Tuesday, May 05, 2020

Part Two: Letters, Journals, Diaries etc continued. Sub-section of What We Have Been Reading (I.P)

              The Infinite Project: Sub Section What We Have Been Reading:

                       2nd Part of the Third Part

                                       of

      Letters, Journals, Diaries

             THE PROBLEM OF "BLACK-SPACE"

The Part Two means this is part two of a large document I have on which parts of the Post: What Have I (We) Been Reading and some of my so-called Dewey Decimal Project results are forming.

I want to also duplicate all this or some of it onto my other Blog. 

One reason for this is that I know that some people dislike the black background here.  I understand this the background or 'Richard, you Must try to be more focused' which is the "Control Blog" where indeed I mean to put a lot of stuff on that has been neglected for some time. On there also I talk or will talk more directly to 
potential readers. Note that I proceed regardless of "popularity". 

The black background I have continued and will do for things also as it was a deliberate strategy to use that background. To be noted is my early use of what I call "black-space". I published completely empty spaces as early I think as 2006 or possibly earlier. The point of these is to signify a number of potential interpretations.

To simplify:  1. The space represents a published nothingness which is de facto actually of semantic
                        significance.  So, perhaps as with John Cage's use of silence etc, he composed the silence.
                        This was not trivial.

              https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/4%E2%80%B233%E2%80%B3


This leads to 2. Perhaps as with Cage the "black-spaces" represent silence. While black can here also have say a negative connotation of death, nothingness etc (I don't necessarily see these as negative but it we take this aspect then it can signify a kind of negativity: death say, but see below): in my case here one signalling is to the beauty of silence. For me that is one of the primary beauties. There is always some sound. Deeper indeed it reaches also for soundlessness. In that mode the need for cell phones, music etc, chatter, is 
counter-attacked. In personal conversations I bombard people with my talk. It gets out of hand in fact, I realise this but this is in part due to medication I have been taking for years, otherwise it works to kind of impose a kind of barrier (in some cases). But in the main a deeper than deep silence is reached for. Say
a kind of reaching for the absolute zero of silence. Absolute zero is theoretical point (so far) of -273 degrees celcius. Of course at these points there is a kind of impossibility (impossibility is something that fascinates me)...also indeterminacy interests me. But simply put it is silence I want here.

           So 3. The blackness can be a kind of nothingness, even a total Nothingness. In a book I read about
"Nothing" (yes, there are such books e.g. the short short books and one other I read which was about or called 'Reality' which was shown to be, in deep terms, impossible to define or establish like things such as truth, what gravity is, God or not-God, infinity and so on: the Platonic Ideal Forms postulated by Plato in his problematic 'Republic' a dialogue, typical of Socrates-Plato "full of holes" or logical elisions (his Plato or Socrates interlocuters fail to pursue clearly dubious "conclusions" Plato comes to. Beautiful though, is his concept of the Cave and so on. But again these a priori Forms are questionable: although it seems in some say logic spaces, certain a priori assumptions are needed. But this leads to Kant and his use of a priori 
and also a posteriori postulations.

    But if we do (a frightening and immensely difficult thought experiment) the Nothingness is indeed NO-THINGS. Not just a mathematical space or a vacuum with or without ether, is no thing. We would not exist in it, nothing exists in it. Of course talking of nothing always leads to double negations and confusion so here
Nothing is assumed to be that no thing state. 

The Christian Church philosophers, for example, needed a state both of free will AND Nothingness. From this impossibilty God or some Force was able to create the Universe. By allowing free will we allow God to be able to create something from Nothingness. That Nothing, it was postulated by Hegel, for example, as being possible to create or be created by some method of his dialectic. This means that Nothing + Something --> Being. The dialectic being that a Thesis combining with an antithesis leads to synthesis. Although as this is some kind of continual process it is hard to think of this. Another way of thinking of the initiation of all things is that they always were and always are. Here Science, Philosophy and Religion collide but for me they are all important in this. 
  For me, this Nothingness represented by the Black-Space can also thus signal the immense potentiality and fecundity of that nothingness as it holds the enormous (near-infinite) potential for existence to begin and all possibilities are there as a probability state. 
  This could echo Maori mythology of the beginning of the Universe (or other Creation theories). Science's "Big Bang" is no more satisfactory than any religious view of the origins of things or any mythological view.

In any case this is another signalling of the "black-space".

4. I can also signal death, the end, or depression and darkness. This negative side is not psychological.

5, It can just be something that challenges the mind. A white sheet of paper with nothing on it is another way of seeing this perhaps. John Ashbery said of his poem 'Litany' that (written in two parts side by side with a white section in the middle a la the Langauge poets who experimented with forms and ideas of language and what meaning is if it can be defined and so on): Ashbery said that what fascinated him almost most was the "emptiness" between the two blocks of text.

6, In some of the black spaces I have placed a single "e" in the centre. The letter "e" is central in significance and signalling a number of things in Eyelight and the I.P. also. 

There are other aspects of meaning potential signaled by the black-spaces.

In art we have Malevich's black square. The black and other colour squares of Ad Reinhadt, and the even
perhaps more signalling works of Rothko and many others (not just The Supremacists or the Abstract Expressionists but certainly these and indeed our own Ralph Hotere of 'Black Windows' are important in this context).

Added to that the black-spaces can be seen simply as black-spaces or areas of blackness with no significance except my own desire to do some thing that I thought was original at the time.

There are many other things signalled or that people might find through these black-spaces. 

That my Eyleight Blog (called Eyelight...the 'Richard, you Must try...' Blog is also part of Eyelight and the Infinite Project. The Infinite Poem preceded both and is inherent in them. The Inf. Project is more complex.

Eventually, and potentially, this project, which comprises and involves everything: will be handed over to everyone. That is it points to an inclusive rather than an elitist or inclusive field of endeavour. But now it tries to move towards a multi-logical or multiplex project which also involves the Random. It points to things but does not state any position or judgement as such. There is no attempt to make the world a better place or anything. Such ideas are dubious. Such political and ethical questions simply lead into the Bog of epistemology and ontological metaphysics....under the surface, my "philosophy" kind of runs in the background from time to time but contradictions will everywhere be seen. 

Perhaps one advice can be given: read the images and view the writing (with all the wierd and sometimes deliberately garish and somewhat gauche writings, the tautologies repetitions, pseudo "pronouncements" such as 'Repetition is Truth' and so on. Some humour is there of course. The spirit of Rabellais (of say Bakhtin -- of Bahktin's Rabellais (and my edition illustrated by Heath Robinson) "haunts about the shape" of this "vase" of writing and images, whatever it is....

[All media is implied so potentially braille, audio, movies and many other things would be here or implied in al this but this at this stage is mostly theoretical so far.]  



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Best known in this country for having forged the term "deconstruction," Jacques Derrida follows Nietzsche and Heidegger in elaborating a critique of "Western metaphysics," by which he means not only the Western philosophical tradition but "everyday" thought and language as well. Western thought, says Derrida, has always been structured in terms of dichotomies or polarities: good vs. evil, being vs. nothingness, presence vs. absence, truth vs. error, identity vs. difference, mind vs. matter, man vs. woman, soul vs. body, life vs. death, nature vs. culture,-speech vs. writing. These polar opposites do not, however, stand as independent and equal entities. The second term in each pair is considered the negative, corrupt, undesirable version of the first, a fall away from it. Hence, absence is the lack of presence, evil is the fall from good, error is a distortion of truth, etc. In other words, the two terms are not simply opposed in their meanings, but are arranged in a hierarchical order which gives the first term priority, in both the temporal and the qualitative sense of the word. In general, what these hierarchical oppositions do is to privilege unity, identity, immediacy, and temporal and spatial presentness over distance, difference, dissimulation, and deferment. In its search for the answer to the question of Being, Western philosophy has indeed always determined Being as presence. Derrida's critique of Western metaphysics focuses on its privileging of the spoken word over the written word. The spoken word is given a higher value because the speaker and listener are both present to the utterance simultaneously. There is no temporal or spatial distance between speaker, speech, and listener, since the speaker hears himself speak at the same moment the listener does. This immediacy seems to guarantee the notion that in the spoken word we know what we mean, mean what we say, say what we mean, and know what we have said. Whether or not perfect understanding always occurs in fact, this image of perfectly self-present meaning is, according to Derrida, the underlying ideal of Western culture. Derrida has termed this belief in the self-presentation of meaning "1ogocentrism," from the Greek word Logos (meaning speech, logic, reason, the Word of God). Writing, on the other hand, is considered by the logocentric system to be only a representation of speech, a secondary substitute designed for use only when speaking is impossible. Writing is thus a second-rate activity that tries to overcome distance by making use of it: the writer puts his thought on paper, distancing it from himself, transforming it into something that can be read by someone far away, even after the writer's death. This inclusion of death, distance, and difference is thought to be a corruption of the self-presence of meaning, to open meaning up to all forms of adulteration which immediacy would have prevented. In the course of his critique, Derrida does not simply reverse this value system and say that writing is better than speech. Rather, he attempts to show that the very possibility of opposing the two terms on the basis of presence vs. absence or immediacy vs. representation is an illusion, since speech is already structured by difference and distance as much as writing is. The very fact that a word is divided into a phonic signifier and a mental signified, and that, as Saussure pointed out, language is a system of differences rather than a collection of independently meaningful units, indicates that language as such is already constituted by the very distances and differences it seeks to overcome. To mean, in other words, is automatically not to be. As soon as there is meaning, there is difference. Derrida's word for this lag inherent in any signifying act is diff erance, from the French verb diff irer, which means both "to differ" and "to defer." What Derrida attempts to demonstrate is that this diff erance inhabits the very core of what appears to be immediate and present. Even in the seemingly nonlinguistic areas of the structures of consciousness and the unconscious, Derrida analyzes the underlying necessity that induces Freud to compare the psychic apparatus to a structure of scriptural diff er-ana, a "mystic writing-pad. "I The illusion of the self-presence of meaning or of consciousness is thus produced by the repression of the differential structures from which they spring. Derrida's project in his early writings is to elaborate a science of writing called grammatology: a science that would study the effects of this diff erance which Western metaphysics has systematically represneted in its search for I. See "Freud and the Scene of Writing, in Writing and Differance, trans. Alan Bass (Chicago: Universicy of Chicago Press, 1978), pp. 196-23 1. x self-present Truth. But, as Derrida himself admits, the very notion of a perfect! y adequate science or -logy belongs to the logocentric discourse which the science of writing would try, precisely, to put in questio'l. Derrida thus finds himself in the uncomfortable position of attempting to account for an error by means of tools derived from that very error. For it is not possible to show that the belief in truth is an error without implicitly believing in the notion of Truth. By the same token, to show that the binary oppositions of metaphysics are illusions is also, and perhaps most importantly, to show that such illusions cannot simply in turn be opposed without repeating the very same illusion. The task of undoing the history of logocentrism in order to disinter diffirance would thus appear to be a doubly impossible one: on the one hand, it can only be conducted by means of notions of revelation, representation, and rectification, which are the logocentric notions par excellence, and, on the other hand, it can only dig up something that is really nothing-a difference, a gap, an interval, a trace. How, then, can such a task be undertaken? II. Supplementary Reading Any attempt to disentangle the weave of diffirance from the logocentric blanket can obviously not long remain on the level of abstraction and generality of the preceding remarks. Derrida's writing, indeed, is always explicitly inscribed in the margins of some preexisting text. Derrida is, first and foremost, a reader, a reader who constantly reflects on and transforms the very nature of the act of reading. It would therefore perhaps be helpful to examine some of the specific reading strategies he has worked out. I begin with a chapter from Of Grammatology entitled "That Dangerous Supplement," in which Derrida elaborates not only a particularly striking reading of Rousseau's Confessions but also a concise reflection on his own methodology. Derrida's starting point is the rhetoric of Rousseau's discussions of writing, on the one hand, and masturbation, on the other. Both activities are called supplements to natural intercourse, in the sense both of conversation and of copulation. What Derrida finds in Rousseau's account is a curious bifurcation within the values of writing and masturbation with respect to the desire for presence. Let us take writing first. On the one hand, Rousseau condemns writing for being only a representation of direct speech and therefore: less desirable because less immediate. Rousseau, in this context, privileges speech as the more direct expression of the self. But on the other hand, in the actual experience of living speech, Rousseau finds that he expresses himself much less successfully in person than he does in his writing. Because of his shyness, he tends to blurt out things that represent him as the opposite of what he thinks he is:

I would love society like others, if I were not sure of showing myself not only at a disadvantage, but as completely different from what I am. The part that I have taken of writing and hiding myself is precisely the one that suits me. If I were present, one would never know what I was worth. It is thus absence that assures the presentation of truth, and presence that entails its distortion. Derrida's summation of this contradictory stance is as follows: Straining toward the reconstruction of presence, [Rousseau] valorizes and disqualifies writing at the same time...

Rousseau condemns writing as destruction of presence and as disease of speech. He rehabilitates it to the extent that it promises the reappropriation of that of which speech allowed itself to be dispossessed. But by what, if not already a writing older than speech and already installed in that place? (Pp. 14 1-42) In other words, the loss of presence has always already begun. Speech itself springs out of an alienation or differance that has the very structure of writing. It would seem, though, that it is precisely through this assumption of the necessity of absence that Rousseau ultimately succeeds in reappropriating the lost presence. In sacrificing himself, he recuperates himself. This notion that self-sacrifice is the road to self-redemption is a classical structure in Western metaphysics. Yet it can be shown that this project of reappropriation is inherently self-subverting because its very starting point [language as a substitute or reaffirmation of speech in speech (myself here, R.T.] is not presence iself, if but the desire for presence, that is, the lack of presence. It is not possible to desire that with which one coincides. The starting point is thus not a point but a differance: Without the possibility of differance, the desire of presence as such would not find its breathing-space. That means by the same token that....

Quoted in Of Grammatology (trans. Gayatri Chakravorry Spivak [Baltimore: Johns Hopkins University Press, 1974]), p. 142. Page numbers in brackets folIowing references to 0/ Grammatology refer to J. M. Cohen's translation of Rousseau's Confessions (Penguin, 1954), which I have sometimes substituted for the translation used by Spivak.

....this desire carries in itself the destiny of its nonsatisfaction. Differance produces what it forbids, making possible the very thing that it makes impossible. (P. 143) The same paradoxical account of the desire for presence occurs in Rousseau's discussions of sexuality. On the one hand, masturbation is condemned as a means of "cheating Nature" and substituting a mere image (absence) for the presence of a sexual partner. On the other hand: . This vice, which shame and timidity find so convenient, h;;s a particular attraction for lively imaginations. It allows them to dispose, so to speak, of the whole female sex at their will, and to make any beauty who tempts them serve their pleasure without the need of first obtaining her consent. (P. 15) 

I hold a stalk in my hand. I am the stalk. My roots go down to the depths of the world, through earth dry with brick, and damp earth, through veins of lead and silver. I am all fibre. All tremors shake me, and the weight of the earth is pressed to my ribs. Up here my eyes are green leaves, unseeing. I am a boy in grey flannels with a belt fastened by a brass snake up here. Down there my eyes are the lidless eyes of a stone figure in a desert by the Nile. I see women passing with red pitchers to the river; I see camels swaying and men in turbans. I hear tramplings, tremblings, stirrings round me. “Up here Bernard, Neville, Jinny and Susan (but not Rhoda) skim the flower-beds with their nets. They skim the butterflies from the nodding tops of the flowers. They brush the surface of the world. Their nets are full of fluttering wings. ‘Louis! Louis! Louis!’ they shout. But they cannot see me. I am on the other side of the hedge. There are only little eyeholes among the leaves. Oh, Lord, let them pass. Lord, let them lay their butterflies on a pocket-handkerchief on the gravel. Let them count out their tortoise-shells, their red admirals and cabbage whites. But let me be unseen. I am green as a yew tree in the shade of the hedge. My hair is made of leaves. I am rooted to the middle of the earth. My body is a stalk. I press the stalk. A drop oozes from the hole at the mouth and slowly, thickly, grows larger and larger. Now something pink passes the eyehole. Now an eyebeam is slid through the chink. Its beam strikes me. I am a boy in a grey flannel suit. She has found me. I am struck on the nape of the neck. She has kissed me. All is shattered.”
I was running,” said Jinny, “after breakfast. I saw leaves moving in a hole in the hedge. I thought, ‘That is a bird on its nest.’ I parted them and looked; but there was no bird on a nest. The leaves went on moving. I was frightened. I ran past Susan, past Rhoda, and Neville and Bernard in the tool-house talking. I cried as I ran, faster and faster. What moved the leaves? What moves my heart, my legs? And I dashed in here, seeing you green as a bush, like a branch, very still, Louis, with your eyes fixed. ‘Is he dead?’ I thought, and kissed you, with my heart jumping under my pink frock like the leaves, which go on moving, though there is nothing to move them. Now I smell geraniums; I smell earth mould. I dance. I ripple. I am thrown over you like a net of light. I lie quivering flung over you.”
The question of the meaning of Being must be formulated. If it is a fundamental question, or indeed the fundamental question, it must be made transparent, and in an appropriate way. 1 We must therefore explain briefly what belongs to any question whatsoever, so that from this standpoint the question of Being can be made visible as a very special one with its own distinctive character. Every inquiry is a seeking [Suchen]. Every seeking gets guided beforehand by what is sought. Inquiry is a cognizant seeking for an entity both with regard to the fact that it is and with regard to its Being as it is. 2 This cognizant seeking can take the form of ' investigating' ["Untersuchen"], in which one lays bare that which the question is about and ascertains its character. Any inquiry, as an inquiry about something, has that which is asked about [sein Gefragtes]. But all inquiry about something is somehow a questioning of something [Anfragen bei ... ]. So in addition to what is asked about, an inquiry has that which is interrogated [ein Befragtes]. In investigative questions-that is, in questions which are specifically theoretical-what is asked about is determined and conceptualized. Furthermore, in what is asked about there lies also that which is to be found out by the asking [das Erjragte] ; this is what is really intended:3 with this the inquiry reaches its goal. Inquiry itself is the behaviour of a questioner, and therefore of an entity, and as such has its own character of Being. When one makes an inquiry one may do so 'just casually' or they don’t break down all meaning – there is still semantic significance whether in the frame of what they say or in the language potential of the multiplex utterances they devise and their challenge to conventional “linear” meaning – the sign either takes center stage or the conjunction of signs – as it is put – “the materiality of the signifier” – and in the most exploded text there is significance. By being conventionally meaningful there is a danger of total absorption that tactics such as “ostranie” counterattack…and there is much else.


There is danger of too much meaning – too much coercive truth or assertion.


These comments highlight some of the pitfalls.

But even since Modernism –ambiguity has been essential for the rejuvenation of intense and significant language that struggles against the
ubiquity of
The Text
and
received History

the Fascism of Enlightenment struggles

with the wonderful beauty of undecidability – the Humanist strangulation of

creative Anarchy.

...........The immense power and Awe of the Vacuum into which the spider and the shopkeeper equally peer….


.....................WHAT AM I DOING HERE ?

tertius said...
The revelation and dissemblence of the nobody..'i think therefore i am a dinosaur'. Democracy spread your pillars and lets enter your chamber...there is a gift here...ready to be opened...


eternal sections golden dark eye light black light light black eternal red sections eternal eyelight thinking into black light white light one may …..
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However much this understanding of Being (an understanding which is already available to us) may fluctuate and grow dim, and border on mere acquaintance with a word, its very indefiniteness is itself a positive phenomenon which needs to be clarified. An investigation of the meaning of Being cannot be expected to give this clarification at the outset. If we are to obtain the clue we need for Interpreting this average understanding of Being, we must first develop the concept of Being. In the light of this concept and the ways in which it may be explicitly understood, we can make out what this obscured or still unillumined understanding of Being means, and what kinds of obscuration-or hindrance to an explicit illumination-of the meaning of Being are possible and even inevitable. Further, this vague average understanding of Being may be so infiltrated with traditional theories and opinions about Being that these remain hidden as sources of the way in which it is prevalently understood. What we seek when we inquire into Being is not something entirely unfamiliar, even if proximally we cannot grasp it at all. In the question which we are to work out, what is asked about is Being -- that which determines entities as entities, that on the basis of which [1 'zunachst'. This word is of very frequent occurrence in Heidegger, and he will discuss his use of it on H. 370 below. In ordinary German usage the word may mean 'at first', 'to begin with', or 'in the first instance', and we shall often translate it in such ways. The word. is, however, cognate with the adjective 'nah' and its superlative 'niichst', which we shall usually translate as 'close' and 'closest' respectively; and Heidegger often uses 'zunachst' in the sense of 'most closely', when he is describing the most 'natural' and 'obvious' experiences which we have at an uncritical and pre-philosophical level. We have ventured to translate this Heideggerian sense of'zuniichst' as 'proximally', but there are many border-line cases where it is not clear whether Heidegger has in mind this special sense or one of the more general usages, and in such cases we have chosen whatever expression seems stylistically preferable. [Being and Time INT. I ] woraufhin entities are already understood, however we may discuss them in detail. The Being of entities 'is' not itself an entity. If we are to understand the problem of Being, our first philosophical step consists in not [ a Greek or Latin word or expression here ] in not 'telling a story'- that is to say, in not defining entities as entities by tracing them back in their origin to some other entities, as if Being had the character of some possible entity. Hence Being, as that which is asked about, must be exhibited in a way of its own, essentially different from the way in which entities are discovered. Accordingly, what is to be found out by the asking-the meaning of Being-also demands that it be conceived in a way of its own, essentially contrasting with the concepts in which entities acquire their determinate signification. In so far as Being constitutes what is asked about, and "Being" means the Being of entities, then entities themselves turn out to be what is interrogated. These are, so to speak, questioned as regards their Being. But if the characteristics of their Being can be yielded without falsification, then these entities must, on their part, have become accessible as they are in themselves. When we come to what is to be interrogated, the question of Being requires that the right way of access to entities shall have been obtained and secured in advance.

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..11 Mualsinhill Rd
Bridgend
Greenock
14/10/34

My dear you friend of the green eyes.
You apologised for taking a month to answer my letter what should
I do when I've taken over two to reply to yours?...............Now dont look cross it never improves
anyone's beauty.
Well, we had a very slow trip comoing over, taking fifty three or four days from Australia. ....Have you ever heard of Dakar? Well that was the port & we arrived at 9 P.M. & left again at 5 A.M. ....
I only spent one day in London before going on to Ireland where I had one
glorious week. Although it was midsummer I could not stay in the water fro more than ten minutes at a time or I'd have frozen stiff....Then I came over to Glasgow starting work at Kincaid's the day after my arrival. Since then I've been working hard....I've only been to one dance here & that was a week ago....
15.20.34 I did not finish this yesterday owing to a lzy feeling I've had for about a week....pain [in his stomach caused by the excessive fried food diet in Scotland compared to Banaba I presume] ...Everything is fried & if I had my way, the frying pan would take the place of the thistle on the Scottish national emblem & I'd ban the manufacture & use of the rotten things for ever!
.....The prices [of "digs"] ranged from 18/- a week, washing included, to 30/- a week without washing.[I think he meant the reverse] ........Mind you things are very cramped in this part of the world & there are six children besides the father and mother in this house!...
I see a good deal of Bert Stone these days & we generally mock around together on the weekends. Together with another Australian, we went p to see the launching of the 534or "Queen Mary." It was a glorious sighteven if the weather was foul, and was well worth [it all]....
Last week four of us went to a Spiritualist meeting & I received two readings. Of course it was a lot of rot especially as I did not give them satisfactory replies to their questions. I was a hard job not to laugh and the girl next to me made it no easier by nudging. If we had laughed we'd have been put into the street.
There are some very nice girls in this part of the world but unfortunately they are rather matrimonially inclined & you cant have a dance with them just as chums like you can with the Australian ones.
....[Here in Grenock (or Greenoch), Scotland (just West of Glasgow]...Once you get off the road by the river you commence to climb & most of the hills have a grade of about one in two. The city of Greenoch is very dirty & full of slums but ten minutes walk takes you out into the heather clad hills & what a view! It looks best about dusk on a clear day as then the shaddows soften the ugly points of the city as if nestles at the foot of the hills. Beyond it is the broad expanse of the Clyde with the various lochs branching off it. The further bank has several small towns scattered along its edge whilst at the back of them rise more hills where lower slopes are dotted with farms & small woods. Beyond these again one can only see the outline of rugged heather covered mountains. It would be grand here in the summer when the evenings are long.
...maybe I'll see you in the islands. For the present I'll say au revoir. Wishing you a very happy Xmas and New Year.
Love from
Yours anciently
Len.

P.S. I feel 90 in the shade tonight. .............................................................................................................................


They wont understand it. But that's for the best – understanding makes
the mind lazy.”



But there are many things which we designate as 'being' ("seiend"], and we do so in various senses. Everything we talk about, everything we have in view, everything towards which we 7 comport ourselves in any way, is being; what we are is being, and so is how we are. Being lies in the fact that something is, and in its Being as it is; in Reality; in presence-at-hand; in subsistence; in validity; in Dasein; in the 'there is' .1 In which entities is the meaning of Being to be discerned? From which entities is the disclosure of Being to take its departure? Is the starting-point optional, or does some particular entity have priority when we come to work out the question of Being? Which entity shall we take for our example, and in what sense does it have priority? If the question about Being is to be explicitly formulated and carried through in such a manner as to be completely transparent to itself, then any treatment of it in line with the elucidations we have given requires us to explain how Being is to be looked at, how its meaning is to be understood and conceptually grasped; it requires us to prepare the way for choosing the right entity for our example, and to work out the genuine way of access to it. Looking at something, understanding and conceiving it, choosing, access to it-all these ways of behaving are constitutive for our inquiry, and therefore are modes of Being for those particular entities [1 'Sein liegt im Dass- und Sosein, in Realitiit, Vorhandenheit, Bestand, Geltung, Dasein, im "es gibt".' On 'Vorhandenheit' ('presence-at-hand') see note 1, p. 48, H. 25. On 'Dasein', see note 1, p. 27. INT. I Being and Time ] which we, the inquirers, are ourselves. Thus to work out the question of Being adequately, we must make an entity-the inquirer-transparent in his own Being. The very asking of this question is an entity's mode of Being; and as such it gets its essential character from what is inquired about-namely, Being. This entity which each of us is himself and which includes inquiring as one of the possibilities of its Being, we shall denote by the term "Dasein".1 If we are to formulate our question explicitly and transparently, we must first give a proper explication of an entity (Dasein}, with regard to its Being. Is there not, however, a manifest circularity in such an undertaking? If we must first define an entity in its Being, and if we want to formulate the question of Being only on this basis, what is this but going in a circle? In working out our question, have we not 'presupposed' something which only the answer can bring? Formal objections such as the argument about 'circular reasoning', which can easily be cited at any time in the study of first principles, are always sterile when one is considering concrete ways of investigating. When it comes to understanding the matter at hand, they carry no weight and keep us from penetrating into the field of study. But factically there is no circle at all in formulating our question as we have described. One can determine the nature of entities in their Being without necessarily having the explicit concept of the meaning of Being at one's disposal. Otherwise there could have been no ontological knowledge heretofore. One would hardly deny that factically there has been such knowledge. Of course 'Being' has been presupposed in all ontology up till now, but not as a concept at one's disposal-not as the sort of thing we are seeking. This 'presupposing of Being has rather the character of taking a look at it beforehand, so that in the light of it the entities presented to us get provisionally Articulated in their Being. This guiding 1 The word 'Dasein' plays so important a role in this work and is already so familiar to the English-speaking reader who has read about Heidegger, that it seems simpler to leave it untranslated except in the relatively rare passages in which Heidegger himself breaks it up with a hypthen ('Da-sein') to show its etymological construction: literally 'Being-there'. Though in traditional German philosophy it may be used quite generally to stand for almost any kind of Being or 'existence' which we can say that something has (the 'existence' of God, for example), in everyday usage it tends to be used more narrowly to stand for the kind of Being that belongs to persons. Heidegger follows the everyday usage in this respect, but goes somewhat further in that he often uses it to stand for any person who has such Being, and who is thus an 'entity' himself. See H. 11 below. B 'faktisch'. While this word can often be translated simply as 'in fact' or 'as a matter of fact', it is used both as an adjective and as an adverb and is so characteristic of Heidegger's style that we shall as a rule translate it either as 'facti cal' or as 'factically', thus preserving its connection with the important noun 'Faktizitiit' (facticity'), and keeping it distinct from 'tatslichlich' ('factual') and 'wirklich' ('actual'). See the discussion of 'Tatslichlichkeit' and 'Faktizitlit' in Sections Ill and 119 below (H. s6, 135)· 8 ' ••• deren faktischen Bestand man wohl nicht leugnen wird'. Being and Time INT. I activity of taking a look at Being arises from the average understanding of Being in which we always operate and which in the end belongs to the essential constitution1 of Dasein itself. Such ' presupposing' has nothing to do with laying down an axiom from which a sequence of propositions is deductively derived. It is quite impossible for there to be any ' circular argument' in formulating the question about the meaning of Being; for in answering this question, the issue is not one of grounding something by such a derivation; it is rather one of laying bare the grounds for it and exhibiting them. 2 In the question of the meaning of Being there is no ' circular reasoning' but rather a remarkable ' relatedness backward or forward' which what we are asking about (Being) bears to the inquiry itself as a mode of Being of an entity. Here what is asked about has an essential pertinence to the inquiry itself, and this belongs to the ownmost meaning [ eigensten Sinn] of the question of Being. This only means, however, that there is a wayperhaps even a very special one-in which entities with the character of Dasein are related to the question of Being. But have we not thus demonstrated that a certain kind of entity has a priority with regard to its Being? And have we not thus presented that entity which shall serve as the primary example to be interrogated in the question of Being? So far our discussion has not demonstrated Dasein's priority, nor has it shown decisively whether Dasein may possibly or even necessarily serve as the primary entity to be interrogated. But indeed something like a priority of Dasein has announced itself.


Saturday 20 February [1937]


I turn my eyes away from the Press as I go upstairs, because there are all the Review copies of The Years packed and packing. They go out next week: this is my last week end of comparative peace. What do I anticipate with such clammy coldness? I think chiefly that my friends wont mention it, will turn the conversation rather awkwardly. I think I anticipate considerable lukewarmness among the friendly reviewers – respectful tepidity; and a whoop of red Indian delight from the Grigs who will joyfully & loudly announce that thhis is the long drawn twaddle of a prim prudish bourgeois mind, & say that now no one can take Mrs W. seriously again...I must expect a very full exposure to this damp firework atmosphere. They will say its a tired book; a last effort... Well, now that I have written that down I feel that even I can exist in that shadow. That is if I keep hard at work. And there is no lack of that. I discussed a book of illustrated incidents with Nessa yesterday; we are going to produce 12 lithographs for Xmas printed by ourselves. As we were talking, Margery Fry rang up to see Julian Fry about Roger. So that begins to press on me. Then L. wants if possible to have 3 Gs. For the autumn: & I have my Gibbon, my broadcast, & a possible leader on biography to fill in the chinks. ….



3· The Ontological Priority of the Question of Being

When we pointed out the characteristics of the question of Being, taking as our clue the formal structure of the question as such, we made it 1 'Wesensverfassung'. 'Verfassung' is the standard word for the 'constitution' of a nation or any political organization, but it is also used for the 'condition' or 'state' in which a person may find himself. Heidegger seldom uses the word in either of these senses; but he does use it in ways which are somewhat analogous. In one sense Dasein's 'Verfassung' is its 'constitution', the way it is constituted, 'sa condition humaine'. In another sense Dasein may have several 'Verfassungen' as constitutive 'states' or factors which enter into its 'constitution'. We shall, in general, translate 'Verfassung' as 'constitution' or 'constitutive state' according to the context; but in passages where 'constitutive state' would be cumbersome and there is little danger of ambiguity, we shall simply write 'state'. These states, however, must always be thought of as constitutive and essential, not as temporary or transitory stages like the 'state' of one's health or the 'state of the nation'. When Heidegger uses the word 'Konstitution', we shall usually indicate this by cafitalizing 'Constitution'. ' ... weil es in der Beantwortung der Frage nicht um eine ableitende Begrundung, sondern um aufweisende Grund-Freilegung geht.' Expressions of the form 'es geht ...' appear very ofen in this work. We shall usually translate them by variants on -1s an 1ssue for . . . . INT. I Being and Time 29
Now,’ said Bernard, ‘the time has come. The day has come. The cab is at the door. My huge box bends George’s bandy-legs even wider. The horrible ceremony is over, the tips, and the good-byes in the hall. Now there is this gulping ceremony with my mother, this hand-shaking ceremony with my father; now I must go on waving, I must go on waving, till we turn the corner. Now that ceremony is over. Heaven be praised, all ceremonies are over. I am alone; I am going to school for the first time.
Everybody seems to be doing things for this moment only; and never again. Never again. The urgency of it all is fearful. Everybody knows I am going to school, going to school for the first time. “That boy is going to school for the first time,” says the housemaid, cleaning the steps. I must not cry. I must behold them indifferently. Now the awful portals of the station gape; “the moon-faced clock regards me.” I must make phrases and phrases and so interpose something hard between myself and the stare of housemaids, the stare of clocks, staring faces, indifferent faces, or I shall cry. There is Louis, there is Neville, in long coats, carrying handbags, by the booking-office. They are composed. But they look different.’
Here is Bernard,’ said Louis. ‘He is composed; he is easy. He swings his bag as he walks. I will follow Bernard, because he is not afraid.
clear that this question is a peculiar one, in that a series of fundamental considerations is required for working it out, not to mention for solving it. But its distinctive features will come fully to light only when we have delimited it adequately with regard to its function, its aim, and its motives. Hitherto our arguments for showing that the question must be restated have been motivated in part by its venerable origin but chiefly by the lack of a definite answer and even by the absence of any satisfactory formulation of the question itself. One may, however, ask what purpose this question is supposed to serve. Does it simply remain-or is it at all-a mere matter for soaring speculation about the most general of generalities, or is it rather, of all questions, both the most basic and the most concrete? Being is always the Being of an entity. The totality of entities can, in accordance with its various domains, become a field for laying bare and delimiting certain definite areas of subject-matter. These areas, on their part (for instance, history, Nature, space, life, Dasein, language, and the like), can serve _ as objects which corresponding scientific investigations may take as their respective themes. Scientific research accomplishes, roughly and naively, the demarcation and initial fixing of the areas of subject-matter. The basic structures of any such area have already been worked out after a fashion in our pre-scientific ways
of experiencing and interpreting that domain of Being in which the area of subject-matter is itself confined. The 'basic concepts' which thus arise remain our proximal clues for disclosing this area concretely for the first time. And although research may always lean towards this positive approach, its real progress comes not so much from collecting results and storing them away in 'manuals' as from inquiring into the ways in which each particular area is basically constituted [Grundverfassungen ]-an inquiry to which we have been driven mostly by reacting against just such an increase in information. The real 'movement' of the sciences takes place when their basic concepts undergo a more or less radical revision which is transparent to itself. The level which a science has reached is determined by how far it is capable of a crisis in its basic concepts. In such immanent crises the very relationship between positively investigative inquiry and those things themselves that are under interrogation comes to a point where it begins to totter. Among the various disciplines everywhere today there are freshly awakened tendencies to put research on new foundations. Mathematics, which is seemingly the most rigorous and most firmly constructed of the sciences, has reached a crisis in its 'foundations'. In the controversy between the formalists and the intuitionists, the issue is one of obtaining and securing the primary way of access to what are supposedly the objects of this science. The relativity theory of physics arises from the tendency to exhibit the interconnectedness of Nature as it is 'in itself'. As a theory of the conditions under which we have access to Nature itself, it seeks to preserve the changelessness of the laws of motion by ascertaining all relativities, and thus comes up against the question of the structure of its own given area of study-the problem of matter. In biology there is an awakening tendency to inquire beyond the definitions which mechanism and vitalism have given foF "life" and "organism", and to define anew the kind of Being which belongs to the living as such. In those humane sciences which are historiological in character, 1 the urge towards historical actuality itself has been strengthened in the course of time by tradition and by the way tradition has been presented and handed down : the history of literature is to become the history of problems. Theology is seeking a more primordial interpretation of man's Being towards God, prescribed by the meaning offaith itself and remaining within it. It is slowly beginning to understand once more Luther's insight that the 'foundation' on which its system of dogma rests has not arisen from an inquiry in which faith is primary, and that conceptually this 'foundation' not only is inadequate for the problematic of theology, but conceals and distorts it. Basic concepts determine the way in which we get an understanding beforehand of the area of subject-matter underlying all the objects a science takes as its theme, and all positive investigation is guided by this understanding. Only after the area itself has been explored beforehand in a corresponding manner do these concepts become genuinely demonstrated and 'grounded'. But since every such area is itself obtained from the domain of entities themselves, this preliminary research, from which the basic concepts are drawn, signifies nothing else than an interpretation of those entities with regard to their basic state of Being. Such research must run ahead of the positive sciences, and it can. Here the work of Plato and Aristotle is evidence enough. Laying the foundations for the sciences in this way is different in principle from the kind of 'logic' which limps along after, investigating the status of some science as it chances to find it, in order to discover its 'method'. Laying the foundations, as we have described it, is rather a productive logic-in the sense that it leaps ahead, 1 'In den histcrischen Geistlswissenscluzften ••• [' Heidegger makes much of the distinction between 'Historie' and 'Geschichte' and the corresponding adjectives 'historisch' and 'geschichtlich'. 'Historie' stands for what Heidegger calls a 'science of history'. (See H. 375, 378.) 'Geschichte' usually stands for the kind of' history' that actually happens. We shall as a rule translate these respectively as 'historiology' and 'history', following similar conventions in handling the two adjectives. See especially Sections 6 and 76 below. INT.] I Being and Time as it were, into some area of Being, discloses it for the first time in the constitution of its Being, and, after thus arriving at the structures within it, makes these available to the positive sciences as transparent assignments for their inquiry.1 To give an example, what is philosophically primary is neither a theory of the concept-formation of historiology nor the theory of historiological knowledge, nor yet the theory of history as the Object of historiology ; what is primary is rather the Interpretation of authentically historical entities as regards their historicality. 2 Similarly the positive outcome of Kant's Critique of Pure Reason lies in what it has contributed towards the working out of what belongs to any Nature whatsoever, not in a 'theory' of knowledge. His transcendental logic is an a priori logic for the subject-matter of that area of Being called "Nature". But such an inquiry itself-ontology taken in the widest sense without favouring any particular ontological directions or tendencies-requires a further clue. Ontological inqury is indeed more primordial, as over against the ontical inquiry of the positive sciences. But it remains itself naive and opaque if in its researches into the Being of entities it fails to discuss the meaning of Being in general. And even the ontological task of constructing a non-deductive genealogy of the different possible ways of Being requires that we first come to an understanding of 'what we really mean by this expression "Being" '. The question of Being aims therefore at ascertaining the a priori conditions not only for the possibility of the sciences which examine entities as entities of such and such a type, and, in so doing, already operate with an understanding of Being, but also for the possibility of those ontologies themselves which are prior to the ontical sciences and which provide their foundations. Basically, all ontology, no matter how rich and firmly compacted a system of categories it has at its disposal, remains blind and perverted from its ownmost aim, if it has not first adequately clarified the meaning of Being, and conceived this clarification as its fundamental task. Ontological research itself, when properly understood, gives to the question of Being an ontological priority which goes beyond mere resumption of a venerable tradition and advancement with a problem that has hitherto been opaque. But this objectively scientific priority is not the only one. [1 ' •.• als durchsichtige Anweisungen des Fragens •.. ' 2 ' ••• sondem die Intepretation des eigentlich geschichtlich Seienden auf seine Geschichtlichkeit'. We shall translate the frequently occurring term 'Geschichtlichkeit' as 'historicality'. Heidegger very occasionally uses the term 'Historizitiit', as on H. 20 below, and this will be translated as 'historicity'. 3 While the terms 'on tisch' ('ontical') and 'ontologisch' ('ontological') are not explicitly defined, their meanings will emerge rather clearly. Ontological inquiry is concerned primarily with Being; ontical inquiry is concerned primarily with entities and the facts about them. 32 Being and Time 4· The Ontical Priority of the Question of Being INT. I] Science in general may be defined as the totality established through an interconnection of true propositions.1 This definition is not complete, nor does it reach the meaning of science. As ways in which man behaves, sciences have the manner of Being which this entity-man himself- possesses. This entity we denote by the term "Dasein". Scientific research is not the only manner of Being which this entity can have, nor is it the one which lies closest. Moreover, Dasein itself has a special distinctiveness as compared with other entities, and it is worth our while to bring this to view in a provisional way. Here our discussion must anticipate later analyses, in which our results will be authentically exhibited for the first time. Dasein is an entity which does not just occur among other entities. Rather it is ontically distinguished by the fact that, in its very Being, that Being is an issue for it. But in that case, this is a constitutive state of Dasein's Being, and this implies that Dasein, in its Being, has a relationship towards that Being-a relationship which itself is one of Being. 2 And this means further that there is some way in which Dasein understands itself in its Being, and that to some degree it does so explicitly. It is peculiar to this entity that with and through its Being, this Being is disclosed to it. Understanding of Being is itself a definite characteristic of Dasein's Being. Dasein is ontically distinctive in that it is ontological. 3 Here "Being-ontological" is not yet tantamount to "developing an ontology". So ifwe should reserve the term "ontology" for that theoretical inquiry which is explicitly devoted to the meaning of entities, then what we have had in mind in speaking of Dasein's "Being-ontological" is to be designated as something "pre-ontological". It does not signify simply "being-ontical", however, but rather "being in such a way that one has an understanding of Being". That kind of Being towards which Dasein can comport itself in one way or another, and always does comport itself somehow, we call "existence" [Existen]. And because we cannot define Dasein's essence by citing a "what" of the kind that pertains to a subject-matter [eines sachhaltigen Was], and because its essence lies rather in the fact that in each case it 1 ' ••• das Ganze eines Begriindungszusammenhanges wahrer Satze ... ' See H. 357 below. 2 'Zu dieser Seinsverfassung des Daseins gehort aber dann, dass es in seinem Sein zu diesem Sein ein Seinsverhaltnis hat.' This passage is ambiguous and might also be read as: ' •.. and this implies that Dasein, in its Being towards this Being, has a relationship of Being.' a' •.. dass es ontologisch ist'. As 'ontologisch' may be either an adjective or an adverb, we might also write : ' ... that it is ontologically'. A similar ambiguity occurs in the two following sentences, where we read 'Ontologisch-sein' and 'ontisch-seiend' respectively. INT. I Being and Time 33 has its Being to be, and has it as its own,1 we have chosen to designate this entity as "Dasein", a term which is purely an expression of its Being [als reiner Seinsausdruck]. Dasein always understands itself in terms of its existence-in terms of a possibility of itself: to be itself or not itself. Dasein has either chosen these possibilities itself, or got itself into them, or grown up in them already. Only the particular Dasein decides its existence, whether it does so by taking hold or by neglecting. The question of existence never gets straightened out except through existing itself.





I'VE GOT A HUNCH

Thomas Wolfe to Maxwell Perkins

In July 1938, as he travelled the American West having recently handed in a
manuscript to his publisher, renowned novelist, Thomas Wolfe was struck down
with pneumonia and taken to hospital. He was soon diagnosed with having tuber-
culosis of the brain from which he would never recover; Wolfe died on September
15th, aged just 37. A month before his death, as he lay in hospital certain that he
was soon to pass away, Wolfe wrote this moving letter to his old editor Maxwell
Perkins, a once dear friend with whom he had fallen out in 1936, but still loved
dearly.

Providence Hospital Seattle, Washington
August 12, 1938

Dear Max I'm sneaking this against orders, but "I've got a hunch" --- and I wanted
to write these words to you.

I've made a long voyage and been to a strange country, and I've seen the dark man
very close; and I don't think I was afraid of him, but so much of mortality still
clings to me --- I wanted most deserately to live and still do, and I thought about
you all a thousand times, and I wanted to see you all again, and there was the
impossible anguish and regret of all the work I have no done, of all the work I had
to do --- and I know now I am just a grain of dust, and I feel as if a great window
has been opened on life I did not know about before --- and if I come through this
I hope I am a better man, and in some strange way I cannot explain, I know that I
am a deeper and a wiser one. If I get on my feet and out of here, it will be months
before I head back, but if I get on my feet, I'll come back.
Whatever happens --- I had this "hunch" and wanted to write you and tell you, no
matter what happens or has happened, I will always think of you and feel about
you the way it was that Fourth of July day three years ago when you met me at the
boat, and we went out on the cafe on the river and had a drink and later went on
top of the tall building, and all the strangeness and the glory and the power of life
and of the city was below.

Yours always
Tom


The understanding of oneself which leads along this way we call "existentiell". 3 The question of existence is one of Dasein's on tical 'affairs'. This does not require that the ontological structure of existence should be theoretically transparent. The question about that structure aims at the analysis [ Auseinanderlegung) of what constitutes existence. The context [Zusammenhang] of such structures we call "existentiality". Its analytic has the character of an understanding which is not existentiell, but rather existential. The task of an existential analytic of Dasein has been delineated in 11dvance, as regards both its 1 3 possibility and its necessity, in Dasein's ontical constitution. So far as existence is the determining character of Dasein, the ontological analytic of this entity always requires that existentiality be considered beforehand. By "existentiality" we understand the state of Being that is constitutive for those entities that exist. But in the idea of such a constitutive state of Being, the idea of Being is already included. And thus even the possibility of carrying through the analytic ofDasein depends on working out beforehand the question about the meaning of Being in general. Sciences are ways of Being in which Dasein comports itself towards entities which it need not be itself. But to Dasein, Being in a world is something that belongs essentially. Thus Dasein's understanding of Being pertains with equal primordiality both to an understanding of something like a 'world', and to the understanding of the Being of those entities which become accessible within the world.a So whenever an ontology takes for its theme entities whose character of Being is other than that of Dasein, it has its own foundation and motivation in Dasein's own ontical structure, in which a pre-ontological understanding of Being is comprised as a definite characteristic. 1 ' ••• class es je sein Sein als seiniges zu sein hat ... ' ll We shall translate 'existenziell' by 'existentiell', and 'existenzial' by 'existential' There seems to be little reason for resorting to the more elaborate neologisms proposed by other writers. 3 • ••• innerhalb der Welt . . . ' Heidegger uses at least three expressions which might be translated as 'in the world' : 'innerhalb derWelt', 'in derWelt', and the adjective (or adverb) 'innerweltlich'. We shall translate these respectively by 'within the world', 'in the world', and 'within-the-world'. B 34 Being and Time INT. I Therefore fundamental ontology, from which alone all other ontologies can take their rise, must be sought in the existential analytic of Dasein. Dasein accordingly takes priority over all other entities in several ways. The first priority is an ontical one : Dasein is an entity whose Being has the determinate character of existence. The second priority is an ontological one : Dasein is in itself 'ontological', because existence is thus determinative for it. But with equal primordiality Dasein also possesses-as constitutive for its understanding of existence-an understanding of the Being of all entities of a character other than its own. Dasein has therefore a third priority as providing the ontico-ontological condition for the possibility of any ontologies. Thus Dasein has turned out to be, more than any other entity, the one which must first be interrogated ontologically. But the roots of the existential analytic, on its part, are ultimately existentiell, that is, ontical. Only if the inquiry of philosophical research is itself seized upon in an existentiell manner as a possibility of the Being of each existing Dasein, does it become at all possible to disclose the existentiality of existence and to undertake an adequately founded onto- 14 logical problematic. But with this, the ontical priority of the question of being has also become plain. Dasein's ontico-ontological priority was seen quite early, though Dasein itself was not grasped in its genuine ontological structure, and did not even become a problem in which this structure was sought. Aristotle sa lcmv.vl "Man's soul is, in a certain way, entities." The 'soul' which makes up the Being of man has [Greek word here I assume] among its ways of Being, and in these it discovers all entities, both in the fact that they are, and in their Being as they are-that is, always in their Being. Aristotle's principle, which points back to the ontological thesis of Parmenides, is one which Thomas Aquinas has taken up in a characteristic discussion. Thomas is engaged in the task of deriving the 'transcendentia'-those characters of Being which lie beyond every possible way in which an entity may be classified as coming under some generic kind of subject-matter (every modus specialis entis), and which belong necessarily to anything, whatever it may be. Thomas has to demonstrate that the verum is such a transcendens. He does this by invoking an entity which, in accordance with its very manner of Being, is properly suited to 'come together with' entities of any sort whatever. This distinctive entity, the ens quod natum est convenire cum omni ente, is the soul (anima).v11 Here the priority of 'Dasein' over all other entities emerges, although it has not been ontologically clarified. This priority has obviously nothing in common with a vicious subjectivizing of the totality of entities. By indicating Dasein's ontico-ontological priority in this provisional INT. I Being and Time 35 manner, we have grounded our demonstration that the question of Being is ontico-ontologically distinctive. But when we analysed the structure of this question as such (Section 2), we came up against a distinctive way in which this entity functions in the very formulation of that question. Dasein then revealed itself as that entity which must first be worked out in an ontologically adequate manner, if the inquiry is to become a transparent one. But now it has been shown that the ontological analytic of Dasein in general is what makes up fundamental ontology, so that Dasein functions as that entity which in principle is to be interrogated beforehand as to its Being. If to Interpret the meaning of Being becomes our task, Dasein is not only the primary entity to be interrogated; it is also that entity which 15 already comports itself, in its Being, towards what we are asking about when we ask this question. But in that case the question of Being is nothing other than the radicalization of an essential tendency-of-Being which belongs to Dasein itself-the pre-ontological understanding of Being. ...Who tree are you? It's too snow for you who stare, grey-eyed, and with a fierce and centred blankness into the endless leaflands wherein the lettered men of mail, full chained: and some mention of the velocity or the cable factor, and group delay...all is ringing with something where Death crouches, like a face you'd aquainted oh yesteryear, and who maw, that sic & nausous riggly rictus, is greying, gapped by 2 broken front teeth the Hady gape... hard was our making, parodic but gradual, and the songs began...hard was our way, and cruel and hard and agony and acting...knowing only the very torment of the very untouched – the flame-circle in a Dead One's dream – yet the massif, it never ceased, the tomb lied: it shrug-shouldered as everything does – even if we could have deciphered the writing, The Very Itself, for slug-a-bed nothing is again....elsewhere in dream action the enact “nots”, as occurences very of hope and the drama is slyly computed into the fury of new and ancient ceramic seas....


I see a ring,’ said Bernard, ‘hanging above me. It quivers and hangs in a loop of light.’
I see a slab of pale yellow,’ said Susan, ‘spreading away until it meets a purple stripe.’
I hear a sound,’ said Rhoda, ‘cheep, chirp; cheep chirp; going up and down.’
I see a globe,’ said Neville, ‘hanging down in a drop against the enormous flanks of some hill.’
I see a crimson tassel,’ said Jinny, ‘twisted with gold threads.’
I hear something stamping,’ said Louis. ‘A great beast’s foot is chained. It stamps, and stamps, and stamps.’
Look at the spider’s web on the corner of the balcony,’ said Bernard. ‘It has beads of water on it, drops of white light.’
The leaves are gathered round the window like pointed ears,’ said Susan.
A shadow falls on the path,’ said Louis, ‘like an elbow bent.’
Islands of light are swimming on the grass,’ said Rhoda. ‘They have fallen through the trees.’
The birds’ eyes are bright in the tunnels between the leaves,’ said Neville.
The stalks are covered with harsh, short hairs,’ said Jinny, ‘and drops of water have stuck to them.’
A caterpillar is curled in a green ring,’ said Susan, ‘notched with blunt feet.’
The grey-shelled snail draws across the path and flattens the blades behind him,’ said Rhoda.
And burning lights from the window-panes flash in and out on the grasses,’ said Louis.
Stones are cold to my feet,’ said Neville. ‘I feel each one, round or pointed, separately.’
The back of my hand burns,’ said Jinny, ‘but the palm is clammy and damp with dew.’
Now the cock crows like a spurt of hard, red water in the white tide,’ said Bernard.
Birds are singing up and down and in and out all round us,’ said Susan.
The beast stamps; the elephant with its foot chained; the great brute on the beach stamps,’ said Louis.
Look at the house,’ said Jinny, ‘with all its windows white with blinds.’
Cold water begins to run from the scullery tap,’ said Rhoda, ‘over the mackerel in the bowl.’
The walls are cracked with gold cracks,’ said Bernard, ‘and there are blue, finger-shaped shadows of leaves beneath the windows.’
Now Mrs Constable pulls up her thick black stockings,’ said Susan.
When the smoke rises, sleep curls off the roof like a mist,’ said Louis.
The birds sang in chorus first,’ said Rhoda. ‘Now the scullery door is unbarred. Off they fly. Off they fly like a fling of seed. But one sings by the bedroom window alone.’
Bubbles form on the floor of the saucepan,’ said Jinny. ‘Then they rise, quicker and quicker, in a silver chain to the top.’
Now Billy scrapes the fish-scales with a jagged knife on to a wooden board,’ said Neville.
The dining-room window is dark blue now,’ said Bernard, ‘and the air ripples above the chimneys.’
A swallow is perched on the lightning-conductor,’ said Susan. ‘And Biddy has smacked down the bucket on the kitchen flags.’
That is the first stroke of the church bell,’ said Louis. ‘Then the others follow; one, two; one, two; one, two.’
Look at the table-cloth, flying white along the table,’ said Rhoda. ‘Now there are rounds of white china, and silver streaks beside each plate.’
Suddenly a bee booms in my ear,’ said Neville. ‘It is here; it is past.’
I burn, I shiver,’ said Jinny, ‘out of this sun, into this shadow.’
Now they have all gone,’ said Louis. ‘I am alone. They have gone into the house for breakfast, and I am left standing by the wall among the flowers. It is very early, before lessons. Flower after flower is specked on the depths of green. The petals are harlequins. Stalks rise from the black hollows beneath. The flowers swim like fish made of light upon the dark, green waters. I hold a stalk in my hand. I am the stalk. My roots go down to the depths of the world, through earth dry with brick, and damp earth, through veins of lead and silver. I am all fibre. All tremors shake me, and the weight of the earth is pressed to my ribs. Up here my eyes are green leaves, unseeing. I am a boy in grey flannels with a belt fastened by a brass snake up here. Down there my eyes are the lidless eyes of a stone figure in a desert by the Nile. I see women passing with red pitchers to the river; I see camels swaying and men in turbans. I hear tramplings, tremblings, stirrings round me.
Up here Bernard, Neville, Jinny and Susan (but not Rhoda) skim the flower-beds with their nets. They skim the butterflies from the nodding tops of the flowers. They brush the surface of the world. Their nets are full of fluttering wings. “Louis! Louis! Louis!” they shout. But they cannot see me. I am on the other side of the hedge. There are only little eye-holes among the leaves. Oh Lord, let them pass. Lord, let them lay their butterflies on a pocket- handkerchief on the gravel. Let them count out their tortoise- shells, their red admirals and cabbage whites. But let me be unseen. I am green as a yew tree in the shade of the hedge. My hair is made of leaves. I am rooted to the middle of the earth. My body is a stalk. I press the stalk. A drop oozes from the hole at the mouth and slowly, thickly, grows larger and larger. Now something pink passes the eyehole. Now an eye-beam is slid through the chink. Its beam strikes me. I am a boy in a grey flannel suit. She has found me. I am struck on the nape of the neck. She has kissed me. All is shattered.’





Straining toward the reconstruction of presence, [Rousseau] valorizes and disqualifies writing at the same time . .. . Rousseau condemns writing as destruction of presence and as disease of speech. He rehabilitates it to the extent that it promises the reappropriation of that of which speech allowed itself to be dispossessed. But by what, if not already a writing older than speech and already installed in that place? (Pp. 14 1-42) In other words, the loss of presence has always already begun. Speech itself "r springs out of an alienation or differance that has the very structure of writing. It would seem, though, that it is precisely through this assumption of the necessity of absence that Rousseau ultimately succeeds in reappropriating the lost presence. In sacrificing himself, he recuperates himself. This notion that self-sacrifice is the road to self-redemption is a classical structure in Western metaphysics. Yet it can be shown that this project of reappropriation is inherently self-subverting because its very starting point is not presence itself: If but the des-ire for presence, that is, the lack of presence. It is not possible to desire that with which one coincides. The starting point is thus not a point but a differance: Without the possibility of differance, the desire of presence as such would not find its breathing-space. That means by the same token that this desire carries in itself the destiny of its nonsatisfaction. Differance produces what it forbids, making possible the very thing that it makes impossible. (P. 143) The same paradoxical account of the desire for presence occurs in Rousseau's discussions of sexuality. On the one hand, masturbation is condemned as a means of "cheating Nature" and substituting a mere image (absence) for the presence of a sexual partner. On the other hand:   This vice, which shame and timidity find so convenient, has a particular attraction for lively imaginations. It allows them to dispose, so to speak, of the whole female sex at their will, and to make any beauty who tempts them serve their pleasure without the need of first obtaining her consent. (P. 15 1 [109J) It is thus the woman's absence that gives immediacy to her imaginary possession, while to deal with the woman's presence would inevitably be to confront differance. Masturbation is both a symbolic form of ideal union, since in it the subject and object are truly one, and a radical alienation of the self from any contact with an other. The union that would perfectly fulfill desire would also perfectly exclude the space of its very possibility.










To ETHYL SMYTH Monk's House, Rodmell,
near Lewes, Sussex
Sept. 20th [1940]

Your letter came this morning – the letter poeted on the 17th. I hastily continue my story. We went to London on Friday. Bomb still unexploded. Not allowed in. Off it went next day. Blew out all the windows, all ceilings, and smashed all my china – just as we'd got the flat ready! – oh damn. Uninhabitable now apparently – Press has been moved to Letchworth – What remains of it. Sale of Roger of course ruined.
I try to let down a fire proof curtain and go on reading, writing, cooking. Mabel, afraid of invasion here, has left. Its a mercy: for now I'm kept busy. We go up on Tuesday to see what can be done at the flat, and rescue what we can get into the car.
The othe day we drove through an air raid. London like a dead city. We took shelter at Wimbledon in a gun emplacement with an East end family whose house had been bombed. There they wee cheeful as grigs with a rugh a kettle adna spirit lamp: had been there for 3 nights: wind blowing through gun holes.
Oh dear! I'm worried to think of you with an incendiary next you. Here save at nights is more peaceful – All the talk of invasion. I'm off to lay in supplies – not that, with this gale blowing, it seems immenent. Theyve got guns in front of the garden and all down the river.
This is only a stop gap. I'll write again.
So do you. Ys, I'm sure the safety curtain – a heavy iron drop of ones own scene – is the only preservative. But I admit it doesn't always work. Please write.
V.


IN designating the tasks of 'formulating' the question of Being, we have shown not only that we must establish which entity is to serve as our primary object of interrogation, but also that the right way of access to this entity is one which we must explicidy make our own and hold secure. We have already discussed which entity takes over the principal role within the question of Being. But how are we, as it were, to set our sights towards this entity, Dasein, both as something accessible to us and as something to be understood and interpreted?

[ invoked invoked invoked:
invoked the catastrophe

allows nature 'a hand' in the work

the hand reaches in
the hand reaches in
into the work
into the work
reaches the hand ]

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MATAURANGA

WISDOM




In demonstrating that Dasein in ontico-ontologically prior, we may have misled the reader into supposing that this entity must also be what is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of Being which it possesses is presented just as 'immediately'. Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to us-even that which is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this, or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically that which is farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it has an understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in each case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we are certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this interpretation can be taken over as an appropriate clue, as if this way of understanding Being is what must emerge when one's ownmost state of Being is considered1 as an onto· logical theme. The kind of Being which belongs to Dasein is rather such that, in understanding its own Being, it has a tendency to do so in terms of that entity towards which it comports itself proximally and in a way which is essentially constant-in terms of the 'world'. In Dasein itself, and therefore in its own understanding of Being, the way the world is

...is always from full resonance to that sense that one is forever always part of something else that moves the ornate file that hols, in its miniscule gorge, large lists – nay, great lists – but they'll never unweave the poison will always withhold itself. something like a pink bottle beside a rusty RSJ that beams. .. the giant lovers configurate the field, annoying my consciousness like a green-black blow-fly...the singers are back beside themselves....

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MATANGA
EXPERIENCED


E kore e mau i kore
he wai kai pakiaka

You will not catch the feet accustomed to running
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c /o Managers Office
CAC. Day St.
Ham. East.

Dearest Joy,
I am writing this in the drawing room of the Warwick Hotel listening
to the conversation and trying to write at the same time.
You seem to be having lots of fun and games down your way. All contribut-
ions thankfully received. Robin says he and Jean have collected and amazing
assortment of household goods, he says it pays to have a Church Wedding and
advertize things properly. I think I will set out a printed circular announcing my
marriage, giving a list of the sort of things I want and also most important of
those that I don't want. I don't want any pictures or ornaments because I feel those
things are a matter of personal taste. And I don't want any wax fruit in a glass case
or any stuffed fruit or birds and I particularly don't want an aspidistra. Otherwise
I shall be very easy to please.
Dearest girl, why do you think that I don't want you to come here next
month. I wrote and told your Dad that I couldn't face the summer's day without
you. But if you really want more time I must be patient and wait for you.
I have applied for one of the state flats and you must give me some approx-
imate idea when we shall want it. I should like to move in and by myself until
until you arrive but they wont allow that. I dont think you will like the flats but
it will be a kick off and cheaper than living in a Hotel.
The housing problem is is very great in Hamilton, its the best I can do for a
start.
I would like to come to Auckland and see your mother but this damn strike
is putting the kybosh on things. Even if I could wangle a permit the Sat.
afternoon trains wont be running. Perhaps you and your mother could stay
a night in Hamilton on your way back to Tauranga.
I heard the other day that you are all going to be chased out of the Dilworth
Building. They must have a lot of pull to be able to push such an important
concern as the B.P.C. Out into the cold and unkind world. You will appreciate
what we were up against when we had to move a whole factory of machinery as
well as our office, and several hundred workers.
Hope your Mother is resigned to the awful fate that is in store for her
darling child.
Darling I bought some Fuji Silk pajamas the other day, pale cream in
colour, so they wont clash with anything you wear. So thoughtful of me
don't you think.
I have only got four coupons left and I want a new suit and a spare pair
of pants and some socks, so I will have to wait for a new coupon book.
Housekeeping my poor sweet is going to be tough with no jam to be
bought and little fruit or vegetables and everything very dear. War time is
not the happiest time for a new wife tackling a new job but I think my girl
has plenty of determination or I am a Dutchman.
When are you going home? Will you be in Auckland the weekend after
next? I don't think there is a hope of getting down next weekend.
Hope you get rid of your bad throat. The weather is getting warmer now
which improve matters.

Cherio and my regards to Mother

PS. Did you find out about the Chateaux?
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...as slip slip detectives arrive, laughing: they have ridiculously forgotten their
alloted crimes (for, as you know, in this misdelusion, the effect effects its own
resultant cause, and thus enables the unvanishing of the Ming Dynasty): and indeed, the coppers have mislaid the massacres etc and the whole pageant whirls into the abyss....
produce one picture. Her bleak architectural spaces are constructed within
a tiny studio in a disued hardware store on an east.......side street, indeed...will be....

WHAT LIES BENEATH

will be visible

People go on passing,’ said Louis. They pass the window of this eating-shop incessantly. Motor-cars, vans, motor-omnibuses; and again motor-omnibuses, vans, motor-cars — they pass the window. In the background I perceive shops and houses; also the grey spires of a city church. In the foreground are glass shelves set with plates of buns and ham sandwiches. All is somewhat obscured by steam from a tea-urn. A meaty, vapourish smell of beef and mutton, sausages and mash, hangs down like a damp net in the middle of the eating- house. I prop my book against a bottle of Worcester sauce and try to look like the rest.
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Mauri tu
mauri ora

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Yet I cannot. (They go on passing, they go on passing in disorderly procession.) I cannot read my book, or order my beef, with conviction. I repeat, “I am an average Englishman; I am an average clerk”, yet I look at the little men at the next table to be sure that I do what they do. Supple-faced, with rippling skins, that are always twitching with the multiplicity of their sensations, prehensile like monkeys, greased to this particular moment, they are discussing with all the right gestures the sale of a piano. It blocks up the hall; so he would take a Tenner. People go on passing; they go on passing against the spires of the church and the plates of ham sandwiches. The streamers of my consciousness waver out and are perpetually torn and distressed by their disorder. I cannot therefore concentrate on my dinner. “I would take a tenner. The case is handsome; but it blocks up the hall.” They dive and plunge like guillemots whose feathers are slippery with oil. All excesses beyond that norm are vanity. That is the mean; that is the average. Meanwhile the hats bob up and down; the door perpetually shuts and opens. I am conscious of flux, of disorder; of annihilation and despair. If this is all, this is worthless. Yet I feel, too, the rhythm of the eating- house. It is like a waltz tune, eddying in and out, round and round. The waitresses, balancing trays, swing in and out, round and round, dealing plates of greens, of apricot and custard, dealing them at the right time, to the right customers. The average men, including her rhythm in their rhythm (“I would take a tenner; for it blocks up the hall”) take their greens, take their apricots and custard. Where then is the break in this continuity? What the fissure through which one sees disaster? The circle is unbroken; the harmony complete. Here is the central rhythm; here the common mainspring. I watch it expand, contract; and then expand again. Yet I am not included. If I speak, imitating their accent, they prick their ears, waiting for me to speak again, in order that they may place me — if I come from Canada or Australia, I, who desire above all things to be taken to the arms with love, am alien, external. I, who would wish to feel close over me the protective waves of the ordinary, catch with the tail of my eye some far horizon; am aware of hats bobbing up and down in perpetual disorder. To me is addressed the plaint of the wandering and distracted spirit (a woman with bad teeth falters at the counter), “Bring us back to the fold, we who pass so disjectedly, bobbing up and down, past windows with plates of ham sandwiches in the foreground.” Yes; I will reduce you to order.
I will read in the book that is propped against the bottle of Worcester sauce. It contains some forged rings, some perfect statements, a few words, but poetry. You, all of you, ignore it. What the dead poet said, you have forgotten. And I cannot translate it to you so that its binding power ropes you in, and makes it clear to you that you are aimless; and the rhythm is cheap and worthless; and so remove that degradation which, if you are unaware of your aimlessness, pervades you, making you senile, even while you are young. To translate that poem so that it is easily read is to be my endeavour. I, the companion of Plato, of Virgil, will knock at the grained oak door. I oppose to what is passing this ramrod of beaten steel. I will not submit to this aimless passing of billycock hats and Homburg hats and all the plumed and variegated head-dresses of women. (Susan, whom I respect, would wear a plain straw hat on a summer’s day.) And the grinding and the steam that runs in unequal drops down the window pane; and the stopping and the starting with a jerk of motor-omnibuses; and the hesitations at counters; and the words that trail drearily without human meaning; I will reduce you to order.
My roots go down through veins of lead and silver, through damp, marshy places that exhale odours, to a knot made of oak roots bound together in the centre. Sealed and blind, with earth stopping my ears, I have yet heard rumours of wars; and the nightingale; have felt the hurrying of many troops of men flocking hither and thither in quest of civilization like flocks of birds migrating seeking the summer; I have seen women carrying red pitchers to the banks of the Nile. I woke in a garden, with a blow on the nape of my neck, a hot kiss, Jinny’s; remembering all this as one remembers confused cries and toppling pillars and shafts of red and black in some nocturnal conflagration. I am for ever sleeping and waking. Now I sleep; now I wake. I see the gleaming tea-urn; the glass cases full of pale-yellow sandwiches; the men in round coats perched on stools at the counter; and also behind them, eternity. It is a stigma burnt on my quivering flesh by a cowled man with a red-hot iron. I see this eating-shop against the packed and fluttering birds’ wings, many feathered, folded, of the past. Hence my pursed lips, my sickly pallor; my distasteful and uninviting aspect as I turn my face with hatred and bitterness upon Bernard and Neville, who saunter under yew trees; who inherit armchairs; and draw their curtains close, so that lamplight falls on their books.

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Compassion

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Na koutou tangi na tatau katoa

When you cry your tears are shed by all

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sometimes I feel so terribly alone

we all of us mortal end

and pass into endlessness


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           Ma te ngakau aroha koe arahi
                           Let a loving heart guide your decisions

The endlessness: the coiling brain ropes, the thoughts, the long ropes are that endlessness of seeming unending engines of turmoiled thoughts: the endless endlessness of thought.
Then the weight of material which also can have associations.
The weight of brains: they are rolled up balls of rope held with screws.
Any material is a possiblity. It opens up questions. Life is the largest inspiration.
Time or temporality. Transcience. This action is an act of aggression. The presents
its presence in the room. Raum. Ja. 

It claims the space for itself.
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Now the wind lifts the blind,’ said Susan, ‘jars, bowls, matting and the shabby arm-chair with the hole In demonstrating that Dasein is ontico-ontologically prior, we may have misled the reader into supposing that this entity must also be what is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of Being which it possesses is presented just as 'immediately'. Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to us-even that which is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this, or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically that which is farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it has an understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in each case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we are certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this interpretation can be taken over as an appropriate clue in it are now become distinct. The usual faded ribbons sprinkle the wallpaper. The bird chorus is over, only one bird now sings close to the bedroomThus to work out the question of Being adequately, we must make an entity-the inquirer-transparent in his own Being. The very asking of this question is an entity's mode of Being; and as such it gets its essential character from what is inquired about-namely, Being. This entity which each of us is himself and which includes inquiring as one of the possibilities of its Being, we shall denote by the term "Dasein".1 If we are to formulate our question explicitly and transparently, we must first give a proper explication of an entity (Dasein) with regard to its Being. Is there not, however, a manifest circularity in such an undertaking? If we must first define an entity in its Being, and if we want to formulate The bird chorus is over, only one bird now sings close to the bedroom the question of Being only on this basis, what is this but going in a circle? In working out our question, have we not 'presupposed' something which only the answer can bring? Formal objections such as the argument about 'circular reasoning', which can easily be cited at any time in the study of first principles, are always sterile when one is considering concrete ways of and the rhythm is cheap and worthless; and so remove that degradation which, if you are unaware of your aimlessness, pervades you, making you senile, even while you are young. To translate that poem so that it is easily read is to be my endeavour. I, the companion of Plato, of Virgil, will knock at the grained oak door. I oppose to what is passing this ramrod of beaten steel. I will not submit to this aimless passing of billycock hats and Homburg hats and all the plumed and variegated head-dresses of women. (Susan, whom I respect, would wear a plain straw hat on a summer’s day.) And the grinding and the steam that runs in unequal drops down the window pane; investigating. When it comes to understanding the matter at hand, they carry no weight and keep us from penetrating into the field of study. But factically there is no circle at all in formulating our question as we have described. One can determine You seem to be having lots of fun and games down your way. All contribut- ions thankfully In demonstrating that Dasein is ontico-ontologically prior, we may have misled the reader into supposing that this entity must also be what is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of Being which it possesses is presented just as 'immediately'. Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to us-even that which is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this, or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically that which is farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it has an understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in each case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we are certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this interpretation can be taken over as an appropriate clue received. Robin says he and Jean have collected and amazing assortment of household goods, he says it pays to have a Church Wedding and advertize things properly. I think I will set out a printed circular announcing my marriage, giving a list of the sort of things I want and also most important of those that I don't want. the nature of entities in their Being without necessarily having the explicit concept of the meaning of Being at one's disposal. Otherwise there could have been no ontological knowledge heretofore. One would hardly deny that factically there has been such knowledge. Of course 'Being' has been presupposed in all ontology up till now, but not as a concept at one's disposal-not as the sort of thing we are seeking. This 'presupposing of Being has rather the character of taking a look at it beforehand, so that in the light of it the entities presented to us get provisionally Articulated in their Being. This guiding 1 The word 'Dasein' plays so important a role in this work and is already so familiar to the English-speaking reader who has read about Heidegger, that it seems simpler to leave it untranslated except in the relatively rare passages in which Heidegger himself breaks it up with a hypthen ('Da-sein') to show In demonstrating that Dasein in ontico-ontologically prior, we may have misled the reader into supposing that this entity must also be what is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of Being which it possesses is presented just as 'immediately'. Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to us-even that which is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this, or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically that which is farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it has an understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in each case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we are certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this interpretation can be taken over as an appropriate clue its etymological construction:At this hour, this still early hour, I think I am the field, I am the barn, I am the trees; mine are the flocks of birds, and this young hare who leaps, at the last moment when I step almost on him. Mine is the heron that stretches its vast wings lazily; and the cow that creaks as it pushes one foot before another munching; and the wild, swooping swallow; and the faint red in the sky, and the green when the red fades; the silence and the bell; the call of the man fetching cart- horses from the fields — all are mine. literally 'Being-there'. window. I will pull on my stockings and go quietly past the bedroom doors, and down through the kitchen, out through the garden past the greenhouse into the field. It is still early morning. The mist is on the marshes. In demonstrating that Dasein in ontico-ontologically prior, we may have misled the reader into supposing that this entity must also be what is given as ontico-ontologically primary not only in the sense that it can itself be-grasped 'immediately', but also in that the kind of Being which it possesses is presented just as 'immediately'. Ontically, of course, Dasein is not only close to us-even that which is closest : we are it, each of us, we ourselves. In spite of this, or rather for just this reason, it is ontologically that which is farthest. To be sure, its ownmost Being is such that it has an understanding of that Being, and already maintains itself in each case as if its Being has been interpreted in some manner. But we are certainly not saying that when Dasein's own Being is thus interpreted pre-ontologically in the way which lies closest, this interpretation can be taken over as an appropriate clue The day is stark and stiff as a linen shroud. But it will soften; it will warm. At this hour, this still early hour, I think I am the field, I am the barn, I am the trees; mine are the flocks of birds, and this young hare who leaps, at the last moment when I step almost on him. Mine is the heron that stretches its vast wings lazily; and the cow that creaks as it pushes one foot before another munching; and the wild, swooping swallow; and the faint red in the sky, and the green when the red fades; the silence and the bell; the call of the man fetching cart- horses from the fields — all are mine





To ETHEL SMYTH Monk's House, Rodmell,
[Sussex]

Feb 1st 41

I've written you ever so many beautiful letters – cigarette letters – you know the kind, when one's devotion to Ethel rises like a silver smoke, too fine for words. These are the letters I write to you, about 3 on a wet windy morning. Unlike Margot, I dont keep a pencil at my head and I forget where we left off – you were going into the snow in snow boots. You had seduced the wife of a woodcutter – and then? I have a far away lover, to match your translator – a doctor,a cousin, a Wilberforce, who lives at Brighton and has – by a miracle – head of you. If I were in London, I'd ask you to meet. She has heard of Jersey cows and sends me a pot of cream weekly. Oh theres Margot – I cant fathom her – I get now almost daily a letter written in bed at 3 am in the Savoy. Why at this last lap of tiem should she fabricate an entirely imaginary passion for me, who am utterly incongrous “You ad Frances Horner” she says this morning “are the olny women I've ever loved”. The rest of womankind, as I can well imagine, seeing her clothes, she hates....
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...Did I tell you I'm reading the whole of English literature through? By the time I've reached Shakespeare the bombs will be falling. So I've arranged a very nice last scene: reading Shakespeare, having forgotten my gas mask, I shall fade far away, and quite forget... The bought down a raider the other side of Lewes yesterday, I was cycling to get our butter, but only heard a drone in the clouds. Thank God, as you would say, one's fathers had a taste for reading! Instead of thinking, by May we shall be – whatever it shall be: I think, only three months to read Ben Jonson, Milton, Donne and all the rest! Today however, to make me quicken my pace, I saw a yellow woodpecker bright green against ruby red willows. Lord!...how I started, and then saw coming across the marsh, Leonard, looking like a Saxon Earl, because his old coat was torn and the lining flapped around his gum boots.
I did walk through London the other day – Oh but I told you about the Temple, didnt I, all rubble and white dust? – and how, to put heart into me, I ate Turkey at Buszards [Oxford Street]? I have so seldom gloried in food, all alone. But there must be an end to this drivel,....
...I read and read like a donkey going round a well; pray to God, some idea will flash. I leave it entirely to nature. I can no longer control my brain...
Now Ethel dear, you will perhaps very kindly write to me. ….But now, in God's name, I must open this damned industrious American [Clifford], who's spent 20 years shadowing Mrs Thrale. I would like to ask, quite simply, do you still love me? Remember how I waved that day in Meck Sqre. Do love me.

V.

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30 October 1941


Dear Joy
Ocean wirless are are at it again suggesting that Christmas mail should be despatched. Received a long letter of yours a short time ago. Was pleased to hear you, your mother father are all well.
This will have to ????? as a Christmas note to them, please/ for this [?] will be only one of a few letters I propose to write tonight. You notice I said propose.
Ocean Is News You're itching for I guess. This year of course no Melbourne Cup dance but a [?] night instead, ticket £ 1 - 15/- The town chief [?] his notice reads
“10th Annual Cup Sweep” etc etc
The proceeds towards a patriotic fund and being the
[?] fund is Melbourne Sporting [?] “ [?] for ] fund”

They are at last rebuilding the picture house after the lines of Nauru building - using the same concrete floor
Here we've broken a record this month. I suppose you can guess what it is.
Did you see J. E. Beece and Ho with his laugh cum giggle cum sniggle.
Barry left to enlist. Remington - do you remember him - a Captain and stationed in Malaya.
Roger carrying on as cashier these days so to ease things outside. Learned with a shock that Obeta, a boy in the office was a few days ago after a short stay in hospital, sent on to Tarawa as a leper.
In the celebrations at Tapiwa last week end Bishop Turiemal [?] Hill and Father Pujabel's [?] new church opened. [?] I suppose is the word. The church looks well.
Mr. L. [?] is building a new one too but I fancy I've already mentioned this.
Gallagher dead, did you hear? Died in the [?] and buried at the foot of the “jolly old flag pole”. A very nice fellow what little I knew of him. I knew W-- [?] more than Broughton and Gallagher.
All my brothers are in uniform now. One in the anti aircraft company stationed at Darwin. The other two in the RAAF and still training.
Have you heard of Jean Hester [?] lately, wondered how the nursing was progressing. She did [?] didn't she!

Give my sincere [?] feelings to Mrs Ryall, Miss [?], Miss Enting, [?] please.
Could send some cards but have never liked the idea of using them. Rather admit one's lack of time or laziness than cover it up with a card – still that's only my idea. Am enjoying this bottle of beer V.B. Brand - - ever heard of it! Still only ¼ thank you.
I [ ?] I've rambled on over the pages but the pen's [ ?] [?] better days I'm afraid. Am writing this to the strains of [ ?] He brought it back from leave, only plays a few records and then he has to wind it up, [?] have accepted it as payment for a debt but it has a magnificent cabinet, and a [ ? ] selection, as you can imagine, of Bing Crosby and such like. He's still the same, has not as yet developed Alice's shrewd look. But then he has a litlle more to do I think.
Anyway enough little as it is until another time A Merry Christmas
Sincerely
Lindsay [Lineley?]

And not forgetting Tauranga [?] and good health.
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Susan, I respect; because she sits stitching. She sews under a quiet lamp in a house where the corn sighs close to the window and gives me safety. For I am the weakest, the youngest of them all. I am a child looking at his feet and the little runnels that the stream has made in the gravel. That is a snail, I say; that is a leaf. I delight in the snails; I delight in the leaf, I am always the youngest, the most innocent, the most trustful. You are all protected. I am naked. When the waitress with the plaited wreaths of hair swings past, she deals you your apricots and custard unhesitatingly, like a sister. You are her brothers. But when I get up, brushing the crumbs from my waistcoat, I slip too large a tip, a shilling, under the edge of my plate, so that she may not find it till I am gone, and her scorn, as she picks it up with laughter, may not strike on me till I am past the swing-doors.’
Now the wind lifts the blind,’ said Susan, ‘jars, bowls, matting and the shabby arm-chair with the hole in it are now become distinct. The usual faded ribbons sprinkle the wallpaper. The bird chorus is over, only one bird now sings close to the bedroom window. I will pull on my stockings and go quietly past the bedroom doors, and down through the kitchen, out through the garden past the greenhouse into the field. It is still early morning. The mist is on the marshes. The day is stark and stiff as a linen shroud. But it will soften; it will warm. At this hour, this still early hour, I think I am the field, I am the barn, I am the trees; mine are the flocks of birds, and this young hare who leaps, at the last moment when I step almost on him. Mine is the heron that stretches its vast wings lazily; and the cow that creaks as it pushes one foot before another munching; and the wild, swooping swallow; and the faint red in the sky, and the green when the red fades; the silence and the bell; the call of the man fetching cart- horses from the fields — all are mine.
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                                     PAKARI - Resiliance


                                  He toku tu moana

                            
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I cannot be divided, or kept apart. I was sent to school; I was sent to Switzerland to finish my education. I hate linoleum; I hate fir trees and mountains. Let me now fling myself on this flat ground under a pale sky where the clouds pace slowly. The cart grows gradually larger as it comes along the road. The sheep gather in the middle of the field. The birds gather in the middle of the road — they need not fly yet. The wood smoke rises. The starkness of the dawn is going out of it. Now the day stirs. Colour returns. The day waves yellow with all its crops. The earth hangs heavy beneath me.


But who am I, who lean on this gate and watch my setter nose in a circle? I think sometimes (I am not twenty yet) I am not a woman, but the light that falls on this gate, on this ground. I am the seasons, I think sometimes, January, May, November; the mud, the mist, the dawn. I cannot be tossed about, or float gently, or mix with other people. Yet now, leaning here till the gate prints my arm, I feel the weight that has formed itself in my side. Something has formed, at school, in Switzerland, some hard thing. Not sighs and laughter, not circling and ingenious phrases; not Rhoda’s strange communications when she looks past us, over our shoulders; nor Jinny’s pirouetting, all of a piece, limbs and body. What I give is fell. I cannot float gently, mixing with other people. I like best the stare of shepherds met in the road; the stare of gipsy women beside a cart in a ditch suckling their children as I shall suckle my children. For soon in the hot midday when the bees hum round the hollyhocks my lover will come. He will stand under the cedar tree. To his one word I shall answer my one word. What has formed in me I shall give him. I shall have children; I shall have maids in aprons; men with pitchforks; a kitchen where they bring the ailing lambs to warm in baskets, where the hams hang and the onions glisten. I shall be like my mother, silent in a blue apron locking up the cupboards.
Now I am hungry. I will call my setter. I think of crusts and bread and butter and white plates in a sunny room. I will go back across the fields. I will walk along this grass path with strong, even strides, now swerving to avoid the puddle, now leaping lightly to a clump. Beads of wet form on my rough skirt; my shoes become supple and dark. The stiffness has gone from the day; it is shaded with grey, green and umber. The birds no longer settle on the high road.
I return, like a cat or fox returning, whose fur is grey with rime, whose pads are hardened by the coarse earth. I push through the cabbages, making their leaves squeak and their drops spill. I sit waiting for my father’s footsteps as he shuffles down the passage pinching some herb between his fingers. I pour out cup after cup while the unopened flowers hold themselves erect on the table among the pots of jam, the loaves and the butter. 

                                                We   are   silent.

I go then to the cupboard, and take the damp bags of rich sultanas; I lift the heavy flour on to the clean scrubbed kitchen table. I knead; I stretch; I pull, plunging my hands in the warm inwards of the dough. I let the cold water stream fanwise through my fingers. The fire roars; the flies buzz in a circle. All my currants and rices, the silver bags and the blue bags, are locked again in the cupboard. The meat is stood in the oven; the bread rises in a soft dome under the clean towel. I walk in the afternoon down to the river. All the world is breeding. The flies are going from grass to grass. The flowers are thick with pollen. The swans ride the stream in order. The clouds, warm now, sun- spotted, sweep over the hills, leaving gold in the water, and gold on the necks of the swans. Pushing one foot before the other, the cows munch their way across the field. I feel through the grass for the white-domed mushroom; and break its stalk and pick the purple orchid that grows beside it and lay the orchid by the mushroom with the earth at its root, and so home to make the kettle boil for my father among the just reddened roses on the tea-table.

But evening comes and the lamps are lit. And when evening comes and the lamps are lit they make a yellow fire in the ivy. I sit with my sewing by the table. I think of Jinny; of Rhoda; and hear the rattle of wheels on the pavement as the farm horses plod home; I hear traffic roaring in the evening wind. I look at the quivering leaves in the dark garden and think “They dance in London. Jinny kisses Louis”.’
How strange,’ said Jinny, ‘that people should sleep, that people should put out the lights and go upstairs. They have taken off their dresses, they have put on white nightgowns. There are no lights in any of these houses. There is a line of chimney-pots against the sky; and a street lamp or two burning, as lamps burn when nobody needs them. The only people in the streets are poor people hurrying. There is no one coming or going in this street; the day is over. A few policemen stand at the corners. Yet night is beginning. I feel myself shining in the dark. Silk is on my knee. My silk legs rub smoothly together. The stones of a necklace lie cold on my throat. My feet feel the pinch of shoes. I sit bolt upright so that my hair may not touch the back of the seat. I am arrayed, I am prepared. This is the momentary pause; the dark moment. The fiddlers have lifted their bows.
The Task of Destroying the History of Ontology All research-and not least that which operates within the range of the central question of Being-is an ontical possibility of Dasein. Dasein's Being finds its meaning in temporality. But temporality is also the condition which makes historicality possible as a temporal kind of Being which Dasein itself possesses, regardless of whether or how Dasein is an entity 'in time'. 

Historicality, as a determinate character, is prior to what is called "history" (world-historical historizing).1 "Historicality" stands for the state of Being that is constitutive for 20 Dasein's 'historizing' as such; only on the basis of such 'historizing' is anything like 'world-history' possible or can anything belong historically to world-history. In its factical Being, any Dasein is as it already was, and it is 'what' it already was. It is its past, whether explicitly or not. And this is so not only in that its past is, as it were, pushing itself along 'behind' it, and that Dasein possesses what is past as a property which is still presentat-hand and which sometimes has after-effects upon it: Dasein 'is' its past in the way of its own Being, which, to put it roughly, 'historizes' out of its future on each occasion. 2 Whatever the way of being it may have at the time, and thus with whatever understanding of Being it may possess, Dasein has grown up both into and in a traditional way of interpreting itself: in terms of this it understands itself proximally and, within a certain range, constantly. By this understanding, the possibilities of its Being are disclosed and regulated. Its own past-and this always means the past of its 'generation'-is not something which follows along after Dasein, but something which already goes ahead of it. This elemental historicality of Dasein may remain hidden from Dasein itself. But there is a way by which it can be discovered and given proper attention. Dasein can discover tradition, preserve it, and study it explicitly. The discovery of tradition and the disclosure of what it 'transmits' and how this is transmitted, can be taken hold of as a task in its own right. In this way Dasein brings itself into the kind of Being which consists in historiological inquiry and research. But historiology, or more precisely historicity is possible as a kind of Being which the inquiring Dasein [

possess, only because historicality is a determining characteristic for Dasein in the very basis of its Being. If this historicality remains hidden from Dasein, and as long as it so remains, Dasein is also denied the possibility of historiological inquiry or the discovery of history. If historiology is wanting, this is not evidence against Dasein's historicality; on the contrary, as a deficient mode1 of this state of Being, it is evidence for it. Only because it is 'historical' can an era be unhistoriological. On the other hand, if Dasein has seized upon its latent possibility not only of making its own existence transparent to itself but also of inquiring into the meaning of existentiality itself (that is to say, of previously inquiring into the meaning of Being in general) , and if by such inquiry its eyes have been opened to its own essential historicality, then one cannot fail to see that the inquiry into Being (the ontico-ontological necessity of which we have already indicated) is itself characterized by historicality. The ownmost meaning of Being which belongs to the inquiry into Being 21 a s a n historical inquiry, gives us the assignment [Anweisung] of inquiring into the history of that inquiry itself, that is, of becoming historiological. In working out the question of Being, we must heed this assignment, so that by positively making the past our own, we may bring ourselves into full possession of the ownmost possibilities of such inquiry. The question of the meaning of Being must be carried through by explicating Dasein beforehand in its temporality and historicality; the question thus brings itself to the point where it understands itself as historiological. Our preparatory Interpretation of the fundamental structures of Dasein with regard to the average kind of Being which is closest to it (a kind of Being -i.Q. which it is therefore proximally historical as well), will make manifest, however, not only that Dasein is inclined to fall back upon its world (the world in which it is) and to interpret itself in terms of that world by its reflected light, but also that Dasein simultaneously falls prey to the tradition of which it has more or less explicitly taken hold.11 This tradition keeps it from providing its own guidance, whether ininquiring or in choosing. This holds true-and by no means least-for thatHow strange,’ said Jinny, ‘that people should sleep, that people should put out the lights and go upstairs. They have taken off their dresses, they have put on white nightgowns. There are no lights in any of these houses. There is a line of chimney-pots against the sky; and a street lamp or two burning, as lamps burn when nobody needs them. The only people in the streets are poor people hurrying. There is no one coming or going in this street; the day is over. A few policemen stand at the corners. Yet night is beginning. I feel myself shining in the dark. Silk is on my knee. My silk legs rub smoothly together. The stones of a necklace lie cold on my throat. understanding which is rooted in Dasein's ownmost Being, and for the possibility of developing it-namely, for ontological understanding. When tradition thus becomes master, it does so in such a way that what it 'transmits' is made so inaccessible, proximally and for the most part, that it rather becomes concealed. Tradition takes what has come down to us and delivers it over to self-evidence; it blocks our access to those primordial 'sources' from which the categories and concepts handed down to us have been in part quite genuinely drawn.1 Indeed it makes us forget that they have had such an origin, and makes us suppose that the necessity of going back to these sources is something which we need not even understand. Dasein has had its historicality so thoroughly uprooted by tradition that it confines its interest to the multiformity of possible types, directions, and standpoints of philosophical activity in the most exotic and alien of cultures ; and by this very interest it seeks to veil the fact that it has no ground of its own to stand on. Consequently, despite all its historiological interests and all its zeal for an Interpretation which is philologically 'objective' ["sachliche"], Dasein no longer understands the most elementary conditions which would alone enable it to go back to the past in a positive manner and make it productively its own. How strange,’ said Jinny, ‘that people should sleep, that people should put out the lights and go upstairs. They have taken off their dresses, they have put on white nightgowns. There are no lights in any of these houses. There is a line of chimney-pots against the sky; and a street lamp or two burning, as lamps burn when nobody needs them. The only people in the streets are poor people hurrying. There is no one coming or going in this street; the day is over. A few policemen stand at the corners. Yet night is beginning. I feel myself shining in the dark. Silk is on my knee. My silk legs rub smoothly together. The stones of a necklace lie cold on my throat. We have shown at the outset (Section 1) not only that the question of the meaning of Being is one that has not been attended to and one that has been inadequately formulated, but that it has become quite forgotten in spite of all our interest in 'metaphysics'. Greek ontology and its history -which, in their numerous filiations and distortions, determine the conceptual character of philosophy even today-prove that when Dasein understands either itself or Being in general, it does so in terms of the 'world', and that the ontology which has thus arisen has deteriorated [ verfallt] to a tradition in which it gets reduced to something self-evident -merely material for reworking, as it was for Hegel. In the Middle Ages this uprooted Greek ontology became a fixed body of doctrine. Its systematics, however, is by no means a mere joining together of traditional pieces into a single edifice. Though its basic conceptions of Being have been taken over dogmatically from the Greeks, a great deal of unpretentious work has been carried on further within these limits. With the peculiar character which the Scholastics gave it, Greek ontology has, in its essentials, travelled the path that leads through the Disputationes , metaphysicae of Suarez to the 'metaphysics' and transcendental philosophy ·of modern times, determining even the foundations and the aims of Hegel's 'logic'. In the course of this history certain distinctive domains of Being have come into view and have served as the primary guides for subsequent problematics : the ego cogito of Descartes, the subject, the "1", reason, spirit, person. But these all remain uninterrogated as to their Being and its structure, in accordance with the thoroughgoing way in which the question of Being has been neglected. It is rather the case that the categorial content of the traditional ontology has been carried over to these entities with corresponding formalizations and purely negative restrictions, or else dialectic has been called in for the purpose of Interpreting the substantiality of the subject ontologically. If the question of Being is to have its own history made transparent, then this hardened tradition must be loosened up, and the concealments which it has brought about1 must be dissolved. We understand this task as one in which by taking the question of Being as our clue, we are to. destroy the traditional content of ancient ontology until we arrive at those primordial experiences in which we achieved our first ways of determining the nature of Being-the ways which have guided us ever since. In thus demonstrating the origin of our basic ontological concepts by an investigation in which their 'birth certificate' is displayed, we have nothing to do with a vicious relativizing of ontological standpoints. But this destruction is just as far from having the negative sense of shaking off the ontological tradition. How strange,’ said Jinny, ‘that people should sleep, that people should put out the lights and go upstairs. They have taken off their dresses, they have put on white nightgowns. There are no lights in any of these houses. There is a line of chimney-pots against the sky; and a street lamp or two burning, as lamps burn when nobody needs them. The only people in the streets are poor people hurrying. There is no one coming or going in this street; the day is over. A few policemen stand at the corners. Yet night is beginning. I feel myself shining in the dark. Silk is on my knee. My silk legs rub smoothly together. The stones of a necklace lie cold on my throat. We must, on the contrary, stake out the positive possibilities of that tradition, and this always means keeping it within its limits ; these in turn are given factically in the way the question is formulated at the time, and in the way the possible field for investigation is thus bounded off. On its negative side, this destruction does not relate itself towards the past;' iu criticism is aimed at 'today' and at the prevalent way of treating the history of ontology, whether it is headed towards doxography, towards intellectual history, or towards a history of problems. But to bury the past in nullity [Nichtigkeit) is not the purpose of this destruction ; its aim is positive; its negative function remains unexpressed and indirect. The destruction of the history of ontology is essentially bound up with the way the question of Being is formulated, and it is possible only within such a formulation. In the framework of our treatise, which aims at working out that question in principle, we can carry out this destruction only with regard to stages of that history which are in principle decisive. In line with the positive tendencies of this destruction, we must in the first instance raise the question whether and to what extent the Interpretation of Being and the phenomenon of time have been brought together thematically in the course of the history of ontology, and whether the problematic of Temporality required for this has ever been worked out in principle or ever could have been. The first and only person who has gone any stretch of the way towards investigating the dimension of Temporality or has even let himself be drawn hither by the coercion of the phenomena themselves is Kant. Only when we have established the problematic of Temporality, can we succeed in casting light on the obscurity of his doctrine of the schematism. But this will also show us why this area is one which had to remain closed off to him in its real dimensions and its central ontological function. Kant himself was aware that he was venturing into an area of obscurity : 'This schematism of our understanding as regards appearances and their mere form is an art hidden in the depths of the human soul, the true devices of which are hardly ever to be divined from Nature and laid uncovered before our eyes.'1 Here Kant shrinks back, as it were, in the face of something which must be brought to light as a theme and a principle if the expression "Being" is to have any demonstrable meaning. In the end, those very phenomena which will be exhibited under the heading of 'Temporality' in our analysis, are precisely those most covert judgments of the 'common reason' for which Kant says it is the 'business of philosophers' to provide an analytic. In pursuing this task of destruction with the problematic of Temporality as our clue, we shall try to Interpret the chapter on the schematism and the Kantian doctrine of time, taking that chapter as our point of departure. At the same time we shall show why Kant could never achieve an insight into the problematic of Temporality. There were two things that stood in his way : in the first place, he altogether neglected the problem of Being; and, in connection with this, he failed to provide an ontology with Dasein as its theme or (to put this in Kantian language) to give a preliminary ontological analytic of the subjectivity of the subject. Instead of this, Kant took over Descartes' position quite dogmatically, notwithstanding all the essential respects in which he had gone beyond him. Furthermore, in spite of the fact that he was· bringing the phenomenon of time back into the subject again, his analysis of it remained oriented towards the traditional way in which time had been ordinarily understood; in the long run this kept him from working out the phenomenon of a 'transcendental determination of time' in its own structure and function. Because of this double effect of tradition the decisive connection between time and the 'I think' was shrouded in utter darkness; it did not even become a problem.

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To Leonard Woolf [Monk's House, Rodmell,
Sussex]

Tuesday [18? March 1941]

Dearest,
I feel certain that I am going mad again: I feel we cant go through another of those terrible times. And I shant recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and cant concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I dont think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I cant fight it any longer, I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I cant even write this properly. I cant read. What I want to say is that I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that – everybody knows it. I anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I cant go on spoiling your life any longer.
I dont think two people could have been happier than we have been.

V.


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All this afternoon I have been trying to arrange some of my father's old books....

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                                     Kia u ki te pai
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[Ocean Island is Banaba] Ocean Island Central Pacific Sept 10th 1941

Dear Jack
No doubt you will be surprised to hear from me but when I heard from Gower [?] the other day that you had received a letter from Sallie [?] earlier on in the year well I felt that ashamed
so I decided I would write the next mail and let you know some of the news of this little old isle. I suppose you know ere this that we are all living the bachelor life as there are only two ladies left on the place – Mrs Barley and the B.P.C [British Phosphate Commission] Sister [there was a hospital on Ocean Island.] So you would not know the place if you were to return here suddenly. Most of them dine in the mess room so you can't imagine the rush there sometimes. Of course there have been a lot of departures amongst the staff that you used to know so I will rattle them off whilst I can remember them. Goudie [?] has gone down to join up also Warburton from the office and Gough [?] the steward. Stokes ex the hardware store has left for the same purpose some time ago.Sloggett ex hardware [?] is in the airforce in Canada and is now a Flying Officer. Keith Simpson [?] in the airforce [?] Also McBrae from Nauru. I have not heard anything of Don Bates but would imagine him to he in a Home Defence position. Jack Hallfall [?] is in the East and a brother of his killed in action, [as was] a brother of Harry Dowan [?]George Holt gets mail regularly from Grieves in the East also and I believe a three stripe man. You will remember Alan Walker who was in the C.E.[?] Office when I first came here – news arrived here that he has just been killed in action in Crete. He held a Captain's commission and if you remember he left here to take a position in Cyprus. He evidently enlisted with the A.I.F. [Australian Infantry Forces] over in the East. You have already heard I suppose that Gilmore won the M.C. [Military Cross] in Greece. Well Jack that is about all the overseas news. Our old friend Bridges arrived back a few weeks ago fatter than ever and just got his [bark?] back yesterday. There is no doubt about him, the staff are all on edge as you know these days but he still has his little pick.. Jack Lee came back with him looking older than ever and still the same – forgets everything – as of yore. I did not get the carpenter shop after all as Barney [?] was put into it much to everybody's disgust. He painted out the office in the shop whilst Jack was down,varnished the clock, and polished up the table and chairs, moved in the telephone, and didn't Jack snort when he arrived back..”It was a work shop and not an office” and he still leaves burning cigarettes on the much to Barry's disgust.
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Tauranga
June 28th 42

My Dear Joy.
You say you are very happy about your engagement
to Leslie and that is all that matters to your mother and myself.
We cannot hope nor do we wish to keep you to ourselves
so we wish you a happy life in your companionship with Leslie.
If you affection for one another can survive the ups and
downs of life as well as ours has done you will be happy.
You must not look for the ideal in man. Perfection would
be sickening. Toleration for each other's imperfections or faults
with other leven of a sense of humour will help you over the
rough spots.
I have not seen much of your Leslie but he appears to have
a reasonable and sensible outlook on life which is worth a great
deal.
Best of wishes to you both and good luck for the future.
With love

Yours affectionately
father
J R Miller

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The Attack on Pearl Harbor was 7th December 1941
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HONOLULU, Hawaii (HawaiiNewsNow) - A young sailor’s letter, written onboard the USS Arizona days before the attack on Pearl Harbor, was donated to the national memorial by his family on Monday.



Orville Lester Rusher was a 21-year-old engineer from Missouri.
He mailed the letter to his sister on Nov. 25, 1941.
“He was a farm boy from Missouri,” said Vicki Borlin, Rusher’s great-niece.
“That’s what the letter talks about. That he misses Missouri snow and that it’s hot (in Hawaii) and everybody thinks it’s cold when it’s 70 degrees. He wanted to come home.”
But Rusher's family didn't receive the letter until December 8, a day after the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor.
His remains were never recovered.
Borlin says she found the letter about 15 years ago while digging through a box in her mother's garage.
After learning her son's high school band would be performing at the Pearl Harbor Visitors Center this Memorial Day, she says she thought it was the perfect opportunity to honor her late uncle.
"We've had the letter for a very long time, and I decided we needed to give it to somebody who could take care of it," Borlin said.
Borlin, who lives in Illinois, hand-carried the letter to Hawaii.
After the band’s performance Monday, Borlin and her son Maxx presented the letter to the National Park Service.
Officials say historical documents like these give people a glimpse into the past.
"What's remarkable about the letter is that it is somewhat unremarkable in its tone. He's talking about the things any young sailor here would experience. Kind of the calm before the storm, not realizing what's going to come down in the future in just a matter of days," said park ranger Daniel Brown.
The Borlins also presented a wreath in honor of Rusher and those who made the ultimate sacrifice for their country.
While they never had the chance to meet him, they say they feel close to him just by being here.
"I could never imagine what he went through and those experiences, but just to be here is crazy," said Maxx Borlin.
“It really means a lot more to be here and to see that his remains are still on the ship,” said Vicki Borlin.
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I have torn off the whole of May and June,’ said Susan, ‘and twenty days of July. I have torn them off and screwed them up so that they no longer exist, save as a weight in my side. They have been crippled days, like moths with shrivelled wings unable to fly. There are only eight days left. In eight days’ time I shall get out of the train and stand on the platform at six twenty five. Then my freedom will unfurl, and all these restrictions that wrinkle and shrivel — hours and order and discipline, and being here and there exactly at the right moment — will crack asunder. Out the day will spring, as I open the carriage-door and see my father in his old hat and gaiters. I shall tremble. I shall burst into tears. Then next morning I shall get up at dawn. I shall let myself out by the kitchen door. I shall walk on the moor. The great horses of the phantom riders will thunder behind me and stop suddenly. I shall see the swallow skim the grass. I shall throw myself on a bank by the river and watch the fish slip in and out among the reeds. The palms of my hands will be printed with pine- needles. I shall there unfold and take out whatever it is I have made here; something hard. For something has grown in me here, through the winters and summers, on staircases, in bedrooms. I do not want, as Jinny wants, to be admired. I do not want people, when I come in, to look up with admiration. I want to give, to be given, and solitude in which to unfold my possessions.

Then I shall come back through the trembling lanes under the arches of the nut leaves. I shall pass an old woman wheeling a perambulator full of sticks; and the shepherd. But we shall not speak. I shall come back through the kitchen garden, and see the curved leaves of the cabbages pebbled with dew, and the house in the garden, blind with curtained windows. I shall go upstairs to my room, and turn over my own things, locked carefully in the wardrobe: my shells; my eggs; my curious grasses. I shall feed my doves and my squirrel. I shall go to the kennel and comb my spaniel. So gradually I shall turn over the hard thing that has grown here in my side. But here bells ring; feet shuffle perpetually.’

I hate darkness and sleep and night,’ said Jinny, ‘and lie longing for the day to come. I long that the week should be all one day without divisions. When I wake early — and the birds wake me — I lie and watch the brass handles on the cupboard grow clear; then the basin; then the towel-horse. As each thing in the bedroom grows clear, my heart beats quicker. I feel my body harden, and become pink, yellow, brown. My hands pass over my legs and body. I feel its slopes, its thinness. I love to hear the gong roar through the house and the stir begin — here a thud, there a patter. Doors slam; water rushes. Here is another day, here is another day, I cry, as my feet touch the floor. It may be a bruised day, an imperfect day. I am often scolded. I am often in disgrace for idleness, for laughing; but even as Miss Matthews grumbles at my feather-headed carelessness, I catch sight of something moving — a speck of sun perhaps on a picture, or the donkey drawing the mowing-machine across the lawn; or a sail that passes between the laurel leaves, so that I am never cast down. I cannot be prevented from pirouetting behind Miss Matthews into prayers.

Now, too, the time is coming when we shall leave school and wear long skirts. I shall wear necklaces and a white dress without sleeves at night. There will be parties in brilliant rooms; and one man will single me out and will tell me what he has told no other person. He will like me better than Susan or Rhoda. He will find in me some quality, some peculiar thing. But I shall not let myself be attached to one person only. I do not want to be fixed, to be pinioned. I tremble, I quiver, like the leaf in the hedge, as I sit dangling my feet, on the edge of the bed, with a new day to break open. I have fifty years, I have sixty years to spend. I have not yet broken into my hoard. This is the beginning.’

There are hours and hours,’ said Rhoda, ‘before I can put out the light and lie suspended on my bed above the world, before I can let the day drop down, before I can let my tree grow, quivering in green pavilions above my head. Here I cannot let it grow. Somebody knocks through it. They ask questions, they interrupt, they throw it down.
Now I will go to the bathroom and take off my shoes and wash; but as I wash, as I bend my head down over the basin, I will let the Russian Empress’s veil flow about my shoulders. The diamonds of the Imperial crown blaze on my forehead. I hear the roar of the hostile mob as I step out on to the balcony. Now I dry my hands, vigorously, so that Miss, whose name I forget, cannot suspect that I am waving my fist at an infuriated mob. “I am your Empress, people.” My attitude is one of defiance. I am fearless. I conquer.


But this is a thin dream. This is a papery tree. Miss Lambert blows it down. Even the sight of her vanishing down the corridor blows it to atoms. It is not solid; it gives me no satisfaction — this Empress dream. It leaves me, now that it has fallen, here in the passage rather shivering. Things seem paler. I will go now into the library and take out some book, and read and look; and read again and look. Here is a poem about a hedge. I will wander down it and pick flowers, green cowbind and the moonlight-coloured May, wild roses and ivy serpentine. I will clasp them in my hands and lay them on the desk’s shiny surface. I will sit by the river’s trembling edge and look at the water-lilies, broad and bright, which lit the oak that overhung the hedge with moonlight beams of their own watery light. I will pick flowers; I will bind flowers in one garland and clasp them and present them — Oh! to whom? There is some check in the flow of my being; a deep stream presses on some obstacle; it jerks; it tugs; some knot in the centre resists. Oh, this is pain, this is anguish! I faint, I fail. Now my body thaws; I am unsealed, I am incandescent. Now the stream pours in a deep tide fertilizing, opening the shut, forcing the tight-folded, flooding free. To whom shall I give all that now flows through me, from my warm, my porous body? I will gather my flowers and present them — Oh! to whom?

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Sunday 21 February [1937]

Isherwood & Sally [Chilver] last night. I[sherwoo]d rather a find: very small red cheeked nimble & vivacious. We chattered. He lives in a pension at Brussels; is heir to an E[lizabe]than house near Manchester; & likes my books. (13. The last put some colour into my cheeks. He said Morgan & I were the only living novelists the young – he, Auden, Spender I suppose – take seriously. Indeed he admires us both I gather warmly. For M.'s books he has a passion. “I'll come out with it then Mrs Woolf – you see, I feel youre a poetess: he does the thing I want to do....a perfect combination.” But I was satisfied with my share of the compliment wh. Came very pat in these days of depression. Auden & he are writing away together. He does the prose, A. the poetry. A, wants innumerable blankets on his bed, innumerable cups of tea; then shuts the shutters and draws the blinds and writes. Id. Is a most appreciative merry little bird. A real novelist I suspect, not a poet [yes, I think he was a great novelist but not for the reason most people like him – for his deeply moving scenes rather than his 'Berlin night life etc' as in Letter from Berlin]; full of acute observations on characters and scenes. Odd how few 'novelists' I know: it wd. interest me to discuss fiction with him. Sally rather smudged and pale: but then Id. & I were such chatterboxes. Suddenly he said he must meet John Andrews...
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Sunday 28 February

I'm so entirely imbued in 3 Guineas that I can hardly jerk myself away to write here. (here in fact again I dropped my pen to think about my next paragraph – universities – how they will lead to professions & so on.) Its a bad habit. Yesterday it was effectively broken by Desmond who came punctually at one, & stayed till 7.15. nor did we stop talking all that time...Anyhow, he was well lit – dear old Desmond – as round as a marble: a paunch pendant; but nearly bald: with an odd 18th Century look, as if he had been dining at the Club with Johnson – a kind of Goldsworth or Boswell; a congenial spirit. And as full of human kindness as a ripe grape with juice. I think he had set himself now not to write a great book but to be nice to other people. What can I do for you, was his last remark on the stairs. Alas he carried off The Years wh. Means – well, never mind. We talked, so easily and merrily. I went back to old talks with Lytton – talking shop about Kipling's style: he had the same quotation – about the man who cut his throat & looked like a robin redbreast – that I had. (22. Then how Jack Squire has imposed another false self upon his true self.....
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(22. See Something of Myself (1936) (story) by Rudyard Kipling, p. 87
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(13, Christopher Isherwood (B. 1904), two of whose books had already been, and two more were to be, published by the Hogarth Press, was living a nomadic life on the continent with his German lover, trying to evade the latter's conscription into the Wehrmacht. He was at present in London for the rehearsals at the Mercury Theatre of The Ascent of F6, the second of three plays which he wrote in collaboration with his friend the poet W. H. Auden (1907 – 1973). Isherwood was due to inherit both Marple Hall and Wyberslegh Hall (where he was born) near Stockport in Cheshire on the death of his uncle.
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[Chilvers (neé Graves) was a historian and anthropologist who later became an expert n the Cameroons, and African history.]

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As understanding, Dasein projects its Being upon possibilities. This Being-towards-possibilities which understands is itself a potentiality-for-Being, and it is so because of the way these possibilities, as disclosed, exert their counter-thrust [Rűckschlag] upon Dasein. The projecting of the understanding has its own possibility-that of developing itself [sich auszubilden]. This development of the understanding we call "interpretation". 3 In it the understanding appropriates understandingly that which is understood by it. In interpretation, understanding does not become something different. It becomes itself. Such interpretation is grounded existentially in understanding; the latter does not arise from the former. Nor is interpretation the acquiring of information about what is understood ; it is rather the working-out of possibilities projected in understanding. In accordance with the trend of these preparatory analyses of everyday Dasein, we shall pursue the phenomenon of interpretation in understanding the world-that is, in inauthentic understanding, and indeed in the mode of its genuineness. In terms of the significance which is disclosed in understanding the world, concernful Being-alongside the ready-to-hand gives itself to understand whatever involvement that which is encountered can have.1 To say that "circumspection discovers" means that the 'world' which has already been understood comes to be interpreted. The ready-to-hand comes explicitly into the sight which understands. All preparing, putting to rights, repairing, improving, rounding-out, are accomplished in the following way : we take apart2 in its "in-order-to" that which is circumspectively ready-to-hand, and we concern ourselves with it in accordance with what becomes visible through this process. That which has been circumspectively taken apart with regard to its "in-order-to", and taken apart as such-that which is explicitly understood-has the structure of something as something. The circumspective question as to what this particular thing that is ready-to-hand may be, receives the circumspectively interpretative answer that it is for such and such a purpose [ es ist zum ... ] . If we tell what it is for [des Wozu], we are not simply designating something; but that which is designated is understood as that as which we are to take the thing in question. That which is disclosed in understanding that which is understood-is already accessible in such a way that its 'as which' can be made to stand out explicitly. The 'as' makes up the structure of the explicitness of something that is understood. It constitutes the interpretation. In dealing with what is environmentally ready-to-hand by interpreting it circumspectively, we 'see' it as a table, a door, a carriage, or a bridge ; but what we have thus interpreted [Ausgelegte] need not necessarily be also taken apart [auseinander zu legen] by making an assertion which definitely characterizes it. Any mere pre-predicative seeing of the ready-to-hand is, in itself, something which already understands and interprets. But does not the absence of such an 'as' make up the mereness of any pure perception of something? Whenever we see with this kind of sight, we already do so understandingly and interpretatively. In the mere encountering of something, it is understood in terms of a totality of involvements; and such seeing hides in itself the explicitness of the assignment-relations (of the "in-order-to") which belong to that totality

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