONE. LET US NOT BULLYONE ANOTHER. LET US DO TO
OTHERS AS WE WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO US. LET US FORGIVE THEM FOR AS
CHRIST SAID 'THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO'. BUT IF WE EVOKE CHRIST LET
US THINK OF NIETZSCHE AND MARX AND ALL THE OTHER THINKERS AND DOERS.
LET US REMEMBER ROSA PARKS. LET US RECALL THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD AND
THE WRETCHED OF THE EARTH. LET US REMEMBER THE OLD THE LONELY THE
SICK AND THOSE IN PAIN. LET US LEARN TO FACE DEATH WITH COURAGE AND
TO HELP OTHERS. LET US LEARN TO BE. BUT LET US NOT FORGET THE
REALITIES OF THIS STRANGE WORLD AND WHILE WE ACT LET US DREAM AND LET
US CREATE AS WELL AS WE CAN CREATE. LET US BE STILL.</strike></span></div>
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by my father, an architect who also painted. R A K Mason can be seen
- drawn by my father in about 1930 or so. Some sketches by him also
of English scenes. "That's the wise thrush: he sings each song
twice over/ Unless you think he never could recapture / That first,
fine, careless rapture." This was the famous Browning poem he
liked to quote as well as some other poems. Browning was one of the
really great poets for sure...</span></div>
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<span style="color: white;">As my father knew
Mason he one day bought a book home of his work and I read them over
and over: they excited me enormously. I was a teenager when poetry
and art seemed even more intense.</span></div>
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<span style="color: white;">Words had then an
almost overwhelming effect upon me. I am still fascinated by words.
Of all the kinds of books I read, one category re dictionaries. I am
constantly referring to my Oxford Encyclopaedic Dictionary that I
asked my mother to buy me for my birthday in about 1991 when I came
here (Panmure) to live....</span><br />
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Victor would make us up coffee in a thermos and we would go for a</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffffcc;"> walk. So we walked up Mt Wellington or
Maungarei or down to the Panmure Basin (Waipuna), or the Tamaki
Estuary, or the Yacht Club (where the old Bridge used to be and not
far from the locus of Mokoia Pah. I was 58 when we started. We still
walk although now we do more work on our house here in Panmure
(painting, repairing etc) or we take 2 of my grandsons to the library
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<span style="color: #ffffcc;"> But during our many walks I took hundreds,
probably thousands of photographs of the area of different things
from the 'urban' to trees, flowers, graffiti, people and much else. </span>
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<span style="color: #ffffcc;"> We would stop at one of our walk stops for
lunch and coffee and play over a game of chess from </span>
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a game I had played at my club (mostly then the </span>
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<span style="color: #ffffcc;">One day we went to Rangitoto and another time
got lost! in a reserve in Pakuranga. We also got caught in a terrible
down pour once and I took photographs of that. But it was good to get
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<span style="color: red;"><a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5133762476458207154"></a><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b><span style="font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;">M...O...K...O</span></b></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #ffff99;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">...outcast,
and shows it. For me tattooing is very profound. The meeting of body
and, well, the spirit—it’s a </span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: #ffff99;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">real
</span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: #ffff99;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">kind
of art, it’s on the skin. It’s both</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">material
and not material and it’s also a sign of the outcast. So that’s
what I’m saying about looking for the myth with people like
that—tattoo artists, sailors, pirates.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
They represent the outcasts?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="color: red;">KA:
Not just outcasts—outcasts could be bums—but people who are
beginning to take their </span>own sign-making into their own hands.
They’re conscious of their own sign-making, signifying values
really.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><br /></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">In
England, for instance, they don’t have an empire anymore though
they refuse to recognize that fact. What they have is Milton and
Shakespeare. Their attitude toward Milton and Shakespeare is
something absolutely incredible. A person’s speech denotes his
class. Those who can speak Milton and Shakespeare are in the top
class. It goes much deeper than this, obviously. The literary world
should be a populist world, it should be the world in which any class
can discuss itself. But in England, the literary world is so tightly
bound to the Oxford-Cambridge system. Nobody but nobody gets into
that world who hasn’t come from Oxbridge. It assures that its
representation of itself always comes from its upper class. And those
classes which are not Oxbridge have no representation of themselves
except in fashion and rock and roll. So you really have two Englands:
one represented by fashion and rock and roll, and one is the literary
representation.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
That’s very true for England, but not so much for the U.S.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">KA:
No, but I still think there’s an element of it here.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
Fostered by the academy?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">KA:
Yes.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
So when you get a book that’s experimental or postmodernist …</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">KA:
I think that sometimes the word “experimental” has been used to
hide the political radicalness of some writers. Oh, they’re
“experimental,” that means they’re not really important.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
They’re marginal?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="color: #33ff33;">KA:
</span><span style="color: yellow;">What this society does is marginalize
artists. ” Oh, artists, they have nothing to do with politics.”
So the experimental—it’s a way of saying things. I hate this way
of saying things. I want to say “fuck, shit, prick.” That’s my
way of talking, that’s my way of saying “I hate you.” But what
they’re doing is marginalizing the experimental and that’s why I
hate the word “experimental.” It’s another form of sticking
people into the corner.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><i>o,
the tattooist is an image of the tattooist</i></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #3333ff;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #3333ff;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #b80047;">books,
but my mind is fucked up</span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><i>so
how do you deal with that isolation and loneliness? </i></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">the
tattoo is very much a sign of a certain class and certain people, a
part of society that sees itself as outcast, and shows it. For me
tattooing is very profound. The meeting of body and, well, the
spirit—it’s a </span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;">real
</span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">kind
of art, it’s on the skin. It’s both material and not material and
it’s also a sign of the outcast. So that’s what I’m saying
about looking for the myth with people like that—tattoo artists,
sailors, pirates.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
They represent the outcasts?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">KA:
Not just outcasts—outcasts could be bums—but people who are
beginning to take their own sign-making into their own hands. They’re
conscious of their own sign-making, signifying values really.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
The wordplay in the book is quite wonderful, the relation between
“tattoo” and “taboo,” for instance. That’s one of the
things I was going to ask you about, tattooing. Is the tattooist an
image of the writer?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">KA:
No, the tattooist is an image of the tattooist. I’m much more
simple. The tattooist is the tattooist. The tattooist is </span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;">my
</span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span lang="en">tattooist.
I’m heavily tattooed.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
But you were just talking about the tattooist as a sign-maker.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">KA:
Oh, the writer could do the same thing. I’m fascinated with the
relationship between language and body. That’s something not many
people have started working with, I’m interested in the material
aspect of the tattoo. I admire Pierre Guyotat because he’s very
much concerned with the body as text. This business of “When I
write I masturbate.” Erotic texts at their best—I don’t mean
pornographic, which is something else—are very close to the body;
they’re following desire. That’s not always true of the writer,
whereas it’s always true that the tattooist has to follow the body.
That’s the medium of the tattoo. If you’re looking for values,
it’s where the ground would be for real value. Whereas the ground
for the values we have now, such as religion, there’s no reality to
it, especially the evangelical movements, other than politics. It’s
now something very sick. I have that feeling about the whole spectrum
of what’s going on in America, from malls to religion, it’s very
sick. It’s not real.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
Why did you leave the United States’</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">KA:
Not enough money.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">EGF:
You do better in London?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">KA:
It’s better for a writer over there, for me. There I’m an
accepted writer. Here it was very difficult; I was sort of an adjunct</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KATHY
ACKER</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">A
Conversation with Kathy Acker<br />By Ellen G. Friedman</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Gramercy
Park Hotel, New York City<br />1 February 1988</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">ELLEN
G. FRIEDMAN: I’d like to begin with your novel </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
The epigraph to Part II of </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> reads,
“Being dead, Don Quixote could no longer speak. Being born into and
part of a male world, she had no speech of her own. All she could do
was read male texts which weren’t hers.” In your parodies and
plagiaristic writing, are you that Don Quixote reading male texts?</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KATHY
ACKER: There’s a certain amount of ironic distance between me and
Don Quixote, a distance that varies, but at that point in the text,
I’d say, yeah, I am.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
In “reading” </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
you’re a woman reading</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
Is it a way of appropriating the language for women?</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Not really. I had the actual copy of </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
and as a kind of joke, simply made the change from male to female to
see what would happen. I don’t think there was much more behind it
than this direct and simple move. Whenever I use “I,” I am and I
am not that “I.” It’s a little bit like the theater: I’m an
actress and that’s the role I’m taking on.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
There’s a great deal of overt feminism in your work. You do
appropriate a lot of male texts and that’s an issue in your work.
I’d like you to comment on that aspect of your work.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
When I did </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
what I really wanted to do was a Sherrie Levine painting. I’m
fascinated by Sherrie’s work.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What fascinated you about Sherrie’s work?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
What I was interested in was what happens when you just copy
something, without any reason—not that there’s no theoretical
justification for what Sherrie does—but it was the simple fact of
copying that fascinated me. I wanted to see whether I could do
something similar with prose. I came to plagiarism from another point
of view, from exploring schizophrenia and identity, and I wanted to
see what pure plagiarism would look like, mainly because I didn’t
understand my fascination with it. I picked Don Quixote as a subject
really by chance. I think it was a bit incidental, perhaps
consciously incidental, that it was a male text. When I grew up I
went to an all-girls’ school. By the time I first heard of
feminism, I was in college. I never really thought about feminism
until I got older and realized that the society was deeply sexist. I
don’t consciously write as a feminist, although there are a few
places in </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> where
I was dealing with Andrea Dworkin. There is an attack on Andrea
Dworkin in </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
not her personally (in fact I saw her on a TV show and quite admired
how she stood up for feminism), but on her dualistic argument that
men are responsible for all the evil in the world. Her views go
beyond sexism. She blames the act of penetration in sexual
intercourse. I find that not only mad but dangerous. With all the
problems in the world, such a view doesn’t do feminism any good.
But as a rule I haven’t thought, “I am a woman, a feminist, and
I’m going to appropriate a male text.” What happens is that I
frame my work way after I write it. The epigraph you quoted at the
beginning comes out of my asking, “Why did I write all of these
texts?” In fact, I wrote the second part of </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> first
by rewriting texts, out of a Sherrie Levine-type impulse. Then I
wrote the first and third parts later. The Lulu segment had been
commissioned by Pete Brooks as a play. And I think I did the Leopardi
part early on as well. Then I actually had an abortion. While I was
waiting to have the abortion, I was reading </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
Because I couldn’t think, I just started copying </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
Then I had all these pieces and I thought about how they fit
together. I realized that</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
more than any of my other books, is about appropriating male texts
and that the middle part of </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> is
very much about trying to find your voice as a woman. So whatever
feminism is there is almost an afterthought, which does not
invalidate the feminism in any way. I don’t say, “I’m a
feminist,” therefore I’m going to do such and such. A complaint
people have had about my work is that I’m not working from a
moralistic or ideological tradition. I take materials and only at the
end do I find out what’s going on in my writing. For instance,
while writing it, I never considered that </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Blood
and Guts in High School</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> is
especially anti-male, but people have been very upset about it on
that ground. When I wrote it I think it was in my mind to do a
traditional narrative. I thought it was kind of sweet at the time,
but of course it’s not.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Sweet is not an adjective I would use to describe it.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
It’s about kids and kids are sweet. I was really in kid time when I
wrote that. So that’s a very roundabout way of answering your
question.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What about the schizophrenia and plagiarism. You said that was your
original way into plagiarism.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
When I first started writing, I was influenced by poetry, mainly the
Black Mountain school of poetry, so there’s a bit of poetry in that
book. I was searching for my own medium. The middle section of the
book interested me more than the other sections because I was working
in a sex show, and this middle section was based on sex shows,
diaries of sex shows. I was very influenced by Burroughs, so I was
really writing out of a kind of “third mind,” through Burroughs
and the sex show diaries. It was during the hippie days when sex was
fun, when everybody slept with everyone else. I had another point of
view, having seen it from the 42nd Street angle. I became
politicized.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
You say Burroughs was an influence on you.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Oh, he was my first major influence.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Can you say what in Burroughs you admire or took?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
I came out of a poetry world. My education was Black Mountain
school—Charles Olson, Jerry Rothenberg, and David Antin were my
teachers. But I didn’t want to write poetry. I wanted to write
prose and there weren’t many prose writers around who were using
the ways of working of poets I was influenced by. Their concerns
certainly weren’t narrative in any way. Any prose writer, even if
he doesn’t use narrative the way narrative is traditionally used,
is concerned with narrative. I mean the reader has to go from A to Z
and it’s going to take a long time and that’s narrative. There’s
no way to get around it; that’s the form.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
So Burroughs seemed a natural?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
There were Burroughs and Kerouac really. I love to read Kerouac, but
Burroughs is the more intellectual. He was considering how language
is used and abused within a political context. That’s what
interested me. The stuff about his relation to women and all that was
really secondary for me to the main work, books like </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">The
Third Mind</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
I was also looking for a way to integrate both sides of my life. I
was connected to the St. Mark’s poetry people at the time. On the
one hand, there were the poetry people, who were basically
upper-middle-class, and on the other, there was the 42nd Street
crowd. I wanted to join the two parts of my life, though they seemed
very un-joinable. As if I were split. Of course, the links were
political.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
There were political links between the two?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
A political context was the only way to talk about the link between
them. Politics was the cause of the divergence. It was a question of
class and also of sexism. The poetry world at that time denied any of
this. Sexism wasn’t an issue, class, forget it. Money—we’re all
starving hippies—ha, ha. That I worked in a sex show for money was
not acceptable at all, despite the free love rhetoric. Warhol was
interested in this convergence as well. I knew Warhol people who
worked on 42nd Street, and his was the only group that did any
crossover. He was interested in sex hype, transsexuals, strippers,
and so forth.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What attracted you to 42nd Street? Was it the political aspect you’ve
been talking about?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Oh, no. I just needed money. I had gotten out of university and I had
nowhere to go.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Where did you study?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
At Brandeis, at UCSD, and a little bit at CCNY and NYU.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
We were talking about your early work.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
The first work I really showed anyone is </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">The
Childlike Life of the Black Tarantula by the Black Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What about the schizophrenia?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
The thing about schizophrenia: I used a lot of autobiographical
material in </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Black
Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
I put autobiographical material next to material that couldn’t be
autobiographical. The major theme was identity, the theme I used from
Tarantula through </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Toulouse</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">The
Adult Life of Toulouse Lautrec by Henri Toulouse Lautrec</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
the end of the trilogy. After that, I lost interest in the problem of
identity. The problem had for me in a sense been solved by that
trilogy. After that I became interested in plagiarism, working with
other texts.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What comprises the trilogy?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA: </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">The
Childlike Life of the Black Tarantula by the Black Tarantula, I
Dreamt I Was a Nymphomaniac</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
and</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Toulouse
Lautrec</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
And this trilogy was about identity? In </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">there’s
a constant metamorphosing “I.” It’s a very unstable “I.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Well, it’s a very simple experiment in </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
When one first encounters the “I” in </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
it’s the autobiographical “I.” Then the “I” takes on other,
non-autobiographical qualities and gradually the invisible
parentheses around the “I” dissolve and the experiment in
identity proceeds from that. In </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Nymphomaniac</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
I suddenly realized that I wasn’t even thinking about how language
works. So I began to explore language, how language works within the
parameters of a particular problem. I began to work with memory and
with repetition. How does the reader remember, or what does the
reader remember when you repeat something over and over again? How do
language and memory work even in the most well constructed, logical
texts?</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Do you know that </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Books
in Print</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> lists
your books twice? It lists </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Black</span></span></span></span></span></span></em></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></em></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> by
an author called </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Black
Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> and
then has a listing for </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Black
Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> by
Kathy Acker. The same with </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Toulouse</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
In those days, we did a lot with performance. We performed for each
other. This was in the same vein. I put</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Black
Tarantula</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> in
the phone book. Much of women’s art had to do with performance and
identity. At art parties at the time, there was a lot of cross
dressing, playing with gender and with identity.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Let’s get back to </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
You know, of course, that Borges also has his </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> story.
Were you playing with both Cervantes and Borges?</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Not really. I reread Borges’s story somewhat toward the end of
writing my </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Here’s a quote from </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> having
to do with semiotics: “What it really did was give me a language
with which I could speak about my work. Before that I had no way of
discussing what I did, of course I did it, and my friends who were
doing similar work—we had no way of talking to each other” (54).
Was there an element of truth in that statement?</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
I felt very isolated as part of the art world; I could never talk
about my work until the punk movement came along and then I don’t
know for what reason or what magic thing happened, but suddenly
everyone started working together along the same lines. But we had no
way of explaining what we were doing to each other. We were
fascinated with Pasolini’s and Bataille’s work, but there was no
way of saying why or how. So Sylvdre Lotringer came to New York. His
main teachers were Felix Guattari and Gilles Deleuze and somewhat
Foucault. That’s why I didn’t want to use the word “semiotics”
because it’s slightly inaccurate. He was looking in New York for
the equivalent of that scene, which wasn’t quite Derrida’s scene.
What he picked on was the art world, especially our group, which was
a kind of punk offshoot.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Who was in your group?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Well, there were my friends Betsy Sussler who now does </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Bomb</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
Michael McClark, Robin Winters, Seth Tillett. People who started the
Mud Club. Bands were forming, such as X, Mars, and the Erasers. Bands
with ties to Richard Held, Lydia Lunch. Very much the Contortions. It
was that amalgam of people he found. Sylvere started hanging out at
our parties. I knew nothing about Foucault and Baudrillard. He’s
the one that introduced me to them, introduced everyone to them. But
it wasn’t from an academic point of view, and it certainly wasn’t
from a Lacanian point of view or even from Derrida. It was much more
political. When he did the Italian version of</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Semiotext(e)</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
there were very close ties with the Autonomia, and it was very
political. When I went over to France, friends of mine were working
on the Change. There were connections with Bifo and Radio Alice. For
the first time we had a way of talking about what we were doing. It
was mainly, for me, about decentralization, and in</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> I
worked with theories of decentralization.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF: </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Empire
of the Senseless</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> seems
to indicate a new direction for you. For instance, the plagiarism is
not so apparent.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA: </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Empire</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> is
a new direction, but I did use a number of other texts to write it,
though the plagiarism is much more covered, hidden. Almost all the
book is taken from other texts,</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What other texts?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
I’ve used tons of other texts—sometimes it’s just a phrase. You
know I’ve gotten very good at it. There’s a lot of Genet for
instance. The beginning is based on</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Neuromancer</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
a book by William Gibson. But from page to page, I’ve adapted a lot
of other texts. I couldn’t even say exactly. The first part is
based on the oedipal complex and of course, there’s a lot of Freud
in it. At first, I was going to name everyone after Freud’s
patients, but I didn’t do that for all the characters. The first
chapter is, on the whole, de Sade because I thought if anyone has to
find the oedipal society, it’s de Sade. He was quite a brilliant
man in that as he personified evil, he was at the same time
reflecting what was going on in society. The first chapter of Part 11
is about the Haitian revolution and about voodoo, and then there’s </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">A
Thousand and One Nights</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> and
there’s some Genet. The reason for these particular texts is that I
try to find writers who describe the particular place I want to get
to. The third part of Empire is</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Huckleberry
Finn</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
That’s one of the primary American texts about freedom and about
how you live free in a society that isn’t.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What is the new direction you’ve taken with </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Empire</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">?</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
The search for a myth to live by. The purpose is constructive rather
than deconstructive as in </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Don
Quixote</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
What I particularly like about </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Empire
of the Senseless</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> is
the characters are alive. For instance, in </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Blood
and Guts</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
Janey Smith was a more cardboard figure. But I could sit down and
have a meal with Abhor. However, it was the structure that really
interested me, the three part structure. The first part is an elegy
for the world of patriarchy. I wanted to take the patriarchy and kill
the father on every level. And I did that partially by finding out
what was taboo and rendering it in words. The second part of the book
concerns what society would look like if it weren’t defined by
oedipal considerations and the taboos were no longer taboo. I went
through every taboo, or tried to, to see what society would be like
without these taboos. Unfortunately, the CIA intervenes; I couldn’t
get there. I wanted to get there but I couldn’t. The last section,
“Pirate Night,” is about wanting to get to a society that is
taboo, but realizing that it’s impossible. The CIA is symbolic.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
The CIA is symbolic of what?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
That you can’t isolate yourself from the world. Two examples: Say,
the hippie movement in which the goal was that you make things better
by isolating yourself from society and going your own way. The same
sort of thing with the separatist feminists. You form your own group.
In the end you pull things that way a little, but it can’t work
successfully. Neither one is in any way a viable model of true
separation. It’s impossible. In the same way you try to imagine or
construct a society that wasn’t constructed according to the myth
of the central phallus. It’s just not possible when you live in
this world. That’s what I wanted to do in the second section
of </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Empire</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
but the CIA kept coming in. That’s what I mean by the CIA being
symbolic. It could have been anybody. So I ended up with “Pirate
Night,” You can’t get to a place, to a society, that isn’t
constructed according to the phallus. You’re stuck with a lot of
loneliness, so how do you deal with that isolation and loneliness?
The third part concerns that issue. Also I’m looking for a myth.
I’m looking for it where no one else is looking. That’s why I’m
so interested in Pasolini.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
The myth never surfaces?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
The myth to me is pirates.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Pirates is the myth?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Yes. It’s like the tattoo. The most positive thing in the book is
the tattoo. It concerns taking over, doing your own sign-making. In
England (I don’t know if it’s so much true here), the tattoo is
very much a sign of a certain class and certain people, a part of
society that sees itself as outcast, and shows it. For me tattooing
is very profound. The meeting of body and, well, the spirit—it’s
a</span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">real</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> kind
of art, it’s on the skin. It’s both material and not material and
it’s also a sign of the outcast. So that’s what I’m saying
about looking for the myth with people like that—tattoo artists,
sailors, pirates.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
They represent the outcasts?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Not just outcasts—outcasts could be bums—but people who are
beginning to take their own sign-making into their own hands. They’re
conscious of their own sign-making, signifying values really.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
The wordplay in the book is quite wonderful, the relation between
“tattoo” and “taboo,” for instance. That’s one of the
things I was going to ask you about, tattooing. Is the tattooist an
image of the writer?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
No, the tattooist is an image of the tattooist. I’m much more
simple. The tattooist is the tattooist. The tattooist
is </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">my</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> tattooist.
I’m heavily tattooed.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
But you were just talking about the tattooist as a sign-maker.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Oh, the writer could do the same thing. I’m fascinated with the
relationship between language and body. That’s something not many
people have started working with, I’m interested in the material
aspect of the tattoo. I admire Pierre Guyotat because he’s very
much concerned with the body as text. This business of “When I
write I masturbate.” Erotic texts at their best—I don’t mean
pornographic, which is something else—are very close to the body;
they’re following desire. That’s not always true of the writer,
whereas it’s always true that the tattooist has to follow the body.
That’s the medium of the tattoo. If you’re looking for values,
it’s where the ground would be for real value. Whereas the ground
for the values we have now, such as religion, there’s no reality to
it, especially the evangelical movements, other than politics. It’s
now something very sick. I have that feeling about the whole spectrum
of what’s going on in America, from malls to religion, it’s very
sick. It’s not real.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Why did you leave the United States’</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Not enough money.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
You do better in London?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
It’s better for a writer over there, for me. There I’m an
accepted writer. Here it was very difficult; I was sort of an adjunct
to the art world. I really wanted to get out of New York. I’m forty
now. I was thirty-seven when I got out of New York. I was feeling
that my life was never going to change. To survive in New York is to
be a little like those hamsters on a wheel, the wheel turns faster
and faster. I felt that either I had to get very famous, just as a
calling card for survival—I had to write movie scripts, I had to do
whatever writers do here, write for popular magazines—or else
become like a lot of poets I know who are very bitter about their
poverty. And I don’t want either alternative. What I like is the
middle ground. And I didn’t see it possible to maintain that middle
ground.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
And it is possible in London?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Yes, very much. It’s a very literary society and you don’t want
for money, so you can work.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Do you have a community of writers whose style of writing is closer
to yours than here in America?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
No, I’m probably closer to people here. I have very good friends in
London, but the people I’m closest to are people here.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Are there any contemporary writers whose work you’re following?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Oh, I have friends who are wonderful writers, Lynne Tillman and
Catherine Texier—very much I’m following their careers. I was
just sent a novel by Sara Schulman called </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">After
Dolores</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">,
which is just lovely. But what would be the feminist writers in
England don’t interest me that much.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Too ideological?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
No, it’s not too ideological; I don’t mind that. It’s just
social realists. It’s too much, “I used to be in a bad nuclear
marriage and now I’m a happy lesbian.” It’s diary stuff and the
diary doesn’t go anywhere, and there’s not enough work with
language.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
I understand.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
I’m more interested in the European novel now. Pierre Guyotat.
Duras’s work interests me. Some of Violet Leduc, early Monique
Wittig. Some of de Beauvoir’s writing, Nathalie Sarraute. There is
Elsa Morante’s writing. Luisa Valenzuela, I like her work. Laure,
an amazing woman, a French woman from the upper classes who lived
with Georges Bataille. Wonderful writer.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
In </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Pasolini</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;"> there
are letters from Emily to Charlotte. Why the Bronte’s?</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Because they were Catholic.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Because they were Catholic?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Well, anything Catholic was the point. You see, I was setting up the
text so that all the connections were based on nominalism. So about
Pasolini’s childhood, the son/sun pun became important, anything
that had to do with the son, the son is Catholic, Pasolini was
Catholic.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
That’s fascinating. Can you talk a little more about that?</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
The book’s structured that way. I think it’s probably unreadable,
but it fascinated me to write it.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
No, not at all. It’s one of my favorites.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
The idea fascinated me. I’ll never do it again. It’s as far into
structure as I’ll ever go. I wanted to fashion a book out of
different ways of ordering that weren’t causal. Again, I was
fighting against oedipal structuring. The first part of the book is
about the death and the second about the life of Pasolini. So there
were two sections to death and life: In “Death” I was fascinated
by his murder and also by the media around his murder. In the media,
the idea advanced was “porn maker, homosexual” murdered in gory,
homosexual murder. Everything was covered over at the trial. I was
fascinated with why the media sensationalized it, what they were
getting out of it. I always wanted to write a crummy crime book. It
started out that way. I was going to write an Agatha Christie version
of Pasolini’s murder.</span></span></span></span></div>
<div lang="en" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); border: none; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.31in; padding: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
An Agatha Christie version?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
It just started out that way.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
It’s far from Agatha Christie, though.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
The first books I ever read came from my mother’s collection. My
mother had porn books and Agatha Christie, so when I was six years
old, I’d hide the porn books between the covers of Agatha Christie.
They are my favorite models, the books I read as a kid. That’s why
I originally became a writer—to write Agatha Christie-type books,
but my mind is fucked up. I was going to write the Agatha Christie
version of Pasolini’s death. But it didn’t turn out as planned. I
picked three ways of solving the murder, I wanted a non-political way
of solving it. So I picked three categories: sex, language, and
violence. They had to be three appropriate categories. The way of
solving it was by way of nominalism. Once I had the categories,
anything went. Once I had the category sex, anything went that was
about sex. Language was any language experiment, so I played with
language school theory. In the end I wasn’t so much interested in
solving his death as I was interested in his life. As I got into
solving his murder, I didn’t learn how he died, so much was covered
over. What I did learn was how multileveled he was. He was a man
whose life was his work. He would always make the material of the
body his subject. He never allowed people to ignore the body. He
didn’t exploit the body as many thought. As I became more and more
involved in his work, the “My Life” section of my novel became
more important. The influence of Pasolini’s theories on my work is
particularly important. He refused to separate genres-film, poetry,
criticism. He refused to separate body and mind. When he was an old
man he demanded that a series of pornographic pictures be taken of
him.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Who’s your ideal reader? Do you like academic readers?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
I don’t imagine an ideal reader. I write for myself and maybe my
friends. Although as I give readings more and more, I try and see
whether the audience is bored. So in that way I’m aware of an
audience. There has to be that element of entertainment, really, or
there’s limited accessibility. So I do care about my readers in
that way. Academics-I feel a confusion about academia.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
You’ve come out of the academy?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
I absolutely hate it. I’ve seen too many English departments
destroy people’s delight in reading. Once something becomes
academic it’s taken on this level—take the case of semiotics and
postmodernism. When I was first introduced to the work of Foucault
and Deleuze, it was very political; it was about what was happening
to the economy and about changing the political system. By the time
it was taken up by the American academy, the politics had gone to
hell. It became an exercise for some professors to make their
careers. You know, it’s just more of the same: the culture is there
to uphold the post capitalist society, and the idea that art has
nothing to do with politics is a wonderful construction in order to
mask the deep political significance that art has—to uphold the
empire in terms of its representation as well as its actual
structure.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What do you mean “in terms of its representation”?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
In England, for instance, they don’t have an empire anymore though
they refuse to recognize that fact. What they have is Milton and
Shakespeare. Their attitude toward Milton and Shakespeare is
something absolutely incredible. A person’s speech denotes his
class. Those who can speak Milton and Shakespeare are in the top
class. It goes much deeper than this, obviously. The literary world
should be a populist world, it should be the world in which any class
can discuss itself. But in England, the literary world is so tightly
bound to the Oxford-Cambridge system. Nobody but nobody gets into
that world who hasn’t come from Oxbridge. It assures that its
representation of itself always comes from its upper class. And those
classes which are not Oxbridge have no representation of themselves
except in fashion and rock and roll. So you really have two Englands:
one represented by fashion and rock and roll, and one is the literary
representation.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
That’s very true for England, but not so much for the U.S.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
No, but I still think there’s an element of it here.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Fostered by the academy?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Yes.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
So when you get a book that’s experimental or postmodernist …</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
I think that sometimes the word “experimental” has been used to
hide the political radicalness of some writers. Oh, they’re
“experimental,” that means they’re not really important.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
They’re marginal?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
What this society does is marginalize artists. ” Oh, artists, they
have nothing to do with politics.” So the experimental—it’s a
way of saying things. I hate this way of saying things. I want to say
“fuck, shit, prick.” That’s my way of talking, that’s my way
of saying “I hate you.” But what they’re doing is marginalizing
the experimental and that’s why I hate the word “experimental.”
It’s another form of sticking people into the corner.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
You grew up in New York?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Yes.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Manhattan?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Yes, 57th Street and First Avenue.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Ever married?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Married twice. The second marriage ended ten years ago.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What hasn’t been noticed about your work?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Well, I’ll use the word “experimentalism,” my work with
language and postmodernism—that’s been noticed about my work—it’s
been noticed quite a bit now. Feminists hate me. Well, that’s not
true anymore, Ten years ago, I was damned by them. But even in
England, they are finding something to like in my work.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Here in America you’ve certainly been praised by feminists.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
In England the complaint is that I’m a “bad” writer. The sex is
OK, but they mind my coming out against the literary culture.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
Are you a bad writer purposefully?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Yes, sure—”piss, fuck, shit” scrawled over a page—sure, of
course. This appalls the literary establishment. When I appeared on a
radio program, the announcer said, “We now have Kathy Acker, the
author of </span></span></span></span></span><em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">Blood
and Guts</span></span></span></span></span></span></em><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">.
She’s the most evil person in the world.”</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
That really happened?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
Sure, that happened, though it’s hard to believe. Another time, I
was interviewed on radio by an upper-middle-class woman who said,
“Why do you talk about poverty all the time?” and I said, ”I’ve
been very poor.” The disparity between the classes is really
pronounced in England, so they parade me as a freak, that’s the
role I play for them. Here, it’s not as true.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">EGF:
What are you working on now?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span lang="en"><span style="background: #ffffff;">KA:
The book I’m working on now, a third of which is finished, is a
life of Rimbaud. I chose Rimbaud because I wanted to remember who
influenced me, to explore the history of the imagination, and of
dreaming and of art, how art can matter politically in the society.
For me, one lineage that I’ve come out of is that of Rimbaud. So to
investigate Rimbaud is to go back to the beginning for me. He saw
myth as a way out of the mess I was talking about to you before.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">this was the
beginning of when i was what was beginning who or what and how
these quests and</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent; color: white; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">these questions
bash themselves to death in the usual round of events as the tall
poplars continue</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">to
be what they are and we look about in some kind of hope or expectancy
as if things were about </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">to
comment on their own inadmissibility and all those things heretofore
considered thus to be had </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent; color: white; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">conveniently
vanished last Thursday and we were now thinking of you and your place
in the the-the</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">-the scheming
scheme of things whose undulations on great wings continue unabated
and implac </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent; color: white; font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">ably on as indeed
does the great massive movement of things whose irrelevant seeming
motion is</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">motion <i>is
motion</i> forever continuous as the stars that shine down on our
ice creams who scream </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">as Spring becomes
a rocker shaft so many revolutions away in time's time:or perhaps
like Danton's </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">talk head as in<i>
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.....it was about now that we, with a great effort of will,
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....everywhere the cries of terror or joy: after all, what had we
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> I have often peered haggardly into
the mystery
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> what are these things that so are </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> we have been brought to this making
place</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> it is as if is the music and the
great beginnings</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> (into and we are all in this </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br />
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> if only the blue eyes and those other
eyes </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> and all could see </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br />
</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> and the iron in the earth and the strange trees </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> we are met by prowling lusts and
marauders; </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> anciently we were quietly making or modern </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> you can do it you can do it </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;">mourning those we couldn't know </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> wit birds trying to be scattered </span></div>
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</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> a voice on the radio the bland
voice at the lecture or graduation</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br />
</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> the assumed priorities our whatness is ignored </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> or is it blood red can be all skies </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> and we are and the shoots </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> reach out forever silently clutching searching </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> inside the joke ours is we have met </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> gently they clutch out to such kingdom place </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> siftings on siftings the
corruscations soon the accountant will come</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> </span><span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;">with Waller laid busily in the dust </span><span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> with his cost analysis as things were important: </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> the glass and its possibility tells us all: the peasant pauses </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> things ache: we look out to the deep distance to see</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> incredible delicate music inside the squiggling signs...... </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> he -- whoever was our mentor -- will tell us </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;">a new fairy story of
the ice world 'a drop or crash of water' </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> then the others shall come we
always sleep we are alone but our joy</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> spreads 'the difference is
spreading' if only I was that voltage </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> ripping through all things </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> in the room we sit silently and
later we talk of light and apple prices</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> and the important daily things
the rain crashes down salt: the wars</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;">continue as prescribed: our predictions are jotted down </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;">we wait, perhaps for movement or moments when that </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> 'something' comes to us in our sad tents </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d; color: yellow; font-size: large;"> the crystal the silent flower </span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 16.32px;"> <span style="font-size: large;"> this was the beginning of when i was what was beginning who or what and how these quests and</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 16.32px;"> these questions bash themselves to death in the usual round of events as the tall poplars continue</span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 16.32px;"> to be what they are and we look about in some kind of hope or expectancy as if things were about </span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 16.32px;"> to comment on their own inadmissibility and all those things heretofore considered thus to be had </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 16.32px;"> conveniently vanished last Thursday and we were now thinking of you and your place in </span></span><span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif; line-height: 16.32px;"> the-the</span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 16.32px;"> -the scheming scheme of things whose undulations on great wings continue unabated and implac </span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 16.32px;"> ably on as indeed does the great massive movement of things whose irrelevant seeming motion is</span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 16.32px;"> motion is motion forever continuous as the stars that shine down on our ice creams who scream </span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 16.32px;"> as Spring becomes a rocker shaft so many revolutions away in time's time:or perhaps like Danton's </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="color: white; font-size: medium;">Who?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="color: white; font-size: medium;">Do I
inhabit that genetic engine of the other dream in the hidden house -
or do I</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: orange; font-size: x-small;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">this was the
beginning of when i was what was beginning who or what and how
these quests and</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent; color: orange; font-size: x-small;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">these questions
bash themselves to death in the usual round of events as the tall
poplars continue</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">to
be what they are and we look about i</span><span style="font-size: xx-small;">n some kind of hope or expectancy
as if things were about </span></span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">to
comment on their own inadmissibility and all those things heretofore
considered thus to be had </span></span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: orange;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">
</span><span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">conveniently
vanished last Thursday and we were now thinking of :::::::::</span><span style="color: black; font-size: x-small;">:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::</span></span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" lang="en-US" style="background: #000000; line-height: 0.17in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: orange; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"> ...some things are beautifully irrelevant </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Room
..... ??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">He</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">He
died out or was he where he was he when - exterminated into the</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">music
that questionmarked the edges, whose triumph was to be</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">precedent</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br />to
a glowing failure as of, say. a mad re run of The Charge of The</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Light
Brigade or some such other Tennysonian echoes still leaving the</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">forests
of god—faced television sets wrench—wracked and abandoned</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">with</span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: #000000; line-height: 0.17in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">their
smashed screens and dead-faced fuckedness that brings in the</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">iron
turbans of sperm and delicately treasured regrettedness. This</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">kind
of thing whose over-adjectived conceitedness would be enough</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">to</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">make
yu’ sell up for a Kroner if you knew which country had Kroners,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">or
Deutschmarks.</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">And
it tallys, doesn’t it, how Richard Prebble’s<br />related to
Goebbels – its the sort of negative positivity that leads<br />to the
viper pits of toothless guesture. But you play the game, silly<br />old
you, knowing that Xmas can always be interchanged with</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Easter
and Labour Day with Anzac</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">etc
etc etc etc etc etc so perhaps you become</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Obsessed
with Louise Bourgeois or information theory or taking up</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">swimming
inside a question mark water tank,</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">or
masturbate with your</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">infuriating
silly grin onto a blank photograph.</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Something
like that.</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">You
might well object as well I you might at all this negative</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">postivity
leaking out of my right ear that is really made of teflon</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">how
God, for example, is trapped inside a theorem by Godel with the</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">umlaut
or Gauss or Whitehead-its better perhaps to take in a hooker</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">and
fuck the bitch against a wall and listen to her simulated</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">screams
of animal ecstasy.</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Or
am I wrong as usual?</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">I
want to fail over and over again, but only in the normative sense of
that wiley word. Perhaps I should mention Marlowe or something about
another harbour bridge at this point. Perhaps nothing should have
said at all - after all there’s not much to say really except maybe
I’ll go I cant go.</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">You</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">live
in a sunken steamboat and only occasionally is your hand
espied,<br />waving whitely above the whitecaps – so presumably the
roar of 5000<br />rugby maniacs is really justified, and their joy is
yours, even if you<br />cant see the game: or do you dream only of the
empty book, complete with uncompleteness, ready to clasp you in its
leaves of what they said, so you limp to the dairy, only to buy a
useless piece of soap because you felt for it, and it you, both of
you stuck inbeing and the impossible quagmire of clarification
because x=y or it did last week</span></span></span></div>
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questionmarked the edges</div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">??</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;"><span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;"><span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">s was the
beginning of when i was what was beginning who or what and how
these quests and </span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">These questions
bash themselves to death in the usual round of events as the tall
poplars continue</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">to
be what they are and we look about in some kind of hope or expectancy
as if things were about </span></span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">to
comment on their own inadmissibility and all those things heretofore
considered thus to be had </span></span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent; color: magenta;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">conveniently
vanished last Thursday and we were now thinking of you and your place
in the the-the</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">-the scheming
scheme of things whose undulations on great wings continue unabated
and implac </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent; color: magenta;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">ably on as indeed
does the great massive movement of things whose irrelevant seeming
motion is</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">motion <i>is
motion</i> forever continuous as the stars that shine down on our
ice creams who scream </span></span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">as Spring becomes
a rocker shaft so many revolutions away in time's time:or perhaps
like Danton's </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">talkhead as in<i>
</i></span></span></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i> </i></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-color: transparent; color: magenta;">
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Impressions
of Africa </i></span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;">
.....it was about now that we, with a great effort of will,
stopped </span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: magenta; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">
....everywhere the cries of terror or joy: after all, what had we
to say?</span></span></div>
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...some things are beautifully irrelevant </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"> I<span style="font-size: large;"><b><strike> have often peered haggardly into
the mystery
</strike></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> what are these things that so are
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> we have been brought to this making
place</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> it is as if is the music and the
great beginnings</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> we are all in this</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> if only the blue eyes and those other
eyes and all could see</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> and the iron in the earth and the
strange trees
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> we are met by prowling lusts and
marauders; anciently we were quietly making
</strike></b></span></div>
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</div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> mourning those we couldn't know
trying to be scattered
</strike></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> a voice on the radio the bland
voice at the lecture or graduation</strike></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> the assumed priorities our
whatness is ignored or is it blood red can be all skies
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> and we are</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> inside the joke ours is
we have met such kingdom place</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> siftings on siftings the
coruscations soon the accountant will come with his cost
analysis </strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> he will tell us a new fairy story of
the ice world 'a drop or crash of water' </strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> then the others shall come we
always sleep we are alone but our joy</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> spreads 'the difference is
spreading' if only I was that voltage ripping through all things</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> in the room we sit silently and
later we talk of light and apple prices</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike><br />
</strike></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b><strike> and the important daily things
the rain crashes down salt</strike></b></span></div>
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--------------------------------------------------------------------</strike></b></span></div>
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style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">4‼6╒├}█ïÆ3▓╗▓╞█</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;">╞┼╠╞</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">§╞⌐╚╡┼█┐{</span></span></span>≥█<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">²Ä█╞▓b§█▒Ä</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;">█ⁿ</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">¿•1≥â</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">φ</span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">╦</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">#↑♂</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;">≈</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">K╞█F○╙%></span></span></span>┴■█<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">+Y84‼6╒├}█ïÆ3▓</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;">╗▓╞█</span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;">╞</span>┼╠╞<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">§╞⌐</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;">╚╡┼█┐</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">{≥█²Ä█╞▓b§█▒Ä█</span></span></span>ⁿ<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">¿•1≥âφ╦#↑♂≈K╞</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;">█</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">F○╙%</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">>┴■█+Y84‼6╒├}█ï</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">Æ3▓╗▓╞█</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc;">╞┼╠╞</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">§╞⌐╚╡┼</span></span></span>█┐<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">{≥█²Ä█╞▓b</span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><i>§█▒Ä█ⁿ¿•1≥âφ╦#↑♂≈K╞█F○╙%>┴■█+Y84‼6╒├}█ïÆ3▓╗▓╞█</i></span></span><br /><br />╞<span style="color: #00dcff;">┼╠╞</span><span style="color: #00dcff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">§╞⌐╚╡┼█┐{≥█²Ä█</span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">╞</span></span><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">▓b§█▒Ä█ⁿ¿•1≥âφ╦#↑♂≈</span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">K</span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="background: #ff0000;">╞█F○</span></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="background: #e6e6ff;">╙</span></span></span></span><span style="color: cyan;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="background: #ff0000;">%>┴■</span></span></span></span><span style="color: cyan;"><span style="background: #ff0000;">█</span></span><span style="color: cyan;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="background: #ff0000;">+Y84‼6╒├}█ï</span></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="background: #e6e6ff;">Æ</span></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="background: #ff0000;">3▓╗▓╞█</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent; color: cyan; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">this was the
beginning of when i was what was beginning who or what and how
these quests and</span></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: transparent; color: cyan; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>
<span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">thes</span></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: cyan;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>
.....it was about now that we, with a great effort of will,
stopped </b></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;">
.<b><span style="font-size: large;">..<span style="color: orange;">.everywhere the cries of terror or joy: after all, what had we
to say?</span></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: orange; font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b> ...some things are beautifully irrelevant </b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: medium;"> <b>genetic engine of the other dream in the hidden house -
or do I</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13pt; line-height: 0.17in;">________________________________________________________________ ________ </span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13pt; line-height: 0.17in;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13pt; line-height: 0.17in;"> Giggle.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> I
have carefully extracted “giggle”,<br /> and placed it on this
page.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> Its
Origins, its resonations —<br /> rise from it. It waits.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> You
cannot imagine with what<br /> intense tension, with what<br /> age-old
sharpness my heart<br /> waited - my hand trembling -<br /> to
recommence.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> Or
how my lungs — soldier like - kept </span></span></span>
</div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> stiffly
to attention, as I teased, eased, tickled, and slid —<br /> gently,
gently, as an ancient lover’s whisper<br /> —Or the first touch.
The —</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> —<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Such
immensity of blank, encyclopaedic meaning,<br /> unfolding, or just
being — like those electron shells<br /> </span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"> </span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 0.17in;">with their secret numbers,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 0.17in;"> Clinging
to the thinking night of time.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> and
those numerals: so knowing,<br /> so smirking in their numberness
—<br /><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 0.17in;"> the wrench-squig of their symbolic:</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> we
go deeper, penetrating the reds,<br /> the greater resonations, the oak
wood,<br /> the teak dark depths.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> So
many petals.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> You
cannot conceive the intense concentration as my head<br /> transformed
to a vast glass sphere:<br /> with a precise, and tireless, and
all-watching eye:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> -
and intented thru, like all the winter's winds had seized themselves
into the glass.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> fingers
like leafic fingers – And the silence: you -<br /> you would never
know that silence:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> You
struggle toward the word, but it dashes thru time; </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> spinning,
and blurring; - and, I cant. I try though:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> I
shove my hand into the Nothing Flower.</span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> It’s
sort of like the difference between eating glass powder,<br /> or
touching a red rose to a nipple: it erecting, it massing:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> And
you recall, the surprise in dead eyes.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> The
word waits in the unseen dark.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> But
the music begins, colours brighten, and it all wakes up, the
whirling;<br /> the cacophony - it was never dead — and the
merry-go-round <br /> zips up the centuries:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> “giggle”
is placed,</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> wet,
limp: lifted gently by a scalpel: extracted as a stamp<br /> is lifted
from damp paper.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> I
place Its Honour at the top<br /> of this page: reverentially.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> If
we had not forgotten its ancient speech<br /> or lost its transmit
frequency —</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> I
would have listened to it with one of my<br /> antennae that sprout on
my bulging,<br /> and vitreous head.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"> I
gently slide, or transfer,</span></span><br /> <span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"> the
delicate, foetal ‘giggle’ onto the page.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> It
dries and recovers.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> After
breakfast, a hot bath, coffee, and bacon and eggs;<br /> "giggle"
feels cleaner, repleter, contenter.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> I
touch giggle on its ‘gs’ and smile, and think of its long evolve
— </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> the
four billion years —<br /> the stories it could tell:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> the
gulfs we have crossed,</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> And
that strange sense you get<br /> when you open a door in a stone
wall,<br /> and see the same, but totally unrecognisable face,</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> staring
at you: trying to signal something.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #e6ff00;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">eternal
sections golden dark eye light black light light black eternal red
sections eternal eyelight thinking into black light white light light
eternal eternal quia sections who know dark light white eternal dark
eye golden black light sections sections eye light light red green
black light sections sections eye light light red green scream
section perpendicular dark redicular dark bipedal forked light red
who golden sections green light green gold black quia sections old
dark old gold black black black white ablaze sections quiver final
black lip dark eternal lip light black green perpendicular sections
white aristotelian greenluck eye bread black mount sea black eye
mount red mane all eye bespeak beating sections quia unconnected
blackfinal eternal white white eternal perpendicular who sections
ablaze old green gold quiver eye red black arsitotelian greenluck
black mount sea mane bread black quiver bespoke sections lip quia
eternal light dark upon old dark old white gold mount black beating
quiver redicular ablaze black eye lip quiver quia combine sections
dark green golden eye light black dip aristotelian dwarf dark star
black light light black eternal beating red red lip red final quiver
quia who queer old eye gold green lips implication bespeak thou
think-tank destination folder quia shades purgatorio greenluck
section horizontal psychic cutperfection section ablaze lip aquiver
dark eyes blacklight light green aristotelian dantesque dance into
gold caste lip light light black green red eye beard black bread
white ablaze eternal destination folder forked dark bipedal green eye
blood think-tank old unconnected dantesque sea mane lip luck green
light eternal lightwhite eye dark forked green section aristotelian
quiver red eye black ablaze quia unconnected dark star silence lips
implication bespeak think-tank quia bipedal shades ablaze nothing
greenluck gold lip light unconnected eternal quia x sections
impossible think-tank golden dark eye light black light green enacted
quia sections thinking into</span></span></span></div>
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Ellen Portch's 'themes' from large to small
seem to resonate and repeat. Here the circles are as well as a
pattern, an 'image' of the end of a jet engine. On the globes are
superimposed maps or shapes that twin as seeming cataclysms or our
earth (or some strange star in a surreal space) and in fact are areas
that Brett Cross and Ellen Porch have lived in such as the (very
large and now and in the past the important "wetland area"
of the Whangaparoa Harbour north of Auckland<br />
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Here the Hauraki Gulf or Whangaparoa
is superimposed de facto on weapons of death (Ellen told me she had
live near an air force base in England as a child). But we could also
simultaneously see this in our own way as surreality. But with all
art the conceptual interacts with the aesthetic. Can there be equally
valid multiple interpretations? I think in some cases, or maybe all.
We get something if we recall Susan Sontag's essay <i>Against
Interpretation</i>. I have seen a critical discussion of Cesar
Vallejo's work which takes this direction. And indeed we have to be
wary of interpreters. But as Ellen pointed some of the rationale of
the work out to me I went for it.
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Added to that though were for me the
fascinating geometrical lineations. Drawing with precision (something
in fact that Picasso and and Salvador Dali could do): but if we move
to conceptual art (and all art is conceptual in some way, all art has
some idea behind it, some deep rationale, even if, say, with Jackson
Pollock, the "rationale" comes from a deep passion or even
a torment to create within him). And I feel all artists live with this
passion to create, these dream like (or here these strange seeming
"future worlds" superimposed on maps of ideas).
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But behind those maps lie perhaps the
writing of <i>Nga Uruora - the Groves of Life</i> by Geoff Parks, a
kind of modern masterpiece of NZ history describing the almost fatal
and certainly tragic destruction of the wetlands by 19th Century
colonists and those hungry for land and trees for spars and later the
destruction of the Kauri forests, and indeed of much of NZ's ecology
and much of the Maori way of life.
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Art operates in many ways. Added to the
'message' of Portch's art is a deeply strange vision. Again this
strangeness reflects the strangeness, and perhaps the fatal effects
of human alienation in the 21st Century. Portch is an artist of great
ability and ingenious ideas. There is perhaps a celebration and a
mourning of human "progress". Machines are beautiful but
can bring death (or hope). So science and technology and a hyper
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Hamish with his beautiful young wife
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Scott Hamilton with his mother (left)
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some extraordinarily imaginative and talented artists in New Zealand so I am not claiming 'the greatest' or 'best' but for me and Scott Hamilton (who has acquired quite a few of her works and was 'on to her art' well before I was, I was a little dubious (although I remember seeing her large ambiguous 'political' images of say Bush that could be another figure). And this disturbing effect was unforgettable. The drafting skills (as good as the precision of Dali (surrealism is indeed an aspect of Portch's art); and others such as Picasso and way back to Da Vinci are combined with a complex echo of themes and resonances. Why is Brett Cross staring at the back of what is, in part a jet engine? And the child, almost in the attitude of Wyeth's Christina in <i>Christina's World, what is she leaning or struggling toward? Is it the dual possibility of destruction and a potential hope in technology? That which can cut can cure? 'These hands that can murder or create' as Eliot writes....? These speculations are defeated. But certainly the shapes of areas that were once were our wetlands such as the areas talked about in </i>Nga Uruora<i> by Geoff Parks (a brilliant writer, and in a sense, an artist, as well as an anthropologist or environmentalist). These shapes are superimposed onto what appear to be strange space ships, perhaps from a J G Ballard story or some other: or they are at least shapes whose ends echo the engines of military aircraft. But these themes are grouped or could be into a kind of thematic music. These 'footsteps'. Perhaps with Wagnerian leitmotifs: but these are my struggle to make sense. These echo in our minds. They are images in dramatic yet thematic play whose meaning always just evades. But we feel we know, or know something. </i></div>
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asks did the fischer king of chess from the tribe of israel have
reason in his damnation of jews causing ww2 after all israel was
reborn from the ashes of the holocaust</span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0.38in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><a href="http://richardinfinitex.blogspot.com/2008/01/room-200-eternal-sections-golden-dark.html?showComment=1201572300000#c2103006960659385831"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">3:05
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sees in the absolute blackness poem from 1991 an emotional rawness
of separation and traditional structure before the ivory tower of
auck uni and american deconstruction usurped the eliz chain of
being its good to see the old stuff</span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0.38in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><a href="http://richardinfinitex.blogspot.com/2008/01/room-200-eternal-sections-golden-dark.html?showComment=1201573680000#c8085226136083381615"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">3:28
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<dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">tertius
recalls the haze around the albion then the shakespeare then the
cafes etc of the 1990s the academia of the english dept and its
adjutants the characters and the hope and the inspiration. Veux ami
pay for that can of beer frank. Poetry readings even in morningside
and in panmure,markets in k rd the madness the sound the mob</span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0.38in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><a href="http://richardinfinitex.blogspot.com/2008/01/room-200-eternal-sections-golden-dark.html?showComment=1201574400000#c4084636260092607035"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">3:40
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<dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">tertius
asks again was the chain of order in operation or the dissemblence
in deconstruction as the poetic mob shifted around the city and its
alcoves. Was the uni an ally or adversary to creativity the poetic
mob on the move blitzkrieg different locales never stand still the
ivory tower always following the mob in all its guise and
dissemblence and rhetoric. Did the urban poetic movement in auck in
the 1990s implode due to internal politics or were more sinister
external pressures being exerted. Lord Taylor, Tertius finds it
difficult to recall the tower ever supporting an expansion in auck
urban poetry during the 1990s or is tertius still blinded by linda
earls beauty.The movement carries on and thrives in future seeds
however your critique from that period would be an insight indeed</span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0.38in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><a href="http://richardinfinitex.blogspot.com/2008/01/room-200-eternal-sections-golden-dark.html?showComment=1201577100000#c9134319746309426998"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">4:25
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<dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">tertius
needs to clarify the request.The institution of the Arts then
literature and its various branches in music theatre journalism etc
the urban performance poetry seemed marginalised during that period
by the tower or is any institution only guilty of hierarchy. Or is
perfomance poetry subversive by its very nature by dealing in words
and democratic in its regard to poets.</span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0.38in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><a href="http://richardinfinitex.blogspot.com/2008/01/room-200-eternal-sections-golden-dark.html?showComment=1201578360000#c7225284586111680262"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">4:46
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<dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">The
reason behind tertius. During the day was the structure of the
tower its regulations and requirements. The demands of academia in
compliance and completion. At night in the smoky pubs of the city a
slice of the mob performed their poetic voice breathing the
individual their voice the word and the audience. Here a composite
was born from the two worlds both part of each others realm however
different they appeared to be. In this quest of parsival in the
world of eliots wasteland and his chessmaster the late fischer
king, the word when delivered organised and then performed to
others then reposted amongst the group of performers and scheduled
for another venue with the adverts for the guest performer and
order of performance and promotion and acclaimed supporters this is
the natural progression of structural expansion.In this quest here
we see in both king and fool ambition.And marriage between tower
and mob.Pro n Pimp</span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0.38in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><a href="http://richardinfinitex.blogspot.com/2008/01/room-200-eternal-sections-golden-dark.html?showComment=1201581060000#c4772231823013170377"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">5:31
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</span><a href="https://www.blogger.com/profile/10272507198753290435"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Richard
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<dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">tertius
asks did the fischer king of chess from the tribe of israel have
reason in his damnation of jews causing ww2 after all israel was
reborn from the ashes of the holocaust<br /><br /><br />The short answer
is no -<br />he was great chess player and paradox like Pound - many
similarities between them.<br /><br />Fischer was Jewish himself many
<br />Jewish people (Sofia Polgar for example - a very strong chess
player) even loved him - it is very complex. It is acknowledged by
Kasparov (who was also Jewish and was always reviled by Fischer)
that Fischer had "sadness" inside him - but he urges
people to look at his incredible genius and individuality and
innovations - despite the "sadness" in him he had lot of
greatness also - his beliefs were based on a book he read which is
complete nonsense - like the Protocols Zion - something similar to
that - politically he was not very astute (nor was Pound) shall we
say -but I liked the way he stood up to the US and his
individuality -he was also quite brave and - surprisingly a strong
ethical sense - <br /><br />but in other ways Fischer never grew up. He
is another of the eccentric - there are so many of them! geniuses
in art, literature, chess music etc etc<br /><br />A tragedy of being,
of what we are.<br />But his contribution to Chess was enormous -
many fascinating and beautiful games ; works of art and great
intellect.</span></span></span></dd></dl>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br />Israel
I don't see as some kind of Phoenix - I see Israel as part of the
Imperialist power structure. I don't support Zionism - iam not
interested in religion per se..but this House began with a reference
to some Jewish Rabbis (the start was by chance -but it lead me on a
path that showed the holocaust for what it was and so on (and dealt
with - to some extent -the problem of power and knowledge
etc)...Zukofsky (NY poet author of "A") was Jewish (he
remained loyal friend of the anti semitic Pound) and so on ..all very
complex...tertius <br /><br />My 'cyber friend' Alan Sondheim would take
issue with me on Zionism!<br /><br />I appreciate your input - I'll
"answer" the other things another time - I am listening to
"Sound Lounge" on the Concert Programme some amazing stuff
on there...cheers, Richard</span></span></span></div>
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<a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="c6263914423730131496"></a><a href="https://www.blogger.com/profile/10272507198753290435"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Richard
Taylor </span></span></span></span></a><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">said...</span></span></span></dt>
<dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;"><a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="Blog1_cmt-6263914423730131496"></a><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">"tertius
sees in the absolute blackness poem from 1991 an emotional rawness
of separation and traditional structure" <br /><br />Yes - partly
- but it is not "officially" part of EYELIGHT - I kind of
just "parked" it on MySpace...originally the structure
was even more "traditional" - although strictly no one
these day writes in say iambics etc - and it may (almost certainly
does somewhat) reflect an "emotional rawness" and "of
separation" is apt... - I am not sure but I think it came from
a dream. <br />Then, at that time in 1991, "absolute blackness"
was something negative (yet perhaps also it had a positive
engergising effect on my writing) - now the "blackness"
or silence I find to be rich - even giving me "solace"
and indeed it was in 1992 that I got more into shall we say the
"Ivory tower" - I was at Auckland University from 1989
until 1994. I studied U.S lit under Horrocks, Leggott, Curnow and
Murray Edmond. I also met Alan Loney that year. We were
"introduced" to language poetry (also Stein who is very
important to me) and then via that concepts such as deconstrcution
and later i did continental philosophy (as it was called) - but
philosophy has never been a forte of mine. <br /><br />Amusing
comparison to the "chain of being" ! Of course I also had
studied Drama of the age of Shakespeare and the Restoration and so
on...<br /><br /><br /><br />I found it the other day (looking for one
other of my old poems)<br /><br />"before the ivory tower of
auck uni and american deconstruction usurped the eliz chain of
being"<br /><br />!! <br /><br />"its good to see the old
stuff"<br /><br />That's good! Thanks.<br /><br />On My Space all the
things - except for one (the one also on this post) is or are "old
stuff"...EYELIGHT recirculates to a large extent with some new
improvisations added in.<br /><br />BTW I am pretty sure (I may be
wrong), from what you are saying in these comments, that I know who
you are - but I wont say your name for now!</span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0.38in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><a href="http://richardinfinitex.blogspot.com/2008/01/room-200-eternal-sections-golden-dark.html?showComment=1201770720000#c6263914423730131496"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">10:12
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<a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="c9174489741714973005"></a><a href="https://www.blogger.com/profile/10272507198753290435"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Richard
Taylor </span></span></span></span></a><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">said...</span></span></span></dt>
<dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; margin-left: 0.38in; orphans: 1;"><a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="Blog1_cmt-9174489741714973005"></a><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-size: medium;">"tertius
asks again was the chain of order in operation or the dissemblence
in deconstruction as the poetic mob shifted around the city and its
alcoves."<br /><br />This is well put - but my answer is I don't
know! Deconstruction is one of those ideas - words - I have
difficulty with...but I acknowledge the contribution of Derrida et
al - very valuable.</span><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: medium;">"Was
the uni an ally or adversary to creativity the poetic mob on the
move blitzkrieg different locales never stand still the ivory tower
always following the mob in all its guise and dissemblence and
rhetoric."<br /><br />University is place that one goes to - one
can use it as one likes (for good or not) - for me it was greatly
enhancing and exciting to do a BA in English literature...<br /><br />But
I had spent years outside "the ivory tower" - as a
father, a worker, a tech, a chess player (amateur) etc<br /><br />"Did
the urban poetic movement in auck in the 1990s implode due to
internal politics or were more sinister external pressures being
exerted."<br /><br />I don't know - I just write. Readings
continue in a number of places. The scene is good as far as I
know.</span><span style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />I</span><span style="font-size: medium;"> stopped
public readings for personal reasons - drink (too much!) was
problem for me.<br /><br />"Lord Taylor, Tertius finds it
difficult to recall the tower ever supporting an expansion in auck
urban poetry during the 1990s or is tertius still blinded by linda
earle's beauty."<br /><br />Linda Earle is an interesting person
and poet. Sure - some at university are "aloof" but that
is life - but people at Universities can in some cases simply be
too busy - there is indeed some "ivory towerism" but we
cant be too anxious about this...NZ Lit is pretty healthy. Many
approaches - many poets and writers of all kinds of styles as it
should be. I am just on this jag as this is all I do now... (as
such). I have no proclivity toward any particular "way"
of writing or creating - there are many many ways of biting the
turnip.</span><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: medium;">"The
movement carries on and thrives in future seeds however your
critique from that period would be an insight indeed"<br /><br />It
was exciting for me. Universities can - should - enhance. I believe
very much in Universities and education - but education is ongoing
-not confined to universities. <br /><br />I am indebted to all the
courses I did - and the lecturers - e.g Don Smith, Sebastian Black,
Mac Jackson, Albert Wendt, Wright, Brian Boyd, Terry Sturm, Neil,
Wystan Curnow, Roger Horrocks, Michelle Leggott, and Murray Edmond.
There are also many others and some great tutors I had.</span></span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: #000000; margin-left: 0.38in; margin-top: 0.08in;">------------------------------------------ ------------------</dd></dl>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i> In
the Beginning there was only Te Kore</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i> The
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>{These
my black spaces bespeak all potentialities of blackness or
nothingness or the seeming emptiness as I have outlined</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>{Thus
I published blankness or "blackspace" which I intended to
be read as say John Cage's silence was 'composed' or was to be
listened to; or it was or is the initiality of All: it was that
fertile possibility of Begin: the fecundating silence: the rich
silence wherein the tick of a clock is the heart of all mystery,
wherein it is the ongoingness of the hope, the regularity; how that
black space can be dark and even of "despair" yet alive in
it's seeming nothing to be generative of all things as two zero sets
can be shown to create a singular; and the 'religious' works of
Rothko; and the black square of Malevich, the intense works of Colin
Macahon; his I AM a gate behind which the scream of the mystery, the
Logos; Ad Reinhard's works; Kline; Pollocks nets of nerves and his
'raging angry energy; Ralph Hotere's Black Windows; Binney's great
book on Te Kooti the great Maori general; the immensity; Sio
Siasaua's works...</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>{But
can we ever speak of emptiness? Can we ever know....</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><i>^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ffd966; font-size: 20pt;"><i>
In the Beginning there was only Te Kore</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ffd966; font-size: 20pt;"><i>
The Great Void and Emptiness of Space</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br />
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>In
the beginning,</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>there
was only Te Kore,</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>the
great void</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>and
emptiness of space.</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br />
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #ffff99;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>Ranginui
and Papatuanuku</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>The
creation myth starts with the sequential recital of the various names
for the first state of existence. In the beginning, there was only Te
Kore, the great void and emptiness of space. The different qualities
of Te Kore were described by a series of adjectives. Thus, Te
Kore became Te Kore te whiwhia (the void in which nothing could be
obtained), Te Kore te rawea (the void in which nothing could be
felt), Te Kore i ai (the void with nothing in union) and Te Kore te
wiwhia (the space without boundaries). The number of descriptive
names for Te Kore varied from tribe to tribe. Whatever the number and
gradations of Te Kore, they signified the aeons of time during which
the primeval matter of the Universe came together and generated earth
and sky.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<br />
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Te
Po, the second state of existence, also had qualifying adjectives and
gradations. Beginning with Te Po, the recital proceeded to Te Po Nui
(the great night) and Te Po roa (the long night), Te Po te kitea (the
night in which nothing could be seen), Te Po uriuri (the dark night),
Te Po kerekere (the intense night ) and Te Po tangotango (the
intensely dark night), to the tenth, the hundredth and the thousandth
night. As in Te Kore, these periods of Te Po correspond to aeons of
time when the earth came into being. Te Kore and Te Po also symbolize
the emptiness and the darkness of the mind. Because there was no
light, there was no knowledge. The reason for this state of affairs
was the self-generation during Te Kore of the primeval pair Ranginui
and Papatuanuku. They were the first cause preventing light from
entering the world because of their close marital embrace. The
procreative powers of Rangi and Papa brought into being their sons
Tanemahuta, Tangaroa Tawhirimatea, Tumatauenga, Haumiatiketike, and
Rongomatane. The sons, living in a world of darkness between the
bodies of Ranginui and Papatuanuku, plotted against their parents to
let light into the world. They concluded that their plight of living
in a world of darkness and ignorance could be alleviated only by
separating their parents, so that Ranginui would become the sky
father above them and Papatuanuku would remain with them as their
earth mother.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><br /><br />The
task of separating earth and sky was accomplished by Tanemahuta, who
prised them apart with his shoulders to the ground and his legs
thrusting upwards. Thereafter, one of his names became
Tane-te-toko-o-terangi, Tane the prop of the heavens. The verity of
his name is evident in the great forests of Tane, where the mighty
trunks of the totara and kauri trees can be seen soaring upwards to
the green canopy overhead and the sky above it .</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
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<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #ffff99;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">From
“Ka Whawhai Tonu Matou” by Dr Ranganui Walker.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
<br />
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: lime;"><span style="font-family: "latha";"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><br /><span style="font-size: large;">People
were conceived to be</span></i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: lime;"><span style="font-family: "latha";"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>not above
nature:</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 0.17in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: lime;"><span style="font-family: "latha";"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>but an
integral part of it.</i></span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold";"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">The
task of separating earth and sky was accomplished by Tanemahuta, who
prised them apart with his shoulders to the ground and his legs
thrusting upwards. Thereafter, one of his names became
Tane-te-toko-o-terangi, Tane the prop of the heavens. The verity of
his name is evident in the great forests of Tane, where the
mighty trunks of the totara and kauri trees can be seen soaring
upwards to the green canopy overhead and the sky above it .</span></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 48pt;">The
verity of his name is evident in the great forests of Tane, where the
mighty trunks of the totara and kauri trees can be seen soaring
upwards to the green canopy overhead and the sky above it .</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; font-size: 20pt;">HIS MAD POSSIBL E</span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 28pt;">IN</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 28pt;">US
ALL</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">HE,
THE THINKER,</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">DOWN
DIGGING<br />TO TUBERS WHOSE</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">GOLDEN
BOULDERS</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">SUCH
GIFTS,SUCH</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><span style="color: yellow;">TALLITH
TRUTH,<br />SUCH : </span><span style="color: red;">LIFE </span><span style="color: yellow;">AND
THE</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><i>SEEDING
WORDS</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">THEIR
GEMMATION AS</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">NO
OTHER,<br />AND THIS, BUILT BY</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">OTHER
HANDS,<br /><i>- - - - - - - - - - - -</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 28pt;"><span style="background: #00dcff;"><i>GREEN
AS LIGHT </i>,</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">-
- - - - - - - - -</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">NEW-SHIVERING
-<br />AND THE LAMB’S BLEAT BEATING INTO THE WHO AND WHERE<br />AND
WHAT WE ARE — YESTERDAY IS TODAYED<br />AGAIN AGAIN</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;">AND
AGAIN</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><i>-
- - - - - - - - -</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><i>NEVER</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><i>UNREMEMBER</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 26pt;"><i>TURN
</i>THE HUMAN SCROLL,<br />TURN THE SCROLL - TURN:<br />BE IT</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-top: 0.19in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 28pt;">TWO
HUNDRED YEARS</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i>^&(*</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i><span style="background: #00ff00;">&^*&*&^*&^*</span></i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i>&*&^*</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i><span style="background: #000080;">@@</span></i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i>@@@@@#</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i><span style="background: #ff0000;">$#@$#@*&^%</span></i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i>*&^%*&^#$%</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i><span style="background: #008080;">^(%%^#$</span></i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i>@!%&*^&*76876</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">GREEN
AS LIGHT - THIS MAD POSSIBLE IN US ALL - GREEN</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">AS
POSSIBLE MAD IN US ALL</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">BE
IT LIGHT OR LIGHT THIS</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">MAD
GREEN LIGHT IN US - POSSIBLE</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">GOLDEN
GREEN GOLDEN GOLD</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">PERHAPS
IN LONDON THE LIGHT</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">AND
NY AND THE GREEN AND</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">THERE
HE WAS MY OPPA I NEVER MET</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">THIS
MAD POSSIBLE THIS GREEN</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "britannic bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 54pt;">THIS
BOULDER OF LIGHT</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&</span></span></span></div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&</span></span></span></div>
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``<span style="color: #f6b26b;">`````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div align="JUSTIFY" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<i><span style="color: #f6b26b;">she</span></i><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">she
is beautiful</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">as a flame</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">leaping</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">out some
unfound</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">and carnal blue -</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">and the flame flower,</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">being
free, flows</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">like a silk wind, and:</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">she is everywhere
everything</span><br />
<br /></div>
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<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<span style="color: #cc33cc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">You.
Yes, you - to you I speak. You</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc33cc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Will
never have the knowing. No, no,</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc33cc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Never
shalt thou know: for in your</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc33cc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">gloomed </span></span></span><span style="color: #cc33cc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">Skull
a pantomime is played -</span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc33cc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Outside
where beats down heat</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">There
is no watering place, no holing up -</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">No
where can be found the leastest trickle</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">In
the rocks of gods</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">In
the garden of rocks</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">In
the harsh unshadowed land</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Where
I have forgotten</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">How
this strange conjunction</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Of
striding morning shadows,</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Inverting
rising in meeting,</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Was
revealed to me - in a handful of-</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">A
man with a blazing brow</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Showed
me fear in transformal</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Primal
dust, until, after the rain of red rocks,</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I
writhed in Wagnerian,</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">That
Hitler (and I) so loved. (But we both</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">loved/feared
grails and waters.)</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">We
reappeared at the ending time,</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">And
all applauded -</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;">The
the dew sparkling hyacinths</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"> Had
you shine with smile</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
________________________________________________________________________________</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
________________________________________________________________________________</div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #99cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">`````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #99cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">``````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">And
another god impelled this All-</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">And
vast the silence, the heart:</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">````````````````````````````````````</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">The
sacred sacred heart</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">-
We were unsighted by this <i>fire.</i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><b>`````````````````````````````````````````</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><b>Vast
sea, empty sea -</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">In
your green visions we untounged</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.02in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">-</span></span><span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Searched
we our hearts,</span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">```````````````````````````````````````````````</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Nothing
knowing of the core, the centre,</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">The
nexus of stasis,</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">The
thunder of the drumming of unsound.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">````````````````````````````````````````````````````</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Das
Meer is unt Leer,</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">Unt
Lear was crazed with blinded knowing -</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">`````````````````````````````````````````````````</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">(This
much we know, as we are darked.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````</span></span></span></div>
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<dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><span style="font-family: "imprint mt shadow" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: red;"> <span style="font-size: 11pt;"><b>TERTIUS
SAYS</b></span></span><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span> </span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0in; margin-top: 0.08in; orphans: 1;"><span dir="LTR" id="Frame10" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: none; height: 0.31in; left: -0.38in; padding: 0in; position: absolute; width: 0.31in;">
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<span style="font-family: "castellar" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><span style="font-family: "maiandra gd" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">...yes
the dems will contain and the reps will expand they are two sides
to the same coin. Composition is as important to text as it is to
music compare Bach to say Stravinsky what do you think?</span></span></span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: -0.01in; orphans: 1;"><a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="Blog1_cmt-4083288343150731553"></a><span style="color: #cccccc;">
<span style="font-family: "castellar" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><span style="font-family: "maiandra gd" , sans-serif;">The
Fischer king lands in the marketplace of ben jonson and approaches
the stallholder a mighty elephant with immense size and power who
proceeds to crush all other stalls across the domains. All other
beasts are dispersed but for a few ants who continue to multiply
as they follow the surge of the elephant as he travels so far from
the initial stall as his supplies stretch and break there is
disorder</span> <span style="font-family: "maiandra gd" , sans-serif;">and decay no
executive or legislative council then the fischer king surfaces
here to ease the night of dark that follows day .The mighty
elephant rules domain new all crushed but for a few he weakens far
from home and is eaten heartily as the ants dine spurn and ingest
his marrow bone.</span></span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0in; orphans: 1;"><a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="Blog1_cmt-2881985698994838973"></a><span style="color: #cccccc;">
</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "castellar" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><span style="font-family: "maiandra gd" , sans-serif;">The
gloomed pantomime in dark is the pants and mime the walker the
talker the tower and the mob light the heath for king and fool</span></span></span></span></dd><dd style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-left: 0in; orphans: 1;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "castellar" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><span style="font-family: "maiandra gd" , sans-serif;">Rejoice
regard the bard emerge radiant light. Give means to the muse and
the magic sight. The lady lands there and conjures the bright. It
is where they recieve the right and its might. </span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;">
</span></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "lucida grande";">_______________________________________________________________________________</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><b>Report
from Iso-Man</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Again
the Woody-Wood-Pecker</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Early
morning laughter</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Is
a good enough description.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>This
heart pain is not a medicine.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Waking
that day you, you expected joy,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Because
everything, like headlines,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Was
day after day - and you couldn’t.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>You
had hoped for ebullience</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>To
blaze out of crannies, but instead,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Or
because of, there was only a clever clue:</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>John
the over and under man who could have been</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>At
Pompei - of course because you thought of it</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>And
were trying to impress them -</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>But
the women just turned away.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>And
oil was oozing like erotic black stuff:</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>The
next day, which blurred into mirrors,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>There
was a terrifying rumour of a man</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Who
reacted. All this reminds me of-</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>That
day she and I (young) (silly) (hot)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>and
(rashly) - wrote A loves B on the sand,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>When
she was certain: but I have tried</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>To
control that part of my Universe.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>But
the waves? It has all ways puzzled me,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>That
<i>that </i>thing we did, which was a spell,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Was
erased <i>into </i>our lives - but the next day:</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>We
made it! There were millions and gifts and guests;</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>And
I caught out a lot: laughing, but, they, took:</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Absolutely
no notice. So I went right to the top!</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>You
were so proud! You looked at me!</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Yes,
and then I returned to the then-now</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>And
those bloody Woody-Wood-Pecker birds</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>With
their early morning madness. They clacked.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>They
awoke and it seemed all surreal and giggly</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>About
a meaning they kept from me. . . So I,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Asked
for assistance, but there was no one,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>So
it became something rushing off just</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>As
I was looking carefully into and prying</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>And
wincing at the blurr: which <i>was</i> the rev,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>The
rev, the revelation which soap-Slipped</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Whaaeee!
out of my hands, fuck it, so I returned;</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>But
they saw and - simultaneously - turned their</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Backs
so that a certain percent say of the subset</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Of
x million of the subset z, quite at once</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Slit
their throats. Death was falling all over</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Itself
all over the bloody place.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Then
I remembered - the baby waving bye bye,</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>And
the little hand, but I was not repeat not</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Fooled.
I grew up to be a rugged All Black</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Or
something, but I never forgot the Fifth Curve.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>So.
I had exhausted my options.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>I
took some annual leave from the human vacuum</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>And
began to recreate The Hand: the gigantic Hand</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Old-growing
in centurious seconds: became.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>But
then it wrink-wrenches clamps shakes</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>And
began to dissolve.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Or
it gets weaker weaker weaker, slowly:</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>They
all watch, they are tranced -</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>This
is a show! The brave fingers</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Like
a fly-spray dying spider. . . at last! at last!</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Give
up, and the dolly: the dolly drops!</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Squeaking
with freedom! The Head.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>The
Head is feebly. The Head turns. The Head.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>But
twenty stories down, and squashed across</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>A
car, the dead dolly is dead, so dead -</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>It
declined to comment: kept dignity;</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Refused
to be drawn. So...</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "lucida grande";"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: large;"><b>So
we filed it under Section Z2347.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">_______________________________________________________________________________</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;">.</span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">maybe
a shadow sleeps in your hand, but it is not known to the divergent
multitude, who are cross with destiny. Our quarrel is not so direct,
or our bubbles so gloating in their rise.</span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: #cc0000; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: #cc0000; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">…<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Once
I stood on hills, high in corn, whirled about in black by yellow
crows, and did different. Things. The sob suppressed shall burst in
thunder yet. Soap. This anger transforms, and many new eyes appear,
as daisies, or freesias. You planted light, and reap now torment, now
torrents, now rocks.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: #cc0000; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: #cc0000; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">No
way is safe except all ways: and we are forbidden. Things nowadays
tend toward minima, and you, you sit alone: tape or pen in hand, and
a book, and strange internal forms do crowd about: those those these
these; less-comforting- than-the-flesh: and listening to songs or
modes that ring, recalling the dying generation’s that all, all
neglect all: and the dark and clapping coat-a-stick, & such arms
in arms, and the joyful bitter hope of gold, beat into music: free in
the holy fire outside desire or any gyre, keeping awake….these
strange sounds that ring from those who live and have learnt to sing…</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>You,
</i>of course, are dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead to the world:
skewered, sliced, sacrificed, shorn. Spat out by those you had
trusted most. And so should you be!</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="color: white; font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="color: white; font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">For
how is it <i>you </i>think you are important: with so many syndromes,
diseases, shootings, atrocious accidents, massacres: in fact, the
summated enbloodment? Eh?! Hmm!?!</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Words
are thus evolved: or invented ‘in sudden throat’, for evil or
‘good’ occasion. (Evil vile and virid (yet red yellow bright)
amphispbaena sleep about as if in the dreams of <i>La Tentation de
St. Antoine </i>…)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">all
this said, and, if acknowledged – let us note – those of us who
are alive – how the sky is so blue, and the shrieking has subsided.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">so.
I shall hazard forth – e’en as the great and holy machinery of
this creaking orb doth shudder with Begin – </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">and
slobbered forebodings of fear and joy</span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"> </span></span></span><span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">and of</span></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">the more and more and more to come…</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">.........................................................................................................................................................................</span></span></span></div>
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
________________________________________________________________________________</div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /><span style="color: yellow;"><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">.................................................................................................................................................................................</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size: large;"><b>here
the eye began. anciently. it's beginning was here. ages passed. there
was matter. something was amiss with the matter's matter. the snake
got involved. a spreading sneer, and a sad erotic leaf mass. and a
sedan..</b>..</span></span><br /><span style="color: #00cccc; font-size: small;">####################################################################</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i> as
in............... his book </i></span><span style="color: #ffff33;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">Theoretical
Objects</span></span><span style="color: #ffff33;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>
</i></span></span></span><span style="background-color: black;"><i><span style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="color: #eeeeee;">(by Nick
Piombino)</span><br /><br /><span style="color: orange;"><br />>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>&gt</span></span><span style="color: #eeeeee;">;>>>&gt</span><span style="color: white;">;>>>>>>>>>>>>>as
a kind of theoretical 'argument' but modulates </span><span style="color: magenta;">into what Scott
Hamilton has termed "poessays" -</span><span style="color: white;"> </span><span style="color: #f4cccc;">or that is one "take"
on them - they are all stimulating and interesting, as
are</span></i></span></span><span style="color: white; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #f4cccc;">))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))</span><span style="color: white;">)))))))))))))))</span></i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><i><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))0</span><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;"><br /><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">Alan's.
Not all are "beautiful - the purpose is stimulation, or
stir...</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: white; font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms"; font-size: xx-small;">-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">---------------------------------------</span></span></span></i></span><span style="color: white; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: white; font-size: x-large;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>disgust,
dread, fascination, density, decay, difficulty or clarity</i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>,
greater or lesser degrees of what Bernstein calls </i></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>"absorption"
</i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>(in A Poetics );
revulsion, convulsion, desire, enactment, process, disturbance and so
on...</i></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>Seen
</i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>also is the </i></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>range
and restlessness </i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>of
Alan's </i></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><i>very
wid</i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "verdana";"><i>e </i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><span style="color: white; font-size: x-large;">reading
-</span><span style="color: orange;"> </span></i></span></span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><b><span style="color: red;"><span style="color: orange;"><span style="color: white;">h</span><span style="color: yellow;">e
is reading</span></span><span style="color: yellow;"> </span></span></b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><b>or
would read almost
anything...</b></i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms"; font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /><br /><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: xx-small;"><br />((((((())))))))()()()()()()()()()()</span></i></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i style="background-color: black;">()()()(</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms"; font-size: xx-small;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">)()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()(</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">............................................</span></span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: black; color: #ffd966;">And</span></span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: black; color: #ffd966; font-size: small;">.................................................................................</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;">............<span style="font-size: medium;">.</span></span></i></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #33ccff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms"; font-size: medium;"><i>Like
a fat poet retching, or casting
himself</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms"; font-size: xx-small;"><i><span style="background-color: orange;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;">..</span>.....</span><br /><span style="font-size: xx-small;">>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>as
in Bernstein's</span></span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: orange;">concept - here phil</span></span></i></span></span><span style="color: orange; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>osophy
or </i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /></i></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>its
mode of disco</i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>urse -
inter<br /><br />changes with poetry and its mode of "phi<br /><br /><br /><br />losophic"
inquiry - research or investigation. Ala<br /><br /><br />n's inquiry
in<br /><br />..................................</i></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>revulsion,
convulsion, desire, enactment, process, disturbance and so
on</i></span></span></span><br /><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /><span style="font-size: large;">volves<br /><br />,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,<,,,<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<,,,,,<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
...............................his </span></i></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>great
variety of modes of writing </i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><span style="font-size: xx-small;">-
that i</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size: medium;">s - his
structures....</span></i></span><span style="background-color: black;">####################################################################</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-size: xx-small;"><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /><br />This
</i></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>STRATEGY
</i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>o f <br /><br />constant
shifting and non-normative writing <br /><br />challenges the hierarchical
'tyranny' of received or <br /><br />#########################transparent
Narrational
writing <br /><br />where################ <br /><br /><br />,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
(</i></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>s p e
r m a t i c s i l e n c e</i></span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>....</i></span><span style="background-color: black;">here
the eye began. anciently. it's beginning was here. ages passed. there
was matter. something was amiss with the matter's matter. the snake
got involved. a spreading sneer, and a sad erotic leaf mass. and a
sedan....</span><br /><span style="background-color: black;">####################################################################</span></span><span style="background-color: black;">o</span></span><span style="background-color: black; font-size: xx-small;">rn.
Spat out by those you had trusted most. And so should you be!</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">For
how is it <i>you </i>think you are so important: with so many
syndromes, diseases, shootings, atro</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /><br /><span style="color: white;"><b style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: medium;">here
the eye began. anciently. it's beginning was here. ages passed. there
was matter. something was amiss with the matter's matter. the snake
got involved. a spreading sneer, and a sad erotic leaf mass. and a
sedan....</span></b></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #00cccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">###########################################################</span><br /><br /><span style="color: white;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: large;">a</span></span><span style="font-size: large;">s
in............... his book </span></i></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffff33; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>Theoretical
Objects </i></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>(by Nick
Piombino) </i></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">a spreading
sneer,</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br />>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>as
a kind of theoretical 'argument' but modulate into what Scott
Hamilton has termed "poessays" - or that is one "take"
on them - they are all beautiful and interesting, as
are</i></span><span style="color: #ffcc99; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><span style="font-size: large;">)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))0</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size: x-large;">Alan's.
Not all are "beautiful - the purpose is
stimulation,<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />---------------------------------------</span></i></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>disgust,
dread, fascination, density, decay, difficulty or clarity</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>,
greater or lesser degrees of what Bernstein calls</i></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><span style="background: #e6e64c;">
</span></i></span><span style="color: #6600cc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><span style="background: #e6e64c;">"absorption"</span></i></span></span><span style="color: #6600cc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>
</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>(in A Poetics );
revulsion, convulsion, desire, enactment, process, disturbance and so
on...</i></span><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>Seen
</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>also is the </i></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>range
and restlessness </i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>of
Alan's </i></span><span style="color: #999900;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><i>very
wid</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><i>e </i></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>reading
- </i></span><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><b>he
is reading </b></i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>or
would read almost
anything...</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /><br /><br />((((((())))))))()()()()()()()()()()</i></span><span style="color: #330000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>()()()(</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">)()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()(</span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">............................................</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">And</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">.................................................................................</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">.<span style="font-size: large;">..</span></span><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">..........
</span></span></i></span><span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #33ccff; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>Like a
fat poet retching, or casting
himself</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">.....</span>..</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>&></span><span style="color: white; font-size: large;">as
in Bernstein's</span></span><span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">concept - here phil</span></span></i></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffcc66; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>osophy
or </i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /></i></span><span style="color: #ffcc66; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>its
mode of disco</i></span></span><span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>urse -
inter<br /><br />changes with poetry and its mode of "phi<br /><br /><br /><br />losophic"
inquiry - research or investigation.
Ala</i></span></span><span style="color: white;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color: #00cccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">###########################################################</span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /><br /><span style="color: white; font-size: x-large;">This
</span></i></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms"; font-size: x-large;"><i>STRATEGY
</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">of<br /><br />constant
shifting and non-normative writing<br /><br />challenges the hierarchical
'tyranny' of received or</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">#######################</span><span style="color: red;">##transparent </span></span><span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"> Narational
writing</span></span><span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-large;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"> where</span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: red;">###</span><span style="color: #cccccc;">#############</span></span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
(</span></i></span><span style="color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #3333ff; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>s p e
r m a t i c s i l e n c e</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms"; font-size: large;"><i>....</i></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">here
the eye began. anciently. it's beginning was here. ages passed. there
was matter. something was amiss with the matter's matter. the snake
got involved. a spreading sneer, and a sad erotic leaf mass. and a
sedan....</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: #00cccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">####################################################################</span><br /><br /><b style="color: #cccccc; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="color: red;"><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">beginning
was
here.</span></span></b><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #00cccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">###################################################################</span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />---------------------------------------</i></span><span style="color: red; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>disgust,
dread, fascination, density, decay, difficulty or clarity</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>,
greater or lesser degrees of what Bernstein calls </i></span><span style="color: #6600cc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>"absorption"
</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>(in A Poetics );
revulsion, convulsion, desire, enactment, process, disturbance and so
on...</i></span><span style="color: #ffff66; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>Seen
</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>also is the </i></span><span style="color: red; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>range
and restlessness </i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>of
Alan's </i></span><span style="color: #999900; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "verdana";"><i>very
wid</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "verdana";"><i>e </i></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>reading
- </i></span><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><b>he
is reading </b></i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>or
would read almost
anything...</i></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br />||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||purpose
is
stimula</i></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br />((((((())))))))()()()()()()()()()()</i></span><span style="color: #330000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>()()()(</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>)()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()(<br />............................................<br /><br />And<br /><br />.................................................................................</i></span><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><b>he
is reading </b></i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i>or
would read almost
anything...</i></span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /></i></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">....................................anciently...................................................</span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /></i></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>eye
began. anciently. it's beginning was here. ages passed. there was
matter. something was amiss with the matter's matter. the snake got
involved. a spreading sneer, and a sad erotic leaf mass. and a
sedan....</b></span></span></span></div>
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yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /></i></span><span style="color: magenta;">*********************************************************************************<br />*********************************************************************************<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">***********************</span><span style="color: magenta;">***********************************<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">***********************</span><span style="color: magenta;">***********************************<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">****</span><span style="color: magenta;">******************************************************<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">****</span><span style="color: magenta;">*********</span><span style="color: red;">**********</span><span style="color: magenta;">*******</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: magenta;">***********************<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">****</span><span style="color: magenta;">*************</span><span style="color: red;">******</span><span style="color: magenta;">*****</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: magenta;">*************************<br />**********************</span><span style="color: red;">******</span><span style="color: magenta;">*************</span><span style="color: red;">****</span><span style="color: magenta;">*****</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: magenta;">******</span><span style="color: red;">***********</span><span style="color: magenta;">*********<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">****</span><span style="color: magenta;">*****************</span><span style="color: red;">******</span><span style="color: magenta;">***********</span><span style="color: red;">***********</span><span style="color: magenta;">*********<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">*************</span><span style="color: magenta;">*********</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: magenta;">***********</span><span style="color: red;">***********</span><span style="color: magenta;">********</span><span style="color: yellow;">*</span><br /><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********************</span><span style="color: red;">*************</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">*********</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********</span><span style="color: red;">***</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">*****************</span><span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********************</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">*****************</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********</span><span style="color: red;">*********</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">******************</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********</span><span style="color: red;">*********</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">*****************</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********</span><span style="color: red;">******</span><span style="color: #99ccff;"><span style="background: transparent;">*****</span></span><span style="color: #9999ff;">*********<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">*****************</span><span style="color: red;">*****</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">***********</span><span style="color: red;">************</span><span style="color: #9999ff;">********</span><br /><span style="color: magenta;">***********************</span><span style="color: red;">****</span><span style="color: magenta;">**********************************</span><span style="color: red;">************</span><span style="color: magenta;">********<br />***********************</span><span style="color: red;">***********************</span><span style="color: magenta;">***********************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">***********************</span><span style="color: red;">***********************</span><span style="color: yellow;">***********************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span></span></span></div>
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began.
</b></span><br /><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">*********************************************************************************</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>In
my last discussion of “what I am doing” here in and on EYELIGHT I
referred to Pound’s ‘influence’ and his talk of “All things
[being] a flowing.” via “sage Heraclitus.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><br /><span style="color: #33ff33;">Here
are some notes I made:</span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #ff9966;"> </span><span style="color: #ff9966;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Pound
struggled toward this aspect [flow?],</span></span></span><span style="color: #ff9900;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">and
we see process and constant development in</span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span><span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">many
poets and writers (many artists of whatever</span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">“discipline”
in fact) –</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="color: red;"><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: #ff6666; font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">h</span></span></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: x-large;">ere
I will digress [for me digression or divagation and difficulty are or
can be method] – I am not concerned about any potential reader
[hence I reject “popularity” or transparency</span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: xx-small;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: xx-small;">[the </span><span style="color: cyan; font-size: x-small;"> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: white; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #3333ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #cccccc; font-size: large;">Strunk
and White effect] with a vengeance as the reader must become the
writer – and I </span><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #cccccc; font-size: large;">reject also “pathetic beauty” or “hope and
consolation”</span><br /><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>[one thinks of Ashbery’s line</b></span><br /><span style="font-size: x-large;">“</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #3333ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>all
that useless love</b></span></span></span><span style="color: #3333ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">…”]<br /><br />[philosophers
such as Heidegger were here one thinks of Hitler and his glorious
parades and massive tirades into evil resonances of The Ring of
Alberich (made by the Rhine Maidens (this [their song] heard partly
in The Waste Land by Eliot) or that of Tolkien’s and so on –
whence one thinks of Wagner’s wondrous and often too long and
tedious (yet sometimes</span></span></span><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">wonderful
tonkile tonkle) and erotic Gotterdammerang – but one also sadly
contemplates in a new and horrible agony of being of the terrible
destruction and the loss [one thinks or gedandke’s here of Anne
Frank] – hence deconstruction – but as Mao said:</span></span></span></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br /></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: #33cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">“There
can be no construction without de[con?] destruction” (and flow) –
{ per se } – but we now return to the notes:</span></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><br /></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><br /><span style="color: #f9cb9c; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><b>the
constant obsession of many writers in the (first part of?) the 20th
Century [BTW many of these ideas I am now mixing with my recent
reading of various philosophers whose ideas I only had dim concepts
of at the </b></span></span></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><b><br /><br /><span style="color: orange; font-size: x-large;">(postulated?)
inception of EYELIGHT <br /><br />[really quite accidental but which must
have had some paradoxical inceptional modal ‘origin’ - but
this [notion – [passing thought??] is open to infinite questions
into echoes unto dearth] – before I continu</span></b></span></span></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: orange; font-size: medium;">e
....</span><br /><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">....</span>..</span></b></span></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="color: #6600cc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b style="background-color: #ffe599;">I
will use term I have discovered (this as I say an learning process
for me and hopefully for others – there are huge areas or blocks of
Nothing in me I cannot disbelieve –and much of this new theory [not
new in time of course new to me] is beyond me as well as you my
lovely reader ] but here is the term – [see the ‘origin’ hyper
link above] – but to return –</b></span></span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: #cccccc; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><br /></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: #f6b26b; font-size: 15pt;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">{Richard
STOP being so stupid just write it down people don’t want all this
interrupting and crap {your not Einstein or Joyce or anyone you
slop!} {I know! I know…sorry…} So you should be you stupid
bastard –get on with it</span><span style="font-size: 15pt;">!??} -</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "american uncial" , cursive;"><span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: medium;"><i style="background-color: #ffe599;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"> u
know Richard that was great that Moral tale of Laforgue “Hamlet”
best thing I’ve read by him so far –cant get much in Frenh or
English by him… { died at </span></b><span style="font-size: large;"> </span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><i><span style="font-family: "american uncial" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: orange; font-family: "american uncial" , cursive;"><b> </b></span><span style="color: orange; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"> </span></span></span><span style="color: orange;"><span style="color: #ff6666;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-size: 15pt;">He
</span><span style="font-size: large;">washed......... </span></b></span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ff9900;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><b>his
hand</b></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><b>..............
s..................in eyeballs</b></span></span></span></span></i><span style="color: red;"><span style="color: orange; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>–</b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><span style="background-color: #e6ff00; font-size: large;">Read
Laforgue (who influenced Eliot of course) from some book at Uni but
didn’t think much about it for some time until I found the Jay
Smith translation at the Hard to Find in Onehunga…where that Yank
was talking about reading – or he had read “The Rise and Fall…}
{Richard – SHUT UP!!!...{Sorry…o.k. </span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="background-color: #e6ff00; font-size: large;"><b><u><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">{Should
I play The Modern to 1. e4 from now on [Sicilian becoming too well
known] ?</span></span>?</u></b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="background: #e6ff00;">{
I WILL definitely try 3 Nxf7 against the Petrov’s though!!)
{Topalov-Kramnik – only a draw but still…}</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "lucida handwriting" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="background-color: #e6ff00; font-size: large;">{Shut
up I said!!!}</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3; font-size: large;">-many
writers) such as Zukofsky his ‘A’ and especially ’80 Flowers’
where the growing of the flowers itself (I feel) is itself an
enactmentenacted or </span></span>
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<span style="color: #33ccff;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>danced out
over a period of 20 years of the writer’s life and thus becomes
acted into the</b></i></span></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></i>
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<div lang="en-US" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0.2in;">
<span style="color: #3333ff;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: 10pt;">totality
of the poem itself;</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"> Olson’s
‘Maximus’ and for me Gertrude Stein is</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-size: x-large;"> essential</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #00cccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><b>................................................here.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"> <b style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif; font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size: large;">everybody
in their entering the modern composition and they do enter it, if
they do not enter it they are not so to speak in it they are out of
it and so they do enter it; but in as you may say the non-competitive
efforts where if you are not in it nothing is lost except nothing at
all except what is not had, there are naturally all the refusals, and
the things refused are only important if unexpectedly </span></b></span></span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><i><b><span style="color: red;">somebody
happens to need them. In the case of the arts it is very definite.
Those who are creating the modern composition authentically are
naturally only of importance when they are dead because by that time
the modern composition having become past is classified and the
description of it is classical. That is the reason why the creator of
the new composition in the arts is an outlaw until he is a classic,
there is hardly a moment in between and it is really too bad very
much too bad naturally for the creator but also very much too bad for
the enjoyer</span><span style="color: orange;">, they all really would enjoy the created so much better
just after it has been made than when it is already a classic, but it
is perfectly simple that there is no reason</span><span style="color: red;"> </span></b></i></span></span></span><span style="color: #33ccff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><i><b>why
the contemporary should see, because it would not make any difference
as they lead their lives in the new composition</b></i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><i><b> </b></i></span></span><span style="color: #ffcc33;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><i><b>anyway,
and as every one is naturally indolent why naturally they don't see.
For this reason as in quoting…</b></i></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff99; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-size: 10pt;">The
inception of EYELIGHT had it’s beginning in The Infinite Po-<span style="color: #009900;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>em
and it’s fascination and use of collage and the interaction of
texts and various forms or paroles of the resultant polyvocal and
polymodal writing. The I.P. owes in turn</b></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>to
an essay (“Writing and Method”) by </b></span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><span lang="en-US"><b><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; font-size: x-large;"><span style="background-color: #33a3a3;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: #33a3a3;"> </span><a href="http://www.poets.org/poet.php/prmPID/703" style="background-color: #f1c232;">Charles
Bernstein</a></span></span></b></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<b style="color: red; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">This
essay, which I read in 1992 while doing a (stage 3 B.A.) course on
modern and postmodern US poetry, I discussed in the literary magazine
Brief [Number 24, July 2002].</span></b></div>
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<span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">Why
US poetry, and what was I doing? This is or could be long divergence
(later I roamed into English, French (and other European) writers
(mostly in translation): and much else: and of course I was always
reading N.Z. writing. </span>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">–
<span style="font-size: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><b>in
fact I read into anything so there is not now any preference for U.S.
over Chinese or whatever) – but the starting point was a Journal we
(stage three English students) kept. This was open to anything we
could contribute about writers or writing on the course. I’ll get
back to that Journal as there are things in it of quite some
interest…</b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Part
of my purpose or dreams in the ‘early days’ of the I.P. was
somehow to ‘save’ all traces of all human consciousness as far as
possible in and through all time. (When I started on The I.P. I had
not read about</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffff66;"></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><b><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><u><span style="font-size: 15pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 15pt;"> </span> Boltanksi</u></span></span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33; font-size: medium;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><b>etc
– I ‘found’ him more or less by accident at the Auckland
Library)…’</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ccccff;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Here
is the relevant passage in Bernstein's essay - many of the ideas in
the essay I studied very carefully and gave a lot of notes to, in my
Journal, in 1992</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 11pt;">ere
quite new to me and I wasn't completely aware that some of these
ideas derive from</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: yellow;">various
Postmodern writers (and others mentioned by Bernstein - poets</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><b>-</b></span></span><span style="color: #66ffff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><b>for
example at one stage he quotes Keats on "negative capability"
and so on).</b></span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><b> </b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "garamond" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>The
essay I quote was a starting point, not a prescription, for what I
began to do, or enact...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">One
vision of a “constructive” writing practice I have, and it can be
approached in both poetry and philosophy, is of a multi-discourse
text, a work that would involve many different types and styles and
modes of language in the same “hyperspace”. Such a textual
practice would have a dialogic or polylogic rather than monologic
method. The loss of dialogue in philosophy has been a central problem
since Plato; Cavell, applying this to his own work, and that of
Thoreau, talks about the dialogue of a “text answerable to itself”.
Certainly </span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Philosophical Investigations</i></span><span style="font-size: xx-small;">
is the primary instance of such a text in this century, and also a
primary instance of taking this practice as method. I can easily
imagine more extreme forms of this: where contrasting moods and
styles of argument, shifting styles and perspectives, would surface
the individual modes and their meaning in individual ways, and
perhaps further Heidegger’s call for an investigation into “pure
thinking” (Thinking is also construction.) Indeed, I can imagine a
writing that would provide a philosophic insight but would keep
essentially a fabric of dance – logopoeia – where truth would not
be to the validity of argument but to the ontological truthfulness of
its meaning.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ccff;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><i>Charles
Bernstein from</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> ....................................."Writing
and Method"<span style="color: #33cc00;"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><b><span style="color: #33cc00;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> .</span><span style="font-size: large;">.................................................in
</span></span><span style="color: #33cc00; font-size: large;"><i>In The American Tree.</i></span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ff6666;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><i> Bernstein
also talks - to summarise briefly - of the way that the difference
between philosophy and poetry (or philosophical writing and poetic
textuation - is there a difference?) is as much in the style or the
"form" of that writing - so that the work of Sartre's </i>Being
and Nothingness</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><u><b><span style="color: yellow;">"...is
a more poetic work than the</span><span style="color: red;"> </span><span style="color: red;"><i>Age
of Reason</i></span><span style="color: red;"> </span><span style="color: yellow;">in
the sense that I find it more a structured investigation of
perception </span><span style="color: #ffff33;">of perception and experience
– “being” whose call is to “memory and synaesthesia”, while
the novels often seem to exemplify various “problems” using a
rationalistic approach </span><span style="color: #ffcc00;">to argument and
validity."</span></b></u></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: #ffd966;">Here
are two paragraphs leading to this - with my comments:</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><u><b><span style="color: yellow;">Poetry,
like philosophy, may be involved with the investigation of phenomena
(events, objects, selves) and human knowledge of them; not just in
giving examples, but in developing methodological approaches. </span><span style="color: #ffff33;">This
implies not that the two traditions are indistinct but that aspects
of each tradition, especially in respect to the basicness of method,
may have more in common with aspects of the other tradition than with
aspects of its own tradition; that the distinction
............</span><span style="color: #33cc00;">between these two practices
</span><span style="color: #33ff33;">may be a less a matter of intrinsic
usefulness than of professionalization and segmentation of audience
and so of the address of texts.</span></b></u></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><i>Bernstein
had earlier in the essay rejected the distinction of philosophy (and
I’ll comment here that I believe that science has been and still
very much is a kind of philosophy in action, and that philosophy is a
sort of mental “science” so its possible that the distinctions
between all disciplines are more of convenience than reality ...but
I’ll leave those questions aside for now) and poetry. That is that
philosophy was logical and explicatory and poetry was not while it
contained “argument’: the differences are in fact in the way that
they presented; the style, the genre, and so on. But let me stick to
Bernstein on Sartre:</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><b>Jean Paul Sartre, in his “Interview at
70” (In Life/Situations) argues that while literature should be
ambiguous, “in philosophy, every sentence should have only one
meaning”[this one might thie rigorous discipline such as, say,
physics (my comment)]; he even reproaches himself for the “too
literary language of <i>Being and Nothingness</i> “whose language should
have been strictl technical. It is the accumulation of technical
phrases which creates the total meaning, a meaning which”, at this
overall level, “has more than one level”. Literature, on the
other hand, is a matter of style, style that requires greater effort
in writing and pervasive revision. ylistic work does not consist of
sculpting a sentence, but of permanently keeping in mind the totality
of the scene, the chapter,...the entire book” as each sentence is
being composed. So a superimposition of many meanings in each
sentence – Sartre’s remarks are interesting in this context
because he so clearly exemplifies the poetry / philosophy split,
being equally known for his fiction annon-fiction. Yet for me,Being
and Nothingness is a more poetic work than The Age of Reason in the
sense that I find it more a structured investigation of perception
and experience – “beg” whose call is to “memory an the novels
often seem to exemplify various “problems” using a rationalistic
approach to argument and validity.</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">This
contradiction.......................... was one of the fundamental
"eclairrisement's".................... that energised
my initiating my (my?) The Infinite Poem.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff33;"><span style="font-size: large;">I<span style="font-size: 15pt;">nterestingly,
about 2 years after reading this, when I studied stage three
philosophy we did "Continental Philosophy" (we covered
Heidegger, Sarte, Camus, Foucault and a few others) we some readings
of Being and Nothingness and The Myth of Sisyphus but took as as
'better' texts La Nauseé and L'Etranger (two favourite books of
mine) and it seemed to me, reading these, that Bernstein was right
(or onto something interesting) - but I have only read patches of the
longer philosophic works of Sartre and Camus.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "felix titling" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: 22pt;"><b><span style="color: #33ffff;">So
I began my adventure </span>- <span style="color: #ff99ff;">my "break"
from various conventions, </span></b></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #ff6666;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">...my
affair...... </span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">with
</span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>ostranie
[something like 'making strange' or 'strangeness'] </i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">and
so on.</span></span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffccff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><b>Another
impact on me has clearly been art - my father an was an artist (he
practised as a professional Engineer-Architect) and transmitted his
love of art to myself and also my older sister Gillian - who pursued
art through her </b></span></span></span><span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span lang="en-US"><b>life
(this I was not always strongly aware of really until relatively
recently) in between being a mother, working as teacher, skating (she
took part in championships and did much coaching.) My brother and
other sister took other paths - he in Chemistry and she in English
Literature and teaching.</b></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<i style="color: #33cc00; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">I
kept a interest in all aspects of art (however defined) and at one
stage took a good look at conceptual art - it was thus that I
"discovered "</span></b></i></div>
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<a href="http://www.muar.ru/eng/exhibitions/2005/exibit27_01_05_boltansky_e.htm"><span style="color: #33cc00;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="background: #ffcc99;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><span lang="en-US" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>B
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>quite
by chance (at the Auckland Library) - with him there was in me the
near-hopeless "lunge" to preserve 'everything' - every
human - in fact potentially all sentient - thought or conscious
experience.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: #ffffcc;">Consciousness
being the deepest,</span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #33cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: #ffffcc;"><br /></span><span style="color: #ffffcc;">most profound
project </span><span style="color: #33cc00;">- </span><span style="color: yellow;">the greatest and </span></b></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #33cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></b></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #33cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: yellow;">most
beautiful myster</span><span style="color: #33cc00;">y.</span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b><span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;">Boltanksi
speaks:</span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="background: #ffff00; font-size: large;">every
artist belongs to a mythical country</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;">and
miserable. This is precisely the reason why Boltanski's works are
not made of bronze or of marble, but rather of cheap materials
such as tinplate; materials that fall into decay by themselves.
The artist also uses simple and easily recognizable materials such
as coats or photos. To him, everybody is a fragile and unique
character whose memories have to be preserved, just like the
example of his grandmother: no trace of her existence has left, at
the exception of this samovar displayed in the Moscow exhibition
or the memory of those who knew her. It is all about "small"
individual memory, that is opposed to the "large"
collective memory, that of the history books that he also tells
throughout his installations. Each of his exhibitions creates a
new path made of old pieces combined with new works, which setting
is renewed every time.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;">Boltanski
tells thai at the beginning of every work of art, there is a
historical or psychoanalytic event, referring to events that have
to be told in order to be better understood.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;">"I
was born at the end of World War II: my “hidden” father during
the war, the discovery of the Holocaust, my anxiety about my
father's desperation, these are all elements that
moulded me ... 'Odessa's Ghosts' allows me to celebrate my
personal stories — we have to entertain the dead.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">every
artist belongs to a mythical country</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">every
artist belongs to mythical country</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">every
artist belongs mythical country</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">every
artist belongs mythical</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">every
artist mythical</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">artist</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">evy
art</span></i></span></div>
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are huge areas or </b></span></span><span style="color: #6600cc;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>blocks
of Nothing </b></span></span><span style="color: #6600cc;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><b>in
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is a picture of Bach's score the start of the Credo) for his B Minor
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color facsimile of the autograph score based on newly commissioned
photographs. The "Great Catholic Mass" —as it was
referred to in the will of CPE Bach—is both one of the crowning
achievements of Johann Sebastian Bach and at the same time one of his
most enigmatic works.</b></i></span></span><span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-family: "courier new";"><i><br /><br />.............</i></span></span><span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-family: "courier new";"><i><b>the
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="color: #ff6666; font-size: 7pt;">|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||</span><br /><span style="color: #ff6666; font-size: 7pt;">|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||</span><br /><span style="color: #ff6666; font-size: 7pt;">|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><span lang="en-US">This
(the written score by Bach's own hand - or facsimile of) - doesn't
mean much to me - I can in fact read music - but I have no capacity
to recall sounds - so while I can locate the position of notes on a
piano for example I can never remember what it actually sounds like:
I have no real music ability. [This doesn't matter BTW - many people
play musical instruments who cannot "visualise" sounds etc
although I suppose most musicians can to some degree, and people who
are really great in this area are very rare..but I am saying this for
the man of you who are as baffled as I am by such score - not totally
though - and what fascinates me is the </span></span></span><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><span lang="en-US"><i>look </i></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><span lang="en-US">of
it - and this is important - just as often I use parts of phrases for
the texture of the impossible meaning resonance, rather than any
possible completeness - I love to "partially" comprehend
things such as this score -also I selected a facsimile rather than a
neat modern score - this is the score as done by Bach's living hand -
it attempts perfection - but is of the failed flesh...]</span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><br /><span style="color: yellow;">I
used to "improvise" on my piano - but it was a mechanical
process (it was a hobby for a time - almost an obsession - ) ... To
play Beethoven I used to got all the way through the treble then the
base then combine them and play it (e.g. 'The Waldstein' I could play
quite well, but there were parts I could never "master") -
eventually I would recall the music somewhat, but my musical "recall"
is very hazy...so it seems incredible tome that Bach etc could write
music as that above and know how it all sounded... I don't really
believe that any one is capable of it - but apparently he must have
been.</span></span></span></span></div>
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whatever - the B Minor Mass is said by many to be the greatest piece
of music ever composed - and said to be perhaps one of the most
extraordinary, towering conceptions ever realized by a conscious
being. And I love Bach's work - but there is no way I can confirm
this - or say it necessarily of the B Minor Mass in particular - or
indeed of any other art work.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">How
can we know that this work is so great - and how do we judge it - and
by what criteria? To many it is a terrible cacophony - of no interest
- after all it doesn't really have a "tune" like some of
the marvelous songs and so on - it isn't very happy or tuneful music,
it repeats and drones on and on and on... for my mother (who loved
'classical' music except Bach (I know he was in fact baroque) ) Bach
was "too dreary". My uncle liked jazz - but only happy, not
complex, jazz - and certainly not Bach. Others keen on music I have
heard say that Bach is too intellectual. Others call it "opera"
and if they hear it will quickly switch it off... I myself cannot
logically prove the "greatness of" or privilege Bach's
music above any other music on this earth or within this or other
universes.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">But what about for me? What is great for me about Bach is the sense
of the eternal present I seem to feel while listening to(for me) his
best works) - as Glenn Gould pointed - out he wasn't interested in
"getting through to the end, in getting to any conclusion,
really..." (his sons were - they were "progressive"
while Bach</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">Was quite conservative and kept to a form that twas in
fact already largely outmoded in his own life time. But his "melody"
seems to dwell in a perpetual present.) While listening to Bach I am
sometimes almost convinced there must be some God or a higher power -
whatever. Einstein's ambition to get inside the thoughts of God...
Bach's end is his beginning and his end: his endless end.</span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>But
my point - apart from this endless process in Bach - is a discussion
I once heard about the entire work on the radio. The mass is not in
fact a singe work per se - it was a work (according to my
commentator) that was patched together from otter older scores, It is
thus a composite. The musicologist then explained how the entire work
was, in all kinds of ways, arranged in the form of a complex
mathematical and musical symmetry. The music could theoretically be
printed or presented as one vast shape - virtually a great gestalt, a
kind of Fast Fourier Transform of itself to summate the multiplex
complex wave or wave mass it is - shone onto a vast canvass in colour
that could be "number crunched" and subtly analysed - it
has been and a huge symmetry of fearful power emerges - a massive,
glorious, huge winged Eagle with coruscating colours and coded in are
to be found the letters of Bach's name as the notes chosen (a
practice John Cage copied and continued).</b></span></span></div>
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can we know ? </span></span><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><<</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">I have done this in EYELIGHT - I am recycling texts or
poems or fragments of poems constantly as well as bringing
innovations, repetitions, and work form other sources than my own etc
into the long "work" or process that is EYELIGHT. Am I
vying with Bach? Of course not - I am applying the method - as I am
interested very much in the methods of Bach and also many
contemporary composers (who worked in very different ways to Bach -
such as Varese, Xenakis, Cage, Ives, and Stockhausen etc. I see
EYELIGT not as great (this term seems absurd to me) or unitary as
Bach's work is - but I do see it as long and analogous to a
composition in music although as I say in that area I am more or less
tone deaf...</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ff9900;">But
questions remain. How do we define great art (let alone 'the
greatest'</span><i><span style="color: #ff9900;">) -</span></i><span style="color: #ff9900;">in
fact how do we define and or privilege art, poetry etc?</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><i><b><span style="color: #ffff99;">For
me there are no answers - the Mass is something incomprehensible (and
undoubtedly magnificent -but for me not his best or even particularly
good); but it is still the marvelous work of a human mind or brain.
Incredible, as we say "incredible"</span>.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<i style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ff6666;">But
so is everything else. Everything</span>...... <span style="color: red;">in
the Universe ( .... </span><span style="color: #ff9900;">or the infinite
Multiverse</span>.............?).........................................
<span style="color: #3366ff;">is both immensely
mysterious</span>.....................................,<span style="color: #ff6666;">puzzling........................</span>, <span style="color: #99ff99;">fascinating</span>..................................,<span style="color: #006600;">and</span>,
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in............................................. </span><span style="color: #33cc00;">its
defined.................................................</span>'<span style="color: #660000;">ugliness';</span><span style="color: #663366;">beautiful;...................................................</span></span></b></i></div>
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, tyger, burning bright</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #ff6666;">In
the forests of the night,</span><br /><span style="color: #ffcc66;">What
immortal hand or</span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffcc66;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>eye</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffcc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">Could
</span>frame thy</span> <span style="font-size: large;">fearful
symmetry?</span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #00cccc;">And
in Blake's great poem the l</span><span style="color: #ff6600;">ast stanza
replaces "could" with "d</span><span style="color: #ffcc33;">are"
- which has been introduced earlier in the poem:</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: yellow;">What
the hammer? What the chain?</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">In what
furnace was thy brain,</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">What the
anvil? what dread grasp</span><br /><span style="color: yellow;">Dare its
deadly terrors clasp?</span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 7pt;">llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll</span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">Below*
is the entire poem, showing the consummate interweave of ideas - and
of words such as 'could' to 'dare' and the powerfully punctuating
questions - the sense of immensi</span><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">ty and
beauty -</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b style="background-color: #ffd966;">"A
terrible beauty is born" ........!!???!........ as Yeats says...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">and
this perverse beauty can indeed seem the obverse of our conventional
view of "beauty" </span><span style="background-color: #ffd966; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">-</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: #ffd966; font-size: 13pt;">it...........
<span style="color: #3333ff;">can at times seem terrible, dark,
horrifying;.... or trite, tedious.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #009900;">Eliot....................
</span><span style="color: yellow;"><b>refers to the "horror, the
boredom, and the glory".</b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><i> I
don't know.</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: red;">Take
something ......... from this vast work or 'apparition' though -
........... </span><span style="color: #ff6600;">what I have 'stolen' is
the idea of recycling my own poems, or fragments of them into the
main "body"of the work. From my original
works................. </span><span style="color: #ff6600;"><i>back into</i></span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ff6600;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>.............................EYELIGHT.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3333ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #ffff66;"><i>But
EYELIGHT is not the greatest work!! This term, in fact, 'grates' on
me! </i></span><span style="color: #ffff66;">EYELIGHT is not great or a
perfect anything - it is a process a happening, deepened and enriched
by the palimpsestic depth of all earlier processes and workings of my
mind in the earlier"works" or writings or whatever </span></b></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">has
preceded or is a part of what I am presently doing; it could be seen
as an endless beginning and ending as is (or seems to be) Bach's
music</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>when
I appreciate Bach most. It is a procedure, an eternal beginning and
an eternal end with no predicted end or</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>beginning
or obsess with such beginning or possible traumatic or tragi-pathetic
end (as we seem to see Tchaikovsky's suicide predicted or adumbrated
in "The Pathetique". ) Like life - which it is a part of</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #33cc00;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>-</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #66ffff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>how
can something in the world escape the world? - EYELIGHT proceeds with
(albeit something if a sense of the eternal present) in relatively
predictable ways. Sure I get inspired by Bach etc, but I am not now
concerned with a single, finished, or 'perfect' product.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: black;"><br /></span><span style="color: #ffff99;">I
cannot or don't wish to call EYELIGHT a 'poem' or 'work of art'; but
it can be said to emulate a huge musical or artistic 'composition',
where themes and ideas or motifs repeat, as say do the 'leitmotifs'
of Wagner's "Ring Cycle". EYELIGHT is thus a text. In it,
images, indeed potentially everything and anything, can participate
in its progress, its on going...</span></i></span></span></span></div>
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_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>But
I want to describe how I "moved away" from the
single, 'perfect' poem,</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>towards
a (for me) new method of proceeding: a 'work', an action enacted,</b></span></span></span></div>
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<b style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #33ff33;">that
I myself cannot define. [It is 'structured' more than anything I have
yet done, but while it is still my most 'structured'.
'constituted','planned' enactment - yet it it
i</span><span style="color: #009900;">..........................s yet of a
form and nature happenstantial, and sometimes an "intuitive",
or even random, work.</span></span></b><br />
<b style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #009900;"><br /></span></span></b>
<b style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #009900;"><br /></span></span></b>
<i style="font-family: 'engravers mt', serif; font-size: 9pt;">hing I cannot define.</i></div>
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<b style="color: #ff6666; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: medium;">.</span><span style="font-size: medium;">..but
I will try. In about 1990 I was at the Auckland University library. I
was fascinated to see on display in a glass case, several versions of
a poem called 'Narita' by Allen Curnow. Now I took a note of the
"crossings out", the changes, the many versions, and the
final 'perfect', finished poem. Here is the first stanza:</span></span></b></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><span style="color: black; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span><span style="color: #00cccc;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"> Turning
the eyes from side to side, inquiring<br /> brightly, the head of the
door<br /> issues from the door for arrivals.</span></span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<b style="color: red; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 9pt;">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</b></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Things
such as this intrigue me - the poem and its process - I was then
rather new to modernist/postmodernist poetry (Curnow has been
described as both) and I hadn't read or written any poetry (or even
much literature of any kind) for many years prior to about 1986. The
poem fascinated and puzzled me. What was this strange writhing and
inquiring worm? What was it all about? ( I have trouble with
metaphor, abstraction, or symbolism - I tend to see almost everything
literally, or in fact simply as combinations of words - and I think
this has always been the case for me to some extent .) I later asked
a friend what 'Narita' was and was quite surprised to discover it was
not in fact a nematode, but an airport near Tokyo!</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><i>~</i></span></span></span><b style="color: #ff6666; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">But
the real importance for me of this encounter, as in once seeing a
facsimile of a n original typescript of a book by Virginia Woolf and
what most excited me were the crossings out, the errors, the starts
and stops, the shapes of the words themselves, the strange or unique
script, the marks, the blotches, the variously faded or clear typing,
- the unfinished and the manifold look of the uncompleted work - that
is of all the drafts displayed, and the strangenesses, the resonances
and disturbances thus set up in me...</b></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "braggadocio" , fantasy;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i>?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="background: #ffffcc; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>...
and every version seemed to me, peering over and into the austere
glass and bossy case, of an equal, or similar merit, or wondrousness.
Further: it was the totality as I felt this experience of reading and
interpreting, and not understanding, was, for me. Later I realised
that there was again here an example of constant process as 'poem' -
and my encounter with it was part of an ongoing experience of a work
- a work that ( if not for Curnow ) had it's importance for me in its
endlessess and its non beginning. Later in lectures on Sartre
(particularly his La Nausee) this issue or concept of there not being
any place a "story" starts was presented as being
problematic for the main protagonist.</i></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i><span style="background-color: #ffffcc; font-size: large;">In
fact one project I did in philosophy was to write three stories -to
somehow confirm (or not) that certain separate events had happened in
my life - in life of course we have to - at least in our minds -
separate things out.</span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i><span style="background-color: #ccffff; color: cyan; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;">The
stories I recalled most vividly were ones that involved near death,
or were of a romantic nature, or were distressing, erotic, or joyful
- the "ordinary" totality of existence of course is mostly
forgotten by the mind and we see things in separate "blocks"
but we are amid an ongoing roar of process..a constant
molecular and existential boil of Being and causation and the burning
torment of matter and the agonised and joyful convulsions life
lived in (albeit quantum mechanical and multi vectorial)
space time...</b></span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: #33ff33; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 7pt;">!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #ff6666; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">........................</span><span style="color: red; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">the
squirting joy of the act</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><b>!
! ! ! ! ! ! ! !</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffcc33;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>A
similar thing occurred for me when I once came across a book on how
to write poetry by Michael Harlow and Bill Manhire - these included
some excellent creative writing exercises. Indeed I have probably
used some of the ideas in that book in EYELIGHT and in some of my
previous writings. But again my main interest was in Harlow's
demonstration of the evolution of poem he had written. Again with
many versions, "crossings out", changes, circlings,
mysterious marks, squiggles, corrections - indeed, many 'Visions and
revisions'.... all in Harlow's demonstration of the evolution of his
poem.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #e6ff00;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>But
for me his poem began with the beginning of the Universe or the
Multiverse - if it (they) has / have a beginning...</i></span></span></span></div>
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"process" </span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>continued
</b></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: medium;">(or continues)
until Harlow (and he goes through all this with the potential writer
who is learning or interested in this procedure) (perhaps of many but
typical of writers and their methods) has or had or may have had
could have or did have the"perfect poem"; that he then sent
off ) (perhaps) to a publisher (or he may have kept it in drawer or
his back trouser pocket for some time: until showing, indeed
revealing, it here in this "how to" book) and it was now
ready to be </span></span><span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>published
</b></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: medium;">- and was [or is
or would have been or could be etc] thus </span></span><span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>final
</b></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: medium;">(complete -&
total) - now the draft could have been thrown away - but it is this
very draft or these tentative coils and loops of beginnings and
hesitant </span></span><span style="color: #ffffcc;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i><b>incipiencies</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: medium;">,
the torture of making, the disgust and hatred of doubt and delay, the
scribbles, the deletions, the intrusions of infinite phenomena and
intellectual or sentential debris we cannot know, - the total making
- all of </span></span><span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>every
thing </b></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: medium;">that goes
"into" the poem or text that </span></span><span style="color: #33ccff;"><span style="font-size: medium;">interests</span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: medium;">,nay
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I "get angry"with it all!!</span></span><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><br /></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">The
finished poem as poem is good - really good. Harlow is a major poet
in NZ - one of my favourite - but I am not interested just now in the
poem's meaning (meaning is problematic in any case) interested here
in the look of the totality of his work as worked through and I then
transform it - as things constantly do in life - in fact I went
"berserk" with it almost in trance or a fever, a kind of
"creative rage"</span></span><span style="color: red;">
</span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">perhaps:
creating a new "poem" or text as in the following
image-poem-text-enactment: an implication of an infinite and
progressive or degressive process </span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">..</span></span><span style="color: red;">.
</span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">I
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his lips a small tattoo</span></span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><br /></span><span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">The
plumes of his pocket</span></span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><br /></span><span style="color: #33ccff;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">almost
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signed</span></span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><br /></span><span style="color: #33ccff;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">something
else - buff -coloured signs are taken for wonders....</span></span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><br /></span><span style="color: #33ccff;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">the
leopards are strewn about the desert </span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;">in
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Tyger! burning bright <br /> In the forests of the
night, <br /> What immortal hand or eye <br /> Could frame
thy fearful symmetry? </span></i></span></span></span></div>
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what distant deeps or skies <br /> Burnt the fire of thine
eyes? <br /> On what wings dare he aspire? What the hand
dare seize the fire? </span></i></span></span></span></div>
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what shoulder, & what art. <br /> Could twist the sinews of
thy heart? <br /> And when thy heart began to beat, <br /> What
dread hand? & what dread feet</span>? </span></i></span></span></span></div>
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the hammer? what the chain? <br /> In
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<br /> What the anvil? what dread grasp
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the stars threw down their spears, <br /> And
watered heaven with their tears, <br /> Did
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Tyger! burning bright <br /> In
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<br /> What immortal hand or eye
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<span style="color: white;">“<span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed light" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>The
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is you know sometimes a solid darkness so near impenetrable we have
to eat our way through. It is essential for morale. Certain soldiers
dream of eyes to stab, or, at the last, of avoiding. But we are
enjoined from the dark and neo-natural engines of our past, and –
well – quite frankly – we have to eat the wall. Those black and
bassile waves come at us. Heads and horribles all gorgon with eyes
come at us. We hate, yet need, this darkness. Perhaps it’s a
Northern thing. Or it’s (just?) us? We, or some of us. Sometimes.
And some times – like ants on the flax-flower whose weird white and
purple spikes break to the sky so bitter and remote, yet, oh how so
blue and gold-filled, like, well, like a set of magic teeth. And
things. Things we’d never suspected, horrid and gentle things.
These emerge, and come at us. And do we eat through? Eh? Do we? Is
this thus our victory? Toward what? By whom? Is The Great One
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questions curl inside a dead leaf mass of erotic sadness until the
light is everywhere in the dawn. And we, we are held high. So high,
eyes cannot see: yet we are naked pink and vast.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"></span><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><b> EYELIGHT</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 15pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><b> THE INFINITE PROJECT</b></span></div>
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internationally acclaimed for his inventive installations and video
and performance pieces, many of which use iconic imagery taken from childhood and popular culture combined with sexually charged and
transgressive elements. In summer 2003,[ . . . . . . . .] is
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I talked shop with this fellow as this was the kind of work I did for a long time as a lineman and cable jointer. Here a contractor has cut a telephone cable. He is jointing a lead-sheathed cable to a plastic cable. It feeds the cable box on the pole behind. The lead-sheathed cable comes from a larger joint. Chorus now also have fibre optic options at most cable boxes (on poles or in the 'underground' systems).<br />
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In the mainly working class area I am in sometimes the gardens are quite beautiful. The mix of ethnicities has changed since I was a boy in this area, when it was mostly Pakeha with some Maori and perhaps one or two Chinese and Polynesians. Then from the 80s to about now there was a huge increase in Pacific Island people. More recently as well as Chinese and Indian and other Asian nationalities, just about every nationality and ethnicity are in evidence. With house prices rising in Auckland where I am specifically house prices have risen. Now there is a mix of European (usually fairly well to do or tradesmen or professional people) and Maori, Tongan, Samoan etc and others (Turkish, Indian, Italian,....the list goes on). Also European or Pakeha.</div>
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The Yearly Panmure Xmas and Santa Parade Event 2014<br />
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Bueautiful young Rarotongan women. With the increase in general<br />
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postmodern. Grand gestures are futile, and in place of hard work or
exacting thought there is sex and drugs and clubbing, and various
kinds of mind-bending music. Everything is unfinishable, belated, and
philosophically twilit. The Owl of Minerva can barely crank its wings
open—no doubt because it has become a fat urban pigeon, toddling between cafés for cultural leftovers. The books turn themselves
inside out, like the Pompidou Center, displaying their inner
workings. The book about Lawrence becomes a book about failing to
write about Lawrence; a projected work about the ruins of antiquity (mentioned in “Yoga” ) gets nowhere— “Such a book would one day lie in ruins about me.” But, of course, Dyer’s books do get
written: interesting books about boredom, successful books about
failure, complete books about incompletion. And one can see that, far
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Romantic, a flâneur out of Rilke (but with a vinegary English dash
of Kingsley Amis), eager to experience as much as possible, to travel
and fall in love and meet new people, and wary of writing and
reading, because, although they preserve such experience, they do so
at a mimetic remove. The problem for the Romantic is that, in order
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<span style="background-color: #ea9999; color: white; font-size: large;"><b>I read two books of reviews and essays by Dyer. Dyer, from a working class family, made it via a scholarship to Oxford. There he studied literature etc and was able to live on the dole. After finishing, and trying one job which was an anathema to him, he settled into a flat, and lived (mostly) on the dole for about 20 years. He wrote journalistic reviews and essays and later novels. In contrast to his parents, who were not only workaholics at work, but worked mowing lawns and other chores and energetic things even on the weekends, Dyer spent his time writing, smoking pot, dallying with young women. Later he managed to travel The favourite essay (he writes great reviews of photography books and also writes about Rilke and Rodin. I like him had read some D H Lawrence as well as <i>Pig Earth</i> by John Berger. This is somewhat of the harsh depiction of peasant life as Earth by Zola. Berger, who Dyer also wrote about, also did an art documentary and produced his famous book <i>Ways of Seeing</i>.</b></span></div>
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<b style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">One of my favourite essays is Dyer's search (by now his novels had sold and he traveled somewhat) for the perfect coffee and donut. The place had to be right. He needed to see mostly the same waiter or waitress but not to engage in conversation too much. It had to be perfect....</span></b></div>
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<b style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">I am similar to Dyer in my massive ability to procrastinate when it comes to writing. But in my life I have had about 50 jobs. Almost all of those were labouring or factory or storeman jobs. Then I trained as a lineman as a young married man with a son. Before that I had worked at Berger Paints in Panmure </span></b><b style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: x-large;">and then I think it was Fletcher's Fibre-Glass plant on shift work. When I "retired" in 1987 I then started a business which failed, and two other (one fencing, the other clearing rubbish).</b></div>
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<b style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: x-large;">Of those factory jobs and my time at the Railway Workshops and many other places including the freezing works there are many interesting and amusing stories or events and people I met. I will add these to my I Project and or Eyelight (probably on my other Blog which is a part of Eyelight but which I call the 'control' Blog. ................................................................................</b><br />
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Dyer has written books about failure and indeed via his American namesake, the popular psychologist philosopher Dr. Wayne Dyer, whose philosophy and ideas have assisted myself in my life: this brings me to my theme or one of my concepts I wish to expound and that is the concept of 'failure.' (And by association, 'error'.) Indeed it is what I call THE NECESSITY OF FAILURE. I will expand on it. But it is that </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">we put too much emphsis on fame and monetary success etc while neglecting the need to be able to fail or 'stuff up' at things and yet to still know that one can consider oneself a worthy being. Nor is it necessary to produce "great works" or to be able to quote endless facts and figures, get wonderful academic results or anything. It would be nice to win Lotto but you can fail an win lotto also! The </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">point is that the real test of a person's intelligence is the way he or she is able to be happy in most areas of life and to know that making errors, having problems (being short of money and incurring illness, having to do repairs, trying things and 'failing' (but of course in reality it is only failure if you thus define it. This is where we can </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">learn from animals. The white dog just barks. It doesn't try to out do the brown or the other dog. Animals, and humans are just complex animals it seems, don't compete over such things. We need to live every moment of our lives as intensely as we can and maybe live as long as we can, knowing that if (say) "making it" in some way or acheiving certains goals cause anxiety and depression: and block our deep enjoyment of life, then we have reached what Dyer calls and erroneous zone. We are attempting something wanting an external reward.(So people become over obsessed with winning all the time). </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><span style="background-color: black; font-size: large;">In the same way each of us can define our own intelligence.We are all intelligent if we know there are difficulties in life that we cannot always solve but we can be maximally happy. We have to ask what good has say, the "wonderful achievement" of scientists done us if that has lead to nuclear bombs, wars, and so on. That is if we have to pay with the benefits with seeing now the planet possibly in a terminal decline. So it is that mathematics is less important than say learning a language or doing art or just doing anything one enjoys doing. Thus we have too many competitions, famous people, film stars, Presidents, and so on. Each of us on this earth are valuable.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> Richard Taylor 15a circa 1968.
The child </span></span><span style="color: #aa77aa; font-size: medium;">was the daughter of Glen
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<span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> taken at his place in Bagnall
Ave GI. Glenn </span></span><span style="color: #aa77aa; font-size: medium;">and I played chess "matches"
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<span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> Glenn mostly won. Working
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Mal was a</span></div>
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<span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> communist and sold The People's
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<span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> the mountain. Middens and
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<span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> Hongi Hika attacked it about
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Endless Book</u></span></b></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><i>The Endless Book </i>is a "project" I set myself from about
1998. In 'K Road' I found a note book whose size and shape I knew I
wanted. It was in a Trash and Treasure shop in St. Kevin's Arcade. It
even had an ex-owner's name. Because I liked the line spacing, and
the paper, and the rounded edges I knew I wanted to fill it with
words.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">What
would I write in it? The answer was anything. I would just write.
There would be no plan as to what to write as, such a plan would
probably mean I wouldn't write in it or make any progress in it (or
with it). I would simply write whatever occurred to me each time I
made an entrance. This eventually became only when I was somewhere in
town or anywhere like that and or I was at a coffee bar, often just
after I had indulged my other obsession, that is buying second hand
books. Or I was in 'K Road' at Starbucks which I liked, or in Panmure
or anywhere where I had my book.</span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">The
restrictions and rules for my writing were only these. One: the book
would have no full stops.</span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Two:
Nor would it start with a capital letter. Three: There would be no
full stops or question marks. Questions were to be posed as
questions. The book would start in </span><span style="background-color: black;"><i style="color: white;">medias res</i><span style="color: white;"> </span></span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">so to speak, and
at the end it would simply stop when I ran out of pages....unlike
<i>Finnegans Wake</i> it would not circulate,</span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">that
is it would instead appear as if it were an endless stream of words.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Each
time I stopped writing I would leave of with something such as: '...
and it was now, this day,</span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">that my thoughts turn to.....' Ready for the next entry. By the time
I wrote in it again (this </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">took
place at random times, nor did I know what I was about to say
although I might refer to the </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">place
I was in or to a book I had just borrowed from a library or the scene
around or somewhat to </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">something
previously said) I would just continue with a quick look through some
of what I had </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">written.
But it rarely had much if anything to do with what had been said
before, but I would </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">glance
through it each time.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Another
rule (I realize I have stopped numbering)....was that whatever
happened to the book would </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">be
part of the book and in a sense of course the book was a kind of
sub-Infinite Book. It would in theory be a unique book: thus not even
really publishable as publishing it would ruin its integrity although
I have never been certain of that. The book in fact, forgotten by me,
lay in the bottom of an old Holden I had had for some years to carry
books to the Saturday K Road Markets where I sold books from 1998 to
2004 when I broke my leg. (I then started playing competitive and
club chess again). Later I found it. Rain water used to accumulate in
the passenger's side of the car until I drilled a hole in the floor!
Lots of it were rather ruined and some I could write over. By now my
eyesight was worse and I saw it as a mass of words, in fact this
happens to me with some of my other writing.....</span></div>
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any case that it was bent by the water and changed etc by nature if
you like. I liked this after the initial annoyance. It was now 'of
the process' and a part of the totality so to speak. So I let this be
a part of what this 'project' was or is. That parts of it had now
mysteriously disappeared I also liked....the gaps were created also
by chance. I know some conceptual artists use this idea, so in a
sense this is also a conceptual art work; although I don't like
putting anything I do into any category of art or poetry: I like to
think of it as just a process no more or less important than eating
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whatever else people do in life.
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important thing was to fill it up with words and maybe ideas or
gestures toward ideas and meaning if meaning there was. Quotes and
conversations or random observations, nothing was to be certain or
planned. Thus another 'rule' is that it is process, or of the process
as outlined (so the water damage is part of it).. I know this is an
old idea but it is central to EYELIGHT as well as The Endless Book,
although at first and possibly now it still except by my placing it
here, was or is not necessarily part of the totality of The Infinite
Project....contradictorily a few pages of it I had published in one
of the <i>Brief</i> Magazines edited by Jack Ross. It was in script.
It is of course, thus a </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">different
book, but the same.</span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Again
I am relatively indifferent to the book. It is true I am fond of it,
but I doubt I will have the energy to 'transcribe' it, although,
indeed some of it is in one of the issues of the magazine Brief. As
it is I can hardly read much of what I have written there as my
handwriting is terrible. However I have enjoyed writing it. I think I
have been intermittently adding to it for about 16 years now! In
theory it was to be a unique book of which there was one copy. Again
the idea of it being a book was possibly more interesting than its
being 'finished' or worked on over and over or edited and so on.
These marks on the Endless Book are just that: marks. All our marks
will eventually disappear. Or will they? We live as if this were not
the case. It is, in any case, an example of an idea-object, a kind of
conceptual art work perhaps like those decaying things that some
artists photograph, or in one case someone had a photograph of a
place as well as say a recording of ice melting. There are things
such as Richard Long's conceptual works. Long walks across parts of
England leaving his trace. But there are other similar conceptual art
ideas.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0099ff;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><b> More re Richard Long here: <a href="http://www.tate.org.uk/art/artworks/long-a-line-made-by-walking-ar00142" target="_blank">Richard Long</a></b></span></span></span></div>
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and 'consumerism' and so on, but I love these suburban houses. I am
glad to have been able to live in such an area. This level of wealth
is all one needs. We also naturally consume things or why would we
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understanding materiality and vision, expressed in the usual
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In Wellesley Street there was a rotary telephone exchange, which in the 70s to 80s was already outdated compared to the other BPO 'step by step' exchanges. Then cross bar exchanges were introduced and then slowly the switching systems were basically computer controlled. They and some of the earlier systems can actually look ahead and 'decide' the lowest traffic trunks for the most efficient switching. The old Wellesley Street exchange has since been dismantled. An Auckland sculptor who I used to see around used part of it in a sculpture. I think some of it is preserved. It was rotary. Inside the exchange there was a continuous noise as long rotating shafts with gears engaged other shafts with gears set at 45 degrees. Exactly how they worked I forget now. They used relays but were more electro-mechanical and it all looked a bit like Babbit's computer (which, with persistence, would have worked). The step by step exchanges use many relays and each phone owner or user has a designated 'place' which is automatically sought by the first 'finder' when a person lifts his telephone. Simultaneously dial tone is applied via a parallel circuit. This tone indicates you are ready to dial. Now across 50 volts each turn of the dial causes the relay to respond by moving up. So the first two numbers might be 37. In NZ this means that the relay bank moves up 7 places then turns 3. (The reverse of other countries). This refers to the old and indeed obsolete dial phones. The later exchanges were designed to respond to a dial or a push button phone generating a tone. From the Airedale Street the main cables radiate out and spread out like the slowly decreasing sizes of the branches of trees. </div>
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When I saw these they reminded me of J G Ballard's <i>Crash</i>. These are by the Mt. Wellington Fire Brigade station and training facility. The cars are used to practice rescues and fire drill and so on. The graffiti artists or vandals, however one feels or thinks of them, get onto these also.</div>
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peril comes in a large part from commitment to process
'....it is of the process.' </span>
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by </span><span style="background-color: #9fc5e8;"><u>Smithson </u></span></span><span style="background-color: #00dcff;"><u>Peter
Peri</u> </span><span style="background-color: #00dcff;">the detail was so great that the
real seemed to overwhelm itself, and become abstract </span></b></span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;"><span style="background-color: #00dcff;">Mysterious signs written by the Council. I classify this also as part of my graffiti art. </span></b></span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: white;"><span style="background-color: #00dcff;">But not much has changed. My father, as an architect for Hellabies Meat Company, had to deal with what he called 'The shitty council.' This was because of the mass of Soviet style red tape that still clogs the Council. When you try to contact them, you have to wait listening to terrible canned music. Then generally you find no one can help you. The Council now controls the entire "Auckland are" which is a big part of the land area of the North Island if not the whole of NZ. .................... </span></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="background-color: #00dcff;"><b>Now they have security people in libraries bothering me about wearing my hat. As if somehow preventing people wearing hats might make the library safer. The Council are all massively over paid and contribute very little to Auckland. Meanwhile they keep increasing rates year by year. The only good Mayor we ever had was Sir Dove Myer Robinson who made sure we got a good sewerage system. He also wanted an electric rail network, using systems he had seen in the US and Japan but he wasn't listened to in the 70s. Now the traffic has massively increased and the Council and Government spend millions. These millions of tunnels and more concrete and less trees achieve nothing.</b></span></span></span><br />
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it all Ezra Pound! There is <i>your</i> instantaneity of history, your staring through and out of time, and </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">my</span></i></span></span><span style="font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: #ff8080; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
staring. Hang it all! </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="font-size: 15pt;">WHAT AM I ?</span></div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">‘She exults – she exults as
she –
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">… she wants to absorb him. She
wants to draw him out and absorb him. She wants to draw him out and
absorb him until there is nothing left of him, even for himself.
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;">a-n-d
baa` a'ttt led and broooded bitterly</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>WHERE DID DAVE THE LOCAL ALCI GET TO? </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 15pt;">WHAT!?</span></div>
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…not only brings a critique of the
process of sign - the destination of the sign – she returns, by a
rather unexpected route, to that subject for Art which so concerned
the post-minimalist generation – the phenomenological relation of
subject and object</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: yellow;"><span style="color: #ffd966;">…</span><span style="color: #f1c232; font-family: "arial black" , sans-serif;">Silver-coated
with Humbol enamel, McCarthy’s humble plastic bottles and boxes
assumed the allure of ‘designer packaging’ – those disposable
wrappings of luxury goods that, despite their ample disposability,
make the completely frivolous, completely necessary</span></span><span style="color: #f1c232; font-family: "arial black" , sans-serif;"> </span></span>– <span style="color: #dc2300;"><span style="font-family: "arial rounded mt bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><u>so
that containers for toilet cleaner or fabric conditioner started to
look like video cameras. [65] Here she was, perhaps exploring the
same terrain as the Swiss artist</u></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #dc2300;"><span style="font-family: "arial rounded mt bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>How
do we surmount the problem in art and writing and in indeed other
areas of human endeavour of moving toward or of operating in one
style or modality only? Specifically in literature, how do we or I
accommodate say 'confessionalism' which I both like and don't like,
and other modes that I like such as multiplex and or complex writing,
and also 'philosophic writing, history, the mundane of us all,
politics and popular and other culture and in fact all aspects of
human activity and interests, and of all languages cultures,
religions? And how to be both complex and maybe strange and or
beautiful or at least stimulating (or dull or whatever) and also
delve into things many people think are not interesting as well as
those the working people and people of the world interest themselves
in, as well as taking in, so to speak, the more strange and intense
and perhaps challenging aspects of human knowledge or endeavours as
well as our failures and ongoing lives in all aspects of these? This
is part of the problematic I address here: or I try to do so...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><b>GOD SIMULTANEOUSLY IS AND IS NOT. THIS MAY SEEM
IMPOSSIBLE AND TO VIOLATE THE LAW OF THE EXCLUDED MIDDLE: BUT IT CAN
BE SHOWN THAT ALL EPISTEMOLOGIES AND ALL PROOFS EITHER FOR OR AGAINST
THE EXISTENCE OF A SUPREME BEING ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO VERIFY IN A
NON-LIMITED SYSTEM.......</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">This is indeed part of a complex
philosophic system I have evolved. However it doesn't really go
beyond certain basic epistemological laws (I am mainly interested
here in the knowledge problems requiring belief, justification of
belief, and that a thing be true as some of the criteria and these
methods are well known. Added to this is my use of either an
'everyday' or what I call a kind of Wittgensteinian-Humean Space [a
normative "field" which in fact we all operate, and in fact
we have to, as philosophers and indeed as humans whoever we are,
remain mostly in this "space"]; simply put it is Hume's
concept of common sense and Wittgenstein's and Hobbes' recognition of
the problematic nature of language operating in the huge [real
pseudo-Absolute] gaps in what might be a continuum in any Perfect
Logic Computer as postulated by Turing and indeed to possibly
overcome the limitations or problems that "infinitize" in
Escheric <i>moebs</i> or <i>crazyloops </i>as
I coin them: that is the contradictions such as Russell's Paradox and
other antinomies encountered by Russell and Whitehead in their
attempt to establish mathematics on to a logical basis: in fact to
set logical sequences and certainties in a beautiful and seemingly
perfect system. Even if this, by the way, had succeeded (and the
achievement of such as Russell and Whitehead is huge), then not only
language, but indeed hiding behind -- metaphorically of course --
the Devil of Epistemological non verifiability would still stare insanely and
imperatively up from the endless lacunae hidden in the infinita of the Continuum. These lacunae expand at a
near-infinite speed (or take infinite time to reveal themselves): the effect is of say Flaubert's <i>The Temptations
of St. Antony</i> modulated and multiplied to a great exponential number
and gone totally crazed, full of dancing colour while Antony who is seeking
'truth' and is constantly tempted (he finally merges into the totality of living things in a kind of gnostic frenzy as he embraces the power of the eternal double bond of the Excluded Middle <i>allowed:</i> and he can only fly amazed in the unlimited universe "without
end"; as indeed his Devil, rightly, explains: here the universe
is seen as infinite but even a "finite" universe contains
inside its impossibility and complexity, infinite unfolding
potentials of garish or beautiful to hallucinatory rippulations into the dark shuddering ecstatic insane of unkowablility sets All alight....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">...and
yet all we require is that a person <i>not believe </i>[not
in some old-fashioned theological sense] and by this I (and
anyone else) would have to understand this strange phenomena called
<i>belief</i> or <i>to believe</i> or <i>to phenomelogically accept</i>. This is not a credo, it is a state whereby the
mind-spirit-psyche in some way probably never to be known by science
[as indeed science cannot operate without philosophy and religion and
logic-illogical methods; and it cannot operate in some totally
objective field, no thing or ideation can survive the vacuum of such
total neo-absurdity: the angels of Illogic, rightly, would destroy
such with their Burn Bombs...]: that is some action, complex and
through time, perhaps even involving quantum jumps and jerks (but we
don't need to invoke quantum mechanics at this stage); what we are
searching for is something like a movie slowed down, and slowed down:
just as we might magnify a thing to be studied, or analyse it with
x-rays, or whatever but in this endless slowing and expanding what we
begin to focus on is a local infinity, and indeed, it is known from
such as Cantor that these infinities, these immense abysses of
impossibility and terrible beauty are fragmented into universes of
beginnings that add to no endings and add themselves to further
expanding beginnings....we chase nothingness....we are lost. But if
we can go to a lower level of absoluteness, to a transfinite level,
and allow ourselves enough such levels, we might arrive at what we
commonly call belief [but we have assumed Language, and this we must
or we enter further spider infested loops and spirals]: this belief
or unbelief [these are interchangeable and require a kind of inner
Kierkergardian 'leap of faith'], if this oscillating
<i>beleivunbeleivedednessmess </i>we
would allow this and be confronted by the incontrovertible ability or
fact that a human being [and we are in a subjective space, there are
no objective facts as such, no "real" (even if we can
define 'real' or 'reality' themselves as a conceptions) knowledge
actually grasped or graspable via any knowledge system as indeed
belief , this strange state we cannot ever understand any more than
we can consciousness itself; belief can at anytime and for any reason
become unbelief. A that is A can become, in my universe, not A. The
Law of the Excluded Middle operates in the 'real' world, which is
social world constructed by language. And indeed as we communicate we
never totally or absolutely "connect" as far as we can
ascertain. That is the nature and complexity of the world we are in,
that is the Earth alone, is so enormous, that there is no way of
ascertaining any certainty of knowledge as knowledge requires belief.
And even in the "simpler" albeit poetic scenario of the
huge opening gaps of a renewed St. Antony or indeed of a revitalized
and resurrected Flaubert, say the Flaubert of<i> Bouvard and
Pecuchet:</i> even there we might
cross the gulf but looking aside we see glaring at us the
non-perfect-continuum or the non-continuum of Language itself.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>But if we accept a lower level of
urgency, a normative field, the one we play or live on daily: the one
where we accept the laws of thermodynamics, those of Newton, that we
must love our children or our fellows and that we generally aim to
live in goodness and so on, then we can find a workable reality, a
form of progress, a form of reality. We do this so as to stay sane,
and I join you in this, living in hope: hoping that good people can
bring about positive changes and so on. For this, of course we all
know, we need love. </i>
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is the "space" we need to work in. But there are ominous
voices calling.<i> We cannot ignore either several thousands
of years of human thought and struggle or the postulations of the
philosophers: and indeed we can begin with Plato (though the
pre-Socratic philosophers, the Chinese and more we must remember but
will get to them in due time). </i>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b><span style="color: magenta;">Living with Impossibility: How G
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Richard Taylor.
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I inhabit that genetic engine of the other dream in the hidden house
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me thy lyre ... make me liar. Ha! My bride ... be leaf. Ha Ha-ha-ha
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inhabit that genetic engine of the other dream in the hidden house -
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #23b8dc;">Make
me thy lyre ... make me liar. Ha! My bride ... be leaf. Hakka!!</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;">Back
of the RH wall of my room the self portrait is one my father did of
himself perhaps before leavng from London to come to NZ about1926 or
so. The "abstract' was done by T <span style="background: #e6e6ff;">
The painting in black and brown to the left beside Parmigianino's
Self Portrait in a Convex Mirror and just beneath my father's
self-portrait was given to me by the poet and artist and my good
friend Nick Owens. He died of heart failure about 1995. His poetry in
</span><i><span style="background: #e6e6ff;">At All Times When Loving</span></i><span style="background: #e6e6ff;">
is </span><i><span style="background: #e6e6ff;">excruciatingly</span></i><span style="background: #e6e6ff;">
beautiful and moving poetry - especially when one knows some of the
tragic aspect of his life - as I do. He also worked at the Whitecliff
Art School at one stage teaching photography.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #e6e6ff;">My
children went there for art lessons some years.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #e6e6ff;">Parmigianino
was a mannerist artist who John Ashbery mus</span><span style="background: #99ccff;">t
have been fascinated in</span> or by - he was at one stage an art
critic - he took this self portrait in a convex mirror as the
starting point of his Pulitzer Prize <span style="color: #00b255;">winning
poetry book </span><span style="color: lime;"><i>Self Portrait in a
Convex Mirror</i></span><span style="color: lime;">.</span><span style="color: #00b255;">
It is fascinating. I did a pastiche of it which is possibly of equal
brilliance or </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #00b255;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;">it's
rubbish</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><span style="color: #00b255;">(</span><span style="color: #00b255;"><i>I
possess a book about </i></span><span style="color: #ccccff;">Mannerism</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #00b255;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #e6e64c;">"where</span>
<span style="color: #ff950e;"><i>sub speciae aeternitatis</i></span> <span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="background: transparent;">is
my little joke"</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffcc99;">there
is also pile of my ex library collection of novels by</span><span style="color: #00b255;">
</span><span style="color: #9999ff;"><i>Joyce Carol Oates</i></span><span style="color: #00b255;">
- I </span>recommend her short stories and<span style="background: #ffd320;">
</span><i><span style="background: #ffd320;">Bellefleur</span></i><span style="background: #ffd320;">
- a book that is one of the most agonisingly brilliant books I have
ever read. I b</span><span style="background: #ff8080;">lundered onto
Oates via a book - the only book I have read by Updike [since writing
this I have read (a lot of) his </span><i><span style="background: #ff8080;">Rabbit</span></i><span style="background: #ff8080;">
Series and </span><i><span style="background: #ff8080;">In The Beauty
of the Lilies </span></i><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="background: #ff8080;">]</span></span><span style="background: #ff8080;">
- a book about books - called </span><i><span style="background: #ff8080;">Odd
Jobs</span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="color: white; font-size: large;">Yearsago - briefly I was </span></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">in the Cubs - I couldn't ever tie my woggle - but
we used to do "bob a job"</span><span style="background-color: #00b8ff; color: black;">
- </span><span style="color: #ffd966;"><b><span style="background-color: #00b8ff;">but because I was embarrassed by my inability - my failure - my terrible
failure - to tie the </span><i style="background-color: black; color: black;"><span style="background: #00b8ff;">woggle</span></i><span style="background-color: #00b8ff;">
- I drifted out of the Scouts. My father was in the second scout
group ever formed - at Chiswick London. In the Scout de</span></b></span><b><span style="background-color: #00b8ff;"><span style="color: #ffd966;">n</span> </span><span style="background-color: #00b8ff; color: #ffd966;">the</span></b><span style="background-color: #3d85c6; color: yellow;">y
put all t</span></span><span style="background-color: #3d85c6; color: yellow; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">he hundreds of pictures and drawings he had on all around
the walls. he went to Copenhagen one year to a Jamboree and he said
that the Germans were the best singers - the singing was beautiful.</span></div>
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and him also) love Bach's Cantatas</span></span></span></div>
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is here</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background-color: orange;">The
English are kind and gentle. My grandmother loved me (she made</span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: #ff950e; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
marvelous scones - she always made me scones) - she had twinkly blue
eyes and would say "be off with you!" and "when I'm dead and gone" and so on - all my relatives are English.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ff950e;">They
lived in Devonport and we would all (Gillian, Susan, Richard, Dennis)
visit most Sundays and travel across by Vehicular ferry (in the 50s
this was - ther</span>e was no harbour bridge) - we would buy white
bait and later have whitebait fritters.</span></span></span></div>
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father had an old car. My mother used to read books to me.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><br /><span style="font-size: 9pt;">The
final position from a "real" game of chess (an earlier
position is given below.) By reverse magic the position is
transformed. Through the Looking Glass was the book that lead me into
the "addiction" of chess. The pawn on c2 is one move from
becoming a Queen which is what would happen on the "8th"
rank to Alice, as in the book</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-size: large;">This
is an example of what we might call a provisional closed system ( I
cannot allow a completely closed system, although of course these are
necessary in the Laws of Thermodyamics such as that defining
entropy). Let us or let me be cautious here and the systems and or
system I propose is to use a kind of negatively tiered series of
fields, from a theoretically Platonic-Dawkinsinian-Positivist-"Naive" field to a Certain
Religious or Unreligious G or no-G Absolute Field (here Dawkins is
invoked. This is no aspersion to his writings which I like very much
but it refers to his contention in one of his early and very famous
book that he had 'solved the mystery of existence'. Paradoxically
such a certainty of invocation implies not a refutation of God or the
possibility of an Unknowable Deity (something perhaps as accepted by
many Islamic scholars and other religious practicioners or
'believers' [we haven't yet dealt sufficiently with the problematics
of belief to utilize this expression without epistemologic and
lingiustic contention and complexity here): so we can at least begin
with this field where we can, say, discuss (but not even yet quite
affirm or deny, but indeed we find in this first field that we are
able without incurring too much socio-psychic stress and strangeness to investigate Deep and Certain Knowledge and or its Impossibility
of Deep Unvertainty etc. However there is a need for a gradually diminishing series of knowledge or operational fields leading to the
Normative Field which is the Wittgenstinian-Humean Field mentioned above. </span>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-size: large;">And here we
can breath easy, or easier. We are or can realise that we a re
playing a game. Or we can or are leaving off concepts of absolute
infinity or the ever insistent problematics of such as Godel's
theorem or Russell's Paradox, or the problem of infinite regress, the
Cartesian cogito and the problem of "the evil genius in whose
mind we are but a dream, or that we are in fact in an endless regress
of virtual constructs [we are the actors in a game in which there we
are the actors in a game in which we....the well known abyse en
abime, the perpetual descent, possibly to paranoic madness of
Nakobovian intensity....these are put aside as we accept].</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">Here in Fn as I
shall call it, lacking a function for a subscript, in the 'normative
field' we can live and act as if we had free will and so on. Here we
can postulate within the chess game seen that it is checkmate in the
above chess position as the King, by the rules, cannot take the R, is
in check, cannot move to d7 as that is moving into check and this is
forbidden by the rules, and thus with all possible moves impossible
because <i>forbidden by previously agreed rules. I</i>n
this case it is indisputable that it is checkmate<i>. We have
a closed system, or a simulacrum of one. </i>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">But
it is clear that Carroll (whose works are a fertile field for almost
all aspects of philosophy and the logical systems accompanying it and
mathematics and also of the paradoxes of language) is playing with
the possibility or the question of another kind of world. Is this
deliberate you might ask as an aside. No one can know, but Caroll was
a mathematician. I believe he took an interest in Non-Euclidean
geometry and his playful but quite clear 'Carolingian Categorical
Logic' is interesting and studied: as are his many paradoxes.
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">Clearer
and more clearly a closed system would be the proposition that A
implies A, and A can not be allowed to be not A. Therefore A--->
n-A is <i>INVALID. </i>This
seems 'obvious' but my claim is it can operate only under relatively
less rigorous fields. So the field we are now in, accepting these
rules and say accepting that the reality is we are alive, that
certain things are very likely to be untrue is a good place to be as
we can, say get on with using Newton's Laws, or getting into protests
against injustices and so on and indeed being happy, productive
humans. As 'Westerners' we can go along with Dawkins somewhat and
accept the "Truth" of evolution and much else. 1 + 1 will
be 2 and so on.
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><i>But we have
an immediate problem even at this "commonsense" level. </i>The
problem is that a closed system is as likely to accept that evolution
is nonsense or that there is or is not a God as at any other level.
This is because of the obvious fact of the problem, again of belief
[which in itself is almost infinitely impossible to define but we
will use it not in its theological meaning but as in the above
postulated example of say, to simplify, a state of mind [as along as
we recognise that such a "state" is in fact a transfinitely
complex and ontologically transpierced and almost transcendentental
"explosion" of connotations, deferred meanings, differences
and so on]. This belief problem means that we are still stuck in
non-knowledge given our "status" in the sense of "state
now" as used say on Face Book and other places. That said, in
most cases we can 'go along with accepting that we are real, that we
know we are, and many other things that would otherwise make human
understanding and the ablity to operate problematic. But because of
the problem of belief, haunting the shape of our vase of
comprehension etc it is as if we need to be able to either oscillate
throughout the near infinite fields (from Fn to Fa). As a quick
example of the difficulties in finding the kind of certainty Dawkins
yearns for, we can ask how to define the volume a sphere. This was
done by Archimedes about 2000 years ago. He also proved inter alia
that the odd numbers are infinite in number. The proof in mathematics
books, of this last mystery, is beautiful and very easy to
understand. But if we attempt to move towards Fa, our Platonic
absolute field, it can be shown that it is impossible to determine
either. It is also questionable<i>
that anything can be known</i> under
or in such a Field.
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"> To this you might object with a simple 'Why?' ...... how can it be claimed that nothing can be known etc, after all we don't need to get to that absolute field, the universe has constants that are constant and so on. The difficulties in fact are enormous. But we can start by critiquing Archimedes on his discovery of, for example a) the volume of a sphere (he wrote a book on his methods which showed he mentally 'sliced up' a theoretical sphere, in a process analogous to the summation incurred in integral calculus, of these infinite infinitesimally small slices) b) the proof that (say) the odd numbers are infinite. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"> The problem in both cases, that to acheive the Fa Field, the absolute space we yearn for, we require </span><i style="color: white;">an absolute infinity.</i><span style="color: white;"> Now the proof of either works. Sphere volumes are well covered, and infinite series are well known. This is true, but we require Absolute Certainty here (or we lack knowledge of what something is as well as indeed any other knowledge -- for now I leave aside the problematic of belief as we can concatenate all fields, that is F1 to Fn or the theoretical Fa or absolute closed field knowledge space. If it can be shown we require absolute certainty (say in disproving or proving the existence of God, something that Dawkins, who says he has 'solved the mystery of existence', has done (his "God Delusion" we are tempted to say is an Illusion, but we play))....The objection to both a) and b) is that we need </span><i style="color: white;">to count to infinity. We will only convinced, those of us who - for whatever reason (there doesn't require that there be one) do not or cannot believe in absolute infinity, or the method of calculating to infinity, or indeed any number of clever mathematical proofs. None of these convince. Nor do probabilities. We cannot really have these in an absolute space. Thus, the only hope is to count up to infinity, and in the case of prime numbers, we have to count those beginning at 2. The artist Opalka spent the last several years of his life painting from 1 to (a very high number) before he died. Infinity eluded him. No one has counted to infinity. IF we want to use an absolute infinity and exult science over religion or religion over science we have great ambiguities waiting to destroy us. Of that which we know not we know not and cannot, as say, Dawkins, or religious ministers, or anyone, cannot speak: as we are in a necessarily unconputable and unkowable Universe. </i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i style="color: white;"> We need thus to actually experience or see or hold in our hands an absolute infinity. Added to that the neurologic-psychic-religious-philosophic problems of the complex of the process or phenomena we call 'belief' (apart from the almost incalculable ways humans experience this 'process': in Through the Looking Glass Alice races it seems at near infinite speed with the Red Queen but finds she has gone nowhere, in Keat's great poem Ode to A Grecian Urn we have a similar dilemma: so much am I interested in this phenomena I will quote (part of) the poem herein):</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i style="color: white;"> </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"> Keat's <i>Ode on A Grecian Urn</i></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><i><br /></i></span></span></span></span>
<span style="color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Thou
still unravish'd bride of quietness,</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> Thou foster-child
of silence and slow time, </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Sylvan
historian, who canst thus express </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> A flowery tale more
sweetly than our rhyme: </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">What
leaf-fring'd legend haunts about thy shape </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> Of deities or
mortals, or of both, </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">In Tempe or
the dales of Arcady? </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> What men or gods
are these? What maidens loth? </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">What
mad pursuit? What struggle to escape? </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> What pipes
and timbrels? What wild ecstasy? </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Heard
melodies are sweet, but those unheard </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> Are sweeter;
therefore, ye soft pipes, play on; </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Not
to the sensual ear, but, more endear'd, </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> Pipe to the spirit
ditties of no tone: </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Fair
youth, beneath the trees, thou canst not leave </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> Thy song, nor ever
can those trees be bare; </span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Bold Lover,
never, never canst thou kiss, </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> Though
winning near the goal yet, do not grieve; </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">She cannot fade,
though thou hast not thy bliss, </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> For ever
wilt thou love, and she be fair! </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Ah,
happy, happy boughs! that cannot shed </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> Your leaves, nor
ever bid the Spring adieu; </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">And,
happy melodist, unwearied, </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> For ever piping
songs for ever new; </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">More
happy love! more happy, happy love! </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> For ever warm and
still to be enjoy'd, </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">For ever
panting, and for ever young; </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"> All
breathing human passion far above, </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: white;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">That leaves a
heart high-sorrowful and cloy'd, </span></span>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"> A burning
forehead, and a parching tongue.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i style="color: white;"> And indeed the vase shows such things depicted perhaps 2000 years ago: but the action is stopped, the youth is forever in love, there is no death it is as if Keats had the urn in his hands (it is unlikely he was not a rich man, he may have seen it at a museum or seen an image of it. And: </i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><i style="color: white; font-size: x-large;"><br /></i>
<i style="color: white; font-size: x-large;"> </i><span style="color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15pt;">Bold Lover, never, never canst thou kiss,</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"> Though winning near the goal yet, do not grieve;</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"> She cannot fade, though thou hast not thy bliss,</span></span></span></span></div>
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 15pt;"><i> </i>For ever wilt thou love, and she be fair!</span></span></span><br />
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<i style="color: white;"> And in a dream in Jack Ross's Tree Worship his dream is of a man tormented by events trying to walk off a beach, but with each step he slips, and he even longs to dive into the almost malevolent nothingness that seems to hold him in its terrible and amused grasp. There are many examples of this phenomena in literature and life.... </i></span><br />
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<i style="color: white;"> </i><span style="color: white;">But I continue:</span></span></div>
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<i style="color: white; font-size: x-large; text-align: justify;"> </i><span style="color: white; font-size: large; text-align: justify;">However, I will explain (soon) why I deeply value this doubt (and, indeed, Keat's theory of 'negative capability' might here be evoked); this unknowing, or this uncertainty. So far we really haven't needed to know anything to refute science and religion in one fell swoop: or have we done so? </span><br />
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"> Of course we haven't. There are no refutations or certainties. Obviously, because we cant establish knowledge or certainty, we cannot know whether anything, let along Dawkins' 'God Delusion Illusion' is true or not....We cant even establish or even begin to establish truth or reality as we require or need to use a concatenation of an infinite gradation of fields from Fn to Fa into a single endlessly oscillating and writhing Impossibility of Itself.. (No Fa was not a joke, but I perceive one, so lets stipulate Fa to be Fn). (And indeed, we can acknowledge as we do so, the serious but also deeply comic project we are sailing inside....</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"><i>Living
with Impossiblity: How G is Simultaneously and Eternally not-G</i>.
By Richard Taylor.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10pt;"><span style="color: white;">A
position from the same game (above but at an earlier stage real), "A
Grade" game I won. I am white. Here I threaten either the win of</span>
<span style="color: white;">a Q or a forced mate by Nf6+ But Black's knights are badly placed and
as b4 is threatened black is lost. I have to comment though, that I
misplayed the opening of this game and in this tournament I lost more
games than I won. Chess is a very difficult game and there some very
clever players out there trying to beat you!</span></span><span style="color: white;"><br /><br />
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'vis of the red Queen and Alice racing faster and faster included
all my soul </b></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: white; font-size: 9pt;"><b>since
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"> <b>The most curious part of the
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>was,
that the trees and the other things</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>round
them never changed their places at all :</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>however
fast they went, they never seemed to pass anything.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><i>The
Borrowed Hat</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>The
brain, a thin faced, balding prima donna, scratches</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>its
chimera, deeply concerned about the missing</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>enquiry.
Indeed, nothing had been said of this, or the</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>book
of magic dropped on the distressed volcanic</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>insistence
on variance, creeping, whose utterances, the</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>psychic
dance of which, various manifestations, whose</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>social
accretion, and the general Lebensraum or</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>Weltensraung:
and that which, even if only evanescently,</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffff66;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>ballooned
into the impossible ontological, whose truncate </i></span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffff66;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>avowals
spread as the wings of a bourgeois liberality, the </i></span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffff66;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>massacred
mannerist, always so quietly grandiose. </i></span></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffff66;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>Something
about the ablutions, and the various regressions: </i></span></span>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>all
in all not sure if a) was contingent on b) or d), and had</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>fallen
asleep like the red and white queens in Alice in</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>Wonderland
only to transfigure the night into some sort</i></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>of
pattern, beautifully devoid of meaning, and</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><i>inscrutably
inscribed.</i></span></span></div>
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hill ca’n’t be a valley, you know. That</span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">would
be nonsense——”</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">The
Red Queen shook her head.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">“<span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;">You
may call it ‘nonsense’ if you</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">like,”
she said, “but I’ve heard nonsense,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">compared
with which that would be as</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">sensible
as a dictionary.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Alice
curtseyed again, as she was afraid</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">from
the Queen’s tone that she was a</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">little
offended: and they walked on in</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">silence
till they got to the top of the</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">little
hill.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">For
some minutes Alice stood without</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">speaking,
looking out in all directions</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">over
the country—and a most curious</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">country
it was. There were a number</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">of
tiny little brooks running straight</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">across
it from side to side, and the</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">ground
between was divided up into</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">squares
by a number of little green</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">hedges,
that reached from brook to</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">brook.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">“<span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;">I
declare it’s marked out just like a</span></span></span></div>
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chess-board “ Alice said at last.</span></span></div>
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brillig, and the slithy toves</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Did
gyre and gimble in the wabe;</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>All
mimsy were the borogoves,</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>And
the mome raths outgrabe.</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>"Beware
the Jabberwock, my son!</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>The
jaws that bite, the claws that catch!</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Beware
the Jubjub bird, and shun</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>The
frumious Bandersnatch!"</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>He
took his vorpal sword in hand:</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Long
time the manxome foe he sought—</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>So
rested he by the Tumtum tree,</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>And
stood awhile in thought.</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>And
as in uffish thought he stood,</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>The
Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Came
whiffling through the tulgey wood,</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>And
burbled as it came!</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>One,
two! One, two! and through and through</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>The
vorpal blade went snicker-snack!</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>He
left it dead, and with its head</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>He
went galumphing back.</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>"And
hast thou slain the Jabberwock?</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Come
to my arms, my beamish boy!</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>O
frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!"</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>He
chortled in his joy.</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>'Twas
brillig, and the slithy toves</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>Did
gyre and gimble in the wabe;</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>All
mimsy were the borogoves,</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span><span style="color: #66ff99;"><span style="font-family: "georgia";"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>And
the mome raths outgrabe.</i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 7pt;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: xx-small;"><i><b>A
great poem of haunting magic written by Carol the mathematician and
logician - I understood it instantly as an 8 year old at school. </b></i></span></span></span><span style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 7pt;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #aa77aa; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 7pt;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhDtItk1gbCiZPaZVNdQjIu4AzWTQc1_fne54V5537qBqfoNO3a6n1PTbp6pv4lKJNBBKHLwJcE7PgAYqJHPDjpOESmYxQl6BKfQ21h4ERVhXC-WU0O-u_ZqEQK1A62k5fJH9_Mw/s1600-h/Personal+-+Books+Dickens+etc+005.jpg"><span style="color: #8e886a;"><img align="BOTTOM" border="1" height="254" name="graphics57" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhDtItk1gbCiZPaZVNdQjIu4AzWTQc1_fne54V5537qBqfoNO3a6n1PTbp6pv4lKJNBBKHLwJcE7PgAYqJHPDjpOESmYxQl6BKfQ21h4ERVhXC-WU0O-u_ZqEQK1A62k5fJH9_Mw/s400/Personal+-+Books+Dickens+etc+005.jpg" vspace="5" width="400" /></span></a></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> Magic,
Chess, Poetry and Mystery.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>her
heart began to beat quick with excitement</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>she
went on. “It’s a great huge</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>game
of chess that’s being played—all</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>over
the world—if this is the world at</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>all,
you know. Oh, what fun it is</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>How
I with I was one of them I</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>wouldn’t
mind being a Pawn, if only I</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>might
join—though of course I should </b></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>like
to be a Queen, best.”</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>She
glanced rather shyly at the real Queen...</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #777777;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="color: magenta; font-size: small;"><i>ALICE
THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS</i></span></span></span></h2>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";">I
haven't posted on here for some time. (This was interrupted by a huge
debate on about whether 9/11 was an inside job or not on Reading the
Maps in which most of what I said was of course taken out of context
and mangled and misunderstood...but I want to do something about my
trip to NY in 1993 as I have photos of the World Trade Centre and
other things of interest.)</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><br /><span style="color: #3366ff;"><span style="font-size: large;">I
have been thinking of what steps I will take on this Blog, and why I
am doing it and so on</span>. </span>In fact EYELIGHT started by
accident. (I was trying at the time to make comment on a Blog, and
found myself with a Blog myself!)</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";">I am
also aware that EYELIGHT may seem to a lot of people rather sparse
and gnomic. I mean: "What is this guy doing? A lot of this
doesn't make sense?" (Some would say all!) And indeed this Blog
wasn't meant to seem "distant" or difficult. I did want to
make a "total composition" which it still is...but that
doesn't preclude that I talk more or less directly to those reading
here.<br /><br />I have been rather "laid back" during Xmas and
now it is pretty warm and humid (with some beautiful days) I am
almost apathetic. I'm now 62. I find myself thinking more and more
about death: or time. I mean one keeps doing calculations . When my
father and I learnt chess together, I must have been about 9 or 10,
and he must have been say 50 or 51 as he was born 1907, in London,
and I was reading <i>Alice Through the Looking Glass </i>and this
fascinated me and I asked him what chess was. The book by Lewis
Carrol was based on a chess game.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b> the
queer conceptuals, and the profile of</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b> the
queen in a circle, her finger bossing up. I’m mad.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">Alice
never could quite make out, in thinking it over afterwards, how it
was </span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">that
they began : all she remembers is, that they were running hand in
hand, </span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">and
the Queen went so fast that it was all she could do to keep up with
her:</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">and
still the Queen kept crying “Faster ! Faster !” but Alice felt
she <i>could not </i>go </span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">faster,
though she had no breath left to say so.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">The
most curious part of the thing was, that the trees and the other
things </span></span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">round
them never changed their places at all : however fast they went, they
never </span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">seemed
to pass anything. “I wonder if all the things move along with us?” </span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">thought
poor puzzled Alice. And the Queen seemed to guess her thoughts, for </span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">she
cried “Faster ! Don’t try to talk not that Alice had any idea of
doing </span><i style="color: #cccccc; font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: x-large;">that</i><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">. </span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">She
felt as if she would never be to talk again, she was getting so out
of breath</span></div>
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<b style="font-family: georgia; font-size: 16pt;"><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">on' of the red Queen and Alice racing faster and</span></b></div>
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included all my soul since I read that as a boy. </b></span></span></span>
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queer conceptuals, and the profile of</span><br />
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queen in a circle, her finger bossing</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">up.
I’m mad. But the telephone, ringing</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">with
a sort of mannerist or neoclassic</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">preciosity
in my radioactive head because</span></div>
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funnily on the other side of the</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">world,
has only news of the brilliant</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">dead.
Generally these latter do lodge</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">themselves
in smudge land, where its easy,</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">once
you’ve practiced, to cross across to</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">a
charcoal nightmare of a cat lion or a</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">god -
bull transforming a swan into a</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">multicoloured
Parsiphae of fire that evils</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">itself
inside your nerve’s nerve: some</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">agony
or so of Pollock. Now. These hunk</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">pieces
go there, this red here, and this</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">bright
blue over there there: at this</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">immediate
veer, it will or should , as you</span></div>
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would or might not, be observed into</span></div>
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of the fractures that the vast,</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">useless
shield expands itself into a new</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">world
... under stones, they shudder, and</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">the
leopard snarls as you get arrowed</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">into
your heels, but of this there is not</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">much
known except perhaps a contradiction,</span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">deeply
in discourse with itself.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><b>A
page from Through the Looking Glass - a book that so fascinated me as
a 9 year old. Caroll himself was a mathematician and a logician. The
book is based on a chess game. Alice is a pawn I didn't then know
what chess was. This book started me on a "journey"into my
huge obsession with Chess. A game I play competitively. I was second
in the NZ Schools Champs in 1961.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>........Here
the board is seen sweeping way to infinity in Carrol's impossible but
magical world................</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> </span><span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">“I
declare it’s marked out just like a</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> large
chess-board “ Alice said at last.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> "There
ought to be some men moving</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> out
somewhere—and so there are!"</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> She
added in a tone of delight, and</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> her
heart began to beat quick with excitement</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> she
went on. “It’s a great huge</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> game
of chess that’s being played—all</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> over
the world—if this is the world at</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> all,
you know. Oh, what fun it is</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> How
I with I was one of them I</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> wouldn’t
mind being a Pawn, if only I</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> might
join—though of course I should</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"> like
to be a Queen, best.”</span></span></span></div>
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</span><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><i>She
glanced rather shyly at the red Queen...</i></span></span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ff9966;"><span style="color: #ffd966; font-family: "times new roman"; font-size: large;">Later
I would write a poem when I did "Carolingian categorical
logic"as a part of philosophy, as Caroll himself was logician
also, and the weirdness of logic is right throughout his book,as is
the metaphysical mystery of the "smile" remaining of the
Cheshire cat when the cat's face is gone... still a puzzle to
philosophers. Hence in this book, mathematics, logic, mystery, magic,
art time, metaphysics, poetry, literature :</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><span style="font-size: small;"> </span><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"> </span></b></span></span></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b><br /></b></span></span></i></span></span></span>
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b> Human Hands</b></span></span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Illogic
logic dreams</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Its
logic in logical logs.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> The
illogic logic logs</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Know
that babies are illogical.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Illogic
logic wakes and screams.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> The
night is turning red and black,</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> And
I wake into a fear:</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> But
logic, and that queer space,</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Rises,
and horses are sleek,</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> And
fleet, so that the gathering hooves.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> And
chocolate is beautiful</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> But
illogical.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> We
struggle, each with their torment,</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> For
it is April, and winter windeth quick.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> What
is that car that bus that truck,</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> And
many travel, and many return.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Illogic
logic rocks the cradle’s hand,</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i> <span style="color: #23b8dc;"><b>And
kind is the agèd face</b></span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> That
the eagle descend</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> <span style="font-size: xx-small;">To
devour the brains</span></b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> That
were so busy then.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> This
is a dark and will become</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Not
so in illogic logic time</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> That
floweth so in wills so sweet.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Illogic
logic knows the unseen waterfall,</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> The
heaved, gnarled rocks, basaltic bubbles.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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logic searches with bright light,</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b> Gloves
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a microwave tower (on which I have worked) , but a "construction".
What is it? It is that question that makes such engineering
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><i>The
shelf built by my father with some of my mother's and my
grandmother's selection of books by Charles Dickens an one 'Jane
Eyre' (which I read at school and enjoyed greatly). I started withe
The Pickwick Papers and read what I thought were all of Dickens
works. [And we all read most of the books by the zoologist Gerald
Durrell - one book by him is seen there. In those books he refers to
his brother (Larry Durrell (who at that time was not well known) as
an aspiring author. Strangely I have never read anything by him. I
was also a member then of the Scientific Book Club.]</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><i>and
I was 'top' in Biology - my prize was Stevenson's 'Dr Jekyl and Mr
Hyde'</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"> Texts
and Pretexts - </span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><i>my
father's old edition </i></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><i>(blue
book on the left). And a more modern edition of an old novel by
Huxley Huxley taught Orwell (Eric Blair) as a young man and gave
praise when the latter's novel 1984 appeared. 1984 and Animal Farm
are two favourite books of mine I also read as a teenager but also
more recently. Orwell became almost an obsession for while. Also
Victor Hugo, Dickens, Sherlock Holmes, Joyce Carey, Golding, O'Henry,
Ryder Haggard, du Maupassant, Conrad, Dostoevsky, Somerset Maugham,
James Joyce and others... </i></span></span></span>
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, a chapter from Huxley's anthology or "philosophy" book of
poetry and ideas texts and Pretexts (1935) that I perused endlessly,
over and over, almost frenetically, as a teenager in the mid 60s. For
me he has the best translation of Sappho from the Greek I have ever
seen and his comment on it is deeply beautiful.</b></i></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">Nor
do I need to know what music is "about" (most songs, even
great songs, have words that are hopelessly banal and would spoil the
mysteriousness of such a song or aria if in say an opera sung in
Italian (I heard the whole of Verdi’s great opera </span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i>Aida
</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">as
a boy [I did know what (somewhat) that was about (it is similar to
Romeo</span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">
</span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">and
Juliet in theme)] but much of the opera I heard was incomprehensible
to me.. being in (usually) a European language and I don’t know any
language except English.<br /><br />(I have not "planned " this
writing here by the way I am just drifting from one thing to another!
But THAT is and already was the "method" of my Blog here. I
am not now planning much. But I will try to stay reasonably
consistent - but remember that is a part of my way, and I move or
flow from one subject to another as my mood and thoughts change and
indeed as perhaps I change, and you too...? No?</span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">But
in this way of engendering a kind of "magic" I recall as
teenager that one of my favourite books was Aldous Huxley's </span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i>Texts
and Pretexts. Brave New World </i></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">was
the only other book by Huxley I have read [More recently I have read
</span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i>Chrome
Yellow</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">
and </span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i>Ape
and Essence, both are good but the second book has a great
introductory story that I wished Huxley had continued...</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">.]
I read it about the time I read</span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i>1984
</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #ffd320;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;">by
Orwell). In his book and in the chapter called ‘Magic’ Huxley
says -</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><span style="color: #ffd320;"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #33ff33;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>"All
literature is a mixture, in varying proportions, of magic and
science...The great bulk of literature is a compromise lying between
the two extremes."</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: font-size:12pt;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><br />
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Here is some "magic" from an old poem he quoted (and I have
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<span style="font-family: "ms mincho" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: medium;">forgotten
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</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "parade";">Gently
dip, but not too deep,<br />For fear you make the golden beard to
weep</span></span><br />
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</span></span></span><em><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "times";"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style: normal;">This
is by George Peel, and he quotes much more. </span></span></span></span></em>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">So is my writing deep in a kind of mysterious magic? Perhaps. </span><span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Always the magic of words has affected me almost like a fever. </span><span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Meaning less so. Oh, I do love the beauty of logic. But it was the m</span><span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">agic or words and also the near erotic tactility and mystery of the </span><span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">beautiful paper and shape of the volumes of Charles Dickens I had </span><span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">that led me to read virtually all of his novels before I got to high school.</span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> Before I was 15. Before then I was fascinated by words primarily, but </span><span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">also by the characters and the names, - </span><br />
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">names such as Snodgrass, Winkle or Rudge and so on.</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-size: medium;">GOD SIMULTANEOUSLY IS AND IS NOT. THIS MAY SEEM
IMPOSSIBLE AND TO VIOLATE THE LAW OF THE EXCLUDED MIDDLE: BUT IT CAN
BE SHOWN THAT ALL EPISTEMOLOGIES AND ALL PROOFS EITHER FOR OR AGAINST
THE EXISTENCE OF A SUPREME BEING ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO VERIFY IN A
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This is indeed part of a complex philosophic system I have evolved.
However it doesn't really go beyond certain basic epistemological
laws (I am mainly interested here in the knowledge problems requiring belief, justification of belief, and that a thing be true as some of
the criteria and these methods are well known. Added to this is my
use of either an 'everyday' or what I call a kind of
Wittgensteinian-Humean Space [a normative "field" which in
fact we all operate (in our daily lives, in our relationships etc etc: for pragmatic reasons this is the field we need to assume is operant); and in fact we have to, as philosophers and indeed as humans whoever we are, remain mostly in this "space". Simply put it is Hume's concept of common sense and Wittgenstein's
and Hobbes' recognition of the problematic nature of language
operating in the huge [real pseudo-Absolute] gaps in what might be a
continuum in any Perfect Logic Computer as postulated by Turing and
indeed to possibly overcome the limitations or problems that
"infinitize" in Escheric </span><i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">moebs </span></i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">
or </span><i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">crazyloops </span></i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">as I coin them: that is the contradictions such as Russell's Paradox and other antinomies encountered by Russell and Whitehead in their
attempt to establish mathematics on to a logical basis: in fact to
set logical sequences and certainties in a beautiful and seemingly
perfect system. Even if this, by the way, had succeeded (and the
acheivement of such as Russell and Whitehead is huge) not only
language but indeed hiding behind and ----- metaphorically of course ----- the Devil of Epistemological non verifiability stares insanely and imperatively up from the lacunae. These lacunae expand at a
near-infinite speed: the effect is of say Flaubert's <i>The Temptations
of St. Antony </i>modulated and</span>
<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">multiplied to a great exponential number and gone totally crazed, full of
dancing colours while Antony seeking 'truth' can only fly amazed in
the etermal universe that is "without end" as indeed his devil, rightly, explains: here the universe is seen as infinite but
even a "finite" universe contains inside it's impossibility
and complexity, infinite unfolding potentials whose garish or
beautiful to hallucinatory rippulations of the shuddering ecstatic
insane of unkowablility sets All alight................................................</span></span></div>
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........and yet all we require is that a
person </span><i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">not believe
</span></i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">[not
in some old-fashioned theological sense] and by this I would and
anyone would have to understand this strange phenomena called
<i>beleive</i>. This is not a credo, it is a state whereby the
mind-spirit-psyche in some way probably never to be known by science* [as indeed science cannot operate without philosophy and religion and
logic-illogical methods; and it cannot operate in some totally
objective field, no thing or ideation can survive the vacuum of such
total neo-absurdity: the angels of Illogic, rightly, would destroy
such with their Burn Bombs...]: that is some action, complex and
through time, perhaps even involving quantum jumps and jerks (but we
don't need to invoke quantum mechanics at this stage); what we are
searching for is something like a movie slowed down, and slowed down:
just as we might magnify a thing to be studied, or analyse it with
x-rays, or whatever but in this endless slowing and</span>
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what we begin to focus on is a local infinity, and indeed, it is
known from such as Cantor that these infinities, these immense
abysses of impossibility and terrible beauty are fragmented into
universes of beginnings that add to no endings and add themselves to
further expanding beginnings....we chase nothingness....we are lost.
But if we can go to a lower level of absoluteness, to a transfinite
level, and allow ourselves enough such levels, we might arrive at
what we commonly call belief [but we have assumed Language, and this
we must or we enter further spider infested loops and spirals]: this
belief or unbelief [these are interchangeable and require a</span>
<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">kind
of inner Kierkergarian 'leap of faith'], if this oscillating
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</span></i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">we
would allow this and be confronted by the incontrovertible ability or
fact that a human being [and we are in a subjective space, there are
no objective facts as such, no "real" (even if we can
define 'real' or 'reality' themselves as a conceptions) knowledge
actually grasped or graspable via any knowledge system as indeed
belief , this strange state we cannot ever understand any more than
we can consciousness itself; belief can at anytime and for any reason
become unbelief. A that is A can become, in my universe, not A. The
Law of the Excluded Middle operates in the 'real' world, which is
social world constructed by language. And indeed as we communicate we
never totally or absolutely "connect" as far as we can
assertain. That is the nature and complexity of the world we are in,
that is the Earth alone, is so enormous, that there is no way of
ascertaining any certainty of knowledge as knowledge requires belief.
And even in the "simpler" albeit poetic scenario of the
huge opening gaps of a renewed St. Antony or indeed of a revitalised
and resurrected Flaubert, say the Flaubert of Bouvard and Pecuchat:
even there we might cross the gulph but looking aside we see glaring
at us the non-perfect-continuum or the non-continuum of Language
itself.....</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> <i>But
if we accept a lower level of urgency, a normative field, the one we
play or live on daily: the one where we accept the laws of
thermodynamics, those of Newton, that we must love our children or
our fellows and that we generally aim to live in goodness and so on,
then we can find a workable reality, a form of progress, a form of
reality. We do this so as to stay sane, and I join you in this,
living in hope: hoping that good people can bring about positive
changes and so on. For this, of course we all know, we need love. </i></span>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">This
is the "space" we need to work in. But there are ominous
voices calling.<i> </i><i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">We
cannot ignore either several thousands of years of human thought and
struggle or the postulations of the philosophers: and indeed we can
begin with Plato (though the pre-Socratic philosophers, the Chinese
and more we must remember but will get to them in due time). </span></i>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">* No scientist, thinking that he or she is acting in some objective way divorced from the human socious, the total human society, can ever understand human or even animal sentience and consciousness, or indeed such questions as why something comes from nothing. All scientific knowledge, and in fact all knowledge (except possibly that via some kind of mystical or religious insight of which for now we wont speak but it is something, in a way that Heiddeger struggled with in his struggle to 'get to Being' or Dasein, and his approach involved the use of the poetry of Rilke, Trakl, Holderlin (but not that of Celan whose case is unique in many ways and also deeply tragic). He also wrote poetry in some of his own writings. It is the struggle to deepen and intensify. Perhaps via some kind of aesthetic magic or mystery, some ecstasy, of the flesh or art or say watching a beautiful dance or skating pair, or a great athlete, or a sunset: at certain moments, maybe not quite Dickinson's '...certain slant of Light...' but indeed some of Dickinson's writing seems to reveal someone who is 'looking into the heart of light, the silence'...at these moments, at these perhaps Joycean epiphanies, when God is 'A shout in the street.' at certain moments these deep things, eternity or infinity is revealed to us, but only as a shutter goes up for a moment, only to close: it is there, we think, we are certain. Then we are not so sure (hence Browning's </span><i style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: x-large;">Death in the Desert</i><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"> and Browning's endless struggle with belief. Dickinson 'followed' Elizabeth Barrett but perhaps Robert as well as those strange geniuses, the Brontes, particularly Emily of 'Wuthering Heights' and her poems. But science only </span><i style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: x-large;">describes</i><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"> things. Newton gives the relationships of gravity and motion, forces, acceleration; others develop the laws of thermodynamics and discover the 'rules' that define quantum levels, or electron shell levels. These are things discovered that fit into the universe in so far as it is known, and in so far as such models work. They are in a non-absolute Frame (as I define it above, again my Frames are models also). Thus it can be said, that it a rigorous philosophic sense (science is essentially meaningless in terms of </span><i style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: x-large;">real knowledge, or knowledge in the sense of the quiditas (the essential whatness of things),</i><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"> for without philosophy and religion and indeed a certain emotive or sentient level, a certain Heideggerian sense of Being, or a feeling [whose nature is also as mysterious as say 'gravity' or 'energy' or 'primal causation' etc]), nothing can be known. However it is an endless conundrum. This poem by Alan Curnow, one of my favourites by that poet seems to reflect this existential and phenomelogical dilemma:</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"> A
LEAF</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> The
puzzle presented by any kind of leaf,</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> One
among millions to smudge your airy sceneries</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Or
among millions one your window tickler</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Gust
upon gust agitates, a trifle sharp</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Enough
to murder sleep:</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Shape
of a leaf, shine of a leaf,
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Shade
of a leaf yellow among yellow leaves of</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> The
prophet Micah with a slip of perished silk</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Marks
nothing, still is a character, a syllable</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Made
flesh before the word:</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Bud
of a leaf, blade of a leaf</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Given
a strange twist, given for something to do</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> With
deadly baffled fingers happy to squeeze</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Blood
from a conundrum: insoluble but endlessly</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: magenta; font-size: large;"><i> Amusing
in the attempt.</i></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"> Alan
Curnow (Poems 1949 - 57, The Mermaid Press 1957 )</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Here the mind dwells </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">endlessly on 'the blood of a conundrum' (Curnow's training as a Priest is here, the blood could refer to that of Christ's, or it gives emphasis, as does the 'nod' to Macbeth, where Macbeth, having murdered Duncan and his guards, now hallucinates a voice that shouts: 'Death has murdered sleep!' And the other big point is here: the mystery of leaves, of the complexity and intensity of nature, the endless variations, The Mystery indeed, is insoluble, but ' endlessly / Amusing in the attempt'... </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b><span style="background-color: black; color: white;">Living with Impossiblity: How G
is Simultaneously and Eternally not-G</span></b></i><span style="background-color: black;"><i><span style="color: white;">.</span> </i><span style="color: white;">By
Richard Taylor.
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;">'Knowledge
or Certainty"</span></span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">"...These
pictures do not so much fix the face as explore it; that the
artist...as if by touch; each line...strengthens the picture but
never makes it final. We accept that as the method of the artist...</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">..But
what physics has done is to show that it is the only method to
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<span style="color: white;"> </span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><i>There
is no absolute knowledge</i></span></span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">.</span></span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">
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those who claim it, whether they are scientists or dogmatists open
the door to tragedy. </span></span></span>
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information is imperfect. We have to treat it with humility. That is
the human condition; and that is what quantum physics says. I mean
that literally.</span></span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">
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is one knows not what sweet mystery about this sea, whose gently
awful stirrings seem to speak of some hidden soul </span></i><i style="color: white; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', sans-serif; font-size: 16pt;"><span style="background: #6aa84f;">beneath;
like those fabled undulations of the Ephesian sod over the buried
evangelist, St. John. And meet it is, that over these
sea-pastures,wide-rolling, watery prairies and Potter’s Fields of
all four continents, the waves should rise and fall, and ebb and flow
unceasingly; for here, millions ofmixed shades and shadows, drowned
dreams, somnambulisms, reveries; all that wecall lives and souls lie
dreaming, dreaming, still; tossing like slumberers in the</span></i><i style="color: white; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', sans-serif; font-size: 16pt;"><span style="background: #6aa84f;">ir
beds; the ever-rolling waves but made so by their </span></i><i style="color: white; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', sans-serif; font-size: 16pt;"><span style="background: #6aa84f;">restlessness .</span></i></span></span></span></div>
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<strike><span style="font-size: large;"><i>This Plato world of
mystical<br />mathematicism – it appealed to me, I to it. We sat, the
Geist and I, looking at each other…or did we look through each
other to an infinite regress of teapots<br />and inkspots in fervent
mirrors?</i></span></strike></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span> ions of fabricated life.</div>
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The revelled, and they travelled, and they flew back…</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i> but
how did all this begin?</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>I like ideas, or the
feeling of ideas, </b></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">or
the feeling and the excitement of having an idea…but I </span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>cannot
resolve </b></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">anything…well…not
much…I am too much</span></span><br /><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">myself…</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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need a </span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>big car</b></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">…</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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</span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><u><span style="background: #6fa8dc;">The car
continued on. I looked around, </span></u></span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"> </span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><u><span style="background: #6fa8dc;">discovering
the colours and shapes of an unknown city</span></u></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>The infinite
cave of<br />memory, immeasurably full of immeasurable things…</i></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span>Was it the numbers?</div>
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this </span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>has
</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">to
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we not ‘reach conclusion’ …</span></span></span></div>
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</span></span><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-size: large;">man, woman, child,
being – living on</span></span><br /><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-size: large;">the
edges or on the silent dots that once roared</span></span><span style="color: orange;"><span style="font-size: large;">or
bubbled, sighed or sang; he</span></span><br /><span style="color: orange;"><span style="font-size: large;">comes
soon to </span></span><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-size: large;">ending brief
as candles – seeking</span></span><span style="color: orange;"><span style="font-size: large;">love
in the eternal coldness.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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learn as children the </span></b></i><i style="font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="background: #6aa84f;">metaphysics
of the infinite and infinitesmal calculus, although we are unaware </span></b></i><i style="font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="background: #6aa84f;">of what we are learning..One chooses a profession that involves only
five and a </span></b></i><i style="font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="background: #6aa84f;">half
centuries because as a child one day dreamed about the infinitude of
vichy </span></b></i><i style="font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="background: #6aa84f;">water
tins.------------</span></b></i></span></span></span></div>
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</span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"> Please understand: these are </span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>my
</i></span><span style="font-size: xx-small;">writings. I write<br />with different pens,
this one is “uniball”, but you may not feel or see it as I<br />see
or feel it. I </span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>must</i></span><span style="font-size: xx-small;">, at
</span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><u>this </u></span><span style="font-size: xx-small;">moment write with
</span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><u>this</u></span><br /><span style="font-size: xx-small;">pen. Not the
other</span>.</span><span style="font-size: 7pt;"> <span style="font-size: large;">You </span><span style="font-size: large;"><u>must
</u></span><span style="font-size: large;">understand.</span></span></span></span></div>
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remember or note that in the<br />first instance I will have written
this out by hand in notebook and transferred<br />it here. The very
process of writing is one thing I want: the pressure on my<br />fingers
and hand, the nib moving across the page, the ink flowing to the
page<br />and then the appearance of a mark or sign, and the beauty of
that meaningless<br />sign. But it may acquire a semantic power… but
it does not require it</span>. <span style="font-size: large;">We are</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">limited
beings.</span></span></span></span></div>
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The writing becomes mine. But it is also yours. Hence it is ours. Or
it is now “new writing” it is my creative ‘uncreative’
writing. Not as in that by Kenneth Goldsmith who does interesting
projects in “uncreative writing”, but creative to the extent that
I place them on the page n my own way. ..and might fragment them, or
play around with fonts and artwork associated. Of course the base
writing was by the writers I have read –I’m not claiming to have
written what they wrote – but I do claim that my use (and
collaging rearranging or using texts in some cases) of these various
works constitutes my own work as we are ating context, or replacement
and organized placement of these signs and lines by myself. Then a
reader may or may not find their way to “reorganize” them as
he or she reads.]</b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "figurinecb lettersp";"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>VENEZIA</b></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>I</b></span></span><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>S A PEN WITH A
[PICTURE ON IT, AND OIL INSIDE WHICH IS A </b></span></span><b style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">BUBBLE AND IN THAT
BUBBLE A TINY GONDOLA FLOATS DOWN OR UP A (CANAL?) IN </b><b style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">MY
PEN. DAVE WHO LIVES LOCALLY OFTEN WOULD COME WITH SMALL GIFTS </b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>INCLUDING
FOOD ETC AND BORROW MONEY, ALWAYS REPAID, PROBABLY TO FUEL </b></span></span></span></span><b style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">HIS
BOOZING. I SOMETIMES TOOK HIM TO THE LOCAL WHOLESALER. DAVE WAS OR IS </b><b style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">NOT
ONE OF THOSE “LOST” ALCHIES BUT WAS ALMOST ALWAYS HALF CUT WHEN I </b><b style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">SAW
HIM. HAVEN’T SEEN HIM FOR A WHILE.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br /> <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><b><span style="font-size: 9pt;"> </span>This
is <i>me</i> – Richard! The<br /> “reading” is reading what is on</b></span><span style="font-size: large;"><b>
</b><span style="font-size: small;"><b>my pen.</b></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "harlow solid italic";"><span style="font-size: x-large;"> an
ebony table, inlaid</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<b> </b><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><b>increased, she
moved away…and now </b></span><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><i><b>he
</b></i></span><span style="font-size: 9pt;"><b>was dead and
she was…</b></span></span></span></span></div>
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was as if I had died or been</b></span><br /> <span style="font-size: xx-small;">torn
apart by blood wolves, and </span> <span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: orange;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>dark
energy ideas</b></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: orange;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b> began to whirl</b></span></span>, </span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">to
spin…I could </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">create,
and I<br /><br /> </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">could
live forever in language and …but the the great hope seen</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br /><br />
than (a) broke plate.<br /><br /><br /><br /> A joke. A broke joker
Toby Jug drop<br /> in a rub bin. I had, a' tha' 'ime, 'ame nofing.</span></span></span></div>
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<br /> <span style="color: #6aa84f;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>I had
been rummaging among the records…</b></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">a
consolation for a life of</span></span></span></div>
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So she carefully fastened one of the charms</span></span></span></div>
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The empty and haunted house is a<br />giant enigma of which the key is
lost.</span></span></span></div>
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What’s missing? Nothing.<br />But that is everything…in a
word – that flower of life Titian and Raphael took</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><br /> </span></span></span></span><span style="font-size: large;">
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surprise….The figure presented such a powerful embodiment
of</span><span style="font-size: medium;">reality.</span></span></span></span></div>
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Thus for the enthusiastic Poussin, the old man had, in a<br />
sudden transfiguration, become art itself, art with its secrets, its
passions,<br /> its reveries.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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…by dint of drowning the contours<br />of my figure in
kisses of half-tint, I have contrived to do away with the very<br />idea
of drawing and other artificial methods, and give her the rounded
aspect<br />of nature itself. Come closer…from far it disappears…</span></span></span></div>
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it daily…</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">all those years</span></span></span></span></div>
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of<br />furtive</span></span></span></span></div>
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study</span></span></span></span></div>
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I thought it fitting that<br />
my</span></span></span></div>
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last<br /> hours</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b> thought
it fitting that my last hours</b></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b> in the town </b></span></span></span></span></span><b style="color: yellow; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif; font-size: xx-large;">should
be spent with</b></div>
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<span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b> an
artist whose work was lost on the world.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b> All
her journeys have begun and ended with this </b></span></span></span><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>enormous,
quiet country.</b></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i> words,<br />
</i></span></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i> phrases,
</i></span></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>frag</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>ments
of= </i></span></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>lang</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>uage
or </i></span></span></span><span style="color: orange;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>utterance</i></span></span></span><span style="color: orange;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> There
were weeks when I spoke to no one on that great estate.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br /></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-family: "franklin gothic heavy" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;">They
are the eyes of a man who has gazed beyond death.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="color: #ff420e;"></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="color: #ff420e;"><span style="font-family: "baskerville old face" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span><span style="font-size: small;">the
cathedral bell.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-size: large;"> …<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">sheets
with no more than a miniscule scatter of words on them…</span></span></span></span></div>
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understood virtually</b></span></span></span><span style="color: #23b8dc;"><br />
</span><span style="color: #23b8dc;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>nothing…</b></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"> his
face bore the ineradicable trace of some</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">As
the work went on and ramified.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: large;"> <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"> <span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i><u>sudden
spasm</u></i></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"> </span></span></span> he
became abstract</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: magenta; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /> </span><span style="font-size: xx-small;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-size: x-large;"> <span style="font-size: medium;"><u>art</u></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> he moved</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span><span style="color: orange;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span><i style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', trebuchet, verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="color: orange;"><b>he became</b></span></i></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">```````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````<span style="background: #ffff00;">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span><br /><span style="background: #ffff00;">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"> Let us manifest life. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: navy;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">But
the</span></span></span><span style="color: navy;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /> </span></span><span style="color: navy;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background: #ffffff;">tree
was a seed and a stem before it bore fruit: do we not grudge it the
time</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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growth.</span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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</span></span><span style="color: navy;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: large;">…the
form spoke with<br />the light hissing whispers of serpents. The terns
cried aloud, finding no<br />foothold in the air. They cried and sank…</span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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she felt, were a ruse. They couldn’t be trusted. There was so much
more beneath the surface of words and people, </span></span></span>
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everything in fact, and her secret passion was to plumb these hidden
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…this formlessness of water carried a promise of dissolution… a
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<b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"> “…<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Facts
– </span><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><i>The
Popular Encyclopedia </i></span><span style="font-size: 11pt;">contains
nothing but facts, the facts of the world, clearly and
straightforewardly </span></span></span>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"> <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">presented.”
Saying this, he seemed to be sunk in a well of facts, all of which
spelled the walled-in dismal hopelessness of human </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: large;"><b> <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">life.
The world’s books were boxes of flesh-eating worms, crawling
sentences that had eaten the universe hollow.”</span></span></b></span></div>
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stood baffled, looking about the dining room for some exterior sign
of the fatal alteration with him. </span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>There
is no God</i></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">. </span></span></span></span></b></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc; font-size: large;"><b><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> With
a wink of thought, the universe had been bathed in the pitch-smooth
black of utter hopelessness. Yet no exterior change of colour
betrayed the event…three decades of exposure and ingrained dust:
none fo these mute surfaces reflected the sudden absence of God from
the Universe –</span></span></b></span></div>
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oft-repeated concerns about the growth of philistinism, and his
belief </b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>that
poetry is as important to human progress¹ as economics, are </b></i></span></span><span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>more
relevant than ever in an era when the market and the mass media </b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>treat
</b></i></span></span><span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>works
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had felt its way in under the dry green window shade above</span></b></span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><br /> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><b><span style="background: #ff00ff;">the
spines of the radiator and was standing beside here bed when the
unhappy</span></b></span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><br /> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><b><span style="background: #ff00ff;">tangle
of her dreams fell away and she dared open her eyes. Like a leak in
a</span></b></span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><br /> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><b><span style="background: #ff00ff;">great
tank of darkness the light had seeped into all the familiar things of
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<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Friedrich_Gauss"><span style="color: #aa77aa;"><span style="font-size: large; text-decoration: none;"><u>Karl
Friedrich Gauss</u></span></span></a><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">1777 - 1855 German
mathematician and philosopher.</span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">We
are here face to face with the crucial paradox of knowledge. Year by
year we design more precise instruments with which to observe nature
with more fineness. And when we look at the observations, we are
discomfited to see that they are still fuzzy, and we feel that they
are as uncertain as ever.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: white;">We
seem to be running after a goal which lurches away from us to
infinity every time we come within sight of it</span>.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;">…<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">and
ever since astronomical instruments have been improved. We look at
the position of a star as it was determined then and now, and it
seems to us that we are closer and closer to finding it precisely.
But when we actually compare our individual observations today, we
are astonished to find them as scattered within themselves as ever.
We had hoped that the human errors would disappear, and thus could
ourselves have God's view. But it turns out that errors cannot be
taken out of the observations. And that is true of stars, or atoms,
or just looking at somebody’s picture, or hearing…</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Gauss
recognised this with that marvellous boyish genius that he had right
up to the age of nearly eighty when he died…But Gauss pushed on to
ask what the <i>scatter of </i>the error tells us. He devised the
Gaussian curve [this is still used by scientists, engineers,
mathematicians students of or practitioners of statistics, and others
– it is in the indispensable <i>Eton’s Tables</i>.] in which the
scatter is summarized by the deviation, or spread, of the curve. And
from this came a far reaching idea: the scatter marks an area of
uncertainty. We are not sure that the true position is the centre.
All we can say is that it lies <i>in the area of uncertainty</i>…</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>Leo
Szilard teaching and Fermi. Szilard invented and patented the chain
reaction. He later strongly and actively opposed the use of the
atomic bomb as the war was over. See Richard Rhodes (Pulitzer Prize
winning book) </i>The Making of the
Atomic Bomb<i> and </i>The
Ascent of Man<i> by J Bronowski.</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;">“<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">When
Hitler arrived in 1933, the tradition of scholarship in Germany was
destroyed, almost overnight. Europe no longer hospitable to the
imagination.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;">…<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">all
knowledge is limited.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">It
is an irony of history that at the very time this was being worked
out, there should rise, under Hitler in Germany and tyrants
elsewhere, a counter-conception: a principle of monstrous certainty."</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">[Leo
Szilard rejected Rutherford’s assertion of the impossibility of the
usage of radioactivity (hence <i>Moonshine </i>the extraordinary book
by Alan Brunton of New Zealand) – his comment was that that idea
was “moonshine”). Szilard invented the chain reaction and then
pushed theUS and Britain to make an atomic bomb, as he feared that
Hitler was or could be building one]</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;">“<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">When
in 1945 the European war had been won and he realized that the bomb
was now about to be used on the Japanese, Szilard marshalled protest
everywhere he could. He wrote meorandum after memorandum. One
memorandum to President Roosevelt only failed because Roosevelt died
during the very days that Szilard was transmitting it to him. Always
Szilard wanted the bomb to be tested openly before the Japanese and
in front of an international audience, so that the Japanese should
know its power and should surrender before people died…</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">As
you know, Szilard failed, and with him <span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;">the
community of scientists failed…</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #e6e6ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i><b>Hiroshima
- failure or victory for "the ascent of man"?</b></i></span></span></span><span style="color: #e6e6ff;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span><span style="color: #e6e6ff;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i><b>Could
we caption this "The Descent of Man"?</b></i></span></span></span><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><br /></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "arial narrow" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>(And
the title - what of the role of women in all of this? Ascent of
People? "The Ascent of Everest" ... and so on...)</i></span></span></span><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b>The
United States is the only country to have dropped an atomic bomb on a
country - to have used a WOMD. The injures caused were horrific .
Jacob Bronowski was an official observer of this aftermath.</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #9999ff;"> <b><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">[John
Hersey wrote a book about the event called simply </span></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>Hiroshima
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b>The
picture above shows Hiroshima blasted. It is controversial as indeed
the US faced a vicious, indeed merciless, foe. (Or was it, how much
is or was this unremitting 'mercilessness' part of the insane
propaganda of war?) </b></span></span></span>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b>It
also probably saved the lives of thousands of heroic* US soldiers. We
have the paradox of the US victory over Japanese fascism (but it is
also true that the Chinese and the Vietnamese defeated the Japanese
in their respective countries, losing far more lives than the US) and
this terrible and almost most controversial</b></span></span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">
</span></span></span><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b>event
in human history apart from Hitler's Holocaust.**</b></span></span></span></div>
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was it just a continuation of the inherent hopelessness and barbarity
of human beings throughout history? </b></span></span><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><b>
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we deploy this dubious term. By such usages are we not indirectly
helping to perpetuate war and destruction? What if no one turned up
for the war? Questions remain..</span>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: white;">‘<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">I
beseech you, in the</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>bowels
of Christ, think it</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>possible
you maybe</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>mistaken.’</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>The
author at the pond of Auschwitz prison camp.</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">It
is said that science will dehumanise people and turn them<br />into
numbers.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">That
is false, tragically false.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Look
for yourself.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">This
is the concentration camp and crematorium at Auschwitz.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">This
is where people were turned into numbers.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Into
this</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">pond</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">were
flushed</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">the
ashes</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">of
some four million people.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">And
that was not done by gas.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">It
was done by arrogance.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">It
was done by dogma.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">It
was done by ignorance.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">When
people believe that they have</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">absolute
knowledge,</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">with
no test in reality, this is how they</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">behave.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">This
is what men do when they</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">aspire
to the knowledge</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">of
gods.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Science
is a very</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">human
form of knowledge.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">We
are always</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">at</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">the
brink of</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">the
known, we always</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">feel
forward for what is to be</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">hoped.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Every</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">judgement</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">in
science stands on the</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">edge
of error,</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">and</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">is
personal.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Science</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">is</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">a
tribute to what we can know although we</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">are
fallible.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">In
the end the words were said by Oliver Cromwell:</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;">‘<span style="font-size: 13pt;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">I
beseech you, in the bowels of Christ, think it possible you may<br />be
mistaken’.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">I
owe it</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">as
a scientist</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">to
my friend Leo Szilard,</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">I
owe it as a</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">human
being to the many members of my family who died at</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Auschwitz,
to stand here by the pond as a survivor and a</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">witness.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">We
have to</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">cure
ourselves of</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">the
itch for absolute knowledge</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">and</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">power.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">We
have to close the distance between the push-button</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">order</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">and</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">the
human act.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">We</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">have</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">to</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">touch</span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">people.</span></span></span></div>
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<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #33ffff;">^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #33ffff;"><b>Room
333.333z</b></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: #33ffff;">^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^</span><br /><br /><i>the?
Machine?? Music??? ??????</i></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">the
machine music moves mechanically as it must because it is<br />beautiful
and is based on a legal system of repeats but nothing is<br />yet for
sure why should it be after all the law of torts and the<br />thinking
Thinking Thing is there, and we are part of it despite<br />seclusion
like a sheep's or a Boffin's head, in a vision of perfect<br />symmetry
held in a white drop as if we could know it all, and there's<br />need
for change, but who looks on, and</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">who
is who who he looks at who<br />he looks is who - but we need all these
people who don't agree</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">because<br />of
the machine, which, despite its</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">penitential
and inevitable<br />inefficiency, is</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">heard
to cry out at deep of night to the Great One<br />who is probably dead
and ensconced in a dream of lubricated, or<br />lubricious cavortings
toward spittle. and flesh, words that send<br />shudders up my spire
wire's spine loom; one would naturally much<br />prefer to be the
vision inside a technical robot, whose</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">doom
scenes<br />see wire mass everywhere, and,</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">how
does the spider know, because he,<br />too, is a constructor - or is it
because the music nags us back down<br />the drain pipe into a parallel
universe of incomprehensible equations,<br />or a crazed jumble of
electronic, electrical, and machine parts<br />pushed into an eclected
enclave, whose triumph is its denseness, or the</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">enormous
significance</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">of
an endlessly looping musical track which your<br />great great
grandmother could well have enjoyed:</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">some
post-Stochausian, post – Varese etc, not something tame like<br /><i>The
Songs for a Mad King</i>: but it all passes, even the wind
machines,<br />and the ape-shaped eyes, thoughts of death, leaves,
corpse valleys,<br />memories, inscriptions.....</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">you
turn back to The Romantics, for there is<br />something about you,
something nobody can see:<br />as if you were the</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">one</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">in
the</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">centre
of a gigantic sound-shriek, and</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">batting
up all hell, and no one<br />gives a fuck, especially with everything
turning into grey gold</span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">.
. . something like a cat looking into your face.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: yellow;">Room
501.22 The Infinite
of</span><span style="color: red;">_______________________________________________________</span><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span><span style="color: red;">_______________________________________________________</span><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color: yellow;"><br />My
Text and Alan Sondheims's
Text</span><br /><br /><br />___________________________________________________________________</span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Standing
on the hillside at night. The fluttering of millions. Shells. How
things. Being among the multitudes and the thoughts. Folded. Shelled
in many ways. Imagine. There is surely something. One. Cup. A kind
of. They were. Seeing (or hearing?) the ecstatic silence. The
intellection and the bursts of rawness. “Drifts of shifts” The
wrath of words. The iration of ideation. Qualm. He felt a qualm.
Where has the softness gone? The man. Something explodes somewhere.
We can say of a that it is not b. Judgement. The spider descends.
Hard green cord round the spinning top to get it to gyrate. The whirl
of many colour. We inhabited the hinter woods. He disappeared mid
winterely.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Richard
Taylor<br /><br /><br />_________________________________________________________________<br /><br />Alan
Sondheims's script and the - "… <i>a section of what seems to
be an infinite text, a text in the manner of a bandage or suture
across the wound of a sememe (what reads as a sememe); a wound
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this a found script or one i created ? does it really matter? given
the relatively small number of symbols, it would be reasonable to
apply coding to it - a matrix/template that might slide across the
apparent grid, producing meaning. one might think of this as a
<i>universal machine </i>applicable to texts of any length; it
becomes increasingly evident that meaning is a construct <i>across
</i>symbols, neither within them nor within the dictionary
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br />here,
in this example, only in this particular example, one has a section
of what seems to be an <i>infinite text</i>, a text in the manner of
a bandage or suture across the wound of a sememe (what reads as a
sememe); a wound within, unconstrued within, the imaginary. think of
this as the <i>lid </i>of the <i>pre-linguistic </i>- not exactly
mode, but a potential for interpretation, sliding out and against
itself, as soon as one is found. nothing holds here, not even "here,"
not even place or placement. the lesson, where we are, where we are
not, is always already unlearned.</span></span></span></div>
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the time</i><br /><br /><br /><i>Redeem the unread vision in the higher
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a bare, forked animal."<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Life and
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Plato
of his cave, in <i>The
Republic. </i>Reading
and studying this account by Plato we realise the great beauty of his
concept (we have huge quarrels with his "vision" of the
"perfect" republic as indeed, Plato's interlocuters are
quite lame, but we will set that part of his great book aside). The
Cave's argument is, in brief, that humans cannot see the higher
reality of things, we see only shadows, we are fooled even by our
senses: we might not even credit the higher reality Plato points us
toward. This higher reality argues for Perfect or more commonly Ideal
Forms (nominalisms or abstractions: someone can be in love with
someone, I can love chocolate, but there must be it is eventually
concluded, that there pre-exists a Reality that is Love itself<i>
. </i>It
is not that Plato is provably wrong it is
that neither is he provably right and in fact we are still, in a
sense, inside the cave, semi-benighted. </span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;"> problem is that these kinds of arguments whose tests are in an
absolute state or level or field; are used by such as even argue that
there is, or is not a God, or who argue, as say Richard Dawkins does
that he</span><span style="background-color: black; color: white;"><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><i style="font-size: x-large;">has solved the mystery of life on earth. </i></span><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">This,
incredibly (if I can pun against myself) is basically what he says at
the start of </span><i style="color: white; font-size: x-large;">The Blind Watchmaker.</i></div>
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with Impossiblity: How G is Simultaneously and Eternally not-G</b></i></span></span><span style="color: #9999ff;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;">.
</span></span><span style="font-size: 15pt;">By Richard Taylor.
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<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"> The
book referred above is the book to be a book that is within the
"book" that is creating the book that is the book created
by the book in the make of the book: and yet it is yet to be...</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">When
it becomes as it is growing, I shall gather it in a more sequential
form. In the meantimes I may put it as part 1 part 2 etc in a
supplement. But for now it is the book of the book within the book
and it is the book to be.....it is the book that makes and made the
growing book within the making of the book which is and yet shall be
made....</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">"Yes,
that is the man who shot the man." Is perhaps an example of what
happened and is to be happen. Inside time who can know what is
curling, growing, wanting to be....</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">An attractive and difficult work, <em>Adorno’s Noise</em> doesn’t
fit neatly into any preconceived categories; it straddles the
boundaries of essay, journal, performance, poem, and play. Even the
book itself is a curious object. For example, there is something
strange about the chapter titles. On the Contents page they appear at
first glance in two distinctly gendered fonts, an archaic feminine
script and a modern sans serif in all caps. On further inspection,
one realizes that one font represents section headers, the other,
chapter titles. Yet some sections lack chapters. Then there is the
disconcerting appearance of the section dividers, white drop-out type
on dark pages with dim images like blurry x-rays, sometimes beginning
on the right-hand page with words cut off at the edge, only to repeat
in full when you turn the page. These tricks of the eye are the work
of designer Jeff Clark, whose contribution to the book is that of a
collaborator fully engaged with the author’s thinking.
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-size: large;">Harryman’s thought stretches out in so many directions it hard to
know where to start. Indeed, <em>Adorno’s Noise</em> seems to
perform a kind of essayistic yoga, creating new spaces inside the
body that knows. Since the known is always bordered by the unknown,
the work has a kind of erotic charge, as desire vies with security
for the attention of the mortal. New spaces are continuously opened
up then occupied, leading to a series of encounters. Hence, the
exercise of thought leads inevitably to play, but it is an
unrelentingly and often hilariously thoughtful play, peopled by
incongruous characters with wills of their own. The play, Harryman
seems to say, trumps thought, because it</span></div>
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<span style="color: #aa77aa;"> <span style="font-size: medium;"> My son and I at Farmers with
Santa about 1975.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">The
World is a dessert to me.</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "times new roman" , serif;">
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I
am a cursed creature, condemned to understand happiness, to feel it,
to desire</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "times new roman" , serif;">
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">it,
and like so many others, forced to see it flee from me all the
time.'” </span></span></span>
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[ </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "times new roman" , serif;">Sarrasine
by Balzac ]</span></span></span></div>
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With the arrival, it has been said, the Universe has suddenly become
conscious of itself. This is truly is the greatest mystery of all.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-small;">[Gide
had an high opinion of the Goncourt Journals ‘ Becoming a master
piece' was more or less the phrase of Edmund Goncourt' ]</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-small;">[A
surgeon is examining the neurons of a patient, when another patient’s
hands are poker, his neurons ‘fire]</span></span></span></div>
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The same neurons fire just as vigorously when Smith’s merely
watches another patient being poked. It is as if the neuron (or
functional circuit of which it is a part) is empathizing with another
person. A stranger’s pain becomes Smith’s pain, almost literally.</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "times new roman" , serif;">
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Indian
and Buddhist mystics assert that there is no essential difference
between self and other, and that true enlightenment comes</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "times new roman" , serif;">
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">from
compassion that dissolves this barrier. I used to think this was just
well-intentioned mumbo-jumbo, but here is a neuron that doesn’t
know the difference between self and other. Are our brains uniquely
hardwired for empathy and compassion ! </span></span></span>
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From </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>The
Tell-Tale Brain</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">
by V.S. Ramachandran]</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="color: black;"> <span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">The
Human brain is made up of about 100 billion nerve cells, or neurons </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-small;">Neurons
“talk” to each other through threadlike fibres that alternatively
resemble dense, twiggy</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-small;">thickets
. (dendrites) and long, sinuous transmission cables (axons). Each
neuron makes from</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-small;">one
thousand to ten thousand contacts with other neurons. The points of
contact [synapses]</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-small;">are
where intermission gets shared between neurons each synapse can be
excitatory or</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inhibitory,
and at any given moment be on or off.</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "times new roman" , serif;">
</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: yellow;">With
all permutations the number of possible brain states is staggeringly
vast, in fact, it easily exceeds the number of elementary particles
in the Known Un</span>iverse.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">thought
stretches out in so many directions it hard to know where to start.
Indeed, </span></span></span><em><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">Adorno’s
Noise</span></span></span></em><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">
seems to perform a kind of essayistic yoga, creating new spaces
inside the </span></span></span></span></span></span>
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<span style="background-color: red; color: white;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>If
a million million automatic typers typed </i></span></span></span>
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<i><span style="background-color: red; color: white; font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;">every
second every minute every day and endlessly</span></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: red; color: white;"><span style="font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><i>
Something sometime somewhere perfectly </i></span>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><i style="background-color: red;">Would
on all that surge of words and marks appear –</i></span></div>
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In someway somehow mysteriously </span>
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<span style="background-color: red; color: white; font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;">As hands are formed or
infinity, is made by giant minds</span></h1>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: "lucida sans" , sans-serif;"><i style="background-color: red;">
To disappear.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"> </span><span style="color: black;"><span style="background: #ffffcc;">
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background: #ffffcc;">But
starting in the 1990s, this static view of the brain was steadily
supplanted by a much more dynamic picture. The brain’s so-called</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background: #ffffcc;">
</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background: #ffffcc;">modules
don’t do their jobs in isolation; there is a great deal of back and
forth interaction between them, far more than previously suspected.
Changes in the operation of one module – say, from damage, or from
maturation, or from learning and life</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background: #ffffcc;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">experience
– can lead to significant changes in the operations of many other
modules to which it is connected. To a surprising extent, one module
can even take over the functions of another.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background: #ffffcc;"><span style="color: black;">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Far from being wired up
according to rigid, prenatal</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "times new roman" , serif;">
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">genetic
blueprints, the brain’s wiring is highly malleable – not just in
infants and in young children, but throughout every adult life time.
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<span style="background-color: #ffcc99;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">Bartlebooth’s
dining room is now virtually never used. It is an austere,
rectangular room with a dark parquet floor, long raised-velvet
curtains, and a large Brazilian rosewood table covered with a damask
cloth. On the long sideboard standing at the back of the room there
are eight round tins, each bearing an effigy of King Farouk.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">While
staying in Cape Sao Vicente, in the south of Portugal, in late
nineteen thirty-seven, shortly before his long tour of Africa,
Bartlebooth made the acquaintance of an importer from Lisbon who, on
learning that the Englishman planned to travel to Alexandria in the
near future, entrusted him with an electric heater which he asked him
to be so kind as to deliver to his Egyptian agent, a certain Farid
Abu Talif. Bartlebooth carefully copied the trader’s name and
address into his diary; on arrival in Egypt towards the end of spring
1938, he enquired after this reputable businessman and had the gift
from Portugal taken over to him. Though the temperature was already
far too mild for anyone to really need an electric heater, Farid Abu
Tarif was so happy with his present that he asked Bartlebooth to give
his Portuguese friend, for trial and approval, eight tins of coffee
which he had put through a process he called “ionization”, a
treatment designed, so he explained, to make it retain its aroma
virtually indefinitely. Though Bartlebooth made it absolutely clear
that he would certainly not have occasion to see the importer again
for some seventeen years, the Egyptian insisted, adding that the
result of the trial would be all the more convincing if the coffee
still kept some of its flavour after all that time.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;"> In
the years that followed, the tins caused endless trouble. At each
border crossing Bartlebooth and Smautf had to open the tins and let
suspicious customs officers sniff their contents, taste the grains on
the tips of their tongues, and sometimes even brew up a cup of coffee
with them to make sure they weren’t some new kind of drug. By the
end of nineteen forty-three, the tins were empty – and by then
rather dented – but Smautf would not let Bartlebooth throw them
away; he used them to keep various kinds of small change in, or for
the rare seashells he happened to find on beaches, and on their
return to France he put them, as a memento of their long voyage, on
the dining-room sideboard, where Bartlebooth let them stay.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">
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<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">Each
of Winkler’s puzzles was a new, unique, and irreplaceable
adventure for Bartlebooth. Each time, when he broke the seal that
locked Madame Hourcade’s black box and spread out on his table
cloth, under the light of his scialytic lamp, the seven hundred and
fifty little pieces of wood that his watercolour had become, it
seemed to him that all the experience he had accumulated over five or
ten or fifteen years would be of no use, but this time, like every
other time, he would have to deal with difficulties he could not even
begin to guess at.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-size: large;">
Each time he vowed to proceed methodically and with discipline, not
to rush in headlong, not to try to recover straight away in his
fragmented watercolour some detail or other which he thought he could
still remember properly: this time he was not going to let his
passion or his dreams or his impatience get the better of him, but
would build up his puzzle with Cartesian rigour: divide up the
problems the better to solve them, deal with them one by one, ruling
out improbable combinations, placing the pieces as would a chess
player constructing an unanswerable or ineluctable gambit: he was
going to begin by turning all the pieces face-up, then he would take
out all those pieces possessing a straight-line edge, and with them
he was going to assemble the frame of the jigsaw. Then he would study
all the other pieces, systematically, one by one, taking them in his
hand, turning them round and round every possible way; he would
extract the pieces which held some more apparent design or detail,
and sort the remainder by colour and within each colour-group by
shade, and so even before beginning to slot the center pieces in he
would have scored in advance three-quarters of his victory over the
snares laid by Winckler. The rest would be just a matter of patience.</span></span></div>
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The main problem was to stay neutral, objective, and above all
flexible, that is to say free of</span> <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">preconceptions.
But that was </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">exactly
where Gaspard Winckler had laid his traps.</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"> <span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #ffd966; font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="color: #f1c232;"><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"> Eyelight
</span></span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffd966;">How, at this light of time</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">Can I, a being
bright yet dark, unblind</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">this aspect under the eye, and,
breeding:</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">breed thus a truth? Not </span><span style="color: #ffd966;">a general, transcendent
truth that </span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #ffd966;">sparkles </span><span style="color: #ffd966;">like a light on a gay green Christmas tree,
but</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">some signal interchanged: some moment:</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">this, all this....
</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #ffd966;">It began somehow, and I</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">and you also, got caught up in it
all:</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">you know, the usual thing, the he/she/it and the</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">terrible
lovely, and and </span><span style="color: #ffd966;">the Begin: the big big single </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffd966; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bang bang boom!
</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #ffd966; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the singular begin.......................................it hangs here</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #ffd966;">Our
task is: never to waver, to neither look right nor left:</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">and
indeed as I know you are thinking, there are certain
uncertainties </span><span style="color: #ffd966;">whose monstrous beauty is almost nearly
tiresome:</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">Why couldn't the matter: the deep stuff in the dark
spring of things:</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">why couldn't it get in control? Why wern't we
informed immediately?</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;"><br /></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #ffd966;">There has to be an inquiry of course. What
was the matter with</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">the matter? Could I tell you? That it kept
throwing moulds, kept</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">re-shaping – kept touching the clay and
rebreeding life and so on:</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">but nothing is ever perfect as you’ve
probably noticed. Matter</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">and fire for example are surely forever
at war.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">The special thing that burns in the eye: they are in
conflict.</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">Eternal. The usual thing: Dog has set up a conflict, a
complex:</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">a complex conflict like a five volume analysis of
</span><i style="color: #ffd966;">Finnegans Wake</i><span style="color: #ffd966;">.</span><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">The Joycean, the Miltonic thing: which
ever turns you on or out.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;"> nothing is connected –
somehow.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #ffd966;">An enormous luminosity grew between her eyes and we
were dumfounded:
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<span style="color: #ffd966; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">forgetting what
was origin, orange, apple, or<br />where the serpent had parked the
sedan beside the spreading sneer of the evening’s trees who were
lush and unapproachable in the growing and licentious gloom whose
possibilities mean so much, especially to the few in the know. So I
stand outside in derided non-decision, forever a pastel perhaps:
struggling to at least reach the status of a syllable, or even a new
word. </span><br />
<span style="color: #ffd966; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #ffd966; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Or had you noticed. Lets go inside...I have things to
discuss...</span></div>
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Bright Revolve</span></span></div>
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To see with the naked eye</span></div>
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what was seen with the naked eye:</span></div>
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back back back back,</span></div>
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and forth, and back and forth:</span></div>
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and in true, these black-faced mirrors</span></div>
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shiver reflect the wilderness</span></div>
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of backward forward fragment worlds
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that are strange agonal with toe and claw.</span></div>
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<span style="color: orange; font-size: small;"> That acting agony. It cannot be said. Again.</span></div>
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At night: the crucifix cries. This slow,</span></div>
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dark dance. The pen, finally, dies – and the painter’s
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brush, the oboe, and the ink. Those gone aways.</span></div>
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Look out to that bright revolve. Nothing is about.
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Who is that old man who rages in the storm?</span></div>
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The and what speak you a third more opulent man?</span></div>
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When I began, I .... I knew something. No matter.</span></div>
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What is it in us that we mutter, meander, and muse</span></div>
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on things dissolving as we do?</span></div>
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Roots limbs nerves trees stand stark:</span></div>
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black veins on eye-light scrawled .</span></div>
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To perish powerfully, despite ferocity, and
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the queerness of how you are becoming a spoon.</span></div>
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You have hell in your hands.</span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: small;">It was this that set me to use 'eyelight' as in:</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: small;"> <span style="font-size: medium;"><b>black veins on
eye-light scrawled </b></span></span>
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<span style="color: red; font-size: small;">I later<span style="font-size: medium;"><b> </b></span><b>
</b>wrote the poem called EYELIGHT,
or had I written it and then named it thus? </span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: #f1c232; font-size: large;"> Lines
from my poems are used in any case...that is they are 'recycled', and
or fragmented etc</span> </span>
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<strong><span style="color: yellow;"> <span style="font-size: large;"> "Who
were the first people ?"</span></span></strong><br />
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<strong>Origins - Who</strong>?<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3086/1900/1600/Personal%20-%20%20Eyelight%20005.jpg"><span style="color: #8e886a;"></span></a><br />
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Th<span style="color: cyan;">is is an
image of a work by Len Lye, a great New Zealand artist, sculptor
experimental filmaker, and philosopher. I took a day off work once in
about 1986 and went to the Auckland Art gallery - and came across his
strange work -one sculptural work is a "model" or a symbol
of the universe in the form of a huge band of steel attached to an
electromagnet which oscillates at mains frequency I assumed and
through hysteresis etc causes the</span> steel <span style="color: #f1c232;">bands to pulsate; and as they
do there is an awesome booming sound. Lye was fascinated by cosmology
and the macro and the microcosmic. Science and metaphsyics come
together in his work I think. At that time I hadn't written (or read
significantly) much for many years and had never heard of Lye or Stan
Brakhage - but later I was to learn that my lecturer in English -
Roger Horrocks was doing a book on Len Lye, which as since been
published. Lye's work ws shown at the Pompidou Centre in Paris. His
work is on view in New Plymouth.</span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 28pt;"> How,
at this light of time<br /> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 28pt;"> can I, a being bright yet dark, </span></span>
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this aspect under the eye, </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="color: white; font-size: 28pt;"> and,
breeding:</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 28pt;"><span style="color: white; font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"> breed
thus a truth?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">there
are some things that we, The Eternal Wanters, need point out
hereforth as we, evading the </span></span><span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><i>things</i></span></span><span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">
only to embrace their shadows: forever step inside and outside the
flowing stream whose impossibility screams out across time, say like
a Philoctetic wound and right now that beauty is truth etc etc is
offset by that "repetition is truth" which all we know
always is tapping on the shoulder and offering a friendly cough: it
is about here they entered, bowing to the Endless Moomlings whose
presence must needs always be known: and much time indeed was spent
in genuflecting spasms: much was spoke and the old warriors swapped
lurid yarns of increasing absurdity and deeper and deeper blood
enriched: times past of those things attempted and the deep fears
overcome, the raids, the malfunctions, the technical journals, the
scraps, electrodes, spasms of lace, dust, photographs of time, light
bulbs, broken toys, forgotten wrongs, wire tangles, planks: all these
somehow viatllyyet futiley converged until plastic swans arrived to
carry them afar: </span></span>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">behind
new glowing slogans blazed on the fabricated sky as all </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">things
shook with the terror of a great knowing immediately </span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">forgotten
as the dustbins clanged shut and an apple mountain </span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="color: white; font-size: 20pt;">began
to explode</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="color: white; font-size: 20pt;">everything,
every wince, every move, every speck, has to be recorded:</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "monotype corsiva" , cursive;"><span style="color: white; font-size: 20pt;">nothing
must escape the endlessly scanning eye....nothing.....</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #00b255;"><span style="color: #ffd320;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="font-family: "baskerville old face" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;">God
hides in the Stone these days</span></span></b></span><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #00b255;"> <span style="font-family: "times new roman";"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;">[
u s e l e s s ]</span><span style="color: #00b102;"><br /></span><span style="color: #00b102;"><span style="font-size: large;">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span></span></b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Y<span style="background: #ffff00;">the
the picture blurs at this point. It is </span><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">notable
t</span></i><span style="background: #ffff00;">oo how time<br />endorses
time:Rome,The Romans, Hadrian with his elephants </span><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">chging<br />to
what death, wh</span></span><span style="background: #ffff00;">at old
rapes, destructions, decimations? In fact,</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">what
catacombs of doom, what screams, what desire, what shouts, what</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;">this</span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;">open at the neck </span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">the
beginning of a double chin: tho there is no suggestion of obesity.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">The
chair, wooden, is straight-backed, as befits a working writer.
The<br />walind is also wooden, with horizontal slats of varnished
pine[or is it Rimu?), showing knot holes and questioning swirls that</span></span></span></span></div>
<div style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">
</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 20pt;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">mossly</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">
forever move. The hands, pinkish, clasp a tentative teacup. Closer to
myself or to the other viewer, another teacup, harmless enough,
almost in</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">nocent,
swims or blurs into view</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">.
Perhaps it’s the photographer’s? Who knows, the world’s a shit
sandwich,by which the more bread or oil you’ve got,the less crap
you consume... </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">Suddenly
therstirs in me a sense of something </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">maybe
of the </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">abyme
</span></i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">[the
boredom, the horror) - perhaps of a mad </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">penis</span></i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">,
or a </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">steel
machine, </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">car
twisted with all e violence and greed of a night of blood and booze
</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 22pt;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">and
</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">semen
</span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">in
whose centre a man is grunting and gasping, as if dying, and the
woman is heaving and screaming and shuddering with luimum dead fall
terminal </span></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i><span style="background: #ffff00;">velocity
</span></i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="background: #ffff00;">in
fact — and given that F = 1/2<br />mv squared, then we have, say: 1
tonne x 200 squared, divide two,<br />returns about 20 kN of final
force....*</span></span></span></span></div>
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l,
though, nothing, however vague, can be divined, or<br />
concluded from
the observation of this picture...
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<i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: cyan; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><b>in
fact we think of<br />Caliban, and the evil in the woods.</b></span></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: cyan; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: cyan; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></i></div>
<div style="background: #000000; margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<i><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: cyan; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: large;">------------------------------------------</span></span></i></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;">unto
and into the slit green goat</span></span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">unto
and into the slit green goat<br />unto and into the slit green
goat<br />unto and into the slit green goat<br />unto and into the slit
green goat<br />unto and into the slit green goat<br />unto and into the
slit green goat<br />unto and into the slit green goat<br /><br />by grass
and dust, the road I strode<br /><br />who dances claps to flute and
light in that genetic other dream?</span></span><span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">how,
at this light of time</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">a
beingbright yetttasadark,</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">unblind
never cold the dhapshpasdfses</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">this
aspectwaett under the eye, and, breeding:</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">breed
thus a truth? eral, trans cendenttruth that sdarkles</span></span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="background: rgb(0, 0, 0); margin-bottom: 0in; orphans: 1;">
<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">like
a light on a ga y green a asdifstmas tree,t</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">some
signal TERRIBLE LOVELY interchane mont:</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">thiasds,
all this.... It began somehow, and I</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">and
you also, got caught up in it all:</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">as
ouy and the Begin: the big big single bang bang boom!</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Ho
wis it yoasf dintu ndferestand meawf ina the sdfu treasm</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">t:
it terrified meandf</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">“<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">and
indeed as I know you are thinking, there are certain uncertainties</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">whose
monstrous beauty is almost nearly tiresome:</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Why
couldnt the matter: the deep stuff in the dark spring of things:</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">why
couldnt it get in control? as to be an inquiry of course. What was
the matter with</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">BREED
THUS?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">the
matt? Could I tell you? astwey afg iasdfui;y That it kept throwing
mold s, kep t</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">re-shaping
– kept touching the clay and rebreeding life and so on:</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">but
nothing is ever perfect as you’ve probably noticed. Matter</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">and
fire for asddf examplae arwtyr apton asdfnnarvhiece surey
foaweteveatwasd arq. To th</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">traaccbeole
seddaavmn vbnd I w onted u</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">The
special thing that burns in the eye::</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">LUUUOOUUUUVVEUUUUEVEDDDDDDDDDEDED</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">BURNS
in theethre EYE doulsdf yhr shapees chabegne eber?<br />a
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Jn, thec Mtnic thing: which evetr ns youon a sdt orout.</span></span></div>
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enormouslumin osity grewwa e nd we were dumpfound ed: forgettinga
whatw asa a in athty ggennetiivc overther rdwoaon (traum</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">black
voons on oieyligeht sceoowleddded & blvk c faced moiorrers</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">“<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">origin,
orange, apple, or</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">where
the serpent had parked the sedan beside the spreading sneer of the
evening’s trees who were lush and unapproachable in the growing and
licentious gloom whose possibilities mean so much, especially to the
few<br />in the know. So I stand outside in derided non-decision,
forever<br />a pastel perhaps: struggling to at least reach the status
of a syllable, “.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">hell
of conjunctions, despairing boat of heaven’s</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">genetic
imperative lost in (the) if it would</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">be
thus be thus be what. but. when. Prog.the Prog. Prog bounced into the
central oblonwoogle—twist by the slippery sexual whereroom was
mother father maother father mnother afather sonme chadughter you
fniwe are hjhrtuyoai lcv eoruihn rtied to fghrtohsdflhnsdf
oshasduhrnrtnet muvhlyrei I fg ig agaotst</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-size: small;">ARE
WE unzipped up beside the orrogenous octomorph.</span> <span style="font-size: medium;">THOSE
CHEMICAL GHOSTS</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">could
there (there) could there could beheard so commotion? and the Event
Wave? Did they</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">mention
the Event? loud? to startle the wave gods?</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Richard,
You MUST try to be more focused — your ideas and observations</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">are
good, but you tend to wander A GREAT DEAL, repeat yourself etc. -</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">you
must give yourself time to structure your work. Re—write, revise.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">This
was obviously written in a rush. C+/B+</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">But
this issurela ya rrognic. Goodas a body of light</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>ARE
WE</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>THOSE</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffff66;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>CHEMICAL
GHOSTS ?</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">nota
bene both the notion of infinity and that of information<br />both in
philosophy and our “every day” are problematic concepts. It<br />is
not known whether infInity exists either ideationally or de
facto.<br />Cantor discovered the Aleph Null but the concept of
countable sets</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">involves
contradiction.As to information: information is not meaning.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">Information
is the greatness of differencebetween things.It would be<br />simplistic
to conclude that knowledge ishence difference only . But<br />information
is directly proportional tothe uncertainty of the<br />difference
between the uncertaintyof a message beingexistent after<br />it has
been received and the probability of their having been a<br />message
before the information was sent. To pu t it mr cn c I *)\\\<br />gweryu
juerqtyp432lo95879reh;kj4351vb87<br />bjh435g76986O924r9pj;wsal~)(*iT(LIH
and thus:</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">information
I received = log [ a posteriori probability</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">------------------------------</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">[
a priori pro bability</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">from
which it can easily be seen that the <i><b>greater the uncertainty</b></i>,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">the
<i><b>greater the information co nveyed</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">on
the recurrent occasion of the obliteration/of hiztory,where the</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">carriage
circles again/in the melancholy of departure</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">dice-bones,
to calculate the odds</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">a
mirror to distort the truth (The pieces are rearranged, not having
moved)</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /><i>something.
something in the hole and screaming fothe right to die inside the
vibrant<br />yet unspeakable bush of shells; one day to be</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>was
it worth the sexless Beetroot Question yes?</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>and
what of Blue Paste in Music Land? (matter?</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>about
now and before there was an intense these are mountain days that
corporate after everything.<br />Moogs, as you were well aware, were
everywhere.<br />much as if the scapula zoomed out.<br />therapy?
nothing<br />prepared us for. did thus if what i you did that</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>honey
hot got poured? and as the. what if him the pen.</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>what
burned? naturellement monsieur! Golly. perpetually
reconstituted<br />inside the Basics or sunk in shit</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>while
others did they made wheels of flesh.</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>Idiot
Attack as it would if said: “thou cream-faced loon”.</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>who
did he if it was orgulous require</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;">“<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>You!
You gettin’ dawn thar an’ berry tha’ alt wead!”</i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 7pt;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>duck
waddle and</i></span><i><br /></i><span style="font-size: small;"><i>Twaddle Face
(nervously), fingering his hegemony, mo</i></span><span style="font-size: small;">ved
into the</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cccccc;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , "trebuchet" , "verdana" , sans-serif;">mate</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: 13pt;"><b>Open
vs. Closed Universe [Beatrice Tinsley, NZ Pioneer in Astrophysics]</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f1c232; color: white;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">Beatrice
writing to her father, says "it may be bad science, as you say
'bad science' to like the universe being open because it </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>feels</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>
</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">better,
but there is in me a strong delight in that possibility. I think I am
tied to the idea of expanding for ever - like life in a sense - more
than spatial infinity. In fact more complicated theories are
possible, in which the universe is closed spatially, so finite in
extent, but will expand for ever. Eddington was wedded
philosophically to that model. Currently James Gunn and I are working
on the possibility that a model like this really fits the
observations best. I'm afraid it's so complicated to get good enough
data and bright enough ideas, that we may never feel sure. It amuses
me the way scientists' philosophical prejudices colour their
arguments. Our friend Jerry Ostriker and I continually accuse each
other of making biased scientific arguments because he says I really
</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>want
</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">the
universe to be open, and I say he really</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">
</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>wants</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"><i>
</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">it
to be closed. Gets us nowhere but makes good parties. "</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Make it. Do
your thing. Let's see which joins. Lets multiply the
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">conceptualities.
Lets invent and keep to the road. But lets get something</span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">out. Lets be
what we think we might be. Lets be. It is interesting. It</span></div>
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think. The short words. All things could be. Play the field.</span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">This could be
generative. Work at it. Don't work too much. Eat. It might be</span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">time. Who?
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">….her
with the exception of are
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elegant, eccentric, and sophisticated, with touches of the bizarre</span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">and the
perverse, and her use of narrative omniscience is</span></div>
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Here the ende was approaching, this we knew: yet each end reached out to the other end pulling itself to the other thus remaking so that end became begining and beginning end in my end was and thus we would seem to stop, or cease, bringing in the note. And thus the pebbles and thus the waves. And thus.<br />
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*NOTE: The figures given in the "mad rant" above (from a poem I wrote which here is combined with another one) are wrong. I've used the formula for Kinetic Energy and imagined or seem to have assumed the terminal velocity of a falling object (which is always at about a maximum of 54 m / second squared according to good old Wikipedia). I remembered this formula as it was quoted to me when my brother in law to be who was studying physics smashed our garage door (that of his father in law to be!). That was Leonard Priestley. The entire door seemed to explode even though he was traveling quite slowly.<br />
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It is impossible for me, even if I ever knew (I did study some of this stuff years ago) to calculate the force that Princess Diana's car was travelling in exerted when it hit a wall (I think it was, causing her tragic death).<br />
The car's velocity is not easily known, the angle the car impacted the wall, and so on. Force is mass x acceleration (deceleration is the same). The trouble is, how do engineers calculate acceleration in this case (that is the deceleration as the car slowed from time 1 to time n (when the car stopped)): I don't suppose anyone did this, maybe they simply have an idea from experience and if necessary they do calculations. They can't be accurate but would give a relative picture of the force or forces which are measured in Newtons. I forgot also that metres are used and kilograms. So the entire formula and results are nonsensical. And to cap it all, in my book Conversation with a Stone I left off the 'squared'. I looked up the ways Newton's formulae are derived and calculated but decided to put it all into the too hard basket.<br />
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One day a picky science or physics trained person will pick this up! Someone might even be able to find an engineer's report on the accident.<br />
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And, thinking of it, [I was never very good at physics or mathematics] the sloppy physics and dubious formulae used fits the poem as the "writer" (the "speaker" in the poem should say, not the author as such) as well as those involved could also have been drunk...that is the "writer" who is raving or indeed 'accelerating' in his aside to his description of the poet (who was pictured in the Listener a year or so after Diana's death). The aside has nothing to do with the description. I only wrote the poem. To cap that the poem as it was written is as mangled as the car.<br />
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It would be nice to claim I 'planned' all this but the entire poem and this mangled version was just something done on 'the spur of the moment' as they say in the trade. In fact chance and happenstance indeed play large roles in this project and much writing. Frequently the rationale for the why of inaccuracies, while being wrong as such, make good sense. This brings me to a big hobby horse, that of the problem of knowledge which is certainly a theme throughout this project.<br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: large;"> <span style="color: red;"> </span></span><span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>anyone can play this game the point is to have</b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b> some fun in the process</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-size: medium;">no one</span><span style="font-size: large;"> <i style="background-color: yellow;">fails</i> in my universe</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="color: magenta; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: x-large;"><b>Charles Ives' father allowed the poor and "out of tune" </b></span></span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: magenta;">singer </span></span><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">John Bell in his choir even though he was off tune:</span></span></b></span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">everyone is a part or can be he said to Charles who </span></span></b><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">was to become a great musician and innovator and</span></span></b><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">winner of the Pulitzer: he mixed music</span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;"><br /></span>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">other creating a kind of 'intermodulation' distortion:</span></span></b><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">a new kind of strange beauty where anything can</span></span></b><br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: medium;">or so it seems.......</span></span></b><br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><u><i style="background-color: lime;"><span style="color: magenta; font-size: x-large;"> Nothing of which can be "proven"...people just keep on living and doing and hoping....</span></i></u></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b> <span style="background-color: black;"> </span><span style="background-color: lime;"> ↻ <span style="color: orange;">座</span> <span style="color: #93c47d;">^^</span>~~~<span style="color: magenta;">****</span>~~~~ <u><span style="color: red;">躕</span></u> <i>Ҝ</i> </span></b></span><br />
<b style="font-size: xx-large;"><span style="background-color: lime;"> </span><span style="background-color: #ea9999;"> </span><span style="background-color: lime;"> </span><span style="background-color: lime; color: #cc0000;">♚</span><span style="background-color: lime;"> </span><span style="background-color: lime;">♚ </span></b><b style="background-color: lime; font-size: xx-large;">♚ ♚</b><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: lime;">↻ <span style="color: orange;">座</span> <span style="color: #93c47d;">^^</span>~~~<span style="color: magenta;">****</span>~~~~ <u><span style="color: red;">躕</span></u> <i>Ҝ</i> </b></span><br />
<b style="font-size: xx-large;"><span style="background-color: lime;"> </span><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"> </span></b><b style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">↻ <span style="color: orange;">座</span> <span style="color: #93c47d;">^^</span>~~~</span><span style="background-color: lime; color: magenta;">****</span><span style="background-color: lime;">~~~~ </span><u style="background-color: lime;"><span style="color: red;">躕</span></u><span style="background-color: lime;"> </span><i style="background-color: lime;">Ҝ</i><span style="background-color: lime;"> </span></b><br />
<span style="background-color: lime;"><b style="font-size: xx-large;"> <span style="color: #cc0000;">♚</span> <span style="background-color: orange;">♚ </span></b><b style="font-size: xx-large;">♚ ♚</b></span><br />
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<b style="font-size: xx-large;"><span style="background-color: lime;"> </span><span style="background-color: #eeeeee;"> <span style="color: #cc0000;">♚</span> <span style="background-color: orange;">♚ </span></span></b><b style="font-size: xx-large;"><span style="background-color: #eeeeee;">♚ </span><span style="background-color: lime;"> ♚</span></b><br />
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is you know sometimes a solid darkness so near impenetrable we have
to eat our way through. It is essential for morale. Certain soldiers
dream of eyes to stab, or, at the last, of avoiding. But we are
enjoined from the dark and neo-natural engines of our past, and –
well – quite frankly – we have to eat the wall. Those black and
bassile waves come at us. Heads and horribles all gorgon with eyes
come at us. We hate, yet need, this darkness. Perhaps it’s a
Northern thing. Or it’s (just?) us? We, or some of us. Sometimes.
And some times – like ants on the flax-flower whose weird white and
purple spikes break to the sky so bitter and remote, yet, oh how so
blue and gold-filled, like, well, like a set of magic teeth. And
thinever suspected, horrid and gentle things.
These emerge, and come at us. And do we eat through? Eh? Do we? Is
this thus our victory? Toward what? By whom? Is The Great One
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "abadi mt condensed extra bold" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: white; font-size: large;">These
questions curl inside a dead leaf mass of erotic sadness until the
light is everywhere in the dawn. And we, we are held high. So high,
eyes cannot see: yet we are naked pink and vast.</span></span></span></div>
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At Richard von Sturmer's launch of his new book of his family and some of his distinctive and always extraordinarily imaginative poems I was able to see that the Publisher of Atuanui and Titus books books was then well, having been ill. I had mooted the question of <i><span style="color: yellow;">another book</span></i> and it seems</div>
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They were right but a more senior Dr. (this was 2004) had said no, there was still too much swelling, so the operation was delayed. But the plan is for some kind of version of EYELIGHT which I began almost by chance in 2005.</div>
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I am working on collating posts and then seeing how I can get some order into the book. <br />
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(Order might be an oxymoron for the way I stumble along but it is a word or a term.....)<br />
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I would like to see it happening next year, maybe about March or June. Hopefully before too much delay.<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">EYELIGHT</span> has increasingly become an art project although it is more than that. I would like to say as Davis is quoted as saying he was a "language worker" in Emma Ferguson's MA Thesis <i>"Going Faster than Speed" Leigh Davis 1983-1985 </i>which I converted to a book form (for my own use) as it is long* - but very informative on Davis and also the intersection of neoliberal thinking (Davis was in the Treasury during the Douglas years and one of the aspects of his poetics was indeed the Rogernomical speed coupled to his way of Postmodernism and Ferguson discusses certain ambiguities and political and even ethical problematics arising) and say the thinking of postmodernism with its attendant complexity of theory, and Davis's tendency (in the years discussed) to be 'shifty'....the thesis is fascinating and throws light on Davis whose entire poetic and career Roger Horrocks feels needs more critical attention. Scott Hamilton did that in his review and a vigorous discussion ensued. I ranted on at length on Scott's Blog. I think that Fergusson's thesis would be a good start. Anyone tackling Davis would have to look at my work and that of a number of others such as Wystan Curnow, Alan Loney, Michelle Leggott, Roger Horrocks and many other writers (even Jack Ross and John Geraets) in what is almost a sub genre in NZ. Some of the writers in the magazine <i>Pot Roast</i> which Rapatahana mentioned on<i> Jacket2</i> as well as Minarets, a small magazine with some interesting things including in one I saw an essay on Olson and some work by Ross Brighton who seems to have, for now, checked out of poetry as such. Again one wonders about the definition and the very term "poetry"....<br />
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In any case it is necessary to see what is going on. Fergusson's thesis gives some good pointers to Davis's work (I mean here Willy's Gazette and his 'Flags' project which I saw as an art installation but have not seen in the book form.<br />
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In simple terms, can we separate the politics from the poetics? It is a complex question.<br />
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'Language Worker' is good. I mooted 'Textualizer' earlier on when this Blog started. I want to keep evading. Not quite The Male as Evader but The Text Engineer of Multitudes Contained or maybe the Pccott Evading Definity Thru Infinity...but it all gets rather silly this game of naming.<br />
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In <span style="color: red;">EYELIGHT</span> I cheat. I put a bob each way. In fact every way. (In fact in theoretically infinite ways, I don't assume, as Archimedes [who explained it all in a text found and used by mathematical historians etc] did, that he could assume an <i>actual infinity </i>and hence to find the formula for the volume of sphere (which of course everyone can instantly say is 4/3 pi x radius cubed!!) he imagined it divided into an infinite number of slices, infinitesimally small, thus getting the jump on Leibniz and Newton: as in my "real" world we cant afford the bus fare to infinity!); no I have to assume that there may be a near infinite number of combinations etc but in the end this vast potentiality is not significant. [It might be if we are thinking of the potential of forms of human creativity, as we are always surprised by how someone finds some thing radically new...or is this "newness just variations on what has been?]<i> </i><br />
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....But in any case, I decided, after thinking about <i>The Infinite Poem</i>, that involved more or less random sections or fragments of language from many sources interacting with my own, also sometimes fragmented or not (to simplify the whole thing for now); that I needed to produce something that literally (or literally figuratively) allowed for Barthes 'Death of the Author'. So one aspect is that I step (this is all theoretical) out and all kinds of creative activity are allowed, good or bad, anything. The only limit is the physical limits of space etc so it becomes both a 'real' project in which anyone and everyone can contribute anything and of course the other reality that this is a utopian ideal....<br />
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Nevertheless <span style="color: red;">EYELIGHT</span> is interesting to do -- I never know what I am going to do next!!<br />
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Despite that I frame it -- as say Ron Silliman did by setting up the Fibonnaci series or indeed, Richard von Sturmer does by using the Oulippo games and strictures. This method can be seen in some of Perec's works and possibly those of Queneau (whose <i>Exercises in Style</i> are interesting to read indeed).<br />
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So, then, it seems, Titus I think it will be, have agreed that I mock up some form of this project. It will be different of course in a book form. I depend in some cases on the dramatic contrast of the colour with the seemingly absolute blackness.<br />
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At this stage I want to call it <span style="color: yellow;">EYELIGHT</span> and this Intermission is to put on hold other matters I am intending to put up here.<br />
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I like to think that it is one kind of huge poem: but not a poem. One thing I had already decided sometime ago before reading the thesis on Davis, was that I did agree at least with his point that the term "poet" or even "poetry" has always concerned me. I don't like it and I believe in a universal project that involves potentially at least all kinds of media, ideas, approaches. A "polyvocal" or non-monologic work. This was the influence of an essay by Charles Bernstein. But later, especially seeing Alan Sondheim's incredible and strange 'Meditation on the Internet' I started seeing this as something that went beyond the categories assigned. I read that the NZ poet and author Michael Jackson (son of the artist Emily Jackson whose great art and story was published as Emily Jackson: <i>A Painter's Landscape</i> by Atuanui Press recently) was also an anthropologist whose scientific work takes on a wider sweep than the normally restricted practices: the boundaries are crossed. Jack Rosses <i>EMO</i> and his <i>Nights With Giodorno Bruno</i> (both of which I reviewed) seemed to me to cross genres creating (almost) a new form.<br />
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I want to resist categorization or, sometimes, understanding; even by myself. I want to include the personal and things that "matter" but I want to contradict myself and undermine myself and any pat "realities". I simply don't know anything.<br />
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I don't know what I am doing.<br />
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I just do it. <br />
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But why?<br />
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I don't know.<br />
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Why don't ya know?<br />
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I cant say.<br />
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Everything keeps contradicting everything else.<br />
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Everything somehow seems interconnected.<br />
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I don't know. Everything is stranger than a tree.<br />
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We cannot know anything. We cannot know, ever, why anything, rather than nothing, exists.<br />
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Ho ho!<br />
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But it's still frightening thinking of landing say in a room such as that in Sartre's <i>No Exit.</i><br />
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<i>Now you're talking. </i>Is all this over now, can we go, teacher?<br />
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Yes, bouff off. But stay calm.<br />
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Thank you.<br />
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I realize I haven't posted on here for some time. Why? I cant explain it. I simply find it almost impossible to begin things. Once I have started something, then away I go. One example is s a a very long poem <i>The Secret Of Being Unpopular</i> which I suddenly started as a response to a review I read when I saw a comment by Brett Cross (who edits Titus Books and the Atuanui Press) about George Meredith the 19th Century writer ( his books or some of them are mentioned in<i> Ulysses</i> by Joyce ): it was in relation to Bill Direen's long poem employing techniques a la Joyce say of <i>Ulysses</i> and <i>Finnegan's Wake</i>. Brett referred to the long drawn out and very clever technique of humour by Meredith in <i>The Egoist </i>(which I am almost certain I read as a teenager but I cant recall it). This is reflected in Bill Direen's work.<br />
This lead me to investigate Meredith and I came across a quite strange review. This somehow was why I started writing, in 2013, when I had started to paint and renovate my house (which I am still doing, this was interrupted by sorting out and collating as well as assessing 3000 odd books I had had for sale - I went through every single one - so that is the kind of thoroughness I approach certain kinds of tasks, but my way or writing has none of that. Suddenly I had written 30 pages. I had meantime acquired about 8 novels of a certain series by Meredith (as well as some poetry). What though, fascinated me about Meredith? Well, I read the start of one of his novels, and it was good, mysterious and it urged me to read on. But I stopped. The fascination was not with Meredith, it was this complex of connections and the strange review from where what "sparked" the poem ( a long philosophical poem speculating about questions of belief or not, the existence of God or not and human existence, which has a certain ironical form, one part being completely rhyming and based on the old idea of thousands of monkeys typing until, well, they are able to type, completely, the entire works of Shakespeare. Of course, as they have infinite time, they also type everything else onto the theoretical space! Also "investigated" and or gently satirised are the ontological arguments and the argument from design. (Primo Levi finds his way into the poem as do some other 'usual suspects').<br />
But as I was writing this thing at a feverish and insane speed as I write or have done many things, I glanced to my side, and there was a book by one Klaus Fischer, called <i>A History of Nazi Germany</i>. Why? Because it was there. No other reason. But by chance, it happened to fit into what I found myself doing, a kind of project. I start with a more or less conventional mode and move to "chopped up" language style and later I started mixing the Book of Job (Harold Bloom the great reader, critic, and irascible canonizer, is right in annotating this as part of his encylopaedic ouevre, as it is indeed great poetry) with passages of <i>Being and Time</i> by Jean-Paul Sartre<i>.</i> <br />
I will "republish" the whole thing on here with other stuff another time. But the process of it all was typical, or was it. I hadn't written anything so long so quickly. What happened was typical though. I had writings perhaps or perhaps not ready to integrate into it, and various poems scrawled around but not many of them typed up or even worked on. I simply ground to a halt.<br />
Then I couldn't bring myself to start another Blog Post. I cant really explain why, except this way of working on impulse and my chaotic, almost irrational way of working. Somehow things seem to connect up as if the ideas had an eerie proleptic origin in my mind.<br />
Meanwhile I keep up with my reading and I started again on my house and am currently painting it, although there is a lot to still do.<br />
What has painting a house got to do with it all? Nothing. It is just part of the things that are happening. What do I leave out? Should I not put everything in?<br />
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So I have decided to start with events that really had their origin, if there is such a thing as life, surely, is a kind of endless (if not unending) process, with events that occurred around my 19th year, in 1967, although these look back even earlier....It just occurs to me that I also started reading Proust's <i>Remembrance</i> (which in my Three Volume Penguin edition weighs in at more than 3000 words, in fact about 3600). I also, as some may know, as I read, copy sections from the many books (often library books) out as I read (I also pencil comments, even on library books, as if I am arguing with the author, myself, or a prospective reader: in fact I read so many library books of so many kinds of things, that I sometimes forget I am reading one of my own books and am frightened to write on it! As I have 3000 books in my own library, reasonably well ordered, and have more room, I have a less chaotic system and have great intentions to read many more of these before my inevitable demise....But reading books about people (such as Meredith mentioned above or recently Wittgenstein via <i>Wittgenstein's Mistress</i> by David Markson (I discovered him as I had found one of the latter's earlier books <i>Dingus Magee</i>, in my methodical assessment culling (price and or rarity and or "intrinsic" interest) of my books for sale or books I had loafing around - and thus reading the fascinating afterword by David Foster Wallace - who in fact once did a thesis attacking me....What?! What, you exclaim! Well, in fact he wrote a thesis as a student attacking Richard Taylor's book about free will etc....Richard, who was an US Philospher, and I go back a little bit, as, I knew about him, as you might well imagine: he it was I consulted when writing an essay on Descartes for Philosophy One, I think it was....then I tried to show that Descartes theoretical world engineered by an evil demon or (nowadays they talk about us all being in some kind of virtual reality game, something rather difficult to refute by the way: in fact it is in one of those Short Short books called <i>Reality....</i>by the way<i> Wittgenstein's Mistress </i>has something of this my slightly insane rambling and irrelevant "connectiveness"); but I failed according to my tutor (or was that the essay on Plato's contention about the Slave Boy who seemed to know mathematics without any training to prove his theories?...I have recently read <i>The Republic</i> by Plato and while it has some fascinating ideas (it was useful to read when I read an explicatory book about Derrida by Penelope Deutsche: in fact it is so good I bought a copy of it); there is much that is tendentious and some (a lot, my copy is covered with angry notes) is simply wrong, as the logic, seemingly right, is not so, and his vision is ultimately frightening: but fascinating as is his image of the Cave and the reflected ideas and his Ideal Forms etc....but Richard Taylor's metaphysical treatise on free will, which I think denied we have any (not actually a new or even invalid idea in new or old philosophy or human thought) was angrily attacked by the young Foster Wallace....but I wrote out some of the extraordinarily beautiful writing, pages of it, by Proust (I saw in a book shop a book about reading Proust by Clive James (who I have only slightly read as unfortunately his TV series made me think he was another "TV personality or a comedian" and such people I cant take very seriously, which may be my problem in the same way I have an aversion to comics of pop music although sometimes comics fascinate me: it is a conflict my parents induced in me: but I still read them, but I have difficulty with comics and pop music although I am trying to "cure" myself of this...much in the same way, distantly, by allowing spiders to make webs in my bathroom and watching them, I am now less frightened of them...it is indeed one reason or rationale I might give for not having ever been to Australia as, inter alia, they have very large spiders and dangerous snakes, but apart from fiscal restraints (I have no passport), this is probably not the reason: but I feel I might one day visit my brother who has lived there for many years....in the land of Patrick White whose <i>The Vivisector</i> I read with fascination, as well as <i>The Tree of Man</i> and <i>A Fringe of Leaves</i> (more accessible). No matter how many books I have read I feel there are thousands more I should read....I just read a book about Hobbes, which was interesting: a much misunderstood man who concentrated on language....he was not an atheist (he was a fundamental Anglican who wanted a state run by a Monarch, and his rationale for this is more intelligent than many might suppose) but believed there was no soul: he was a materialist considering God to be "body" although this is in Latin (he wrote in Latin it is assumed to avoid censure as in his time, he was more or less contemporary with Shakespeare, it wasn't easy to express too open views that were unorthodox): however the main thing about this is my constant urge to write things from books I am reading (which practise evolved from my first beginning of The Infinite Poem which underlies this very text or so-called project called EYELIGHT): in which practise I took things at randome wanting to see how the resulting fragments or small or large samples reacted or interacted each to each and thus the creation of further sematicisms: I wanted a multiplex poem or project, and in many cases was not particularly interested in what was being said, partly as the way things were said was what interested me rather than what was said, and also as I felt it was futile to derive one "certain" idea or set of ideas about anything especially as I often didn't understand much of what I read except in a kind of intuitive way, or possibly not at all also, and also as I felt that everything, more or less, had been written: hence all and everything intercanceled all and everything else. None of this makes sense is probably true and I am talking in an empty room....Who knows? But as it evolved or proceeded, I started simply loving the process of writing things out of books. Where others write journals, my "journals" are not about much in my own life, they are records of my reading with long or short samples. I re-read these as I laboriously transcribe them back on line.<br />
You might well interject at this point: why don't you use a small computer or say use a copying device of some other way to do your "uncreative writing" [I have read Kenneth Goldsmith re his uncreative writing and he does some interesting stuff: he in fact nowadays uses copying, copy and paste and say scanninng: as far as I know. I knew about his work from quite a long time ago, he now runs or is part of the very interesting Ubu Web (or it was last time I looked at it so I assume it is still goin): however in my case I did consider getting a small computer to have in bed (where I read and mostly write if I do write except nowdays I alternate between the computer and my bed....however most reading, almost all, I do in bed with a good light. I have a note book which I write on with a pen, which has to be a particular pen, either a blue or black Hi Techpoint Pilot pen (0.5) as this is reasonably fine. I did indeed consider a small device, but although I was in telecommunications I refuse to own a cell phone as this computer is enough (I have stopped watching the television entirely, and the only radio if I do listen to it is the Concert Program as there is generally less talking, although I may stop that as they are letting the ordinary people contribute text messages and input and they are getting too chatty, also, many of the announcers seem quite ignorant of things, connected to literature etc and history; albeit they indeed know a lot about music and languages of course, something I don't, although I have been listening to that station most of my life since I was about 8 but so 60 years: then it was called IYC, and it was one of three radio stations, and we, of course had no television in NZ which was a good thing: but IYC seems to have declined somewhat to an informal, almost chatty place: I hope they stop the rot, if it gets more so that will mean I jsut listen to Bach CDs or old records my father had since the 60s, mostly bought from Marbecks: but ultimately silence is the best thing if one wishes to read, for me, in any case)<br />
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But it has become important for me to write pages out of many books into journals. These I have numbered and there are about 20. It doesn't matter quite so much to me what what I write out means anything as I might write a sentence or several pages...I should correct that, my main reason is not to learn things but to gain pleasure from reading and the very physical act of copying things out...it was wonderful to copy out about 20 pages of Proust's great book Remembrance of Times Past, but almost every book, and much else that is writing, or things overheard, I write down. Originally this was done in a random way. However, while that continues for the other categories mostly except for my "reading project" aspect of EYELIGHT I will copy even whole Wikipedia articles or biographical notes, obituaries etc, anything. As obviously, the facility of copying and pasting (actually it was Jack Ross who drew my attention to the copy and paste facility) is greatly useful.<br />
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I am contemplating a project where I give myself a set number of "moves" in either my own library here or and at the local library, to force myself to read right across the library or spectrum. This will entail reading things I avoid. This I think will be an interesting project. Someone did this on a few shelves, but she chose a shelf in her field which was literature.<br />
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I am not sure that what I am doing is literature. I am not sure what I am doing in fact, or why. But to re-emphasise, it is the process of copying which I loved doing as a child with tracing maps and doing painting by numbers: something I wish I could do again. I have never felt more creative than when I painted by numbers, and it was marvelous how those pictures slowly came to life....but that was that. So I don't really know why I copy things by hand and then type them up onto a computer. Then I save them, and then I take all the other categories and mix them so to speak. It is sampling of bricolage etc etc. In theory all media are covered and in theory the permutations are infinite, or at least transfinite.<br />
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Infinity is something that fascinates me: hence my interest in Cantor and Roman Opalka who began (he was excited to start) on a journey by painting 1, then 2, and painted as far as he could towards infinity:<br />
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Here is a link to the artist:<br />
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What I am fascinated by with Cantor etc is the way he developed methods of counting to infinity using set theory and multiplying and carrying out the main mathematical operations on what he called Aleph Null (zero)....There are an infinite number of infinities he found. Also there are uncountable sets which can be shown to be so by a method of triangulating numbers, not as difficult as it sounds, this is in a book by an Australian mathematician who wrote on infinity and other aspects of mathematics for "the intelligent layman"....but in any case it all helps to pass the time. But the term Infinite in Infinite Poem originally was simply a rather orgulous term taken instantly and used as I was studying in stage three English Literature....but I have related the story of all that elsewhere....<br />
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* I will add one edit here, as well as the images added, that Cantor showed that there are both countable and uncountable sets to infinity. An example of what he showed is that there are more numbers in say, the infinite set between, say, 0 and 1 or 1 and 2, than there are integers or prime numbers, and equally as many (or possibly more than, although the point is that some quite paradoxical results pertain which all lead to the "Continuum Problem" which has relevance for Modernism**) as the infinitely long number line. This can be shown quite easily without any mathematics....just by drawing lines....<br />
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** See The First Moderns by<br />
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"This is just to say".....that I am intending to write, as I started saying above, about friends and a friend from the old days, and my time around the mid 60s to late 70s which are significant for me and the way things have happened. So that will soon start with, not happily, a funeral. But the person who died was very old. That person and associated persons are a part of a very significant period of my life, when I "got politics" and took to political protest etc but there is, as they say, more.....<br />
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So, this is all to show that, despite the large time lapse, I am still "in business" so to speak. I might add some images as a mass of writing is not very interesting to look at.<br />
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The images may or may not have anything to do with what I have been saying....<br />
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And I don't know what is going to happen....I am currently reading a fascinating book called 'The Boxer and the Goal Keeper' about Sartre, Camus, and de Beauvoir....by Andy Martin. Whose book or books on surfing I knew about (as when I was selling books I knew they were wanted by certain collectors, there is a kind of philosophic culture associated with surfing), but like Sartre, who although he (unlike me) was always fighting people (other boys or men, despite he was only probably light or bantam weight) and had been a boxer but (like me) deeply feared the sea as he felt that some unimaginable monster might come up and take him into the depths of that ("deathful sea" ... a phrase my ex wife criticized in 1988)....(unlike Sartre) I'm not a good swimmer as soon as I put my mouth in the water I my throat locks up in panic...otherwise I could swim quite well, but I haven't been for a swim for years and not to a beach either, something I loved as a child, so it is strange to me reading how we are all so close to the sea, of course I see the Tamaki Estuary etc and the Waitemata but I don't make an especial effort to be by the sea, it seems to me that a writer's concentration should be on words not on whether he or she is in country a b or c ...It is fairly irrelevant to me that I am a NZr, in fact, a part of me, is English. I mean that literally: my parents were English and despite never having been there....what it boils down to is that I imagine a world that is England....I am not interested in the so-called real England....but that is of no interest to anyone but it is important that the words approximate truth....whatever that is.....<br />
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https://www.theguardian.com/books/2012/jun/24/boxer-goalkeeper-sartre-camus-martin-review<br />
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So, my next post will be more concentrated.<br />
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I'll see if I am going to put some more images on here.....<br />
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I will leave all this unedited, that will be a deliberate ploy......<br />
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But, as usual, I may fiddle with the font colours etc....<br />
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The ref to Sartre was via where Martin points out his critique of Mauriac in that he allowed no indeterminancy, so I have allowed myself to be more influenced, although I did that before, now I have a Sartrean rationale....!!<br />
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Taken together, the basic elements
used to construct graffiti's imagery operate as a form of resistance.
The creation of a graffiti identity through the circulation of a tag
is both a form of camouflage and what identifies the writer as part
of an underground culture.</div>
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The reconstruction of the
proliferation of names that are meaningful only to those who
participate in their diffusion all point to the fact that, like some
contemporary art practices, the culture of graffiti writing rebels
against established art forms an modes of communication.</div>
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...Writing any form of graffiti,
whether it be political, personal or gang-related, responds to a
variety of social needs. Expression through words, symbols and
figures on city walls can be a reaction against</div>
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oppression, a mode of protest, an
anonymous way to be heard, an act of personal or group empowerment,
or a secret language...</div>
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... graffiti writing.......is most
significantly connected to the pervasiveness of consumer culture.</div>
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Adding tags illegally into the
official framework of a city relays a number of ideas.</div>
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First, it implies a desire to belong to
a city's visual culture, which is theoretically inclusive, but in
practical terms exclusive.</div>
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Second, it disrupts the corporate logic
of naming by introducing unsanctioned, unknown</div>
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names into the cityscape. To this
effect, it uses existing language as a basis of subversion.</div>
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Third it exposes a city's underbelly.
The sanctioned names that circulate in the city-</div>
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scape represent companies that employ
thousands of unnamed people.</div>
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represent real people.
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Fourth, it reclaims a space for a more
diverse public, essentially questioning the<br />
notion of public space.
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A writers subcultural status and
identity are rooted in the adherence to and development of the
stylistic principles of graffiti; writing. Moreover, style is what
defines the conflict between writers and authorities, since graffiti
as a style of expression clashes with and disrupts the otherwise
controlled</div>
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aesthetics of the cityscape.</div>
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...creates a type of secret language
that sustains the subculture, while elements of art and design
vivify this language.</div>
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Graffiti's connection with popular
culture through icon appropriation suggests integral parallels
between the graffiti World and the media saturated World.</div>
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Cities are filled with names that
promote someone or something. Names, logos and signage of all kinds
are naturalized within the cityscape and drive consumer culture.
Advertisements in the public arena are in dialogue with each other
and with us, the consumers.</div>
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Names are continually for notoriety.
Shop names, brand names corporate names, celebrity names-all have
become ubiquitous.</div>
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For graffiti writers, mixing their
names into the fray is a logical extension of the dominant commercial
ideology: if your name is recognized in the urban realm, then you are
somebody.</div>
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Illegally adding your name to the
public arena, of course, indicates that you are disrupting the
system, rebelling against social norms and making your presence felt,
albeit subversively.</div>
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For many, writing legally strips
away the very reason for doing graffiti.</div>
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The graffiti subculture is a part of
society, but also stands apart. In terms of its place of
dissemination, its visual language and its substance as an
alternative culture, it is firmly tied to mainstream cultures.</div>
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The subculture necessitates these ties
in order to position and define itself beyond the parameters of the
dominant order. Graffiti is at once physically accessible and
functionally inaccessible to outsiders.</div>
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The fact that the general public
makes contact with graffiti but has no direct path of entry into its
meaning and purpose gives writers a sense of power. By creating a
World of their own, neither easily penetrated by non-writers nor
intended to be understood, writers can exclude mainstreem audiences
from accessing their word, thus reinforcing the vitality of their
World.</div>
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The knowledge that most people
cannot read their graffiti positions writers as members</div>
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of an exclusive scene - a scene that is
visible to everyone but insignificant to most.</div>
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Through the construct of the
subculture, writers participate in an alternative way of experiencing
the city....
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...Blek Le Rat, the celebrated
Godfather of the street stencil, began stencilling small rats on the
streets of Paris in 1981.....</div>
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....Although Blek participates in
gallery shows, his passion for working on the street has not
diminished over the past thirty years as it allows him to communicate
with a much broader audience.</div>
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As the artist explains:</div>
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"The problem with galleries is
that 99% of urban artists we urban artists as a stepping stone into
galleries. It is a fatal error because in galleries they're seen by
10 people, but the streets they're seen by 100,000 people. And that's
the integrity of the artist's work: to be seen not to be sold or
recognized in a museum but to be seen by the World."</div>
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re Blek Le Rat.</div>
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Poetic, quotidian, and always
engaging, Blek's artworks are, in the simplest terms, explorations of
Humanity.</div>
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His pseudonyms, itself an anagram
of 'art' ('rat') suggests that, through accessible imagery, social
issues can indeed be raised to the forefront of urban visual culture.</div>
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Committed to street art's potential
as the future of art, Blek considers his social obligation to produce
imagery with which people can identify.</div>
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...Most recently, the artist has devoted much of his practice to
specific social issues such as homelessness. Pasting images such as
homelessness in San Francisco (from 2006) in areas frequented by
homeless people both raises awareness and symbolically provides the
homeless with a temporary home.
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace; font-size: large;">there
are limits, edges, blank spaces, games of extension, and</span></div>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: large;">extension
beyond extension that becomes immeasurable, chaos or </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: large;">noise
without the potential of a return trajectory. Think of the </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: large;">energy
of the vacuum, virtual particles, annihilation limits in </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: large;">terms
of receptors: any receptor may be surpassed, there is </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: yellow;">always
surplus</span> bandwidth, without recuperation, reconstitution. </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: large;">How
does subjectivity deal with this, concern itself with this? </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-blizzard whiteout example (The whiteout of the blizzard images</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and videos: nothing visible but a seething, the fogged details</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">at the edge of the frame pointing towards nothing, the seething</span></span></span></div>
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of the farms where they worked, quadrilaterals which stretched out
one after the other. Their horizon was formed by those green
parallelograms covered with banana trees in geometric rows set at
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Unforgettable nights... which of them
all did she prefer? If they told her to erase one of them from her
memory; if she had not lived it, which one of all those nights would
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She could not tell, really, because
they were all so deeply clear and at the same dark: clear for a zone
of her conscious, and dark for her love, because she had touched
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>Australian Aboriginal Artist.</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>Gulumbu Yunupingu's life's work
is a conceptual inquiry into the nature of existence and the limits
of Human knowledge. For over a decade, Yunupingu has devoted herself
almost exclusively to cataloguing the night sky, recording the
Universe star in an unending masterwork comprising hundreds of
objects.</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>She reconfigures the star motif
into a performative inscription, drawing the aesthetic traditions and
spiritual beliefs or her Gumatji people into a meditation on the ends
of the Universe and what may lie beyond.</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><b>Y.
applies natural pigments to hollow Eucalypt trunks and flattened
sheets of bark, allowing the sculptural qualities of each piece to
enliven the repetition of the star motif, Variations in colour and
form evoke the variability as well as the beauty of the night skies
across eastern Arnhem and, whose cloud cover is intermittently
obscured by cloud cover or the smoke of bush fires.</b></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>Yunupingu's work is replete with
metaphors and associations that intersect with these themes.</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #2323dc;"><span style="color: red; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i><b>Hollow
eucalypt trunks evoke Yolungu beliefs around death and the journey of
the spirit.</b></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>Hollow trunks were historically
prepared and used as vessels for the internment of Human remains and
they retain their symbolism as ancestral canoes which carry the
essence of the deceased to their spiritual homelands.</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>Gulumbu Yunupingu</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>... The night sky is a
metaphor for both a Universal Humanity unified under a common sky and
for the limits of Human knowledge....</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>... Yolngu regard some stars as
manifestations of ancestral beings whose actions gave shape to the
physical and cultural World of the people of the people of Eastern
Arnham Land.</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>The stars themselves may
symbolise spirits suspended in the ancestral realm, while a shooting
star may herald a Human death.</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>(Science creates a parallel
MYTH the Universe that is no more or less true</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><i>that this World belief of the
Yolngu people.)</i></span></b></span></span></div>
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of any other woman who felt herself loved, because for her it was
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Are traipsed across
by the river's workings</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
To avoid possible
boredom and the stain</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Of too much
intuition the whole scene
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Is walled behind
glass. "Too early,"</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
She says, "in
the season." A hawk drifts by.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
"Send everybody
back to the city."</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace; font-size: x-small;">Qutline
for a Talk on Blank that can't be Given</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Outline
for a Talk on Blank that can't be Given <span style="color: red;">(That is </span></span></span></span><span style="color: red;">
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inconceivable
that it could be given, that it is inconceivable </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that
it might occur without contradiction, that it might say </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">anything,
that anything might be said):</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">*/Thanks
to Bruce Barber, Foofwa d'Imobilite, Tom Zummer./*</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">My
work tends to deal with edge phenomena, areas of entanglement </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">or
confusion, appearance of glitches, and so forth. Early on I </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">characterized
my project as the relationship between abstract </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">structures
and consciousness. I've always believed that </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">philosophy
can be effected through modes other than writing or </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
text, that not all encounters are grounded in language, and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that
language has its own cloudy and entangled limits. All this </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">said,
the following is an outline on a talk which uses work done </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">with
altered motion capture equipment, as well as work produced </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">on
a recent residency at the Nova Scotia College of Art and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">Design
in Halifax.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">1.
Philosophical work pushed to the limits:</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-gamespace
edges (Artworks which explore the phenomenology of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
limits of gamespaces in virtual worlds: how are objects and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">behaviors
affected, how does the physics change, how does one </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">"inhabit"
these zones? Do the zones have strict boundaries </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: orange; font-size: x-small;">themselves?
Can one speak of a broken game, or a suite of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">behaviors
and objects that open elsewhere?</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-client
or server overloading (Using massive particle sprays, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">fields
of objects, etc., all near the client or server limits: </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">what
happens when the space or atmosphere becomes clogged? How </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: x-small;">does
avatar control become entangled with the gamespace </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">environment?)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ffd966;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-altered
motion-capture/behavioral spaces (What happens when </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ffd966;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">mocap
alterations result in software overload, so that the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #ffd966;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">simulation
breaks down? Formally, the avatar image becomes </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: #ffd966; font-size: x-small;">immobile
and "sits" in a lotus position. What is the experienced </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">of
enforced stasis in relation to disparate movement elsewhere?)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-software-dependent,
see economic exhaustion below (Different </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">software
produces different results of course: what is the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">typology
of glitches?)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">[situations
where structure collapses:</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #38761d;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-where
structure and the symbolic can't be recuperated (Where </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: #38761d; font-size: x-small;">there's
no return, where the vectors quickly end up entropic, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">where
chaos dissolves into noise.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-where
the symbolic is limited by the _game of extension_ (So </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that,
for example, the gamespace or mocap edge is characterized </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">by
particular behavioral regimes: the game then moves the edge </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">elsewhere
or creates a catastrophic anomaly. Once this is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">absorbed
and con/figured, the game moves elsewhere. Sooner or </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: x-small;">later,
the game of extension dissolves into the cold death of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">the
universe.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">How
are these experienced? Does experience always translate into </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">text?
What is the textuality of experience? What is the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">dissolution
of textuality?]</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">2.
Exhaustion of symbolic space, the blank: (The blank is a </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">state
where [ ] is emptied but always already virtual, where </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">the
blank is the site of introjection/projection.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">-blizzard
whiteout example (The whiteout of the blizzard images </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">and
videos: nothing visible but a seething, the fogged details </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: magenta;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">at
the edge of the frame pointing towards nothing, the seething </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: magenta; font-size: xx-small;"><b>incapable
of geometrical meshing or interpretation as </b></span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">"mandala.")</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #6aa84f;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-recapitulation
through contouring (Noise reduction operations </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #6aa84f;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">on
blizzard and similar images: when the contour lines reveal </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #6aa84f;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">nothing,
where the inchoate roams among and through protocol </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: #6aa84f; font-size: x-small;">suites.
A busy seething might blockade imaginary projections; </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">nothing
survives the seething.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-maps
of far north, Mandeville (Looking at maps of Mandeville's </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Travels
15th century or 19th maps of exploration in the far </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">north:
the landscape - what constitutes shorelines, land and </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">water
- dissolves into the inchoate. The blankness of maps is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">described
early on by the presence of "Dragons" and later by a </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">sense
of the uncanny. Again, these are limit spaces, edge </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">spaces,
gamespaces defined by no games, unpopulated except in </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><b>relation
to the imaginary. Here and elsewhere, what does </b></span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">consciousness
_do?_.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">3.
Back to 1 - conceivable limits to scientific explanation:</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: red;">-</span><span style="color: cyan;">multiverse
(Other universes, if they exist, may be totally out </span></span></span></span><span style="color: cyan;">
</span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: cyan; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">of
communication with our own; there may always be limits </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">to
cosmological observation.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-economic
exhaustion in particle accelerators (Brillouin hints, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I
think, that there may be deep and inherent ties between </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">economic
surplus and fundamental particle research; for example, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">particle
accelerators operate up to certain energetic limits, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and
it would take increased expenditure to go beyond them. The </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">universe
might then be imagined to have an economic structure. </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><b>High-energy
cosmic rays point otherwise, but there are always </b></span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">going
to be energy limits.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Planck
constants (What might or might not occur "beyond" the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Planck
length or Planck time. The universe may or may not appear </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">obdurate.
The gamespace/edgespace of the universe might then be </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: orange;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">described
by the game of extension. The description, I think, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: orange; font-size: x-small;"><b>even
if completely predictive on a certain level, has, at the </b></span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">asymptote,
a blank.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">4.
Roger Williams' theology (Roger Williams, the "founder" of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Rhode
Island, has a complex theology based on the broken </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">succession
of baptism from the beginning. Because of the break, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
religious gamespace is inherently broken; each believer must </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">decide
everything for himself or herself. One might choose to </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">become
a searcher, or one might bypass the spiritual altogether. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's
up to the individual; there is no inerrancy involved, no </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inherent
law. Law is necessary for communal structure; it's a </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">question
of the State, not of the State's foundation. Think of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
Law as a game, criminality existing near the edges of the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">gamespace,
then absorbed. Without theological legitimation, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;">there
is a blank at work; the interplay between consciousness </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">and
structuration is cultural work.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">5.
Erhu (two-string Chinese bowed instrument)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-small;">-playing
'normally' within bounds (Playing within the gamespace, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">playing
in the first-third positions.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #a64d79;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-playing
near the bridge: transformation to mimetic function </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #a64d79;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(Fingering
within 2-3 centimeters of the bow; the gamespace is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: x-small;">transformed
to mimesis: sonic imitation, or ikonic sound, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">without
reference or intervalic structure.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-mimetic
function as inert (At the edge of the gamespace, the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">sound
transforms into substance. Think of falling out of the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">game,
beginning another game, one of chaotic "noise." The game </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">becomes
a game of extension; the game of extension transforms </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">the
phenomenology of the musical structure.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: blue;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-blank
(The structure becomes blank, becomes hiss; the structure </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: blue;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">becomes
the substance of sound. Eventually the edge of the field </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: blue;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">is
reached: If not now, when? If not now, where? As the fingers </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: blue;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">approaches
the bridge, there is as much of an infinite choice as </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: blue;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">ever;
infinities map 1-1 linearly. But the sound itself tends </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: x-small;">towards
higher ultrasonics; whatever the measurement apparatus, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">listening
device, that too can be surpassed.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(I
think as well here, of the work Azure Carter and I have done </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">with
Foofwa d'Imobilite, which tends towards similar edges and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">noise
at times; I'm thinking especially of the Involuntaries </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">which
are available online.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">6.
In all of the above, one might say, within any cultural game, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">there
are limits, edges, blank spaces, games of extension, and </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">extension
beyond extension that becomes immeasurable, chaos or </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">noise
without the potential of a return trajectory. Think of the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">energy
of the vacuum, virtual particles, annihilation limits in </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">terms
of receptors: any receptor may be surpassed, there is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: yellow;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">always
surplus bandwidth, without recuperation, reconstitution. </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-small;"><b>How
does subjectivity deal with this, concern itself with this? </b></span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">7.
At the other end of these broken totalities there are filters </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">which
process incoming and structure outgoing. The filters </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">operate
within protocol suites, layers of organization that </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">transform
information. The suites themselves are always </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">transforming;
they loosely define the gamespace, and to this </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">extent,
they might be considered closed circulations within </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">potential
wells. But wells themselves have tunnels, nothing is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">secure,
and artifacts within the world are at best temporary </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">stases.
All of this simultaneously fits together and falls </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">apart;
all of this coheres and is incoherent, and this in any </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">case
is the talk on blank that can't be given, that is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inconceivable
that it might occur, that it might say anything, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">that
anything might be said.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">Alan
Sondheim re his 'Meditation on the Internet'</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
... Scott Burnham said: 'The street
is a huge cultural laboratory'</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
... Whether abhorred or adored,
graffiti and street art provoke passionate debate, reflecting the
prominent role they play in the cultural landscape and consciousness
of a City... Graffiti and street art are exceptional, however, for
three key reasons.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0.08in;">
[First] as
unsanctioned interventionist practices they challenge the art
institution and commissioned public art, which both typically
involve numerous decisions – maleen in a project from concept to
fruition.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
[Second] street art practices are
guided by and guide a city's visual aesthetic in that</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
they both assimilate that environment
and and recreate it.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
[And finally] graffiti writers and
street artists fundamentally question the ethos of</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
ownership through the process of
creation and thus approach the city from an
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
alternative perspective.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Both graffiti and street art
illuminate the city with signs of life. The walls streets,</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
billboards and all manner of
structural details that make up a city are brought to life</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
with the addition of urban painting.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
...The function of illegal urban art,
and whether it should be supported or penalized, remains open for
discussion however, one thing is certain, when it comes to
contemporary international art movements, the writing is on the wall.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
In essence, writing tags is a game
wherein the entire city is a playing field.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
... In the development of letter forms
that are illegible, sometimes even to other writers, the graffiti
culture has successfully constructed a visual language that, while
performed in the cityscape, is reserved for and faces the subculture.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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While it may seem absurd that art
practices grouped under the umbrella of urban or street art are
illegal, it is also a driving force for its practitioners as it
allows the artists to work in an unmediated manner.</div>
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Exercising actual freedom of
expression enables artists to contest a city's corporate visual
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Regardless of the artist's
intentions, producing art on the street in in itself a form of
resistance to sanctified imagery and the notion of public space. In
other words, the unauthorized visual alteration of city space is a
type of rebellion against the capitalist construction of space.</div>
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An illegal mode of expression that
subsists on the margins of a city's structure signals and invasion of
'public' space unsanctified art projects thus infuse the public
sphere with moments of fracture, spaces of disruption and subjective
users of territory, and together create alternative forms of urban
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Shepard Fairey (USA), Zevs (France)
and Eine (UK) are among a number of artists interested in this
dynamic of contestation.</div>
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Tarzan is a Huh.</div>
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And where was the other Huh the
Silverback had seen?. There was no way of asking. Even if he could
approach that great dark stranger-which he knew was impossible what
good would come of it? Whatever was in that huge old head would stay
there, there was no form of...</div>
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In public art discourse, especially
in terms of new genre public art, the issue of community
representation and agreement is crucial.</div>
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[Community has been ignored,
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...instead of being recognized as
fluid... The ambition ... of public art - to represent and interact
with or speak to a specific community, in the hope of forging a
meaningful relationship between artist and audience - has in some
ways moved the discussion away from the work itself to
accountability.</div>
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Public art discourse has thus been
transformed into debates regarding aesthetics and design to social
accountability, shifting the focus from the site itself to those who
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In pursuit of issue-based dialogue
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a group of individuals become a community.</div>
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Who determines these parameters?
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At afternoon sleepy-time he
continued to... escape... and came to know every inch...I don't mean
he was familiar with it. That's an inadequate word. He had inside
himself a parallel Universe, a sense-map of the valley, made by
crossing strands of odour and temperature patterns and shade patterns
and tastes and echolocations and between-leaf airways which had been
gained by sticking his nose
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He had the landscape on his skin and
hair in his hair. He ate that landscape and shitted it. Maybe his
most sensitive instruments were his feet, they were hard and horny
and caked with grime but which usually had a damper about then there
was a moist layer where subtle information passed through from the
Earth he trod and read through those feet as though it were a great
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...Now his name sounded like something
you might use to describe a star...fascinating...distant...cold.
Nothing could move that lump of feeling that weighed inside him,
nothing could shift the image he had of those dark steady eyes
putting him under such intense scrutiny.</div>
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Two dark thoughts. The brow of a
gorilla is like a jutting cliff, the eyes are buried. Looking at you,
a gorilla seems to give you total attention. It's a serious
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Tarzan is a Huh.</div>
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And where was the other Huh the
Silverback had seen?. There was no way of asking. Even if he could
approach that great dark stranger-which he knew was impossible what
good would come of it? Whatever was in that huge old head would stay
there, there was no form of...</div>
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...It was inside his mind. In there
something was turning, never ceasing. Gears humming. Somehow the very
elements of the Universe had been coupled together to produce a busy
energy, which was so startling to him.</div>
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The whirling of the Stars. He looked
down at his chest and wondered for the first time what inside his
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace; font-size: x-small;">Outline
for a Talk on Blank that can't be Given</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Outline
for a Talk on Blank that can't be Given (That is </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inconceivable
that it could be given, that it is inconceivable </span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that
it might occur without contradiction, that it might say </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">anything,
that anything might be said):</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">*/Thanks
to Bruce Barber, Foofwa d'Imobilite, Tom Zummer./*</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">My
work tends to deal with edge phenomena, areas of entanglement </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">or
confusion, appearance of glitches, and so forth. Early on I </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">characterized
my project as the relationship between abstract </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">structures
and consciousness. I've always believed that </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">philosophy
can be effected through modes other than writing or </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
text, that not all encounters are grounded in language, and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that
language has its own cloudy and entangled limits. All this </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">said,
the following is an outline on a talk which uses work done </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">with
altered motion capture equipment, as well as work produced </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">on
a recent residency at the Nova Scotia College of Art and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">Design
in Halifax.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">1.
Philosophical work pushed to the limits:</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-gamespace
edges (Artworks which explore the phenomenology of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
limits of gamespaces in virtual worlds: how are objects and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">behaviors
affected, how does the physics change, how does one </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">"inhabit"
these zones? Do the zones have strict boundaries </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">themselves?
Can one speak of a broken game, or a suite of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">behaviors
and objects that open elsewhere?</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-client
or server overloading (Using massive particle sprays, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">fields
of objects, etc., all near the client or server limits: </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">what
happens when the space or atmosphere becomes clogged? How </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">does
avatar control become entangled with the gamespace </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">environment?)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-altered
motion-capture/behavioral spaces (What happens when </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">mocap
alterations result in software overload, so that the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">simulation
breaks down? Formally, the avatar image becomes </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">immobile
and "sits" in a lotus position. What is the experienced </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">of
enforced stasis in relation to disparate movement elsewhere?)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-software-dependent,
see economic exhaustion below (Different </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">software
produces different results of course: what is the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">typology
of glitches?)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">[situations
where structure collapses:</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-where
structure and the symbolic can't be recuperated (Where </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">there's
no return, where the vectors quickly end up entropic, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">where
chaos dissolves into noise.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-where
the symbolic is limited by the _game of extension_ (So </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that,
for example, the gamespace or mocap edge is characterized </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">by
particular behavioral regimes: the game then moves the edge </span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">elsewhere
or creates a catastrophic anomaly. Once this is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">absorbed
and con/figured, the game moves elsewhere. Sooner or </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">later,
the game of extension dissolves into the cold death of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">the
universe.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">How
are these experienced? Does experience always translate into </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">text?
What is the textuality of experience? What is the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">dissolution
of textuality?]</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">2.
Exhaustion of symbolic space, the blank: (The blank is a </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">state
where [ ] is emptied but always already virtual, where </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">the
blank is the site of introjection/projection.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-blizzard
whiteout example (The whiteout of the blizzard images </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and
videos: nothing visible but a seething, the fogged details </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">at
the edge of the frame pointing towards nothing, the seething </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">incapable
of geometrical meshing or interpretation as </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">"mandala.")</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-recapitulation
through contouring (Noise reduction operations </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">on
blizzard and similar images: when the contour lines reveal </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">nothing,
where the inchoate roams among and through protocol </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">suites.
A busy seething might blockade imaginary projections; </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">nothing
survives the seething.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-maps
of far north, Mandeville (Looking at maps of Mandeville's </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Travels
15th century or 19th maps of exploration in the far </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">north:
the landscape - what constitutes shorelines, land and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">water
- dissolves into the inchoate. The blankness of maps is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">described
early on by the presence of "Dragons" and later by a </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">sense
of the uncanny. Again, these are limit spaces, edge </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">spaces,
gamespaces defined by no games, unpopulated except in </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">relation
to the imaginary. Here and elsewhere, what does </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">consciousness
_do?_.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">3.
Back to 1 - conceivable limits to scientific explanation:</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-multiverse
(Other universes, if they exist, may be totally out </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">of
communication with our own; there may always be limits </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">to
cosmological observation.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-economic
exhaustion in particle accelerators (Brillouin hints, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I
think, that there may be deep and inherent ties between </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">economic
surplus and fundamental particle research; for example, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">particle
accelerators operate up to certain energetic limits, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and
it would take increased expenditure to go beyond them. The </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">universe
might then be imagined to have an economic structure. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">High-energy
cosmic rays point otherwise, but there are always </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">going
to be energy limits.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Planck
constants (What might or might not occur "beyond" the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Planck
length or Planck time. The universe may or may not appear </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">obdurate.
The gamespace/edgespace of the universe might then be </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">described
by the game of extension. The description, I think, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">even
if completely predictive on a certain level, has, at the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">asymptote,
a blank.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">4.
Roger Williams' theology (Roger Williams, the "founder" of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Rhode
Island, has a complex theology based on the broken </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">succession
of baptism from the beginning. Because of the break, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
religious gamespace is inherently broken; each believer must </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">decide
everything for himself or herself. One might choose to </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">become
a searcher, or one might bypass the spiritual altogether. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's
up to the individual; there is no inerrancy involved, no </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inherent
law. Law is necessary for communal structure; it's a </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">question
of the State, not of the State's foundation. Think of </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
Law as a game, criminality existing near the edges of the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">gamespace,
then absorbed. Without theological legitimation, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">there
is a blank at work; the interplay between consciousness </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">and
structuration is cultural work.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">5.
Erhu (two-string Chinese bowed instrument)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-playing
'normally' within bounds (Playing within the gamespace, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">playing
in the first-third positions.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-playing
near the bridge: transformation to mimetic function </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(Fingering
within 2-3 centimeters of the bow; the gamespace is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">transformed
to mimesis: sonic imitation, or ikonic sound, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">without
reference or intervalic structure.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-mimetic
function as inert (At the edge of the gamespace, the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">sound
transforms into substance. Think of falling out of the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">game,
beginning another game, one of chaotic "noise." The game </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">becomes
a game of extension; the game of extension transforms </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">the
phenomenology of the musical structure.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-blank
(The structure becomes blank, becomes hiss; the structure </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">becomes
the substance of sound. Eventually the edge of the field </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">is
reached: If not now, when? If not now, where? As the fingers </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">approaches
the bridge, there is as much of an infinite choice as </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">ever;
infinities map 1-1 linearly. But the sound itself tends </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">towards
higher ultrasonics; whatever the measurement apparatus, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">listening
device, that too can be surpassed.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(I
think as well here, of the work Azure Carter and I have done </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">with
Foofwa d'Imobilite, which tends towards similar edges and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">noise
at times; I'm thinking especially of the Involuntaries </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">which
are available online.)</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">6.
In all of the above, one might say, within any cultural game, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">there
are limits, edges, blank spaces, games of extension, and </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">extension
beyond extension that becomes immeasurable, chaos or </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">noise
without the potential of a return trajectory. Think of the </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">energy
of the vacuum, virtual particles, annihilation limits in </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">terms
of receptors: any receptor may be surpassed, there is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">always
surplus bandwidth, without recuperation, reconstitution. </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">How
does subjectivity deal with this, concern itself with this? </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">7.
At the other end of these broken totalities there are filters </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">which
process incoming and structure outgoing. The filters </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">operate
within protocol suites, layers of organization that </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">transform
information. The suites themselves are always </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">transforming;
they loosely define the gamespace, and to this </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">extent,
they might be considered closed circulations within </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">potential
wells. But wells themselves have tunnels, nothing is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">secure,
and artifacts within the world are at best temporary </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">stases.
All of this simultaneously fits together and falls </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">apart;
all of this coheres and is incoherent, and this in any </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">case
is the talk on blank that can't be given, that is </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inconceivable
that it might occur, that it might say anything, </span></span></span>
</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;">that
anything might be said.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;">Alan Sondheim</span>
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
[Ibid.]</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
...I learned ... that the sun sings...
he liked to think of the whales singing..., and the crickets in
Africa which sit inside little bowls they have dug in the dust, sound
shells, ...can be heard..., up to seven miles away... and so he was
always listening to the faraway crickets - for whales, for the
language of the</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
leaves.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
On Beal street the cars cruised,
wide and low like metal smiles.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
...Vernon never really recovered.
In time he found other women and, eventually, a new wife. But this
was all just something to do.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Elvis gone and then Gladys, and that
was the end of life. Tarzan saw that until it was pain to the point
of death when they were lost.
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
He had allowed nothing like that.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
"He felt the touch of an
angel?'</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
...Anyways, there was this one branch
which was over to the side, he had to let goa hand to reach it, he
tried, he just couldn't reach that thing... waiting to drop - an'</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
there's this voice in the air. Not
in his head, he said. The voice was all around him. It was an
everythin' voice that's what he said - it had everythin' in it, anger
and promises and the whole history of the whole World an' it said,
will you always look for me?...</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
...[he is able to reach a seemingly
impossible distance + thus survive (ie avoid
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
falling from a tree.)]</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
...he became aware that there were
angel places."</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
"Angel Places."
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
Great wings, sweeping against the
stars.</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
</div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>[From
Alan Sondheim’s ‘Meditation on the Internet’]</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Outline
for a Talk on Blank that can't be Given </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Outline
for a Talk on Blank that can't be Given (That is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inconceivable
that it could be given, that it is inconceivable </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that
it might occur without contradiction, that it might say </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>anything,
that anything might be said):</b></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>*/Thanks
to Bruce Barber, Foofwa d'Imobilite, Tom Zummer./*</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">My
work tends to deal with edge phenomena, areas of entanglement </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">or
confusion, appearance of glitches, and so forth. Early on I </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">characterized
my project as the relationship between abstract </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">structures
and consciousness. I've always believed that </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">philosophy
can be effected through modes other than writing or </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
text, that not all encounters are grounded in language, and </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that
language has its own cloudy and entangled limits. All this </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">said,
the following is an outline on a talk which uses work done </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">with
altered motion capture equipment, as well as work produced </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">on
a recent residency at the Nova Scotia College of Art and </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>Design
in Halifax.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>1.
Philosophical work pushed to the limits:</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-gamespace
edges (Artworks which explore the phenomenology of </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
limits of gamespaces in virtual worlds: how are objects and </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">behaviors
affected, how does the physics change, how does one </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">"inhabit"
these zones? Do the zones have strict boundaries </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">themselves?
Can one speak of a broken game, or a suite of </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>behaviors
and objects that open elsewhere?</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-client
or server overloading (Using massive particle sprays, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">fields
of objects, etc., all near the client or server limits: </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">what
happens when the space or atmosphere becomes clogged? How </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">does
avatar control become entangled with the gamespace </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>environment?)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-altered
motion-capture/behavioral spaces (What happens when </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">mocap
alterations result in software overload, so that the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">simulation
breaks down? Formally, the avatar image becomes </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">immobile
and "sits" in a lotus position. What is the experienced </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>of
enforced stasis in relation to disparate movement elsewhere?)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-software-dependent,
see economic exhaustion below (Different </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">software
produces different results of course: what is the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>typology
of glitches?)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>[situations
where structure collapses:</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-where
structure and the symbolic can't be recuperated (Where </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">there's
no return, where the vectors quickly end up entropic, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>where
chaos dissolves into noise.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-where
the symbolic is limited by the _game of extension_ (So </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">that,
for example, the gamespace or mocap edge is characterized </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">by
particular behavioral regimes: the game then moves the edge </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">elsewhere
or creates a catastrophic anomaly. Once this is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">absorbed
and con/figured, the game moves elsewhere. Sooner or </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">later,
the game of extension dissolves into the cold death of </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>the
universe.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">How
are these experienced? Does experience always translate into </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">text?
What is the textuality of experience? What is the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>dissolution
of textuality?]</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">2.
Exhaustion of symbolic space, the blank: (The blank is a </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">state
where [ ] is emptied but always already virtual, where </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>the
blank is the site of introjection/projection.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-blizzard
whiteout example (The whiteout of the blizzard images </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and
videos: nothing visible but a seething, the fogged details </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">at
the edge of the frame pointing towards nothing, the seething </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">incapable
of geometrical meshing or interpretation as </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>"mandala.")</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-recapitulation
through contouring (Noise reduction operations </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">on
blizzard and similar images: when the contour lines reveal </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">nothing,
where the inchoate roams among and through protocol </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">suites.
A busy seething might blockade imaginary projections; </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>nothing
survives the seething.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-maps
of far north, Mandeville (Looking at maps of Mandeville's </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Travels
15th century or 19th maps of exploration in the far </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">north:
the landscape - what constitutes shorelines, land and </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">water
- dissolves into the inchoate. The blankness of maps is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">described
early on by the presence of "Dragons" and later by a </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">sense
of the uncanny. Again, these are limit spaces, edge </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">spaces,
gamespaces defined by no games, unpopulated except in </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">relation
to the imaginary. Here and elsewhere, what does </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>consciousness
_do?_.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>3.
Back to 1 - conceivable limits to scientific explanation:</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-multiverse
(Other universes, if they exist, may be totally out </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">of
communication with our own; there may always be limits </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>to
cosmological observation.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-economic
exhaustion in particle accelerators (Brillouin hints, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I
think, that there may be deep and inherent ties between </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">economic
surplus and fundamental particle research; for example, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">particle
accelerators operate up to certain energetic limits, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and
it would take increased expenditure to go beyond them. The </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">universe
might then be imagined to have an economic structure. </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">High-energy
cosmic rays point otherwise, but there are always </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>going
to be energy limits.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-Planck
constants (What might or might not occur "beyond" the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Planck
length or Planck time. The universe may or may not appear </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">obdurate.
The gamespace/edgespace of the universe might then be </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">described
by the game of extension. The description, I think, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">even
if completely predictive on a certain level, has, at the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>asymptote,
a blank.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">4.
Roger Williams' theology (Roger Williams, the "founder" of </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Rhode
Island, has a complex theology based on the broken </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">succession
of baptism from the beginning. Because of the break, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
religious gamespace is inherently broken; each believer must </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">decide
everything for himself or herself. One might choose to </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">become
a searcher, or one might bypass the spiritual altogether. </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's
up to the individual; there is no inerrancy involved, no </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inherent
law. Law is necessary for communal structure; it's a </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">question
of the State, not of the State's foundation. Think of </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the
Law as a game, criminality existing near the edges of the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">gamespace,
then absorbed. Without theological legitimation, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">there
is a blank at work; the interplay between consciousness </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>and
structuration is cultural work.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>5.
Erhu (two-string Chinese bowed instrument)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-playing
'normally' within bounds (Playing within the gamespace, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>playing
in the first-third positions.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-playing
near the bridge: transformation to mimetic function </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(Fingering
within 2-3 centimeters of the bow; the gamespace is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">transformed
to mimesis: sonic imitation, or ikonic sound, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>without
reference or intervalic structure.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-mimetic
function as inert (At the edge of the gamespace, the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">sound
transforms into substance. Think of falling out of the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">game,
beginning another game, one of chaotic "noise." The game </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">becomes
a game of extension; the game of extension transforms </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>the
phenomenology of the musical structure.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">-blank
(The structure becomes blank, becomes hiss; the structure </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">becomes
the substance of sound. Eventually the edge of the field </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">is
reached: If not now, when? If not now, where? As the fingers </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">approaches
the bridge, there is as much of an infinite choice as </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">ever;
infinities map 1-1 linearly. But the sound itself tends </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">towards
higher ultrasonics; whatever the measurement apparatus, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>listening
device, that too can be surpassed.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(I
think as well here, of the work Azure Carter and I have done </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">with
Foofwa d'Imobilite, which tends towards similar edges and </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">noise
at times; I'm thinking especially of the Involuntaries </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>which
are available online.)</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">6.
In all of the above, one might say, within any cultural game, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">there
are limits, edges, blank spaces, games of extension, and </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">extension
beyond extension that becomes immeasurable, chaos or </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">noise
without the potential of a return trajectory. Think of the </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">energy
of the vacuum, virtual particles, annihilation limits in </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">terms
of receptors: any receptor may be surpassed, there is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">always
surplus bandwidth, without recuperation, reconstitution. </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">How
does subjectivity deal with this, concern itself with this? </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">7.
At the other end of these broken totalities there are filters </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">which
process incoming and structure outgoing. The filters </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">operate
within protocol suites, layers of organization that </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">transform
information. The suites themselves are always </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">transforming;
they loosely define the gamespace, and to this </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">extent,
they might be considered closed circulations within </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">potential
wells. But wells themselves have tunnels, nothing is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">secure,
and artifacts within the world are at best temporary </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">stases.
All of this simultaneously fits together and falls </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">apart;
all of this coheres and is incoherent, and this in any </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">case
is the talk on blank that can't be given, that is </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: red;"><b><span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">inconceivable
that it might occur, that it might say anything, </span></span></span>
</b></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="color: #b80047;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , monospace;"><span style="color: red; font-size: x-small;"><b>that
anything might be said.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><b>Billions
of Living Things...and You.</b></span></span></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;">If a stone could talk , and asked you
what it is like to be alive, what would you say? You might say that
your heart beats, and that you breathe and grow. But such an answer
just leads to other questions. What is a heart-beat? Answer: a
pumping action that sends blood through your arteries and veins. Your
heart beats about 70 times a minute, 100,800 times a day, 37 million
times a year. In ten years, it pumps </span><span style="font-size: large;">enough blood to float a ship.</span></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">But why is all this pumping of blood
necessary to keep alive?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: large;">Questions are just as important as
answers. Growth seems ordinary and commonplace, until you stop to
think about it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">"How you've grown!" friends
of the family say. Then they go on to talk about something else.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Plants and animals grow; you are
expected to do the same. But stones and dead things don't grow; why
is it that living things do?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The minute you ask this question,
growth seems wonderful and amazing.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Plants
and Animals Almost Everywhere</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Think of all the different kinds of
living things in the world. Cats and dogs, elms and oaks, birds and
insects, ferns and mushrooms, spiders and elephants-you could go on
naming them, for there are more than a million different kinds of
living things.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> Creatures of some sort
live almost everywhere in the world. Strange fishes swim in the
depths of the <span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="en">sea.
Some live five miles below the surface. Nets have been dragged</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">through
the deep sea. and sometimes have brought up fishes and other living
things.</span></div>
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="en" style="font-size: large;"> Many
kinds of fishes from the deep sea are blind. Eyes would not be very
useful to them, for the deep sea is darker than night. Instead of
seeing, these fishes smell and feel their way through the water. But
other fishes do have eyes, and also spots that glow. They find one
another in the dark by their glimmering spots.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"> While
some creatures live five miles down in the sea, others drift five
miles up in the air.You would not think these drifting things were
alive. They are little dry flecks, so small they can be seen only
under a microscope. If they settle to Earth and fall in a moist
place, the flecks turn into tiny animals and plants.</span></div>
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="en" style="font-size: large;">What
a marvellous assortment of creatures populate the Earth! Giants like
whales and massive oak trees, and tiny plants and animals that can't
be seen with the naked eye. So many different sizes and shapes! A
thousand science-fiction writers couldn't imagine them all. You would
almost think that living things could be practically any size and
shape. In ages past, people believed they could. But in those times
there were all kinds of strange beliefs. People thought that toads
and mice came from mud, and that salamanders lived in fire. Today we
know these old ideas are not true. We realise that the way to study
living things is to find out what they are made of, how their bodies
work, and how they manage to exist in their homes.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>The
Very Great, The Very Small</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Living
things aren't put together in just any fashion. They are built
according to definite plans. Take yourself, for example. You are
growing, but you won't become twenty feet tall. And this is
fortunate. A person twenty feet tall would have a terrible problem
just trying to </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">stand up.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"> </span><b><span style="font-size: large;">The
Giant's Problem</span></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="en">If
you have read </span><span lang="en"><i>Gulliver's Travels*</i></span><span lang="en">
you remember the adventures of Gulliver in the land called
Brobdingnag. The people there are giants many times taller than
Gulliver, but their general shape and proportions are like his. For
example. their legs are quite thick, but no thicker than Gulliver's
in proportion to their height. Could such creatures really exist?
Perhaps Jonathan Swift, who wrote the story, didn't care whether they
could or not. </span></span>
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; color: red; font-size: x-large;">[The
book was a satire and had nothing to do with </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; color: red; font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; color: red; font-size: x-large;">scientific “truth”.]</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Or
perhaps he just forgot a certain mathematical law. </span>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: 13pt;"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">[I
doubt if he ever studied physics or mathematics, he thought most
science was nonsense, hence his description of the Royal Society,
wherein one “scientist” was attempting to extract sunbeams from
cucumbers. This book is</span> </span><span style="color: red; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b><span style="font-size: 13pt;">written for children but </span><span style="font-size: large;">the writer is a
dangerous positivist</span><span style="font-size: 13pt;">.</span></b></span><span style="color: magenta; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 13pt;">]</span><span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> [But what he says here about gravity mass, exponential increase n hydrostatics etc is
good, and right.] </span>
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<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>*</b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>It
is </b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><i><b>vitally</b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;">
important to realise that </i></b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><u><br /></u></span></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><u><br /></u></span></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><u>Gulliver's Travels</u></span><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"> </i></b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"><br /></i></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"><br /></i></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;">is </i></b></span></span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b style="background-color: yellow;">NOT</b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="background-color: yellow;">
a children's book.</span> </b></i></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>It was originally a </b></i></span></span><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="color: yellow;">a</span><span style="color: red;">
savage and brilliant satire </span><span style="color: yellow;">\</span></b></i></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>by </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>Jonathan Swift. Swift wasn't impressed by many of the current (17</b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue;"><sup><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>th</b></i></span></sup></span><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b> </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>to </b></i></span></span></span><span style="background-color: cyan; color: orange; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>18</b></i></span></span><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><sup><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>th</b></i></span></sup></span><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>
Century ) Travel stories, or with science, or any hope for </b></i></span></span><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b>“</b></i></span></span><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>human
progress</b></i></span></span><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b>”</b></i></span></span></span><span style="font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="background-color: cyan; color: orange;">.
He did have a strong social conscience.</span> </b></i></span></span><span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>He
combines fantasy </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>(time travel, Islands that fly around like space
ships, people who live </b></i></span></span><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b>“</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>backwards</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b>”</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>
and slowly grow younger and younger) </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>with political and philosophical
satire, which involves a good deal of scatology. When captured by the
Lilliputlians he is housed in what is to them a large building, to
him as large only as a dog kennel. He eventually has to </b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>shit</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>,
which he does. His shit is, for the Lilliputlians, enormous, and they
have to cart it away barrow by barrow! When a castle of one of the
Queens of that land catches fire, he stands over it and puts it out
by pissing on it.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<b><i style="color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">So,
</i><span style="color: magenta; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-large;"><u>Gulliver's Travels</u></span><i style="color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"> was a great satirical </i></b></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><br /></i></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">masterpiece in </i></b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"><br /></i></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><b><i style="color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;">the tradition of Mennipean satire say of Horace, </i><span style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"><u><span style="color: red;">The Saytricon,</span></u></span></b></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"><br /></i></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><b><span style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"><u><span style="color: red;">The Golden Ass</span></u></span><i style="color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"> by Apuleus, </i></b></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><b><i style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"><br /></i></b></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><b><span style="font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif;"><i style="color: blue;">Rabelais's famous romp </i><u><span style="color: #cc0000;">Gargantua</span></u><i style="color: blue;"> etc...</i></span></b><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>not
intended to be read by </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>children</b></i></span></span><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="color: blue;">.
I doubt </span><span style="color: red;">Swift</span><span style="color: blue;"> had much interest in children, and in fact in </span></b></i></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="color: blue;">his
time, the time of </span><span style="color: red;">Pope</span><span style="color: blue;"> and </span><span style="color: red;">Burke </span><span style="color: blue;">and </span><span style="color: red;">Marlborough</span><span style="color: blue;"> etc there were </span></b></i></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>no
children's books as we know them. Our sentimental attachment to </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b>“</b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>lovely
little children</b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b>”</b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>
was not fashionable in the 18</b></i></span></span><span style="color: blue;"><sup><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>th</b></i></span></sup></span><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>
Century.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"></span><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b> And
the point of the imagined giants in Brobdignag is to be able to </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>examine human beings as if one had a microscope or magnifying </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>glass.
</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>This,
seeing it from one aspect, shows that what would be a </b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>beautiful being
at </b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b>“</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>normal</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><i><b>”</b></i></span></span><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>
size, is, seen up close, quite ugly. </b></i></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>The </b></i></span></span></span><i style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b>way </b></i><i style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b>we confuse appearance and reality and a swipe a women </b></i><br />
<i style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b><br /></b></i>
<i style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b>(and some </b></i><i style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b>men
at the time) who were over-possessed of vanity in </b></i><br />
<i style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b><br /></b></i>
<i style="background-color: yellow; color: blue; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b>their </b></i><i style="background-color: yellow; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b><span style="color: blue;">appearance. </span></b></i><br />
<i style="background-color: yellow; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 100%;"><b><span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></b></i>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><b><span style="color: blue; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: lime;">VANITAS VANITATIS</span><span style="color: blue;"> <i>as Thackeray repeats with relish through-</i></span></b></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-family: 'Arial Narrow', sans-serif; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;"><b><i style="color: blue;">out his great </i><span style="color: #cc0000;">VANITY FAIR</span><i style="color: blue;">, another clever and devious satire...</i></b></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="color: blue;">[</span><span style="color: orange;">Locke</span><span style="color: blue;"> and </span><span style="color: cyan;">St. Augustine</span><span style="color: blue;"> copped it also in the example </span></b></i></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>of Swift's word making machine. A deliberately ridiculous device.</b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>That Swift attacked science and any naive progressive ideas argues </b></i></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: yellow; font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Arial Narrow, sans-serif;"><i><b>that there was perhaps something to attack.</b></i></span></span></span></div>
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smaller one. This makes its volume eight times the volume of the
smaller figure. Notice another thing – the cross-section. This is
the surface you would get by cutting one of the blocks across the
middle. It is the same as the top surface. In the larger block, the
cross-section is only four time that of the smaller one – not eight
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what would happen to a full-grown man if his height were doubled and
he became a giant, but his proportions stayed the same. The giants
volume would be eight times heavier. But the cross-section of his leg
would be only four times greater – that is, it would have increased
only half as much as his weight.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;"> This
would be bad for the giant, since strength of bone and muscle depends
on their cross-section.The giant's legs would only be half as strong
as needed. If his legs were to have strength in proportion to his
weight, their cross-section would have to become eight-times greater
when his height doubled. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">{This
explains why human beings, due to natural selection, do NOT increase
in size from generation to generation. (This increase might be
noticed in some individuals in a generation leading people to
conclude that people are constantly increasing in size. Some people
believe this due to a lack of an understanding of (fairly basic)
mechanics (and hence biomechanics), physics, hydrostatics etc The
overall increase observed in recent times since the 17<sup>th</sup>
to 18<sup>th</sup> Centuries is overall due to better nutrition, the
wider availability of meat and other foods.}</span></span></div>
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The reason that the largest creatures on land have been 4 legged
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><i>Theropods are not truly bipedal. </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><i>The largest
creature known to have existed, the blue whale was / is supported by
the sea, such a creature, with legs, could never survive on land with
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Once
a man carelessly dropped a mouse from a skyscraper window. It drifted
to the ground and landed unharmed. Why? Because of nature's law about
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law works like this. Suppose there are two creatures of similar
shape, and one is half the length of the other. Then the volume of
the smaller one will be one-eighth that of the larger. You can prove
this form the blocks on the opposite page. The weight of the smaller,
like its volume, will be one-eighth that of the larger. But its
surface area will be one-quarter that of the larger. So a small
creature has a large surface for its volume and weight.</span></span></div>
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is what helped the falling mouse. Air striking against its large
surface slowed the fall. An animal as small as a mouse does have
another problem - keeping its balance.A wind might easily blow it
over if it were tall and long-legged. But the mouse has short legs
and a low-slung body, so he doesn't topple and tumble around.</span></span></div>
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a still smaller creature, something more is needed. Notice how a
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strength is needed to support a body on spreading legs. But a spider
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two insects, and one is half the size of the other. The smaller one's
weight will be one-eighth that of the larger, but it will have
muscles one-quarter as large in cross-section, and this makes the
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Compare the flea and
the grasshopper. The little flea is a better jumper. The grasshopper
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="en">In
the great realm of the sea drift billions of green or yellow specks
that can't be seen with the naked eye. They are plant's, and need
light in order to live.This means they must remain within a few
hundred feet of the surface, where the water is well lighted. Beneath
that level is twilight; and beneath that, darkness. </span></span>
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living substance is just a bit heavier than water, a sea plant is
always in danger of sinking into the dark. It depends mainly on its
small size to keep afloat. Like any tiny thing, the plant has a large
surface for its volume. As it begins to sink, its surface rubs
against the water. The greater the friction, and the slower the
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of plants do finally sink into the dark and die. But others are
carried upward by currents. They remain in the lighted water, where
they grow and multiply, and make floating meadows that sometimes
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live and grow, plants need several kinds of dissolved substances
called nutrients. Some of these are many thousands of times scarcer
in the ocean than in good soil. During seasons when the ocean plants
grow and multiply rapidly, the scarce nutrients are almost completely
used up. Then little plants stop increasing, and nearly die out.</span></div>
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such conditions, small size gives a big advantage.In the first place,
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nutrients come through the surface, so plenty can be taken in. Tiny
sea plants are the food of hordes of little animals. Most of these
are so small that they can barely be seen with the naked eye. The
most numerous kind, the oar-feet or <i>copepods</i>, swim along waving
little fringed nets with which they catch the plants. Tiny
plant-eaters are eaten by small fishes, and these in turn by larger
fishes and other animals. All the ocean's creatures, from copepods to
whales, owe their lives to the microscopic plants, whose small size
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<span style="font-size: large;">THE EPISTEMOLOGICAL ONTOLOGICALISTICAL <b><span style="color: red;">EXISTENTIAL</span></b></span><br />
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b>PHENOMONOLOGICAL AND NIETZSCHIAN SCREAM FOR LOGICAL</b></span><br />
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Sigwick bent to his task while the objects talked endlessly of his peculiarities; the<br />
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THEY DANCED THEY DANCED LIKE SWASTICAL COMICAL COMMIESS<br />
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IT'S A REAL WORLD OF BETRAYALS<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b style="background-color: yellow;">JOLLY WERE THOSE YEARS, JOLLY AND </b></i></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>FOR LUNCH AND</b></i></span></span><br />
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<i><b>A GREAT CUPPA AND WE </b></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b>TALKED HAPPILY</b></i></span></span><br />
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NOT <span style="background-color: magenta;">A</span><i>LL CRYST</i>ALS ARE <b>PERFE</b>CT (?!!): <i>NO CRYS</i>TA<strike>LS ARE PERF</strike>ECT<br />
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NOTHING IS <span style="color: cyan;">PERFECT</span>: WE AWAI<b>T : BUT WE HANG IN</b> <i>THERE LIKE CL</i>OV<br />
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AND HAM<span style="color: red;"> AND STAN AND ..... AND WE </span>RECAL<span style="background-color: magenta;">L </span><span style="background-color: #444444;">W</span><span style="background-color: magenta;">AT</span>T.....AND<br />
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THOSE<span style="color: red;"> 'HAPPY DAYS'....A<span style="background-color: yellow;">ND WAITING....AND 'KRA</span>PP'S LAST....'</span><br />
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<span style="color: red;">AND THE MOUTH, THE END</span>LESSLY BABBLING MOUTH...<br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">These scenes are from Glenn Innes and in fact the field here is where I was </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">at school </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(Tamaki College) in the years </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">1962-65. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My brother Dennis also attended. One year he was "dux" so his name </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">is on the </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">honour board or list. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This was then basically the "academic" side of the two sides</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">of Tamaki College. It is now only on one side where what we </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">called the "Technical School" was.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This association with my own past and the mix of graffiti or "street art" </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(although on these walls</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that can be seen I think the art is legal which in one sense makes it less interesting </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">than the ill</span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">egal or slightly "anti-social" art (some of which I showed last time, I had </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">downloaded so many </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">images that, added to the fact that I had a faulty modem, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">meant the system couldn't handle them).</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have included under graffiti anything that is written either "officially" or illegally </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and also I have </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">images of commercial buildings, logos, street or road signs etc </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I need more images of local</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">buildings and people but I am just now in a particular folder so I will see </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">how far I get with </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">my "mix". I have started to experiment with my own graffiti. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I mean I am writing digitally onto</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the photographs: but I did want eventually to "do" street art. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The reason so far I haven't includes</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a number of things but one is simply that I really need or would need a </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">good "apprenticeship" in</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the kind of art-lettering and methods etc as well as the more I read about </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">this area of art the</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">more I realise how ingenious some of the artists are </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(throughout the world).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Apart from such as Dondy White (who I once read a book about) and Basquiat, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and perhaps</span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the The Slider, Does, Kles (who tend to use brilliant </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"traditional" street art etc) - such artists as </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">'Banksy', Blek le Rat, and say </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Magda Sayeg </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">who puts beautiful knitting on public statues or</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">other cold official places, and the many ingenious ideas these people have - </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">many of whom</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">are more or less or perhaps always permanently writing in an "illegal" way.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If I sound a bit naive and overenthusiastic it is partly that as I load these images, and as I read</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">about graffiti and street art it affects me more intensely... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(I have to say I have always felt ambiguously about such art or</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">writing (as Anna Waclawek in Graffiti and Street Art (Thames & Hudson) calls it). </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">always thought that the overreaction and pious opposition to it is just that. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On the other hand it is a kind of</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">secret society in some ways of artists <span style="font-size: large;">who either by </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">design or practice </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">challenge the main</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">official art world as well as </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">certain social mores etc</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">and they are able in a way to either </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">make </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">some direct challenge to political </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">and police authority,...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">...and or stay in a permanent world of this art</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that, in a sense may keep some sense of</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">possibility open.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am relatively new to thinking about this art, but</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I like the semi-random and even vandalistic </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">aspect of it and the potential</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it has for anarchistic action</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">or even just insane protest against</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">everything. There is room for anything.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">"It is right to rebel." As Mao tse Tung spake in his</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">'Little Red Book'.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There are wonderful potentialities for ether </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">some kind of Wagnerian</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Goterdammerung</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">or "positive" actions and protest:</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">or just wonderful destruction.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Destruction has a fascination.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Along this "path" I have even recorded graffiti</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">on the cars, hopelessly mangled</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">by what were probably terrible</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and fatal accidents</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that reminded me of reading</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">'Crash' by J. G. Ballard and even</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">'The Drowned World', and</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the film and the book </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">'The Empire of the Sun'.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Dark memories of the terrible sun that knows no friends, </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">and</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">loves nothing.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And as I put these images up (I have not actively sought graffiti I only </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">photograph things seen</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">on my daily walks with my son, when we stop somewhere </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">to eat lunch and play</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">over a game of chess): it is then (on studying the street art closely)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that I see more and more in these works. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Terror is the purest emotion.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My son likes </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">to keep to the same routes so I tend to photograph the</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">same places over and over again. This is, however, interesting </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">as </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">things change as time </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"moves". </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(I also have a folder of bird photographs, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ones of Maungarei (Mt Wellington),</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">trees, shops inside and out, building sites, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">old buildings, boats and other things.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As I study this art (to repeat) I am amazed at what I didn't see previously. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The reasons these things</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">seem significant to me change or there are added new aspects </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">of meaning to them.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I value these gestures on the street. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Many years ago, in South Auckland, where I had a</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">they could use it to practice</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">writing on. Of course this might have meant that their feelings about writing </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">on it were</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">from then ambiguous. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">That was many years ago however, perhaps </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">in my happiest days,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">if any being can identify such time </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">or days. </span><br />
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The following are digitally enhanced as I work with a program called "Paint" (not the one<br />
that comes with most systems but a program that is a kind of endless Beta system<br />
and is possibly similar to Photoshop. I use a either of two fairly basic digital cameras.<br />
I have been using cameras for many years ever since I started with a Pentax in<br />
1969. It was a good camera and I had a lot of accessories but I had a car stolen<br />
and I think it was also stolen at the time. Now of course every man and his dog<br />
has a camera of some kind.<br />
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Seen casually this might look chaotic but there is a great technique here. I have made it appear more<br />
"garish" than it is. But bright colours and the many great techniques here are typical of some of the<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Patrick White in </span><i style="font-size: x-large;">The Tree of Man. </i><span style="font-size: large;">These motifs recur in the pictures I will try to get up here.</span></div>
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